Good luck for your cycle challenge Tina. I hope all your fans support you when you need it most. Such a worthy cause. If all subscribers gave just a pound, imagine how much you could raise! Love your videos, don't change a thing xxx
Cried through most of this (menopausal !). I have had to make this decision far too many times (including with foster ponies). It doesn’t get easier. Big hug to everyone
I barely knew Blue Dog and what I did know of him was virtual, but even I feel very sad, so no doubt, your entire household is absolutely heartbroken right now. He was just gorgeous and so so sweet. I take solace knowing that he's had the best of everything for his whole life and that he was so well loved by Winston, Rob and you and likely others. Just because you get emotional doesn't mean you aren't strong. You are so strong and I have no doubt that you offered Rob and Winston the kindest, best support. I'm glad that you were able to go out and have some pony fun! You deserve it! And great footage of Cameron having fun on his majesty!
Ah Tina, it’s without a doubt the hardest decision to ever have to make. Just remember you gave him the most amazing life, and that awful to make decision means that he didn’t have to suffer or live in pain. He’ll be saying thank you to all of you from beyond the rainbow bridge. It can help to keep busy, don’t ever feel like you’d be judged x x
Loss is what we risk when we love; your entire household is trying to find a new normal with one missing. I put a household member to sleep last October & I still look for her. Hugs to all of you. And I love Banksy's style!
Loosing a pet is so so so hard. It’s loosing a family member. Just remember you have given them the best life you could of possibly given him. We love you Tina 💜💜💜💜 sending lots of hugs to everyone
Well that got me 😥 I'm so sorry Tina 😞 it's never easy and as heartbreaking when it's an animal that's for sure . Love your vlogs highs and lows. Amazing footage of Cameron on Banksy such a brilliant ridder and Banksy looked fab definitely enjoyed himself. Lot's of love Tina xx
We will always appreciate your vlogs Tina 💖 even when you don't feel like filming you always do what will please us all. You are such an inspiration 💗💗
Big hugs 🤗 losing a beloved pet is just the same as losing a human family member. Knowing when to say goodbye is the last act of kindness that we can show our best friends... be kind to yourself ❤ run free over the rainbow bridge Blue 🌈 xx
I'm so sorry Tina. And of course to Sam and the family too. Especially after what happened with Bear and Meg everything seems to have crashed down after Badminton. Sending lots of love xx
So sorry for the loss of your sweet Blue boy! I know how much you, Robbie, and Winston loved him and that you made the best decision for him. Thank you again for sharing your life with us even when it is so hard. Real life is tough and I appreciate you staying real with us. What a beautiful ride from Cameron and wonderful comments about your sweet Banksy boo. Take good care of yourself as you grieve and know that we are all here sending so much love and hugs your way!
The pain never leaves but eventually the memories and smiles outweigh that pain 4 years since I had to make that choice. But blue boy will always be in your memory❤️❤️ have fun in the fields over the rainbow bride blue boy xx
Clips of blue boy made me cry, such a strong beautiful intelligent dog.He will wait for you in heaven Tina and then you will meet again, till that time he's right by your side. Alwaysxx
Oh Tina I’m so so so sorry about Blue, I know how you feel💙💙 Sending you big big hugs, I will be thinking of you❤️ Even though you are upset about Blue you still make a video for us, you are such an inspiration to all of us! I loved seeing Cameron ride Banksy
And just wanted to say that I have always found going out (hack or outing with friends) with my horses has been the best medicine for helping with a loss or any time I am upset. I think your decision to let Cameron ride was smart…getting out reminds us to change gears and gently grieve while continuing to live. Condolences to you and Rob.
RIP Blue💔 It’s always hard to lose and pet and you’re allowed to grieve, I still grieve over my horse that I lost suddenly last year. It gets easier when you know it was the right time as I’ve had dogs PTS when they where old and sick and when you know they’ve had a long and happy life it gets easier…hugs to all❤️❤️
Loosing a family member is never easy and the pain stays with u but loosing an animal in my opion is so hard as they can never tell u about the pain and wanting to say 'enough now' .....all we can do is love them! T I feel your loss and as a grown man I shed a tear about blue 😢...grab a smile
Oh! I'm so sorry to hear this Tina, Rob and Winston - you gave Blue the best life! You must know that. Your mum is right - 'to have loved and lost is better than to have not loved at all.'
Oh boy that intro made me cry. You're such a sweet soul. You love your animals like I do, like they're family. It's the way it should be, but boy it's hard when you lose them.😭 Hugs to you!💗💗💗
Sending you lots of love to you and your family through this difficult time 💞 Blue Boy is looking down on you wagging his little tail saying mommy don't be sad as I will always be with you in spirit 🤗 and he loved you lots and lots as you gave him the best life a doggo could ask for, filled with lots of love, fun and adventure. Be strong
Tina I just want to say that I am so sorry to hear your sad 😭 news about loosing blue. I'm glad to see you back again to blogging again. R.I.P Blue you will be so missed but never forgotten. Sending lots of hugs tina and I hope you pull through this difficult time that you and rob are currently going through
Dearest Tina, One of the truest aspects of your vlogs is that.... you are Human. A senative, caring Human. You are not alone with the issues crossing your path of late as you mentioned. I too have come to the time of putting down my beautiful gelding. I had his Mum for 30 years before that time came when she was 36 years. old. It's never easy but with time and beautiful memories we heal. Love the lessons with Cameron. Boy Banski was awesome with the jumps! He is an awesome horse! Many hugs to you Tina. Condolences to you, Rob and Winston with the loss of Blue. Stay safe. 💙🐎😎
So sorry for the loss of your gorgeous Blue. Really feel for you. I've been there 4 times and it's tough. Hard on the other dog too. Super lesson for you and Banks 🤗
RIP Blue 💙 Much love to you Tina & all the family. Our 4 legged (or 2-legged) pets are family. Condolences on the loss of your sweet Blue. Thank for your honesty & also for your bravery sharing that fab video of Cameron riding Banksy. Carrying our grief & pressing on with life is tough & takes a great deal of strength. Take great pride in how amazing your Banksy is doing - he is one powerful & talented horse. Everyone is different & we each have our own journey thru life. Enjoy each day. Your vlogs will undoubtedely bring you such comfort as you look back and reflect on your life & enjoy the immense blessing of seeing those whom you love & who love you. Be kind to yourself Tina, you are strong, kind & brave. Much love🤗x
Sending you and yours lots of love and light Tina. You made the right decision you brave girl. Your other dog will know bless you. Take care of you all love the Bester's X.
Big hugs from Australia. Still cry about my dog sometimes and it's been a couple of years. By still going, you were still supporting Emily even though your heart was breaking. Cameron is such a charming person, that he was able to bring some sunshine to such a sad day.
Thank you for sharing..Great to see Cameron ride whilst all the time focusing on how to improve your ability to get the best out of Banksy. I have a very elderly dog,so seeing your courage in deciding when to say farewell, gives me Strenght and courage that I can do the ultimate right thing for my best most faithful friend when the time comes. Thank you
This made me shed a tear too. The hardest decisions are usually the best ones and out furry family members take a little bit of our hearts with them. Thank you for sharing it how it is, and I hope taking the time to heal helps in the long run. You are a little ray of sunshine for all of us watching ❤️
I am so sorry for you loss with blue and I am sending my love, it’s sadly a part of owning these animals. You are so dedicated with your job and even though you have been through this you can still put out a vlog. Also Banks looked epic west Cameron was riding him. 💙💙
I personally never expect you to be happy and smiley all the time. We want you to be who you are and how you’re feeling at that moment. We will meet you where you’re at because we care about you! I’ve been experiencing a lot of grief lately too and I have found it important to stay busy, so absolutely no judgment here. We will remember Blue boy alongside you. xx
Aw Tina, my heart is aching with you 💜 don’t ever be ashamed of showing your emotions, part of the healing process is sharing our feelings and allowing ourselves the time to grieve, which in turn then allows the wonderful memories to shine bright. The decisions we make as animal parents can be the most heart wrenching ones of our lives. You are a wonderful lady and I enjoy watching your equestrian journey, both you and Ems have such a wonderful friendship, which shows through in your vlogs, I follow both of you. Sending you much love, light and healing 💕 xx
You are allowed to feel sad and cry… we are so sorry for your loss. I find the good memories do start to take over eventually but it is never easy. It is so good to see you have some love around you to help💞
I lost my beloved whippet Jim 2 years ago. The vets sent me a pack of poppy seeds and every year when they come up I say Jim's poppies are here. I miss my little boy so so much but I'm just so glad I had him in my life. Sleep well blue boy and love to you Tina - carry on being you as we all understand how you are feeling. Lots of love from Liz in Lancashire xxx
Banksy looks incredible and so much fun! I'm so sorry to see about Blue it's the absolute worst when they have to go!! That last clip of you and him had me in tears! Thinking of you all at this tough time!! xx
Tina, I cried for you at the start of the vlog and again at the end. I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing family members, whether human or furry, is incredibly difficult. It’s normal to grieve, and how you grieve will change constantly. It’s a really crappy situation, but I’ve no doubt that you and Rob would have made the kindest decision for Blue and that he had a wonderful life with your family.
So sorry for your loss of Blue - so sad and so feel for you. Thank you for posting know how difficult - Loved watching Cameron ride - boy is he good - his body is so balanced which makes Banksy so balanced and beautiful!!
i really hope your okay tina we all love you so much cameron rode banksy so well he’s a great rider. i’m so so so sorry about blue dog everyone is here for you and we love you so much take care honey🤍
so sorry for your loss - they are such an amazing part of our lives. wish they could live longer but the memories you have made over the years will stay with you forever.
Tina, I'm so very sorry for your loss. It bloomin well hurts like hell. We lost our special boy in November which was unexpected. They become such a special part of your family, as does any family pet. When they leave us, it leaves a huge hole. Just keep reminding yourself that you gave him such a good life with endless love & cuddles. ❤️
aw Tina, they are our soulmates, go gently with yourself. and you never need to be 'up' when you're not feeling it; grief is beautiful in its own way, it means we loved so deeply. and this is why YT beats TV any day.. people being real. Thank you for sharing your beautiful self with us xxx
Tina, we are all with you. Most of us have been in your position and it is the hardest gift you can ever give to someone you love. I love your channel because you wear your heart on your sleeve. Your joy is boundless and your sadness is heartbreaking. No one would ever criticize you for trying to move forward despite the pain. Thank you for putting it out there, Thank you too for lovely clip of Blue. My dogs were cocking their heads at the computer when he was "talking." He was a beautiful boy and you are a beautiful person.
So sorry for your loss of sweet Blue dog! Everyone grieves differently, some need to hole up some need to stay busy. Never feel guilty for doing what helps you grieve and cope! I too would get comfort in spending time and being distracted by my other animals! Thank you for sharing!
I'm so so sorry Tina, my heart goes out to all of you. they aren't just a pet, they are our family. Give Sam lots of cuddles and I'm sure he will give you cuddles too. thinking of your and your family in your time of grief
I’m so sorry to hear about blue dog 💖 he had a wonderful life with you 💖 sending my love to you and your family 💖 xx loved watching Cameron and banksy 💖 xx Thanks for being honest with everyone 💖 xx
it’s never easy loosing something, someone who means so much to you, we all understand if you ever need to take the time away from social media whatever you do makes us pleased. i had to cope with loosing my soulmate my pony just around two years ago and i still struggle to this day with his loss animals know that we’ve tried our best with them and they are thankful for us keep your head high Tina 💗 xx
Cameron is an utter star and Banks shines in his hands. Honestly girl, you have to know that all living things come to their end and that you have given your animals the very best of everything. They were deeply lucky to have you as you them. Celebrate them and then bring your sparkle back for your animals and family. They are sad because you are sad. Keep on keeping on.. Oh and husbands are the biggest softest lumps when it comes time for goodbyes. I had to take all of ours. He was always in bits. You will always love each and everyone of your animals and for that your heart will grow stronger in love and in the losses.
Oh Tina, never feel bad about having emotions, we really do understand. You gave me a few tears remembering the fur babies I have lost. We love you and all of your family & never mind sharing your ups & downs. If we did we wouldn’t be part of your online family. Please again take care & don’t ever feel bad to share with us. Banksy did really well with Cameron & I think that Cameron really enjoyed it to. Try & remember the good times you shared with Blue 🥰💕
Oh Tina, I’m sending all my love. I know how hard grief can be, I have sadly had to say goodbye to several of my much loved pets over the years, the hardest being making the decision to put my first pony to sleep. Then more recently I have lost friends and it feels all consuming. It’s never easy, it always hurts but just like your mum said always grateful that we get the chance to have them in our lives and create wonderful memories. ❤️
So sorry about Blue. It IS really hard losing a pet. The longer you have them the harder it is I find. I dred the day when my old cat won't be here any more. We spent 19 years together thus far and he has artrithis in his hocks. Every day I get to have him with me is special. Of course you're not your usual happy bubbly self. As I said losing a pet is tough. Lovely seeing Cameron on Banksy, the smiles on both of their faces was great to see.
You are amazing and still you, so open and raw. I lost my boy after 16 years having him at my side…. It’s the worse, and you just need to feel what you feel and give yourself time. Honestly I feel for you and Robbie and the other animals! Also Cam 🤩 wow!!! He not only talks the talk, he can walk the walk!! Gotta make you feel so good about Banksy and all your work and time with him ❤️
Love this video so much. It is so hard loosing our fur babies and the best thing to do is try an carry on a new normal life as quickly as possible otherwise you get stuck in your head to much and it wears you down. Blue dog was so beautiful. Sending a lot of love.
I feel for you, unfortunately I am dealing with putting an animal down later this month. I have her for a little longer and spoiling her rotten right now. Wishing a peaceful week.
Going to see Cameron on your sad day kept you from thinking sad thoughts for short while and no one should blame you for that Tina. I also saw my husband in floods of tears when we lost out 15 year old collie. Very sad time for you buy keep those memories of Blue boy close to you and you will get through this. Lots of love.
We’re all human. I lost my lurcher boy almost 4 years to the day and it’s nearly 3 years since saying goodbye to my big mare at 26 and even after all this time I’m dreading it because I still find it so hard to relate to the fact that I’ll never hack her again or never have a new story about her antics - there were many. My point is, we all go through human emotions and we all loose loved ones. Never feel guilty for discussing or feeling upset. We all know and understand. I’m so very sorry for your loss, remember those good times, I’m sure there are so many! X
Thank you for sharing even tho you didn't want to. Wow Cameron did a great job in bankies lessons, Was so love when Cameron said banks was one of the best horses he's ridden. RIP BLUE DOG LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY. 💙💙💙💙💙
Oh Tina I'm going to cry too. Losing a family member is never easy, whether it's human or animal. I hope you can all be kind to yourselves.
Thank you xxx
Losing a fur baby is never easy, no matter how old you are... but it's the last act of kindness that we can do 💛
Very very true xx
I have tears in my eyes it is never easy kissing someone you love human or animal because they are our family. My deepest condolences. ❤️
Also, please the snippett at the end of blue dog talking. Precious memories 🥰 xx
So very very precious. Definitely grateful of iCloud for storing so many pictures and videos xx
Your amazing. Having pony fun is just what you need. It’s ok to laugh as well as cry. I try to look at the funny and loving times
Good luck for your cycle challenge Tina. I hope all your fans support you when you need it most. Such a worthy cause. If all subscribers gave just a pound, imagine how much you could raise! Love your videos, don't change a thing xxx
Aaawwww thank you so much and so very true!! I will share the link in my next video so fingers crossed 🤞 xx
Cried through most of this (menopausal !). I have had to make this decision far too many times (including with foster ponies). It doesn’t get easier. Big hug to everyone
We lost our dog 3yrs ago and the heartbreak is so real. Even today, I tear up and that lump in my throat returns. Sending lots of love ❤️
I barely knew Blue Dog and what I did know of him was virtual, but even I feel very sad, so no doubt, your entire household is absolutely heartbroken right now. He was just gorgeous and so so sweet. I take solace knowing that he's had the best of everything for his whole life and that he was so well loved by Winston, Rob and you and likely others. Just because you get emotional doesn't mean you aren't strong. You are so strong and I have no doubt that you offered Rob and Winston the kindest, best support. I'm glad that you were able to go out and have some pony fun! You deserve it! And great footage of Cameron having fun on his majesty!
Loosing our fur babies is heartbreaking. We love you during the good and bad times Tina. Don’t ever feel the need to apologise. 💞
So sorry about Blue Tina thinking of you 💙 They are so so precious xxx
Thanks Katie xx
Ah Tina, it’s without a doubt the hardest decision to ever have to make. Just remember you gave him the most amazing life, and that awful to make decision means that he didn’t have to suffer or live in pain. He’ll be saying thank you to all of you from beyond the rainbow bridge. It can help to keep busy, don’t ever feel like you’d be judged x x
Loss is what we risk when we love; your entire household is trying to find a new normal with one missing. I put a household member to sleep last October & I still look for her. Hugs to all of you. And I love Banksy's style!
Loosing a pet is so so so hard. It’s loosing a family member. Just remember you have given them the best life you could of possibly given him. We love you Tina 💜💜💜💜 sending lots of hugs to everyone
Well that got me 😥 I'm so sorry Tina 😞 it's never easy and as heartbreaking when it's an animal that's for sure . Love your vlogs highs and lows. Amazing footage of Cameron on Banksy such a brilliant ridder and Banksy looked fab definitely enjoyed himself. Lot's of love Tina xx
We will always appreciate your vlogs Tina 💖 even when you don't feel like filming you always do what will please us all. You are such an inspiration 💗💗
Ditto!
Aww Tina I know exactly how you feel! All the love to you and rob xx rest easy blue boy xxx
oh my word sobbing with you Blue was loved and his paw prints will always be on your heart , sending you a huge hug xxx
Big hugs 🤗 losing a beloved pet is just the same as losing a human family member. Knowing when to say goodbye is the last act of kindness that we can show our best friends... be kind to yourself ❤ run free over the rainbow bridge Blue 🌈 xx
I'm so sorry Tina. And of course to Sam and the family too. Especially after what happened with Bear and Meg everything seems to have crashed down after Badminton. Sending lots of love xx
Watching Banks and Cameron is such a Joy. It will get better but it is devastating when it's time to let them go. 🐴
Didn’t they look incredible together, made me very proud xx
Sorry for your loss Tina we all are here for you and love you xxx
Thank you emma xx
So sorry for the loss of your sweet Blue boy! I know how much you, Robbie, and Winston loved him and that you made the best decision for him. Thank you again for sharing your life with us even when it is so hard. Real life is tough and I appreciate you staying real with us. What a beautiful ride from Cameron and wonderful comments about your sweet Banksy boo. Take good care of yourself as you grieve and know that we are all here sending so much love and hugs your way!
The pain never leaves but eventually the memories and smiles outweigh that pain 4 years since I had to make that choice. But blue boy will always be in your memory❤️❤️ have fun in the fields over the rainbow bride blue boy xx
Oh Tina, condolences to all of you (especially Winston!) I know Blue had a lovely life with you all. We never get long enough with our best friends!
I am so sorry my darling never easy loosing any animal they are family members. Look at your beautiful boy your right to be proud of him much love
Thank you xxx
Clips of blue boy made me cry, such a strong beautiful intelligent dog.He will wait for you in heaven Tina and then you will meet again, till that time he's right by your side. Alwaysxx
Tina never feel bad about being upset in a vlog. Blue dog was one of your fur babies and you all loved him very much. xx
Oh Tina I’m so so so sorry about Blue, I know how you feel💙💙 Sending you big big hugs, I will be thinking of you❤️ Even though you are upset about Blue you still make a video for us, you are such an inspiration to all of us! I loved seeing Cameron ride Banksy
Awe, Tina I'm so very sorry about Blue Boy. You are all in my thoughts
And just wanted to say that I have always found going out (hack or outing with friends) with my horses has been the best medicine for helping with a loss or any time I am upset. I think your decision to let Cameron ride was smart…getting out reminds us to change gears and gently grieve while continuing to live. Condolences to you and Rob.
RIP Blue💔 It’s always hard to lose and pet and you’re allowed to grieve, I still grieve over my horse that I lost suddenly last year. It gets easier when you know it was the right time as I’ve had dogs PTS when they where old and sick and when you know they’ve had a long and happy life it gets easier…hugs to all❤️❤️
Loosing a family member is never easy and the pain stays with u but loosing an animal in my opion is so hard as they can never tell u about the pain and wanting to say 'enough now' .....all we can do is love them! T I feel your loss and as a grown man I shed a tear about blue 😢...grab a smile
Oh! I'm so sorry to hear this Tina, Rob and Winston - you gave Blue the best life! You must know that. Your mum is right - 'to have loved and lost is better than to have not loved at all.'
Oh boy that intro made me cry. You're such a sweet soul. You love your animals like I do, like they're family. It's the way it should be, but boy it's hard when you lose them.😭 Hugs to you!💗💗💗
Crying with you watching this 💔 sending lots of love & hugs xxx
We love you Tina!! Thanks for just being you and always sharing life the way it comes. Tell Robbie we all send our love!
So sorry about the loss of your Blue Boy. The circle of life sure can hurt, but then bring happiness, as well.
Sending you lots of love to you and your family through this difficult time 💞 Blue Boy is looking down on you wagging his little tail saying mommy don't be sad as I will always be with you in spirit 🤗 and he loved you lots and lots as you gave him the best life a doggo could ask for, filled with lots of love, fun and adventure. Be strong
Tina I just want to say that I am so sorry to hear your sad 😭 news about loosing blue. I'm glad to see you back again to blogging again. R.I.P Blue you will be so missed but never forgotten. Sending lots of hugs tina and I hope you pull through this difficult time that you and rob are currently going through
We love you, Tina. From the State of Tennessee across the pond. A beautiful vlog.
Aaawwwwww Thank you so much!xx
Dearest Tina, One of the truest aspects of your vlogs is that.... you are Human. A senative, caring Human. You are not alone with the issues crossing your path of late as you mentioned. I too have come to the time of putting down my beautiful gelding. I had his Mum for 30 years before that time came when she was 36 years. old. It's never easy but with time and beautiful memories we heal. Love the lessons with Cameron. Boy Banski was awesome with the jumps! He is an awesome horse! Many hugs to you Tina. Condolences to you, Rob and Winston with the loss of Blue. Stay safe. 💙🐎😎
So sorry for the loss of your gorgeous Blue. Really feel for you. I've been there 4 times and it's tough. Hard on the other dog too. Super lesson for you and Banks 🤗
RIP Blue 💙 Much love to you Tina & all the family. Our 4 legged (or 2-legged) pets are family. Condolences on the loss of your sweet Blue. Thank for your honesty & also for your bravery sharing that fab video of Cameron riding Banksy. Carrying our grief & pressing on with life is tough & takes a great deal of strength. Take great pride in how amazing your Banksy is doing - he is one powerful & talented horse. Everyone is different & we each have our own journey thru life. Enjoy each day. Your vlogs will undoubtedely bring you such comfort as you look back and reflect on your life & enjoy the immense blessing of seeing those whom you love & who love you. Be kind to yourself Tina, you are strong, kind & brave. Much love🤗x
Oh Tina 💛 they'll break your heart. Thinking of you and yours, rest easy blue boy 💕
Thanks Josey 💙
Sending you and yours lots of love and light Tina. You made the right decision you brave girl. Your other dog will know bless you. Take care of you all love the Bester's X.
Thanks Nikki xxx
Big hugs from Australia. Still cry about my dog sometimes and it's been a couple of years. By still going, you were still supporting Emily even though your heart was breaking. Cameron is such a charming person, that he was able to bring some sunshine to such a sad day.
Lots of Love Tina to you and your family xx I know what it is like 🥰
Appreciate that Karen xx
Thank you for sharing..Great to see Cameron ride whilst all the time focusing on how to improve your ability to get the best out of Banksy.
I have a very elderly dog,so seeing your courage in deciding when to say farewell, gives me Strenght and courage that I can do the ultimate right thing for my best most faithful friend when the time comes. Thank you
This made me shed a tear too. The hardest decisions are usually the best ones and out furry family members take a little bit of our hearts with them. Thank you for sharing it how it is, and I hope taking the time to heal helps in the long run. You are a little ray of sunshine for all of us watching ❤️
Aaawwwwww thank you Bianca 😘
Completely understandable and relatable. Big hugs ❤️❤️
I am so sorry for you loss with blue and I am sending my love, it’s sadly a part of owning these animals. You are so dedicated with your job and even though you have been through this you can still put out a vlog. Also Banks looked epic west Cameron was riding him. 💙💙
Big hugs Tina, fly high Blue! 🥰🌈
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I personally never expect you to be happy and smiley all the time. We want you to be who you are and how you’re feeling at that moment. We will meet you where you’re at because we care about you! I’ve been experiencing a lot of grief lately too and I have found it important to stay busy, so absolutely no judgment here. We will remember Blue boy alongside you. xx
Aw Tina, my heart is aching with you 💜 don’t ever be ashamed of showing your emotions, part of the healing process is sharing our feelings and allowing ourselves the time to grieve, which in turn then allows the wonderful memories to shine bright. The decisions we make as animal parents can be the most heart wrenching ones of our lives. You are a wonderful lady and I enjoy watching your equestrian journey, both you and Ems have such a wonderful friendship, which shows through in your vlogs, I follow both of you. Sending you much love, light and healing 💕 xx
You are allowed to feel sad and cry… we are so sorry for your loss. I find the good memories do start to take over eventually but it is never easy.
It is so good to see you have some love around you to help💞
Remember that one never forgets bad experiences but with time it gets overwhelmed with good ones. So go and have got times and life goes on.
Much love to you and your family over the loss of Blue, he seemed like a sweet boy and a loyal friend to all in the family.
I lost my beloved whippet Jim 2 years ago. The vets sent me a pack of poppy seeds and every year when they come up I say Jim's poppies are here. I miss my little boy so so much but I'm just so glad I had him in my life. Sleep well blue boy and love to you Tina - carry on being you as we all understand how you are feeling. Lots of love from Liz in Lancashire xxx
I’m so sorry for your loss. Please care for yourself!! There’s nothing wrong with shedding tears on line!! Love you to bits
Banksy looks incredible and so much fun! I'm so sorry to see about Blue it's the absolute worst when they have to go!! That last clip of you and him had me in tears! Thinking of you all at this tough time!! xx
Sending you so much love Tina ❤️ it’s so so difficult saying goodbye to a pet, I hope your heart heals quickly xx
Tina, I cried for you at the start of the vlog and again at the end. I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing family members, whether human or furry, is incredibly difficult. It’s normal to grieve, and how you grieve will change constantly. It’s a really crappy situation, but I’ve no doubt that you and Rob would have made the kindest decision for Blue and that he had a wonderful life with your family.
Big hugs. It’s heartbreaking to lose a fur baby especially when you have to make the hard decision to do what’s right for them. 😢
So sorry for your loss of Blue - so sad and so feel for you. Thank you for posting know how difficult - Loved watching Cameron ride - boy is he good - his body is so balanced which makes Banksy so balanced and beautiful!!
i really hope your okay tina we all love you so much cameron rode banksy so well he’s a great rider. i’m so so so sorry about blue dog everyone is here for you and we love you so much take care honey🤍
so sorry for your loss - they are such an amazing part of our lives. wish they could live longer but the memories you have made over the years will stay with you forever.
Tina, I'm so very sorry for your loss. It bloomin well hurts like hell. We lost our special boy in November which was unexpected. They become such a special part of your family, as does any family pet. When they leave us, it leaves a huge hole. Just keep reminding yourself that you gave him such a good life with endless love & cuddles. ❤️
Oh Tina never, ever, apologize for being you. And please never change. Sending you all a hug xxx
aw Tina, they are our soulmates, go gently with yourself. and you never need to be 'up' when you're not feeling it; grief is beautiful in its own way, it means we loved so deeply. and this is why YT beats TV any day.. people being real. Thank you for sharing your beautiful self with us xxx
Tina I am so sorry for your loss. Be true to yourself, you are a lovely and kind hearted woman and do not be hard on yourself.
Tina, we are all with you. Most of us have been in your position and it is the hardest gift you can ever give to someone you love. I love your channel because you wear your heart on your sleeve. Your joy is boundless and your sadness is heartbreaking. No one would ever criticize you for trying to move forward despite the pain. Thank you for putting it out there, Thank you too for lovely clip of Blue. My dogs were cocking their heads at the computer when he was "talking." He was a beautiful boy and you are a beautiful person.
So sorry for your loss of sweet Blue dog! Everyone grieves differently, some need to hole up some need to stay busy. Never feel guilty for doing what helps you grieve and cope! I too would get comfort in spending time and being distracted by my other animals! Thank you for sharing!
I'm so so sorry Tina, my heart goes out to all of you. they aren't just a pet, they are our family. Give Sam lots of cuddles and I'm sure he will give you cuddles too. thinking of your and your family in your time of grief
I’m so sorry to hear about blue dog 💖 he had a wonderful life with you 💖 sending my love to you and your family 💖 xx loved watching Cameron and banksy 💖 xx Thanks for being honest with everyone 💖 xx
it’s never easy loosing something, someone who means so much to you, we all understand if you ever need to take the time away from social media whatever you do makes us pleased. i had to cope with loosing my soulmate my pony just around two years ago and i still struggle to this day with his loss animals know that we’ve tried our best with them and they are thankful for us keep your head high Tina 💗 xx
Cameron is an utter star and Banks shines in his hands. Honestly girl, you have to know that all living things come to their end and that you have given your animals the very best of everything. They were deeply lucky to have you as you them. Celebrate them and then bring your sparkle back for your animals and family. They are sad because you are sad. Keep on keeping on.. Oh and husbands are the biggest softest lumps when it comes time for goodbyes. I had to take all of ours. He was always in bits. You will always love each and everyone of your animals and for that your heart will grow stronger in love and in the losses.
So sorry Tina ❤️its the hardest decision ever but it’s all part of it and never gets easier xx
Oh Tina, never feel bad about having emotions, we really do understand. You gave me a few tears remembering the fur babies I have lost. We love you and all of your family & never mind sharing your ups & downs. If we did we wouldn’t be part of your online family. Please again take care & don’t ever feel bad to share with us. Banksy did really well with Cameron & I think that Cameron really enjoyed it to. Try & remember the good times you shared with Blue 🥰💕
Sending love and hugs Tina 🙈😢❤️ can’t imagine the start of this vlog was easy but we do love you so much for all you share ❤️❤️
I’m so sorry Tina! Sending lots of love to you and your family!
Oh Tina, I’m sending all my love. I know how hard grief can be, I have sadly had to say goodbye to several of my much loved pets over the years, the hardest being making the decision to put my first pony to sleep. Then more recently I have lost friends and it feels all consuming. It’s never easy, it always hurts but just like your mum said always grateful that we get the chance to have them in our lives and create wonderful memories. ❤️
Oh Tina 😢 - I’m only a few minutes in and I’m already sobbing with you. I wish I could hug you through the screen!
Aaawwww thank you Cass xx
Rest easy blue ❤️
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Sorry to hear about this Tina. Sending love to you and your family x
Oh Tina, I'm so sorry to hear about Blue. Sending you huge big hugs from Ireland. xxx
Thank you xx
Crying along with you. Praying peace and fun for u all. Thanks for sharing.
I'm so sorry to hear about blue boy. Sending my love to you and rob and robs dad and also to sam sam xx
Thank you xxx
So sorry about Blue. It IS really hard losing a pet. The longer you have them the harder it is I find. I dred the day when my old cat won't be here any more. We spent 19 years together thus far and he has artrithis in his hocks. Every day I get to have him with me is special. Of course you're not your usual happy bubbly self. As I said losing a pet is tough. Lovely seeing Cameron on Banksy, the smiles on both of their faces was great to see.
You are amazing and still you, so open and raw. I lost my boy after 16 years having him at my side…. It’s the worse, and you just need to feel what you feel and give yourself time. Honestly I feel for you and Robbie and the other animals!
Also Cam 🤩 wow!!! He not only talks the talk, he can walk the walk!! Gotta make you feel so good about Banksy and all your work and time with him ❤️
Thanks loverly for being honest sending loads of loving hugs to you 🤗 ❤️ x
Love this video so much. It is so hard loosing our fur babies and the best thing to do is try an carry on a new normal life as quickly as possible otherwise you get stuck in your head to much and it wears you down. Blue dog was so beautiful. Sending a lot of love.
Sending you the biggest hug, Tina ❤️
I feel for you, unfortunately I am dealing with putting an animal down later this month. I have her for a little longer and spoiling her rotten right now. Wishing a peaceful week.
Going to see Cameron on your sad day kept you from thinking sad thoughts for short while and no one should blame you for that Tina. I also saw my husband in floods of tears when we lost out 15 year old collie. Very sad time for you buy keep those memories of Blue boy close to you and you will get through this. Lots of love.
We’re all human. I lost my lurcher boy almost 4 years to the day and it’s nearly 3 years since saying goodbye to my big mare at 26 and even after all this time I’m dreading it because I still find it so hard to relate to the fact that I’ll never hack her again or never have a new story about her antics - there were many.
My point is, we all go through human emotions and we all loose loved ones. Never feel guilty for discussing or feeling upset. We all know and understand.
I’m so very sorry for your loss, remember those good times, I’m sure there are so many! X
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So sorry hearing about this Tina. Can really relate with how your feeling. Lost both ny grandparents within 4 weeks of each other.
Keep smiling xx
It sucks doesn’t it, thank you tho xx
Thank you for sharing even tho you didn't want to. Wow Cameron did a great job in bankies lessons, Was so love when Cameron said banks was one of the best horses he's ridden. RIP BLUE DOG LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY. 💙💙💙💙💙
So very sorry to hear your sad news. It is devastating losing any pet and you will have a huge void in your heart and home. Take care
Tina you are such a wonderful brave vlogger. Thank you for showing this ❤.