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  • Опубликовано: 4 янв 2025

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  • @IAMSUNSEQENENRE
    @IAMSUNSEQENENRE 5 месяцев назад +11

    They are fully aware of my intelligence... They just can't IMAGINE how one lil dude could serve up tens of thousands of them.
    IAM 👑 🌞

  • @kimberlytomsendawson
    @kimberlytomsendawson 5 месяцев назад +27

    And so they did. Not just a pretty face. Grateful for my intelligence, knowledge, experiences & all the wisdom I have gained from it all.

  • @capricenicolettemanospregn3320
    @capricenicolettemanospregn3320 5 месяцев назад +10

    IT IS A “ WEIRD SACRIFICIAL THING.” You had it correct Astraea.

  • @tinabrown2530
    @tinabrown2530 5 месяцев назад +19

    No Bully will ever take away light that Lord Jesus gave me. Or take away something that is meant for me. Thank you Lord Jesus Amen.

  • @CEspinal-i6u
    @CEspinal-i6u 5 месяцев назад +21

    I'm not that smart. It's just that God explains things to me exactly when I need to know them. & He reminds me of things He's shown me before when I forget. He takes care of me with consideration that I've never had "in real life". My Father is my best friend always ❤

  • @dot.888
    @dot.888 5 месяцев назад +51

    Dear Karma, let me step aside to let you do your job 🎩 🍀

    • @Jan-f8w
      @Jan-f8w 5 месяцев назад +5

      She's no beach😊❤❤❤

    • @MPMyers
      @MPMyers 5 месяцев назад +3

      😂😂

    • @JJ_FLA
      @JJ_FLA 5 месяцев назад +2

      Yes please❤

    • @dakota-rt8kd
      @dakota-rt8kd 5 месяцев назад +1

      Everyone does 🌎
      Then; they get upset with this Earth Angel 😇🙏😊😓🙏🎉

    • @Watchinclouds
      @Watchinclouds 5 месяцев назад

      💯🎯

  • @JodiWest-p9j
    @JodiWest-p9j 5 месяцев назад +29

    U R So Awesome

  • @DeniseNoble-u2w
    @DeniseNoble-u2w 5 месяцев назад +24

    No more attachments all rebuked by the name of Jesus Amen

  • @Lala.Tarot.Oracle
    @Lala.Tarot.Oracle 5 месяцев назад +30

    It's a groupie golddigger apocalypse 😅

  • @KellonSanders
    @KellonSanders 5 месяцев назад +1

    The universe will unfold as it should love and light to all involved 😊

  • @Bless3dUnstress3d
    @Bless3dUnstress3d 5 месяцев назад +1

    BE BLESSED 🤲I🛐.

  • @syrianmuako4250
    @syrianmuako4250 5 месяцев назад +23

    Yep crazy neighbors..stalking like a bunch of fools they are

    • @Jan-f8w
      @Jan-f8w 5 месяцев назад +2

      😂😂😂

    • @k.mariepiper9839
      @k.mariepiper9839 5 месяцев назад +1

      You. Too? It is so annoying…and childish. I’ve been over that part of it for awhile.

    • @k.mariepiper9839
      @k.mariepiper9839 5 месяцев назад

      lol. Half asleep. Just answered myself.

  • @christiemcglocklin5111
    @christiemcglocklin5111 5 месяцев назад +12

    18:12 😂 they GAINED a TOILET PAPER chase for everyone's face involved 🤣 it's a SMELLY JOB 😂

    • @JJ_FLA
      @JJ_FLA 5 месяцев назад

      😂❤😂❤😂

    • @marialord685
      @marialord685 5 месяцев назад

      😆😂🤣🤣

  • @MisfitsReadings
    @MisfitsReadings 5 месяцев назад +3

    Whats done in the dark will come to the light ✨️

  • @donel77642
    @donel77642 5 месяцев назад +17

    Wow!!🤩
    You are a video-making machine!!! Thanks Astraea, for all that you do for the collective! God bless you!❤😇🙏🏽

    • @Jan-f8w
      @Jan-f8w 5 месяцев назад

      Things are ramping up!??? 😊❤❤❤

  • @marialord685
    @marialord685 5 месяцев назад +12

    Absolutely independent self made and made what I’m currently doing. There is absolutely no group and no one has helped me or helped me recover except for God and you, Astrea♥️

  • @reneewalz3326
    @reneewalz3326 5 месяцев назад +13

    I Claim this positive message !

  • @AllQueensFromDeck
    @AllQueensFromDeck 5 месяцев назад +6

    Astraea is the real one ❤ Love for everyone. Thank you for your divination and guideline! ✨

  • @Denise993
    @Denise993 5 месяцев назад +9

    they wasn’t expecting this & i wasn’t either 😂 so that makes all of us

  • @RyanR-r3l
    @RyanR-r3l 5 месяцев назад +29

    the whole group better think about where this is going😅

  • @Helen-dh7pq
    @Helen-dh7pq 5 месяцев назад +46

    I AM A HUMANITARIAN
    I SERVE GOD
    IT IS NOT A COMPITITION
    I DO WHAT I SENSE
    WHEN IT COMES TO MY WORK
    I HAVE ALWAYS WORKED ALONE
    I THINK UP MY IDEAS EVERYDAY ON MY OWN ALWAYS
    I AM OPEN TO WORKING WITH
    INDIVIDUALS LOYAL TRUST WORTHY
    NOT UNDERHANDED INDIVIDUALS
    YES ENERGY I AGREE
    THEY NEED TO HEAL
    🌟 🌟 🌟 🌟 🌟

  • @williemaeboyd2966
    @williemaeboyd2966 5 месяцев назад +10

    Logical individuals are not emotionally immature by no means Logic doesn't allow feelings to influence their decisions. When the motivation is self gain only there will never be a great harvest . Indeed motivation for the whole greater good results in a abundance an over flow❤ where their's a selfish person there will be lack following. Indeed great minds are selfless and abundance follows Indeed ❤❤❤

  • @badkitty1159
    @badkitty1159 5 месяцев назад +2

    There are a few good ppl still left in high places who know the scandal these ppl are causing, who are watching them silently and WILL take them down. They cannot run, they cannot hide, they are already caught... but just dont know it yet.
    Be very careful of the innocent ppl you try to destroy, you may find they are not what you expected them to be at all, and are well protected by powerful forces you cannot fathom.

  • @OnlyRealTink777
    @OnlyRealTink777 5 месяцев назад +17

    Hope you have a most wonderful, Happy, and blessed day full of peace, joy and happiness. ~* = 8 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Helen-dh7pq
    @Helen-dh7pq 5 месяцев назад +6

    EXCELLENT ACCURATE READER AMEN STAR 🌟 🌟 🌟 🌟 🌟

  • @amyj.4992
    @amyj.4992 5 месяцев назад +2

    I never asked for a twin flame, nor did I ever know what was one before. Being with a soulmate 💕🗾 made me more excited as a kid

    • @amyj.4992
      @amyj.4992 5 месяцев назад

      I'm a freelancer, I'm not working with these people. I'm my own boss

  • @OnlyRealTink777
    @OnlyRealTink777 5 месяцев назад +87

    How does the Bully feel victimized ? Because they couldn't do away with someone ? Or steal from them ? Wow ! Just Plain WOW ! ~* = 8 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @ElizabethM.GUERRERO
      @ElizabethM.GUERRERO 5 месяцев назад +4

      😂

    • @rrai9275
      @rrai9275 5 месяцев назад +10

      lol I don’t get it myself if people feel they are big enough to bully someone they should be big enough to take that same energy back!!!

    • @ElizabethM.GUERRERO
      @ElizabethM.GUERRERO 5 месяцев назад +4

      😂

    • @ThankfullyBlessed777
      @ThankfullyBlessed777 5 месяцев назад +8

      Make It Make Sense

    • @meggtokyodelicious
      @meggtokyodelicious 5 месяцев назад +8

      Bullies are karmics, narcissists. They never take responsibility and take accountability for their wrongdoings or mistakes. They blame others. Stay away from them because they ONLY creates drama.

  • @StormiRains-f4g
    @StormiRains-f4g 5 месяцев назад +1

    Ku. I have been here with yah for about 4 yrs. I think, I feel like you are one of the best readers on this platform. Probably in the world, itself. I really enjoy your reads. Ty for sharing ur gifts. Appreciated.

  • @Hums916
    @Hums916 5 месяцев назад +5

    Spot on resonate. Thank you for these updates. ❤

  • @LuceroRazo-p8q
    @LuceroRazo-p8q 5 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you for your time and energy❤

  • @lisamcmanus1688
    @lisamcmanus1688 5 месяцев назад +6

    Good luck with ignoring or getting out of a tower lol 😂these towers are put in place for a reason😅

  • @phineasbolden4584
    @phineasbolden4584 5 месяцев назад +27

    She Knows What's Up She Doesn't Belong In That Position If She Thinks We Are Swapping Destiny's BYE ✌🏽

    • @OnlyRealTink777
      @OnlyRealTink777 5 месяцев назад +5

      Woah. is that a threat to someone ? ~* = 8 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @ThankfullyBlessed777
      @ThankfullyBlessed777 5 месяцев назад +3

      Facts

    • @raeabella8700
      @raeabella8700 4 месяца назад +1

      Never pretend you are someone you are not.❤

  • @christiemcglocklin5111
    @christiemcglocklin5111 5 месяцев назад +3

    52:33 😂 it lead them on a ROLLERCOASTER RIDE thru THE HELL they created 😂

  • @SharonMcwilliams78
    @SharonMcwilliams78 5 месяцев назад +5

    Gratitude Astraea 🌸🌹🌸💐🌸❤️🌸Both scenarios were planned then they met in the middle. Thought teaming up was the way to go. It was the way to complete what I set out to do at the start of my recovery. Before the pantomime started. Me ? I prefer theatre 🎭 much love Astraea. ❤️🌸🙌🏻

  • @isabellareed1234
    @isabellareed1234 5 месяцев назад +4

    Thank you

  • @karma7times77
    @karma7times77 5 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you ❤❤❤

  • @audreyflannery5270
    @audreyflannery5270 5 месяцев назад

    God is with me. Praise God. I am blessed and highly favored by Almighty God. Thankyou Astrea. You are appreciated.

  • @Brenarm
    @Brenarm 5 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you Astraea love you readings always on point! ❤❤❤

  • @jamiecaiola7226
    @jamiecaiola7226 5 месяцев назад +3

    Wow Resonates..ty

  • @DevineHopeFoundation
    @DevineHopeFoundation 5 месяцев назад +1

    I KNOW THESE HORRIBLE PEOPLE .
    I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THEY CAN LOOK AT THEMSELVES IN A MIRROR.

  • @Helen-dh7pq
    @Helen-dh7pq 5 месяцев назад +4

    YES THEY BET THAT THEY COULD TAKE ME DOWN
    AS WELL THEY BET ALL THE TIME

  • @CrossEyedReporter
    @CrossEyedReporter 5 месяцев назад +4

    🙏 God Bless you

  • @Dean-gk5fs
    @Dean-gk5fs 5 месяцев назад +2

    Astraea Beautiful Spiritual Warrior Princess thanks for this message. It's me Dean K Olsen from Brigham City Utah it's been awhile since I've watched one of your readings. How long has it been since you describe them dragging me out into the desert with all the swords in my back😂 I love how you put it😅 and then they dragged me out a little further and a little further and a little further😅. And I'm still standing facing them all everyday. Letting Holy Spirit guide my way. Wondering how long the authorities are going to let this go on. It's in God's hands and I'm just keeping my happiness watching these fools make fools of themselves.😮 I'm almost thinking just about this whole city is behind it 80% gang stalkers contracted by the government to Target Chosen Children of God to steal their/my inheritance. I keep telling them that they are shaming their ancestors cursing their bloodline it seems they do not care. They are mad because they can't make me hate them. They are still gang stalking they're still stealing my mail. They are still talking smack behind my back and nobody will come to my face and say anything. Anyway thank you so much for bringing light to my darkness. 😊 God bless you always Amen

  • @lindamadera-santiago5508
    @lindamadera-santiago5508 17 дней назад

    Thank you Astrea ❤❤❤ I love you my Soul Tribe

  • @Freedomofspeechisgod
    @Freedomofspeechisgod 5 месяцев назад

    They did it both spiritually and physically.

  • @stacivancoppenolle9130
    @stacivancoppenolle9130 5 месяцев назад

    That’s the very problem. He didn’t come from a heart space when it came to me testing him in the very place it will matter. And guess what? My opinion is the only one that matters there.
    ✨Thank you Astraea✨

  • @DevineHopeFoundation
    @DevineHopeFoundation 5 месяцев назад +1

    CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR SUBSCRIBERS 50.5🎉

  • @txpoet65
    @txpoet65 5 месяцев назад +1

    I often wonder if my ex and his karmic have been stealing my poetry and trying to capitalize.

  • @Leeway369-io8qb
    @Leeway369-io8qb 5 месяцев назад +2

    I don't want anyone's money, I want what was stolen and if this means court then so be it , love always astraea and family xx 💋❤️♊ byeeeeeeeeee

  • @freyakind
    @freyakind 5 месяцев назад +3

    Thank you for your insights Astraea...yup..Ace Pent rev in progress...seems ferrets and rats shopping at their " Medicine Store " on my " still..yet..again wiretapped phone line "....my my my.

  • @robinseitz6911
    @robinseitz6911 5 месяцев назад

    LOL thank you astrea for the giggles during the read. It made me feel better for laughing too 😅

  • @jane3924
    @jane3924 5 месяцев назад

    wow. what an affirmative medley of readings the last 24 hours. thank you so much. it's been rough here on the front line.

  • @joannejohnson7006
    @joannejohnson7006 5 месяцев назад +1

    Lots of love sent
    Thank you ☺️

  • @hardcoreinstientarot
    @hardcoreinstientarot 5 месяцев назад +1

    On point Astrea🌷

  • @EDRISCanonier
    @EDRISCanonier 5 месяцев назад

    THANK YOU VERY MUCH MISS ASTRAEA MSY HOD BLESSINGS BE UPON YOU AND YOUR FAMILY…….(ARSOME) READING THATS MY STORY YOU HAVE SEEN EVERY SINGLE THING RIGHT ON THE MONEY..

  • @magneticandy
    @magneticandy 5 месяцев назад +3

    ....they still do!😂😂😂" Stupid is How Stupid does"😂😂😂"Lesson Learned"💁🤷🙅🙋

    • @magneticandy
      @magneticandy 5 месяцев назад +2

      I can do whatever the f*ck I want!! 😜

  • @christiemcglocklin5111
    @christiemcglocklin5111 5 месяцев назад +1

    34:30 😂 they are SPINNING WHEELS in a pile of FISH HEADS 😂

  • @JodiWest-p9j
    @JodiWest-p9j 5 месяцев назад +4

    Thank U

  • @AnnetteS-ij5oq
    @AnnetteS-ij5oq Месяц назад

    24:04 lol, just went on Pinterest and the first post was "you running around destroying people doesn't make them weak or stupid. It makes you an asshole."

  • @Leeway369-io8qb
    @Leeway369-io8qb 5 месяцев назад +1

    I want the names on the liars and the thief's and the people trying to stop me , I want the truth because I'm happy to take all this to court, love always astraea and family xx 💋❤️♊ byeeeeeeeeee

  • @SJinspiration777
    @SJinspiration777 5 месяцев назад

    Wow!! Resonates. 💗🙏💗

  • @williamwiley2454
    @williamwiley2454 5 месяцев назад +4

    PROTECT YOUR ENERGY AT ALL COSTS 💯💪🦾🌐🗽🇺🇲⚖️🌍💯

  • @Ann-hm7gj
    @Ann-hm7gj 5 месяцев назад

    Great reading.
    It's all true.

  • @capricenicolettemanospregn3320
    @capricenicolettemanospregn3320 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you for this message

  • @SanandaIAM
    @SanandaIAM 5 месяцев назад +10

    The lesson learned? Don't send death spells to Lightworkers. They're finding out. They bought that tower. AMF

  • @psychangel77
    @psychangel77 5 месяцев назад

    NOTHING MATTERS W/O JUSTICE

  • @s.n.6558
    @s.n.6558 5 месяцев назад +3

    as soon as the romance comes in, I'm off. It must be a cat. Or nothing. But all the other things are very accurate. And yes, it's very hateful, what's happening here. But I'm already used to hate. That's why I would love to pet a cat. No humans anymore. I use so much sage, the neighbors must be thinking I'm using drugs. So, at least the energy in my house is clean....

  • @RyanR-r3l
    @RyanR-r3l 5 месяцев назад +1

    I stayed in a long time ago expect the unexpected and you will never be surprised surprisednot yet

  • @BonitaNorde-q5j
    @BonitaNorde-q5j 5 месяцев назад +1

    Good Afternoon ❤❤❤

  • @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t
    @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t 5 месяцев назад

    🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 FEET WILL HIT EVERY CONTINENT AND COUNTRY ❤ TRUTH BEING THE REASON ❤🕊️🕊️🕊️ 21:59

  • @RyanR-r3l
    @RyanR-r3l 5 месяцев назад +3

    try hard and then cry hard😊❤

  • @christiemcglocklin5111
    @christiemcglocklin5111 5 месяцев назад +1

    39:11 😂 you can't keep someone OUT of something that's beneath them 😂

  • @michael7192
    @michael7192 5 месяцев назад

    Great reading thank you

  • @ALBN1111ENERGY
    @ALBN1111ENERGY 5 месяцев назад

    Yep my schedule changes for 1 week from 1:30 to 10:PM Then they will eliminate the schedule and I will be out of a job again 😂okay. ❤️✨💪🏽💯🧿🙏🏽

  • @Lala.Tarot.Oracle
    @Lala.Tarot.Oracle 5 месяцев назад +3

    Whatever energetic work they sent my way last night ended in a little finger boo boo 😅

  • @Jdd924
    @Jdd924 5 месяцев назад +2

    I love that your warrior is a kiwi one ❤️ 💙 ♥️ and thank you thank you thank you love and light 548am and you new I am wake and drinking coffee in bed 🛌 😊people believe the b s they said about me 😊 I hear your puppy drinking water
    Ohh yum coffee ☕️ 😋4 months today is my 60 birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉 😅lol hehehe happy days

  • @Chatosvideos
    @Chatosvideos 5 месяцев назад +2

    False mask masculine and others involved are in for a rude awakening-- God’s Wrath on the wicked!

  • @Helen-dh7pq
    @Helen-dh7pq 5 месяцев назад +1

    I SUPPORT THEM
    THEY SUPPORT ME
    THE WAY THIS WORLD GODS LAWS AMEN
    I HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO ANYONE
    AS WELL REGAURDING WORK
    AS FOR NOW I AM FOCUSED ON MY WORK AND PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITIES
    I HAVE NOT MET ANY OF THEM
    I AM NOT WORKING AS OF YET WITH ANYONE
    OR NEVER PAID NEVER RECIEVED
    ANY MONEY
    I AM OPENED TO IT
    I HOPE I MEET WITH THOSE LIKE MINDED
    AMEN
    🌟 🌟 🌟 🌟 🌟

  • @DavidFacchiano
    @DavidFacchiano 5 месяцев назад

    I know you helped Rescue me.

  • @BarbaraButler-i3i
    @BarbaraButler-i3i 5 месяцев назад +1

    Just plain damn sick

  • @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t
    @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t 5 месяцев назад

    😊 FEELING FAMILIAR ENERGY ❤ 46:35 🕊️🕊️🕊️ 46:40

  • @dot.888
    @dot.888 5 месяцев назад +5

    💜💜💜

  • @KellonSanders
    @KellonSanders 5 месяцев назад

    I love you so much

  • @KellonSanders
    @KellonSanders 5 месяцев назад

    My daughter is mixed up in all thism my prime concern is what she's seeing and experiencing and how she's being taken care of

  • @sophiashekinah9872
    @sophiashekinah9872 5 месяцев назад

    Dealt with something like what? They think they're fucking with me? The only reason I give a flying fuck is because someone I Love is trapped in their nasty little spider's web.

  • @KellonSanders
    @KellonSanders 5 месяцев назад

    Not group at work teams on workspace That's how they've been hacking me lol

  • @Penney333
    @Penney333 5 месяцев назад

    These insidious bullies can try all they want, but they can never take away my GOD-GIVEN birth name, of which means, Glory! Hallelujah!!, aka God's Glory🌈 👀 sees through the 👀 of Yah ✝️ 💖🙏
    They can't take away what GOD has given, no matter how hard they try. End of discussion. They are Dismissed!!

  • @audemontmorency3983
    @audemontmorency3983 5 месяцев назад

    Indeed

  • @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t
    @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t 5 месяцев назад

    ANGELS ARE SAYING MANY ARE GOING TO BE TRAVELING THE WORLD STAYING YEARS AT A TIME AND BEING BLESSED WHIKE THERE. EVERY MOVE PROVIDED AND GOD PROVIDING IT ❤ FOR EVERYONE BUILDING ON THE STRONG FOUNDATION THEY STAND ON. THEY HAVE STORIES TO SHARE WITH MANY SOULS ❤ 20:43

  • @vhsan4770
    @vhsan4770 5 месяцев назад +1

    Snd txc,dls, narcissistic projection, pathological liars, sociopath, psychopath et. ???😮

  • @drf-mb
    @drf-mb 5 месяцев назад +1

    👍

  • @CEspinal-i6u
    @CEspinal-i6u 5 месяцев назад +3

    God sent me a messenger to tell me "the truth shall set you free". I'm working on that. I will tell it all.

  • @KellonSanders
    @KellonSanders 5 месяцев назад

    They were going to sacrifice me for the wrong game I love them no matter what but that doesn't mean I have to put up with the treachery

  • @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t
    @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t 5 месяцев назад

    WOW ITS ACTUALLY TO HARD FOR SONE TO LET GO OF CONTROL AND ACCEPT WHAT THEG HAVE DONE 😅 ABSOLUTELY CANNOT FACE IT. NEVER WILL OVERCOME THAT BURDEN UNLESS YOU STAND UP AND FACE IT. WHO CAUSED IT ??? 3:20

  • @AngelaRackley-z5d
    @AngelaRackley-z5d 5 месяцев назад +3

    🤗😇✌🏼🫶🏼💫♾️🌹🌹🌹

  • @andrealuna6846
    @andrealuna6846 5 месяцев назад +4

    I'm offended by the Tarot I'm not heartbroken it was never a relationship...there was a catfish, didn't know him, never cared. He's annoying and I was just bothered ..this idiot person.

    • @sophiashekinah9872
      @sophiashekinah9872 5 месяцев назад

      Are you a bot or something? If you're offended by the tarot, then don't watch tarot... this comment makes on sense!

  • @Ken-AndreTrepanier
    @Ken-AndreTrepanier 5 месяцев назад +3

    ❤❤😊❤❤

  • @Bless3dUnstress3d
    @Bless3dUnstress3d 5 месяцев назад

    Just making a mental record of steps of the emotional misunderstanding of it all but Okey👌I'm cool with it

  • @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t
    @EarthANGELWARRIOR-l2t 5 месяцев назад

    I SEE A STRONG FOUNDATION BEING BUILT THAT MILLIONS WILL BE ABLE STAND FROM AND ON AS A TEAM ❤ TO REACH THE NUMBERS AND GODS PLAN. 100’s BY THR HOUR OWN PLATFORMS LISTENING TO THEIR STORIES AND WAKING UP. MORE THAN ONE ANGEL STARTED THIS JOURNEY AND IT GREW FAST 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 BECAUSE ITS THE TRUTH ❤ PEOPLE LIKE THE TRUTH. NOT LIES 🙇🙇🙇🪽🪽🪽🕊️🕊️🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 GODS SHEEP 🐑 KNOW HIS VOICE ❤ 10:36

  • @Bless3dUnstress3d
    @Bless3dUnstress3d 5 месяцев назад +2

    BE BLESSED 🤲I 🛐I work as a servant only to the GODHEAD DIVINE earth angel are sent not employed I thank my CREATOR for the opportunity to work in aspects of my earthly desires and I was granted my desires personal experience