The Roomer (Oh Hai Mork!)

I woke up thinking: God is real, but against us. Pray for what you don't want. Reverse theology. I'll pray for freedom, because no matter how much I say I want it, I'm still getting led around by a cigarette or anger or fear. Take your pick, I don't give a shit. And I wish it weren't true, but to get free we have to start with what's true I think. And if I have to tell you that what's real is terrible, maybe you're in the wrong place. If I have to tell you that what's true is terrible, maybe you're in the wrong place. Because I've done horrible things to wonderful people. I've let horrible people stay living. I've looked my family in the eye and told them: "Leave me to die, or I'll make you sorry you didn't." I've stolen from people who didn't deserve. I've not helped people who did. I've turned away when I knew I made a mistake instead of dealing with it. I've wasted good chances I've had in this life that other people won't even get. I put off making things right with Andy, and now he's dead. But if we can stay one inch this side of dying, the most terrible things we can imagine can happen, and our breath will carry us forward when we don't have the strength to carry ourselves. And we'll get another chance at not spreading misery, at least for today. If I have to tell you that we are beautiful, maybe you're in the right place. If I ever forget that we are beautiful, I hope you're here to remind me. If I have to tell you that we are beautiful, I hope you'll stick around until you can see it!
-Patrick Schneeweis
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After I went crazy and thought I was an archangel, I went to the hospital and they found meth (okay, amphetamines. Same thing.) in my system and discharged me saying I can't go to the psych ward because I'm too friendly with myself and others to be a danger to anyone and it's better for me to be on the streets because I need to see my therapist tomorrow. All I can do is wait this out. I think someone spiked my nicotine (Banana 34MG nicotine) vape pen with meth. He told me he did it so someone before and I should have taken that as a sign to GTFO. He's offended by me calling him out, but even if, in the 30% chance he didn't do it, fuck h1im, man, he r4p3d me! I'll see you in court, my man. Anyways, this archangel, who thinks he's either Gabriel or Michael, but can't remember says that we need to look passed our differences and find our true selves. When we're angry and spiteful, we let a demon take over, but it's not a demon, it's the feral nature of ourselves that we created the stories of demons to describe, and it keeps us from finding our true selves. When we see disabilities as labels and things to keep us down and not things to overcome, we're keeping ourselves unhealthy. Yes, you will always have your disabilities, but learn to coexist with it, and learn to shut it out when it's bad. Even in the darkest of moments, try your best to keep a head on a swivel. I found that I had some control over it, but while I have some thoughts, I'd rather not say anything further. Denying magic takes away its power and this angel wants people to love and not hate. The way to combat haters is with your love, guys, not with pain. Unless, per chance, they give you meth or purposely harm someone. We must use fair judgement, and our judgement system needs reworked. The emotions we feel should guide us, but we must feel them as a group and compromise on proper punishment for the bad people. Most people can be redeemed, but you must want to be redeemed to become redeemed. It's time for the humans to have faith, not in god, but in themselves. You can do this, my brothers! Whatever you're struggling through, have the faith, have the resolve to believe in yourself. Our faith gives the deities and mysterious beings beyond our understandings power, so faith in ourselves will bring us forward as a society. Show people that you care about them, and care for yourself, but remember to be respectful of what you have that others don't and do your best to respect and have your manners. Please do this, not for him, not for me, but for yourself. Have faith in yourself!
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[@FatherAndrew-Scarlet-Priest]

The roomer

[@WickedFamix]

May I use that name? You have every right to say no.

[@FatherAndrew-Scarlet-Priest]

@@WickedFamix go ahead

[@WickedFamix]

Thank you.

[@Buckent]

The first stage of grief is denial

[@WickedFamix]

The first stage of starting therapy is letting go of your bitterness and admitting that you need help. My business is my business unless I make it public. Whatever you're going on about has nothing to do with my video and counts as spam. Continue and I will have to ban you for potentially creating a hostile environment. This is a safe space and everyone is included here as long as they're not hostile or a danger to my underage fans.

[@RedStarTar]

lol

[@sc4b130]

Beautiful trenchcoat.

[@WickedFamix]

Thanks! My favorite piece of clothing. Feels like second skin at this point, like a good hug on a bad day

[@justhere4637]

I thought the title was "the coom"?

[@WickedFamix]

Check pins :P

[@justhere4637]

@@WickedFamix Yes. Ok.