It feels me with a deep sense of longing, that as you commented this very comment. I was eating the most beautiful chicken balls, life is so depressing sometimes. Amen may god forgive you for your sins
This song feels like regret and sadness, and you lost somebody, and also when your heartbroken because everyone is mean to you, or try to avoid you…And you feel left out now.
They are not worth my time. All they have done is add to to a boiling over pot of my repressed hate and disdain for they things they have done. I don't feel left out. I feel solitude. An unclimbable wall I don't want anyone in anyway. I am 23, and simply don't care for their future actions to regain my love and respect. They have stomped all over that and ragged me thru dirt and mud. Just to cry about me later. Sit in your pain as I sit in my mine. It apparently doesn't bother me, as much as it bothers them. I don't feel accomplished by this, just more pain. But maybe it's what I want. Is it healthy. No it isn't. Do I care. I don't know yet. I truly want to be alone, this life so far has been nothing but absolute pain.
You’re not alone in feeling this way, and it’s okay to admit that it’s hard sometimes. The fact that you’re still showing up, still pushing forward, says a lot about your inner strength. What’s been weighing on you the most lately? Maybe we can lighten it, even just a little.
It fills me with a deep sense of longing.. for things to be different. Better. To grow up in a good loving home with parents who see and treat you as the apple of their eye. Weekends with grandparents. Family gatherings. Making your first friend on the playground. Falling in love for the first time. But in reality, your family was cursed from the start, and above all, people die, leave, or time pulls you apart. Now you go to graveyards instead of gatherings. You go out to dinner alone and avoid the eyes from other tables. You sit at home rather than go out with friends. You paint an acceptable image for the public and hope to make a friend based on look or common interest, but it’s impossible compared to you were a child when it was so easy to just be friends and go on adventures and play dates. Time really does rob us all. It pushes forward whether you are ready or not. Loneliness. Longing. Despair. So much emotion and depth in one song.
It’s okay to grieve what you’ve lost and what you never had. But don’t give up on the possibility of finding something beautiful again, even if it looks different from what you once imagined. You deserve that. We all do.
It's truly a great depiction for those who thought they had it bad that it could be worse. We like to think we're owed something by entering this world, when in reality we almost don't even deserve this world we stand on. Look at us, we hardly follow a moral compass now, we need someone to do something already. Our youth is failing, our I.Q's are dropping and more people have hated god than ever. Why are we doing this to ourselves, I can't imagine Satan is capable of all this.
This song feels Like you've just been Brutally shot in the heart By the one person you've trusted with your whole bloodline. Causing massive blood loss as you lay on the floor begging him for mercy. he points the gun towards your face and you can already feel the sky crack open to pure whiteness and see sunrays and see the most wholesome moments and trustworthy adventures you've had with him but it all cracks back to reality and he shoots you right in the eye then u can still see... but you cant move. you cant look around . your in such a dead State of emotion you dont even have the Brain power to think And you physically cant....
I feel like I'm sitting alone somewhere far away from everybody, feeling sad, but also free, in peace. It's like all the problems were left behind and there's just me.
I can imagine myself lying in a dark, bathtub and I feel the blood flowing from the veins I cut, mix with warm water. In the dark, all the senses are only sensitive to pain, and that feeling when this tormented soul slowly detaches from this broken body. The last sight in the dark is her smiling face and laughing eyes as I leave this godforsaken wasteland forever. 😭🤬
@@thedoctoradvocate8562 Stella broke me, tore my heart out and squeezed it in her hands. I'm alive but dead inside, all those beautiful words about friendship and caring are now just pain and mockery to me. Ugly and fat should never trust the beautiful lies of beauty and slim woman... Why Stella? 😭🤬
December 30th, 2024 I genuilely have lost myself. all days are melting together. Like sylvia plath said "I saw the days of the year stretching ahead like a series of bright, white boxes, and separating one box from another was sleep, like a black shade. Only for me, the long perspective of shades that set off one box from the next day had suddenly snapped up, and I could see day after day after day glaring ahead of me like a white, broad, infinitely desolate avenue." I've completely lost track of time, I don't know dates or weekdays if I don't check, I have little to no idea what I did yesterday or the day before that or before before that. I keep thinking I did things on one day when it was actually another. My life has become so dull. No friends, no social interaction at all, no hobbies, no interests. it's an endless loop.
I feel the same way, I've lost my way in life, I don't know who I am anymore, I'm a disappointment to myself and my family, I'm accepted by no one unless I put on a mask
It feels like my heart is just gone and it feels good cuz its kinda hard to explain but i like the feeling of being sad and hearing to this song it wakes me up
have you ever thought when you woke up : damn it i woke up again? it can't just be me another day another story and another wave of regrets just like that u are empty , i always wanted to feel how its like to be loved or even held, hugging trees isn't what i wanted but atleast i felt what is it like to be live, i know life has more to offer than love or begin held but what does it offer then if it is just sorrow and sadness when will i get everything else this life has to offer.
everyday seems to go by as a blur. More and more I start to lose continence as I go on with my days. Its the same routine everyday that I dread when I wake up. Everyday I wake up and think "Oh! its time to wake up already?...I fell asleep doing homework again." I hope this goes away soon, my days are getting more and more blurry everyday. No words, No thoughts, just a blur.
I recently found out one of my best friends ended their own life, and since then I keep seeing this song come up, it's like they're sending me a message, don't worry J'Nya I'm still thinking of you ❤️❤️
Nah Bro trust me Don't do that shi just think about it. You doing that doesn't let the pain off you, it just pushes it right onto your parents, or family or friends. Don't let your parents think they failed. Please Bro...
If this song were a sentence “We all have our time to go, your might be sooner than mine, mine might be sooner than yours, or maybe, we can die together, either way, I hope you could think of me when your dead, or think of me when I’m dead, take care” (Btw I was holding back tears while writing this)
holy shit this was rlly beautiful. and im so sorry u were holidng back tears but u clearly hav a gift with how u interpert things and writing. that was rlly pretty.
It's one of the background notes. some musical notes have been figured to cause fight or flight responses; it's actually the same note used in "13 Angels Standing Guard 'Round The Side Of Your Bed" by Silver Mt. Zion, hence why its used in so many horror/creepy videos It can also exacerbate manic tendencies in people with certain mental illnesses However, for depressives, that exacerbation can lead to them feeling comforted, due to it causing them to feel like they're directly facing their emotions.
The call of your ancestors, they say that they didn't suffer 60 years for someone who is sad when isn't doing anything, so move your ass and DO everything you have to do, talk her, if you have fear, 15YO guys wanted to fight in WW2, and you're affear of talking a girl, come on man, do everything you have to do, invest in something for you, and if you barely have money, remember that Henry Ford started "Ford" with almost nothing of scholar knowledge and money, you're ill, sick or bad, David Goggins ran 40 miles with broken feets, so, just do it, they're not bad with you, they don't want to do nothing bad to you, they're worried about how u are
Chicken balls
It feels me with a deep sense of longing, that as you commented this very comment. I was eating the most beautiful chicken balls, life is so depressing sometimes. Amen may god forgive you for your sins
Okay.
Chicken balls
chicken balls
i had a dream my chicken died, and then i see this comment
This song is the definition of dread and sorrow. It's beautiful and it's so amazing how music can speak to us without words.
The sound of grief
This song feels like regret and sadness, and you lost somebody, and also when your heartbroken because everyone is mean to you, or try to avoid you…And you feel left out now.
They are not worth my time. All they have done is add to to a boiling over pot of my repressed hate and disdain for they things they have done. I don't feel left out. I feel solitude. An unclimbable wall I don't want anyone in anyway. I am 23, and simply don't care for their future actions to regain my love and respect. They have stomped all over that and ragged me thru dirt and mud. Just to cry about me later. Sit in your pain as I sit in my mine. It apparently doesn't bother me, as much as it bothers them. I don't feel accomplished by this, just more pain. But maybe it's what I want. Is it healthy. No it isn't. Do I care. I don't know yet. I truly want to be alone, this life so far has been nothing but absolute pain.
Literally anakin
now i can cry for 10 minutes non-stop
same
this song could be a great soundtrack
You need help….
I understand you
Real
This makes me feel how heavy adult life actually is. I have to deal with so many things, and I don’t have enough space for my emotions.
fr
You’re not alone in feeling this way, and it’s okay to admit that it’s hard sometimes. The fact that you’re still showing up, still pushing forward, says a lot about your inner strength.
What’s been weighing on you the most lately? Maybe we can lighten it, even just a little.
It fills me with a deep sense of longing.. for things to be different. Better. To grow up in a good loving home with parents who see and treat you as the apple of their eye. Weekends with grandparents. Family gatherings. Making your first friend on the playground. Falling in love for the first time. But in reality, your family was cursed from the start, and above all, people die, leave, or time pulls you apart. Now you go to graveyards instead of gatherings. You go out to dinner alone and avoid the eyes from other tables. You sit at home rather than go out with friends. You paint an acceptable image for the public and hope to make a friend based on look or common interest, but it’s impossible compared to you were a child when it was so easy to just be friends and go on adventures and play dates. Time really does rob us all. It pushes forward whether you are ready or not.
Loneliness. Longing. Despair. So much emotion and depth in one song.
It’s okay to grieve what you’ve lost and what you never had. But don’t give up on the possibility of finding something beautiful again, even if it looks different from what you once imagined.
You deserve that.
We all do.
Everytime i listen to this song i see the deer that got stuck on a fence with it's head fully intact and a lower body devoured
thats really awesome
real
It's truly a great depiction for those who thought they had it bad that it could be worse. We like to think we're owed something by entering this world, when in reality we almost don't even deserve this world we stand on. Look at us, we hardly follow a moral compass now, we need someone to do something already. Our youth is failing, our I.Q's are dropping and more people have hated god than ever. Why are we doing this to ourselves, I can't imagine Satan is capable of all this.
SAME
Man this song really gives me chills
same :O
it's like watching the downfall of an empire on the edge of a lake.
dark souls type shi
I edge in lakes
@@chungustutu1566 thanks chungustutu
@@chungustutu1566 so real
Constantinople ☹️
This song feels Like you've just been Brutally shot in the heart By the one person you've trusted with your whole bloodline. Causing massive blood loss as you lay on the floor begging him for mercy. he points the gun towards your face and you can already feel the sky crack open to pure whiteness and see sunrays and see the most wholesome moments and trustworthy adventures you've had with him but it all cracks back to reality and he shoots you right in the eye then u can still see... but you cant move. you cant look around . your in such a dead State of emotion you dont even have the Brain power to think And you physically cant....
Now I can cry 10x's as much thank you!!
yeah no worries
Words cant describe how much i love this song. How many times ive cried to this song.
Idk about everyone else but I find a sertin peacefulness in this song
I feel like I'm sitting alone somewhere far away from everybody, feeling sad, but also free, in peace.
It's like all the problems were left behind and there's just me.
I can imagine myself lying in a dark, bathtub and I feel the blood flowing from the veins I cut, mix with warm water.
In the dark, all the senses are only sensitive to pain, and that feeling when this tormented soul slowly detaches from
this broken body. The last sight in the dark is her smiling face and laughing eyes as I leave this godforsaken wasteland forever. 😭🤬
I hope you're okay
@@thedoctoradvocate8562 Stella broke me, tore my heart out and squeezed it in her hands.
I'm alive but dead inside, all those beautiful words about friendship and caring are now just
pain and mockery to me. Ugly and fat should never trust the beautiful lies of beauty and slim woman... Why Stella? 😭🤬
This music always reminds me of a movie or show but I can't put my finger on it
December 30th, 2024
I genuilely have lost myself. all days are melting together. Like sylvia plath said "I saw the days of the year stretching ahead like a series of bright, white boxes, and separating one box from another was sleep, like a black shade. Only for me, the long perspective of shades that set off one box from the next day had suddenly snapped up, and I could see day after day after day glaring ahead of me like a white, broad, infinitely desolate avenue." I've completely lost track of time, I don't know dates or weekdays if I don't check, I have little to no idea what I did yesterday or the day before that or before before that. I keep thinking I did things on one day when it was actually another. My life has become so dull. No friends, no social interaction at all, no hobbies, no interests. it's an endless loop.
i felt that once
I feel the same way, I've lost my way in life, I don't know who I am anymore, I'm a disappointment to myself and my family, I'm accepted by no one unless I put on a mask
It feels like my heart is just gone and it feels good cuz its kinda hard to explain but i like the feeling of being sad and hearing to this song it wakes me up
Am I the only one who just like the music without telling myself depressing boring stuff ?
on god
Wait a while
have you ever thought when you woke up : damn it i woke up again?
it can't just be me another day another story and another wave of regrets just like that u are empty , i always wanted to feel how its like to be loved or even held, hugging trees isn't what i wanted but atleast i felt what is it like to be live, i know life has more to offer than love or begin held but what does it offer then if it is just sorrow and sadness when will i get everything else this life has to offer.
walk at 3:00 am would be awesome with this 🫠
Quelle émotion en écoutant cette musique ...😢magnifique ❤️
Listening to this on the ledge of the roof hitting different RN 😋
this song is what it feels like to genuinely not know what your feeling
i just died that night bro, not physicaly but inside. Now im just a shadow to myself..
Ave Christus rex, we must keep going..
Christ is in our midst. Keep going.
everyday seems to go by as a blur. More and more I start to lose continence as I go on with my days. Its the same routine everyday that I dread when I wake up. Everyday I wake up and think "Oh! its time to wake up already?...I fell asleep doing homework again." I hope this goes away soon, my days are getting more and more blurry everyday. No words, No thoughts, just a blur.
I recently found out one of my best friends ended their own life, and since then I keep seeing this song come up, it's like they're sending me a message, don't worry J'Nya I'm still thinking of you ❤️❤️
Im so sorry, that must be so hard, I can't imagine losing someone like that
I just saw this in a movie or show like a month ago but cant remember. anyways I love it.
1:25 this song....im cry for 10 minutes 😭
It’s very beautiful 😆
thank
thank you
I get loneliness in a wasteland walking past several murders ,deserved or not
that feeling when you wanna die but you´re also afraid of death,
man...
...
I swear this is in The Long Dark
i dont remember hearing it when i played
@@Jiche i think that's in winter mute cutscenes somewhere
@@ostrydzik7885 might replay it sometime soon, also why is the hog spicy
@@Jiche That's reference to polish animated series blok ekipa
And it's quite old
It’s crazy how this song just made the rope tie around my neck😂
deep
Nah Bro trust me Don't do that shi just think about it. You doing that doesn't let the pain off you, it just pushes it right onto your parents, or family or friends. Don't let your parents think they failed. Please Bro...
you make me feel like:
The new national anthem of the USA!
thanks broo
its sunday night and i just wanna escape.
im gonna do it someday
when
long enough to do real damage
listen to something upbeat dude
how i feel when no matter how hard i try i wont satisfy myself or my family and others
This song explains perfectly how I been feeling ever since she left me.
yes
If this song were a sentence
“We all have our time to go, your might be sooner than mine, mine might be sooner than yours, or maybe, we can die together, either way, I hope you could think of me when your dead, or think of me when I’m dead, take care”
(Btw I was holding back tears while writing this)
holy shit this was rlly beautiful. and im so sorry u were holidng back tears but u clearly hav a gift with how u interpert things and writing. that was rlly pretty.
why is everyone saying its sad?
its horrifiying..
im seeing things?
I feel the same way, too.
It's one of the background notes. some musical notes have been figured to cause fight or flight responses; it's actually the same note used in "13 Angels Standing Guard 'Round The Side Of Your Bed" by Silver Mt. Zion, hence why its used in so many horror/creepy videos
It can also exacerbate manic tendencies in people with certain mental illnesses
However, for depressives, that exacerbation can lead to them feeling comforted, due to it causing them to feel like they're directly facing their emotions.
I just want to disappear… beautiful loop ❤️
Greetings from Mexico,😏
somtimes my head feels empty nothing i wanna do i dont wanna be on my phone or laptop no nothing and i cant clear my mind out.
That damn alchemist
what would happen if you eat a violin?
*whimpers*
:
2 Words, spongebob pandemic
The call of your ancestors, they say that they didn't suffer 60 years for someone who is sad when isn't doing anything, so move your ass and DO everything you have to do, talk her, if you have fear, 15YO guys wanted to fight in WW2, and you're affear of talking a girl, come on man, do everything you have to do, invest in something for you, and if you barely have money, remember that Henry Ford started "Ford" with almost nothing of scholar knowledge and money, you're ill, sick or bad, David Goggins ran 40 miles with broken feets, so, just do it, they're not bad with you, they don't want to do nothing bad to you, they're worried about how u are
what is that japanese word means?...
not even a japarn
@@Jiche e
How my life feels like:
I. Am. Shunned.
Вернулась сюда после теракта в крокусе. 22.03.24
Music sad……..me sad
She's trying to kill herself almost every month and i want to help her? but feel like all my tries are useless.
Soon
что значат буквы на фоне
не знаю
This is my last message goodbye 👋😔
Wow...
*Now I Feel Hated..*
I have nothing I lost everybody I live in the empty house fill with my family urns ⚱️