This is X’s saddest song for me, comparable only to “I Spoke To The Devil In Miami, He Told me Everything Would Be Fine”. It’s a different kind of feeling to most of his other songs. Those other ones have some feeling of hope, even if it’s slim. However these two, they don’t. There’s nothing there. Just a void
The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Waiting til' my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed And the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck and the hole in my back, again I be waiting on death with a smile on my face This is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Face my fears Loving her for what I have Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Spinning, twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all At all
hey what's up, sorry if I'm bothering you! But I made a cover of X's orlando. And it would be really cool if you would take a minute to check it out, i promise you won't be dissapointed! X had such a big impact on my life i wish he was still alive. If you like my video, don't be shy to say hi or leave a comment
@@callmegary2622 honestly... I like x but im not depressed or sad i just fw his music these fake depressed fans thing that depression is a feeling when reality its an illness
This, in my humble opinion, is Jah’s best song, the emotion it’s filled with, the world it transports you to, the state of mind it puts you in, Jahseh was definitely a gift for us, an inspiration, too.
anyone suffering with self harm or suicidal thoughts just know you're worth more than negative emotions consume your life and happiness please seek help and God Bless
CuteMurder look I understand you might be going through some hardships or you simply just don't believe or trust God. But please do not call out the lord in vain like that I am begging you not to for the lord has mighty power and will punish those who oppose him.
moxo_gacha trust me when I tell you this you are loved don’t end your life because there are people that need you there are people that love you and if you feel like there isn’t know that I love you hang in there and be strong ❤️
@@flowey-ce7st No worries mate always free for a chat whenever you feel a bit down. Truth is the world is a bit on the less fun side but what I do and what you can do is cherrish the good in life by living in the moment and creating memorries to look back at in the future. ❤️
When does the pain go away I find myself comforting everyone but myself I’m in pain and I’m so good at hiding it nobody knows I just cry alone and think about if life is worth living
i felt every word, but don’t give up. there’s so much out there that you haven’t seen or been to. it’s tiring and it sucks, but keep fighting. be patient bc you never know what’s waiting for you.
Mia Rodriguez you too I hate that people relate to me because I truly know it sucks and I’m so sorry for whatever your going though stay strong love ❤️
This is for everyone dealing with depression. I felt the same way. I was in and out of mental hospitals. I have been dealing with depression since i was in 4th grade. Im15 btw. I am here for anyone who needs help because I went thru what you went thru. But if you don't want to talk with me then please go to a friend or family member. I love you and god does too. Never give up. You got this!
@@rathat69i cringed reading what you just said. Some people are going through horrible times like i am now. My mother died recently, my dad is dead, im struggling with addiction and there are people in the world like you who dont give a damn because your so fucking narsissistic.
Lyrics: The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Awaiting my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed And the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck And the hole in my back, again I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face So this is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Faced my fears Loving her for once Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Turning, twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all At all
The pain in my heart just won’t end 💔 sometimes i say why im crying cause jah gone? M i stupid? Jahseh in the better place and i have to be sad cause im in this place
You feel alone because you do not seek Jesus Christ and ask him to take it from you.. you do not need human friends all you need at the end of the day is Jesus Christ he's always with you ask him to take it from you and he will
step one: find a bf step two: date him step three: him getting mad at you and breaking up w u step four: let your bestfriend date him step five: feel empty step six: cry and never stop step seven: feel numb step eight: end it all.
A dor no meu coração simplesmente não vai acabar As palavras que eu encontro simplesmente não parecem se comparar Esperando até minha morte no final Sozinho, devo buscar o fim para começar Então ninguém quer a morte Porque ninguém quer que e vida acabe Eu sou o único estressado E o único casando de ter amigos falsos
I was watching a video where there was a question about if suicide was selfish. I have attempted two times, once freshman year and once a sophomore year. After my second attempt, I told myself I would never attempt again because it was selfish to my family. At the time my dad was highly mentally unstable and I knew he would kill himself if I did, and I didn't want that for my family. Now it's senior year and I can honestly say that this pain that has been with me for the past three years, is too overwhelming. I still think suicide is selfish but, I think everyone will be okay if I do it. That fact and my ongoing pain are enough for me. I don't want to live anymore.
You guys wanna know what I like with antidepressants? I still have the exact same intense feeling of meaninglessness inside of me, yet somehow it simply do not bother me as much. Some times I 100% believe I’m just so used to have been sad for so long that it now feels empty when I’m actually not. To be completely honest, I don’t know exactly wtf my point is here.. but I guess I’m tryna encourage y’all to try antidepressants if you have the option. A lot of people says it doesn’t work, but keep this in mind: They are not supposed to change the way that you’re thinking, there sol purpose is to block the emotion itself, and that takes time. I believe that is why lots of people try em and immediately goes “it doesn’t work” while it actually does.
no, please stay... you were placed on this earth for a reason, you have a purpose. you are loved. find healing in music, it really helps. talk to someone, let it all out. i promise it gets better. i went through it for over 2 years. it gets better. i promise.
hey what's up, sorry if I'm bothering you! But I made a cover of X's orlando. And it would be really cool if you would take a minute to check it out, i promise you won't be dissapointed! X had such a big impact on my life i wish he was still alive. If you like my video, don't be shy to say hi or leave a comment
The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Awaiting my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed And the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck And the hole in my back, again I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face So this is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Faced my fears Loving her for once Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Turning Twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all At all
This is X’s saddest song for me, comparable only to “I Spoke To The Devil In Miami, He Told me Everything Would Be Fine”. It’s a different kind of feeling to most of his other songs. Those other ones have some feeling of hope, even if it’s slim. However these two, they don’t. There’s nothing there. Just a void
LISTENT GOHST, FUCKING POSSER
Soooo damn true 🙏
Listen to Alone part - 3 slowed and reverb
U and others tripping that fkin hard kill me by x is like a suicide letter
Yo , orlando and miami are some of my favs, like top 5. alone part 3 too
*the pain* in my heart just won't end...
Long live our king X
The pain in my heart just won't end
The words that I find just don't seem to compare
Waiting til' my death in the end
Alone, I must seek out the end to begin
So nobody wants death
'Cause nobody wants life to end
I'm the only one stressed
And the only one tired of having fake friends
Put the noose on my neck and the hole in my back, again
I be waiting on death with a smile on my face
This is the end
Waste of tears
Waste of years and months
Face my fears
Loving her for what I have
Hurt me
Break my heart
Worthless
Can't keep love at all
Spinning, twist myself
Worthless
Can't keep love at all
At all
Its actually turning than spinning
And it's "Can't keep loving at all"
hey what's up, sorry if I'm bothering you! But I made a cover of X's orlando. And it would be really cool if you would take a minute to check it out, i promise you won't be dissapointed! X had such a big impact on my life i wish he was still alive. If you like my video, don't be shy to say hi or leave a comment
Thank you 🙏
@@anianimin9223 no
_I'm Addicted to Jahseh and I Overdosed_
*_XXX4LIFE_*
lol shut the fuck up..
call me gary hm that’s sad.
@Seiekiな all of u are borderline emo. Trying to find a problem within themselves... bunch of bozos. Got no problem with X.
@CorysSamurai. AYEEEE CORYY FANNNNN
@@callmegary2622 honestly... I like x but im not depressed or sad i just fw his music these fake depressed fans thing that depression is a feeling when reality its an illness
This, in my humble opinion, is Jah’s best song, the emotion it’s filled with, the world it transports you to, the state of mind it puts you in, Jahseh was definitely a gift for us, an inspiration, too.
agreed.
thank you so much for posting this you really deserve more views
Much love my man
This song reminds me of when my boyfriend dumped me 💔💔💔
Only the real get to view
Im Still Devastated To This Day
Rest Easy Jah
Same
anyone suffering with self harm or suicidal thoughts just know you're worth more than negative emotions consume your life and happiness please seek help and God Bless
Big up man
Thankyou so much Tu Ch I will keep going
@CuteMurder jesus loves you.
@CuteMurder hope u get better.
CuteMurder look I understand you might be going through some hardships or you simply just don't believe or trust God. But please do not call out the lord in vain like that I am begging you not to for the lord has mighty power and will punish those who oppose him.
Nobody want death cause nobody wants life to end.
I want my life to end;-;
moxo_gacha trust me when I tell you this you are loved don’t end your life because there are people that need you there are people that love you and if you feel like there isn’t know that I love you hang in there and be strong ❤️
@@codeinedreamn dont do it you are so loved and you WILL ge missed❤
@@codeinedreamn please read my other reply. Hope it could help you somehow
well, i do
i don't know what I'm doing anymore, honestly. hearing this song makes me realize how much i wouldn't lose.
I'd miss you. Friends, Family and the whole of this community. Feel free to chat to me on discord Milli#4513. I'm here for you bro
@@MilliSlowed thank you so much man, i appreciate this and i appreciate you
@@flowey-ce7st Tommorow sound ok bud? And no worries mate :)
@@flowey-ce7st No worries mate always free for a chat whenever you feel a bit down. Truth is the world is a bit on the less fun side but what I do and what you can do is cherrish the good in life by living in the moment and creating memorries to look back at in the future. ❤️
hey it’s been a few weeks you still with us? be safe okay
When does the pain go away I find myself comforting everyone but myself I’m in pain and I’m so good at hiding it nobody knows I just cry alone and think about if life is worth living
i felt every word, but don’t give up. there’s so much out there that you haven’t seen or been to. it’s tiring and it sucks, but keep fighting. be patient bc you never know what’s waiting for you.
Mia Rodriguez you too I hate that people relate to me because I truly know it sucks and I’m so sorry for whatever your going though stay strong love ❤️
This is for everyone dealing with depression. I felt the same way. I was in and out of mental hospitals. I have been dealing with depression since i was in 4th grade. Im15 btw. I am here for anyone who needs help because I went thru what you went thru. But if you don't want to talk with me then please go to a friend or family member. I love you and god does too. Never give up. You got this!
cap
@@jahpinkman3043 that's messed up man why are you saying that
no corny shit .. but this song saved my life man on everything
R.I.P MY MAN😭💔
@SXUT UP RECORDS
this song makes me feel so much at once he was so talented wow
this song is very beautiful, it says everything that i couldnt say myself
If you listen to sad songs slowed your at the lowest point in life but remember the pain you feel cant compare to the joy that will come
how did u know?
Nah nothing seems to come im done, im tired my friend, no one will ever feel my pain
@@alwaysfuntoreact1658 I cringed reading that ngl
@@rathat69i cringed reading what you just said. Some people are going through horrible times like i am now. My mother died recently, my dad is dead, im struggling with addiction and there are people in the world like you who dont give a damn because your so fucking narsissistic.
Damn why does this slowed version hit so hard 💔
Been having suicidal thoughts because love and people changed me.
are you okay? do you need someone to speak to? im always here for you as well as anyone else.
@@hxrtt1 yea i'm ok my family just make me happy and stressed sometimes
@@nightmareworld9330 Suicide isn't the answer to any problems, just causes more pain for your loved ones. Keep your head up
I feel u 🥺🥺
Love you bro
Rest in peace X🕊three years ago today
I love the slowed version🤍 it helps me cry at night
R.i.p 💔🥀
R.I.P XXX :(
Lyrics:
The pain in my heart just won't end
The words that I find just don't seem to compare
Awaiting my death in the end
Alone, I must seek out the end to begin
So nobody wants death
'Cause nobody wants life to end
I'm the only one stressed
And the only one tired of having fake friends
Put the noose on my neck
And the hole in my back, again
I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face
So this is the end
Waste of tears
Waste of years and months
Faced my fears
Loving her for once
Hurt me
Break my heart
Worthless
Can't keep love at all
Turning, twist myself
Worthless
Can't keep love at all
At all
❤️ “Nothing lasts forever, not even pain” ❤️
💔XXX💔
xxx
💔💝❤
I used to listen to this every single day. I can’t help but wonder what would happen if he was still alive
With a smile on my face 😊
this makes me feel at home.
this is so much better than the real song
Masterpiece.
Facts
@@wolfgang6442 damn I commented this a year ago time flies
I swear might’ve cured my depression. I stopped having depression after listening to his music non stop for a year or so.
*2020*
𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟭
No
The pain in my heart just won’t end 💔 sometimes i say why im crying cause jah gone? M i stupid? Jahseh in the better place and i have to be sad cause im in this place
Now I've done been to Orlando this shit extra crazy I definitely know extra now ..........
Everytime Im sad I come back to this song
This is my go to song for when I’m in a bad patch. Just out of curiosity what does the Japanese writing on the screen mean?
" words that i find just don't seem to compare "
"One day i'll die and you'll think im just offline :)"
I hate when people say you are “not alone”
If I’m not alone then why does everybody turn their back on me???!! Explain that-
It’s ok if they turn their back on u that’s a learning experience
You feel alone because you do not seek Jesus Christ and ask him to take it from you.. you do not need human friends all you need at the end of the day is Jesus Christ he's always with you ask him to take it from you and he will
love this
I feel that, again I see the love of my life :(, life is so difficult
I think I’m finally numb to all this pain
What happened
@@Amxr555 sup
This the saddest x song 😢
Only legends here
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son Jesus Christ , that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.✝️
step one: find a bf
step two: date him
step three: him getting mad at you and breaking up w u
step four: let your bestfriend date him
step five: feel empty
step six: cry and never stop
step seven: feel numb
step eight: end it all.
sis what
feel free to skip steps 4,5 and 6
Why i'm I overplaying this😩
A dor no meu coração simplesmente não vai acabar
As palavras que eu encontro simplesmente não parecem se comparar
Esperando até minha morte no final
Sozinho, devo buscar o fim para começar
Então ninguém quer a morte
Porque ninguém quer que e vida acabe
Eu sou o único estressado
E o único casando de ter amigos falsos
*..hurt me..*
*break my heart....*
love this song
Wish I didn’t feel as alone as I do..
This song reminds me of when I played fortnite for the first time 🥺
We are all alone
I was watching a video where there was a question about if suicide was selfish. I have attempted two times, once freshman year and once a sophomore year. After my second attempt, I told myself I would never attempt again because it was selfish to my family. At the time my dad was highly mentally unstable and I knew he would kill himself if I did, and I didn't want that for my family. Now it's senior year and I can honestly say that this pain that has been with me for the past three years, is too overwhelming. I still think suicide is selfish but, I think everyone will be okay if I do it. That fact and my ongoing pain are enough for me. I don't want to live anymore.
Are u still ok
right person,wrong time.
HØPE
wait till my death in the end..
2021 tio X
Im here from huntertv
if anyone can help me find that wallpaper, it would be amazing
Theres only one way out
*2019*
2020
2021
2022😔
2023 😕
@@asnazad7391 2024
0:25
I cant Help myself No More and No one wanna Help me
"i be waiting on death with a smile on my face"
LLJ
Fucked around and started singing HELLO... IT'S ME
🕊️😪
👏
There is no hope for me
Why
OgCookiesCuh idk 😐 i’m fine now
@@haleyyy9939 bruh
You guys wanna know what I like with antidepressants?
I still have the exact same intense feeling of meaninglessness inside of me, yet somehow it simply do not bother me as much. Some times I 100% believe I’m just so used to have been sad for so long that it now feels empty when I’m actually not.
To be completely honest, I don’t know exactly wtf my point is here.. but I guess I’m tryna encourage y’all to try antidepressants if you have the option.
A lot of people says it doesn’t work, but keep this in mind:
They are not supposed to change the way that you’re thinking, there sol purpose is to block the emotion itself, and that takes time.
I believe that is why lots of people try em and immediately goes “it doesn’t work” while it actually does.
Antidepressants makes you feel worse
Essa é a mais triste de todas.
@Hyuga Triste n acho
@@pablooliveira1355 to com vc nessa
Si,es muy triste el muerte de XXXTENTACION
💔🖤
Siema 3301
🙏
𝙨𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙞𝙚,𝙣𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙣𝙙...
Added into our 24/7 slow and reverb station at urbanmellow.com 🎵
Who do you need..o to be?
this is the end.
I found A New song to crash to
i don’t feel like i belong..
Ok
Beginning sounds like hello by adele lmao
Esperando la Muerte con una risa en la Cara :')
some one can writhe the china words for i can copy this?
for the characters this is it and pinyin is below
我内心的痛苦永远不会结束
我发现的词似乎没有比较
一直等到我死
我必须独自寻找结束的开始
所以没人要死
因为没有人希望生命终结
我是唯一一个强调
还有唯一一个厌倦了假朋友的人
再次将套索放在我的脖子上，然后在我的背上挖洞
我正在等待死亡，脸上带着微笑
这就是结局
浪费眼泪
浪费岁月
面对我的恐惧
爱她，因为我有
伤害我
伤我的心
不值钱
根本无法保持爱
旋转，扭曲自己
不值钱
根本无法保持爱
完全没有
Wǒ nèixīn de tòngkǔ yǒngyuǎn bù huì jiéshù
wǒ fāxiàn de cí sìhū méiyǒu bǐjiào
yīzhí děngdào wǒ sǐ
wǒ bìxū dúzì xúnzhǎo jiéshù de kāishǐ
suǒyǐ méi rén yàosǐ
yīnwèi méiyǒu rén xīwàng shēngmìng zhōngjié
wǒ shì wéiyī yīgè qiángdiào
hái yǒu wéiyī yīgè yànjuànle jiǎ péngyǒu de rén
zàicì jiāng tào suǒ fàng zài wǒ de bózi shàng, ránhòu zài wǒ de bèi shàng wā dòng
wǒ zhèngzài děngdài sǐwáng, liǎn shàng dàizhe wéixiào
zhè jiùshì jiéjú
làngfèi yǎnlèi
làngfèi suìyuè
miàn duì wǒ de kǒngjù
ài tā, yīnwèi wǒ yǒu
shānghài wǒ
shāng wǒ de xīn
bù zhíqián
gēnběn wúfǎ bǎochí ài
xuánzhuǎn, niǔqū zìjǐ
bù zhíqián
gēnběn wúfǎ bǎochí ài
wánquán méiyǒu
答應我
I wanna die...
ᄋᄌᄉ Me too. I’m tired of this life. But i can’t push my pain onto my loved ones.
me too :((((((( 💔
oooh me too :) i imagine everyday my suicide eh eh
Me too
no, please stay... you were placed on this earth for a reason, you have a purpose. you are loved. find healing in music, it really helps. talk to someone, let it all out. i promise it gets better. i went through it for over 2 years. it gets better. i promise.
sad_boy
Suicideboy
答应我.
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Good shit man idk who would dislike this bc there's not many people that can do what you do or have the talent of you add me on insta @sum.kiddo_
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Who here's after bts fanic
el bune!!!!!!!!!!
It is not xx
*_the pain in my heart just won't end..._*
The word that I find just don’t seem to compare
Waiting til' my death in the end
hey what's up, sorry if I'm bothering you! But I made a cover of X's orlando. And it would be really cool if you would take a minute to check it out, i promise you won't be dissapointed! X had such a big impact on my life i wish he was still alive. If you like my video, don't be shy to say hi or leave a comment
@@sheroblue3495 u are disrespectful asf bro get the fuck outta here
@@shnotcheese6695 same i wanna go
The pain in my heart just won't end
The words that I find just don't seem to compare
Awaiting my death in the end
Alone, I must seek out the end to begin
So nobody wants death
'Cause nobody wants life to end
I'm the only one stressed
And the only one tired of having fake friends
Put the noose on my neck
And the hole in my back, again
I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face
So this is the end
Waste of tears
Waste of years and months
Faced my fears
Loving her for once
Hurt me
Break my heart
Worthless
Can't keep love at all
Turning
Twist myself
Worthless
Can't keep love at all
At all
1:11
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