I was LDS (a convert), but I was not being spiritually nourished. I was looking for "strong meat" (Isaiah), and was instead being offered watered-down milk (LDS doctrine). So, the church and I parted ways. My spiritual development, since leaving Mormonism, has been astonishing. I have found answers, to questions, that LDS hasn't yet learned to ask. It is amazing, awe-inspiring, and humbling, all at the same time. The LDS church, and its doctrines, has nothing remotely comparable, to offer.
This is the exact place I'm in. Its defining. Its all I can think of. It's all I pray about. It's all I cry out to God about. And this video gives me a simple peace in knowing I am not alone in this struggle. Heavenly Father, I believe, help thou my unbelief... Thank you for this video right now in this moment in time. Please pray for me.
I will pray for you! ❤️ I've gone through these thoughts too. Please focus on your faith and not your doubts! Answers come and things make sense eventually. Don't be afraid to talk to people too. Although imperfect sometimes others can offer great gems of wisdom. 😁 Good luck! All things make sense with time.
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
I had a similar experience - it is so frightening - as if everything is dissolving around you. But like you, I finally came to the place where I had deconstructed everything and started again with the basic question; "if there is a God and if thou art God wilt thou make thyself known to me?" when I was ready to stop fighting, ready to listen, ready to question my doubts, ready to allow for the might and majesty and power of God being far beyond my current understanding - the light started to come back, just like a slow sunrise. I'm so glad I kept hanging on and searching. I'm so glad I stayed. I know things now in a way that is so much deeper than I did before and i'm so glad I didn't miss it.
I truly love how he put that. It is truly seeing those evidences of God for what they are, not less, not more. Recognizing that believe is a choice is also important to reduce the anxiety of not feeling in control, and take things a step at a time.
@@cashallred1374 (atheist) Hi uh, I'm confused. How is belief a choice? Like, can you choose right now on a whim to genuinely believe that dogs don't exist?
I find it so interesting, in those times of my life where I struggle most with my testimony of not only the Restored Gospel but even the existence of a God, and I choose to push forward even when things don't feel true, I find small and simple "somethings" that perfectly counter my doubts. It seems like too much of a coincidence, it can't be a coincidence. These are the fruits of applying our faith. I'm so grateful for a God that allows doubts to enter and linger in our minds, we can always find greater peace and understanding if we press through them
He also put you in trainwreck to begin with. Not everyone makes it to a better life either, how horrible is that! God turns their life into a trainwreck and then boom, game over, no happy ending.
@@rickkybobby3483 people may start out in rough circumstances but I've seen people who had that experience turn their lives around and make it good anyway. That's no excuse it can be better. It's all about willingness to make it better
Truth is never something to fear or avoid, the truth sets us free, even if it is an unpleasant truth. Those committed to seeking for truth, even if they get off track for a while, will always find it eventually. Christ is the way the TRUTH and the life. Truth matters, seek for it.
Bro. I know what that feels like. I never doubted that the church was true because I have a very strong testimony about the truthfullnes and devine origin of The Book of Mormon; however, there was a time after my mission when I was going through some very difficult personal circumstances and I felt like I no longer deserved my Heavenly Father's love or forgiveness. I felt alone and in the dark, as if all the light in my life was gone. I was so sad. But it was as you said, after a long time had passed of me hanging on, clinging to the sliver of hope that God might have mercy on me and help me find my way back to His love that the answer to my prayers and supplication came. I know today that I am out of that abyss and once again in the light and am once again in the service of my God and my fellow man because God is real and the redeeming power of the atonning sacrifice of His son Jesus Christ is real. For no one else knew the desperate pleadings of my heart for they were made in secret and only He could provide the means to strengthen me and help me one again be filled with the Holy Ghost, such that my cup is full and runneth over indeed. I know that my redeemer lives. ❤
So if you take the Book of Mormon to be true, since there are 8 and 3 witnesses you must also except James Strang's plates he produced after Joseph Smiths death. He had witnesses to his plates who also never denied their testimony James was given these plates to translate. If you dont know much of Strang, he was a top leader and supposed successor to Joseph and had a letter he claimed Joseph gave him saying Strang was to be the new prophet after Joseph Smith. In fact.... LDS leader James Strang claimed to be the true prophet that succeeded Joseph after he was killed. Many Mormons followed Strang after he sent a letter claiming he had received a revelation that he should be prophet. The letter convinced most of Smith's family and several other prominent Mormons that Strang's claims were genuine. John Whitmer, David Whitmer, Martin Harris, Hiram Page, John E. Page, William E. McLellin, William Smith, Smith's first wife and widow, Emma Hale Smith, the sisters of Joseph Smith, William Marks, George Miller, and others, including Joseph Smith's mother, Lucy Mack Smith. Lucy wrote to Reuben Hedlock: "I am satisfied that Joseph appointed J.J. Strang. It is verily so."(ibid) According to William Smith, all of Joseph Smith's family (excepting Hyrum Smith's widow), endorsed Strang; (Palmer, 211) Here we have all of the living Book of Mormon witnesses, except Oliver Cowdery, as well as most of Smith's family and several other prominent members of the early LDS church accept Strang's claim of being a prophet by merely reading his letter. How much credibility can we give these people when they accept someone so easily as a prophet who later turns out to be a fraud? No wonder none of the gold plate witnesses never denied their testimony, they were still living as mormons in another mormon denomination they thought was the true one. And believed Strang to be the prophet. If the witnesses of the gold plates could follow another Latter Day movement from another leader of the early faith and not the Utah saints, and believed and followed and sustained James STrang as the real prophet, seer, and revelator, how good is their testimony of the gold plates? How likely is it that you, in the LDS faith are in the right one and the Strang breakoff is not the true one, not the Utah breakoff?
@@ex-mormonthanos9439 It's pretty odd that you would go waaaay off topic when someone has just shared deeply personal experiences. Try reading what this person wrote and then appreciating that.
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
@@ex-mormonthanos9439 Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
Thank you for sharing your story, Adam. I know a lot of people who are in a faith crisis. So glad you were able to find peace & pull yourself out of it. I love what you said, "The amount of peace I have in my life is not proportional to the amount of understanding I have."
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
This video has been one of the greatest encouragements and roadmaps for me to navigate my own doubts and desires to believe. I have felt exactly like Adam. Exactly. I am so incredibly grateful for Adam's willingness to speak up and talk candidly, and for everyone who helped make this video available. I have come back to it dozens of times, like a lifeline. I don't know everything, and I question many things, but I do know that when I have decided to place my belief and trust in Jesus Christ, things became a little brighter, a little easier. I know that I have received many evidences that my faith is well placed - sometimes I have chosen to ignore them, but sometimes, like Adam said, I've done the opposite and chosen to "give them credibility", or, in other words, believe them.
God Is good ❤️❤️ I also read the King James Bible New Testament and was so AMAZED on how many of my life’s questions were answered. So I read it again slowly... just loved it. Really recommend it! 😇
Thank you for sharing your experience and being vulnerable. As being someone who has left the church I can identify with the pain you were feeling. Over time life has gotten better for me and I have found joy in other places but it did take lots of work. I respect your decision and am happy for people that can find some peace in this life with whatever belief structure that is healthy for them. Thanks again
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
Yes remember those unexpected, unexplainable things that has happened and kept you safe and at ease when turmoil was all around. Once you’ve accepted times were not your doing but our Heavenly Father works. Try not to think intelligence is Gods course of action when he is involved with the unexpected things that seem to always work out for our good. Yes we are interesting humans with a mind full of choices both intellectual & spiritual thoughts come and go through us quickly. With that we cannot always justify how the lord comes in to help support those decisions and this is why we shout out lord help us when we cannot think which way to chose. That’s when we give up or make a decision with hope. However it’s our own faith move that opens the way for the spirit to come bring us the reassurance that God is Omni present and his will be done. Keep the faith hold on to your testimony and when doubt comes then choose to doubt the doubt not the Lords will. I enjoyed your message and hope my words encourages you and others.
I'll just say that I have been going through something very similar to this story recently. It is a very terrifying experience once you start actively attempting to disprove your own faith with science, logic, history, etc. And while I definitely think that people can receive great knowledge and understanding of the Gospel when they go through these kinds of trials, the metaphorical "mortality rate" of the faith of many men and women is frightening. Yes you should know the enemy, but you already know that you should not actively seek after the enemy. Seek after God.
Whenever I go to the Temple, I feel my Heavenly Father and those who were not fortunate enough to have been thought this stuff on Earth waiting for me. I feel very nice to help others. I also feel the same great feeling when I teach someone about our church. Very nice!
I wish I could get in touch with this brother....I can honestly say I’m going through the SAME things, but I haven’t yet found the light. All I can say is that I’m going to keep trying. ❤️
Keep trying. I served with him in the mission field. He's the cream of the crop. With the attitude you have, I can tell you are too. Everyone struggles at times. We all have questions. Stay on the old ship Zion and eventually your questions will be resolved, plus you won't drown in the process.
Ryan J. Please keep trying🙏with all the trials and what goes around us...The bad choices we make for different reasons, it’s very easy to DOUBT about EVERYTHING and to TRUST ANYONE...lm 73 years old who was born in the last corner of the world 🌍 l have been HURT A LOT and still do, so l try to be away from mean UNGODLY people...my neighbors think lm LONELY and UNHAPPY 😞 WHAT THEY DONT KNOW IS THAT I don’t feel alone...l have NEVER FELT ALONE SINCE I JOINED THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST OF LDS and l was told that l have A FATHER IN HEAVEN WHO LOVES ME NO MATTER WHAT I DO....While HURTING and CRYING A LOT I MADE MANY BAD DECISIONS TRYING TO PROVE MY ADULT CHILDREN THAT I LOVE THEM...everything l did just brought tears 😭 and more Hurt 😔 l realized that l have to make changes in my life...when there R always problems to get what we want, it means GHANGE UR WAYS and that’s what lm doing...my life now is TOTALLY dedicated to serve God the best way l can...l know GOD is REAL😇HE HAS BEEN WITH ME since l was one year old...😇s Ángels have been in my life to help me and guide me👼👼👼I know they R there for U right now, but be aware that Satan bad spirits R also around to put DOUBTS, DESPAIR 😩 DEPRESSION and many bad feelings ... please talk to the Missionaries or someone U trust...go to church ⛪ even if U don’t feel like to go...keep listening and watch Church Videos, the PROFET TALKS...surround yourself of nice GODLY MUSIC....that’s what is helping me🙏PRAY🙏 😇knows U and HE wants U to be Happy 😃 U can be 😀TRUST GOD 😇HE NEVER FAILS😇🙏Sorry for this long message👵HOPE IT HELPS❤️from a sister in Christ🌈❤️🙏✌🏽
2 talks I've turned to in my times of questions are: The Grandeur of God by Elder Holland GC October 2003 and one more recently by Kyle McKay The Immediate Goodness of God April 2019 Hold on my brother- Jesus is our High Priest of good things to come!
Thank you for sharing your story. I can relate to what you said. I too went through a faith crisis but I ended up being stronger in my faith than ever before. I think maybe I needed to go through the dark time to realize how much I missed the light. I don't have all the answers but I'm going to doubt my doubts more than doubting my faith.
Thank you for your testimony. I also was searching for God , I was hungry to find truth and meaning for life. I found it by reading the New Testament in the King James Bible. I read it slowly and asked God to open my understanding and was blown away how my life was transformed into unspeakable peace and joy I never knew existed. God bless you!!
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
This video was timely for me, as well. It doesn't matter how strong our testimony used to be, it doesn't matter if we have seen an angel....we have to make good choices, and choose to believe, THEN we will remember all of the reasons why we are members of the church, and we will remember the reasons why we believed in the first place
I left three years ago. I went all the way to being an atheist. Then a number of incredibly difficult things happened and I prayed. The next week was filled with spiritual experiences and I felt very real God ask me to come back to church. Long story short I got rebaptized after witnessing so many miracles every time I chose to believe and move forward. I still have so many questions that aren’t answered. In the end I choose to be part of building up the kingdom of God. There’s less darkness now in my life then there was the two years I was gone.
Franchesca Retford , such beautiful blessings you’re receiving because of your faith! I’ve also gone through many difficult things and have been so blessed! I know it’s because I’ve turned to My Savior, Jesus Christ and have looked for the small miracles in my life, and there’s been many! It’s when we forget the good and obsess over the hard times that we forget to acknowledge “The Spirit”, that amazing Gift we can have with us to help us through the good and bad times! When we deny The Spirit, we deny Him, Our Savior! This is when we move ourselves even farther away. Our Savior never moves away from us! We’re the ones who move. He’s always going to be there for us! He’ll love you no matter what! I know that my Savior is real. I hope you can come to know that for yourself too without leaving the church completely. There’s many people, including me and my family who pray for those who are struggling with their faith. We love you! We have a wonderful son who’s no longer a member of the church and he’s separated himself from us! We WANT HIM with us, but he’s not comfortable with us and it breaks our hearts! Please consider there’s more people involved in this decision than you. And truly pray and listen for an answer! We will be praying for you!!
“.....and we believe that He will yet reveal many great and important things pertaining to the kingdom of God.” Love so much that this was part of his testimony..... I have personally come to know this to be true as well. Revelation does not only come church-wide. Revelation can be a truly personal experience if we allow it to be ❤️ God’s Grace ... His tender mercies.... there is evidence of it everywhere we look
This really helped me to know that I'm not alone. I've been a member of the Church since a kid and lately I've been doubting a lot and I felt really bad about it, I felt I was betraying God or something like that. But I know that If we choose to believe He's going to help us to face those doubts and to stay strong. Just never give up and ask for help.
Please! I have had moments where I have doubted. Those times when I have given into my doubts instead of patiently waiting for answers with faith, my life has been darker. But when I finally chose to pray and hold on to the knowledge and faith I did have - oh my goodness my life changed! I have learned so much and my faith is stronger then ever! Life is better filled with faith. Keep up with your commitment to hold onto your faith! That is one thing that you won't regret. ❤️
Love this honesty, thanks so much for sharing real life struggles that we all end up facing , eventually. I see The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints as an example of what can happen to each of us individually, with the apostasy and restoration. Coming full circle . 💗💗💗
If we choose to ignore witnesses we have been given we can shut out the light in our lives. If we choose to remember them and search honestly we can and gain strength to our understanding and testimony. Especially when we are willing to act on promptings we receive.
Thank you,,,, I was baptised as a child but in my teens things happened that made me turn away,,, now things in my 50s have happened to lead me back and I feel the same way in all my life I have never felt so complete as I do now. When I took the sacrament for the first time again after attending church for a while and not taking it, when I did take the bread I felt the wholly spirit descend on me in a wave from my head to my feet and I will never forget that until that point in my life I had always felt insecure and lost , now I feel complete and happy and know that things will be right, I just believe in Jesus Christ and our heavenly farther and the wholly ghost. I have now read the Book of Mormon 4 times in the last 6 months and make a point of reading it every morning before I get out of bed. So I make a point of waking at least an hour before I would normally,,, I thank the lord every day for thy gospel and the missionary’s for making my life complete again. I’m in Thailand just about to leave and go back to the UK which is home all I have is my 3 dogs and personal belongings after a lot of prayer my sister and brother have arranged for somewhere for us to stay till we can get a regular home. I really wish I never left
I am having a similar situation. I feel prideful right now, and I don't know, something just moved me away from god. I don't feel love right now, but, everytime I want to change and when I watch this video, I feel the desire to pray, and I love that about the church. Love this thank you
Carmen Cevallos I also decided to SLOWLY-read the New Testament in the King James Bible....wow! So many more of my questions were answered , Loved it!! Highly recommend it to all my friends and family
Thank you for sharing your experiences with everyone. Whether someone is going through this themselves or has someone they know in a similar situation your testimony and experiences help strengthen others.
Thanks for your testimony. I would like to express my own experiences. Several year's ago my family was going through a very hard experience. We were about to be evicted out of our home we've owned since the late 1970s. All I could see was that there was absolutely no solutions to change the outcome. I was a typical LDS member: Eagle scout, Duty to God, Seminary grad, returned missionary, married in the temple, multiple ward callings and so forth. I decided to pray for help. I prayed continuously and multiple times day and night for weeks (6 weeks total). During this time, I had always believed the Church was true but I never had a "burning" in the bosom that I had read about. I always wanted that. I never knew anyone else who professed this sensation but I wanted it badly. So I pondered and said I Want This. I read the Book of Mormon 3x within that 6 weeks, also the Bible, and testimonies of the prophets. I get emotional all the time. I cried alot. A miracle happened when we were not evicted. I was so happy and thankful to Heavenly Father. And then it finally came to me. So that every time I thought about the Gospel, Joseph Smith, the Book of Mormon, or the church, I felt a glowing heat in my chest. Sounds crazy, I know. It is difficult to explain the feeling to others because when I have, I get a reaction that says they either already understand or they don't know what I am talking about. It surprises me, even today after all these years, that I still have that burning. And so even during GC or especially at Sacrament meeting, Stake Conference, Elder's quorum class or gospel doctrine class: I cry. It is so embarrassing most the time. I even cry during church hymns. But Jesus cried alot, so it's OK. So, there is so much negative things happening in the world..so much terrible things said against the church. But for me: there is no affect whatsoever. My family's testimonies are stronger when they see that I am unwavering. Of course, my message is For-What-It's-Worth...but I testify that it happened to me. I know this Gospel is true and that Joseph Smith is/was a true prophet. Who am I? Probably a nobody but at least I can silently say I'm one of the good guys on the earth.
Wow! Thank you Adam. Know thyself, first. I just finished this book by Rabbi Dr. Shmuel Asher, The Land of Meat and Honey. Why do you believe what you believe and many truths and hidden biblical understanding brought to light. Your consent and free will explained. This book really spoke to me and answered a lot of questions I was searching for. I found it on Amazon.
I choose to believe when I have my weak moments. When I remember when I found my path, the first time in my life that I felt peace. I decided to have a couple lessons with my local missionaries. After the third visit I prayed and that night my heart was filled with a sort of energy that I can't explain. I remember the dream I had that night, I heard two words from a far distance "thank you" followed by calm.
I had polio when I was two years old. I served a mission with two leg braces and crutches. I would take my braces off and crawl in the Baptizen fount. I am an now 62 and I would yet do it .I have baptized at least 9 into Gods true church. I believe that God is more intamently concerned with who we are and what we are becoming than He is at times in healing of physical impairments. I am happy God is his grace is allowing us the great opportunity to grow up and become more like He is. Gods grace and love is so beautiful wonderful and great. I just want to sing with joy and gratitude for the opportunity I have had in coming to earth to get a body to develop faith and to overcome the natural man. Life at times has been very difficult painful and hard but Gods grace and love has always helped me overcome and become. I just hope I can keep growing up and becoming. Thanks thanks thanks .
my good friend who introduced me to the church once said that. he was an AP in his mission. He is now divorced and living with his girlfriend, and quite inactive. i hope he still remembers that quote.
Thanks for your storey. There are many times I have wanted to walk away. Especially as things have been rough for 15 plus years. But the one thing that keeps me holding on is the many spiritual experiences I have had those I can not deny or explain away. Am I still going through a bad patch absolutely but I am determined to hang on till the darkness disappears.
germans1 I totally understand,,, l I decided to also read the New Testament SLOWLY, in the King James Bible. Was totally amazed on how many of my life’s questions were answered,,, great experience!!
I have gone through journeys like this before. Thank you for sharing! Each time I do, I pray and make an effort to connect with God. When I do that, all my concerns are either resolved or put into perspective! God really does answer prayers. And, sometime we need to be humble enough to recognize when he says "that's not important for you right now." ♥️ Fantastic video! I have a lot of respect for you.
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Great video my friend. Thank you for sharing. We share very similar backgrounds and struggles with beliefs and wrestling through it all. I appreciate this.
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
I went through the same thing, but I chose to fall away. It's one of the biggest regrets of my life. Because once I opened that door I could never really shut it again, and life is not better without the gospel.
Matt, thanks for sharing. This makes my heart ache. For me, it hasn't been so much about closing the door, but becoming okay with it being open and acknowledging the other doors that are open too. Hang in there!
Matt Piercy It is never too late to come back to Christ - He will welcome you with open arms :) The beautiful thing about His atonement is that all of our mistakes can be washed away, and in the end it will be as if they never happened. All that is unfair about life will be made right. It’s an infinite atonement, and it reaches through all time and to all people. Hold on to the future and let go of the past. He can take whatever consequences you’ve endured because of your past choices and turn them into blessings. I hope some aspect of that helps and doesn’t sound preachy :)
@Matt Piercy, thanks for sharing your experience and feelings. We simply want you to know you are always welcome at Church. Sister Sharon Eubank of the Relief Society general presidency spoke in the April 2019 general conference about struggling with questions to which she could not find answers. She taught that we can find peace, light, and understanding through Jesus Christ. For you or others interested, see the link to her talk below: www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2019/04/42eubank?lang=eng
I feel you! I went through that too. Life is not better without the gospel. The gospel helps us draw closer to Christ and live life better! It was a difficult transition back but it was so worth it. 😁 Keep fixing this regrets friend! I promise it is worth it.
Thank you, I know I'm welcome at church. A couple missionaries actually showed up at our house Sunday. I talked to them for a bit. I told them I'd consider having then come over again or just going to sacrament... I don't know, it feels Lee a big leap and my faith isn't that strong.
It's all well and good that he found his way back to faith by praying and reading the Book of Mormon and focusing on his experiences and the good feelings that happened to attend them, but the fact remains that his doubts were never actually satisfied and the church could not produce any real true answers to the kind of simple honest questions and concerns that people have had about the Mormon church for generations. He did not find his way back because his concerns turned out to be trifling or able to be resolved at all; he found his way back by focusing on the hand waving and emotional manipulation that were all the church had to give him. This isn't a story that should inspire. This is the tale of a man who out of desperation threw away uncomfortable truths and instead held tightly to comforting fables and a community to reinforce them.
What you're saying isn't true. There are indeed answers to the questions people have, though sometimes we don't find them right away. The Church has never provided me with emotional manipulation, but God has provided me with everything I need. You would do well to try to understand what people like this man are actually going through.
His story is one of faith. The world never really understands the concept of faith. Seeing religion through a worldly view will always bring questions and doubts. We are not going to receive answers to every question that we have. He says that he chose to give credibility to evidence of the truthfulness of the gospel of Jesus Christ that he had been ignoring. The gospel brought him peace and happiness. He couldn't ignore that.
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Saw your face popping up on my screen, so I clicked on it. I remembered you posted about this experience before. It helped me a lot because my husband is also struggling and has been like that for years. I wish I could do something to help, but I know that I can't force someone's faith to grow. All I can do is to pray and wait patiently. I hope the answer to my prayer will come one day. Thanks again for sharing.
I went through a faith crisis and one of the thoughts that helped me dig out of it is that everything is choice. We live in a free country and we are free to choose! So, I chose to work on my testimony rather than keep digging for things that are contrary to the gospel. Today I can say I hope for all things, faith in many things, and pure knowledge in a few things regarding God and the gospel.
Thanks, Maggie. Sounds like you are handling it well. My wife and I talked about everything while this was going on. She was very patient and gave me the emotional and intellectual elbow room to sort things out without feeling pressured. I didn't know at the time how hard it was for my wife while I was going through this. I can only imagine how hard it is for you too. Be strong!
Thanks so much for sharing your story! This sounds like it was so difficult but I think sometimes we have to struggle with those hard questions to come out with even greater faith.
This was a good video with a good message dealing with an issue that many people face. Very brave of Adam to share his moments of weakness for all to see. What is disappointing is that Adam did not even once testify of Jesus. Except for citing the name of the Church, Jesus' name wasn't even mentioned.
Blaine Heggie maybe he’s still sorting out how he feels about where that inspiration comes from. I couldn’t know if it was the Savior or God that met me in those lonely times I have been through. For me it doesn’t matter since they are one in the same in their mission to save souls.
Adam thank you for sharing your Testimony ♥️ I feel are many , are going thru , what you have shared ! May Heavenly Father Bless You ! & All my brother's sister's , Cathy nashville tn
when you search for the truth, a lot of negative and uncomfortable things will surface. this is not the devil pulling you away. its just the realization of having been deceived for so long and the pain of what that might entail in your life.
Like this so more people see it!! After seeing all of the comments on this, I thought I would share some other resources that were incredibly helpful to me: - "Faith is Not Blind" by Bruce and Marie Hafen (super helpful frameworks in thinking through these periods of doubt and complexity) - "Crucible of Doubt" by Fiona and Terryl Givens (very candid conversations about competing values, issues with hero worship, confirmation bias, etc and how there is some value in moving forward despite these challenges.) -"The Book of Mormon" (reading this with the lens of trying to see why God made it a choice to believe, the positive and negative consequences for belief, and how every single person struggles with that belief from time to time made the book relevant to me and rekindled my love for scripture. To be candid, I took a more proactive approach and did these things before I ever felt like I was entering a crisis, but I still found them incredibly helpful as I worked through the questions you all are working through.
In a way, I liked the video. But exactly how did you get past church history problem, like revelations JS received while he lived contrary to the gospel? I want to believe all the principles. I really want to. I just want to leave JS and the lies about church history out of that. But how does one reconcile?
For me, there are some issues that are definitely still difficult to understand and reconcile. But I do feel like I have received some answers to many of the bigger questions that I've had. I would be happy to chat with you about it somehow, if you're interested. I'd be interested in understanding more about your story.
Testimony from the Holy Ghost is enough for us even when we haven't figured everything out yet. The immense blessings that come from living according to the restored gospel make it pretty easy to continue in faith while patiently receiving reconciliation one piece at a time.
There's nothing wrong with doubt. Search for truth. Feelings are not truth. Lies are lies. It's not easy, but the truth is worth standing up for, regardless of the consequences.
I stopped believing in the LDS church years ago because it's truth claims are just not tenable. However....the purity and peace that comes with this kind of lifestyle "ISN'T NOTHING". It's a huge blessing to those who adhere to it. I think that's what this guy is saying. So instead of being so fundamental about crap which will cause your faith to break when it doesn't pan out, just stick with the simple things like Jesus said "Love the Lord your God with all of your mind might and strength and love your neighbor as you love yourself." and you'll be gravy. Focus on the positive pure stuff and do your best to find people who focus on that light like you do and let the rest slide. Like Paul said. "If there's anything virtuous lovely, of good report or praiseworthy we seek after these things." It's not hard. Love. That's the fulfillment of the law.
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
I love you .Gods grace is safishent. The essence of life is growth and to become and to overcome. We all make mistakes to learn from them hopefully we learn from them. A baby can grow up and become an adult. We can grow up and become like our Heavenly parents. I am only one and the Father of my children that does not mean that there cannot be more fathers .the same is true with our Heavenly Father He is only one and the Father of our spirits before we got our bodies. I know that Jesus is the Christ the savior of the whole world. I know that Mormon was a real man and a true prophet of God also Alma Mosiah Nephi Abenidi lehi and meney others were also true prophets of God. I have never read anywhere in the holy bible where Christ Himself did any writing except for in the sand so who wrote the holy bible true prophets and apostles of God. The living word of God is the mouth of a true prophet. This is Gods true living church on the earth today. I love it. I know that Joseph Smith was a real man and a true prophet of God. I know that the purposes or essence of life is growth and to become and to overcome. God grace and love is there rather we want it or not. Thank you thank you I love you. Great job as we all grow up to become more like our Heavenly Father and His only begotten son Jesus Christ. Thank you thank you.
@@churchofjesuschrist thanks I had polio when I was two years old. I walk with two leg braces and crutches. I have crawled into the baptismal fount to baptize at least 9 of our Heavenly Father children. Even though my body is getting weaker I would love to keep doing it as friends want to enter the waters of Baptizem. Thanks I love God and his true living church on the earth today. If I can be of any good I want to do it .thanks .
Im very proud of you br. that you choose what is right,you can be the best good example to others especially to be good stake missionary to your area to help fulltime missionaries by FR(finding referals)I can see your potential 😍
.In less than five chapters of Romans, I experienced grace and renewal. Spirit renewal. I gained the knowledge that Paul understood about Jesus Christ. I have learned you can't have grace without knowledge and I have also learned that grace is multiplied by the knowledge of Jesus Christ. I love Peter's greetings; he says, in 2 Peter 3:18, 'but grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.' And in 2 Peter 1:2, 'Grace and peace be multiplied to you through the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord.' Getting knowledge from the correct source is so important. Not having biblical knowledge has handicapped me my entire life. It has kept me from accessing the knowledge of God. The scripture says come boldly to the throne of grace! You mean I don't have to come beggarly, weak, sniveling and repentant? No! You have to come believing! But don't come believing in ignorance for Pete's sake! Come before God prepared and armed with knowledge. The armor of God is knowledge. Your shield is faith. Your sword is the word of God. You don't need the armor just to stand against the devil's schemes. You need it to come unto Christ; to make your prayers effective; to know his promises; to get authority in your prayers. You need to know that God's righteousness is imputed through faith. You need to know that he does not impute sin. This biblical knowledge is the gospel. Paul teaches with authority using not only his own voice, but voices from the Old Testament. Five chapters of Romans with a believing heart will yield grace. It will change you. 2 Be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. Romans 12:2
Thanks for your honesty. Your experience teaches a lot of important principles about holding on to the evidence we have experienced and honoring those as real parts of the learning process. I love the contrast of the light and the darkness you felt as you explored both your faith and your fears. It reminds me of this BYU devotional. speeches.byu.edu/talks/lawrence-e-corbridge/stand-for-ever/
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything "And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost. And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
I was LDS (a convert), but I was not being spiritually nourished. I was looking for "strong meat" (Isaiah), and was instead being offered watered-down milk (LDS doctrine). So, the church and I parted ways.
My spiritual development, since leaving Mormonism, has been astonishing. I have found answers, to questions, that LDS hasn't yet learned to ask. It is amazing, awe-inspiring, and humbling, all at the same time. The LDS church, and its doctrines, has nothing remotely comparable, to offer.
Thanks Starguy. Not helpful for this conversation though. Best of luck to you.
This is the exact place I'm in. Its defining. Its all I can think of. It's all I pray about. It's all I cry out to God about. And this video gives me a simple peace in knowing I am not alone in this struggle. Heavenly Father, I believe, help thou my unbelief... Thank you for this video right now in this moment in time. Please pray for me.
I will pray for you! ❤️ I've gone through these thoughts too. Please focus on your faith and not your doubts! Answers come and things make sense eventually. Don't be afraid to talk to people too. Although imperfect sometimes others can offer great gems of wisdom. 😁 Good luck! All things make sense with time.
Will do! Hope things are getting better.
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
I had a similar experience - it is so frightening - as if everything is dissolving around you. But like you, I finally came to the place where I had deconstructed everything and started again with the basic question; "if there is a God and if thou art God wilt thou make thyself known to me?" when I was ready to stop fighting, ready to listen, ready to question my doubts, ready to allow for the might and majesty and power of God being far beyond my current understanding - the light started to come back, just like a slow sunrise. I'm so glad I kept hanging on and searching. I'm so glad I stayed. I know things now in a way that is so much deeper than I did before and i'm so glad I didn't miss it.
"That's not everything, but it's something, right?" Maybe the most important question you can start asking to get your faith back.
I truly love how he put that. It is truly seeing those evidences of God for what they are, not less, not more. Recognizing that believe is a choice is also important to reduce the anxiety of not feeling in control, and take things a step at a time.
@@cashallred1374 (atheist) Hi uh, I'm confused. How is belief a choice? Like, can you choose right now on a whim to genuinely believe that dogs don't exist?
Wouldn’t let me edit. I was saying that you start to see or feel the evidence that God is real. But it starts with choosing to believe.
Thanks
I find it so interesting, in those times of my life where I struggle most with my testimony of not only the Restored Gospel but even the existence of a God, and I choose to push forward even when things don't feel true, I find small and simple "somethings" that perfectly counter my doubts. It seems like too much of a coincidence, it can't be a coincidence. These are the fruits of applying our faith. I'm so grateful for a God that allows doubts to enter and linger in our minds, we can always find greater peace and understanding if we press through them
"God can take the biggest trainwrecks of our lives and make make something beautiful out of them"
He also put you in trainwreck to begin with. Not everyone makes it to a better life either, how horrible is that! God turns their life into a trainwreck and then boom, game over, no happy ending.
@@rickkybobby3483 you're wrong but ok.
@@rickkybobby3483 people may start out in rough circumstances but I've seen people who had that experience turn their lives around and make it good anyway. That's no excuse it can be better. It's all about willingness to make it better
Truth is never something to fear or avoid, the truth sets us free, even if it is an unpleasant truth. Those committed to seeking for truth, even if they get off track for a while, will always find it eventually. Christ is the way the TRUTH and the life. Truth matters, seek for it.
Bro. I know what that feels like. I never doubted that the church was true because I have a very strong testimony about the truthfullnes and devine origin of The Book of Mormon; however, there was a time after my mission when I was going through some very difficult personal circumstances and I felt like I no longer deserved my Heavenly Father's love or forgiveness. I felt alone and in the dark, as if all the light in my life was gone. I was so sad. But it was as you said, after a long time had passed of me hanging on, clinging to the sliver of hope that God might have mercy on me and help me find my way back to His love that the answer to my prayers and supplication came. I know today that I am out of that abyss and once again in the light and am once again in the service of my God and my fellow man because God is real and the redeeming power of the atonning sacrifice of His son Jesus Christ is real. For no one else knew the desperate pleadings of my heart for they were made in secret and only He could provide the means to strengthen me and help me one again be filled with the Holy Ghost, such that my cup is full and runneth over indeed.
I know that my redeemer lives. ❤
That was really sweet. Thank you for sharing that.
So if you take the Book of Mormon to be true, since there are 8 and 3 witnesses you must also except James Strang's plates he produced after Joseph Smiths death. He had witnesses to his plates who also never denied their testimony James was given these plates to translate. If you dont know much of Strang, he was a top leader and supposed successor to Joseph and had a letter he claimed Joseph gave him saying Strang was to be the new prophet after Joseph Smith. In fact....
LDS leader James Strang claimed to be the true prophet that succeeded Joseph after he was killed. Many Mormons followed Strang after he sent a letter claiming he had received a revelation that he should be prophet.
The letter convinced most of Smith's family and several other prominent Mormons that Strang's claims were genuine. John Whitmer, David Whitmer, Martin Harris, Hiram Page, John E. Page, William E. McLellin, William Smith, Smith's first wife and widow, Emma Hale Smith, the sisters of Joseph Smith, William Marks, George Miller, and others, including Joseph Smith's mother, Lucy Mack Smith. Lucy wrote to Reuben Hedlock: "I am satisfied that Joseph appointed J.J. Strang. It is verily so."(ibid) According to William Smith, all of Joseph Smith's family (excepting Hyrum Smith's widow), endorsed Strang; (Palmer, 211)
Here we have all of the living Book of Mormon witnesses, except Oliver Cowdery, as well as most of Smith's family and several other prominent members of the early LDS church accept Strang's claim of being a prophet by merely reading his letter. How much credibility can we give these people when they accept someone so easily as a prophet who later turns out to be a fraud?
No wonder none of the gold plate witnesses never denied their testimony, they were still living as mormons in another mormon denomination they thought was the true one. And believed Strang to be the prophet.
If the witnesses of the gold plates could follow another Latter Day movement from another leader of the early faith and not the Utah saints, and believed and followed and sustained James STrang as the real prophet, seer, and revelator, how good is their testimony of the gold plates? How likely is it that you, in the LDS faith are in the right one and the Strang breakoff is not the true one, not the Utah breakoff?
@@ex-mormonthanos9439 It's pretty odd that you would go waaaay off topic when someone has just shared deeply personal experiences. Try reading what this person wrote and then appreciating that.
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
@@ex-mormonthanos9439 Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
Thank you for sharing your story, Adam. I know a lot of people who are in a faith crisis. So glad you were able to find peace & pull yourself out of it. I love what you said, "The amount of peace I have in my life is not proportional to the amount of understanding I have."
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
This video has been one of the greatest encouragements and roadmaps for me to navigate my own doubts and desires to believe. I have felt exactly like Adam. Exactly. I am so incredibly grateful for Adam's willingness to speak up and talk candidly, and for everyone who helped make this video available. I have come back to it dozens of times, like a lifeline. I don't know everything, and I question many things, but I do know that when I have decided to place my belief and trust in Jesus Christ, things became a little brighter, a little easier. I know that I have received many evidences that my faith is well placed - sometimes I have chosen to ignore them, but sometimes, like Adam said, I've done the opposite and chosen to "give them credibility", or, in other words, believe them.
Thank you Chris for sharing your experience!
The Book of Mormon is my favourite book
God Is good ❤️❤️ I also read the King James Bible New Testament and was so AMAZED on how many of my life’s questions were answered. So I read it again slowly... just loved it. Really recommend it! 😇
Thank you for sharing your experience and being vulnerable. As being someone who has left the church I can identify with the pain you were feeling. Over time life has gotten better for me and I have found joy in other places but it did take lots of work. I respect your decision and am happy for people that can find some peace in this life with whatever belief structure that is healthy for them. Thanks again
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
Yes remember those unexpected, unexplainable things that has happened and kept you safe and at ease when turmoil was all around. Once you’ve accepted times were not your doing but our Heavenly Father works. Try not to think intelligence is Gods course of action when he is involved with the unexpected things that seem to always work out for our good. Yes we are interesting humans with a mind full of choices both intellectual & spiritual thoughts come and go through us quickly. With that we cannot always justify how the lord comes in to help support those decisions and this is why we shout out lord help us when we cannot think which way to chose. That’s when we give up or make a decision with hope. However it’s our own faith move that opens the way for the spirit to come bring us the reassurance that God is Omni present and his will be done. Keep the faith hold on to your testimony and when doubt comes then choose to doubt the doubt not the Lords will. I enjoyed your message and hope my words encourages you and others.
I'll just say that I have been going through something very similar to this story recently. It is a very terrifying experience once you start actively attempting to disprove your own faith with science, logic, history, etc.
And while I definitely think that people can receive great knowledge and understanding of the Gospel when they go through these kinds of trials, the metaphorical "mortality rate" of the faith of many men and women is frightening.
Yes you should know the enemy, but you already know that you should not actively seek after the enemy. Seek after God.
Amen!
Whenever I go to the Temple, I feel my Heavenly Father and those who were not fortunate enough to have been thought this stuff on Earth waiting for me. I feel very nice to help others. I also feel the same great feeling when I teach someone about our church. Very nice!
You mean the same feeling every religion's followers experience when they practice their rituals? It's not unique to Mormonism.
I wish I could get in touch with this brother....I can honestly say I’m going through the SAME things, but I haven’t yet found the light.
All I can say is that I’m going to keep trying. ❤️
Keep going dude, I know God will help you see soon, in your own way. He knows you
Let's chat sometime! Hang in there.
Keep trying. I served with him in the mission field. He's the cream of the crop. With the attitude you have, I can tell you are too. Everyone struggles at times. We all have questions. Stay on the old ship Zion and eventually your questions will be resolved, plus you won't drown in the process.
Ryan J. Please keep trying🙏with all the trials and what goes around us...The bad choices we make for different reasons, it’s very easy to DOUBT about EVERYTHING and to TRUST ANYONE...lm 73 years old who was born in the last corner of the world 🌍 l have been HURT A LOT and still do, so l try to be away from mean UNGODLY people...my neighbors think lm LONELY and UNHAPPY 😞 WHAT THEY DONT KNOW IS THAT I don’t feel alone...l have NEVER FELT ALONE SINCE I JOINED THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST OF LDS and l was told that l have A FATHER IN HEAVEN WHO LOVES ME NO MATTER WHAT I DO....While HURTING and CRYING A LOT I MADE MANY BAD DECISIONS TRYING TO PROVE MY ADULT CHILDREN THAT I LOVE THEM...everything l did just brought tears 😭 and more Hurt 😔 l realized that l have to make changes in my life...when there R always problems to get what we want, it means GHANGE UR WAYS and that’s what lm doing...my life now is TOTALLY dedicated to serve God the best way l can...l know GOD is REAL😇HE HAS BEEN WITH ME since l was one year old...😇s Ángels have been in my life to help me and guide me👼👼👼I know they R there for U right now, but be aware that Satan bad spirits R also around to put DOUBTS, DESPAIR 😩 DEPRESSION and many bad feelings ... please talk to the Missionaries or someone U trust...go to church ⛪ even if U don’t feel like to go...keep listening and watch Church Videos, the PROFET TALKS...surround yourself of nice GODLY MUSIC....that’s what is helping me🙏PRAY🙏 😇knows U and HE wants U to be Happy 😃 U can be 😀TRUST GOD 😇HE NEVER FAILS😇🙏Sorry for this long message👵HOPE IT HELPS❤️from a sister in Christ🌈❤️🙏✌🏽
2 talks I've turned to in my times of questions are: The Grandeur of God by Elder Holland GC October 2003 and one more recently by Kyle McKay The Immediate Goodness of God April 2019
Hold on my brother- Jesus is our High Priest of good things to come!
I believe in God and Jesus all my life
Thank you for sharing your story. I can relate to what you said. I too went through a faith crisis but I ended up being stronger in my faith than ever before. I think maybe I needed to go through the dark time to realize how much I missed the light. I don't have all the answers but I'm going to doubt my doubts more than doubting my faith.
Same!! I love that! I am choosing to doubt my doubts before I doubt my faith because my faith brings me happy and close to God!
We all children of God
Thank you for your testimony. I also was searching for God , I was hungry to find truth and meaning for life. I found it by reading the New Testament in the King James Bible. I read it slowly and asked God to open my understanding and was blown away how my life was transformed into unspeakable peace and joy I never knew existed. God bless you!!
God love us ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing your beautiful journey with us ❤️
Wow this could be me saying all this. It started for me as well "being in the church undeniably makes me more selfless".
Awesome!
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
Wow is quite curious to watch this video right now, because this has been my life for the last year and a half, thanks for uploading this
Eduardo Medina same. Going on two years for me. You’re not alone ♥️
This video was timely for me, as well. It doesn't matter how strong our testimony used to be, it doesn't matter if we have seen an angel....we have to make good choices, and choose to believe, THEN we will remember all of the reasons why we are members of the church, and we will remember the reasons why we believed in the first place
I left three years ago. I went all the way to being an atheist. Then a number of incredibly difficult things happened and I prayed. The next week was filled with spiritual experiences and I felt very real God ask me to come back to church. Long story short I got rebaptized after witnessing so many miracles every time I chose to believe and move forward. I still have so many questions that aren’t answered. In the end I choose to be part of building up the kingdom of God. There’s less darkness now in my life then there was the two years I was gone.
I love the honesty and faith of this entire conversation. Hang in there guys! God love you.
Franchesca Retford , such beautiful blessings you’re receiving because of your faith! I’ve also gone through many difficult things and have been so blessed! I know it’s because I’ve turned to My Savior, Jesus Christ and have looked for the small miracles in my life, and there’s been many! It’s when we forget the good and obsess over the hard times that we forget to acknowledge “The Spirit”, that amazing Gift we can have with us to help us through the good and bad times! When we deny The Spirit, we deny Him, Our Savior! This is when we move ourselves even farther away. Our Savior never moves away from us! We’re the ones who move. He’s always going to be there for us! He’ll love you no matter what! I know that my Savior is real. I hope you can come to know that for yourself too without leaving the church completely. There’s many people, including me and my family who pray for those who are struggling with their faith. We love you! We have a wonderful son who’s no longer a member of the church and he’s separated himself from us! We WANT HIM with us, but he’s not comfortable with us and it breaks our hearts! Please consider there’s more people involved in this decision than you. And truly pray and listen for an answer! We will be praying for you!!
Thanks for sharing.
“.....and we believe that He will yet reveal many great and important things pertaining to the kingdom of God.”
Love so much that this was part of his testimony..... I have personally come to know this to be true as well. Revelation does not only come church-wide. Revelation can be a truly personal experience if we allow it to be ❤️
God’s Grace ... His tender mercies.... there is evidence of it everywhere we look
The Church of Jesus Christ of latter Day Saints is true
Thanks for Sharing your Testimony! 🙏🏻🙏🏻
Please guys never give up please doubt your doubts before doubting the gospel
Amen!
"Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence" - Carl Sagan
Thank you for sharing your story.
This really helped me to know that I'm not alone. I've been a member of the Church since a kid and lately I've been doubting a lot and I felt really bad about it, I felt I was betraying God or something like that. But I know that If we choose to believe He's going to help us to face those doubts and to stay strong. Just never give up and ask for help.
Please! I have had moments where I have doubted. Those times when I have given into my doubts instead of patiently waiting for answers with faith, my life has been darker. But when I finally chose to pray and hold on to the knowledge and faith I did have - oh my goodness my life changed! I have learned so much and my faith is stronger then ever! Life is better filled with faith. Keep up with your commitment to hold onto your faith! That is one thing that you won't regret. ❤️
Love this honesty, thanks so much for sharing real life struggles that we all end up facing , eventually. I see The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints as an example of what can happen to each of us individually, with the apostasy and restoration. Coming full circle . 💗💗💗
Holy Ghost feels good
Amen❤
If we choose to ignore witnesses we have been given we can shut out the light in our lives. If we choose to remember them and search honestly we can and gain strength to our understanding and testimony. Especially when we are willing to act on promptings we receive.
Thank you,,,, I was baptised as a child but in my teens things happened that made me turn away,,, now things in my 50s have happened to lead me back and I feel the same way in all my life I have never felt so complete as I do now. When I took the sacrament for the first time again after attending church for a while and not taking it, when I did take the bread I felt the wholly spirit descend on me in a wave from my head to my feet and I will never forget that until that point in my life I had always felt insecure and lost , now I feel complete and happy and know that things will be right, I just believe in Jesus Christ and our heavenly farther and the wholly ghost. I have now read the Book of Mormon 4 times in the last 6 months and make a point of reading it every morning before I get out of bed. So I make a point of waking at least an hour before I would normally,,,
I thank the lord every day for thy gospel and the missionary’s for making my life complete again.
I’m in Thailand just about to leave and go back to the UK which is home all I have is my 3 dogs and personal belongings after a lot of prayer my sister and brother have arranged for somewhere for us to stay till we can get a regular home.
I really wish I never left
Thanks for sharing your own beautiful experience!
@Kim brown, thanks for sharing your experience and testimony. We're so glad you're here.
So much thanks for sharing! ♥️ "I wish I had never left!" Amen!
Kim, your reply just made my day. So I hope somehow the same thing is returned to you and someone helps make your day. God bless
I am having a similar situation. I feel prideful right now, and I don't know, something just moved me away from god. I don't feel love right now, but, everytime I want to change and when I watch this video, I feel the desire to pray, and I love that about the church. Love this thank you
What a great story thanks for sharing
🙏THX🙏WE NEED TO HEARD TESTIMONY LIKE THIS😇🙏
Carmen Cevallos I also decided to SLOWLY-read the New Testament in the King James Bible....wow! So many more of
my questions were answered , Loved it!! Highly recommend it to all my friends and family
Thank you for sharing your experiences with everyone. Whether someone is going through this themselves or has someone they know in a similar situation your testimony and experiences help strengthen others.
Thanks for your testimony. I would like to express my own experiences. Several year's ago my family was going through a very hard experience. We were about to be evicted out of our home we've owned since the late 1970s. All I could see was that there was absolutely no solutions to change the outcome. I was a typical LDS member: Eagle scout, Duty to God, Seminary grad, returned missionary, married in the temple, multiple ward callings and so forth. I decided to pray for help. I prayed continuously and multiple times day and night for weeks (6 weeks total). During this time, I had always believed the Church was true but I never had a "burning" in the bosom that I had read about. I always wanted that. I never knew anyone else who professed this sensation but I wanted it badly.
So I pondered and said I Want This. I read the Book of Mormon 3x within that 6 weeks, also the Bible, and testimonies of the prophets. I get emotional all the time. I cried alot. A miracle happened when we were not evicted. I was so happy and thankful to Heavenly Father. And then it finally came to me. So that every time I thought about the Gospel, Joseph Smith, the Book of Mormon, or the church, I felt a glowing heat in my chest. Sounds crazy, I know. It is difficult to explain the feeling to others because when I have, I get a reaction that says they either already understand or they don't know what I am talking about. It surprises me, even today after all these years, that I still have that burning. And so even during GC or especially at Sacrament meeting, Stake Conference, Elder's quorum class or gospel doctrine class: I cry. It is so embarrassing most the time. I even cry during church hymns. But Jesus cried alot, so it's OK.
So, there is so much negative things happening in the world..so much terrible things said against the church. But for me: there is no affect whatsoever. My family's testimonies are stronger when they see that I am unwavering.
Of course, my message is For-What-It's-Worth...but I testify that it happened to me. I know this Gospel is true and that Joseph Smith is/was a true prophet. Who am I? Probably a nobody but at least I can silently say I'm one of the good guys on the earth.
Thank you for sharing! ♥️
The weakminded will always seek a higher power to forgive, aid or strengthen them.
Always?
this is so true his help is a slow sunrise and it's sustainable
Wow! Thank you Adam. Know thyself, first. I just finished this book by Rabbi Dr. Shmuel Asher, The Land of Meat and Honey. Why do you believe what you believe and many truths and hidden biblical understanding brought to light. Your consent and free will explained. This book really spoke to me and answered a lot of questions I was searching for. I found it on Amazon.
I choose to believe when I have my weak moments. When I remember when I found my path, the first time in my life that I felt peace. I decided to have a couple lessons with my local missionaries. After the third visit I prayed and that night my heart was filled with a sort of energy that I can't explain. I remember the dream I had that night, I heard two words from a far distance "thank you" followed by calm.
Trust in our Heavenly Father always, never doubt faith. 🇲🇽✌🏽
Thank for sharing I love this video thank you 👍🏻👍🏻
Thanks for sharing brother! I love you!
Amen
I had polio when I was two years old. I served a mission with two leg braces and crutches. I would take my braces off and crawl in the Baptizen fount. I am an now 62 and I would yet do it .I have baptized at least 9 into Gods true church. I believe that God is more intamently concerned with who we are and what we are becoming than He is at times in healing of physical impairments. I am happy God is his grace is allowing us the great opportunity to grow up and become more like He is. Gods grace and love is so beautiful wonderful and great. I just want to sing with joy and gratitude for the opportunity I have had in coming to earth to get a body to develop faith and to overcome the natural man. Life at times has been very difficult painful and hard but Gods grace and love has always helped me overcome and become. I just hope I can keep growing up and becoming. Thanks thanks thanks .
"Man's extremity is God's opportunity"
my good friend who introduced me to the church once said that. he was an AP in his mission. He is now divorced and living with his girlfriend, and quite inactive. i hope he still remembers that quote.
Thank you for your courage in sharing your story!
Thanks for your storey. There are many times I have wanted to walk away. Especially as things have been rough for 15 plus years. But the one thing that keeps me holding on is the many spiritual experiences I have had those I can not deny or explain away. Am I still going through a bad patch absolutely but I am determined to hang on till the darkness disappears.
Hang on until the darkness dissapears. ❤️ He will help you, and it is worth it. I promise. It is so worth it! You keep holding on and praying.
germans1 I totally understand,,, l I decided to also read the New Testament SLOWLY, in the King James Bible. Was totally amazed on how many of my life’s questions were answered,,, great experience!!
This video is very genuine and talks about something I myself personally struggle with as well as others I know. Thank you for this. God is amazing.
Thank you. Listening to all these wonderful testimonies gives my heart peace. Thank you.
I have gone through journeys like this before. Thank you for sharing! Each time I do, I pray and make an effort to connect with God. When I do that, all my concerns are either resolved or put into perspective! God really does answer prayers. And, sometime we need to be humble enough to recognize when he says "that's not important for you right now." ♥️ Fantastic video! I have a lot of respect for you.
You mean the same feeling every religion's followers experience when they pray? It's not unique to Mormonism.
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
You’re a good man! Thanks for sharing your testimony, Brother Balinski! I’m grateful to have crossed paths with you.
Beautifully spoken. I’m glad your “faith journey” continues to include faith. 🙏
Thanks for this. I’m definitely going through this right now.
Good story.
Great video my friend. Thank you for sharing. We share very similar backgrounds and struggles with beliefs and wrestling through it all. I appreciate this.
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
Thank you for sharing this.
Believeee In Gods Love
Wow, I soooooooooooooooo identify with this.
I went through the same thing, but I chose to fall away. It's one of the biggest regrets of my life. Because once I opened that door I could never really shut it again, and life is not better without the gospel.
Matt, thanks for sharing. This makes my heart ache. For me, it hasn't been so much about closing the door, but becoming okay with it being open and acknowledging the other doors that are open too. Hang in there!
Matt Piercy It is never too late to come back to Christ - He will welcome you with open arms :) The beautiful thing about His atonement is that all of our mistakes can be washed away, and in the end it will be as if they never happened. All that is unfair about life will be made right. It’s an infinite atonement, and it reaches through all time and to all people. Hold on to the future and let go of the past. He can take whatever consequences you’ve endured because of your past choices and turn them into blessings. I hope some aspect of that helps and doesn’t sound preachy :)
@Matt Piercy, thanks for sharing your experience and feelings. We simply want you to know you are always welcome at Church. Sister Sharon Eubank of the Relief Society general presidency spoke in the April 2019 general conference about struggling with questions to which she could not find answers. She taught that we can find peace, light, and understanding through Jesus Christ. For you or others interested, see the link to her talk below: www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2019/04/42eubank?lang=eng
I feel you! I went through that too. Life is not better without the gospel. The gospel helps us draw closer to Christ and live life better! It was a difficult transition back but it was so worth it. 😁 Keep fixing this regrets friend! I promise it is worth it.
Thank you, I know I'm welcome at church. A couple missionaries actually showed up at our house Sunday. I talked to them for a bit. I told them I'd consider having then come over again or just going to sacrament... I don't know, it feels Lee a big leap and my faith isn't that strong.
"Take your vitamins" (...stay faithful) Many great and important things are coming.
Loved all your comments 💕💕💕!!! Thanks
Nice video.
This is so beautiful and so sincere. Thank you for sharing.
Praying is the key. Just like Enos prayed all day then all night. We to can do this and receive strength from Jesus Christ
It's all well and good that he found his way back to faith by praying and reading the Book of Mormon and focusing on his experiences and the good feelings that happened to attend them, but the fact remains that his doubts were never actually satisfied and the church could not produce any real true answers to the kind of simple honest questions and concerns that people have had about the Mormon church for generations. He did not find his way back because his concerns turned out to be trifling or able to be resolved at all; he found his way back by focusing on the hand waving and emotional manipulation that were all the church had to give him. This isn't a story that should inspire. This is the tale of a man who out of desperation threw away uncomfortable truths and instead held tightly to comforting fables and a community to reinforce them.
What you're saying isn't true. There are indeed answers to the questions people have, though sometimes we don't find them right away. The Church has never provided me with emotional manipulation, but God has provided me with everything I need. You would do well to try to understand what people like this man are actually going through.
His story is one of faith. The world never really understands the concept of faith. Seeing religion through a worldly view will always bring questions and doubts. We are not going to receive answers to every question that we have. He says that he chose to give credibility to evidence of the truthfulness of the gospel of Jesus Christ that he had been ignoring. The gospel brought him peace and happiness. He couldn't ignore that.
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Saw your face popping up on my screen, so I clicked on it. I remembered you posted about this experience before. It helped me a lot because my husband is also struggling and has been like that for years. I wish I could do something to help, but I know that I can't force someone's faith to grow. All I can do is to pray and wait patiently. I hope the answer to my prayer will come one day. Thanks again for sharing.
I went through a faith crisis and one of the thoughts that helped me dig out of it is that everything is choice. We live in a free country and we are free to choose! So, I chose to work on my testimony rather than keep digging for things that are contrary to the gospel. Today I can say I hope for all things, faith in many things, and pure knowledge in a few things regarding God and the gospel.
Patience is a virtue ,keep up the prayers, and God will bless you both.
Thanks, Maggie. Sounds like you are handling it well. My wife and I talked about everything while this was going on. She was very patient and gave me the emotional and intellectual elbow room to sort things out without feeling pressured. I didn't know at the time how hard it was for my wife while I was going through this. I can only imagine how hard it is for you too. Be strong!
Thomas Monson...”we never walk alone”
The Holy Spirit helps a person ❤️.
Line upon line.
Thanks so much for sharing your story! This sounds like it was so difficult but I think sometimes we have to struggle with those hard questions to come out with even greater faith.
This was a good video with a good message dealing with an issue that many people face. Very brave of Adam to share his moments of weakness for all to see. What is disappointing is that Adam did not even once testify of Jesus. Except for citing the name of the Church, Jesus' name wasn't even mentioned.
Blaine Heggie maybe he’s still sorting out how he feels about where that inspiration comes from. I couldn’t know if it was the Savior or God that met me in those lonely times I have been through. For me it doesn’t matter since they are one in the same in their mission to save souls.
This was a very spiritual video! 😊
Adam thank you for sharing your Testimony ♥️ I feel are many , are going thru , what you have shared ! May Heavenly Father Bless You ! & All my brother's sister's , Cathy nashville tn
💚💙💜🧡❤💛 AWESOMENESS
I needed this. Thank you
Good to hear from you Adam! Thanks for sharing your story with us.
♥️
Amen:)
when you search for the truth, a lot of negative and uncomfortable things will surface. this is not the devil pulling you away. its just the realization of having been deceived for so long and the pain of what that might entail in your life.
Thank you for sharing! ❤️
Like this so more people see it!!
After seeing all of the comments on this, I thought I would share some other resources that were incredibly helpful to me:
- "Faith is Not Blind" by Bruce and Marie Hafen (super helpful frameworks in thinking through these periods of doubt and complexity)
- "Crucible of Doubt" by Fiona and Terryl Givens (very candid conversations about competing values, issues with hero worship, confirmation bias, etc and how there is some value in moving forward despite these challenges.)
-"The Book of Mormon" (reading this with the lens of trying to see why God made it a choice to believe, the positive and negative consequences for belief, and how every single person struggles with that belief from time to time made the book relevant to me and rekindled my love for scripture.
To be candid, I took a more proactive approach and did these things before I ever felt like I was entering a crisis, but I still found them incredibly helpful as I worked through the questions you all are working through.
In a way, I liked the video. But exactly how did you get past church history problem, like revelations JS received while he lived contrary to the gospel? I want to believe all the principles. I really want to. I just want to leave JS and the lies about church history out of that. But how does one reconcile?
For me, there are some issues that are definitely still difficult to understand and reconcile. But I do feel like I have received some answers to many of the bigger questions that I've had. I would be happy to chat with you about it somehow, if you're interested. I'd be interested in understanding more about your story.
Testimony from the Holy Ghost is enough for us even when we haven't figured everything out yet. The immense blessings that come from living according to the restored gospel make it pretty easy to continue in faith while patiently receiving reconciliation one piece at a time.
There's nothing wrong with doubt. Search for truth. Feelings are not truth. Lies are lies. It's not easy, but the truth is worth standing up for, regardless of the consequences.
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Good luck of life ✝️♥️
I stopped believing in the LDS church years ago because it's truth claims are just not tenable. However....the purity and peace that comes with this kind of lifestyle "ISN'T NOTHING". It's a huge blessing to those who adhere to it. I think that's what this guy is saying.
So instead of being so fundamental about crap which will cause your faith to break when it doesn't pan out, just stick with the simple things like Jesus said "Love the Lord your God with all of your mind might and strength and love your neighbor as you love yourself." and you'll be gravy. Focus on the positive pure stuff and do your best to find people who focus on that light like you do and let the rest slide.
Like Paul said. "If there's anything virtuous lovely, of good report or praiseworthy we seek after these things."
It's not hard. Love. That's the fulfillment of the law.
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."
I love you .Gods grace is safishent. The essence of life is growth and to become and to overcome. We all make mistakes to learn from them hopefully we learn from them. A baby can grow up and become an adult. We can grow up and become like our Heavenly parents. I am only one and the Father of my children that does not mean that there cannot be more fathers
.the same is true with our Heavenly Father He is only one and the Father of our spirits before we got our bodies. I know that Jesus is the Christ the savior of the whole world. I know that Mormon was a real man and a true prophet of God also Alma Mosiah Nephi Abenidi lehi and meney others were also true prophets of God. I have never read anywhere in the holy bible where Christ Himself did any writing except for in the sand so who wrote the holy bible true prophets and apostles of God. The living word of God is the mouth of a true prophet. This is Gods true living church on the earth today. I love it. I know that Joseph Smith was a real man and a true prophet of God. I know that the purposes or essence of life is growth and to become and to overcome. God grace and love is there rather we want it or not. Thank you thank you I love you. Great job as we all grow up to become more like our Heavenly Father and His only begotten son Jesus Christ. Thank you thank you.
Thanks for sharing your testimony, Ron Brewer. Merry Christmas!
You are very welcome. I love Gods grace and his true living church. I want to learn and share the gospel to all I can ..love ya thanks .
@@churchofjesuschrist thanks I had polio when I was two years old. I walk with two leg braces and crutches. I have crawled into the baptismal fount to baptize at least 9 of our Heavenly Father children. Even though my body is getting weaker I would love to keep doing it as friends want to enter the waters of Baptizem. Thanks I love God and his true living church on the earth today. If I can be of any good I want to do it .thanks .
Im very proud of you br. that you choose what is right,you can be the best good example to others especially to be good stake missionary to your area to help fulltime missionaries by FR(finding referals)I can see your potential 😍
The Book of Mormon is true
.In less than five chapters of Romans, I experienced grace and renewal. Spirit renewal. I gained the knowledge that Paul understood about Jesus Christ. I have learned you can't have grace without knowledge and I have also learned that grace is multiplied by the knowledge of Jesus Christ. I love Peter's greetings; he says, in 2 Peter 3:18, 'but grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.' And in 2 Peter 1:2, 'Grace and peace be multiplied to you through the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord.'
Getting knowledge from the correct source is so important. Not having biblical knowledge has handicapped me my entire life. It has kept me from accessing the knowledge of God. The scripture says come boldly to the throne of grace! You mean I don't have to come beggarly, weak, sniveling and repentant? No! You have to come believing! But don't come believing in ignorance for Pete's sake! Come before God prepared and armed with knowledge. The armor of God is knowledge. Your shield is faith. Your sword is the word of God. You don't need the armor just to stand against the devil's schemes. You need it to come unto Christ; to make your prayers effective; to know his promises; to get authority in your prayers. You need to know that God's righteousness is imputed through faith. You need to know that he does not impute sin. This biblical knowledge is the gospel.
Paul teaches with authority using not only his own voice, but voices from the Old Testament. Five chapters of Romans with a believing heart will yield grace. It will change you. 2 Be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. Romans 12:2
Does the church of Jesus Christ of latter day saints RUclips channel have a diamond playbutton?
Thanks for your honesty. Your experience teaches a lot of important principles about holding on to the evidence we have experienced and honoring those as real parts of the learning process. I love the contrast of the light and the darkness you felt as you explored both your faith and your fears. It reminds me of this BYU devotional. speeches.byu.edu/talks/lawrence-e-corbridge/stand-for-ever/
ddstephanie so true! Thanks for the link gotta feeling I’m needing it💜
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Moroni 10:4-5 -- On Knowing Everything
"And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things."