MC and Sayori Have Depression!!!(DDLC After Midnight MOD)(FULL DEMO)
HTML-код
- Опубликовано: 2 окт 2024
- This ddlc MODS video is for Doki Doki After Midnight a ddlc MOD in the Doki Doki Literature Club Mods scene. Doki Doki After Midnight is the story of MC who has been stuck with depression for the majority of his lifetime, he's been going through a lot and at one point has even tried taking his own life, but there was one person that stuck with him throughout his journey, that person is Sayori. Sayori tries to help MC by doing random things with him, one of them is taking him to the Literature Club where he meets the other girls. There is one girl that catches his attention.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------And I Hope You Guys (OR Gals) Enjoyed This Video, I Had Fun Making This Video So Let Me Know What Mod Or Game I Should Play Next???????
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Check These Out.....
Mod Download: www.dokidokimo...
Instagram: / tbishy_
Twitter: / tbishy_
#DDLC #MODS #MOD
Natsuki: YOU'RE RUINING THE VIBE!
**MC leaves**
Natsuki: HEY, YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO DO THAT
Natsuki was like; "No! that's not how you're supposed to play the game!
It helps when the guy is denser than a black hole.
Holy shit. MC has 4th degree burns after that
Natsuki: *wants MC to give up on life*
MC: *tries to give up on life*
Natsuki: No. That is not how you are supposed to play the game.
@@blackfang-ms5rq Even cold water won’t save you there
"You're in such a deep depression level"
*I dident need a doctor to confirm that*
Lol
...😔
Not to be a auto correction but
Didn’t
@@MirikoOG An*
@@MirikoOG Corrector*
58:07
Natsuki: I wouldn't be surprised if he was listening to us. It's just a waste of a human.
~Natsuki guesses he's listening in, calls him a waste of a human, then is shocked when he's about to kill himself. Not saying she's to blame, but I'm surprised that wasn't addressed~
I guess because it is part of her tsundere persona.
I could not stop thinking about that moment😔
Maybe she just doesn't know how to cheer up Sayori if she bursts to tears.
@@DDLCMODS FUCK her tsundre persona! No one should tell someone that! That's literally suicide baiting and that's illegal!
Out of all the DDLC mods out there, this one has got to be the best.
It was pretty good.
@Donn Dene Are u bot
@Emilio Chandler stfu bot
@Donn Dene stfu bot
@@theusa2317 they are bot i think there the same person
bruh i finna think MC is the most relatable character i've ever read dialog from.
Yeah there were some people really connecting with him here.
Ong
I say to MC do a flip
Wait
I agree with someone..?
@@junebugss.. Hm.. I guess so..?
Mc:Nobody will stop me
Natsuki:hello there
Mc: ah general natobi
MC: “Don’t worry about me”
Sayori: I’m gonna pretend I didn’t hear that
In one ear and out the other.
And to think MC was dense.
MC and Sayori being depressed together: ay what we is? 4LIFERS 🤘🤘🤘
Thankfully they get the help they need as well for it.
Mirrors are the biggest reflections on one's life use them with positivity
I think this mod explains why Sayori has depression. MC has depression and she fears losing him.
To be fair, it kinda feels like Sayori having a boyfriend in this mod is what is contributing to MC’s depression since he said he felt betrayed by Sayori because of that
1:00:36 I go where I'm needed...and she needs me no longer.
1:00:40 I want her to be happy... but this sinful heart, my wrath and envy... they are a threat to her happiness. I do this because that's what love truly means. You want them to be happy, even if it means you can't be. I'm saving you from me, Sayori. Someday you'll understand.
1:01:10 Probably. And to think it was all going so well, but then you showed up.
1:01:25 Don't you want Sayori to be happy? My envy is a threat to that! I can't let my sins hurt her, I just can't! But my heart is close to bursting, my emotions will shred her to pieces, I HAVE TO GO!
1:03:00 It's not right, not right, not right... You can't fill the hole that she left, nobody can. That's why I have to go. My heart will rage and struggle until it's missing piece is replaced, but that piece isn't mine! It belongs to Sayori, and I have no right to take it from her. It has to be this way, I must either die, or go somewhere as far away as possible.
1:04:17 No... you can't be here right now... get away! I'm a danger to you! You need to leave me behind! Take your loved one with you and get as far away from me as possible! Before this heart lashes out at you!
1:04:37 shoot me up with whatever drugs you like, let's see how much more i can break together.
1:09:38 I hurt everyone who interacts with me. You, Yuri, Monika, and ESPECIALLY dear sweet Sayori. None of you deserve that, i don't want to hurt people anymore.
1:11:10 God... just look at what I've done... even now, I just can't find a way to live without making it everyone else's problem. Why do you think we're even here!?
1:23:12 Shoot me up with whatever drugs you like. Nothing will change, at least not permanently.
1:26:14 And what does that make you, doctor? If you're about to tell me you enjoy your line of work, you should know that the only thing that fact means is that you're a sadist.
1:28:42 just saying it out loud makes me feel just as sick and painful as when i saw it happen. That pain should've killed me. Nobody should ever have the burden of surviving such trauma.
1:29:08 there is no way for me to truly explain, but i will try to anyways. It felt as if my skin and muscles were melting from my body, and like my internal organs were shredding themselves and each other apart. And yet despite the indescribable pain, when i look down upon my body, nothing is amiss. I feel like I'm rotting from the inside fucking out, but my body isn't letting me die. Please kill me, make it stop, i beg you, it hurts so much!
1:31:27 but i couldn't do it, my muscles were gone, melted into rotting sludge along with everything else except my heart, lungs, and head. I was supposed to die there, in that moment... But someone or someTHING has forsaken me. So i am instead left here in limitless pain, and yet cursed not to die.
1:32:16 my purpose was to give her a happy life, and so i kept her alive, waiting for the day that her savior would finally ascend to her rescue. I thought that savior would be me... I owed it to her to try and make her happy because she did so for me so effortlessly. But i was WRONG. I wasn't the person for her, i never could be. My job was not to save her, but to make sure that HE could. I have to die... quickly. Before my wrath and envy ruins her life and her happiness.
1:32:55 Now...My job is over. My battle fought and done. My purpose served in full. There is nothing left for me in this body. I no longer belong in this world. All that is left to do is end my part in her story, so i can stop overstaying my welcome and hurting her. I am meant to be DEAD...and yet you all stand in the way of the natural path, despite the fact that other doctors will take terminally ill patients off life support. They let them die, so why won't you let me? Is it personal? Do you hate me for some reason? I can't understand.
1:34:10 ...I can't understand what you do to me, Sayori.........How is it that every time you hurt me...every time you make me cry......I love you that much more?
Yo could you do all of this series if you do I would really appreciate it because this mod intrigues me and it’s very good
This is the entire mod more may get released in the future though so will have to wait and see.
@@DDLCMODS thank you
1:35:16 Bro my soul left my body for a minute lmao
OH NO ME HEART STOPPED
Your channel is so good with all these mods! You are doing a service to the community
Glad you enjoy it!
@@DDLCMODS will it ever get done?
MC: Nobody can stop me. Not even Sayori.
Natsuki: *Bonjour*
The dokis are very expressive in this I must admit they have a lot of new looks
They certainly change sprites often.
Can't wait for the part 2! This mod its really good..
Yeah I am not sure if the mod is still in production or not though.l
@@DDLCMODS yeah :/ but lets hope they will continue this mod
@@Arenzhoez heard the discord was deleted, so the demo is all we're getting.
Havent heard from this mod for two years. I like this mod
Yeah it was pretty good.
Maybe this is why Natsuki is rarely taken seriously. Whenever she tells someone to do something, she tries to stop them from actually doing it. She told MC to kill himself, but she stopped him from actually doing it.
Got to be careful what you say sometimes.
You never know what their going through also can't wait for the full mod to come out cause i heard it might get darker than exit music redux.
@@nicky-su4uo according to Chun, the mod isn't getting worked on anymore (I think).
@@trinity3631 from what i've heard it still is
@@nicky-su4uo proof
Damn dude MC almost played Bo en my time
MC almost got the hospital ending, that was sure close...
MC: sayori is some kind of rope around my neck
me: Wow way to bring back the bad memory's!!
I gently opened the door
I had to
MC and Sayori are very relatable to us in real world. Shockingly it was canon to the official after Sayori deaths Mc slowly loses the ability to talk. Does that tell you 2 childhood friends who suffered depression.
Me Who Already Has PTSD Knowing Fine Well Sayori Already Has Depression
If you think about it, it's always past midnight
Technically true
r/technicallythetruth
Richard Watterson? Is that you?
Natsuki: Are you insane?!
MC: No, I am *D E P R E S S E D*
i wish the mod got fully released i want to see how it ends
I agree the way it is going could have some interesting endings.
Any clue on the progress so far?
@@anthonyrodriguez164 The discord server got deleted, meaning that this mod will probably not continue unfortunately
@EpicBryan737 YT such a shame, but it happens. Thanks for the update stranger
@@anthonyrodriguez164 Yeah it’s a really interesting mod. Maybe someone can pick up this mod and continue it
Natsuki: he is a waste of a human
also Natsuki: Don't kill yourself!
I Love your taste in story
The story was perfect.
Is there gonna be a continuation
To the story?
I don't think there a fruits 2 but the mod creator I believe is making another mod don't remember the name of it though.
“Nobody can stop me, not even Sayori”
Natsuki: except me
Seeing Sayori cry like this made me cry. Our poor cinnamon bun needs someone to hug.
don't worry , we got enough people for her to hang around with.
@@mathieulazari2074 imo, yuri is a cut above the rest
@@mathieulazari2074 You and Panda both made puns that related to those girls. Was that intentional?
@@trinity3631 at least she didn't let us hanging.
Fun Fact: Sayaka Murata is a Author.
Mc exist depression: I'm about to ruin this man whole life
I really hope if this mod is ever fully released, it doesn’t pull a reverse Exit Music.
Damn right.
its been 3 years where is it :((
God, going through depression myself makes this connect with me much more than is healthy
What is depression like??
Also I know you can go thru depression!
Never give up bro!
It's been a year though so your probably alright
Never give up
I wish you all the best, good luck❤
poor poor mc his sanity is probably worse than all the Doki"s
I really hope that the full mod will be release soon.
I don't think it will happen the mod hasn't been updated in quite awhile now.
@@DDLCMODS The mod is being worked on, the only news on its progress is in their discord server
@@UpgradedHumanCybernetics I heard their discord server was deleted.
@@trinity3631 Yeah, its gone. Only thing that remains is the reddit post of the demo
I don't know... The Mod has good potential to be something very good and yet it annoys me very hard, how MC is so...egocentric to go this way. I know depression, but nether understand how he can't think open wider. For me was that too much self-hate and too hard of pushing others away. I mean, you can clearly see, how much care the other characters have.
I'm a racialist and maybe this is the problem, why I can't see the way of these emotions. How do you think? Is this form of depression okay or sort of too extreme? Or am I to think too much, and it's exactly "normal" or just the Demo-thing?
I'm not a profesional, but i think depression is different for each person. Some might just feel a bit bad about themselves and unmotivated and such. But on the other hand, some might be as extreme as the one in this mod. And some might be even worse. So i guess the one in this mod is actually pretty "normal" . I'm not gonna blame you for not being able to understand it since it is pretty hard to understand even for 'normal' people.
*cute music*
mc: literally about to pass out
Dang this literature club causes quite the problem
Natsuki: ARE YOU INSANE??
MC: yes, why do you ask?
Yeah fr i was about to say that but just yes 😂
Bruh ddlc and mods always give me depression... My first ddlc mod was rainclouds... I felt empty and sad for whole 1 week 😢😢
I could see that this one can be difficult at times.
I mean, MC having depression makes sense. His childhood friend, Sayori, is also depressed, Yuri cuts herself, and Natsuki is implied to be abused by her father! Of course he'd have depression! Unrelated, but I think Bohemian Rhapsody sums this video up perfectly.
That was so well done
Yeah it was pretty good.
I just dont like that natsuki was talking shit about MC and then when MC was about to kill himself, all of a sudden she cares. That doesn't make any sense. You dont just talk behind someones back and then switch up and say "I care about you "
But other than that it is a great mod
Yeah I get what you mean I think it was just playing into her tsundere character type.
I dont get it either. Maybe it was all in his head?
@@hyperwerefox3542 TSUNDREA BINTCH
Maybe she's only doing this to make sure Sayori doesn't cry. She's inconsolable when she cries. Maybe Natsuki doesn't like MC at all, but she knows Sayori will lose her mind if MC killed himself.
i swear at first i thought the word mc meant Minecraft
Why did this have to be a Natsuki mod .... It just got ruined 😔
I think the mod is intended to have route choice if ever gets finished.
@@DDLCMODS but in the end of the demo , only Natsuki’s face is shown ... I think even if it has a route choice , the mod will have a lot more of Natsuki
Did this mod get canceled? I was honestly really interested in it. :/
It may have I can't find any updates about it.
@@DDLCMODS That’s a shame. I honestly loved the idea behind this mod. I hope we’ll get an update to this sometime.
@@fnafgamer2469 as far as i know work continues just extremely slowly, i think theres only one person working on it now
Bro, Natsuki is so damn insensitive for no other reason other than "just because"
its an oof for sayori to have depression but mc as well is just double whammy
Agreed that sucks.
@@DDLCMODS yep but tbh mc’s depression is kinda his own fault for not telling sayori he likes her before her bf did
1:16:01 Savepoint
there will be no way mc has depression but sayori has.
Top 10 worst things to remember after waking up:
1-
1:21
Yeah that's rough.
@@DDLCMODS especially in the holiday lol.
Huh... never realised this vid existed until now... kinda surprising ngl. Just sucks the project will probably never get finished.
Why?
MC after Sayori likes another: “The gods of Olympus have abandoned me.”
I feel like the choices on the person you get to date are either Sayori or Natsuki.
That was pretty obvious tho.
1:09:47 Nat being the one to be the nice and consulting person, for me it's so out of character.
ignoring the shouts from Sayori 💀1:31:57
**is sad that mc isn't a psychopath**
Lol, that might be a good thing though.
Psychopaths sucks
I adore this so much
55:51
COD PLAYER BE LIKE :
EXCUSE ME?!?!!!?!!??
pretty much.
It is a pity that work has been halted
Yeah this mod has some real potential though.
8:33 snap back to reality oh there goes gravity
Can I be upset for one moment? Because FUCK i was so ready for Sayori to be the one for him in this but NO ITS THE PERSON WHO SAID HE'S A WASTE OF A HUMAN! WTF
I just finished this 3 minutes ago, I hate this cliffhanger 😢
its been like a few years idek if the full things even out..
Bruh I was about to go to sleep and now I have depression wtf
Why can't this mod be downloaded?
That website that used to host the link is no longer active. If you still want to check this mod out this link should work: www.reddit.com/r/DDLCMods/comments/insmw3/doki_doki_after_midnight_demo_10/
Damm natsuki is so mean in this
The doctor scene made me angry because it's the same shit every time. They all say the same things over and over at nauseam no matter who you see. I'm sure some of them actually believe it but it feels so fake. I'd rather they just be honest for once.
Dude, too realistic dont throw mirrors at me
Yeah this mod can really get to you.
1:01:12 me when I forgot to do my homework
It very sad story but happy in end (Out of Context) ------> LOL
Love going through old mods
Me, who laughed all the way through: *_AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH-_* im a maniac.
this is just depression sim lol
Pretty much!
8:34 snap back to reality op there Goes gravity
Kind of
This is a Eminem reference
Yo this Is your most viewed video(for now at least)
Yeah it is crazy to see how this has blown up
Young Jose Jackson Shirley Robinson Ronald
I want to be MORE IF THIS MOD IT SOO GOOD AND HAS A LOT IF DRAMA it is a true masterpiece but it end very early for a DDLC mod I wish their was more to this mod story
Yoooooo you actually played a mod I recommend? I feel appreciated. Thank you for that
Of course it was a good recommendation as well.
Garcia Steven Jackson Sarah Anderson Scott
Damn, MC went full on yandere for a moment.
(spoilers)
In that story about Sayori having a boyfriend.
Mc:"what's up with my life......, sayori:" infinite happiness! ☺️😇💕, monika:"pur-fection!, natsuki:" not cute???, yuri:"suicide actually is not my thing...... ~
Yes I do need jump 😒
Tbh this is a demo, AND ITS AN HOUR LONG THE FULL RELEASE IS PROB 10 HOURS BRO
I’m pretty sure everyone has depression rn
It sad how relatable this is
i wanted to just keep hugging sayori in the real game :( shes the only girl in the game that i really really felt so bad for
MC: "No one can stop me now, nobody, not even Sayori"
Natsuki: Are you sure about that?
Early again
Yeah, you are really on top of it.
is there a discord server of this mod?
None that I am aware of.
Connected as V-NT: i know how it feels like... Not gonna complain
26:00 oh dear
Sayori see you already woke up and thought you work up until you just love love
I Wish this mod was continued, it was very well writen
If I could be totally honest MC is just like me when I’m in places that I don’t like to be in and when he said he was killing himself because Sayori had a bf. I would have done the same because I’m like that sometimes it hard to accept trust me. Also does any know the music at 1:01:11
I would also have the same reaction
@@Nero_yt. I do get depressed especially when someone I like finds someone better than me, I’d be sad
Well,This is our reality we have to accept it if we cant,End it.
I will just end it
@@Nero_yt. I probably would too
I hate that I relate to MC too much what does it mean?
I am proud to be the 1000st like here
That's awesome thank you!
1:10:38 yeah no way
😔😔😔😔😔😔
This was very sad even though its not canon lol