Everyone we can help her income by playing her video!! Make a playlist and let it play 24 hours if you can!!!! She may not be making new videos for a while it will help her to keep money coming in!!!! Marina I absolutely adore you and am praying for you and your precious son!!!! I am a widow as well. You will get thru it min by min, second by second, day by day!! Sending so much love and peace!!!
I'm so glad you decided to come on today. I've been so worried about you and Chris. I too am so happy you got to spend the last wonderful year with John. I'm so happy you shared him with us too. It always put a smile on my face when he was along! Praying for peace for you and Chris and Johns family and that you are able to take care of things today with Johns family. 🤗🙏
I can’t stop thinking about you. I know what it’s like to go to the funeral home to decide things.😢 Music helps to speak and feel emotionally. John’s just changed residences. He is a Soul. We all are. That’s Forever. I’ve learned a lot from dying & death. It’s another birth. “We are all just walking each other home.” ❤❤
Oh Marina, I'm so sorry to hear about your husband's passing. Keep reminiscung your wonderful memories and you will continue to feel him close to you. He will never leave your heart. Praying for you & your family. 🙏🏻❤️
Once again girlfriend, the Lord is with you, he guides you. He leads you, he will let you see the birds. The sounds he would let you make decisions that you thought you didn't have the strength too, but he says in his word. I am your strength. I continually pray for you and your son. And I accompany you in your grief. Be blessed my friend be blessed
Marina I have no words. When I was watching this video I kept saying no this can't be. My heart is broken for you. I can't stop thinking of you. When I met you at Ollies I was so excited. And then I got to meet John. I will never forget how excited he was to find the chalk paint and knobs. (Definitely not you). He was so adorable. I send my deepest condolences to you and Chris. You are a strong beautiful woman and I admire how strong you have been. Marina I am here if you need any suport. I haven't lost a husband but I have lost my daughter in law, my son and mother within a year. But i do feel your pain.
Im so sorry for your loss, it never gets easier, but the pain will subside. I loss my son at 36, nine years ago to Brain Cancer, i still miss him so much, just isnt the same. Enjoy your memories with you son, your husband will live through you for him. I will be praying for you all. Thank you for sharing your story with us, life is never easy, we have our ups and downs, remember all the good times you shared, sending Love to you both!! ❤❤❤
10:24 ❤❤❤❤❤, my heart breaks for you and your son. I feel your pain. I found my grandfather dead, my mom, and my 13 year old grandson. At different times. I'm so sorry you lost your husband. I love your videos. Congratulations on your sobriety. I live with an alcoholic it absolutely is no fun. You are in my prayers may God see you and your son through this.
I think it is healthy to share. I still talk about my late husband daily and keep his memory alive. Congrats on 17 years sober. This is hard to do and I still miss him every day. I am sending all the positive vibes and love and caring your way.
I so enjoyed when John would join your videos. Know that John will watch over you and Chris from Heaven. Do your best to stay strong for yourself & Chris. We love you and will be here for you🙏🏻❤️
Dear Marina my heart felt condolences. I admire your strength. You are an inspiration even in your time of grief and great pain. I wish for you a measure of comfort and peace as you live on with your precious son.
We have been following you for a long time and today was getting caught up on weeks of videos and just saw your loss. We are so very sorry for your loss. Know we prayed for you.
Marina, you know, I feel this pain. But like you said. God gave John and you this last year to help you with God already knew. Praise God John is at peace now. I'm still trying to process not seeing him anymore. But thank God I will always have the memories. Praying for you Sis. 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Gorgeous one you are an empath. So glad that you have the comfort of knowing he has peace 🕊️ Yes he was very talented and his furniture was lovely. Take care. Prayers sent your way .
I hate to thumbs up such tragedy but I know it helps some way. Marina please know we are here for you. This grief will never go away. Take your time. Praying for you and Chris
love you! and Im in oohby how you seem to manage it all...respect for you girlfriend!!❤️ He was truly a changed person and we saw the connection between you too .. And he was amaaaazing!!! he adored every step you took. You will survive this! together with Chris❤ Oo wow, sertenly it would be so easy, to fall back in old bad, habits... You're a strong WOMAN!!! You will survive and things will get there space in the nooks and crooks of youre soul and heart... Lots and lots of love Marina... John will never be forgotten by this community...and especially not by me, because he was in so many vlogs with you.. and the vibe between you, and the love was so sweet, caring and hilarious at many times together . 🩷🧡🩷🧡 hugs and lots of 😘😘
Marina, you are stronger then you know, keep your faith. I am so glad you posted today, (I have been praying for you and your family) you have been on my mind. Please keep us updated on how you’re doing. Love 💕 and prayers.
I have to tell you how much your words have touched my heart. I relate to the songs and you are very strong. You can get through this. I'm sending hugs and love. ❤️
I'm also a 70's girl and can relate to a lot of what you're saying. Although I don't know what it's like to lose a spouse, I do know the trauma of losing a child in a tragic accident. The comment you made about it becoming a part of your cells is sadly so very true. That level of trauma, especially when it's so sudden, changes your brain and your whole body response to stress from that point forward. It's a version of physical and emotional h*** that noone deserves to experience. My heart breaks for you. Take care of yourself and give yourself grace. I will pray for you.
Hey Marina, So thankful to see you. Of course I can't imagine what you're experiencing/ feeling at this time. I have suffered great loss of loved ones but each one is unique. God has blessed me with great family and friends to get through and take all the good from my lossed loved ones as inspiration to love others even better. We have too many people that ignore their feelings so please feel them and allow them to help heal you. Very sorry for this whole thing. John we live on with us for sure. Love to you, Chris, aunt Marina and of course to John's family. My dear treesta take care🧡🙏🏽🧡🙏🏽
My sincerest condolences to you and your family. I will never know the loss of a husband because I am divorced. But the end of my marriage was a death in my soul. Again it's no comparison. I pray for you Marina in your journey of peace. I'm a very emotional person and I feel your sorrow although I don't know you personally. Your husband will always be with you in your heart, in the eyes of your son, in a familiar song in anything that you do or see that will remind you he's with you. God bless you and your son and peace and glory to you, your son and your husband in heaven
I am speechless my heart breaks for you and your son all the family. I miss my husband every day and night. 1982/2022 ( Please know all of you are in thoughts and prayers.) 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
You've been on my mind non -stop since yesterday. I'm also extremely empathetic, to my own detriment a lot of the time, because so many don't understand me. But I feel your pain right down deep in my soul as if it's happening to me. You are one of the strongest people I know, and I know you have no idea the impact you have had on my life. This will get you and Chris through the hardest of times. I know in my heart John did his absolute best to get and feel better..... but sometimes the lows have a way of making the most sense to the person suffering. I love you so much. Hang in there.... we're all here for you.
@@confessionsofadollartreeaddict I'm speaking from personal experience too. Not putting details here.... but sometimes , when I was at my lowest, what made the most sense to me, was even though my family would initially mourn me, at least they wouldn't have to deal with the burden I felt I was to them. at that moment, it seems like the only solution.
Again, my heart goes out to you. Grief is extremely hard but for empaths it is very, very painful. Hang onto whatever higher belief or entity that you believe in. We love you Marina.
So sorry you and your son have to go through this. Glad you got to spend a year that was much better with John. I am so glad you are letting this tragedy help others and not becoming bitter and vengeful. So glad you have been sober 17 years! That is a great accomplishment. Sending you hugs and love. Keeping you and Chris in my prayers.❤❤❤❤❤
😢My heart is breaking for you! 💔 You family here have you in are thoughts and prayers! I love you so much sending hugs and prayers for you and your family ❤️
I'm so sorry for all the pain that you and your son are going through. Fortunately you know your husband is at peace but, unfortunately you and your son are the ones who have to live with the pain and the trauma of what has happened!!! Death is a part of life but when something like this happens you will never get over it and will have to live with this the rest of your life. It will take a lot of time for you and your son to get through this. You will learn to deal with it and eventually it will get easier for you and it won't hurt as much as it does now. I'm not saying you won't ever have bad days...its been 19 years for me and every once in a while it just hits me like a tons of bricks and I have a good cry and then I move on. Marina please look into some kind of therapy for the both of you, It helps a lot to talk to someone . Especially for your son. Yesterday you said Christopher is very angry and he needs to release that anger, otherwise it's going to get worse and eat at him. He's way to young to have that burden!!! He may not want to do it now but he's got to get into therapy or support group. It's going to make the world of difference for him. I also wanted to tell you that I joined your channel with the perks. I didnt know that was even a thing until I changed the settings. I dont expect anything...I just wanted to do it to help you out a little because your going to need it since you can't work. My prayers and positive energy are with you and your family. If you need help with anything, please reach out to your family (You Tube Community) because there are many of us that CARE ABOUT YOU AND LOVE YOU FOR THE AMAZING WOMAN YOU ARE!!!!
Oh Marina, I'm so sorry to hear about your husband's passing. Keep reminiscung your wonderful memories and you will continue to feel him close to you every day. He will never leave your heart. Praying for you & your family. 🙏🏻❤️
You keep talking to us all you want. It is a great healing process. And you know we are all here for you and will always be by your side. As I said before, you are a strong person and you will survive this. Your son depends on you. Sending my love. ❤❤❤
My Deepest Condolences to you and your family of the loss of your beautiful husband. May the peace of the Lord be with you now in days to come. Sending prayers🦋🙏🏻
My dear Marina, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss! I am so praying for you, your son & other family members of your husband. I pray that you are surrounded by strength & peace. I pray that you have an easier ride as you both move forward & define a different life. I haven't commented before, but I constantly watch your channel & I just adore you! My heart hurts for you all & with you all. I have not ever had this exact experience, but I can't imagine. I just wanted to let you know that I am with you spiritually & mentally. You are strong & you & your son will make it through. I lost my daughter 5 years ago. She died in my arms I was fortunate enough to be present when she came & when she left. I don't feel time relieves the grief. For me it gave me a chance to exercise those muscles with which I carry my grief, so the load feels lighter. This enables me to carry it with appreciation for being blessed with this beautiful soul & move forward most of the time. After all, the level of grief is a direct correlation to how deep that love is. It is the cost of that privilege, which I will gladly pay. Please keep coming on & letting us see that you are doing okay. Please know you & your son are loved by many! God be with y'all!
Sending tons of prayers and love God bless you and your family. Death of a close one is very hard. I was born in 73 and I totally vi e with everything your saying ❤❤❤
Praying for strength to help you get through all of this. Once you get the death certificates make sure you go down to the Social security office to get survivors benefits for your son.
Marina I am so happy to see you talking to all of us today . I have been thinking of you and praying for you. I am also glad you are talking and sharing with us ,I appreciate it and know how hard this is for you. John I believe is at peace now and free . Continue to be strong and share with us . ❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
You talk whatever you want to talk about. If it helps you get thru this, then do it. I can not imagine what you're going thru. Your husband is with you, remember that ❤. Praying for you and your family will get through all of this. Take care..
OMG Marina! 😢 My condolences to you, your son & Family. I haven't been getting many of your posts & i don't know what happened but I'm SO SOOOOOO 🙏 SORRY. I'M RIGHT THERE WIT YOU, CONCERNING FEELING OTHERS PAIN. My stomach just blew up hearing this. We stay strong and fall apart later. You& your Family will be in my daily Prayers Marina. 😢❤❤❤!!!!
I'm so sorry for your loss. We will all miss him. Stay strong. You are stronger than you know and you are an amazing person. Thank you for sharing your pain with us.
As others have said before ~ thank you for sharing your husband with us. Your love for each other was obvious! It's easy for others to say "Step by step. You'll make it.", but we know you will.
Oh! My heart quivered, seeing you in this video. Your grief is shared so many that adore you, but hearing your words touched more than you know. Covering you and your son in Prayers. Day by Day, Moment by Moment Sweet Marina.❤😊❤ your DT family is here for you. God's Blessings upon you.
Marina - so sorry to hear your news. I, too, had a husband who suffered a traumatic brain injury (his was from a car accident). His life (and our family's) changed forever. A very, very hard predicament. He passed away 10 years ago from a massive heart attack. You never get "over" it - but you get "through" it. My prayers go out to you and Chris. I look forward to seeing you back on RUclips as soon as you are able. "HUGS"
Yes - thank you for sharing your story - it helps “you” to talk about it and “others like us” to know they are not alone (I am from Ohio and we also had a support group here where we would all (those with TBI and their families) go on some outings and of course, conversations with the other caregivers was so helpful. I’ll keep playing your videos - you’ve worked so hard and I’m so proud of you!!
I'm keeping you and Chris in my prayers . Marina, I know there are no words of comfort at this moment but just know you are stronger and braver then you think. God will get you through this, it will take time but it will happen.Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us. We are here for you. Take care and God bless. 🙏🙏🙏
Stay strong marina RUclips and putting the content is exactly what you need right now. We are here to listen to you. We love you stay with us. God bless you and your son.
Marina I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. Your last video had ne crying. I realized how short life really is and how we should truly treasure every moment with the people whom we love. Life is rough, but you are a strong women. Even though, I do not personaly know you. I can see it in your being. Stay strong for you and your son. God Bless you and your son.
Sarah McLachlan has a beautiful song called "World on Fire" (if I'm remembering right) that might speak to you. I wanted to share a couple of creators who have lost their husbands fairly recently: Peachyymaddi lost her husband quite unexpectedly almost a year ago, and I think you might take some strength from her story. Another channel I follow, Lawyer Lee just lost her husband less than a month ago. She's only recently come back, so I don't know how raw her emotions might be right now, but there can be strength in the sharing of the pain. They are both strong, gracious and inspiring women, as I find you to be. I am so glad you had a year of your real husband and not just his demons. Please keep reaching out.
Marina, he might be gone physically, but he will always be in your heart. Memories good , bad, adventures, highs and lows is what life is all about. Take all the time you need to grief. Everyone does in a different way. My sincere condolences condolences 🙏💔
Marina, I/we are here for you, let us help you anyway we can. Be safe. Try to be calm, so you can deal with difficult decisions to make. You have been constantly on my mind and will continue to be. My heart is broken for you. Stay strong my dear friend ❤️ 😢🥺😥😢😘😘😘💔💔
We will all miss the pics of John that we would have loved and enjoyed! When u can, keep recording , we want u to be able to share yre thoughts and feelings. We have become attached to u! Post pictures. The wedding pics and family pics , the three of u! Love to u and Chris… bless John’s soul! Lindalu🥹
I’m so sorry for your loss and I to am a widow of 9 months it’s very difficult to imagine your life without your husband. Please breath and take one minute at a time and you can do this❤ 🙏🏼
Hello Marina thank you for letting us know how you feel in this difficult time ❤ you don't know how much you are helping yourself and many other's thank you for being a blessing ❤ I just want to also tell you I love your YT channel . I am praying 🙏🏽 for you and your son . Sending you both hugs God bless you always ❤❤
Marina, making these videos and talking through your grief is going to be very cathartic for you. I’m happy that you are able to come on RUclips and to let us know that you are ok. Take one day at a time and little by little you and Chris will make it through to a different kind of normal. You are right, it is a blessing that he is at peace and I pray for the repose of his sweet soul. I hope that you receive signs that will let you know he is ok. When we lose someone we love; those signs can be so comforting! Condolences to John’s parents. No parent should have to bury their child. I can’t think of anything more heart wrenching. Praying for you and keeping you all in my thoughts.
I think it's wonderful of you to share what you are going through, just only share what you are comfortable with. I know nothing about RUclips and channel funding but I went back to watch your first video last night. I figured I could get my Marina fix and learn more about your life. I don't know if watching old videos helps your channel but I hope so. Maybe others can do it too. Also, if you need content, I thought about sending you pictures from my stores. Maybe you can use them for a short video without much work. I have no clue, just trying to think of things to help
Marina Omgosh I’m so so sorry for your loss..I’m heartbroken 💔💔for you and Chris..You are an amazing woman who’s been through hell and back.. Your strength is admirable and your courage to tell his story is truly beautiful..I have also been thru the loss of my husband and it’s devastating..We are both strong and passionate woman who forge onward in times of tragedy. We use or passion for a purpose and this will help you to move forward with beautiful memories, understanding, and feeling of John being at piece..We love you and we are here for you doll… Please use your platform to reach out and let us help you.. l will pray for your healing❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 and for our John’s❤️ Robyn💕💕
Im so sorry marina i have been thinking about you and your son you all are in my thoughts and prayers daily. You're a wonderful person and very kind. Im going to keep playing your videos to help support.
Marina, i am so sorry for your loss. God grant you strength through this most difficult time. I had to plan my mother's funeral last year and it is good to have support of loved ones to help you make decisions because my head was so clouded and i had never had to plan a funeral all on my own. Otherwise i would be second guessing myself. I hope your in laws give you the support you need.. My heart goes out to you , Chris and your in laws..
Marina, I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending ((HUGS)) & Prayers. I know what you are going through, I lost my husband two years ago this month. I listened to Lewis Capaldi every single night.
I love you Marina and I 1000% relate to every single word you said you know I know exactly what you're saying I love you so much and once again I'm giving you all my strength to get through this I know I keep saying it there's no words I can say to you I have been through this exact situation and you know I am here for you it happened nearly 18 years ago to me and I still have my horrible days speaking to music that's why I don't listen to music hardly anymore because the music takes me back and a lot of it is torture for me I love you
I thank you...for your sharing, for your strength. I'm going though a lot with my health...sometimes wanting to give up, but listening to you, also gave me strength. You are a special person...I pray for you every day. God bless you
My condolences to you and your son. My husband of 39 years died in August 2022 so I knew it's hard cuz there's no rights or wrong. Take care of yourself and your son- whatever that means. You'll get some right & probably some wrong. But you'll make it through. Rely on friends and both your families- biological and Utube. I wish you the best & will be sending warm thoughts.
My payers and good thoughts are with you and Chris. I totally understand about feeling. I am a feeler. Please Stay Safe Happy and Healthy Have A Wonderful day
Sending love and prayers dear Marina. My heart breaks for you. Thank you for your bravery on sharing this. If it helps somebody. So many things that wouldn't occur to us at the worst time in our lives. I lost Mom, brother and sister in about 1 year. I know how crazy complicated it can be. I know you don't know me,but you could email or get in touch if you needed. John shared so much with us this last year. So brave. What a gift it was. You and Chris are loved Marina.You are never alone.❤
So much love to you and your son. It’s absolutely okay to be numb, to not know which end is up, to not know how to feel and respond. We love you and everything you’re feeling is valid. ❤
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Everyone we can help her income by playing her video!! Make a playlist and let it play 24 hours if you can!!!! She may not be making new videos for a while it will help her to keep money coming in!!!!
Marina I absolutely adore you and am praying for you and your precious son!!!!
I am a widow as well. You will get thru it min by min, second by second, day by day!! Sending so much love and peace!!!
When you see a cardinal someone from heaven is saying hello.
I'm so glad you decided to come on today. I've been so worried about you and Chris. I too am so happy you got to spend the last wonderful year with John. I'm so happy you shared him with us too. It always put a smile on my face when he was along! Praying for peace for you and Chris and Johns family and that you are able to take care of things today with Johns family. 🤗🙏
I am glad to see you too. I want to let you know I care.
Well said. I agree. Stay strong, Marina! Xo
I am thankful John his parents and my Family spent the Greek Easter together last time God had him now in his arms rest in Peace John
I can’t stop thinking about you. I know what it’s like to go to the funeral home to decide things.😢
Music helps to speak and feel emotionally.
John’s just changed residences. He is a Soul. We all are. That’s Forever. I’ve learned a lot from dying & death. It’s another birth.
“We are all just walking each other home.” ❤❤
That is beautiful
Oh Marina, I'm so sorry to hear about your husband's passing. Keep reminiscung your wonderful memories and you will continue to feel him close to you. He will never leave your heart. Praying for you & your family. 🙏🏻❤️
The Lord is who you need to depend on
God Bless You and your son!! John 3:16...
So sorry for your loss Marina. May God give you the strength to deal with your grief. God bless you and your family. Take care.
Once again girlfriend, the Lord is with you, he guides you. He leads you, he will let you see the birds. The sounds he would let you make decisions that you thought you didn't have the strength too, but he says in his word. I am your strength. I continually pray for you and your son. And I accompany you in your grief. Be blessed my friend be blessed
So proud of you Marina! 17 yrs strong!! Stay strong and proud! Love you ❤😢😊
Marina I have no words. When I was watching this video I kept saying no this can't be. My heart is broken for you.
I can't stop thinking of you.
When I met you at Ollies I was so excited. And then I got to meet John. I will never forget how excited he was to find the chalk paint and knobs. (Definitely not you).
He was so adorable.
I send my deepest condolences to you and Chris.
You are a strong beautiful woman and I admire how strong you have been.
Marina I am here if you need any suport. I haven't lost a husband but I have lost my daughter in law, my son and mother within a year.
But i do feel your pain.
Im so sorry for your loss, it never gets easier, but the pain will subside. I loss my son at 36, nine years ago to Brain Cancer, i still miss him so much, just isnt the same. Enjoy your memories with you son, your husband will live through you for him. I will be praying for you all. Thank you for sharing your story with us, life is never easy, we have our ups and downs, remember all the good times you shared, sending Love to you both!! ❤❤❤
10:24 ❤❤❤❤❤, my heart breaks for you and your son. I feel your pain. I found my grandfather dead, my mom, and my 13 year old grandson. At different times. I'm so sorry you lost your husband. I love your videos. Congratulations on your sobriety. I live with an alcoholic it absolutely is no fun. You are in my prayers may God see you and your son through this.
I think it is healthy to share. I still talk about my late husband daily and keep his memory alive. Congrats on 17 years sober. This is hard to do and I still miss him every day. I am sending all the positive vibes and love and caring your way.
I so enjoyed when John would join your videos. Know that John will watch over you and Chris from Heaven. Do your best to stay strong for yourself & Chris. We love you and will be here for you🙏🏻❤️
Dear Marina my heart felt condolences. I admire your strength. You are an inspiration even in your time of grief and great pain. I wish for you a measure of comfort and peace as you live on with your precious son.
Thank you so very much
We have been following you for a long time and today was getting caught up on weeks of videos and just saw your loss. We are so very sorry for your loss. Know we prayed for you.
Thank you Tonya
Marina, you know, I feel this pain. But like you said. God gave John and you this last year to help you with God already knew. Praise God John is at peace now. I'm still trying to process not seeing him anymore. But thank God I will always have the memories. Praying for you Sis. 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Yes I do believe he is Sadie
I am so proud of you… I send hugs to you for comfort to get through the days ahead! You are a survivor! John was blessed to have you in his life!
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Gorgeous one you are an empath. So glad that you have the comfort of knowing he has peace 🕊️ Yes he was very talented and his furniture was lovely. Take care. Prayers sent your way .
I hate to thumbs up such tragedy but I know it helps some way. Marina please know we are here for you. This grief will never go away. Take your time. Praying for you and Chris
Thank you Shannon
love you! and Im in oohby how you seem to manage it all...respect for you girlfriend!!❤️
He was truly a changed person and we saw the connection between you too ..
And he was amaaaazing!!! he adored every step you took.
You will survive this! together with Chris❤
Oo wow, sertenly it would be so easy, to fall back in old bad, habits... You're a strong WOMAN!!!
You will survive and things will get there space in the nooks and crooks of youre soul and heart...
Lots and lots of love Marina...
John will never be forgotten by this community...and especially not by me, because he was in so many vlogs with you.. and the vibe between you, and the love was so sweet, caring and hilarious at many times
together .
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hugs and lots of 😘😘
Marina, you are stronger then you know, keep your faith. I am so glad you posted today, (I have been praying for you and your family) you have been on my mind. Please keep us updated on how you’re doing. Love 💕 and prayers.
I have to tell you how much your words have touched my heart. I relate to the songs and you are very strong. You can get through this. I'm sending hugs and love. ❤️
I'm also a 70's girl and can relate to a lot of what you're saying. Although I don't know what it's like to lose a spouse, I do know the trauma of losing a child in a tragic accident. The comment you made about it becoming a part of your cells is sadly so very true. That level of trauma, especially when it's so sudden, changes your brain and your whole body response to stress from that point forward. It's a version of physical and emotional h*** that noone deserves to experience. My heart breaks for you. Take care of yourself and give yourself grace. I will pray for you.
Thank you
Hey Marina, So thankful to see you. Of course I can't imagine what you're experiencing/ feeling at this time. I have suffered great loss of loved ones but each one is unique. God has blessed me with great family and friends to get through and take all the good from my lossed loved ones as inspiration to love others even better. We have too many people that ignore their feelings so please feel them and allow them to help heal you. Very sorry for this whole thing. John we live on with us for sure. Love to you, Chris, aunt Marina and of course to John's family. My dear treesta take care🧡🙏🏽🧡🙏🏽
My sincerest condolences to you and your family. I will never know the loss of a husband because I am divorced. But the end of my marriage was a death in my soul. Again it's no comparison. I pray for you Marina in your journey of peace. I'm a very emotional person and I feel your sorrow although I don't know you personally. Your husband will always be with you in your heart, in the eyes of your son, in a familiar song in anything that you do or see that will remind you he's with you. God bless you and your son and peace and glory to you, your son and your husband in heaven
Thank You so much 💓
Sending you the energy to get through this difficult time. I am so sorry for your loss!❤
I appreciate that sentiment so much
I am speechless my heart breaks for you and your son all the family. I miss my husband every day and night. 1982/2022 ( Please know all of you are in thoughts and prayers.) 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
You've been on my mind non -stop since yesterday. I'm also extremely empathetic, to my own detriment a lot of the time, because so many don't understand me. But I feel your pain right down deep in my soul as if it's happening to me. You are one of the strongest people I know, and I know you have no idea the impact you have had on my life. This will get you and Chris through the hardest of times. I know in my heart John did his absolute best to get and feel better..... but sometimes the lows have a way of making the most sense to the person suffering. I love you so much. Hang in there.... we're all here for you.
Thank you dawn I like what you said about the lows making the most sense 👏
@@confessionsofadollartreeaddict I'm speaking from personal experience too. Not putting details here.... but sometimes , when I was at my lowest, what made the most sense to me, was even though my family would initially mourn me, at least they wouldn't have to deal with the burden I felt I was to them. at that moment, it seems like the only solution.
Again, my heart goes out to you. Grief is extremely hard but for empaths it is very, very painful. Hang onto whatever higher belief or entity that you believe in. We love you Marina.
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So sorry you and your son have to go through this. Glad you got to spend a year that was much better with John. I am so glad you are letting this tragedy help others and not becoming bitter and vengeful. So glad you have been sober 17 years! That is a great accomplishment. Sending you hugs and love. Keeping you and Chris in my prayers.❤❤❤❤❤
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Keep the good memories close and talk about them let them guide you. He will always be by your side. Blessings to you ❤❤
😢My heart is breaking for you! 💔 You family here have you in are thoughts and prayers! I love you so much sending hugs and prayers for you and your family ❤️
I'm so sorry for all the pain that you and your son are going through. Fortunately you know your husband is at peace but, unfortunately you and your son are the ones who have to live with the pain and the trauma of what has happened!!! Death is a part of life but when something like this happens you will never get over it and will have to live with this the rest of your life. It will take a lot of time for you and your son to get through this. You will learn to deal with it and eventually it will get easier for you and it won't hurt as much as it does now. I'm not saying you won't ever have bad days...its been 19 years for me and every once in a while it just hits me like a tons of bricks and I have a good cry and then I move on. Marina please look into some kind of therapy for the both of you, It helps a lot to talk to someone . Especially for your son. Yesterday you said Christopher is very angry and he needs to release that anger, otherwise it's going to get worse and eat at him. He's way to young to have that burden!!! He may not want to do it now but he's got to get into therapy or support group. It's going to make the world of difference for him. I also wanted to tell you that I joined your channel with the perks. I didnt know that was even a thing until I changed the settings. I dont expect anything...I just wanted to do it to help you out a little because your going to need it since you can't work. My prayers and positive energy are with you and your family. If you need help with anything, please reach out to your family (You Tube Community) because there are many of us that CARE ABOUT YOU AND LOVE YOU FOR THE AMAZING WOMAN YOU ARE!!!!
Oh Marina, I'm so sorry to hear about your husband's passing. Keep reminiscung your wonderful memories and you will continue to feel him close to you every day. He will never leave your heart. Praying for you & your family. 🙏🏻❤️
I've watched your channel for a long time not so much for the products but because I like u. Much love and. Sympathy
You keep talking to us all you want. It is a great healing process. And you know we are all here for you and will always be by your side. As I said before, you are a strong person and you will survive this. Your son depends on you. Sending my love. ❤❤❤
Thank you so very much Debbie from one strong lady to another 💙 ❤️ 💪 ♥️
My Deepest Condolences to you and your family of the loss of your beautiful husband. May the peace of the Lord be with you now in days to come. Sending prayers🦋🙏🏻
Hugs and love dear Marina….Take time for you as well, it is not selfish as you need your time too. Hugs to your son and family as well
My dear Marina, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss! I am so praying for you, your son & other family members of your husband. I pray that you are surrounded by strength & peace. I pray that you have an easier ride as you both move forward & define a different life. I haven't commented before, but I constantly watch your channel & I just adore you! My heart hurts for you all & with you all. I have not ever had this exact experience, but I can't imagine. I just wanted to let you know that I am with you spiritually & mentally. You are strong & you & your son will make it through. I lost my daughter 5 years ago. She died in my arms I was fortunate enough to be present when she came & when she left. I don't feel time relieves the grief. For me it gave me a chance to exercise those muscles with which I carry my grief, so the load feels lighter. This enables me to carry it with appreciation for being blessed with this beautiful soul & move forward most of the time. After all, the level of grief is a direct correlation to how deep that love is. It is the cost of that privilege, which I will gladly pay. Please keep coming on & letting us see that you are doing okay. Please know you & your son are loved by many! God be with y'all!
Sending tons of prayers and love God bless you and your family. Death of a close one is very hard. I was born in 73 and I totally vi e with everything your saying ❤❤❤
Praying for strength to help you get through all of this. Once you get the death certificates make sure you go down to the Social security office to get survivors benefits for your son.
Marina I am so happy to see you talking to all of us today . I have been thinking of you and praying for you. I am also glad you are talking and sharing with us ,I appreciate it and know how hard this is for you. John I believe is at peace now and free . Continue to be strong and share with us . ❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
You talk whatever you want to talk about. If it helps you get thru this, then do it. I can not imagine what you're going thru. Your husband is with you, remember that ❤. Praying for you and your family will get through all of this. Take care..
OMG Marina! 😢 My condolences to you, your son & Family. I haven't been getting many of your posts & i don't know what happened but I'm SO SOOOOOO 🙏 SORRY. I'M RIGHT THERE WIT YOU, CONCERNING FEELING OTHERS PAIN. My stomach just blew up hearing this. We stay strong and fall apart later. You& your Family will be in my daily Prayers Marina. 😢❤❤❤!!!!
I'm so sorry for your loss. We will all miss him. Stay strong. You are stronger than you know and you are an amazing person. Thank you for sharing your pain with us.
As others have said before ~ thank you for sharing your husband with us. Your love for each other was obvious! It's easy for others to say "Step by step. You'll make it.", but we know you will.
Oh! My heart quivered, seeing you in this video. Your grief is shared so many that adore you, but hearing your words touched more than you know. Covering you and your son in Prayers. Day by Day, Moment by Moment Sweet Marina.❤😊❤ your DT family is here for you. God's Blessings upon you.
Thank you so much
Continue to be strong through Christ's love. I hope and pray that you know true healing throughout this extremely challenging time.
Marina - so sorry to hear your news. I, too, had a husband who suffered a traumatic brain injury (his was from a car accident). His life (and our family's) changed forever. A very, very hard predicament. He passed away 10 years ago from a massive heart attack. You never get "over" it - but you get "through" it. My prayers go out to you and Chris. I look forward to seeing you back on RUclips as soon as you are able. "HUGS"
Peach I had no idea that your husband also had a TBI
Yes - thank you for sharing your story - it helps “you” to talk about it and “others like us” to know they are not alone (I am from Ohio and we also had a support group here where we would all (those with TBI and their families) go on some outings and of course, conversations with the other caregivers was so helpful.
I’ll keep playing your videos - you’ve worked so hard and I’m so proud of you!!
I didn’t even know he was sick? What happened?
Oh sweet Marina... I'm so sorry.
I’m so very sorry for your loss I lost my husband in 2006 to a sudden heart attack at home so I know your pain.
I'm keeping you and Chris in my prayers . Marina, I know there are no words of comfort at this moment but just know you are stronger and braver then you think. God will get you through this, it will take time but it will happen.Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us. We are here for you. Take care and God bless. 🙏🙏🙏
My heart gos out to you and your son. Ever want to talk I'm here for you. Prayers for you and your family.
Stay strong marina RUclips and putting the content is exactly what you need right now. We are here to listen to you. We love you stay with us. God bless you and your son.
Thanks for sharing with us 🙏 Lord please watch over this beautiful family family and give them the strength to get through this Amen ❤
Marina I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. Your last video had ne crying. I realized how short life really is and how we should truly treasure every moment with the people whom we love. Life is rough, but you are a strong women. Even though, I do not personaly know you. I can see it in your being. Stay strong for you and your son. God Bless you and your son.
Thank you so very much
Sarah McLachlan has a beautiful song called "World on Fire" (if I'm remembering right) that might speak to you. I wanted to share a couple of creators who have lost their husbands fairly recently: Peachyymaddi lost her husband quite unexpectedly almost a year ago, and I think you might take some strength from her story. Another channel I follow, Lawyer Lee just lost her husband less than a month ago. She's only recently come back, so I don't know how raw her emotions might be right now, but there can be strength in the sharing of the pain. They are both strong, gracious and inspiring women, as I find you to be. I am so glad you had a year of your real husband and not just his demons. Please keep reaching out.
Marina, he might be gone physically, but he will always be in your heart. Memories good , bad, adventures, highs and lows is what life is all about. Take all the time you need to grief. Everyone does in a different way. My sincere condolences condolences 🙏💔
I’m so sorry for your loss! I’m thinking and praying for you, Chris and John’s parents! If you need anything please let us know! 🤗 ❤
I’m sorry to hear about your loss. Please keep up the great strength.
Marina, he will be there with you and his Son. I am glad you are sharing, and it will help someone.
Marina, I/we are here for you, let us help you anyway we can. Be safe. Try to be calm, so you can deal with difficult decisions to make. You have been constantly on my mind and will continue to be. My heart is broken for you. Stay strong my dear friend ❤️ 😢🥺😥😢😘😘😘💔💔
We will all miss the pics of John that we would have loved and enjoyed! When u can, keep recording , we want u to be able to share yre thoughts and feelings. We have become attached to u! Post pictures. The wedding pics and family pics , the three of u! Love to u and Chris… bless John’s soul! Lindalu🥹
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I'm beyond sorry for the loss of your husband 😞🙏😞🙏. My heart is breaking for you.. sending prayers to you and your family 🙏🙏🙏
My thoughts, heart & prayers are with you Marina. I just found your channel a few weeks ago & love your videos! God bless you & your son, always ❤🙏❤🙏
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I’m so sorry for your loss and I to am a widow of 9 months it’s very difficult to imagine your life without your husband. Please breath and take one minute at a time and you can do this❤ 🙏🏼
Hello Marina thank you for letting us know how you feel in this difficult time ❤ you don't know how much you are helping yourself and many other's thank you for being a blessing ❤ I just want to also tell you I love your YT channel . I am praying 🙏🏽 for you and your son . Sending you both hugs God bless you always ❤❤
My condolences Marena and Chris on the loss of John. Wishing you peace during this difficult time.
Oh Marina i am so sorry 😢 it’s unbelievable to me and I think about you and Chris everyday! I am truly sorry
God bless you and your son just take it one day and a time. I will continue to pray for your family. You are a good person and always think of others.
Marina, making these videos and talking through your grief is going to be very cathartic for you. I’m happy that you are able to come on RUclips and to let us know that you are ok. Take one day at a time and little by little you and Chris will make it through to a different kind of normal. You are right, it is a blessing that he is at peace and I pray for the repose of his sweet soul. I hope that you receive signs that will let you know he is ok. When we lose someone we love; those signs can be so comforting!
Condolences to John’s parents. No parent should have to bury their child. I can’t think of anything more heart wrenching. Praying for you and keeping you all in my thoughts.
I’m so glad you came on today, I have been thinking of you ❤
You have been in my thoughts constantly and my prayers. My heart hurts for you 💔 and Chris. Love and hugs to you both.
Bless you, Marina! We love you❤
I think it's wonderful of you to share what you are going through, just only share what you are comfortable with. I know nothing about RUclips and channel funding but I went back to watch your first video last night. I figured I could get my Marina fix and learn more about your life. I don't know if watching old videos helps your channel but I hope so. Maybe others can do it too. Also, if you need content, I thought about sending you pictures from my stores. Maybe you can use them for a short video without much work. I have no clue, just trying to think of things to help
Yes it sure does watching old videos generates interest in my channel. That is so nice of you
Marina Omgosh I’m so so sorry for your loss..I’m heartbroken 💔💔for you and Chris..You are an amazing woman who’s been through hell and back.. Your strength is admirable and your courage to tell his story is truly beautiful..I have also been thru the loss of my husband and it’s devastating..We are both strong and passionate woman who forge onward in times of tragedy. We use or passion for a purpose and this will help you to move forward with beautiful memories, understanding, and feeling of John being at piece..We love you and we are here for you doll… Please use your platform to reach out and let us help you.. l will pray for your healing❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 and for our John’s❤️ Robyn💕💕
I’m so sorry for your loss Marina❤️ Take it one day at a time!!!
You're on my mind!!❤ I could tell he was a good man!
Im so sorry marina i have been thinking about you and your son you all are in my thoughts and prayers daily. You're a wonderful person and very kind. Im going to keep playing your videos to help support.
That is truly amazing 👏 of you ❤️ I appreciate you so much
@@confessionsofadollartreeaddict you're very welcome Marina ♥️ 💙
Marina, i am so sorry for your loss. God grant you strength through this most difficult time. I had to plan my mother's funeral last year and it is good to have support of loved ones to help you make decisions because my head was so clouded and i had never had to plan a funeral all on my own. Otherwise i would be second guessing myself.
I hope your in laws give you the support you need..
My heart goes out to you , Chris and your in laws..
I cannot believe it. He was just here shopping and blogging with you. So sorry hunny for your loss. So sad and tragic. I hope you get through this ❤
My deepest condolences to you and your family...may he RIP..🙏🏽 You are in my thoughts and prayers...stay strong Queen!!
I’m here for you. ❤
Marina, I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending ((HUGS)) & Prayers. I know what you are going through, I lost my husband two years ago this month. I listened to Lewis Capaldi every single night.
Sorry for your loss! Prayers for you, Chris and family.
So sorry for your loss. Treasure the wonderful memories 💖
So sorry Hun ,I lost my husband as well and it's devastating..My condolences ❤
I love you Marina and I 1000% relate to every single word you said you know I know exactly what you're saying I love you so much and once again I'm giving you all my strength to get through this I know I keep saying it there's no words I can say to you I have been through this exact situation and you know I am here for you it happened nearly 18 years ago to me and I still have my horrible days speaking to music that's why I don't listen to music hardly anymore because the music takes me back and a lot of it is torture for me I love you
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Marina! So glad to see you! I’ve been thinking about you all day!! Love you so much ❤️❤️❤️
Deepest sympathy to you and your family.
I thank you...for your sharing, for your strength. I'm going though a lot with my health...sometimes wanting to give up, but listening to you, also gave me strength. You are a special person...I pray for you every day. God bless you
I glad you came on today. Hugs
Thank you for sharing with us ❤Sending you a warm tight hug ….
My condolences to you and your son. My husband of 39 years died in August 2022 so I knew it's hard cuz there's no rights or wrong. Take care of yourself and your son- whatever that means. You'll get some right & probably some wrong. But you'll make it through. Rely on friends and both your families- biological and Utube. I wish you the best & will be sending warm thoughts.
Thinking of you and Chris...sending positivity. And am enjoying watching your older videos.
Thank you for sharing. I’m glad God gave you this past year as a reprieve to end with some great memories.
My payers and good thoughts are with you and Chris. I totally understand about feeling. I am a feeler. Please Stay Safe Happy and Healthy Have A Wonderful day
Sending love and prayers dear Marina. My heart breaks for you. Thank you for your bravery on sharing this. If it helps somebody. So many things that wouldn't occur to us at the worst time in our lives. I lost Mom, brother and sister in about 1 year. I know how crazy complicated it can be. I know you don't know me,but you could email or get in touch if you needed. John shared so much with us this last year. So brave. What a gift it was. You and Chris are loved Marina.You are never alone.❤
So much love to you and your son. It’s absolutely okay to be numb, to not know which end is up, to not know how to feel and respond. We love you and everything you’re feeling is valid. ❤
Thank you for this video Marina. I know its tough . We understand you are overwhelmed right now so take thetme you need. We love you ❤️