It's 1:08AM currently thinking about life than stumbling across this video so to anyone who has come across this comment hope your life is going great and have a good night
I'm a firefighter, and I get so trapped in trying to do things for other people, that, honestly, I forgot about myself and, my family. I don't usually talk about it, but I wanted to here. This mix really opens my mind and makes me rethink everything I've ever done. I hope my mom forgives me, my dad is still proud of me, my sister still looks up to me, and my brother still admires me. I really hope I haven't drifted away from them too far that they forgot about me too. I'm enlightened by this and I've realized that I really do need to take better care of myself and my family. Thank you.
this hits really close to home bro, I do tree work. powerline clearence mostly. I work so damn much I forget life outside of my bucket truck. prayers to you homie
its about 5am. i miss my old self so badly, but i can never go back. only forward from here on. so now i'll exist only to satisfy my own hopes and desires. it feels so good to make a promise in writing.
For anybody that is reading this. May God Bless You and give you Strength in these harsh times. May he heal you wounds and shield you from the evil one and those who want to cause you harm. For God Is Great!!!
It's not about the topic of conversation. It's just the ability to have people to talk to and relate to. Even when you're at your lowest, there's always someone who will be there.
man, 2:56am, listening to this and just thinking about how fast life is moving, already 8 months into 2024, damn near 9 months. I'll be 2 years sober from fentanyl in a week, I want to give myself more credit for battling so much at such a young age, but at the same time its hard to think back on all these hard times and congratulate myself because since then I've grown so much in so many different aspects of life and spirituality, that there will always be different things that happen in the present moment that occupy the mind, and keep you distracted from everything one has overcome in the past. To anyone reading this, i know this is kinda long but i feel comfortable writing here. You are special, and will always be loved, and no matter what you're going through right now, just know that when time passes, these thoughts will fade away just like the past does and life inevitably goes on, and you'll be able to reflect on how far you've came and how much you have grown since those harder times. I pray to anyone reading this right now that you receive the closure you deserve, the peace you thrive for, and the smile that you all deserve to show. - ❤matt
Congratulations Matt, on your upcoming 2 years!! It's definitely not easy but you're a living example of what determination and courage is like. May God always be by your side and I wish you all happiness in the years ahead! 🤗 🌠🌌
As the mother of a 44 year old son who has been an addict to every drug imaginable since starting out at age 13 smoking weed and who is only alive by the grace and mercy of God, I want to commend and congratulate you Matt on your incredible strength, determination and perseverance. I've lived the past 32 years of my life praying morning, noon and night for my son and asking God to intervene and remove the grasp of evil that chains itself to him. I've grown older and life is passing by quicker than ever now and I just pray that God will take me first. I pray not only for my son but for all those who are dealing with an addiction and who face the struggle and the demons every day. It's an imprisonment where there is no freedom of life except for the moments of that rush and the high that's reached with its momentary effects. When the moment is gone it's back to the dim reality of living behind those prison walls. I pray for them to be blessed with the same strength you found and to have the courage to fight the fight. May your every step forward in your journey of life be a step closer to reaching your goals and desired achievements. Keep your eyes upon God's promise in Isaiah 41:10 and stay focused on the path in front of you and not on what was behind you. May all areas of your life be abundantly blessed Matt and may you be a blessing to all those you meet. God bless and keep you always and forever. With love, Christopher's Mom❤
you are a beautiful being. thank you for sharing this❤ i’m so damn proud of you for overcoming addiction and seeing the world the way you do. i hope you get all the love you put out there- and judging by your comment, i’m sure it’s a lot❤ time really does fly. thank you for helping me check back in with my highest self. i love you and i wish you an abundance of love, growth, and comfort physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. godspeed❤
3:47am: having this on play and sitting in complete dark with just this scenery projected on my wall, makes me realise how far I've come in the world and how I haven't given up. Ill push through this year hopefully.
I love how everyone is saying their problems like it’s a diary, it warms my heart to know I’m not the only one suffering from life Please have a goodnight and stop overthinking, everything is gonna be fine and just the way you want it, just don’t lose hope and keep praying❤️❤️
4am is when the brains most creative but the least logical, its the time when you feel your soul the most. You're not a machine made of metal you feel youre life the most in these times of reflection. What you've done wrong, what you could have done differently, what made you happy, and what made you laugh, shed a tear for the good times long ago.
I'm an alcoholic. I drink most nights when I have money. I live alone but with roomates. When they are out being social and extroverted, I'm introverted and alone sitting at home and indulging in a drink they never know about. I sit on the deck here and question my existence. I'm really alone as they are not really 'friends' of mine. My family won't deal with me. I don't know how much longer I have left. This playlist just makes me feel heard by the universe. I guess I'll stay a little longer.
RUclips knows when I’m having nights like these. I just got recommended two emotional videos from really good content creators, coryxkenshin and DanTDM, both having a message that stuck to me, despite the videos being made years ago. It’s exactly 4:31 in the morning and I still can’t sleep. It’s the thoughts that keep me up. I think about the memories and how far I’ve come. To anyone reading this, if anything is happening, or things are at your worst, I need you to know that, even when you dont see it, people care, and love you. Your presence, your existence, everything about you. So when you are like this, stay strong, always stay strong, cause it’s never too late to change.
I pray things turn around for you! May you be able to see the blessings in your life and may God give you the strength to carry on in Jesus' Name. I pray you Allow yourself to be carried as well! In Jesus' Name 🙏🙏❤
You're doing what's best for you, just keep pushing. I was in a similar situation a few years ago, but I kept going and got better. Of course nothing stays the same so it got bad again, and I expect it to stay like this for a while. But I'm happy I worked through my problems because now (although it's bad) it's not as bad as it could've been, and I know it'll be over in a few years time, just have to push
hey.. i understand. try to keep your head up. life will get better in the future, i promise. try to eat and stay hydrated aswell and get enough sleep. love you and so do others. keep going. 💙
Weird cycle and we end up living our lives anyhow except poorly, moping around, not accomplishing things, watching this device too much etc. get the rest you need you deserve it, the world needs you to be rested! Get up and achieve!!
2:50 am and have been awake since 12:47. Got married and had to basically get rid of my friends for hers, then divorced. Parents recently retired and moved. I have my kids which is nice but even then it can get lonely when they arent around. I do what i can and try to make the best of it. I found this and its relaxing. I feel like i can close my eyes and turn it off even if its just for the few minutes im awake or longer if i cant sleep. Just wanted to say to others that cant sleep and feel alone or disheartened you aren't alone. Seems like there are others awake and in similar situations. While they may not be the best situations maybe videos like this can bring people together even for a brief moment and in that moment it can change ones perspective.
Hey I hope you’re doing better now I really wish you and your kids all the best because I’ve been through the “getting rid of everyone for her” so I really hope everything has gotten at least a little better.
I miss my friends from ten years ago. They're still around, but I've moved eleven hours away. We used to spend hours late at night in the car, just listening to music and laughing at the dumbest things. Now, at 30, I have a beautiful wife and the best little boy in the world, and I absolutely love my life. But sometimes, thinking back to those old times gives me this gut-wrenching feeling. It all went by too fast, and it kills me knowing my time with my son is flying by even faster. It’s so hard for me to just slow down
"You never know what you truly had until you lost it." There will always be moments when you look back and wish you had more time. While it is scary, that's the beauty of it. You never know just how much time you have, so cherish what you have. "Time flies by when you're having fun." I hope you and your family are doing well, safe travels my friend.
If it makes you feel any better, I’m 30 years old and I still have all my dumb friends. We always hit the bars, run around town, and act really immature. It gives me this empty feeling inside at times. About six years ago, my fiancé had an affair behind my back. Sometimes when I lay in bed at night, I think about how much I wish I was married and had a kid. One thing you’ll come to find out is that we always tend to meditate on how things could’ve been. I do anything for that woman to I’ve been faithful to me.
@@Laughy-Flaaffy this actually means something to me. RUclips really can have a community. That comment made me think the same way. We think about how things would have been and that’s not how it should be
Currently 3:03am. Thinking about how I'll be going to college soon. I'm 25 and so scared yet excited. Leaving my family. Leaving my nephew who'll be going in the hospital for a serious surgery for his sickle cell. My niece who's been in the hospital for almost a year from sickle cell and my mom who has kidney failure and just a bunch of shit going on with me. Life is so strange. So many bad things happen yet life goes on. I huge piece of me doesn't even want to move but I'm forcing myself. Honestly wish I could just spend 1 day... as the little boy running down the block in new york... having block parties... snitching on my siblings lol and having cook outs. Whatever God has planned for me I just hope I accomplish it. So tired... I need a good cry but I'm so mentally everywhere idek. Whoever read this far I'm sending you love ❤ I hope things get better. You are enough and cherished.
Best thing coming across this everyone in the comments genuinely concerned and want nothing but happiness for everyone i hope everyone has a peaceful and happy life
It's 2:14 am rn, i was at my friends place, having a sleepover when i got my period and threw up in her bathroom. I got a ride home from my dad, but now im just sitting here, unable to sleep listening to this while dealing with the worst cramps imaginable.
im so sorry, i know exactly what your feeling i get cramps so bad too. i hope your feeling so much better now, and hopefully you got a half decent sleep
Im about to hop on a a straight 10 hrs flight to south america for vaction and i just boarded so its night time and i get to listen to this while i look out at the stars. God Thank you for letting me have this moment and thank you you for letting me cherish it for eternity of my life ❤ 🙏 ✝️
To everyone struggling out there - don't worry. Everything gets better one day, I know it. Because once you believe it, it simply happens, your mentality changes the view on the external world, I mean our minds are our worlds. Believe in miracles.
The last 5 years of my life I have been moving for my mom's job, now that I am back in the city where I grew up I feel extremely lost, I've realized how lonely I am and feel even with my family around, I love them, but I feel like I'm going to explode. I can't stop thinking. Returning to my city has made me even more paranoid and I can't stop crying since we arrived, I have to be strong and show that I can, I want to be a good example for my brothers, but I don't know anymore I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I've lost so many friends because of these changes that I really don't know how to reach out to people again. I really wish I had someone to talk to, maybe that's why I'm writing this here. Music is what keeps me a little bit calmer, sorry for keeping you reading this.
to anyone seeing this, im a teenager who tried drugs at a young age and now ruined the rest of my life. shrooms is no joke, and in other terms i had a bad overdose/trip and forever have lost my mind. my precious memories all gone and any chance of creating new ones, gone. constant anxiety attacks/panic attacks, you name it! day to day, life goes on by and i no longer feel the hype or amuse anymore yet i have a strong soul and will continue to fight for as long as i can. this will not bring me down, though i have my good and bad days i will continue to work and strive with this new challenge of mine. this is a message to anyone who's in their early "having fun" stages and to warn them not to go to extreme and mess up your life how i did. thank you if you take the time to acknowledge this message, as i hesitated a good five times before releasing. stay safe, and enjoy the rest of your day overcome all your challenges, and life will get so much better for you.
Currently 3:44 am and I’m balling my eyes out from my parents calling me a disappointment. Just know that you are worth the world, and just because one person doesn’t like how you are, doesn’t mean you should change for them, instead find people who like you for who you are and what you plan to become.
Currently 3:27. I can not sleep. Thinking about a crush, and how I shouldnt have this crush, but yet I love having it. Confusing... I'm know. It's obnoxious. But I felt inclined to comment under yours because you said you parents called you a disappointment. I can not relate. However, my grandmother has said that im not who I am, and my uncle has said he fu**ing hates me. So, I do know a little bit I guess. I just wanted to say that YOU and your being are not a disappointment. Whatever your parents are seeing is in there heads. We all have a way we veiw people. And your parents say they veiw you as a disappointment. However that does not mean they feel you are a disappointment. You are not. Don't think that. Another reason I decided to yap is because you immediately switched to comforting the reader. You are very selfless and kind. I appreciate your message. I am kinda going through that issue of finding the right people. I need to have a talk with a freind, and I'm nervous for how she'll react. I could yap about that, but I don't want to make this any longer lol
1:43 AM - I’m stuck in a loop of despair. All strength has been sapped away, even the strength to leave this cycle. But I’ll keep on trying, even if it leads me nowhere.
After 6 years of dating the love of my life he left me last year after giving me the ring. My life hasn’t been the same. On top of that my grandma passed away in December, yeah it’s been 8 months but it still hurts. I have to take my cat to the vet in the morning and I can’t bare the pain of losing my loved ones anymore. My job is getting stressful and I’m starting to struggle financially. I miss my family, my friends, and myself. I hope to find peace someday.
1:16am, can't sleep and stumbled upon your comment in the comment section. I am thinking of and rooting for you. Don't forget- life comes in waves and although right now it might seem that happiness is far away from where you are right now this wave will pass as well and you will find peace and happiness again. Thinking of you, my friend!
It’s weird how people can see different worlds but live in the same one. Your definition of peace is to stop losing people you love and to feel calm like you once were, my definition of peace is to find people I love and to find a way to be calm for the first time. After being adopted 7 times in my 17 years I think there’s something wrong within me, yet I have rarely ever found anything that comes close to “peace” I wish the best for you in this lifetime. -a random kid
I've been so stressed out about everything in life lately that I can't get to sleep until almost 5:00 in the morning, no matter how exhausted I am. I just sit there in a haze for hours. These videos have started to show up at the perfect time for me lately, and I'm very thankful for this channel. I hope everyone gets a good nights rest tonight 💚
its honestly so scary how fast is life moving or just your thoughts in the head you are watching this video now scrolling down to comments you feel peaceful but any second you might turn off the video and just burn your brain in reels that dont even make sense, i dont even know what iam saying maybe someone will get it i cant sleep and i feel anxious so im yapping about this its now 3:52AM and im out of smoke. fuck
It's 5:50 am. And not an ounce of sleep, I did this to myself. I want to inspire and entertain peopl so badly, I want to be important. But I keep letting pleasure overcome and take over me. It's not just that I want to be important in the world, I feel like, I NEED to. I don't want to be just another random person, I want people to say, "Yo that's Exo!" I want to be recognized, remembered. To anyone seeing this, please. Most you can do is remember me too. I need it.
real shit man i've always felt terrible, emotionally and physically. i've coped by making others feel great. but the problem is, i dont know how to make myself feel good. its always been a challenge. i really hope you are living the best of life rn exo
@therealstut Best thing you can do for yourself is experiment and fight stuff that makes you happy, plus making other happy should help you feel happier as well. There is always something out there that will make you feel pleased, just make sure to make others happy in the process yknow?
I never forget. I promise. One day when I get very sick I'll think back to this and remember wow. The first time someone felt like me. It's amazing. So ofc I'll always remember you exo
I am surrounded by my family, have multiple friends, and a partner that I've loved for 3 years now...yet I still feel so lonely all the time, and I don't know how to make it go away or how to make it better. I miss being a kid, I miss always having a future to look forward to. Now that I am in that future, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to feel or how to deal with how fast time is flying by me. I just want to b happy again...
hey you, i hope you’re doing well. i relate quite a bit to this. i have felt incredibly lonely since i was a little little kid. the feeling has never gone away entirely, and if i’m being honest w myself and w you, i don’t think it ever will. i always looked at it as a bad thing but at this point- i have realized it’s a big blessing hidden within the pain of it. feeling alone can be painful, however it is the feeling that pushes me to be my truest self. it pushes me to do my absolute best by me, because i am the only person who has to experience this life in my shoes. i often feel like it’s my higher self just realizing that i’m here, alive in the world. i hope you one day feel this feeling not as a bad one, but instead as a true blessing because we are able to create our own reality and our own perspective is the thing that really moves all of this emotion. i hope you know you are not entirely alone with this feeling. even tho we are strangers i bet you are wonderful and i hope you start to do more that makes you feel incredible. whether that is painting or making music, writing or drawing. i hope you explore your world and the world within you. you can be anything you want to be in this life. you can become any version you want to be. i love you and i wish you all the best, and all the love. if you ever need anything- go ahead and reach out❤
I feel exactly the same way. I have 2 beautiful girls and a fiancé, but yet I feel like the loneliest person on the planet sometimes. Me and fiancé just kinda drifting apart life’s just drifting by and all I seem to have are regrets and loneliness. I wish I knew why. I wish I knew what I’m missing.
It’s almost 3:30am now. I’m lying awake at night thinking about my still quite young life. Every night I lay awake reminiscing of the past. How happy I once was. Before my very own family caused my life to crumble and put my mental health from great to absolute ruin. I always tell myself that everyone else has it worse then I do and I should just do as I was taught and suck it up, no matter how much this makes me wanna cry… no matter how much I want to die. Somehow I’m still here. Just curled in a ball remembering my life and the future I once saw myself living. To everyone who reads this know you are strong, no matter what happens. I’m proud of you. Now let’s hope I don’t stay awake till 7:00am again.
it's 2am, and I never imagined seeing someone you really love, care for, and absolutely adore crumble and give up on life right in front of you, and you're unable to make a difference, till it happened... it's another level of heartache and pain.. 😔
it's 12:56AM and this came up. My memory has never been the best when it comes to details, so I find it difficult to look back on things, and the future is uncertain. but that's the beauty of it, we have the power to shape it for ourselves. To anyone reading this, try to get some sleep, and take things one step at a time when possible
4:08 am, I got accepted into college yesterday. It’s been hard to sleep these last few days. Too hot outside, but calm music helps. Thank you. To everyone seeing this, keep going, don’t give up, you are loved.
4:58 AM: Tired beyond all belief, stayed up all night. I remember nights where I'd stay up this late and think "this is it, this is the end, I don't want to keep going". I also remember nights where I stayed up that late talking to my friends overseas, enjoying every moment of company with them. Tonight, however, I lay in bed beside my fiancee after both of us staying up all night because we had an empty house for a day. We merely played video games and talked all night, and treated ourselves. It gets better, I promise, even when everything looks bleak. I can't offer magic solutions or tell you to just keep smiling, because I didn't do that. Feel those feelings but don't let them consume you, you are allowed to be depressed: you're human. Just please rest after you're done feeling those things, don't get out of bed, just sleep. Tomorrow just might better.
3:22 am. Just lost the last of my friends after moving schools. Can’t seem to meet any new friends. Struggling and lonely, but I hope to get through it.
Is currently 3:58 am August 4 I still can’t go to sleep is good to know I ain’t the only ones tho. those who still be staying up all night thinking about life, hope it gets better 🙏❤️
I’m a husband and father to 2 girls and I constantly struggle with trying to be there for them and also making sure I have time for myself. It’s a constant pull and each side needs satiation in which by the end of countless days, almost never are. A lot of times I feel numb when I try to play with my kids. I feel Iike something has to be off with me. Idk, I have so many thoughts run in my head late at night. The only time I feel at peace. Knowing all my responsibilities are fast asleep as well. I miss my Dad. Passed away from cancer 7 years ago. Especially when life gets tough. Needing that guidance from Father to son. I want to do great things but can’t find the motivation and perseverance to do it. Despite all this, I will continue to fight for my family no matter the cost. This is what I feel in this particular moment and most nights in general. Love you guys and hope we all can find solace in each others isolated presence of a comment section.
watching this at 4:16 AM, I have a lot of regrets in my heart sadly, and things i want to say to many people. I know they hate me or believe that I'm bad for them... I just wish i could apologize to them, to know that I cared about each and every one of them.
I think you should tell them individually how you care about them and apologize for whatever you might have done to hurt them. Try to forgive yourself TOO! for whatever you have done because we all make mistakes and wish that we could go back in time to stop ourselves from doing something that harmed others or even ourselves, the best thing to do with mistakes is to learn from it and then to let go of the regret in ur heart and repent to god talk to him and ask forgiveness he's a loving father always there for you and your mistakes no matter what even if it does not feel like it at the moment.
Its 2:28 am, and I am just thinking. Its nice to know there is a bunch of others here doing the same. Its crazy to think that each of these 1,111 comments is each from a person, and that person's story is very different from mine. They might think I'm smart and quiet while others think I'm loud and obnoxious. They could see things different from me. It's crazy that each person is having their own earthly experience, and just how they are a small part of mine supporting me, I am a small part supporting them. It's just awesome how the universe works.
4:30 and I can't sleep mind, heart, and soul are so broken and heavy it's so hard trying to clear away the things that don't serve me I'm currently down I'm life things have never been this bad and I've lived threw some hard crazy shit. Here I am again square one with my 3 babies trying the best I can and will continue to fight and push threw. My babies are my saving grace I would have been defeated long ago. I'm praying and manifesting that God continues to keep me strong ,determined and protected. Thank you for giving me a safe place to vent and clear the mind I definitely will be back to lesson again❤ Xoxo
this makes me think deeply.. i miss my old self. the one that was happy.. didnt have to worry.. and wasnt a people pleaser. first of all, i hate being a people pleaser. but its like its hard to get rid of. my sleep schedule is completely messed up. its 5:12 am rn. im so tired of everything and everyone.. but i cant give up and nor can u. try to keep ur head up. try to keep eating and stay hydrated. i love you. alot. you're amazing. you're also beautiful/handsome. have a great rest of your coming days, weeks, months, and years. 💙💙-shark
1:44 Am just unable to sleep and reading some of these comments made me realize there are a lot more people than i realized that have the same derealisation on life and there’s nothing wrong with it we just gotta keep on pushing thru it we all made it this far why stop and give up now? sleep good 😴💯
Most people just want to be in the result and not in the process, and it's in the process where you realize who deserves to be in the result. stay loving life people🫶the beauty of life is endless🌌
That's actually beautiful ❤❤. Made me tear up a little. Made me think of me and my ex, she just wanted the results. But not the process. Where I'd fight for the both of us, through the process to get us the results! 😢😢. I miss you, Юлия волкова!
I hear the tweeting, the chirping of the birds when dawn is about to break. I vehemently hate the sound that it makes. They break the blissful silence of the night. A stark reminder of the shining day to arise When the souls that sleep would in some time be awake. When my peace, my freedom of the night would sleep again.
Its 5 am, im currently finding out rock bottom has a second level while everyone thinks i just stumbled down. I've been pulling the work of an adult since i was a child, and despite the acceptance for my issues, no one really seems to actually acknowledge how much i actually need help, and just add more and more. Im stretched paper thin at what is supposed to be the beginning of my best years. And i dont even have the energy anymore to continue, but the "break" i need keeps being delayed. I want to be confident. To be happy. To be better than where i am now, I at least owe myself that much if not for anyone else.
Video got recommended to me at 3:09am wow Edit: everyone here seems to be sharing something so I will too. I honestly just hope for true happiness & peace. I’ve felt empty for so long it’s the only thing I know.
It's 3:24am and this just popped onto my recommended page. I don't usually leave comments, but...why not. Here it goes. I have so many lofty dreams, but I feel the worst mentally and emotionally than I have ever. My grades and GPA suck, but I want to do so much with my life, and all these things. I wish I still talked to some people. I wish I went out more. The comments everyone's left on this video are surprisingly comforting, in a way. I'll come back here, when the time feels right.
Rest. Pick up what you are doing tomorrow. I understand it myself. But looking at these comments won't fix anything. It's perfectly fine to feel weak. You're only human.
4:07am: I’m a struggling father, fighting my demons but forging on to make a good life for my son. To give him the life I never had. Undiagnosed ADHD has tore my life apart as an adult and I’ve been slowly putting the pieces back together. I will do anything for him. He needs to be better than me.
believe it not, i wasn't using this to sleep- instead to considerate. I've been working all day to get a commission done and this finally was the thing to get me to finish it, post it, and be done so I can head to bed finally. Thank you- this will be staying on my browser for tomorrow lol
I've been producing music since I was a young teenager, and I listen to various genres, yet I've never heard this genre before. I am absolutely captivated. The tones and atmosphere echo my soul. I cannot explain it. Dark, beautiful, and delicate.
this takes me back to being a kid in bed, can't sleep. Thinking about my dreams and aspirations, what the future held. What I'd do with my friends on the weekend and where my next game was. Now fall is coming, I buried two friends this summer and the love of my life 7 years ago. Life is wild, I swear those nights were yesterday, not 20+ years ago. It sounds sad, but it reminds me to stay present and make every moment with my loved ones count. Wishing you all the best out there.
2:37 am here. I immigrated from my country to canada when i was 17 that was 7 years ago. Had to rebuild my life from scratch, learn a new language, find new friends and… life is hard as it is, but things have honestly gotten easier with time for me. Sure new problems arise as life goes on but generally I dont have that sense of doom I used to have when I was younger. I hope anyone who is reading this, is as fortunate as I was in my life. i hope your life get easier and better
4:34 am at the time of writing this. 10 years ago, I thought it was bad. 8 years ago, I thought it was worse, 5 years ago I thought it was even worse, 3 years ago I thought it was my limit. Current year; it’s the worst it’s ever been. At the rate it’s heading, prolly even worse. I’ve been dealt a lot of bad cards throughout my life since I was 2 till now. Somehow I’ve been pushing; I suffer from anxiety, social anxiety and maybe even depression which I have gotten tested for, and the test they give you for mental health I completely lied on it as I was scared. Anxiety didn’t affect me until I knew I had it, when I was told I had it. I’m scared if I’m told I’m depressed, and even worse clinically depressed I dunno.. I’ll be more scared. Despite all the short comings, despite all my bad luck… there’s still some hope. I hope you guys can find hope too. I may be at my worse, but I have very close friends, and I have a few people who love me. They keep me pushing, I’ve gotten so close to harming myself than I have ever in my life these past few months. - But I know if I’m patient enough good things well come. I’m not much of a religious person, nor am I against such beliefs but patience in life is something that is rewarded. I know that much.
3:02 am. Just came across this randomly. Laying in bed, my mom died 2 weeks ago and im struggling. Hoping someone else out there knows theyre not alone.
Things have been rough lately but falling asleep and waking up to this has brought me so much peace. Some of these songs brought me back to happy memories. Some of these songs made me feel nostalgia for places I haven’t been and a time that doesn’t exist. Watching the shooting stars made me feel like I was back in the desert. Thank you for this video I’m going to keep coming back to it forever.
Laying here at 02:47am and missing my wife being next to me BIG TIME. We've been separated for 3 years now, I didn't want this, I never stopped loving her...
Its way past my bed time.... Everyone I know just WANTS something from me. I see a message pop up from an old friend and get exited. They are just asking for money, or IT help... And I offer aid where I can, but I sometimes never even get so much as a thanks. The world feels so thankless. We are in a world so connected, but our connection has never been worse. I know thousands of people I have talked to, who have said things like if you need something let me know! and I've tried to reach out. but it seems nobody actually shows up when you need them. Tonight I paid for a lady's laundry. She said "you know, you are such a sweetheart". These the only positive words I have heard in such a long time. Most men receive their first flowers at their funeral. This needs to change. Our seriously needs to change.
I sit here and remember all the good times I had with my friends we used to go outside and play basketball everyday all 7 of us and it was so fun we played so much and loved it until I moved and lost it all and don’t have any friends here I’ve changed so much without them I feel broken and lost I feel empty and alone but it feels good I can’t explain this feeling I wish someday I’ll meet them again until then I’ll stay broken and be alone thinking about those times it makes me even sad to know that I may never see them again 😢i wish everyone a good rest of their day 😔
You aren’t alone. I’ve had that same experience. I used to have these friends at school I played with. Minecraft, roblox, etc. And I loved hanging out with them. Until I eventually moved into another state. I was broken and sad. I really had no friends at this new elementary school. I played alone at recess until a kind kid joined in with me. After time we became best friends and he introduced me into a friend group. It wasn’t really big at the time but now I’m in high school and there are like 30 plus members. It’s crazy how many friends I have now..
It's the peak of the night for me. Everyone's asleep, and the only sound is a occassional cars whooshing by. If I'm sad, it intensifies then. It's been a rough year for me. Really can't wait for it to be over.
2:33am. I'm not sure what reality I'm in, I don't have my feet on the ground just yet. It's comforting knowing someone else, somewhere, some time, was also here.
Just listening to this in my room, in the dark at 11:44pm, with my eyes closed (currently open while typing lol). Currently feeling like a huge disappointment & like i am wasting my life. Hope to make my family proud & to one day be successful in streaming/content creation. To make my life worth something, along with making people feel great. Through laughter, joy, & some great entertainment!
Idk why the song at 26:00 is bringing out so many powerful emotions of sadness in me right now. It's 4:07am and I'm in tears feeling like I don't want to be here anymore. I’m an ex Jehovah's Witness, and my parents and siblings disowned me almost 18 years ago when I came out. I suffer from CPTSD, and every day is such a struggle to get out of bed in the morning. Thankfully, I have a loving husband, but I feel my depression has hurt him, too. This pain is so raw, and I’ve carried it all my life. Worst thing is because my husband is all I have, I'm always having intrusive thoughts of losing him. It's too much to feel sometimes. I hate my job, in fact, I hate the whole system of having to work tirelessly day in and out to survive. I just want to stop feeling this pain. I have isolated myself from former friends and try to cope on my own. So many people are hurting in here, I'm so sorry to all of you who also understand this pain. May we look forward to those moments in our lives when we feel glimmers of hope and joy. Hug your loved ones and know that one day, we will be free of this hurting. Big hug to all of you🫂🫂🫂
Anyone going through a tough time in life just know that you are strong and you got this! Give yourself some love and care and I will always root for you all. Love you all dearly I hope you can rest up in peace. Here are some warm hugs since it is around the winter time 🫂🫂🫂🫂. Good night sweet dreams.
It's 1:50am at the moment of typing this. I'm currently going through a midlife crisis, unable to sleep during the night. I miss playing my video games. I miss playing D&D with my friends. I miss just hanging out with friends in general. I miss being able to visit my parents and siblings without dealing with some sort of stress issues happening. I miss being the laid back dude I used to be. Having enough financial support to keep the bills paid and the fridge full of food. Not having to worry about "what happens if..." scenarios. I'm not super depressed. I love my wife. We don't have kids (thank god), but we have our pets that keep us company. But we don't have any real friends that want to hang out with us just to hang out. Usually it's because they need something from us (such as babysitting). It's fine most of the time. We love the brats. We don't usually have the time to be able to hang out anyway, but it'd be nice to either be invited over or for them to accept our invites for a cookout. I understand it's all a part of being an adult, but still... even if it's once a month, I'd just like to get together with the gang and just hang out. Watch a movie, watch some wrestling, play d&d, have some of our asinine discussions about superhero powers, or whatever else. Since 2020, shit's just gotten so much worse and the original group apart so much. Went from having a solid 7 or 8 of us talking all the time to just three at most unless the stars align and we get a couple more.
3:07 AM Another night of thoughts that never seem to end though I know they shall soon as the night drags on It's been hard lately I miss those days of carelessness Those times I had taken for granted Seem so long ago Now all life is hard Suppose it was to be expected Never clicked on one of these late night videos, but I am glad I did The words of strangers so far but seeming so close bring me some hope A hope that it'll be better That I will see the one's I love, do the things I love, and be at peace with the way life works Quite the few minutes I've taken to write this but I feel it helps I can already feel my eyes finally tire I shall rest now for night won't be much longer To all who read and all those who struggle Be Hopeful Look Forward Look to the Ones you Love Enjoy the Things you Love Life is Hell but to truly understand it you must Move On Good Night, All
Currently 2:53 AM thinking about myself and how stressful i am, school is coming up and cant get my mind in fixed shape, its all crumbling down, even tho im feeling down, i can still keep myself calm. Just stay safe everyone and have a good night, you'll need it for tomorrow
My life is weird right now to say the least, i moved to a new country almost 2 years ago in the hopes of finding work, im 21 now and i still havent found anything here for me. Worse off i cant even go back to my country of origin because i dont have anywhere to stay while i try and rebuild a life over there. I just feel stuck, i know life works out sooner or later,i just feel stuck right now. Also theres a girl that i like back in my country and i think she likes me too, we dont want to do the cancerous long distance thing so i just really hope something turns up for me soon. Either to go back and try again or for something to work where im living now. Anyways, i love you, youre doing great and thanks for stopping by and reading my comment❤
It's 1:08AM currently thinking about life than stumbling across this video so to anyone who has come across this comment hope your life is going great and have a good night
Wtf its literally 1:11 for me rn
It's 3 52 Am for me and, well I'm here even though i shouldn't be.
Ayyy it‘s currently 3:08am for me ❤
same exact time as me lol
Well my life is not going great but it is what it is
To anybody seeing this, I hope the best in life for you
Thank you, you too.
sincerely, a random Australian
Gracias lei esto y me tocó la loteria.
thank you, friend
@@slim23fran good on you
@@grewetii sincerely. A random USA American!
It feels strangely comforting to know that late night melancholy is this common.
I saw that my boyfriend was watching this on my RUclips account. I hope he knows I love him and that he sleeps well tonight
I'm a firefighter, and I get so trapped in trying to do things for other people, that, honestly, I forgot about myself and, my family. I don't usually talk about it, but I wanted to here. This mix really opens my mind and makes me rethink everything I've ever done. I hope my mom forgives me, my dad is still proud of me, my sister still looks up to me, and my brother still admires me. I really hope I haven't drifted away from them too far that they forgot about me too. I'm enlightened by this and I've realized that I really do need to take better care of myself and my family. Thank you.
Thank you for helping those in need from fires, i eternally respect you.
You’re a strong and brave person. Hope you’re doing great.
this hits really close to home bro, I do tree work. powerline clearence mostly. I work so damn much I forget life outside of my bucket truck. prayers to you homie
Thank you for your service 🙏
hey brother. i get you. fire medic here. stay close knit, praying for safe nights and good health for you.
its about 5am. i miss my old self so badly, but i can never go back.
only forward from here on.
so now i'll exist only to satisfy my own hopes and desires.
it feels so good to make a promise in writing.
I hope you can accomplish what you have set out to do. You are deserving of the love and care you can provide yourself
5am for me too, my fucking insomnia is eating away at me dawg 😭 eyebags r literally an identifiable trait for me rn
Remember, this is the past your future self will want to get back.
remember?
Remember
For anybody that is reading this. May God Bless You and give you Strength in these harsh times. May he heal you wounds and shield you from the evil one and those who want to cause you harm. For God Is Great!!!
It's 1:15am and I'm scrolling and scrolling through the comments, teary eyed. All of you are incredible. Every single one of you.
Same! How am I supposed to sleep now 😭
You guys are making me sad, but I think I feel less lonely
It's not about the topic of conversation. It's just the ability to have people to talk to and relate to. Even when you're at your lowest, there's always someone who will be there.
@@gearmaster1232 Huh, the internet actually has a good side to it. Stay safe
man, 2:56am, listening to this and just thinking about how fast life is moving, already 8 months into 2024, damn near 9 months. I'll be 2 years sober from fentanyl in a week, I want to give myself more credit for battling so much at such a young age, but at the same time its hard to think back on all these hard times and congratulate myself because since then I've grown so much in so many different aspects of life and spirituality, that there will always be different things that happen in the present moment that occupy the mind, and keep you distracted from everything one has overcome in the past. To anyone reading this, i know this is kinda long but i feel comfortable writing here. You are special, and will always be loved, and no matter what you're going through right now, just know that when time passes, these thoughts will fade away just like the past does and life inevitably goes on, and you'll be able to reflect on how far you've came and how much you have grown since those harder times. I pray to anyone reading this right now that you receive the closure you deserve, the peace you thrive for, and the smile that you all deserve to show. - ❤matt
How’s the piano going? I heard you were playing the trumpet as well!
4 Years sober today 🎉🎉🎉
Congratulations Matt, on your upcoming 2 years!! It's definitely not easy but you're a living example of what determination and courage is like. May God always be by your side and I wish you all happiness in the years ahead!
🤗 🌠🌌
As the mother of a 44 year old son who has been an addict to every drug imaginable since starting out at age 13 smoking weed and who is only alive by the grace and mercy of God, I want to commend and congratulate you Matt on your incredible strength, determination and perseverance. I've lived the past 32 years of my life praying morning, noon and night for my son and asking God to intervene and remove the grasp of evil that chains itself to him. I've grown older and life is passing by quicker than ever now and I just pray that God will take me first. I pray not only for my son but for all those who are dealing with an addiction and who face the struggle and the demons every day. It's an imprisonment where there is no freedom of life except for the moments of that rush and the high that's reached with its momentary effects. When the moment is gone it's back to the dim reality of living behind those prison walls. I pray for them to be blessed with the same strength you found and to have the courage to fight the fight. May your every step forward in your journey of life be a step closer to reaching your goals and desired achievements. Keep your eyes upon God's promise in Isaiah 41:10 and stay focused on the path in front of you and not on what was behind you. May all areas of your life be abundantly blessed Matt and may you be a blessing to all those you meet. God bless and keep you always and forever.
With love,
Christopher's Mom❤
you are a beautiful being. thank you for sharing this❤ i’m so damn proud of you for overcoming addiction and seeing the world the way you do. i hope you get all the love you put out there- and judging by your comment, i’m sure it’s a lot❤ time really does fly. thank you for helping me check back in with my highest self. i love you and i wish you an abundance of love, growth, and comfort physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. godspeed❤
3:47am: having this on play and sitting in complete dark with just this scenery projected on my wall, makes me realise how far I've come in the world and how I haven't given up. Ill push through this year hopefully.
Duuude as soon as I saw your comment I just realized it was 3:47am what a coincidence lmao
3:31 AM brother 😞
Heh, 3:49 am. Hello 👋🙂
Keep pushing bro, you can be proud of you for not giving up.
Someday, it will make sense
@@aesira1096 OMFG same!
I love how everyone is saying their problems like it’s a diary, it warms my heart to know I’m not the only one suffering from life
Please have a goodnight and stop overthinking, everything is gonna be fine and just the way you want it, just don’t lose hope and keep praying❤️❤️
4am is when the brains most creative but the least logical, its the time when you feel your soul the most. You're not a machine made of metal you feel youre life the most in these times of reflection. What you've done wrong, what you could have done differently, what made you happy, and what made you laugh, shed a tear for the good times long ago.
I'm an alcoholic. I drink most nights when I have money. I live alone but with roomates. When they are out being social and extroverted, I'm introverted and alone sitting at home and indulging in a drink they never know about. I sit on the deck here and question my existence. I'm really alone as they are not really 'friends' of mine. My family won't deal with me. I don't know how much longer I have left. This playlist just makes me feel heard by the universe. I guess I'll stay a little longer.
Good luck brother, i hope you will do effort to leave this situation and you will not destroy your life
I'm a stranger that cares. Please let me know you are alright
@@Socc3rchic88I'm okay!
Joining a local AA may be the life change you need? It saved my dads life. x
😢
I can’t sleep rn, but I enjoy watching this and reading all the comments. They’re all so deep and wholesome
RUclips knows when I’m having nights like these. I just got recommended two emotional videos from really good content creators, coryxkenshin and DanTDM, both having a message that stuck to me, despite the videos being made years ago. It’s exactly 4:31 in the morning and I still can’t sleep. It’s the thoughts that keep me up. I think about the memories and how far I’ve come. To anyone reading this, if anything is happening, or things are at your worst, I need you to know that, even when you dont see it, people care, and love you. Your presence, your existence, everything about you. So when you are like this, stay strong, always stay strong, cause it’s never too late to change.
What is emotional about this?
saw this at 4:31am not even kidding
it's 3:57am and I'm at the worse of my life right now, the worse it has ever been and im trying my best to keep pushing
I pray things turn around for you! May you be able to see the blessings in your life and may God give you the strength to carry on in Jesus' Name. I pray you Allow yourself to be carried as well! In Jesus' Name 🙏🙏❤
You're doing what's best for you, just keep pushing. I was in a similar situation a few years ago, but I kept going and got better. Of course nothing stays the same so it got bad again, and I expect it to stay like this for a while. But I'm happy I worked through my problems because now (although it's bad) it's not as bad as it could've been, and I know it'll be over in a few years time, just have to push
Womp womp
hey.. i understand. try to keep your head up. life will get better in the future, i promise. try to eat and stay hydrated aswell and get enough sleep. love you and so do others. keep going. 💙
@@TheAnnoying_sHaRk1 thank you I appreciate it
Its not that I can't sleep it's that I don't want to and the sooner I fall asleep the sooner it feels as though I have to go back to my life.
every night
Yup
That’s called personal time guilt :( me 2
Weird cycle and we end up living our lives anyhow except poorly, moping around, not accomplishing things, watching this device too much etc. get the rest you need you deserve it, the world needs you to be rested! Get up and achieve!!
2:50 am and have been awake since 12:47. Got married and had to basically get rid of my friends for hers, then divorced. Parents recently retired and moved. I have my kids which is nice but even then it can get lonely when they arent around. I do what i can and try to make the best of it. I found this and its relaxing. I feel like i can close my eyes and turn it off even if its just for the few minutes im awake or longer if i cant sleep.
Just wanted to say to others that cant sleep and feel alone or disheartened you aren't alone. Seems like there are others awake and in similar situations. While they may not be the best situations maybe videos like this can bring people together even for a brief moment and in that moment it can change ones perspective.
Hey I hope you’re doing better now I really wish you and your kids all the best because I’ve been through the “getting rid of everyone for her” so I really hope everything has gotten at least a little better.
I miss my friends from ten years ago. They're still around, but I've moved eleven hours away. We used to spend hours late at night in the car, just listening to music and laughing at the dumbest things. Now, at 30, I have a beautiful wife and the best little boy in the world, and I absolutely love my life. But sometimes, thinking back to those old times gives me this gut-wrenching feeling. It all went by too fast, and it kills me knowing my time with my son is flying by even faster. It’s so hard for me to just slow down
I’m sorry. I agree with you
"You never know what you truly had until you lost it."
There will always be moments when you look back and wish you had more time. While it is scary, that's the beauty of it. You never know just how much time you have, so cherish what you have.
"Time flies by when you're having fun." I hope you and your family are doing well, safe travels my friend.
@@gearmaster1232best advice ever. 😌
If it makes you feel any better, I’m 30 years old and I still have all my dumb friends. We always hit the bars, run around town, and act really immature. It gives me this empty feeling inside at times.
About six years ago, my fiancé had an affair behind my back. Sometimes when I lay in bed at night, I think about how much I wish I was married and had a kid.
One thing you’ll come to find out is that we always tend to meditate on how things could’ve been. I do anything for that woman to I’ve been faithful to me.
@@Laughy-Flaaffy this actually means something to me. RUclips really can have a community. That comment made me think the same way. We think about how things would have been and that’s not how it should be
12:31am and no one too talk to. others would find lonely or sad but it's calming for me
If you need it though I'm here.
Don't even have to talk rlly, just here if you need it
That's the only time I can think and reflect on myself. Like what went wrong.
Currently 3:03am. Thinking about how I'll be going to college soon. I'm 25 and so scared yet excited. Leaving my family. Leaving my nephew who'll be going in the hospital for a serious surgery for his sickle cell. My niece who's been in the hospital for almost a year from sickle cell and my mom who has kidney failure and just a bunch of shit going on with me. Life is so strange. So many bad things happen yet life goes on. I huge piece of me doesn't even want to move but I'm forcing myself. Honestly wish I could just spend 1 day... as the little boy running down the block in new york... having block parties... snitching on my siblings lol and having cook outs. Whatever God has planned for me I just hope I accomplish it. So tired... I need a good cry but I'm so mentally everywhere idek. Whoever read this far I'm sending you love ❤ I hope things get better. You are enough and cherished.
Best thing coming across this everyone in the comments genuinely concerned and want nothing but happiness for everyone i hope everyone has a peaceful and happy life
whoever sees this, I hope you the best in life no matter what.
Ty
Same to you too, thank you
thank you. peace and love from Malaysia.
It's 4:20 AM right now. Damn youtube algorithm knows what to recommend very well. This gonna make me sleep for sure.
It's 2:14 am rn, i was at my friends place, having a sleepover when i got my period and threw up in her bathroom. I got a ride home from my dad, but now im just sitting here, unable to sleep listening to this while dealing with the worst cramps imaginable.
im so sorry, i know exactly what your feeling i get cramps so bad too. i hope your feeling so much better now, and hopefully you got a half decent sleep
Try a heating pad. It could help. I rely on mine. It can be a distraction at least😢
Im about to hop on a a straight 10 hrs flight to south america for vaction and i just boarded so its night time and i get to listen to this while i look out at the stars.
God Thank you for letting me have this moment and thank you you for letting me cherish it for eternity of my life ❤ 🙏 ✝️
To everyone struggling out there - don't worry. Everything gets better one day, I know it. Because once you believe it, it simply happens, your mentality changes the view on the external world, I mean our minds are our worlds. Believe in miracles.
The last 5 years of my life I have been moving for my mom's job, now that I am back in the city where I grew up I feel extremely lost, I've realized how lonely I am and feel even with my family around, I love them, but I feel like I'm going to explode. I can't stop thinking. Returning to my city has made me even more paranoid and I can't stop crying since we arrived, I have to be strong and show that I can, I want to be a good example for my brothers, but I don't know anymore I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I've lost so many friends because of these changes that I really don't know how to reach out to people again. I really wish I had someone to talk to, maybe that's why I'm writing this here. Music is what keeps me a little bit calmer, sorry for keeping you reading this.
to anyone seeing this, im a teenager who tried drugs at a young age and now ruined the rest of my life. shrooms is no joke, and in other terms i had a bad overdose/trip and forever have lost my mind. my precious memories all gone and any chance of creating new ones, gone. constant anxiety attacks/panic attacks, you name it! day to day, life goes on by and i no longer feel the hype or amuse anymore yet i have a strong soul and will continue to fight for as long as i can. this will not bring me down, though i have my good and bad days i will continue to work and strive with this new challenge of mine. this is a message to anyone who's in their early "having fun" stages and to warn them not to go to extreme and mess up your life how i did. thank you if you take the time to acknowledge this message, as i hesitated a good five times before releasing. stay safe, and enjoy the rest of your day overcome all your challenges, and life will get so much better for you.
I hope you find peace
I wish you the very best kind soul.
@@JuliahFL Thank you very much.
Currently 3:44 am and I’m balling my eyes out from my parents calling me a disappointment. Just know that you are worth the world, and just because one person doesn’t like how you are, doesn’t mean you should change for them, instead find people who like you for who you are and what you plan to become.
Currently 3:27. I can not sleep. Thinking about a crush, and how I shouldnt have this crush, but yet I love having it. Confusing... I'm know. It's obnoxious. But I felt inclined to comment under yours because you said you parents called you a disappointment. I can not relate. However, my grandmother has said that im not who I am, and my uncle has said he fu**ing hates me. So, I do know a little bit I guess. I just wanted to say that YOU and your being are not a disappointment. Whatever your parents are seeing is in there heads. We all have a way we veiw people. And your parents say they veiw you as a disappointment. However that does not mean they feel you are a disappointment. You are not. Don't think that. Another reason I decided to yap is because you immediately switched to comforting the reader. You are very selfless and kind. I appreciate your message. I am kinda going through that issue of finding the right people. I need to have a talk with a freind, and I'm nervous for how she'll react. I could yap about that, but I don't want to make this any longer lol
You are not a disappointment, and don't ever believe that.
04.12am…. & I feel you, difference being I feel like a disappointment 😞
You were not born to meet any other persons expectations. All you can do is your best and you are the only one you have to answer to❤
Your parents do not truly know you.
This kind of Playlist come always to the right moment, that's fascinating
1:43 AM - I’m stuck in a loop of despair. All strength has been sapped away, even the strength to leave this cycle. But I’ll keep on trying, even if it leads me nowhere.
After 6 years of dating the love of my life he left me last year after giving me the ring. My life hasn’t been the same. On top of that my grandma passed away in December, yeah it’s been 8 months but it still hurts. I have to take my cat to the vet in the morning and I can’t bare the pain of losing my loved ones anymore. My job is getting stressful and I’m starting to struggle financially. I miss my family, my friends, and myself. I hope to find peace someday.
1:16am, can't sleep and stumbled upon your comment in the comment section. I am thinking of and rooting for you. Don't forget- life comes in waves and although right now it might seem that happiness is far away from where you are right now this wave will pass as well and you will find peace and happiness again. Thinking of you, my friend!
It’s weird how people can see different worlds but live in the same one. Your definition of peace is to stop losing people you love and to feel calm like you once were, my definition of peace is to find people I love and to find a way to be calm for the first time. After being adopted 7 times in my 17 years I think there’s something wrong within me, yet I have rarely ever found anything that comes close to “peace” I wish the best for you in this lifetime. -a random kid
Take care honey, I wish you a lot of positive vibes
It’s 2:42am and I’m sleepy and high. Idk how I got here but hellooooooo earthlings!
It's 1:12am where I am, I've been running all day on 2 hours of sleep, and I also don't know how I got here, but hellooooo fellow being on earth!
Same!
same
I spot a fellow oneshot fan!!@@EbiTheAxolotl
@@soughtbeetle yeee a fellow oneshot fan! Hello there!
I've been so stressed out about everything in life lately that I can't get to sleep until almost 5:00 in the morning, no matter how exhausted I am. I just sit there in a haze for hours. These videos have started to show up at the perfect time for me lately, and I'm very thankful for this channel. I hope everyone gets a good nights rest tonight 💚
May peace be with you brother/sister
@@Shinners124 thank you so much, and I wish the same to you.
its honestly so scary how fast is life moving or just your thoughts in the head you are watching this video now scrolling down to comments you feel peaceful but any second you might turn off the video and just burn your brain in reels that dont even make sense, i dont even know what iam saying maybe someone will get it i cant sleep and i feel anxious so im yapping about this its now 3:52AM and im out of smoke. fuck
nothing is permanent...everything is illusion...
It's 5:50 am. And not an ounce of sleep, I did this to myself. I want to inspire and entertain peopl so badly, I want to be important. But I keep letting pleasure overcome and take over me. It's not just that I want to be important in the world, I feel like, I NEED to. I don't want to be just another random person, I want people to say, "Yo that's Exo!" I want to be recognized, remembered. To anyone seeing this, please. Most you can do is remember me too. I need it.
Felt this at 5 am
real shit man
i've always felt terrible, emotionally and physically. i've coped by making others feel great. but the problem is, i dont know how to make myself feel good. its always been a challenge.
i really hope you are living the best of life rn exo
@therealstut Best thing you can do for yourself is experiment and fight stuff that makes you happy, plus making other happy should help you feel happier as well. There is always something out there that will make you feel pleased, just make sure to make others happy in the process yknow?
I never forget. I promise. One day when I get very sick I'll think back to this and remember wow. The first time someone felt like me. It's amazing. So ofc I'll always remember you exo
Yo that's Exo!
I am surrounded by my family, have multiple friends, and a partner that I've loved for 3 years now...yet I still feel so lonely all the time, and I don't know how to make it go away or how to make it better. I miss being a kid, I miss always having a future to look forward to. Now that I am in that future, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to feel or how to deal with how fast time is flying by me. I just want to b happy again...
Yer i feel like that too...somthing missing in my life but dont no what it is..got a loy of family round me but feel alone..
hey you, i hope you’re doing well. i relate quite a bit to this. i have felt incredibly lonely since i was a little little kid. the feeling has never gone away entirely, and if i’m being honest w myself and w you, i don’t think it ever will. i always looked at it as a bad thing but at this point- i have realized it’s a big blessing hidden within the pain of it. feeling alone can be painful, however it is the feeling that pushes me to be my truest self. it pushes me to do my absolute best by me, because i am the only person who has to experience this life in my shoes. i often feel like it’s my higher self just realizing that i’m here, alive in the world.
i hope you one day feel this feeling not as a bad one, but instead as a true blessing because we are able to create our own reality and our own perspective is the thing that really moves all of this emotion.
i hope you know you are not entirely alone with this feeling. even tho we are strangers i bet you are wonderful and i hope you start to do more that makes you feel incredible. whether that is painting or making music, writing or drawing. i hope you explore your world and the world within you. you can be anything you want to be in this life. you can become any version you want to be.
i love you and i wish you all the best, and all the love. if you ever need anything- go ahead and reach out❤
@@safcet184 thankyou so much..
I feel exactly the same way. I have 2 beautiful girls and a fiancé, but yet I feel like the loneliest person on the planet sometimes. Me and fiancé just kinda drifting apart life’s just drifting by and all I seem to have are regrets and loneliness. I wish I knew why. I wish I knew what I’m missing.
It’s almost 3:30am now. I’m lying awake at night thinking about my still quite young life. Every night I lay awake reminiscing of the past. How happy I once was. Before my very own family caused my life to crumble and put my mental health from great to absolute ruin. I always tell myself that everyone else has it worse then I do and I should just do as I was taught and suck it up, no matter how much this makes me wanna cry… no matter how much I want to die. Somehow I’m still here. Just curled in a ball remembering my life and the future I once saw myself living. To everyone who reads this know you are strong, no matter what happens. I’m proud of you. Now let’s hope I don’t stay awake till 7:00am again.
it's 2am, and I never imagined seeing someone you really love, care for, and absolutely adore crumble and give up on life right in front of you, and you're unable to make a difference, till it happened...
it's another level of heartache and pain.. 😔
I understand that perfectly. The girl I should have married, she is crumbling and it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever watched before
Isn’t it crazy how you can lose everything you love in life so fast? Stay safe everyone.
I've lost so much over the past 5 years, but I keep hoping.
it's 12:56AM and this came up. My memory has never been the best when it comes to details, so I find it difficult to look back on things, and the future is uncertain. but that's the beauty of it, we have the power to shape it for ourselves. To anyone reading this, try to get some sleep, and take things one step at a time when possible
4:08 am, I got accepted into college yesterday. It’s been hard to sleep these last few days. Too hot outside, but calm music helps. Thank you. To everyone seeing this, keep going, don’t give up, you are loved.
4:58 AM: Tired beyond all belief, stayed up all night. I remember nights where I'd stay up this late and think "this is it, this is the end, I don't want to keep going". I also remember nights where I stayed up that late talking to my friends overseas, enjoying every moment of company with them. Tonight, however, I lay in bed beside my fiancee after both of us staying up all night because we had an empty house for a day. We merely played video games and talked all night, and treated ourselves. It gets better, I promise, even when everything looks bleak. I can't offer magic solutions or tell you to just keep smiling, because I didn't do that. Feel those feelings but don't let them consume you, you are allowed to be depressed: you're human. Just please rest after you're done feeling those things, don't get out of bed, just sleep. Tomorrow just might better.
my eyebrows relaxing in the exact moment i hear the first note, lol! im so stressed, i miss the old days when ive been happy with the simple things
Find the simple things and find the joy they bring to you. It's hard, of course it is, but keep trying because it does get better
3:22 am. Just lost the last of my friends after moving schools. Can’t seem to meet any new friends. Struggling and lonely, but I hope to get through it.
It’s almost 5am as I’m writing this and I hope that everyone has a good sleep.
Is currently 3:58 am August 4
I still can’t go to sleep is good to know I ain’t the only ones tho. those who still be staying up all night thinking about life, hope it gets better 🙏❤️
I’m a husband and father to 2 girls and I constantly struggle with trying to be there for them and also making sure I have time for myself. It’s a constant pull and each side needs satiation in which by the end of countless days, almost never are. A lot of times I feel numb when I try to play with my kids. I feel Iike something has to be off with me. Idk, I have so many thoughts run in my head late at night. The only time I feel at peace. Knowing all my responsibilities are fast asleep as well. I miss my Dad. Passed away from cancer 7 years ago. Especially when life gets tough. Needing that guidance from Father to son. I want to do great things but can’t find the motivation and perseverance to do it. Despite all this, I will continue to fight for my family no matter the cost. This is what I feel in this particular moment and most nights in general. Love you guys and hope we all can find solace in each others isolated presence of a comment section.
watching this at 4:16 AM, I have a lot of regrets in my heart sadly, and things i want to say to many people. I know they hate me or believe that I'm bad for them... I just wish i could apologize to them, to know that I cared about each and every one of them.
I think you should tell them individually how you care about them and apologize for whatever you might have done to hurt them. Try to forgive yourself TOO! for whatever you have done because we all make mistakes and wish that we could go back in time to stop ourselves from doing something that harmed others or even ourselves, the best thing to do with mistakes is to learn from it and then to let go of the regret in ur heart and repent to god talk to him and ask forgiveness he's a loving father always there for you and your mistakes no matter what even if it does not feel like it at the moment.
Genuinely all of you
Will be 100% having bright future and happy life
JUST PUSH YOURSELF GIVE YOUR BEST
IT WILL BE DONE BELIVE IT ❤
Its 2:28 am, and I am just thinking. Its nice to know there is a bunch of others here doing the same. Its crazy to think that each of these 1,111 comments is each from a person, and that person's story is very different from mine. They might think I'm smart and quiet while others think I'm loud and obnoxious. They could see things different from me. It's crazy that each person is having their own earthly experience, and just how they are a small part of mine supporting me, I am a small part supporting them. It's just awesome how the universe works.
4:30 and I can't sleep mind, heart, and soul are so broken and heavy it's so hard trying to clear away the things that don't serve me I'm currently down I'm life things have never been this bad and I've lived threw some hard crazy shit. Here I am again square one with my 3 babies trying the best I can and will continue to fight and push threw. My babies are my saving grace I would have been defeated long ago. I'm praying and manifesting that God continues to keep me strong ,determined and protected. Thank you for giving me a safe place to vent and clear the mind I definitely will be back to lesson again❤ Xoxo
this makes me think deeply..
i miss my old self. the one that was happy.. didnt have to worry.. and wasnt a people pleaser. first of all, i hate being a people pleaser. but its like its hard to get rid of. my sleep schedule is completely messed up. its 5:12 am rn. im so tired of everything and everyone.. but i cant give up and nor can u. try to keep ur head up. try to keep eating and stay hydrated. i love you. alot. you're amazing. you're also beautiful/handsome. have a great rest of your coming days, weeks, months, and years. 💙💙-shark
Sometimes not giving up for other people is the strongest thing you can do.....
It’s 2:48AM and I’m so high I’m not even sure I’m currently in the correct universe, I hope you’re doing well, wherever you may be 💖
You a real one for that
I use this video every night to sleep😭 I haven’t had peaceful sleep like this inna minute
Listening to this has made me realise I’ve done some fucked up shit since my mums passed but we gotta leave the past behind and grow on
We're all in this together, and that counts for something.
1:44 Am just unable to sleep and reading some of these comments made me realize there are a lot more people than i realized that have the same derealisation on life and there’s nothing wrong with it we just gotta keep on pushing thru it we all made it this far why stop and give up now? sleep good 😴💯
Feels like starting a new chapter
What chapter my next chapter is graduating to grade 12
4:02 perfect timing! i really needed this.couldn't sleep a wink from just thinking about a lot of random shit.
Most people just want to be in the result and not in the process, and it's in the process where you realize who deserves to be in the result. stay loving life people🫶the beauty of life is endless🌌
That's actually beautiful ❤❤. Made me tear up a little. Made me think of me and my ex, she just wanted the results. But not the process. Where I'd fight for the both of us, through the process to get us the results! 😢😢. I miss you, Юлия волкова!
I hear the tweeting, the chirping of the birds when dawn is about to break.
I vehemently hate the sound that it makes.
They break the blissful silence of the night.
A stark reminder of the shining day to arise
When the souls that sleep would in some time be awake.
When my peace, my freedom of the night would sleep again.
that's literally what I've felt for so long but didn't know how to say it and you just put it into words 🙏
@@Keznieduh I am very happy rn that I was able to covey your feeling. Thank You
@user-wh5ir4fo4r thank you
@user-wh5ir4fo4r Thank you
To anyone reading this, I love you. Hope you get to see tomorrow
Its 5 am, im currently finding out rock bottom has a second level while everyone thinks i just stumbled down. I've been pulling the work of an adult since i was a child, and despite the acceptance for my issues, no one really seems to actually acknowledge how much i actually need help, and just add more and more. Im stretched paper thin at what is supposed to be the beginning of my best years. And i dont even have the energy anymore to continue, but the "break" i need keeps being delayed. I want to be confident. To be happy. To be better than where i am now, I at least owe myself that much if not for anyone else.
Video got recommended to me at 3:09am wow
Edit: everyone here seems to be sharing something so I will too.
I honestly just hope for true happiness & peace. I’ve felt empty for so long it’s the only thing I know.
im 24 , with many mental issues and loneliness but i try to find joy in this life even if im 24/7 feeling the pain
the timing is actually insane
It's 3:24am and this just popped onto my recommended page. I don't usually leave comments, but...why not. Here it goes. I have so many lofty dreams, but I feel the worst mentally and emotionally than I have ever. My grades and GPA suck, but I want to do so much with my life, and all these things. I wish I still talked to some people. I wish I went out more. The comments everyone's left on this video are surprisingly comforting, in a way. I'll come back here, when the time feels right.
Rest. Pick up what you are doing tomorrow. I understand it myself. But looking at these comments won't fix anything. It's perfectly fine to feel weak. You're only human.
4:07am: I’m a struggling father, fighting my demons but forging on to make a good life for my son. To give him the life I never had. Undiagnosed ADHD has tore my life apart as an adult and I’ve been slowly putting the pieces back together. I will do anything for him. He needs to be better than me.
believe it not, i wasn't using this to sleep- instead to considerate. I've been working all day to get a commission done and this finally was the thing to get me to finish it, post it, and be done so I can head to bed finally. Thank you- this will be staying on my browser for tomorrow lol
I've been producing music since I was a young teenager, and I listen to various genres, yet I've never heard this genre before. I am absolutely captivated. The tones and atmosphere echo my soul. I cannot explain it. Dark, beautiful, and delicate.
I wish you all the best and sweet dreams
this takes me back to being a kid in bed, can't sleep. Thinking about my dreams and aspirations, what the future held. What I'd do with my friends on the weekend and where my next game was. Now fall is coming, I buried two friends this summer and the love of my life 7 years ago. Life is wild, I swear those nights were yesterday, not 20+ years ago. It sounds sad, but it reminds me to stay present and make every moment with my loved ones count. Wishing you all the best out there.
2:37 am here. I immigrated from my country to canada when i was 17 that was 7 years ago. Had to rebuild my life from scratch, learn a new language, find new friends and… life is hard as it is, but things have honestly gotten easier with time for me. Sure new problems arise as life goes on but generally I dont have that sense of doom I used to have when I was younger. I hope anyone who is reading this, is as fortunate as I was in my life. i hope your life get easier and better
4:34 am at the time of writing this. 10 years ago, I thought it was bad. 8 years ago, I thought it was worse, 5 years ago I thought it was even worse, 3 years ago I thought it was my limit. Current year; it’s the worst it’s ever been. At the rate it’s heading, prolly even worse. I’ve been dealt a lot of bad cards throughout my life since I was 2 till now. Somehow I’ve been pushing; I suffer from anxiety, social anxiety and maybe even depression which I have gotten tested for, and the test they give you for mental health I completely lied on it as I was scared. Anxiety didn’t affect me until I knew I had it, when I was told I had it. I’m scared if I’m told I’m depressed, and even worse clinically depressed I dunno.. I’ll be more scared. Despite all the short comings, despite all my bad luck… there’s still some hope. I hope you guys can find hope too. I may be at my worse, but I have very close friends, and I have a few people who love me. They keep me pushing, I’ve gotten so close to harming myself than I have ever in my life these past few months. - But I know if I’m patient enough good things well come. I’m not much of a religious person, nor am I against such beliefs but patience in life is something that is rewarded. I know that much.
man, this playlist is pure serenity.
3:02 am. Just came across this randomly. Laying in bed, my mom died 2 weeks ago and im struggling. Hoping someone else out there knows theyre not alone.
It doesn't get easier, but you learn to deal with it.
The color slowly starts to creep back in.
It'll be ok.
@@01MrCapricorn thank you. I'm doing my best to see the color again. 💜
Things have been rough lately but falling asleep and waking up to this has brought me so much peace. Some of these songs brought me back to happy memories. Some of these songs made me feel nostalgia for places I haven’t been and a time that doesn’t exist. Watching the shooting stars made me feel like I was back in the desert. Thank you for this video I’m going to keep coming back to it forever.
Laying here at 02:47am and missing my wife being next to me BIG TIME. We've been separated for 3 years now, I didn't want this, I never stopped loving her...
Its way past my bed time....
Everyone I know just WANTS something from me. I see a message pop up from an old friend and get exited. They are just asking for money, or IT help... And I offer aid where I can, but I sometimes never even get so much as a thanks. The world feels so thankless. We are in a world so connected, but our connection has never been worse. I know thousands of people I have talked to, who have said things like if you need something let me know! and I've tried to reach out. but it seems nobody actually shows up when you need them.
Tonight I paid for a lady's laundry. She said "you know, you are such a sweetheart". These the only positive words I have heard in such a long time. Most men receive their first flowers at their funeral. This needs to change. Our seriously needs to change.
I sit here and remember all the good times I had with my friends we used to go outside and play basketball everyday all 7 of us and it was so fun we played so much and loved it until I moved and lost it all and don’t have any friends here I’ve changed so much without them I feel broken and lost I feel empty and alone but it feels good I can’t explain this feeling I wish someday I’ll meet them again until then I’ll stay broken and be alone thinking about those times it makes me even sad to know that I may never see them again 😢i wish everyone a good rest of their day 😔
you're not alone, bro
I'm right there with you. Keep your head up tho and one day will come where you can say you made it.
You aren’t alone. I’ve had that same experience. I used to have these friends at school I played with. Minecraft, roblox, etc. And I loved hanging out with them. Until I eventually moved into another state. I was broken and sad. I really had no friends at this new elementary school. I played alone at recess until a kind kid joined in with me. After time we became best friends and he introduced me into a friend group. It wasn’t really big at the time but now I’m in high school and there are like 30 plus members. It’s crazy how many friends I have now..
It's the peak of the night for me. Everyone's asleep, and the only sound is a occassional cars whooshing by. If I'm sad, it intensifies then. It's been a rough year for me. Really can't wait for it to be over.
2:33am. I'm not sure what reality I'm in, I don't have my feet on the ground just yet. It's comforting knowing someone else, somewhere, some time, was also here.
3:36AM
....
I want to forget,
and I want to be forgotten..
Just listening to this in my room, in the dark at 11:44pm, with my eyes closed (currently open while typing lol). Currently feeling like a huge disappointment & like i am wasting my life. Hope to make my family proud & to one day be successful in streaming/content creation. To make my life worth something, along with making people feel great. Through laughter, joy, & some great entertainment!
Idk why the song at 26:00 is bringing out so many powerful emotions of sadness in me right now. It's 4:07am and I'm in tears feeling like I don't want to be here anymore. I’m an ex Jehovah's Witness, and my parents and siblings disowned me almost 18 years ago when I came out. I suffer from CPTSD, and every day is such a struggle to get out of bed in the morning. Thankfully, I have a loving husband, but I feel my depression has hurt him, too. This pain is so raw, and I’ve carried it all my life. Worst thing is because my husband is all I have, I'm always having intrusive thoughts of losing him.
It's too much to feel sometimes. I hate my job, in fact, I hate the whole system of having to work tirelessly day in and out to survive. I just want to stop feeling this pain. I have isolated myself from former friends and try to cope on my own. So many people are hurting in here, I'm so sorry to all of you who also understand this pain. May we look forward to those moments in our lives when we feel glimmers of hope and joy. Hug your loved ones and know that one day, we will be free of this hurting. Big hug to all of you🫂🫂🫂
commenting right at 4am because this crossed my feed at 4am
Anyone going through a tough time in life just know that you are strong and you got this! Give yourself some love and care and I will always root for you all. Love you all dearly I hope you can rest up in peace. Here are some warm hugs since it is around the winter time 🫂🫂🫂🫂. Good night sweet dreams.
It's 1:50am at the moment of typing this. I'm currently going through a midlife crisis, unable to sleep during the night. I miss playing my video games. I miss playing D&D with my friends. I miss just hanging out with friends in general. I miss being able to visit my parents and siblings without dealing with some sort of stress issues happening. I miss being the laid back dude I used to be. Having enough financial support to keep the bills paid and the fridge full of food. Not having to worry about "what happens if..." scenarios.
I'm not super depressed. I love my wife. We don't have kids (thank god), but we have our pets that keep us company. But we don't have any real friends that want to hang out with us just to hang out. Usually it's because they need something from us (such as babysitting). It's fine most of the time. We love the brats. We don't usually have the time to be able to hang out anyway, but it'd be nice to either be invited over or for them to accept our invites for a cookout.
I understand it's all a part of being an adult, but still... even if it's once a month, I'd just like to get together with the gang and just hang out. Watch a movie, watch some wrestling, play d&d, have some of our asinine discussions about superhero powers, or whatever else. Since 2020, shit's just gotten so much worse and the original group apart so much. Went from having a solid 7 or 8 of us talking all the time to just three at most unless the stars align and we get a couple more.
3:07 AM
Another night of thoughts that never seem to end though I know they shall soon as the night drags on
It's been hard lately
I miss those days of carelessness
Those times I had taken for granted
Seem so long ago
Now all life is hard
Suppose it was to be expected
Never clicked on one of these late night videos, but I am glad I did
The words of strangers so far but seeming so close bring me some hope
A hope that it'll be better
That I will see the one's I love, do the things I love, and be at peace with the way life works
Quite the few minutes I've taken to write this but I feel it helps
I can already feel my eyes finally tire
I shall rest now for night won't be much longer
To all who read and all those who struggle
Be Hopeful
Look Forward
Look to the Ones you Love
Enjoy the Things you Love
Life is Hell but to truly understand it you must Move On
Good Night, All
it's now 4 am and i can't sleep.
this was the first video that appeared to me as soon as i opened youtube.
Currently 2:53 AM thinking about myself and how stressful i am, school is coming up and cant get my mind in fixed shape, its all crumbling down, even tho im feeling down, i can still keep myself calm.
Just stay safe everyone and have a good night, you'll need it for tomorrow
bro the vibes here are perfect. 10/10
This came on my recommendation at the perfect time. 👏 (It's 4 am obviously 💥🙌)
One day I’ll be the Best in the World I promise You
My life is weird right now to say the least, i moved to a new country almost 2 years ago in the hopes of finding work, im 21 now and i still havent found anything here for me. Worse off i cant even go back to my country of origin because i dont have anywhere to stay while i try and rebuild a life over there. I just feel stuck, i know life works out sooner or later,i just feel stuck right now. Also theres a girl that i like back in my country and i think she likes me too, we dont want to do the cancerous long distance thing so i just really hope something turns up for me soon. Either to go back and try again or for something to work where im living now. Anyways, i love you, youre doing great and thanks for stopping by and reading my comment❤