Hi there, I happened upon this video and wanted to open it. You seem like such a lovely woman, and I send you wishes of all good. I have had three major cancers (bladder, colo-rectal, and the last one lung, sigh). I am currently NED, but I am aware of my quite tenuous health circumstances. Still trying to come back after a difficult (but so far, successful) surgery, which was already almost a year ago. I wrote this poem one day when I was thinking about people telling me how "strong" I was. You know how that is...we do not have a choice, and it is not always "strength" we have, it is simply the reality of getting up and facing each new day given to us. I hope that I am not being too forward. My husband has been listening to the video and when I said that I was going to leave a note, he said, "Tell her that I say hello, also." So "hello" from him! Anyway, here is my little offering, as you navigate this very frightening time, and I send much love from just south of you, deep in the coastal redwood forests in northern California. ~ joana Hard Day Would you mind...is it OK? That I just feel dark and sad today? I know it’s best that I’m a warrior, strong, But my bravery doesn’t always last so long. I’ll come around tomorrow, sure, And I’ll battle tough, yes, for my cure, But today came the fears, and I’m feeling weak, Please, just let that tear fall down my cheek. And try to understand me now, Even though you’d like to see me plow Through this trial, so brave and ready; I’m just not feeling so very steady. I’ve tried to toss these bad feelings, as though They don’t exist, but sadly, I know That this is serious, it’s very real; Cancer’s in my body and it’s brutal to heal. Shoving my emotions down Sure, might give me a “hero crown,” But frankly, right now I just want to cave-in; This is the most scared I’ve ever been. Please, allow my worry, and my moments dark, *I really haven’t lost my spark,* I’m in this, I swear, for the hard, long haul, I’m just down right now; today, that’s all. Please accept these times when I may not smile I’ll be back to myself; just give me a while, Please honor my feelings -- understandable quite As I step through this most important fight I don’t need extra pity or special attention When my fears, and sorry things I mention; I just want your plain acknowledgement Of today’s sad, creeping sentiment. We don’t have to wallow in the mess, I’ll feel better, as I progress But days like this...they’re normal; they're OK Please don’t try to help me “smile it away!” The best thing that you can do in my defense, Is to just validate my experience, Though sadness and fear aren’t the greatest thing, They’re real sensations that cancer brings. I don’t plan to immerse myself in woe! I will be cheery again, I know. It’s today that’s trying my weary spirit; Please bear with me, and try to hear it. I don’t need pity or coddling. Nor an attitude remodeling. There’s no need to try to make me smile Just your easy presence is so worthwhile! I just need to “be;” nothing more, I’ll soon return to the sunny shore Where hope is bright and promises healing ~ For now I just need to feel what I’m feeling. Your desire for me to be that model of hope, Positive and strong, ever able to cope Is so cherished, and for this I love you But...there *will* be days when I’m feeling blue. ~Joana Marie Dougherty McGee
Joana (and husband), You have had such and hard journey yourself and are still here offering beautiful words to lift the rest of us up. Your poem has left me speechless, it is absolutely incredible, poignant, and hits at the heart of one of the hardest things to explain to others, that we aren't always going to be able to stay cheery and positive, that sometimes we need to break down or be grumpy, and that is ok. Thank you thank you thank you!
Hello there @@pogfam , How great that you love the poem. That makes me very happy. Most certainly we who know the fight understand these sentiments. What most people think they're doing with constant positive comments is -- obviously -- trying to comfort and encourage us. Cheerleading. That is beautiful, but we do have our days when we just want or need to be more babyish and pouty, or feel that deep and true sorrow that lies in there. Then, we pick up and go again. I work in the oncology field (both children and adults) and write a lot about the various experiences we have; things that perhaps, others not living it wouldn't think of. I have a pipe-dream of penning a book...one day! Writing is one thing that I have done since being a quite ill child. Learned to entertain myself, and writing was always my favorite go-to. I have poems from when I was 6-7 years old! I will be writing until my mind won't go any more! We're all in it together. Sending love your way, ~joana
what a beautiful expression of how some days just ARE. I'm a two different cancers at same time survivor, so far. I had to ask my Dr "Which one is going to kill me 1st, that's where we'll start the fight?" My SIL who also has cancer, told me it will always be in yr mind, any little ache, pain, not feeling 100%, its THAT. And she was right. But, & this is what yr poem spoke to me~ we still fight, we still live, for every single minute of life is precious, & we who have fought this battle; no matter how long, or how hard, carry that with us in our very beings. Even on our worst days; our souls are very attuned to the life force & how wonderful it is. We need to be allowed to have our days when we don't struggle quite so hard, for our hearts still hold out to win the war!💕🙏
@@margaretsmith1465 Thank you. It always makes me feel good when my poem hits home for someone. I know that we all do "get it." I send you much love, and wishing all good for you.
I was diagnosed twice with stage 4 cancer: breast and brain. I am a walking miracle as I know for a fact God healed me. 100% trust in Jesus. People may doubt or bring me down but I know what is true, I am the survivor. I am back at work which is also a miracle. I pray for your healing and will pray for strength in your life.
I don't doubt you at all cause I believe and I KNOW HE HEALS HALLELUJAH!!! Praise God!! By the blood of Jesus Christ you were healed!!! Greater is he that lives with in you & me & all that trust and believe in him. He is amazing!
My dear, I’m a cancer survivor X4. The only pain I have ever had was shoulder pain, that literally shook me to my core. I had a stage 3 tumor and the morning after surgery the shoulder pain was gone, that was in 2010. That was of the left lung. In July of this year I got cancer again in the right lung and this time did cyberknife. I have lost both breasts to cancer, and cervix to cancer. This has spanned 37 years, numerous chemos and surgery’s. I’m still here. Never give up when all else fails you always have God in heaven. Just fight like a girl and cancer doesn’t have a chance. Hugs
I hope you get this reply, cuz I just wanted you to feel the warmest & biggest hug from me 🤗,… also ‘Fight like a girl ‘ for this situation, is probably the best comment I think I’ve heard 🙏🏼 ‘Hugs)))
Josh, the way you are sharing your story is helping so many, including yourself. The word kind "has become "You" the word choice " your strength, determination and love" Sarah is smiling down on you with pride ❤
I love meeting other amazing survivors, we have a pretty amazing community with incredibly strong individuals. Thank you so much for joining us and watching and saying hi!
I just found your channel. I have been having neck, shoulder and left arm pain. I am in stage 4 lung cancer. They attributed my pain to muscle pain. I have been using a heating pad and meds. Stay strong..
Sarah should have her heating pad surgically attached. ❤️ her pain is mostly due to bone Mets. We wish you the best, and are sending love. Make sure to reach out to this community if we can support you in any way. Prayers, hope, thoughts, and love sent to us, are also being sent to you. ❤️💪🏻🫂
Hey Sarah…. My husband and I will be praying for you too. I had rectal cancer in ‘07. Stage 3. Cancer sneaks into our lives and all we can do is fight the best we can. We really wish you the best and a comfortable journey as you navigate throughout your troubles. Enjoy each day. Stay close to the Lord. You are not alone! 🙏😇
Michelle, thank you so much! I am so happy to hear you are on the other side of the cancer journey! I very much appreciate you watching and your kind words.
I've been with a Palliative Care team since my first surgery fir my cancer. It's been amazing. I'm so happy you are going there. It improved my quality. I pray it does the same for you.
I just came over from Heather's channel, The Kneady Homesteader. She does a Friday prayer circle every Friday, and you were on her prayer list. I'm here to join in praying for you and your family. New subscriber following along and catching up. Love, hugs and prayers from Kansas
Sarah, just do the very best you can...stay near to God and he will strengthen you during the rough periods. I am rooting for you..Stay strong now...You can do this.
@@Enlightenment246 Thank you Janet for saying that I'm so tired of hearing "it's in Gods hands" or anything related to that. I have stage 4 metastatic breast cancer and very near the end. It just plain sucks!!!!! Be well!
Thank you @Janet, while we won't hand our fate over to God, and ourselves don't pray for anything, we still respect that this is how other's cope with difficult issues. "I can do it" really is a fair response, and sits in no belief other than Sarah is gonna fight, till the end, in the way that we choose to do so... In this case with science.. ;) --PogDad
@Candace Burns --- Quote of the day, I appreciate it, and you... "It just plain sucks!!!!!!" I agree, and sometimes this is the best way to say how it is.... While hearing "it's in Gods hands" can be frustrating (over and over), as it lends the fight over to someone's higher being, it's not the route we are taking.. As I shared with @Janet, we're going to stick with science, while respecting the way others cope (whether we agree or not)... --PogDad
Sarah, this is the first video I have seen. I am now subscribed and will be one of your prayer warriors. God works his power thru us to help one another and I know that's why I cane across your video. Prayers for answers with your next scan and a good treatment plan.
Seems as if you are getting great care. You can beat this. I’m a breast cancer survivor and I follow others who are having chemo. So many of us are surviving bad cancers. It’s amazing!! Don’t give up. Just keep moving forward and loving that beautiful family.
You are right, it is pretty amazing how far medicine has come and how many people are continuing to live long and fulfilling lives. Plus it seems like each day there are new discoveries so maybe we will see a cure in our lifetimes.
I have never been treated so well at a hospital as I was as a cancer patient. They seem to have an extra dose of empathy for people with cancer. It’s so sad watching this sweet woman and knowing that she has passed
First time viewer here.made me cry, as a 30 year nurse long term and hospice. We try and do love our patients. My brother in law has had lung cancer mets from prostate for years .takes experimental treatment johns hopkins.basically womans hormones .works great this is his second trial. No other treatment available for him. Dig around even if you go to another state. I have lots of stories I could tell. Pain is horrible.i understand the frustration. If there is anyway to quit work do it....xxoo
Thank you so much for being here and commenting. I'm sorry to hear about your brother in law, he must be a force of nature having going through so much!
I too have just started my stage 4 cancer journey recently and I truly feel your fears and pain! A roller coaster ride is the perfect description although this is a ride I'd like to get off of! Often times just when you think you may be getting ahead of the curve, it hits you with another nasty surprise. I'm only 56years old. I went from being an active 280 lb hiker and kayaker to a 191 lb very older version of myself in just one very short year! My prayer for all of us is that maybe we are allowed to see hopefully 5 to 10 more years? My sad reality is each day when I hear that someone else has lost their fight in not even 5 years! This disease truly sucks for all of us!!!!!
I share your prayers and hopes but find it hard to think that far ahead because of the fear it can bring. Any questions about my long term plans for the future bring on the anxiety and an irrational anger at the person asking because I don't want to have to say "I don't know if I will be here then" ahhh it really does suck.
@@pogfam if you feel uncomfortable sharing information you should say everything is great wonderful etc. You both will be in my prayers🙏🙏 I'm so so sorry you both are going through this. take your pain meds, stay positive stay hopeful be at PEACE. YOU ARE NOT ALONE EVER GOD IS WITH YOU. YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL IS THIER TO HELP YOU TALK TO YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL!! YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU AND LOVES YOU!! HANG IN THERE !! You're both young YOU GOT THIS!!🙏🙏💖
This video happened to pop up. I have subscribed. You seem to be a very strong woman. Very raw.. Thank you for sharing this very hard time in your life.
Your beautiful picture compelled me to open this video. I am a Christian and I absolutely believe in prayer, and in answered prayer. You are now in my prayers for healing, and for God to show you the best pathway to that healing.I will be praying for you daily. Much love. ❤
I’m so so sorry your going though this my heart goes out to everyone suffering from cancer my mum was diagnosed with cancer last November unfortunately for my mum she wasn’t seen or treated properly due to the pandemic and was told in December that it was incurable she’s still fighting I wish you all the best my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family stay strong ❤
Just happened upon your video. I'm a mom also and couldn't imagine going through what you are. I have a fear of dying and I would literally be in tears if I had stage 4 cancer, so you are strong :) I hope all the best for you....will be following :)
Hi Sarah, I went through this with my sister. This very same cancer. I wish you the very best and will be praying for you every day. I plan on being here to cheer you along the way on your journey. God bless and prayers.
Saw your Mom at Bunco on Sunday and I asked her about your situation as I hadn't seen anything on Facebook for a long time. She gave me instructions on how to get to this blog, so now I'm up to date. This latest development is scary news and I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time. Praying.....
Hey Patty! This particular video that you commented on is an older one. Currently we are waiting on my next scan which is next week and our fingers are crossed that it shows even more shrinkage of the cancer or at least no more spread
I am a retired certified oncology, and a Praying unceasingly as my retirement job. My connections with patients was indeed a Blessing…. You are in my prayers … The power of prayer is amazing. After spending 40 years in health care, starting as a nursing assistant and retiring as a nurse educator in a college, I have witnessed many a miraculous turn around. My oncology training in part was at Memorial Sloan Kettering in NYC… Prayer was always my greatest weapon. I will pray 🙏. The Lord bless you and keep you, the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you : The Lord turn his face to you and give you peace . Numbers 6: 24-28 I am Catholic, we typically don’t memorize Scipture… I started yesterday, this is my 1 st 1.. Gob Bless 🙏🎚❤️
I don't know how I came upon your video, but I am crying watching. I can't even imagine what you are going through. Being a Christian woman, I firmly believe in the power of prayer and miracles. Iam praying for you right now and will lift you up in prayer every day. You are incredibly strong and inspiring. Don't give up, God has you in His hand. 🙏❤️🙌❤️
I am praying for you. I am in a similar situation and it’s HARD not knowing. The fear is real and it’s a challenge to stay positive. I care and I hope you will be surrounded with a great medical team and those who love and support you. ❤️🙏🏼
Dearest Sarah, just found you by chance and I am enriched by watching your video. You are in my prayers and I will keep you close at heart. Hugs, and yes there are people that care. Bless those beautiful souls who are taking care of you. Keep us all posted. Bless you😘😘❤️
I will keep you in the top of my prayers everyday. I know what you're going through I have cancer too but I'm very fortunate mine is a very very slow acting cancer. I go in every 6 months for a scan in the last year there was nothing there praise God. Just keep the faith
Thank you for sharing, My prayers are with you through this journey, This could happen to any of us at anytime . Hugs and prayers from South Carolina . Stay strong and positive.
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. You are strong and will come through this and be stronger afterwards. That being said, don’t feel bad about having down days and asking for help. 🙏
Thank you Susan! I am still working (and probably always will) on asking for help more and giving myself permission to have those rough days, but slowly i am getting better at it.
Thank you so much for being here and welcome! It really is amazing how far things have come, even just since my first diagnosis in 2017 there have been some amazing advancements.
Hi Sarah, for some reason this appeared, was drawn to watch u. Can’t imagine the emotional turmoil u are going through as well as the physical. Try to stay strong and positive. I have heard of so many ppl whose prognosis wasn’t good but fighting it and the positive thinking went along way to their recovery. Sending positive loving vibes to u 💕
You are in my prayers and sending you hugs and it's okay to cry and be scared. What an amazing job your doing on being positive but it's okay to not be okay! Deep breath and smile. You are strong and many prayers coming your way. 🙏 🙏 🤲
You are so vibrant! Do what is best for you. Do not feel guilty for your hot baths. Try to not think while you lay there. Just relax. And let the warmth go throughout your body. And put cozy clothes on, a blanket and STSY ON THE SOFA! Nothing wrong with that! You are available to whom wants to talk to you. ❤️ sending good vibes and thoughts your way. Love from Norway 🇳🇴
@@pogfam I do hope you let the palliative people help you. These people are a gift from God. The pressure of “cancer” suddenly seems gone, even if just for a time. You can rely on them to make things so much better for you. You can breathe again. You’re just focusing on feeling better, not test results.
Just found your channel, praying for you and your family. I’ve had leukemia (AML) twice and a stem cell transplant which left me with a rare heart and lung disease and am now battle stage 4 pancreatic cancer and I’ve had similar pain, which ended up being pleuretic pain because the sack around my lungs was irritated/infected/inflamed and I’m surprised by how many doctors don’t think about or know about this type of pain. You can’t do anything except take pain meds, which may be why the pain got better after meds. But that’s just my experience and yours could of course be different. If it is pleuretic pain the best thing is to take the pain meds and keep taking as deep of breaths as possible until it gets better. That’s the type of answer I’ve gotten for it. Sending love,hugs, and prayers!
Welcome! I appreciate the advice, luckily mine ended up not being that. Thank you so much for sharing your story. We’ve started a Discord server to connect to people who are impacted by cancer and other chronic illness, whether you are the patient, the partner, or a friend. Here is the link if you’re interested in checking it out. It’s still small but I think it will grow discord.gg/wkfuzRuf
Sarah , my name is Gayle and I just came across your channel … you are INSPIRATIONAL and truly a WARRIOR ⚔️ ~ Stay STRONG and POSITIVE is 🔑 you’re right ! I have had three very close brushes with truly life threatening situations involving a botched surgery that gave me sepsis in 2020 and I’ve been going through what is called sepsis sequelae . Lost my gallbladder and just recently had to have a colostomy with a stoma placement which ended up being three major surgeries in two weeks time. Woke up in ICU after losing 5 units of blood after a spontaneous bleed in my mesentery after the second surgery. So they had to go back in again. Anyway , you’re AMAZING and you give me hope and courage to keep fighting! Im rooting for you and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and send you healing light with hugs 🙏🏼🌟 keep smiling ! You have a beautiful one
Gayle, so wonderful to meet you! Wow I am so humbled by your experience, that is so scary but you seem to be staying strong as well. Thank you so much for being here.
Just came across you oh god I'm so sorry to hear about your illness I really can't believe the amount of young people having to deal with this when the whole world is getting crazy I feel for you and was upsetting to hear what your going through sending love/hugs ur way it helps to do these videos talk about anything to get it off your chest there are many people like me that will be here as and when you need us thank you for sharing with love from the UK 💞💕💞💕💞🌹🌹🌹
I'm so sorry to hear this I am a cancer survivor also I had breast cancer and now I have stage 4 thyroidal cancer well cancer so I know where you're coming from and I'm so happy that you're getting into this program
Hi Angela, I'm sorry to hear about your diagnoses, it hurts my heart... Thank you for joining our community, together we can all make each other stronger through it all. Thank you.
Sarah, I just came up on your channel. God be with you and bless you. I have had multiple myeloma for ten years so I understand somewhat how you feel. Friends say, hang in there and that's what I do, that's what we can only do. Just hang with faith in Jesus. Bless you.
Honey, I am so sorry you had to go through that, but I am so glad to hear that you did not have a blood clot and it was so responsible of you to go have it checked out even though you were in such pain. I do not have cancer, but I have a similar situation from time to time where I get horrible pain in my chest and across my neck and into my arm. It blooms and gets stronger and stronger and even through I don't have shortness of breath I have a pressing, crushing kind of feeling. Eventually it goes away. It can be 10 minutes or it can be hours. I think my doctor nailed the diagnosis this time. He said he thought it was something called an esophageal spasm. He explained to me that sometimes the thin muscle over your chest wall can spasm for no apparent reason causing heart attack like pain. He said a high percentage of people going into the ER for heart attack symptoms actually are found to have this. It was very comforting to know that he took the level and degree of my pain seriously. Maybe you could mention this to your doctor. I might be something that could put your mind at ease if it happens again, but please check with him first as I do not understand how all your medical treatments might be effecting this. You are so brave and your tears only show your strength! Sending love and hugs and prayers from Georgia USA
Thank you so much! I am so happy to hear that you were able to find a doctor who really took your ongoing issue seriously and hopefully will help lead to some long term relief! Appreciate you watching and commenting!
Thank you Charlene, I’m going to say everyone’s positivity has helped! And improvements were seen in my last scan. We just posted an update Sunday. ❤️❤️❤️
We nurses are earth angels I like to think for hurting souls! How does your faith Sarah support you?. You are so strong sweetie and what a wonderful mom you are!, ❤️
Faith is an interesting topic. We aren’t religious, and don’t necessarily have a related faith structure in our lives. Our faith is in each other, you all, and the people we love. ❤️ With that we appreciate, and support everyone’s faith, religion, belief systems, and life in general. ❤️🫂❤️
Hi sweetie prayers ur feeling lol better. So glad u caught the possible spread a month sooner. Usually with shoulder pain it sadly is bc it’s in the lung but a month sooner to get a plan started could mean a lot. Prayers r with u! I always talk with the Lord and He comforts me in all my sickness🥰
This is the first video that I watched of yours and I'm subscribing now. Just know that no matter what you can get through it. No matter what everything will be okay. Keep thinking that no matter what you will be okay. You will get through these hard times and I feel like you're going to come out on top and even if Ilit don't go the way that we wish. You will always be okay it will always be okay XOXO
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Hi there,
I happened upon this video and wanted to open it. You seem like such a lovely woman, and I send you wishes of all good. I have had three major cancers (bladder, colo-rectal, and the last one lung, sigh). I am currently NED, but I am aware of my quite tenuous health circumstances. Still trying to come back after a difficult (but so far, successful) surgery, which was already almost a year ago.
I wrote this poem one day when I was thinking about people telling me how "strong" I was. You know how that is...we do not have a choice, and it is not always "strength" we have, it is simply the reality of getting up and facing each new day given to us. I hope that I am not being too forward.
My husband has been listening to the video and when I said that I was going to leave a note, he said, "Tell her that I say hello, also." So "hello" from him! Anyway, here is my little offering, as you navigate this very frightening time, and I send much love from just south of you, deep in the coastal redwood forests in northern California. ~ joana
Hard Day
Would you mind...is it OK?
That I just feel dark and sad today?
I know it’s best that I’m a warrior, strong,
But my bravery doesn’t always last so long.
I’ll come around tomorrow, sure,
And I’ll battle tough, yes, for my cure,
But today came the fears, and I’m feeling weak,
Please, just let that tear fall down my cheek.
And try to understand me now,
Even though you’d like to see me plow
Through this trial, so brave and ready;
I’m just not feeling so very steady.
I’ve tried to toss these bad feelings, as though
They don’t exist, but sadly, I know
That this is serious, it’s very real;
Cancer’s in my body and it’s brutal to heal.
Shoving my emotions down
Sure, might give me a “hero crown,”
But frankly, right now I just want to cave-in;
This is the most scared I’ve ever been.
Please, allow my worry, and my moments dark,
*I really haven’t lost my spark,*
I’m in this, I swear, for the hard, long haul,
I’m just down right now; today, that’s all.
Please accept these times when I may not smile
I’ll be back to myself; just give me a while,
Please honor my feelings -- understandable quite
As I step through this most important fight
I don’t need extra pity or special attention
When my fears, and sorry things I mention;
I just want your plain acknowledgement
Of today’s sad, creeping sentiment.
We don’t have to wallow in the mess,
I’ll feel better, as I progress
But days like this...they’re normal; they're OK
Please don’t try to help me “smile it away!”
The best thing that you can do in my defense,
Is to just validate my experience,
Though sadness and fear aren’t the greatest thing,
They’re real sensations that cancer brings.
I don’t plan to immerse myself in woe!
I will be cheery again, I know.
It’s today that’s trying my weary spirit;
Please bear with me, and try to hear it.
I don’t need pity or coddling.
Nor an attitude remodeling.
There’s no need to try to make me smile
Just your easy presence is so worthwhile!
I just need to “be;” nothing more,
I’ll soon return to the sunny shore
Where hope is bright and promises healing
~ For now I just need to feel what I’m feeling.
Your desire for me to be that model of hope,
Positive and strong, ever able to cope
Is so cherished, and for this I love you
But...there *will* be days when I’m feeling blue.
~Joana Marie Dougherty McGee
Joana (and husband), You have had such and hard journey yourself and are still here offering beautiful words to lift the rest of us up. Your poem has left me speechless, it is absolutely incredible, poignant, and hits at the heart of one of the hardest things to explain to others, that we aren't always going to be able to stay cheery and positive, that sometimes we need to break down or be grumpy, and that is ok. Thank you thank you thank you!
Hello there @@pogfam ,
How great that you love the poem. That makes me very happy. Most certainly we who know the fight understand these sentiments. What most people think they're doing with constant positive comments is -- obviously -- trying to comfort and encourage us. Cheerleading. That is beautiful, but we do have our days when we just want or need to be more babyish and pouty, or feel that deep and true sorrow that lies in there. Then, we pick up and go again.
I work in the oncology field (both children and adults) and write a lot about the various experiences we have; things that perhaps, others not living it wouldn't think of. I have a pipe-dream of penning a book...one day!
Writing is one thing that I have done since being a quite ill child. Learned to entertain myself, and writing was always my favorite go-to. I have poems from when I was 6-7 years old! I will be writing until my mind won't go any more!
We're all in it together. Sending love your way, ~joana
what a beautiful expression of how some days just ARE. I'm a two different cancers at same time survivor, so far. I had to ask my Dr "Which one is going to kill me 1st, that's where we'll start the fight?" My SIL who also has cancer, told me it will always be in yr mind, any little ache, pain, not feeling 100%, its THAT. And she was right. But, & this is what yr poem spoke to me~ we still fight, we still live, for every single minute of life is precious, & we who have fought this battle; no matter how long, or how hard, carry that with us in our very beings. Even on our worst days; our souls are very attuned to the life force & how wonderful it is. We need to be allowed to have our days when we don't struggle quite so hard, for our hearts still hold out to win the war!💕🙏
@@margaretsmith1465 Thank you. It always makes me feel good when my poem hits home for someone. I know that we all do "get it." I send you much love, and wishing all good for you.
This is when you just turn it over to your higher power. It does work, He is waiting.
The positivity in this woman is INCREDIBLE! If I were in her shoes, I wouldn’t be able to stop crying 24/7. Wow! She is an incredible inspiration.
She's a brave warrior.
Incredibly ‘Brave 🤍
I was diagnosed twice with stage 4 cancer: breast and brain. I am a walking miracle as I know for a fact God healed me. 100% trust in Jesus. People may doubt or bring me down but I know what is true, I am the survivor. I am back at work which is also a miracle. I pray for your healing and will pray for strength in your life.
Thank you so much for sharing your incredible story! Talk about inspiring
I don't doubt you at all cause I believe and I KNOW HE HEALS HALLELUJAH!!! Praise God!! By the blood of Jesus Christ you were healed!!! Greater is he that lives with in you & me & all that trust and believe in him. He is amazing!
My dear, I’m a cancer survivor X4. The only pain I have ever had was shoulder pain, that literally shook me to my core. I had a stage 3 tumor and the morning after surgery the shoulder pain was gone, that was in 2010. That was of the left lung. In July of this year I got cancer again in the right lung and this time did cyberknife. I have lost both breasts to cancer,
and cervix to cancer. This has spanned 37 years, numerous chemos and surgery’s. I’m still here. Never give up when all else fails you always have God in heaven. Just fight like a girl and cancer doesn’t have a chance. Hugs
What an incredible story, you seriously have hero status in my book! And damn straight, I will fight like a girl each and everyday!!!
@@pogfam you go girl!!
I hope you get this reply, cuz I just wanted you to feel the warmest & biggest hug from me 🤗,… also ‘Fight like a girl ‘ for this situation, is probably the best comment I think I’ve heard 🙏🏼 ‘Hugs)))
Josh, the way you are sharing your story is helping so many, including yourself. The word kind "has become "You" the word choice " your strength, determination and love" Sarah is smiling down on you with pride ❤
Thanks!
Thank you ❤️🫶🏻❤️
So sad for this beautiful, vibrant soul.
Bless you Sarah. I am a Cancer survivor, and you CAN do this Sarah. Stay strong. This World needs you x
I love meeting other amazing survivors, we have a pretty amazing community with incredibly strong individuals. Thank you so much for joining us and watching and saying hi!
@@pogfamI'm a 31 year survivor of a rare form of cancer and I wish that all cancer patients could join the survivor club.
I just found your channel. I have been having neck, shoulder and left arm pain. I am in stage 4 lung cancer. They attributed my pain to muscle pain. I have been using a heating pad and meds. Stay strong..
Sarah should have her heating pad surgically attached. ❤️ her pain is mostly due to bone Mets. We wish you the best, and are sending love. Make sure to reach out to this community if we can support you in any way. Prayers, hope, thoughts, and love sent to us, are also being sent to you. ❤️💪🏻🫂
Hey Sarah…. My husband and I will be praying for you too. I had rectal cancer in ‘07. Stage 3. Cancer sneaks into our lives and all we can do is fight the best we can. We really wish you the best and a comfortable journey as you navigate throughout your troubles. Enjoy each day. Stay close to the Lord. You are not alone! 🙏😇
Michelle, thank you so much! I am so happy to hear you are on the other side of the cancer journey! I very much appreciate you watching and your kind words.
Yay for palliative care! So glad you have a compassionate team. Hoping you the best.Thank you for sharing your journey.
Thank you so much! Thanks for your kind words and for being here.
You are such a beautiful person. I’m so sorry you have to endure this awful disease. We need more people like you in this world. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for your support
I've been with a Palliative Care team since my first surgery fir my cancer. It's been amazing. I'm so happy you are going there. It improved my quality. I pray it does the same for you.
So far they have been wonderful!
So sorry you are going thru this. As a 3 time cancer survivor I am keeping you and your family in my prayers. God bless.
Diana I appreciate your kindness! Thank you for taking the time to share your love.
I just came over from Heather's channel, The Kneady Homesteader. She does a Friday prayer circle every Friday, and you were on her prayer list. I'm here to join in praying for you and your family. New subscriber following along and catching up. Love, hugs and prayers from Kansas
I love how you are able to take all the bumps in the road of your journey and still keep such an amazing attitude.
wow the nurse and the new team are like a shining light. New people who know you with new options❣️
Absolutely! I'm so incredibly lucky in many ways
Sarah, just do the very best you can...stay near to God and he will strengthen you during the rough periods. I am rooting for you..Stay strong now...You can do this.
Thank you! I can do it!
Sarah, What type of god would give her cancer in the first place , he does not exist or have anything to offer. Please don’t give ppl false hope.
@@Enlightenment246 Thank you Janet for saying that I'm so tired of hearing "it's in Gods hands" or anything related to that. I have stage 4 metastatic breast cancer and very near the end. It just plain sucks!!!!! Be well!
Thank you @Janet, while we won't hand our fate over to God, and ourselves don't pray for anything, we still respect that this is how other's cope with difficult issues. "I can do it" really is a fair response, and sits in no belief other than Sarah is gonna fight, till the end, in the way that we choose to do so... In this case with science.. ;) --PogDad
@Candace Burns --- Quote of the day, I appreciate it, and you... "It just plain sucks!!!!!!" I agree, and sometimes this is the best way to say how it is.... While hearing "it's in Gods hands" can be frustrating (over and over), as it lends the fight over to someone's higher being, it's not the route we are taking.. As I shared with @Janet, we're going to stick with science, while respecting the way others cope (whether we agree or not)... --PogDad
wow wow wow, you are handling this so well, I don't think I could be as calm and positive as you are :)
Sarah, this is the first video I have seen. I am now subscribed and will be one of your prayer warriors. God works his power thru us to help one another and I know that's why I cane across your video. Prayers for answers with your next scan and a good treatment plan.
Thank you so much!
Seems as if you are getting great care. You can beat this. I’m a breast cancer survivor and I follow others who are having chemo. So many of us are surviving bad cancers. It’s amazing!! Don’t give up. Just keep moving forward and loving that beautiful family.
You are right, it is pretty amazing how far medicine has come and how many people are continuing to live long and fulfilling lives. Plus it seems like each day there are new discoveries so maybe we will see a cure in our lifetimes.
Sending hugs, positive energy and number one - prayers!! ♡
I have never been treated so well at a hospital as I was as a cancer patient. They seem to have an extra dose of empathy for people with cancer. It’s so sad watching this sweet woman and knowing that she has passed
Your video came up on my page. Thank you for sharing. I will be praying for you. Your a beautiful soul. Many hugs and much love ❤️
Thank you so much!
God bless you honey. You have such an upbeat and grateful attitude. You’re a hero.
Thank you ❤️
Praying for you dear. Stay strong. Your amazing. And so brave. ❤️
❤️ thank you so so much
First time viewer here.made me cry, as a 30 year nurse long term and hospice. We try and do love our patients. My brother in law has had lung cancer mets from prostate for years .takes experimental treatment johns hopkins.basically womans hormones .works great this is his second trial. No other treatment available for him. Dig around even if you go to another state. I have lots of stories I could tell. Pain is horrible.i understand the frustration. If there is anyway to quit work do it....xxoo
Thank you so much for being here and commenting. I'm sorry to hear about your brother in law, he must be a force of nature having going through so much!
Hey! Hugs from Estonia! Whatever it is, it's good it was found sooner than later.
You are so right! Thank you for being here
I’m a stranger, but I wish I could give you a hug. You are brave. You make a difference. You are loved. Love from me to you.
Hugs are wonderful and I will absolutely accept a virtual hug!
I too have just started my stage 4 cancer journey recently and I truly feel your fears and pain! A roller coaster ride is the perfect description although this is a ride I'd like to get off of!
Often times just when you think you may be getting ahead of the curve, it hits you with another nasty surprise.
I'm only 56years old. I went from being an active 280 lb hiker and kayaker to a 191 lb very older version of myself in just one very short year!
My prayer for all of us is that maybe we are allowed to see hopefully 5 to 10 more years? My sad reality is each day when I hear that someone else has lost their fight in not even 5 years!
This disease truly sucks for all of us!!!!!
I share your prayers and hopes but find it hard to think that far ahead because of the fear it can bring. Any questions about my long term plans for the future bring on the anxiety and an irrational anger at the person asking because I don't want to have to say "I don't know if I will be here then" ahhh it really does suck.
@@pogfam if you feel uncomfortable sharing information you should say everything is great wonderful etc.
You both will be in my prayers🙏🙏
I'm so so sorry you both are going through this. take your pain meds, stay positive stay hopeful be at PEACE. YOU ARE NOT ALONE EVER GOD IS WITH YOU. YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL IS THIER TO HELP YOU TALK TO YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL!! YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU AND LOVES YOU!!
HANG IN THERE !! You're both young YOU GOT THIS!!🙏🙏💖
This video happened to pop up. I have subscribed. You seem to be a very strong woman. Very raw.. Thank you for sharing this very hard time in your life.
Welcome! Thank you for watching and becoming part of our growing community.
Your beautiful picture compelled me to open this video. I am a Christian and I absolutely believe in prayer, and in answered prayer. You are now in my prayers for healing, and for God to show you the best pathway to that healing.I will be praying for you daily. Much love. ❤
Thank you so much for watching and for your kind words
@@pogfam you are welcome! Prayed for you last night and this morning. 😊❤
Prayers and blessings to you! Your attitude is awesome❤️❤️❤️ Hugs!!!!
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I’m so so sorry your going though this my heart goes out to everyone suffering from cancer my mum was diagnosed with cancer last November unfortunately for my mum she wasn’t seen or treated properly due to the pandemic and was told in December that it was incurable she’s still fighting I wish you all the best my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family stay strong ❤
I just came across your channel & I'm praying so hard for you! You got this & staying positive is a good thing. 🙏❤
Thank you so so much for joining our little growing community! Appreciate it so much
Sarah you're a warrior you can do this. I'm praying for you🙏🏼🙌🏼👑💕 many positive healing thoughts and prayers for you🙏🏼
Thank you so much!
💗💗💗 sending hugs and wishes for less pain and a good happy day with your family. Hang, in there, you're my hero.
❤️ thank you very much
Sending lots of prayers to you and your family.❤
You are an amazing person who has an amazing bunch of people looking out for you and praying for you. Sending so much love and hugs.
Thanks so much
Just happened upon your video. I'm a mom also and couldn't imagine going through what you are. I have a fear of dying and I would literally be in tears if I had stage 4 cancer, so you are strong :) I hope all the best for you....will be following :)
Welcome! Thank you for the kind words and support. Appreciate you joining our little community
Hi Sarah, I went through this with my sister. This very same cancer. I wish you the very best and will be praying for you every day. I plan on being here to cheer you along the way on your journey. God bless and prayers.
Thank you so much, and welcome! Very much appreciate you being here and your support.
Bless you 🙏. Stay strong and positive. Much Love and Prayers 🙏 from West Virginia ☺️
I will do my best, strength and positivity are interesting things when related to cancer 🖤
Saw your Mom at Bunco on Sunday and I asked her about your situation as I hadn't seen anything on Facebook for a long time. She gave me instructions on how to get to this blog, so now I'm up to date.
This latest development is scary news and I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time. Praying.....
Hey Patty! This particular video that you commented on is an older one. Currently we are waiting on my next scan which is next week and our fingers are crossed that it shows even more shrinkage of the cancer or at least no more spread
I am a retired certified oncology, and a Praying unceasingly as my retirement job.
My connections with patients was indeed a Blessing…. You are in my prayers … The power of prayer is amazing. After spending 40 years in health care, starting as a nursing assistant and retiring as a nurse educator in a college, I have witnessed many a miraculous turn around.
My oncology training in part was at Memorial Sloan Kettering in NYC… Prayer was always my greatest weapon.
I will pray 🙏.
The Lord bless you and keep you, the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you : The Lord turn his face to you and give you peace .
Numbers 6: 24-28
I am Catholic, we typically don’t memorize Scipture…
I started yesterday, this is my 1 st 1..
Gob Bless 🙏🎚❤️
Thank you ❤️
Just seen you for the first time. Bless your heart. Prayers for you and your loves.Dont claim it sweety fight hard.
Thank you 💜
I don't know how I came upon your video, but I am crying watching. I can't even imagine what you are going through. Being a Christian woman, I firmly believe in the power of prayer and miracles. Iam praying for you right now and will lift you up in prayer every day. You are incredibly strong and inspiring. Don't give up, God has you in His hand. 🙏❤️🙌❤️
Thank you so much ☺️
I am praying for you. I am in a similar situation and it’s HARD not knowing. The fear is real and it’s a challenge to stay positive. I care and I hope you will be surrounded with a great medical team and those who love and support you. ❤️🙏🏼
Thank you so much, I hope you are hanging in there and have your own support team around you.
Dearest Sarah, just found you by chance and I am enriched by watching your video. You are in my prayers and I will keep you close at heart. Hugs, and yes there are people that care. Bless those beautiful souls who are taking care of you. Keep us all posted. Bless you😘😘❤️
Thanks so much for being here and your kind words!
Just came across your video. Prayers and healing to you. Strength and love to you and your family
Welcome to our little community! I appreciate you being here.
I will keep you in the top of my prayers everyday. I know what you're going through I have cancer too but I'm very fortunate mine is a very very slow acting cancer. I go in every 6 months for a scan in the last year there was nothing there praise God. Just keep the faith
Thank you so much for being here. I am so glad to hear your own prognosis is so positive, it gives me hope.
Thank you for sharing, My prayers are with you through this journey, This could happen to any of us at anytime . Hugs and prayers from South Carolina . Stay strong and positive.
Thank you so much for being here and your kind words
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. You are strong and will come through this and be stronger afterwards. That being said, don’t feel bad about having down days and asking for help. 🙏
Thank you Susan! I am still working (and probably always will) on asking for help more and giving myself permission to have those rough days, but slowly i am getting better at it.
I only know u from u tube but i miss u. A bright light sorely missed!
This video popped up on my feed. I don’t know you, but I am praying with and for you. Sending love and light your way ❤
Thank you so much for watching and commenting and for the kind words
Hello, new sub here. Wishing you many blessings that bring you smiles, peaceful times, and many happy moments . You got this!
Welcome and thank you for being here!
I just found you and now I’m a follower. It sucky sucks now but cancer treatments have come a long way and you will get through this.
Thank you so much for being here and welcome! It really is amazing how far things have come, even just since my first diagnosis in 2017 there have been some amazing advancements.
Hi Sarah, for some reason this appeared, was drawn to watch u. Can’t imagine the emotional turmoil u are going through as well as the physical. Try to stay strong and positive. I have heard of so many ppl whose prognosis wasn’t good but fighting it and the positive thinking went along way to their recovery. Sending positive loving vibes to u 💕
So glad to have you here. I appreciate the kind words
Just keep shining beautiful Sarah, you r a star. Luv, Donna
Thank you Donna
May God bless you and give you all the graces you need to get through your battle. We love you❤
Thank you.
You are in my prayers and sending you hugs and it's okay to cry and be scared. What an amazing job your doing on being positive but it's okay to not be okay! Deep breath and smile. You are strong and many prayers coming your way. 🙏 🙏 🤲
Thank you so much for watching and for your kind words.
You just popped up and I'm glad I did. You're one tough girl. You'll be in my prayers.
I’m glad we popped up for you to! It’s wonderful building such an amazing community that can be there for each other! 💜
You are an inspiration to all us Cancer sufferers take care ❤️
Thanks Ken your kindness is appreciated! It definitely takes a community support to fight this sometimes. 💜
I pray you get well and I pray they finally end all cancers it has took quite a few of my family members too God bless you
Thank you Nancy, and I’m sorry for your losses as well. ❤️
You are so vibrant! Do what is best for you. Do not feel guilty for your hot baths. Try to not think while you lay there. Just relax. And let the warmth go throughout your body. And put cozy clothes on, a blanket and STSY ON THE SOFA! Nothing wrong with that! You are available to whom wants to talk to you.
❤️ sending good vibes and thoughts your way. Love from Norway 🇳🇴
Thank you so much, Sometimes a gentle reminder to not feel guilty about simple things like that is needed haha.
Please don't give up ,God is always with you ,I will pray for your recovery,and strength to endure.x
Thank you!
Sending you many, many prayers for healing. So very sorry you are having to go through such a scary, painful situation... 🙏🙏🙏❤
I'm praying for you and your family. God bless!!!
Thank you Donna 💜 I appreciate you
Hugs and prayers for you through your journey! Love from Central California
Thank you so much you are appreciated 🖤
God bless you sweetheart, do the palliative thing, they’re wonderful. I am praying for you, I understand.
Thank you so much!
@@pogfam I do hope you let the palliative people help you. These people are a gift from God. The pressure of “cancer” suddenly seems gone, even if just for a time. You can rely on them to make things so much better for you. You can breathe again. You’re just focusing on feeling better, not test results.
Yes, Yes, and Yes.
@@pogfam I’m SO glad you’re going to do it. Please keep us updated.
Just found your channel, praying for you and your family. I’ve had leukemia (AML) twice and a stem cell transplant which left me with a rare heart and lung disease and am now battle stage 4 pancreatic cancer and I’ve had similar pain, which ended up being pleuretic pain because the sack around my lungs was irritated/infected/inflamed and I’m surprised by how many doctors don’t think about or know about this type of pain. You can’t do anything except take pain meds, which may be why the pain got better after meds. But that’s just my experience and yours could of course be different. If it is pleuretic pain the best thing is to take the pain meds and keep taking as deep of breaths as possible until it gets better. That’s the type of answer I’ve gotten for it. Sending love,hugs, and prayers!
Welcome! I appreciate the advice, luckily mine ended up not being that. Thank you so much for sharing your story. We’ve started a Discord server to connect to people who are impacted by cancer and other chronic illness, whether you are the patient, the partner, or a friend. Here is the link if you’re interested in checking it out. It’s still small but I think it will grow discord.gg/wkfuzRuf
Sarah , my name is Gayle and I just came across your channel … you are INSPIRATIONAL and truly a WARRIOR ⚔️ ~ Stay STRONG and POSITIVE is 🔑 you’re right !
I have had three very close brushes with truly life threatening situations involving a botched surgery that gave me sepsis in 2020 and I’ve been going through what is called sepsis sequelae . Lost my gallbladder and just recently had to have a colostomy with a stoma placement which ended up being three major surgeries in two weeks time. Woke up in ICU after losing 5 units of blood after a spontaneous bleed in my mesentery after the second surgery. So they had to go back in again. Anyway , you’re AMAZING and you give me hope and courage to keep fighting! Im rooting for you and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and send you healing light with hugs 🙏🏼🌟 keep smiling ! You have a beautiful one
Gayle, so wonderful to meet you! Wow I am so humbled by your experience, that is so scary but you seem to be staying strong as well. Thank you so much for being here.
I just came across your video. Sending prayers from the bottom of my heart. ❤
Thank you ❤️
Prayers going up for you now. Stay strong.
Thank you 💜
Am so sorry
U will get through in time
N feel better
God bless sweetie
Thanks so much
I will be praying for you.God has you in the palm of His hand .Let your peace guide her heart and mind❤
Prayers,always believe in God and God bless you and your family and the whole world today and tomorrow and forever
I hope you can stay strong and keep going. I love you guys!
You can do this girl. Stay positive. It’s going to get better.. love you. Your an inspiration
Thank you so much! I appreciate you being here.
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Sending love and prayers.
Maureen thank you for your kindness 💜
Just came across you oh god I'm so sorry to hear about your illness I really can't believe the amount of young people having to deal with this when the whole world is getting crazy I feel for you and was upsetting to hear what your going through sending love/hugs ur way it helps to do these videos talk about anything to get it off your chest there are many people like me that will be here as and when you need us thank you for sharing with love from the UK 💞💕💞💕💞🌹🌹🌹
Thank you very much for being here and offering your support! It is so appreciated
God Bless you . Such an inspiration 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼
Thank you Charlie! 💜
Hi Sarah. This is first time seeing your video. I am a Christian woman who loves God and I am putting you in my prayers 🙏 ❤️ 💙 Always, Lori
Thx ❤️💜❤️
I'm so sorry to hear this I am a cancer survivor also I had breast cancer and now I have stage 4 thyroidal cancer well cancer so I know where you're coming from and I'm so happy that you're getting into this program
Hi Angela, I'm sorry to hear about your diagnoses, it hurts my heart... Thank you for joining our community, together we can all make each other stronger through it all. Thank you.
Sarah, I just came up on your channel. God be with you and bless you. I have had multiple myeloma for ten years so I understand somewhat how you feel. Friends say, hang in there and that's what I do, that's what we can only do. Just hang with faith in Jesus. Bless you.
Thanks for sharing!! And you are right, sometimes we get to a point where all we can do is live each day and hold on for tomorrow.
Honey, I am so sorry you had to go through that, but I am so glad to hear that you did not have a blood clot and it was so responsible of you to go have it checked out even though you were in such pain. I do not have cancer, but I have a similar situation from time to time where I get horrible pain in my chest and across my neck and into my arm. It blooms and gets stronger and stronger and even through I don't have shortness of breath I have a pressing, crushing kind of feeling. Eventually it goes away. It can be 10 minutes or it can be hours. I think my doctor nailed the diagnosis this time. He said he thought it was something called an esophageal spasm. He explained to me that sometimes the thin muscle over your chest wall can spasm for no apparent reason causing heart attack like pain. He said a high percentage of people going into the ER for heart attack symptoms actually are found to have this. It was very comforting to know that he took the level and degree of my pain seriously. Maybe you could mention this to your doctor. I might be something that could put your mind at ease if it happens again, but please check with him first as I do not understand how all your medical treatments might be effecting this. You are so brave and your tears only show your strength! Sending love and hugs and prayers from Georgia USA
Thank you so much! I am so happy to hear that you were able to find a doctor who really took your ongoing issue seriously and hopefully will help lead to some long term relief! Appreciate you watching and commenting!
I'm glad you are here and talking to us. Thank you.
Thank you for being here too!
I just came across your video. I too have been diagnosed with Melanoma, I wish you lots of love xx
Welcome! I hope you are doing alright and finding the care you need! Thank you for being here.
Sending hugs and healing prayers 🙏💜🙏
Thank yiu
I’m so sorry to hear this news. Praying for you 🙏🇨🇦
Thank you Charlene, I’m going to say everyone’s positivity has helped! And improvements were seen in my last scan. We just posted an update Sunday. ❤️❤️❤️
We nurses are earth angels I like to think for hurting souls! How does your faith Sarah support you?. You are so strong sweetie and what a wonderful mom you are!, ❤️
Faith is an interesting topic. We aren’t religious, and don’t necessarily have a related faith structure in our lives. Our faith is in each other, you all, and the people we love. ❤️ With that we appreciate, and support everyone’s faith, religion, belief systems, and life in general. ❤️🫂❤️
Hi sweetie prayers ur feeling lol better. So glad u caught the possible spread a month sooner. Usually with shoulder pain it sadly is bc it’s in the lung but a month sooner to get a plan started could mean a lot. Prayers r with u! I always talk with the Lord and He comforts me in all my sickness🥰
Definitely a blessing in disguise. Thank so much for being here.
Wow that’s a lot to handle wishing you all the best praying for you
Thanks so much! It can be a lot, but day by day on this rollercoaster we do our best... Thank you Chante
Praying for you…with love💗🌷💗
Glad you were seen at the ER so quickly. That's always a good thing.
It sure is! I was impressed
This is the first video that I watched of yours and I'm subscribing now. Just know that no matter what you can get through it. No matter what everything will be okay. Keep thinking that no matter what you will be okay. You will get through these hard times and I feel like you're going to come out on top and even if Ilit don't go the way that we wish. You will always be okay it will always be okay XOXO
Thank you so much for subscribing and for such kind words!
God Bless! Stay strong!
Thank you Gayle! ❤️
God bless you...and keep strong.
Thank you
You have been through so so much Sarah! 💔💔💔 Rest in peace!
My prayers is with you and your family
Stay strong ❤❤
❤️ thank you so much
I am praying for your recovery 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much Lidia! 💜