Every single mother on here, could read every thought that was going through Amma's mind, from recollections of times past when you were little, to the situation now. Her heart is full of love, but also heavy these days. We all wept for her, as she was very brave and kept it in. I hope she realizes how much of a community of fellow mums, who send her love and support and so so many prayers for strength. She is such a wonderful mum:)
So true. My adult son has kidney cancer altho it has not became as serious as Tiffany's. When I think about it, it still feels like a blow to the stomach. Tiffany's Mom takes good care of Tiffany and is there every step of the way. She is a strong woman.
Amma, it must be so painful to see your daughter go through so much, my heart goes out to you. I've witnessed my own daughter go through pain and illness and I know, as a mum, you would give anything to take that pain on yourself. Amma you are amazing and you have an amazing daughter, you must be so proud xxx
and my daughter as well .. we are through it and watching her regain her confidence has been like watching someone learn to drive with a clutch .. she’s doing it her own way and I am learning to watch and support with my mouth closed … better days ahead for Tiffany and my Annie and all the struggling young women
Watching Amma get emotional made me want to cry as well Tiffany. The bond you and Amma share is priceless and there is nothing like it. She loves you so much. It is clear that to Amma you are still that little girl clinging onto her arm. You will always be that little girl to her no matter how big you get.
I lost my son to cancer when he was 35 years old, he was my only son but I still have my beautiful daughter. I nursed both my parents till they both passed away, then my son then my husband who passed away with leukemia. I'm now terminally ill and on palliative care not due to cancer but a breathing problem I've had all my life. I felt for your mum because I know what she's going through, she's such a loving empathic person I feel so it's not just because your her baby. Tiffany I don't comment much but I've followed you for long time since your love was someone called Henry I know it's not pronounced as our Henry is pronounced but you'll know who I mean and I think you're a lot braver and a lot stronger than you think, keep winning those little battles and if you lose one you'll win the next. Your beautiful, have a beautiful family a very loving very handsome fiance, must better than the other one. 😂 I'll keep praying for you Tiffany and sending love and best wishes always. Xxxxxxxxxx ❤️
Sorry for your tough ride whilst you have been here. Some people like you have more than their fair share of poo. I am sending best wishes to you and hope you and your daughter can enjoy some festivities
I'm still here! 💙 You said it youself, "Having stage 4 cancer is forever..." So stop letting it interfere with living. You're engaged!! Make wedding plans and then make plans to use your frozen eggs to start a family. All of the things you've wanted to do your whole life, do them!
I don't think Tiffany can carry a baby as she had such extensive surgery 2 years ago. I could be wrong but this is what I understood the situation was.
Silent viewer, still here! I had to comment when I saw Amma cry. It brought a tear to my eye. I wanted to hug her through the phone. Say hi to her for me and you guys take care. 💙
4 Generations going to eat together, let alone being all together, truly special. You all are a wonderful, loving family and when your mum started to cry, I did too, its hard for you all, but a mothers love is a blessing. xx
It's not a case of how long we live, it's how we've lived our life. You're a very positive person Tiffany, just live your life to the fullest everyday, don't worry about tomorrow.
Actually …. In reality…..none of it really matters. At some point none of us will be here. We are all in the same sinking boat. It is part of being human.
This life is just temporary. In 50 years from now the majority of our generation will not be here. The real life starts when we die, we will feel like we’ve only been in this world for less than a day, if you want to know the truth, read the Quran. Don’t be afraid don’t listen to agendas.
Still here, sweetie! 💙💙 As the mother of a daughter who is a stage 3 melanoma survivor (25 years), I feel your sweet Amma’s tender tears. Please tell her for me that God is in control and it’s going to be ok. Trust in Him. Tiffany, you were His child first, entrusted to Amma to love and care for you. Praying for you and sweet Amma! 💙💙🙏🙏🎄🎄
My best friend is in a terminal diagnosis and we're finding it VERY difficult...she has no family only myself and one other friend, been on all of her journey with her, now it's very sad & difficult. Bless you all and hurrah for only 1 more chemo Tiffany...brave brave girl...xx
I'll pray for your friend. God bless her and yourself and your friend for being there to help her through this illness. Thank goodness she has you both bless her.
I have never had/will never have a human child but my love for my horse was pretty up there. She had cancer and for years I tried to be so strong for her but in reality I was breaking down. I was so scared of losing her. The pain, the worry, the anxiety, the stress, the fear of losing her was making me very sick. I ended up being diagnosed with cancer myself shortly after losing her. I miss you so much Bella. 💔😢 Edit: I watched the whole video but not before commenting. 🩵
@ absolutely. I love all my animals so much and nobody can tell me that I don’t love them like I would a human. I actually probably wouldn’t be a good human mother because I don’t like people. Love cannot be measured.
I have experienced so much death around me from 2 miscarriages, older sister, mom , dad, grandson, and my beautiful daughter Maria(the biggest tragedy in my life so far). Biggest lesson is we can only try to honor their lives by living good lives. Time heals those wounds. Nothing else but time. They never completely heal but makes it bearable
Mother's can only hold it together so long. Amma loves you so much, sometimes it just overflows. Bless you Amma, you have a wonderful family. Tiffany, you are almost done. Prayers for your health and a blessed Christmas.❤ Tiff, I'm still here. 💙
Tiff I’m always here 💙💙💙.. last treatment, I am so excited for you. You are the most kind hearted person. You always make sure everyone is happy and always showering little gifts like Santa’s elf. I am sending all my love and prayers the the blood work comes out perfect so you can do this and get on with an amazing wedding… I’m thrilled thinking about it. Can’t wait for the planning, dress fittings. I just love weddings… try and stay to stay busy and occupied while you wait on test results.. don’t waste worrying on things that may never be..sending hugs n love from across the pond ❤❤❤❤
I’m 64 , my mom passed 7 years ago this January and I still cry for her. 1 brother and 4 sisters and we are lost without our momma. We have hung on to each other and I’m grateful for them. Never in all my life did I ever think I would be without my mom….I thank God for all our memories good and bad❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@@eddiesaenz7144 Heavy heart ❤️ to you sweet person. I completely understand your loss...my mama been gone 16 yrs. And Iam 50. Two older brothers out of state from me. Never felt so empty and lost even yet after 16 yrs. Daddy been gone for 26 yrs. Very lonely for sure. Hang in there 🙏 💓
Tiff… I am the youngest one out of five brothers and sisters and very very close to my mom and I remember her and tears were falling from my eyes….mom is mom….nobody nobody can replace her place…. Mothers always close to her daughters and daughters too….. we used to called my mom BAJI….OR BA…. VERY BEAUTIFUL LOVING CARING MY DAD PASSED VERY YOUNG AGE AND MOM RAISED BY HERSELF ALL FIVE OF US…. RAISED GOOD CHILDREN… NEVER PUT HER REPUTATION DOWN BY OUR BEHAVIOR…GOOD EDUCATION AND AMAZING PARTNERS WHO REALLY RESPECTED OUR MOM BAJI…. BECAUSE OF HER BRAVERY WE ALL SETTLED DOWN HERE IN USA AND WE ALL ARE LIVING IN OUR OWN HOUSE AND GOOD JOBS AND OUR CHILDREN ARE ALSO SO BLESSED WE ARE CHRISTIAN FROM LAST FIVE GENERATIONS…SO VERY PROUD OF EVERYTHING….
Oh Amma brought tears to my eyes today. As a mom I can fully understand her mental state at that very moment. May God continue to strengthen Amma keeping her comforted and at peace along this journey. Tiffany “you got this” in Jesus name 🙏❤️😊
My mum passed away many years ago on Boxing Day and my dad passed away three weeks later in January . Many years later , so Xmas is a very sad time for me and I spend most of it in tears. I try my hardest to be strong but it’s not always possible. I miss them both so much , butI treasure the wonderful memories I have of them and that keeps me going . R.I.P Mama and Pops ❤❤. Good luck with your treatments Tiffany .
Christmas is a very confusing time, its a happy time but also a very sad time thinking of people that are no longer here with us, and pets also, so Xmas is sometimes a hard time
Still here and enjoying your blogmas videos. God has been so good to you and here you are at your last chemo. Praise God and wishing you and your family a wonderful Christmas when it comes. ❤🎉
Please darling Tiffany allow your mum to be emotional black and brown girls are told to suck up the tears and not cry and be strong and we absolutely don’t have to be. Crying is a gift from God a beautiful release. Your relationship is really pure please please carry on enjoying life together x Love love love x
@ @ I’m not going to educate you about the resilience training black and brown girls go through. Not once in my comment did I use the word only. Be kind and careful what you say.
I have a rare autoimmune that is terminal, no cure, diffuse systemic scleroderma. This is an over production of collagen and so all my organs are hardening. Having a lot, a lot (as you say) heart issues now. I am not doing chemo as this is not something that is done w/ this autoimm. but I get infusions through my port monthly. Every day that we focus on the gratitude and when we feel like crying we need to do it! You have such a wonderful family and incredible support!
I'm still here 💙 I loved seeing your Grandmother, as I am a grandmother too! I'm so glad you took the time to spend with her...we often feel lonely, well, at least I do. Enjoyed your crab boil as well. I was born in the far south of the USA where crab boils are very popular. Yum!
Hi Tiff, I’m still here. Love seeing you feeling well and enjoying your family and friends and getting into the Christmas spirit and it’s literally healing you with all the joy it brings you. You’ve got the best outlook in life and bounce back quickly when the anxious or sad moments roll in, which is normal for everyone. Just so proud of you and wishing for Christmas miracles. Amma is such a sweetheart, hugs to you all💚
I am still here Tiffany sweetheart! I cried with Amma. I could feel her depth of love towards you..and those precious heart tugging memories from when our children are small. We all have to stay strong, think good thoughts and trust in the Lord..HE is always with us.
Cancer is not what it used to be Clinical trials New forms of treatments My mother in law lived to be 81 with stage for anal cancer You got this girl❤❤❤❤ We pray for you every Tuesday with my prayer group 😊❤
Hallo Tiffany. I understand your mom so well. I am a mother myself and my son is batteling cancer at the moment. It hurts so much to see your Child suffering. Sometimes you just need to cry. Your mom is fantastic ❤
Mumma’s are irreplaceable enjoy and cherish every moment with your mum Tiffany you have your mother that in it self is such a blessing, God Bless you both
I lost my mum when I was 21 she was 43 ,she had leukaemia, I miss her everyday . I have three grown up daughters and three grandchildren and I’m truly blessed to have them ,you’ve done so well finish line is definitely insight now xxxxx
Your eyebrows look great, Tiffany! Still full, but very tidy! Your niece’s smile reminds me of your smile.😊 Amma is so sweet and she cares about you so much! I really love the relationship you have with her. I wish I had a loving relationship like that with my mother, but she has never really been like that. ❤ I watched until the very end in the video. Enjoy your zen day with your sweetie!🥰
💙💙💙I see how you have been thru so much Tiffany. If anyone deserves to not have cancer, its you. With all that you have been thru in the past few years and been so sick and confined to the hospital, major surgeries and changes to your body....you are here for a bigger PURPOSE!!! I really feel you are a chosen person in this hateful, cruel world. Im in the U.S. and some people are just so mean and unkind. You give ppl hope that kindness should be achieved. ❤I pray you will have results that can be fixed if you do this get results you expected. God is in control and only he knows what will happen. Trust in him and enjoy your beautiful family. You're a beautiful woman, not only on the outside, but most importantly inside. Best wishes and happiest of holidays to you all 💙💙💙
Tiff I'm still here 💙 Merry Christmas to you and yours. I'm happy you get to have Matt home again. I love watching your Vlogmas videos. Keep up the great work. It's always special seeing Amma and Ammamma. Best wishes from Northern Ontario, Canada.
Seeing Amma getting emotional made me cry. I understand where she's coming from, I don't have any kids and I'm in my 20s and watching my parents get older makes me sad just thinking of the memories and the good times.. We love you Amma❤ I'm still here 💙
Honey, always remember that you can always say enough. You can always decide that your priorities have changed to living whatever time you have the very best you can. I've seen a lot of people go past what they really wanted to do because they were afraid of disappointing family and friends but just in case you needed to hear it, you can say yes to more chemo and you can say no to more chemo. You can choose.
I’ve been watching you for years and yet I’ve never really commented. “Tiff, I’m still here”, lol. I was diagnosed with stage 2B pancreatic cancer back in December 2018. After lots of chemo, surgery and then more chemo. I went into remission for two years then in 2021 my cancer came back and they said I’m beyond stage four. I wasn’t sure what that meant and then they said it means terminal. So, for the last two years I’ve been on chemo every other week. It is so hard and it is so draining. I totally feel for you because I know exactly what you’re going through. I bounce between two different kinds of chemo but the one you are currently on I do for 4 cycles and then I go to a different chemo for 4 cycles, etc. so basically I’m on maintenance chemo for the rest of my life. It really makes it hard to plan anything because as you know right after chemo, you have several days of being chemo sick and the more I do the longer my recovery takes, but I thank God every day that I’m still here with my family. I still try to work 40 hours a week which is now getting to be really hard. Thinking about dropping my hours down to 30 hours where I can still maintain my insurance. Other than all that I just want you to know that I really enjoy your videos. I’ve been a fan from afar. I live in Washington state not far from Seattle. You have fans all the way over here. I’ve also come to love Amma and Matt as well. You have such a lovely family. You are truly blessed. And guess what? We got this 🩵💙🩵
Tiff, I'm still here. Hello, USA here. I have watched you for a very long time. I love Amma. When she waves, I always wave back. You need to know, you are absolutely lovely without makeup. I wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a blessed New Year.💜❤
I just watched today’s video. I ALWAYS watch to the end!!💙 I just feel such a motherly connection to you!! I started watching you when you were going through your original cancer journey because my 35-year-old daughter was going through colon cancer at the same time. Because of that, I totally understand and love how Amma is walking through this journey with you. I was with my daughter when she got her diagnosis following a colonoscopy that was put off for months because of her young age. Then I went with her to every appointment and surgery. She even got permission to “sneak” me into her hospital room after midnight one night when she was feeling anxious and lonely. It’s a journey for all of you and I love how you are supporting one another at every turn. Love you so much and pray for your healing all the time. Our God is a loving God who loves to answer our prayers. Try listening to worship music when you need encouragement. My daughter had a playlist while she was going through her cancer. I put it into my RUclips Music playlist as “Erin’s For Right Now”. Maybe you can access it. Not sure how that works.
Hi Tiffany, I got diagnosed with cancer in 2018. I survived, and I'm OK now. I'm so grateful for this. You are such a strong person. I love watching your videos. Stay strong. You got this. Wish you a very merry Christmas with all your loved ones ❤️.
What a great gift for Ammama. Beautiful family. Im sure Amma is thinking about this cancer thing. Everytime she breathes easy. It reappears. You are amazing Tiff. I want to be like you. I I have a friend I met online who is in paliative care. She thought it would be the end. It hasnt at all. They help her through the illness and pain, but shout she has traveled with her friends and is just been great through it all. She had breast cancer twice, then it metastastized. So now its everywhere, but she's doing great. You and her give me hope. Shes from the UK also.
When your Amma got emotional, it reminded me of my Mom and I, doing things together. I always miss her. Love spending time with your family, Tiffany. They are beautiful! Still here!💙☃️💙🎄💙🌟
Tiffany, I’m still here following you & going thru cancer of the breast & enjoy your up-beat attitude! You help me so much with my mental state & I love that you are a Christian woman of Faith! Blessings from the United States!🥰🙏🥰🙏🥰
I felt Amma's emotions. I'm an empath, so I really, really felt them. She's got a pure heart, as do you, Tiffany! Enjoy all this time with your family, friends and Matt. Merry Christmas from Oregon! 🎅 🎄
I love that you said "that we are celebrating small wins"!!! What a beautiful way to look at the journey. Congrats on this latest win! The last chemo THAT'S a huge win. I’M STILL HERE 💙
It's so lovely to see the generations together, knowing how I feel about my kids I can totally understand how Amma is feeling. I'm an anxious person about time, I HAVE to be early! 💙.
Mama's tears n pain for you is what I saw. When I went through my chemo Watching my mom go through the pain for me secretly yet acting strong n then burst into tears....made me feel for ama. A mother's pain if she could she will take it all away from u Tiffany. Love ama. I lost my mom and I miss her every moment esp on my bad days. God bless ama with strength n grace. ❤
I have to say, it must be really nice to have a mother that cares that much for you…. I just can not fathom my mother ever being sad about me being ill. My mom just gets angry and does not offer support at all. I love seeing the relationship Tiffany has with her sister and Amma…. I just can’t fathom a relationship like that with my mom. I mean, I would love it and yearn for it, but it’s never going to happen. My Dad was my rock and I miss him terribly. He died way too young and despite his suffering, he was still always there for me and my illness and surgeries. I was very very lucky❤
Still here. It's good to see you always! Big hugs to your mom. Her hair is so cute😊 Tiffany you are in my thoughts and prayers every day. God is our hope and strength. He's got this. You are so authentic and a sweet soul❤
Vlogmas day 13 prayer: Lord, help us to remember that in Your Kingdom, people matter more than plans. Don’t allow us to become so busy or inflexible that we have no time to minister to unanticipated needs or be with others in their pain. Thank You that You are God with us. Amma, may you always remember that God, The Comfort, will always be with you.
You personal dialogue in your mind is so important. What is even more important is the feeling with it. Good personal dialogue and feelings is the key to healing ❤
Tiff I'm still here 💙. I think you can check your analytics it will show what % of viewers watch till the end and stuff like that. Also stop ignoring p.o box requests. Lol
Tiff, I'm still here!!💙💙💙 I always finish your videos from start to finish! When Amma got emotional thinking about you, it made me cry too. Your mom is so sweet and I absolutely love her! I love you too, Tiffany! God Bless!
Can’t wait to celebrate with you when this is all over! It’s amazing how good your hair looks! I consider that a little miracle in itself. Wishing you a continued peaceful Christmas season!!
What country are you in? It seems like in America that the elderly are just pushed away in the corner. We become invisible. I never thought I’d be there. And I kinda am but I refuse to accept it
Amma seems like she’s lost some weight. She looks great. I’m not saying it critically. I just hope she’s not too stressed. I know she’s going through a lot.
I am from america ... I think my desire to love and care for the elderly comes from my childhood. My Grandma lived with us for 13 years, and it was such a blessing to have her there... Take care of her and for her not to be alone I love going down to her little apartment which was built for her and attached to our house. I just enjoyed spending time with her. It's just in my blood! The elderly are beautiful people.@sandywhite9796
Me too! I’ve always had friends who are elderly . I’ve learned so much from them . When I meet elderly people they always chat to me . I have a lot of respect for them .
Every single mother on here, could read every thought that was going through Amma's mind, from recollections of times past when you were little, to the situation now. Her heart is full of love, but also heavy these days. We all wept for her, as she was very brave and kept it in. I hope she realizes how much of a community of fellow mums, who send her love and support and so so many prayers for strength. She is such a wonderful mum:)
Ditto! Well said!
She's such a lovely lady.
So true. My adult son has kidney cancer altho it has not became as serious as Tiffany's. When I think about it, it still feels like a blow to the stomach. Tiffany's Mom takes good care of Tiffany and is there every step of the way. She is a strong woman.
@ prayers for you and your son. And hugs! He’s got a great mom too.
Kind thoughts and much compassion. But even non mothers can appreciate and feel the love and send love and support.
Amma, it must be so painful to see your daughter go through so much, my heart goes out to you. I've witnessed my own daughter go through pain and illness and I know, as a mum, you would give anything to take that pain on yourself. Amma you are amazing and you have an amazing daughter, you must be so proud xxx
Went through same with my daughter. Love you Amma and all.❤❤❤
and my daughter as well .. we are through it and watching her regain her confidence has been like watching someone learn to drive with a clutch .. she’s doing it her own way and I am learning to watch and support with my mouth closed … better days ahead for Tiffany and my Annie and all the struggling young women
Watching Amma get emotional made me want to cry as well Tiffany. The bond you and Amma share is priceless and there is nothing like it. She loves you so much. It is clear that to Amma you are still that little girl clinging onto her arm. You will always be that little girl to her no matter how big you get.
I lost my son to cancer when he was 35 years old, he was my only son but I still have my beautiful daughter. I nursed both my parents till they both passed away, then my son then my husband who passed away with leukemia. I'm now terminally ill and on palliative care not due to cancer but a breathing problem I've had all my life. I felt for your mum because I know what she's going through, she's such a loving empathic person I feel so it's not just because your her baby. Tiffany I don't comment much but I've followed you for long time since your love was someone called Henry I know it's not pronounced as our Henry is pronounced but you'll know who I mean and I think you're a lot braver and a lot stronger than you think, keep winning those little battles and if you lose one you'll win the next. Your beautiful, have a beautiful family a very loving very handsome fiance, must better than the other one. 😂 I'll keep praying for you Tiffany and sending love and best wishes always. Xxxxxxxxxx ❤️
Sending you so much love ❤
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♥️ @annedarcy3725 ♥️ Thank ♥️ you ♥️, and ♥️ back ♥️ to ♥️ you ♥️. Xxxxxxxxxx ♥️
@@terrijsm ♥️♥️ back to you and thank you. Xxxxxxxxxx ❤️
Sorry for your tough ride whilst you have been here. Some people like you have more than their fair share of poo. I am sending best wishes to you and hope you and your daughter can enjoy some festivities
I'm still here! 💙 You said it youself, "Having stage 4 cancer is forever..." So stop letting it interfere with living. You're engaged!! Make wedding plans and then make plans to use your frozen eggs to start a family. All of the things you've wanted to do your whole life, do them!
I don't think Tiffany can carry a baby as she had such extensive surgery 2 years ago. I could be wrong but this is what I understood the situation was.
She will need a surrogate but there are people that will help with that
Tiff I’m still here!💙
The sooner you marry, the longer you will be married. Husband and I just celebrated 50 years!
@@AdrienneKushner-qi6cl How blessed. Not everyone can be married for 50 years.
Silent viewer, still here! I had to comment when I saw Amma cry. It brought a tear to my eye. I wanted to hug her through the phone. Say hi to her for me and you guys take care. 💙
Amma is solid gold. 💛💛
4 Generations going to eat together, let alone being all together, truly special. You all are a wonderful, loving family and when your mum started to cry, I did too, its hard for you all, but a mothers love is a blessing. xx
I’m still here, Tiffany , after going through the same thing! It’s 14 years ago….💙You’ll get this !!
Fantastic ❤
Who is crying because they felt Amma’s emotions? I am 🙋♀️
I think all moms feel this way, they wish we could go back to when they lived here with us when they were younger
I cried big time. Amma is the sweetest mom ever ❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@abigailjosephine3366 I am crying mama is such a loving carer mlrnee
I cried 😂 to I know she feels bad because what Tiffany is going thru that makes her very sad
Tears just started rolling down my face.
Tiffany, I can feel your mums love for you through her tears for you. Sending you all a hug💜
It's not a case of how long we live, it's how we've lived our life. You're a very positive person Tiffany, just live your life to the fullest everyday, don't worry about tomorrow.
Actually …. In reality…..none of it really matters. At some point none of us will be here. We are all in the same sinking boat. It is part of being human.
This life is just temporary. In 50 years from now the majority of our generation will not be here. The real life starts when we die, we will feel like we’ve only been in this world for less than a day, if you want to know the truth, read the Quran. Don’t be afraid don’t listen to agendas.
Still here, sweetie! 💙💙 As the mother of a daughter who is a stage 3 melanoma survivor (25 years), I feel your sweet Amma’s tender tears. Please tell her for me that God is in control and it’s going to be ok. Trust in Him. Tiffany, you were His child first, entrusted to Amma to love and care for you. Praying for you and sweet Amma! 💙💙🙏🙏🎄🎄
Your mum is so adorable Made me miss my mum as I just lost her. All my prayers are with you❤
I am so sorry for your recent loss. That is a hard one. I wish you happy memories, in time. ❤
I’m sorry for your loss, I’ve also lost both my parents, who I adored, I know how you’re feeling, sending love to you.
@@Cheri94❤ sending you a big hug, the world is a different place without parents but we can do them proud 💕
Praying you find peace and solace in your memories of your mum. It is hard to lose those we love ❤️
Sorry for your loss
My heart breaks for your mum when she reminisces about when you were young and you never left her side.
My best friend is in a terminal diagnosis and we're finding it VERY difficult...she has no family only myself and one other friend, been on all of her journey with her, now it's very sad & difficult. Bless you all and hurrah for only 1 more chemo Tiffany...brave brave girl...xx
I'm so sorry! Prayers for your friend!
I'll pray for your friend. God bless her and yourself and your friend for being there to help her through this illness. Thank goodness she has you both bless her.
I'm so sorry. I'll pray for her.
May God Bless and Heal Your Friend 💫💚🕊🙏✝️
@fevertree1957 Praying for God’s peace for you and your friend.
I have never had/will never have a human child but my love for my horse was pretty up there. She had cancer and for years I tried to be so strong for her but in reality I was breaking down. I was so scared of losing her. The pain, the worry, the anxiety, the stress, the fear of losing her was making me very sick. I ended up being diagnosed with cancer myself shortly after losing her. I miss you so much Bella. 💔😢
Edit: I watched the whole video but not before commenting. 🩵
I can totally understand your heartbreak
@ thank you. Not many people can. ❤️
Our animal pets are just as important and loved as humans
@ absolutely. I love all my animals so much and nobody can tell me that I don’t love them like I would a human. I actually probably wouldn’t be a good human mother because I don’t like people. Love cannot be measured.
@@iShereeI know
The bond between you and your mom is so special. She loves you so much, and I can see you feel the same. I am still here!!
I have experienced so much death around me from 2 miscarriages, older sister, mom , dad, grandson, and my beautiful daughter Maria(the biggest tragedy in my life so far). Biggest lesson is we can only try to honor their lives by living good lives. Time heals those wounds. Nothing else but time. They never completely heal but makes it bearable
Mother's can only hold it together so long. Amma loves you so much, sometimes it just overflows. Bless you Amma, you have a wonderful family. Tiffany, you are almost done. Prayers for your health and a blessed Christmas.❤ Tiff, I'm still here. 💙
I'm still here Tiffany! Praying for you! Hugs to Amma!
You are genuinely the nicest person 🎄😊 you’ve definitely got this Tiffany..❤
Tiff I’m always here 💙💙💙.. last treatment, I am so excited for you. You are the most kind hearted person. You always make sure everyone is happy and always showering little gifts like Santa’s elf. I am sending all my love and prayers the the blood work comes out perfect so you can do this and get on with an amazing wedding… I’m thrilled thinking about it. Can’t wait for the planning, dress fittings. I just love weddings… try and stay to stay busy and occupied while you wait on test results.. don’t waste worrying on things that may never be..sending hugs n love from across the pond ❤❤❤❤
There is nothing stronger than a mothers love ❤️
So true!! ❤
Regardless of how old our children are they will always be our babies.
I’m 64 , my mom passed 7 years ago this January and I still cry for her. 1 brother and 4 sisters and we are lost without our momma. We have hung on to each other and I’m grateful for them. Never in all my life did I ever think I would be without my mom….I thank God for all our memories good and bad❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Heavy heart ❤️ to you sweet person.
I completely understand your loss...my mama been gone 16 yrs. And Iam 50.
Two older brothers out of state from me.
Never felt so empty and lost even yet after 16 yrs. Daddy been gone for 26 yrs. Very lonely for sure.
Hang in there 🙏 💓
Mothers only as happy as their saddest child. You never stop with the motherly thoughts and feelings. Ama is precious 💞💞
You could feel the emotions from Amma. I just want to give her a big hug from one mum to another. God bless her. 💙
Tiff, I’m still here. 💙 Wishing you, Matt and Amma many blessings. Have fun creating many special memories throughout this holiday season.
Tiffany I am still here love all your videos ❤
Tiff… I am the youngest one out of five brothers and sisters and very very close to my mom and I remember her and tears were falling from my eyes….mom is mom….nobody nobody can replace her place…. Mothers always close to her daughters and daughters too….. we used to called my mom BAJI….OR BA…. VERY BEAUTIFUL LOVING CARING MY DAD PASSED VERY YOUNG AGE AND MOM RAISED BY HERSELF ALL FIVE OF US…. RAISED GOOD CHILDREN… NEVER PUT HER REPUTATION DOWN BY OUR BEHAVIOR…GOOD EDUCATION AND AMAZING PARTNERS WHO REALLY RESPECTED OUR MOM BAJI…. BECAUSE OF HER BRAVERY WE ALL SETTLED DOWN HERE IN USA AND WE ALL ARE LIVING IN OUR OWN HOUSE AND GOOD JOBS AND OUR CHILDREN ARE ALSO SO BLESSED WE ARE CHRISTIAN FROM LAST FIVE GENERATIONS…SO VERY PROUD OF EVERYTHING….
Oh my heart, Amma your baby is going to be okay, everything is going to be fine ❤❤❤
I’m here, Tiff. I watch every video to the very end. Your family is so loving! It’s no wonder you are such a good person.
I cried with Amma ❤ a mother's love for her kids ❤
Yes she is so lovely ❤
Still here….🇿🇦💙💙. Stay strong…Have a beautiful festive season..
Oh Amma brought tears to my eyes today. As a mom I can fully understand her mental state at that very moment. May God continue to strengthen Amma keeping her comforted and at peace along this journey. Tiffany “you got this” in Jesus name 🙏❤️😊
Still here! 💙 Amma is such a sweetheart! I know exactly how she feels. No matter how old you get you will always be her baby!!!
My mum passed away many years ago on Boxing Day and my dad passed away three weeks later in January . Many years later , so Xmas is a very sad time for me and I spend most of it in tears. I try my hardest to be strong but it’s not always possible. I miss them both so much , butI treasure the wonderful memories I have of them and that keeps me going . R.I.P Mama and Pops ❤❤. Good luck with your treatments Tiffany .
Tiffany wishing u and your family a loving healthy 🎄 and wonderful new year u look great
Christmas is a very confusing time, its a happy time but also a very sad time thinking of people that are no longer here with us, and pets also, so Xmas is sometimes a hard time
My mom was diagnosed around Christmas and I find Christmas a flood of different emotions. Hugs to you. ❤
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@@christettec3045so hard for you x
Still here and enjoying your blogmas videos. God has been so good to you and here you are at your last chemo. Praise God and wishing you and your family a wonderful Christmas when it comes. ❤🎉
Please darling Tiffany allow your mum to be emotional black and brown girls are told to suck up the tears and not cry and be strong and we absolutely don’t have to be. Crying is a gift from God a beautiful release. Your relationship is really pure please please carry on enjoying life together x
Love love love x
What?? Black and brown girls only?? What does this even mean what utter clap trap.
@ @ I’m not going to educate you about the resilience training black and brown girls go through. Not once in my comment did I use the word only. Be kind and careful what you say.
@@cece2518you be careful what you say!
I have a rare autoimmune that is terminal, no cure, diffuse systemic scleroderma. This is an over production of collagen and so all my organs are hardening. Having a lot, a lot (as you say) heart issues now. I am not doing chemo as this is not something that is done w/ this autoimm. but I get infusions through my port monthly. Every day that we focus on the gratitude and when we feel like crying we need to do it! You have such a wonderful family and incredible support!
You keep fighting, you are still here. Check off small wins every day. STAY STRONG 💪 ✨️
Tiffany, Amma is so special and loves you so very much. I cried watching her get emotional. What a wonderful mother.
I'm still here 💙 I loved seeing your Grandmother, as I am a grandmother too! I'm so glad you took the time to spend with her...we often feel lonely, well, at least I do. Enjoyed your crab boil as well. I was born in the far south of the USA where crab boils are very popular. Yum!
As a mother myself, I felt and understood Ama’s emotional moment♥️👼. I lift prayers for Ama for strength. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💙
Hi Tiff, I’m still here. Love seeing you feeling well and enjoying your family and friends and getting into the Christmas spirit and it’s literally healing you with all the joy it brings you. You’ve got the best outlook in life and bounce back quickly when the anxious or sad moments roll in, which is normal for everyone. Just so proud of you and wishing for Christmas miracles. Amma is such a sweetheart, hugs to you all💚
Tiff, I'm still here and I have even followed you way back before all the illness. You are such a brave soul. hugs
I am still here Tiffany sweetheart! I cried with Amma. I could feel her depth of love towards you..and those precious heart tugging memories from when our children are small. We all have to stay strong, think good thoughts and trust in the Lord..HE is always with us.
Cancer is not what it used to be
Clinical trials
New forms of treatments
My mother in law lived to be 81 with stage for anal cancer
You got this girl❤❤❤❤
We pray for you every Tuesday with my prayer group 😊❤
Hallo Tiffany. I understand your mom so well. I am a mother myself and my son is batteling cancer at the moment. It hurts so much to see your Child suffering. Sometimes you just need to cry. Your mom is fantastic ❤
I love your mum as much as I love you! Her smile is so beautiful.
Amma, as a mum I cannot imagine the pain to see your child go through this, love and prayers to you all xxx
It is so beautiful to see all the generations together. Such a blessing! ❤
Mumma’s are irreplaceable enjoy and cherish every moment with your mum Tiffany you have your mother that in it self is such a blessing, God Bless you both
I lost my mum when I was 21 she was 43 ,she had leukaemia, I miss her everyday . I have three grown up daughters and three grandchildren and I’m truly blessed to have them ,you’ve done so well finish line is definitely insight now xxxxx
Great vlog Tiffany 💙🎄🥰
I’m still here Tiffany. I’m always here to the end of every video wishing you every blessing and happiness. 💙
Your eyebrows look great, Tiffany! Still full, but very tidy!
Your niece’s smile reminds me of your smile.😊
Amma is so sweet and she cares about you so much! I really love the relationship you have with her. I wish I had a loving relationship like that with my mother, but she has never really been like that. ❤
I watched until the very end in the video. Enjoy your zen day with your sweetie!🥰
4 generations at one table. How wonderful. ❤
I am still here you are amazing and inspirational thank you for letting us go for your journey with you sending prayers xx
💙💙💙I see how you have been thru so much Tiffany. If anyone deserves to not have cancer, its you. With all that you have been thru in the past few years and been so sick and confined to the hospital, major surgeries and changes to your body....you are here for a bigger PURPOSE!!! I really feel you are a chosen person in this hateful, cruel world. Im in the U.S. and some people are just so mean and unkind. You give ppl hope that kindness should be achieved. ❤I pray you will have results that can be fixed if you do this get results you expected. God is in control and only he knows what will happen. Trust in him and enjoy your beautiful family. You're a beautiful woman, not only on the outside, but most importantly inside. Best wishes and happiest of holidays to you all 💙💙💙
Tiffany, Amma and Matt, you all are so special and loved by so many of us. May God bless you all with the desires of your heart and great health. 😊
Tiff, I'm still here. Best wishes to you and your family!
Tiff I’m still here and always will be praying for you.💙💙💙
Tiff I'm still here 💙 Merry Christmas to you and yours. I'm happy you get to have Matt home again. I love watching your Vlogmas videos. Keep up the great work. It's always special seeing Amma and Ammamma. Best wishes from Northern Ontario, Canada.
Bless Amma. Anyone with a loving mom understands. I see the anxiety about results. Anyone with a loving heart understands that as well 💙
Tiffany your family is so amazing! You all have such love for each other that it melts my heart. ❤️ God bless you my friend.
Seeing Amma getting emotional made me cry. I understand where she's coming from, I don't have any kids and I'm in my 20s and watching my parents get older makes me sad just thinking of the memories and the good times..
We love you Amma❤
I'm still here 💙
I just got my hair cut and eyebrow wax and decided to get my whole face waxed in preparation for chemo next month. I look and feel so much better
Best of luck to you…..
Aww that makes me so happy for you - do whatever you feel is right for you. Good luck with chemo💙 we got this💙 xxxx
@tiffanythinks Thank you so very much 💖
Honey, always remember that you can always say enough. You can always decide that your priorities have changed to living whatever time you have the very best you can. I've seen a lot of people go past what they really wanted to do because they were afraid of disappointing family and friends but just in case you needed to hear it, you can say yes to more chemo and you can say no to more chemo. You can choose.
I’ve been watching you for years and yet I’ve never really commented. “Tiff, I’m still here”, lol.
I was diagnosed with stage 2B pancreatic cancer back in December 2018. After lots of chemo, surgery and then more chemo. I went into remission for two years then in 2021 my cancer came back and they said I’m beyond stage four. I wasn’t sure what that meant and then they said it means terminal. So, for the last two years I’ve been on chemo every other week. It is so hard and it is so draining. I totally feel for you because I know exactly what you’re going through. I bounce between two different kinds of chemo but the one you are currently on I do for 4 cycles and then I go to a different chemo for 4 cycles, etc. so basically I’m on maintenance chemo for the rest of my life. It really makes it hard to plan anything because as you know right after chemo, you have several days of being chemo sick and the more I do the longer my recovery takes, but I thank God every day that I’m still here with my family. I still try to work 40 hours a week which is now getting to be really hard. Thinking about dropping my hours down to 30 hours where I can still maintain my insurance. Other than all that I just want you to know that I really enjoy your videos. I’ve been a fan from afar. I live in Washington state not far from Seattle. You have fans all the way over here.
I’ve also come to love Amma and Matt as well. You have such a lovely family. You are truly blessed. And guess what? We got this 🩵💙🩵
Tiff, I'm still here. Hello, USA here. I have watched you for a very long time. I love Amma. When she waves, I always wave back. You need to know, you are absolutely lovely without makeup. I wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a blessed New Year.💜❤
I just watched today’s video. I ALWAYS watch to the end!!💙 I just feel such a motherly connection to you!! I started watching you when you were going through your original cancer journey because my 35-year-old daughter was going through colon cancer at the same time. Because of that, I totally understand and love how Amma is walking through this journey with you. I was with my daughter when she got her diagnosis following a colonoscopy that was put off for months because of her young age. Then I went with her to every appointment and surgery. She even got permission to “sneak” me into her hospital room after midnight one night when she was feeling anxious and lonely. It’s a journey for all of you and I love how you are supporting one another at every turn. Love you so much and pray for your healing all the time. Our God is a loving God who loves to answer our prayers. Try listening to worship music when you need encouragement. My daughter had a playlist while she was going through her cancer. I put it into my RUclips Music playlist as “Erin’s For Right Now”. Maybe you can access it. Not sure how that works.
Hi Tiffany, I got diagnosed with cancer in 2018. I survived, and I'm OK now. I'm so grateful for this. You are such a strong person. I love watching your videos. Stay strong. You got this. Wish you a very merry Christmas with all your loved ones ❤️.
Super proud of you keep going xxx 💙
Oh Tiffany I love your Mummy she just loves you and your sister so much I cried when she cried my heart breaks for her she is 1 special women ❤❤❤
If you put a crumb coat of frosting on first then put it in the fridge over night then it is easier to to the decorating the next day
Bless Amma, as a parent I understand how she feels.
What a great gift for Ammama. Beautiful family. Im sure Amma is thinking about this cancer thing. Everytime she breathes easy. It reappears. You are amazing Tiff. I want to be like you. I
I have a friend I met online who is in paliative care. She thought it would be the end. It hasnt at all. They help her through the illness and pain, but shout she has traveled with her friends and is just been great through it all. She had breast cancer twice, then it metastastized. So now its everywhere, but she's doing great. You and her give me hope. Shes from the UK also.
When your Amma got emotional, it reminded me of my Mom and I, doing things together. I always miss her. Love spending time with your family, Tiffany. They are beautiful! Still here!💙☃️💙🎄💙🌟
Tiffany, I’m still here following you & going thru cancer of the breast & enjoy your up-beat attitude! You help me so much with my mental state & I love that you are a Christian woman of Faith! Blessings from the United States!🥰🙏🥰🙏🥰
Your mom loves you so much. You are truly blessed to have a wonderful, supportive family by your side. I'm still here. 💙🩵💙
I felt Amma's emotions. I'm an empath, so I really, really felt them. She's got a pure heart, as do you, Tiffany! Enjoy all this time with your family, friends and Matt. Merry Christmas from Oregon! 🎅 🎄
I love that you said "that we are celebrating small wins"!!! What a beautiful way to look at the journey. Congrats on this latest win! The last chemo THAT'S a huge win. I’M STILL HERE 💙
I am still here... God bless you, and yours always...
It's so lovely to see the generations together, knowing how I feel about my kids I can totally understand how Amma is feeling. I'm an anxious person about time, I HAVE to be early! 💙.
When I worked at a school I picked up bug after bug from the children surely you have to be careful since you have a weakened immune system
Tiffany, I'm still here💙.I love your Vlogs. I admire your strength and courage.
" We Got this"
Tiffany you're mom is a very special caring mom my mom passed away and she was very caring mom to
I am praying for you, Matt, your mom, sister and family every day 💙💙💙
Mama's tears n pain for you is what I saw. When I went through my chemo Watching my mom go through the pain for me secretly yet acting strong n then burst into tears....made me feel for ama. A mother's pain if she could she will take it all away from u Tiffany. Love ama. I lost my mom and I miss her every moment esp on my bad days. God bless ama with strength n grace. ❤
I have to say, it must be really nice to have a mother that cares that much for you…. I just can not fathom my mother ever being sad about me being ill. My mom just gets angry and does not offer support at all. I love seeing the relationship Tiffany has with her sister and Amma…. I just can’t fathom a relationship like that with my mom. I mean, I would love it and yearn for it, but it’s never going to happen. My Dad was my rock and I miss him terribly. He died way too young and despite his suffering, he was still always there for me and my illness and surgeries. I was very very lucky❤
Still here. It's good to see you always! Big hugs to your mom. Her hair is so cute😊 Tiffany you are in my thoughts and prayers every day. God is our hope and strength. He's got this. You are so authentic and a sweet soul❤
I’m still here Tiff💙
Still here for you sweet Tiffany!💙how lovely to see Amma with her Amma!
Vlogmas day 13 prayer: Lord, help us to remember that in Your Kingdom, people matter more than plans. Don’t allow us to become so busy or inflexible that we have no time to minister to unanticipated needs or be with others in their pain. Thank You that You are God with us.
Amma, may you always remember that God, The Comfort, will always be with you.
Tiffany still here to the end aww Amma is so sweet you have such a lovely relationship 💙💙
You personal dialogue in your mind is so important. What is even more important is the feeling with it. Good personal dialogue and feelings is the key to healing ❤
Still here, Miss Tiffany. You're doing great. Sending tons of love and hugs. X
Tiff I'm still here 💙. I think you can check your analytics it will show what % of viewers watch till the end and stuff like that.
Also stop ignoring p.o box requests. Lol
Tiff, I'm still here!!💙💙💙 I always finish your videos from start to finish! When Amma got emotional thinking about you, it made me cry too. Your mom is so sweet and I absolutely love her! I love you too, Tiffany! God Bless!
Tiff I am still here 💙🙏
Tiff I am still here,keep being you your doing incredibly.💙💙💙💙💙
I am alone with my dog and my two elder cats. My dog is fighting Cancer. We have a tough year ahead.
Still here.💙🩵 love seeing your family especially your amma and ammama.
Can’t wait to celebrate with you when this is all over! It’s amazing how good your hair looks! I consider that a little miracle in itself. Wishing you a continued peaceful Christmas season!!
I lov the elderly! So much wisdom...so much to share ...could listen to them for hours❤❤
What country are you in? It seems like in America that the elderly are just pushed away in the corner. We become invisible. I never thought I’d be
What country are you in? It seems like in America that the elderly are just pushed away in the corner. We become invisible. I never thought I’d be there. And I kinda am but I refuse to accept it
Amma seems like she’s lost some weight. She looks great. I’m not saying it critically. I just hope she’s not too stressed. I know she’s going through a lot.
I am from america ... I think my desire to love and care for the elderly comes from my childhood. My Grandma lived with us for 13 years, and it was such a blessing to have her there... Take care of her and for her not to be alone I love going down to her little apartment which was built for her and attached to our house. I just enjoyed spending time with her. It's just in my blood! The elderly are beautiful people.@sandywhite9796
Me too! I’ve always had friends who are elderly . I’ve learned so much from them . When I meet elderly people they always chat to me . I have a lot of respect for them .