As i listen to this song and read through the comments, its hard not to let all the heartache from them seep through! I light a candle for you all now and pray that you all find the peace you seek, remember our loved ones have gone home, this is earth school, they had graduated and returned back where they came from, they hear you through thoughts and words, you just cant see them until its your time to graduate! Stay strong everybody, your never alone 🕯🙏🥰
The song is sad but honestly listening to it and seeing everyone's messages about who they miss and lost is the saddest thing im sorry everyone. I pray for you all. I balled when i read just scrolled through the comment's. Truly heartbreaking.
It really puts life into perspective and what other else people have going on, i’m balling rn reading everyone’s and I’m here just cause I moved away and I couldn’t imagine how it would feel other wise
Same, didnt expect to ball this hard man. Really puts my life in pespective and really makes me reconsider how lucky I am that everybody I truly care about is still here. I take that for granted but damn I'm grateful.
I lost my mom last night and haven’t been able to sleep since. She’s been looking forward to see me graduating high school and even purchased the whole front row because she sent invites out to our entire family. Now every seat will be filled but hers. The pain in my heart is unbearable and I don’t think I’m going to make it until my graduation. Solo quiero estar con mi mami.
You have my condolences, bro... it might not feel like it now, but she'll always be with you. Every step, she'll be there. I lost my dad 15 years ago when I was still a kid, and I know how it feels to lose a parent. But somehow, I can feel my dad's presence and whenever I question something I do or whenever I struggle or feel down, I just sit in silence and I know my dad sits beside me and gives me guidance. It won't be easy, bro, but it gets better because eventually you'll realize this goodbye is only temporarily, and she's waiting for you on the flipside just like my dad. You finish what you started bro and graduate. You'll make her the proudest mother in the world, man. That seat might look empty, but believe me, she'll attend your graduation and celebrate with you. I don't know you at all, bro, but I'm gonna be straight-up honest with you. I love you, man, and you've made it another day in this life, I'm proud of you. ❤️🤙
Have you ever touched something hot on purpose? Before the burn you can feel the warmth, thats what i think love is. Like an open flame, it’s warm, but it can burn you. Teetering. Between the warmth and the burn
I remember reading Frankenstein in my English class my senior year of high school and that somewhat mentioned in the book: "How can something that feels so good cause so much pain?"
i don’t know what to say. i love this song. i hope, one day or night, you will randomly hear this song and you’ll appreciate it as much as i do. i love you.
i love him so much it hurts. I've loved him for almost a year now. he's been nothing but good to me but he just doesn't see me that way. I've been trying so hard to get over him. his laugh is so contagious, his smile is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. his walk is so funny and i love the color green on him. he loves the color green and i love it because he does. his jokes are so funny. you'll never see me not smiling when I'm around him. talking to him is always the highlight of my week. he's helped me so much spiritually and emotionally. he loves God so so much and he's so strong in his faith. He's always worshiping. I sing in my praise team and he plays the bass which has been my favorite instrument to hear in praise team since middle school. Hes right behind me and i can always just turn and say something funny to him and watch him playfully roll his eyes and smile. He always sings quietly behind me during practice and while I'm actually singing. Im going to college soon and because he's a year younger than me he'll be staying behind. I'm going to a different state far away. and i think he's going to be something ill miss the most when I'm over there. i see him like at least twice a week and it's going to be so hard to start not being able to see him for months at a time. I'm the happiest with him. im the happiest around him. i love making this boy laugh. I love when he makes fun of me as a joke. he prays for me and i pray for him. I don't know how many times i prayed that he would continue to be happy for the rest of his life even if it means i wont be there to see it happen. i don't really care if i date this kid or not. I love him enough to let him go and find someone that makes him happy as he makes me happy. i just hope that he remembers me when we go and live our separate lives. hes my favorite part about highschool. he's been there to cheer me up, humble me, listen to me, talk to me, give me advice, uplift me, encourage me, warn me, and so much else. i love how he immediately brightens up when he's at church. I love when he talks to his friends, talks to me and his friends, or just talks to me and me alone. that boy is a beautiful bright light. he just attracts everything, not through his looks but through his character and personality. hes constantly surrounded by friends. he's never alone. but he's not a performer. he's genuinely always just himself. i pray all the time that he'll find a girl that will see him the way i do and perhaps even more so. whenever he's having a hard time, or anything, that she will be there for him. i might not be able to have him the way that i want, but ill do anything i can for him to be happy. i love him. I've been loving him. even if one day i move on, i think my heart will always remember the first boy I've truly fell in love with. he's special to me. he's very special to me.
Read everything and really hope you feel better and find another bf. So does he. It's sad to even experience this and very heartbroken especially when he's the love of someone 's life and just flt away. Keep moving on. I support u even if i don't know u. Keep going and you'll be feeling the same as before you guys broke up. He definitely treated you pretty well and there's also a lot of other people that's like that too. He's very special to you and i understand how you feel when someone just never comes back and just go away. Thinking that you don't have tje opportunity to fix. But i do, hope ur doing well and I'll cheer for a better future for you❤
Very beautiful comment, please don’t despair. A person who has that much love in their heart is destined to find someone truly deserving of it. Your lack of bitterness over him shows you have true character. I pray your wait isn’t too long, and you find someone who shares the love in your heart
"And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified." Romans 8:28-30, ESV It's not easy to hear, but you'll be alright. Not because this doesn't hurt, but because this hurt will lead to something greater. Isaiah 40:30-31 says, "Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint." I weep with you, as my sister in Christ, because leaving those we care for is something worth weeping for... ...but I encourage you, as well, to look forward to what The Lord has planned for you. You're going to be okay. I'm not saying don't lament, lament is good. But continue to run the long race set forth before us! It isn't easy - The Lord knows that if He took me today I would thank Him, and many days I despair even of life, for such is the brokenness of the world. But we have something great and glorious to fight for!!!! All else is but a sign pointing to him. This boy you love sounds like a fantastic guy, and your pain at leaving is valid, but I'm here to remind you that this pain is by no means the end. God has so much planned for you, and I'm so excited as your brother in Christ, to know that you are fighting with me, wherever you might be, for our Father's glory. College is a crazy time. Center yourself, and remind yourself of good things, even when it's hard. Fill your mind with what is good, and righteous, and holy. Embrace the pain of leaving, but rejoice that there will come a time when we believers will never leave one another again, forever in the presence of The Most High. You've got this. God has got you. I'll be praying that God would comfort your heart and soul. God bless you.
I miss my mom. I was 15 when she passed, my dad passed long before i ever met him im now 23 i have a beautiful baby boy im a proud father. It kills me how much he took after me, and i cant even show her. Her birthday is this month. Its the first one sinc he has been born he is two months. I wish she could have meet him. So she could say how much he looks like me. Just like people told her about me when i was little. Im devastated ❤️🩹
Dear Lord, We lift up to you all those who are reminiscing on loved ones they have lost. Grant them comfort in their memories and strength in their hearts. Surround them with your peace. May they find solace in the cherished moments they shared with those they hold dear. Amen.
I’m numb but feel everything. I want to be alone but not lonely. I want my silence to be heard. I want to whole but I feel complete in my broken pieces. The harder I try to keep you the easier it is for you to leave me. The farther you drift the closer I want to be to you. You’re the sunshine and the moonlight. The sunrise and the sunset. The beginning and the end. The best and the worst. My first and my last.. love
This is such a relatable thing. Like what u said. You want to be alone and be silent but also you want others to know ur feelings and basically what you've gone to. Life sometimes is tough and most often very rough. But still I hope you have a better future and also a better life.
Currently staring at my ceiling in the dark listening to this. Life doesn't feel right anymore, every year gets worse and worse. I'm 25 now and I think it's been a decade since my mom passed, I have no idea wtf I'm doing with my life...and I'm so scared man.
I'm scared to. Lost my wife, my 3 pitbulls, my house and I'm withdrawing because I'm tired of being a statistic at a drug rehab clinic. I want to live free but I'm in so much pain. I want to be human and find another human who has a soul and won't cheat
@@BryanAz92 I wish you all the best Bryan….love to you. Please don’t be afraid. Let’s just take it one day at a time. Life is difficult. Please don’t give up. You got this, we need you in the world. 🤍
Who ever is reading this rn, you are loved and you ARE enough I am right here for you, never give up you got this, i love you and i am SO SO SO happy for you and i am very happy your in my life and I am very blessed that your still here, never give up even if someone tries to stop you, keep going it will get easier i promise. Im proud of you❤ -😊
This song is probably about heartbreak from a relationship, but it just reminds me a lot of how my life has been so far, and makes me think of younger me. Also makes me think of my mother
hey man I'm so sorry you're going through that. grieving is a process, and it takes time to work through. just don't stop pushing, he'd want you to be okay❤️
I lost my husband of 10 1/2 yrs on 8/26/23 to suicide. My world is still so shattered. It still feels like yesterday! This song says it all except for me doing drugs. By Gods unconditional love mercy & grace ill be clean 15yrs in October. But its not because I haven't thought about it but there's no way Id ever go back! This pain is raw and my despair is agonizing but I'll never go back!💔
I'm so proud of you! You can do it! You are so close! I know I don't know you... but i believe that you can conquer anything in life! From, A person on the internet
I'm cutting and drinking alcohol and smoking weed all at once, I'm 21 I could use your help... I lost my love of 7 years 2 months ago and haven't slept more than 5 hours since... then I tried to take the chance at love again despite my broken heart, because I saw a girl I knew in pain.. I showed up for her and listened and did these great caring gestures for a while, only for her to get spiteful when she catches on I might have feelings , I feel like I'll never be enough for anyone, and I'm never enough for myself either in my life, I'm thinking about killing myself tomorrow.
i miss being daddys little girl. I miss the time where he wold braid my hair every morning before school.. I miss being carefree. I miss being able to make them ll happy. I miss being enough. I miss young, inoccent me. I miss not crying myself to sleep. I miss feeling like i can be useful, like i can actuallyy do something of worth. I miss not rotting my barin on internet. I miss not being technology addicted. I miss not rotting in bed. I miss it all.
Keep pushing yourself! Make yourself uncomfortable every day even if its only for 5 minutes.. things get better I promise.. you just gotta keep pushing. PUSH PUSH PUSH!
Found this wonderful song on tiktok, very great artist. This is my comforting song at the moment😢 my fiance is away in the army doing his training. Every minute is hard without him, did felt like he was gone as he can't use his phone all the time. The only time he can use it is every Sunday which we get to talk for 30 minutes max. And then have to wait for the next Sunday to be able to talk to him again. This song helps me sleep. I cry every night how difficult it is to be away from your partner with no communication.
I am glad you found this to help you sleep. May all the forces in the world protect your fiance and he comes back to you soon. There is this song loop I like to hear as well, mostly for it's background music. It calms my nerves a lot. ruclips.net/video/9rjnP5EVpQc/видео.html
i miss my mom more than anything. she's not gone or dead i love her with all my heart but it's different. she's here but it doesn't feel like it. i miss the old her when she was happy and when she was silly and would take me out for ice cream dates. i miss how it use to be.
This is too fucking true it’s such a hard and sad thing knowing those times are gone and even to know ..that the present time we are in, it will be missed some day in the future ..it’s hard to not live in the past when life is this way now
38 days and I’ll be older than my 4 years older big brother. Not a day goes by I don’t miss you Tony. These last 4 years have been unbearable. Everybody left me when you passed away, aunt heather even blames me & I know the rest of the family wishes it was me and not you, even I do. You were amazing, strong & someone who truly cared for anyone and would stand up for anyone. I fly across the country now to see mom once a year. I just helped her move into a nicer place and I try to take care of her from afar & I asked my girlfriend to marry me at the beginning of this year, she said yes. I’ve been overwhelmed with everything I’m experiencing with you not in my reality. A world we’re I’ll never see you my best friend ever again. I’m constantly reminded by you whenever I’m doing something. But I’ve became so detached from everything, it hurts my relationship and friends sometimes not being able to have sympathetic conversations because of how numb I’m feeling myself… time just keeps on slipping by; I sit out back at night for minutes just to realize the suns coming up and it’s been all night. I’m not exhausted, I’m not tired, I’m afraid I’m done😢
Sending a lot of love man, I am sure your big bro is so damn proud of the man you've become even with all that pain you've been carrying, I know it's probably not of my business but you should give therapy a shot, I have not lived stuff like you but I've had my experiences and all I can say is that sometimes therapy and the correct people around you could heal a little of all that pain, I hope you keep winning those battles my man
i know this isn't like all of the other comments. it's just a dog and it's not a big deal but this song is so comforting and it helps me get over his loss. i love you buddy.
it is not just a dog, you are worthy to be in pain, you loved him and you probably still do. Imagine if you had a paper-cut , you have the same right as someone who cut his all arm off to be in pain. i hope you will get better i wish you well ^^. don't forget, you can suffer even if other has "more tragical stuff"
I moved across the country for school/work. I’m building a life here. Recently, visits from my parents have left me shattered. My dad is getting older and I know that I’m running out of time. Everytime they leave I sob uncontrollably. When you’re a student you take all the time you have for granted. Now that I need to navigate a work schedule to visit family it just feels like a losing game.
40? Haha try 52. And I was your age op just yesterday. It’s so hard to see our parents age. I lost my dad, who was 76, to heart failure last August. Now I’m watching grief consume my mom as she outlives him. She is getting ready to turn 77 this week and will be older than him, which feels weird because he was a year older than her. My heart is broken.
My great grandma passed away recently on Friday. She turned 94 years old at the end of March this year. I live on the other side of the world away from the rest of my family. Last time I went to the motherland was 2019 and I never had the chance to visit her. Now I think about it, I rarely did. For the past few weeks and since my last visit back home, I hoped and thought to myself, “She’s a strong woman, her memory is still intact. I’ll go see her one day when I go home.” I never thought it would be this sooner…. I guess those recent dreams and the sudden thoughts I had of her were signs that she was ready to go. I wished I had called on her birthday or all those free time I had the chance. I hoped that on her last few days, she wasn’t thinking that I and the rest of her great grandkids as well as her great great grandkids - I hope she never thought that we neglected her because we never visited her. I hope she never worried about us. This song reflects what I feel right now as my eyes have gone heavy with tears. My heart feels empty, and memories are painful to relive. I’m sorry nana. I have never told you that I’ve missed you and that I love you.
i wish i could hugged her and stayed with her and not wasted my time on phone , im still blaming myself bc i didn't give her the love she deserved , im just sorry
I lost my father on Christmas Eve 2023. I don’t feel whole there is a huge empty feeling inside of me. The sun doesn’t shine the same. I miss You daddy.❤
He’s always with you in your heart I’m sorry you can’t physically see him or feel him but I promise you there will always be a figure standing behind you with a hand on your shoulder proud of you and comforting you. Wish you great health and wealth family ❤️
i want to be better, be better for everyone that close to me. because of my bipolar, i keep treating everyone poorly especially my boyfriend. he’s literally the one ive keep praying about, the one that ive been looking for- this last few years ive been severely depressed, but i keep pushing him away and most of our arguments is because of me. i feel terribly sorry for him and my God im glad that i met him, knowing that someone got my back even tho i always feel alone. the fear i have is that i could lose him at anytime, or maybe one day he get tired of me.
i've inherited bipolar depression and chronic illness from my mother, i don't know what i'd do without my partner but i wish he could have someone more like him in a relationship - i understand your fear in this way and i want to tell you it's going to be okay. i have to remind myself he is my one person because he is different than the others and will not discard me thoughtlessly, but it is a daily effort to believe. try to be easy on yourself, we just get this one life
This song is relatable...I had a huge crush on this boy and I heard he liked me back. I felt like the happiest girl in the world and then i had to move somewhere knew for a month or two because my mother passed away in our house and my dad wanted to get away from it for a while just to sit with himself and think. I finally came back to school and saw my crush with my best friend. She knew how much I liked him and I saw her clinged to him. They even kissed. I was broken. They didn't even welcome me back. My school was next to the cemetery my mother was burried in so every day at school, I would always eat lunch at my mom's grave and tell her how my day had been thus far. I would tell her how sad I was and some days I would tell her how happy I was to see my crush looking great without me. His friends started telling me how he lost feelings and I later found out that my friend had filled his head with things about me that weren't true...my mom's spirit is the only thing keeping me alive these days. She might not be there physically but, I feel her presence with me every day and she's kept me going. Im in 11th grade now and going into 12th. I found a new love intrest and he loves me too. He's too shy to ask me out so I'm still waiting. Wish me luck with this one🤞❤
That was a very entertaining reading - your writing skills are excellent. You should write girl. BTW - I’m a dad of 2 girls and 1 boy. This might seem your world is falling apart, but 1) your dad loves you, I hope he comes back from the dark place he is, it is not your job to make him feel better. 2) you smart enough to see that this boyfriend stuff is dumb. Eat well, exercise, sleep, academics, and keep writing and come back here when you finish your first novel. ✌🏽
You didn't deserve that. Your mother will always be with you, trough bad and good times. If you need someone to text, I'm here for you. And so are much more people. I wish you the best life and I hope you find a lovely partner
I miss my dad and this song puts into words how I'm feeling. It's been 2, nearly 3, years since he's passed and there isn't a day where I don't miss him.
It's funny how people relate to this song in different ways: a dead dog, cat, mother. This song makes me think about my sister. She's not gone but it can feel like she is. She was admitted to hospital under psychosis that endangered herself a few years back. I want my big sister back from before. And sometimes I feel like I've forgotten how lovely she was before and that breaks me. She comes back sometimes, when she's stroking my hair or telling me I'm beautiful. But not when she hits me, not when she screams. I miss you. Say you're nearly back? I've stopped drinking myself to tears now, I just want you. I know you're here and it's okay that you're different but my 14 year old self didn't know how to deal with this, with you. I still don't know what to do. I wish I could understand your mind. I'm sorry you suffer so.
I miss the child who didn't care what others thought about him...didn't care if he was hurt...or if he had friends or not...the one that'd smile when a problem presented itself.
im here not because ive lost someone/something, but im here just because the acoustic its just so calming. I hope that this song have warmed your hearts even if just a litle. Good night.
I lost my grandpa to a fatal car accident in January. I just went to his celebration of life and it finally hit me. But when i listened to this song and lost it i cried like i havent since i was a child.
I lost my home, my wife and my dogs since covid. And i did soo much drugs i got a brain stroke. I fought to find my way back in life, but it seems ive ran out prayers for god to answer. I hope one day i can look back at these moments and be able to smile through them
last year I lost my dearest friends and my grandfather too, the fact I forgot his voice aches my heart he started to become a blur in my memories since I don't remember my other grandfather from my mother's side, I missed my grandfather and I missed the old days my uncles and aunts used to be there, now everyone is living their own life and I still think about how I want to reunite my family.
I'd just found this song when our cat Angus died. Every time I hear it I'm immediately drawn to memories with him and how much I miss him. My heart still holds a hole that he left but I'm glad we were able to say goodbye to him on our terms without him being in pain anymore. I miss you king, hope you're taking big naps in the next life.
hearing this song reminds me of the days i spent with my dad that recently died because he was killed and i was at the hospital that time waiting for him to visit me without knowing he was gone. i found out he was no longer with us when his body was found January 11,2024 we never really know what date he died but i was really upset that he just left me when i just turned 18 last December. i didn't know it will be our last dance and last hug, it was heartbreaking remembering what happened to him that noon i couldn't eat i couldn't sleep i just cried im the youngest daughter and my other sisters are busy. it hurts me till now and until now im still waiting for him come home knowing it will never happened again:(.
This my comfort song. My little brother has been away for a long time and I don’t know how much longer I can be away from him. I miss him so much it physically hurts, but I’m trying to stay strong for him. I really hope he knows how proud I am of him and I hope he knows that I think about him everyday. I hope that one day we will see each other one day
At 1am I am listening these song so calming and tear rolled out of when I am reading comments for missing their dears one with the song.......made my heart and mind stopped from overthinking..... I believe that life is may be different for every1 but feeling almost same.
Sending my prayers to all the struggling souls out there and I hope one day you won't stare at your insecurities like it was kind of a curse that defines your whole existence. I hope one day you will not compare yourself to other people and will not complain why you don't have the physical features and things they have. I hope one day you will stop criticizing your worth. I hope one day you will look at the mirror and accept the reality of you, that you have given this life to be real not to be perfect in the eyes of other people I hope one day you will look at other people with confidence in your soul and you will not hide all those things that you once considered a curse because in reality it's a blessing because that's what makes you unique in this world full of transluscent carbon copies. And I hope that one day will soon happen because you deserve so much happiness and inner peace after all.
For everyone everyone reading this, I hope you have the best luck ever and you stay strong throughout everything you might encounter weather it's bad or giid I know you'll stay strong out there like you always were! (Keep ur chin up don't look done ar everything that's has pulled you down look up at yhe the things that have kept you frm staying alive
Had a lot of ups and downs today. My life really is wonderful and I can appreciate the highs as much as the lows. It’s taken me long to even appreciate what I have. Young me would’ve never even imagined how much I would grow. I hope whatever comes next I’m strong enough to embrace when things get hard rather than just try to avoid the hard times. Struggle is about growth, not just suffering. I hope I make it all worth it as I hope anyone else reading can do the same. I can still be hurting and be happy and so can you. Smile through the pain and appreciate the good little moments when they come.
I hear voices 24/7 & it’s debilitating sometimes this song to me is about the girl I used to be I think of her all the time now that she’s gone. Sometimes it’s about my dog that passed away he was my best friend. I’m seeing a doctor & have been for years while trying to work & keep up with my hygiene. This song helps to get the emotion stuck in me out
Miss my parents. Still a kid trying to figure it out. I graduate next month and the only seats that aren’t gonna be filled are theirs. Appreciate it, bc it won’t last forever
this song reminds me of my grandfather. i lost him almost a year ago and i can’t stop thinking of him. all this pain is so real. i don’t even know what to do about my sadness anymore.
This song makes me think of my day to day life of how I’ll go through the day at ease normally and when it’s over I think of my cat who died a year ago
My granddaughter recently did a tribute to her mother, who passed away almost 3 years ago my daughter, she use this song as the background to pictures of her and her mother. It was heartbreaking for her to lose her mother when she was only 15 years old, I don’t know how you move on from that, I don’t know how I’m moving on from losing my daughter the toughest thing in the world. I never thought I’d have the face, but I am for her and my granddaughters.
Today is my birthday and I'm so sad and so happy at the same time, I miss my grandpa who practicaly raised me, I miss beeing a little girl playing and learning with him. He used to call me a sailor, now he is sailing in the sky, between clouds and stars. Watching my steps from above...
it never gets easier, we can only get better at living in a new world. the only way to get better at something is to do it. Get out there and find a way to live again. I love you
I am 15 in a family of 5. My sister, my mom, my dad, me and my dog. I fear that one day something very bad will happen. 💔 I am trying to not think about it much but It keeps coming back. I have dreams and thoughts about bad things happening to me and my family. I love everyone I know, my friends, family and God. You may not believe in Christ, But I do. I believe that he will keep me safe and make sure nothing bad happens. Personally, I would die for my family, any one of them. Especially my Parents. The people who pay for my things, and feed me while always having a roof above my head. I am very grateful for my life and I look forward to keep seeing it and praying to God that he has my back. I am fearful. If anyone has read this message out there, I have one more thing to say. Thank you for reading. It means a lot to me. No matter what you look like, where you are, remember that, I love you and God does also ❤ Remember stay safe, and God bless 😔
This song makes me reflect on my life and how I feel that I was never important or worthy. I wish and hope one day this feeling of unhappiness goes away.
A little poem about my heartbreak, I’m probably gonna look back at this and laugh at myself but here goes. Ahem. Beautiful as a Rose, As dangerous as its Thorn. I miss the Times, When we ran through the Corn. When our faces were glowing, And love was in our Hearts. When we didn’t think about the time, When we would Part. Before the Tides were Turned, And the World turned us Bitter. Now I reminisce on the Memories, And the nights we danced in Glitter. So I’ll sit on the beach, And remember the time we Spent. I’ll look at the Sunset, And wonder where you Went. Thank you for listening. If you can tell, I miss her.
This honestly reminds me of a girl I dated named jewelry and unfortunately lost her day before prom to suicide but I still went in her honor and she was actually crowded prom queen and a picture of her on a chair was there and a crown was on her with a sign that said "we will miss you jewel has a great and peaceful rest" honestly this poem makes it feel like yesterday 💔🩹❤️🩹
I feel utterly broken down. remembering all the better times in my life with people who I no longer speak to. happier times, full of light and joy. my heart is broken. I have been severely depressed for two years. I've forgotten what happiness feels like. I don't speak to most of my old friends anymore because I can't get out of bed. and my grandma's are getting older year by year and I can't imagine a world where they are not there.
I abandoned someone more than a year ago today and it's the hardest thing ever and that's the thing I regret the most I blame myself a lot because this person was the most beautiful person that life has made me meet and I hope from the bottom of my heart that we will meet again when the sunny days return until then I hope he is doing well love you
I missed my cousin's funeral last week. I feel fucking horrible about it, and now I think of her every night! Just went to her brother's (my cousin) that I was very close to 7 months ago. I loved these people so much. So many memories!
when u lose someone its the most unbearable pain but you cant griev forever because that person would want you to suceed and they will be with you for your whole journey (i am very sorry for anyones loss i can realate to the pain of losing someone) have the best day and live life to fullest
To everyone in these comments I’ve heard some of the most tear inducing stories and the worst imaginable things but I’m here to let you all know god loves you and wants to help you through your grief, through your sorrow, through the depression and the death, through the horrible things you are going through and have gone through in Jesus name I bless all of you
ardi, you're up in the sky now- you're happier, freer, can rest better. i love you so much. thank you. i'm so happy, lucky, thankful, and honored to be your little sister. you did well, ardi. you did so well- amazing, great, fantastic. you really make me, all of me, all of us, proud. you're loved. you're so full of love, kindhearted, hardworking, beautiful, well mannered, talented, smart, creative, calm, and responsible. you're the real form of calm, kind, sweet, pure love. you're THE man. i love you, ardi. i love you so much. i miss you. i'll be seeing you. your dead inside little sister, tari. (edit) ardi, now i'm on my 7th semester in uni. i'm currently writing for my final thesis so i can get my bachelor's degree. i hope you see. i hope you're proud of me. i love you.
miss my little dog who always made my day and never made me sad. lost her on my birthday now making me think about her everyday i just cant get over her death. i miss u my little dog i hope ur happy with your new life.
My sweet pup.Cami. My puppy. I miss you and ❤️ you always. Thank you for showing me so much love and teaching me I have so much more to learn. You are a wonderful dog. I hope the family that snatched you from me appreciates you. I tried everything to get you back but some people have no hearts and are soulless. They forced you to stay. Know that I think of you every day and will always love you.
There is something so comforting when you listen to sad music after a loss. My girlfriend of 3 years decided to end things a few days ago because she fell out of love. I want nothing more than to jump off a bridge, but this song makes me feel better, as it tells me that someone else felt what I'm feeling now. Music is a wonderful thing, it can be there for you when you need the most and say words you don't have the heart to say
I lost my best friend and my grandma 2 days apart last year in June its now my grandmas 74th birthday on the 11th and I’m just depressed I feel happy throughout the days when I’m not alone but I’ve realised I’m only happy when distracted how can I be happy without being distracted. Too everyone else on this video comments good luck be strong and be safe there is someone there, I know it’s tough but you can do it I’m sure
this is my message for you all. Last year was the worst of my life. I quit drugs and lost two of the people I loved most in this world in a span of 4 months. my dog and my grandfather. To this day I think I still haven't fully assimilated that they are gone. I see them in my dreams, making coffee, in class, at the gym, at work. The best moments of my life that I am able to remember are with them. A breakup can be very painful. But I assure you that the pain of losing someone who didn't have to leave at that moment is one of the most fucked up things anyone can experience. If you are lucky enough to have a family that loves you or at least someone close to you, love them. love them even when you don't feel like it. Life is too short and ephemeral.
I love this song, I lost my great grandmother and grandmother in the time spand of one month, and I have a uncle in the army, I love this song because I relate to it
i was the right person at the wrong time, and im putting myself through hell because after everything i still want her as bad. I gave her all of my love but i wish i was better for her.
a good timing for things in life doesnt really exist, im in the same position. people are never ready for whats coming next, because you cant plan the future. like getting a child or the death of people u love. so people "just" need to think about : "is it worth the risk" and i can tell u it is... if u really love someone. i also love her out of the deepest of my heart. but not everyone is ready to risk it all. find the person that risk it and then keep it no matter what. thats life brother... much love for u.
I miss my younger self. He was so full of potential. It’s devastating what a couple bad decisions can do to a once bright soul. I’ll do my best to get you back
I lost my papa like 2 years ago but I still feel like I have a hole in my heart. My heart broke when I found out the news. My mom broke down in the car and yelled “CAN YOU BE QUIET! PLEASE MY DAD JUST DIED!” I felt like jumping out the car at that moment. He was so excited to see me graduate from elementary…but he never got to. I break down sometimes and cry myself to sleep because I always feel like I failed him as a granddaughter. I’m depressed and I just wish that he was here to comfort me. The sad thing is…is that I still have his contact in my phone. I text him in hopes to get a reply which I know won’t ever happen. My 13th birthday is coming up and it breaks my heart because he never got to see the day where I’m finally a teenager. I miss you. I can’t wait to join you in the sky.
All night and day is a job, I get chest pain from the amount of stress I out in myself for 19. I expect myself to have it made like everyone else. I succeed a little to get pushed back a lot. Every other day is a day filled with anger that I can’t pin point. Family doesn’t exist and if they do it’s two face and fake. No one cares anymore, your supposed to do you until you feel more like you? I don’t get it or haven’t figured it out, either one. I’m tired, I want to leave just go. What’s funny is I don’t even know how I got here, I was so happy, filled with laughter and loved making other people laugh. Now I hate, I don’t want anything to do with people, if someone looks at me I mean mug back and assume their an enemy. I never feel safe from anyone, even family, I’m never comfortable. To just wake up and walk I feel unsteady, like I don’t belong. I’m a loving person who just wants to care for others but how do I still care for others when I have no more hope left? Keep playing music? Go on a midnight ride? Smoke a blizzy? What will it solve? What has it solved? Left with nothing. I’m a provider not just for mine but friends as well need me so can’t be too weak in front of them or they lose hope. I feel stupid for typin this out on here and I’ll prolly never tell the world out loud how I truly feel about myself and honestly I get a sort of peace from it knowing that its safe and no one can ever take that from me.
i know how you feel because ive felt the same way...four years ago i was drowning in anxiety and stress. perfectionism sucks. i felt so lonely but i didnt want to be around anyone because of the performance anxiety that came with seeing people. if i wasnt perfect, i wasnt worth anything. i wasted so much time and energy on wanting to be perfect. i think i was so anxious and confused and angry because i was trying to hard to find my worth in other people's view of me, in other people's opinions of me. but if i look to other's for my worth, i find i am always disappointed. people always change, and in the end, they cant be trusted with something a precious as you. i found that putting my identity in Jesus Christ gave me the peace and the change that i desperately needed. God never changes, and in Him i found my worth: that i am loved in His eyes. believe me, i still struggle with it. i still find myself falling back into bad habits, i still find that i have a short temper and become clouded with anxiety. but Jesus gave me the strength to keep going, even when i fail. i will be praying for you. above all else, i want you to know that you are important, even if you dont feel like it. you are loved, even if you dont know it. God loves you more than anyone can ever love anything or anyone. i hope this helps :) “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
We used to listen to this with my bird, those were beautiful days. Its unique chirping would add color to my day, but now it's black and white and cold. I miss it a lot, to be honest
Some people in life never appreciate the person they have, someone who loves them for them.being alone almost all your life is terrible.just knowing your always alone.love who you have and cherish it
I miss you Chloe baby so much...almost 3 months without you and my heart still aches and I miss your sweet little face... I hope you're having chihuahua parties up in heaven. Please promise me that when mommy's time comes, you will wait for me and run in for a huge hug and a ton of kisses. Thats the only thing that keeps me going baby, until we meet again baby girl. Mommy loves you forever 💔 🌈 🐶🐾
My grandma passed around 2 years ago, he was my best friend. He lived his life giving to others before himself and I want to live my life the same. The aloha he had for people around him was a beacon big influence on me and shaped me to who I am now. As I’m sitting here listening to this I see his urn box and I started to tear up. He was the first very close person to me to pass. His passing made me realize how so little time I have left with the ones closest. I took my time with him for granted and I should’ve listened more, asked more, observed more. But it’s too late for me now. Even though it’s been some time since his passing I think of him all the time and I can’t forget it. I thought this would’ve went over faster but Igs 2 years isn’t enough. I miss his laugh when we called, I miss his pranks he played on me, I miss his smile, I miss the coffee and tea he made for me in the morning, I miss seeing him playing his ukulele, I miss his voice, I miss working on the ranch with him, I miss him so much. He told me that he would be there for my graduation and to me that would be everything. I would do anything for him to be there but it’s too late. I’m having trouble finding what religion I believe but for the time I’m Christian and hope heaven is there so I can see him again. I miss him
I miss when i was 6 years old , little girl who doesn't know anything just being happy , sleep , playing and enjoy everyminute in her life
When life had colors ahh
Before cool kids became a thing
i literally cried bc i saw this comment.
me too
When l was young l never need to study just play its beautiful
Now l found out when lm getting older the more depression l got
As i listen to this song and read through the comments, its hard not to let all the heartache from them seep through! I light a candle for you all now and pray that you all find the peace you seek, remember our loved ones have gone home, this is earth school, they had graduated and returned back where they came from, they hear you through thoughts and words, you just cant see them until its your time to graduate! Stay strong everybody, your never alone 🕯🙏🥰
Thank u.. but we are always alone, ther isnt any friend when the darks start to invade our life... maybe the music is only friend
@@acidula6379 one is never truly alone unless they choose to not pursue help
To be honest, we all needed an hour of this..
i agree
Definitely 🎯
No rather a full blown happy end song.
@6starzz__ beterschap
Especially if your going through a loss 🥲
The song is sad but honestly listening to it and seeing everyone's messages about who they miss and lost is the saddest thing im sorry everyone. I pray for you all. I balled when i read just scrolled through the comment's. Truly heartbreaking.
It really puts life into perspective and what other else people have going on, i’m balling rn reading everyone’s and I’m here just cause I moved away and I couldn’t imagine how it would feel other wise
Fr
Agreed.
May God Be With Everyone.
The Meaning Of Life = Finding Meaning In Suffering
Pray ...
#KeepFightingTheGoodFight
Life is truly crazy
Same, didnt expect to ball this hard man. Really puts my life in pespective and really makes me reconsider how lucky I am that everybody I truly care about is still here. I take that for granted but damn I'm grateful.
I lost my mom last night and haven’t been able to sleep since. She’s been looking forward to see me graduating high school and even purchased the whole front row because she sent invites out to our entire family. Now every seat will be filled but hers. The pain in my heart is unbearable and I don’t think I’m going to make it until my graduation. Solo quiero estar con mi mami.
You have my condolences, bro... it might not feel like it now, but she'll always be with you. Every step, she'll be there. I lost my dad 15 years ago when I was still a kid, and I know how it feels to lose a parent. But somehow, I can feel my dad's presence and whenever I question something I do or whenever I struggle or feel down, I just sit in silence and I know my dad sits beside me and gives me guidance. It won't be easy, bro, but it gets better because eventually you'll realize this goodbye is only temporarily, and she's waiting for you on the flipside just like my dad. You finish what you started bro and graduate. You'll make her the proudest mother in the world, man. That seat might look empty, but believe me, she'll attend your graduation and celebrate with you. I don't know you at all, bro, but I'm gonna be straight-up honest with you. I love you, man, and you've made it another day in this life, I'm proud of you. ❤️🤙
I’m so sorry. Prayers for you. I know the pain
My mom died 4/23/2013.Still hurts.I'm sorry❤
you've got this, stay strong and i'm so sorry for your loss ❤️
My deepest condolences to you.
Have you ever touched something hot on purpose? Before the burn you can feel the warmth, thats what i think love is. Like an open flame, it’s warm, but it can burn you. Teetering. Between the warmth and the burn
that's beautiful.
I like this anology.
Wow!
damn...
I remember reading Frankenstein in my English class my senior year of high school and that somewhat mentioned in the book:
"How can something that feels so good cause so much pain?"
i don’t know what to say. i love this song. i hope, one day or night, you will randomly hear this song and you’ll appreciate it as much as i do. i love you.
❤
who else is here because of tic tok
i love you to
Hi..
i love him so much it hurts. I've loved him for almost a year now. he's been nothing but good to me but he just doesn't see me that way. I've been trying so hard to get over him. his laugh is so contagious, his smile is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. his walk is so funny and i love the color green on him. he loves the color green and i love it because he does. his jokes are so funny. you'll never see me not smiling when I'm around him. talking to him is always the highlight of my week. he's helped me so much spiritually and emotionally. he loves God so so much and he's so strong in his faith. He's always worshiping. I sing in my praise team and he plays the bass which has been my favorite instrument to hear in praise team since middle school. Hes right behind me and i can always just turn and say something funny to him and watch him playfully roll his eyes and smile. He always sings quietly behind me during practice and while I'm actually singing. Im going to college soon and because he's a year younger than me he'll be staying behind. I'm going to a different state far away. and i think he's going to be something ill miss the most when I'm over there. i see him like at least twice a week and it's going to be so hard to start not being able to see him for months at a time. I'm the happiest with him. im the happiest around him. i love making this boy laugh. I love when he makes fun of me as a joke. he prays for me and i pray for him. I don't know how many times i prayed that he would continue to be happy for the rest of his life even if it means i wont be there to see it happen. i don't really care if i date this kid or not. I love him enough to let him go and find someone that makes him happy as he makes me happy. i just hope that he remembers me when we go and live our separate lives. hes my favorite part about highschool. he's been there to cheer me up, humble me, listen to me, talk to me, give me advice, uplift me, encourage me, warn me, and so much else. i love how he immediately brightens up when he's at church. I love when he talks to his friends, talks to me and his friends, or just talks to me and me alone. that boy is a beautiful bright light. he just attracts everything, not through his looks but through his character and personality. hes constantly surrounded by friends. he's never alone. but he's not a performer. he's genuinely always just himself. i pray all the time that he'll find a girl that will see him the way i do and perhaps even more so. whenever he's having a hard time, or anything, that she will be there for him. i might not be able to have him the way that i want, but ill do anything i can for him to be happy. i love him. I've been loving him. even if one day i move on, i think my heart will always remember the first boy I've truly fell in love with. he's special to me. he's very special to me.
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Read everything and really hope you feel better and find another bf. So does he. It's sad to even experience this and very heartbroken especially when he's the love of someone 's life and just flt away. Keep moving on. I support u even if i don't know u. Keep going and you'll be feeling the same as before you guys broke up. He definitely treated you pretty well and there's also a lot of other people that's like that too. He's very special to you and i understand how you feel when someone just never comes back and just go away. Thinking that you don't have tje opportunity to fix. But i do, hope ur doing well and I'll cheer for a better future for you❤
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Very beautiful comment, please don’t despair. A person who has that much love in their heart is destined to find someone truly deserving of it. Your lack of bitterness over him shows you have true character. I pray your wait isn’t too long, and you find someone who shares the love in your heart
"And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified." Romans 8:28-30, ESV
It's not easy to hear, but you'll be alright. Not because this doesn't hurt, but because this hurt will lead to something greater. Isaiah 40:30-31 says, "Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint." I weep with you, as my sister in Christ, because leaving those we care for is something worth weeping for...
...but I encourage you, as well, to look forward to what The Lord has planned for you. You're going to be okay. I'm not saying don't lament, lament is good. But continue to run the long race set forth before us! It isn't easy - The Lord knows that if He took me today I would thank Him, and many days I despair even of life, for such is the brokenness of the world. But we have something great and glorious to fight for!!!! All else is but a sign pointing to him.
This boy you love sounds like a fantastic guy, and your pain at leaving is valid, but I'm here to remind you that this pain is by no means the end. God has so much planned for you, and I'm so excited as your brother in Christ, to know that you are fighting with me, wherever you might be, for our Father's glory. College is a crazy time. Center yourself, and remind yourself of good things, even when it's hard. Fill your mind with what is good, and righteous, and holy. Embrace the pain of leaving, but rejoice that there will come a time when we believers will never leave one another again, forever in the presence of The Most High. You've got this. God has got you.
I'll be praying that God would comfort your heart and soul. God bless you.
I miss my mom. I was 15 when she passed, my dad passed long before i ever met him im now 23 i have a beautiful baby boy im a proud father. It kills me how much he took after me, and i cant even show her. Her birthday is this month. Its the first one sinc he has been born he is two months. I wish she could have meet him. So she could say how much he looks like me. Just like people told her about me when i was little. Im devastated ❤️🩹
She watching you from above .❤🫶🏼
Dear Lord,
We lift up to you all those who are reminiscing on loved ones they have lost. Grant them comfort in their memories and strength in their hearts. Surround them with your peace. May they find solace in the cherished moments they shared with those they hold dear. Amen.
I’m numb but feel everything. I want to be alone but not lonely. I want my silence to be heard. I want to whole but I feel complete in my broken pieces. The harder I try to keep you the easier it is for you to leave me. The farther you drift the closer I want to be to you. You’re the sunshine and the moonlight. The sunrise and the sunset. The beginning and the end. The best and the worst. My first and my last.. love
Sobbing.
@@Iloveyourmomstwat love you ❤️
hi i dont know how to explain this but to me, this paragraph is very important. and uhh i love you, dont forget that.
goodbye!
This is such a relatable thing. Like what u said. You want to be alone and be silent but also you want others to know ur feelings and basically what you've gone to. Life sometimes is tough and most often very rough. But still I hope you have a better future and also a better life.
Yo its likely your first love is not your last. There are lots of people out there for you to meet. You'll be fine
Currently staring at my ceiling in the dark listening to this. Life doesn't feel right anymore, every year gets worse and worse. I'm 25 now and I think it's been a decade since my mom passed, I have no idea wtf I'm doing with my life...and I'm so scared man.
🤍love to you
I feel you. You aren’t alone. Much love from New Zealand 🫶🏽
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I'm scared to. Lost my wife, my 3 pitbulls, my house and I'm withdrawing because I'm tired of being a statistic at a drug rehab clinic. I want to live free but I'm in so much pain. I want to be human and find another human who has a soul and won't cheat
@@BryanAz92 I wish you all the best Bryan….love to you. Please don’t be afraid. Let’s just take it one day at a time. Life is difficult. Please don’t give up.
You got this, we need you in the world.
🤍
Who ever is reading this rn, you are loved and you ARE enough
I am right here for you, never give up you got this, i love you and i am SO SO SO happy for you and i am very happy your in my life and I am very blessed that your still here, never give up even if someone tries to stop you, keep going it will get easier i promise.
Im proud of you❤
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That's sincerely kind of you. I often wonder what this place would be if "normal" people comment. Now I know
I needed this tonight…
شكرا. لانك موجود شكرا لكل كلمه تخرج منك شكراً بحجم السماء
I'll give up in anyway bc the person I could trust and loved left me
I miss my mother. She died and this explains exactly how I feel. I hate this feeling.
That absolutely ripped my soul. I really hope you can find some solace in these terrible times.
Stay strong little one
She's always with you in your mind and your heart cherrish the time that you had
Sending my deepest condolences I just buried my aunt yesterday 3/22 /24she passed 3/10/24 due to a car accident caused by a drunk driver I’m so sad 😭
I’m sorry that happened
This song is probably about heartbreak from a relationship, but it just reminds me a lot of how my life has been so far, and makes me think of younger me. Also makes me think of my mother
My best friend who is like a brother passed away recently. It's his funeral today. I love you bro
Note I don't do any drugs I just drink . Been drinking
hey man I'm so sorry you're going through that. grieving is a process, and it takes time to work through. just don't stop pushing, he'd want you to be okay❤️
So sorry for you loss
I’m sorry to hear that bro
He is around you until your last breath
I lost my husband of 10 1/2 yrs on 8/26/23 to suicide. My world is still so shattered. It still feels like yesterday! This song says it all except for me doing drugs. By Gods unconditional love mercy & grace ill be clean 15yrs in October. But its not because I haven't thought about it but there's no way Id ever go back! This pain is raw and my despair is agonizing but I'll never go back!💔
Sending you endless love.
I'm so proud of you! You can do it! You are so close! I know I don't know you... but i believe that you can conquer anything in life!
From,
A person on the internet
stay strong
I'm cutting and drinking alcohol and smoking weed all at once, I'm 21 I could use your help... I lost my love of 7 years 2 months ago and haven't slept more than 5 hours since... then I tried to take the chance at love again despite my broken heart, because I saw a girl I knew in pain.. I showed up for her and listened and did these great caring gestures for a while, only for her to get spiteful when she catches on I might have feelings , I feel like I'll never be enough for anyone, and I'm never enough for myself either in my life, I'm thinking about killing myself tomorrow.
keep fighting!
i miss being daddys little girl. I miss the time where he wold braid my hair every morning before school.. I miss being carefree. I miss being able to make them ll happy. I miss being enough. I miss young, inoccent me. I miss not crying myself to sleep. I miss feeling like i can be useful, like i can actuallyy do something of worth. I miss not rotting my barin on internet. I miss not being technology addicted. I miss not rotting in bed. I miss it all.
i miss being free.
It’s not all lost 😠
im sorry this is so hard to ask, is you dad gone? ❤
Keep on.
Keep pushing yourself! Make yourself uncomfortable every day even if its only for 5 minutes.. things get better I promise.. you just gotta keep pushing. PUSH PUSH PUSH!
Found this wonderful song on tiktok, very great artist. This is my comforting song at the moment😢 my fiance is away in the army doing his training. Every minute is hard without him, did felt like he was gone as he can't use his phone all the time. The only time he can use it is every Sunday which we get to talk for 30 minutes max. And then have to wait for the next Sunday to be able to talk to him again. This song helps me sleep. I cry every night how difficult it is to be away from your partner with no communication.
Hope you take care of yourself stranger. Sending prayers for your fiance’s good health too.
Appreciated, thank you!🥺
I am glad you found this to help you sleep. May all the forces in the world protect your fiance and he comes back to you soon. There is this song loop I like to hear as well, mostly for it's background music. It calms my nerves a lot. ruclips.net/video/9rjnP5EVpQc/видео.html
Sorry to hear that :/
I'll be fine promise
**reads the first part** (look of disgust)
**reads the second part** (look of sorrow)
i miss my mom more than anything. she's not gone or dead i love her with all my heart but it's different. she's here but it doesn't feel like it. i miss the old her when she was happy and when she was silly and would take me out for ice cream dates. i miss how it use to be.
This is too fucking true it’s such a hard and sad thing knowing those times are gone and even to know ..that the present time we are in, it will be missed some day in the future ..it’s hard to not live in the past when life is this way now
i miss my old mom too, before i've stressed her out so much over the years, she is so much different and gets angrier so easily
I’m just sobbing hysterically at this chain of comments because Same and my heart goes out to all of you 😭
i've been dealing with this too, i just miss her so much. i wish she loved me the way i want her too
Mine is dead 😔
38 days and I’ll be older than my 4 years older big brother. Not a day goes by I don’t miss you Tony. These last 4 years have been unbearable. Everybody left me when you passed away, aunt heather even blames me & I know the rest of the family wishes it was me and not you, even I do. You were amazing, strong & someone who truly cared for anyone and would stand up for anyone. I fly across the country now to see mom once a year. I just helped her move into a nicer place and I try to take care of her from afar & I asked my girlfriend to marry me at the beginning of this year, she said yes. I’ve been overwhelmed with everything I’m experiencing with you not in my reality. A world we’re I’ll never see you my best friend ever again. I’m constantly reminded by you whenever I’m doing something. But I’ve became so detached from everything, it hurts my relationship and friends sometimes not being able to have sympathetic conversations because of how numb I’m feeling myself… time just keeps on slipping by; I sit out back at night for minutes just to realize the suns coming up and it’s been all night. I’m not exhausted, I’m not tired, I’m afraid I’m done😢
Sending a lot of love man, I am sure your big bro is so damn proud of the man you've become even with all that pain you've been carrying, I know it's probably not of my business but you should give therapy a shot, I have not lived stuff like you but I've had my experiences and all I can say is that sometimes therapy and the correct people around you could heal a little of all that pain, I hope you keep winning those battles my man
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😢I have no words, this is exactly what would have to me if I lost my brother.. I’m so sorry 😢
This song just brings tears to my eyes. Old wounds that still haven't healed. It's a beautiful song.❤
i know this isn't like all of the other comments. it's just a dog and it's not a big deal but this song is so comforting and it helps me get over his loss. i love you buddy.
it is not just a dog, you are worthy to be in pain, you loved him and you probably still do. Imagine if you had a paper-cut , you have the same right as someone who cut his all arm off to be in pain. i hope you will get better i wish you well ^^.
don't forget, you can suffer even if other has "more tragical stuff"
There's no such thing as "just a dog". ❤I'm so sorry for your loss
Same hear man-. dont know where she went- hope she dosent run away and never come back-... like she did..
I'm so sorry for your loss. I don't know what I would do without my best friend. 😔
I am here for my dog too, she was my best friend, i miss her every day
I moved across the country for school/work. I’m building a life here. Recently, visits from my parents have left me shattered. My dad is getting older and I know that I’m running out of time. Everytime they leave I sob uncontrollably. When you’re a student you take all the time you have for granted. Now that I need to navigate a work schedule to visit family it just feels like a losing game.
And one day you will wake up and be 40. Life is short
40? Haha try 52. And I was your age op just yesterday. It’s so hard to see our parents age. I lost my dad, who was 76, to heart failure last August. Now I’m watching grief consume my mom as she outlives him. She is getting ready to turn 77 this week and will be older than him, which feels weird because he was a year older than her. My heart is broken.
My great grandma passed away recently on Friday. She turned 94 years old at the end of March this year. I live on the other side of the world away from the rest of my family. Last time I went to the motherland was 2019 and I never had the chance to visit her. Now I think about it, I rarely did. For the past few weeks and since my last visit back home, I hoped and thought to myself, “She’s a strong woman, her memory is still intact. I’ll go see her one day when I go home.” I never thought it would be this sooner…. I guess those recent dreams and the sudden thoughts I had of her were signs that she was ready to go. I wished I had called on her birthday or all those free time I had the chance. I hoped that on her last few days, she wasn’t thinking that I and the rest of her great grandkids as well as her great great grandkids - I hope she never thought that we neglected her because we never visited her. I hope she never worried about us. This song reflects what I feel right now as my eyes have gone heavy with tears. My heart feels empty, and memories are painful to relive. I’m sorry nana. I have never told you that I’ve missed you and that I love you.
i wish i could hugged her and stayed with her and not wasted my time on phone , im still blaming myself bc i didn't give her the love she deserved , im just sorry
im not crying. you are. oh how I miss my childhood..
me too broski, me too
Guess what u are not the only depression person lm one!..
I lost my father on Christmas Eve 2023. I don’t feel whole there is a huge empty feeling inside of me. The sun doesn’t shine the same. I miss You daddy.❤
He’s always with you in your heart I’m sorry you can’t physically see him or feel him but I promise you there will always be a figure standing behind you with a hand on your shoulder proud of you and comforting you. Wish you great health and wealth family ❤️
😢 I’m so sorry 😢 sending you strength across the ether
In our life we will lose someone we love
i want to be better, be better for everyone that close to me. because of my bipolar, i keep treating everyone poorly especially my boyfriend. he’s literally the one ive keep praying about, the one that ive been looking for- this last few years ive been severely depressed, but i keep pushing him away and most of our arguments is because of me. i feel terribly sorry for him and my God im glad that i met him, knowing that someone got my back even tho i always feel alone. the fear i have is that i could lose him at anytime, or maybe one day he get tired of me.
i've inherited bipolar depression and chronic illness from my mother, i don't know what i'd do without my partner but i wish he could have someone more like him in a relationship - i understand your fear in this way and i want to tell you it's going to be okay. i have to remind myself he is my one person because he is different than the others and will not discard me thoughtlessly, but it is a daily effort to believe. try to be easy on yourself, we just get this one life
Stop thinking about it, enjoy your times together as much as possible with the kids
One day when you're both having a good day and not recovering from a fight, show him this comment and tell him how much he means to you.
This song is relatable...I had a huge crush on this boy and I heard he liked me back. I felt like the happiest girl in the world and then i had to move somewhere knew for a month or two because my mother passed away in our house and my dad wanted to get away from it for a while just to sit with himself and think. I finally came back to school and saw my crush with my best friend. She knew how much I liked him and I saw her clinged to him. They even kissed. I was broken. They didn't even welcome me back. My school was next to the cemetery my mother was burried in so every day at school, I would always eat lunch at my mom's grave and tell her how my day had been thus far. I would tell her how sad I was and some days I would tell her how happy I was to see my crush looking great without me. His friends started telling me how he lost feelings and I later found out that my friend had filled his head with things about me that weren't true...my mom's spirit is the only thing keeping me alive these days. She might not be there physically but, I feel her presence with me every day and she's kept me going. Im in 11th grade now and going into 12th. I found a new love intrest and he loves me too. He's too shy to ask me out so I'm still waiting. Wish me luck with this one🤞❤
Good luck
Im so sorry for ur loss. Go get him !!
That was a very entertaining reading - your writing skills are excellent. You should write girl. BTW - I’m a dad of 2 girls and 1 boy. This might seem your world is falling apart, but 1) your dad loves you, I hope he comes back from the dark place he is, it is not your job to make him feel better. 2) you smart enough to see that this boyfriend stuff is dumb. Eat well, exercise, sleep, academics, and keep writing and come back here when you finish your first novel. ✌🏽
Good luck,and do not wait,make your first move.Talking from expirience,good luck again and all best
You didn't deserve that. Your mother will always be with you, trough bad and good times. If you need someone to text, I'm here for you. And so are much more people. I wish you the best life and I hope you find a lovely partner
I’m playing this wonderful song once again lol just to fall asleep for work tm 👌🏼 goodnight people hope y’all get some good rest the day you read this
I miss my dad and this song puts into words how I'm feeling. It's been 2, nearly 3, years since he's passed and there isn't a day where I don't miss him.
you are strong.
Amazing how music can evoke such a strong feeling and connect us. We are not alone in our hurt.
Real mn and fd
It's funny how people relate to this song in different ways: a dead dog, cat, mother. This song makes me think about my sister. She's not gone but it can feel like she is. She was admitted to hospital under psychosis that endangered herself a few years back. I want my big sister back from before. And sometimes I feel like I've forgotten how lovely she was before and that breaks me. She comes back sometimes, when she's stroking my hair or telling me I'm beautiful. But not when she hits me, not when she screams. I miss you. Say you're nearly back? I've stopped drinking myself to tears now, I just want you. I know you're here and it's okay that you're different but my 14 year old self didn't know how to deal with this, with you. I still don't know what to do. I wish I could understand your mind. I'm sorry you suffer so.
1% song
99% memories
broooo...fr...
100% memories
I miss the child who didn't care what others thought about him...didn't care if he was hurt...or if he had friends or not...the one that'd smile when a problem presented itself.
I feel like he died long ago.
im here not because ive lost someone/something, but im here just because the acoustic its just so calming. I hope that this song have warmed your hearts even if just a litle. Good night.
I always hate imagining what would happen if my parents are gone. I love them sm, so its better to spend time before its too late.
Lost both my parents at 15, I’m 17 now. You don’t get over it, you just learn to live with it❤️🩹
This song makes me think of my parents, the family we could have been, my forever one-side love.
I lost my grandpa to a fatal car accident in January. I just went to his celebration of life and it finally hit me. But when i listened to this song and lost it i cried like i havent since i was a child.
I lost my home, my wife and my dogs since covid. And i did soo much drugs i got a brain stroke. I fought to find my way back in life, but it seems ive ran out prayers for god to answer. I hope one day i can look back at these moments and be able to smile through them
inshAllah❤
last year I lost my dearest friends and my grandfather too, the fact I forgot his voice aches my heart he started to become a blur in my memories since I don't remember my other grandfather from my mother's side, I missed my grandfather and I missed the old days my uncles and aunts used to be there, now everyone is living their own life and I still think about how I want to reunite my family.
They body will do anything to ease the pain of the mind, but the mind will always suffer the pain of the soul 💔
great feelings i love to listento your way of thinking
I'd just found this song when our cat Angus died. Every time I hear it I'm immediately drawn to memories with him and how much I miss him. My heart still holds a hole that he left but I'm glad we were able to say goodbye to him on our terms without him being in pain anymore. I miss you king, hope you're taking big naps in the next life.
hearing this song reminds me of the days i spent with my dad that recently died because he was killed and i was at the hospital that time waiting for him to visit me without knowing he was gone. i found out he was no longer with us when his body was found January 11,2024 we never really know what date he died but i was really upset that he just left me when i just turned 18 last December. i didn't know it will be our last dance and last hug, it was heartbreaking remembering what happened to him that noon i couldn't eat i couldn't sleep i just cried im the youngest daughter and my other sisters are busy. it hurts me till now and until now im still waiting for him come home knowing it will never happened again:(.
Fly high brother, thats one thing i could never wish on some one. I wish the best for you and keep your head up!
Till our paths cross in another life or hopefully this life. No matter what I’ll be here waiting.
This my comfort song. My little brother has been away for a long time and I don’t know how much longer I can be away from him. I miss him so much it physically hurts, but I’m trying to stay strong for him. I really hope he knows how proud I am of him and I hope he knows that I think about him everyday. I hope that one day we will see each other one day
At 1am I am listening these song so calming and tear rolled out of when I am reading comments for missing their dears one with the song.......made my heart and mind stopped from overthinking..... I believe that life is may be different for every1 but feeling almost same.
i miss you nick, i hope you’re happy up there, i love you.
Sending my prayers to all the struggling souls out there and I hope one day you won't stare at your insecurities like it was kind of a curse that defines your whole existence.
I hope one day you will not compare yourself to other people and will not complain why you don't have the physical features and things they have.
I hope one day you will stop criticizing your worth.
I hope one day you will look at the mirror and accept the reality of you, that you have given this life to be real not to be perfect in the eyes of other people
I hope one day you will look at other people with confidence in your soul and you will not hide all those things that you once considered a curse because in reality it's a blessing because that's what makes you unique in this world full of transluscent carbon copies.
And I hope that one day will soon happen because you deserve so much happiness and inner peace after all.
For everyone everyone reading this, I hope you have the best luck ever and you stay strong throughout everything you might encounter weather it's bad or giid I know you'll stay strong out there like you always were! (Keep ur chin up don't look done ar everything that's has pulled you down look up at yhe the things that have kept you frm staying alive
Had a lot of ups and downs today. My life really is wonderful and I can appreciate the highs as much as the lows. It’s taken me long to even appreciate what I have. Young me would’ve never even imagined how much I would grow. I hope whatever comes next I’m strong enough to embrace when things get hard rather than just try to avoid the hard times. Struggle is about growth, not just suffering. I hope I make it all worth it as I hope anyone else reading can do the same. I can still be hurting and be happy and so can you. Smile through the pain and appreciate the good little moments when they come.
I hear voices 24/7 & it’s debilitating sometimes this song to me is about the girl I used to be I think of her all the time now that she’s gone. Sometimes it’s about my dog that passed away he was my best friend. I’m seeing a doctor & have been for years while trying to work & keep up with my hygiene. This song helps to get the emotion stuck in me out
Miss my parents. Still a kid trying to figure it out. I graduate next month and the only seats that aren’t gonna be filled are theirs. Appreciate it, bc it won’t last forever
Oh poor baby I’m so sorry you are facing that but they are so proud of you for getting there make the walk sweetheart ❤
@@lynrieson8161this has been my exact same reaction to like all the comments here I really hope everyone here can have their problems solved 💔🙁❤
this song reminds me of my grandfather. i lost him almost a year ago and i can’t stop thinking of him. all this pain is so real. i don’t even know what to do about my sadness anymore.
" cause i noticed you don't likee anymore, and it breaks my heart" I miss him sm and i can't move on.
How are you doing?
This song makes me think of my day to day life of how I’ll go through the day at ease normally and when it’s over I think of my cat who died a year ago
My granddaughter recently did a tribute to her mother, who passed away almost 3 years ago my daughter, she use this song as the background to pictures of her and her mother. It was heartbreaking for her to lose her mother when she was only 15 years old, I don’t know how you move on from that, I don’t know how I’m moving on from losing my daughter the toughest thing in the world. I never thought I’d have the face, but I am for her and my granddaughters.
Today is my birthday and I'm so sad and so happy at the same time, I miss my grandpa who practicaly raised me, I miss beeing a little girl playing and learning with him. He used to call me a sailor, now he is sailing in the sky, between clouds and stars. Watching my steps from above...
Im sorry for your loss i hope you feel better
Great song heartbreakingly beautiful would love it to fade out with him whistling the tune x
it never gets easier, we can only get better at living in a new world. the only way to get better at something is to do it. Get out there and find a way to live again. I love you
Time is the only thing money cant buy so enjoy life and it’s treasures a spouse,family,friends,you’re children,etc life is to short to not enjoy
sending virtual hugs and much love to everyone who’s going through tough times right now ❤️❤️ I’m proud of you for keeping going
أنا اشعر بالحزن 💔💔💔💔
“Behind every villain lies a broken heart.”
This is supposed to be a heartbreak love song but it reminds me of my grandma who past in 2020. I miss her everyday💜
All 3 of my kids are gone...since 2018 and I just had a new baby I'm holding on to her so tight scared she will leave me too 😢
May I ask what happened?
As a Son of my mom that is really sad and Im so sorry for your lost
My dearest Grandmother I miss you so much. You are now resting, no worries no pain. I Love you.
I am 15 in a family of 5. My sister, my mom, my dad, me and my dog. I fear that one day something very bad will happen. 💔 I am trying to not think about it much but It keeps coming back. I have dreams and thoughts about bad things happening to me and my family. I love everyone I know, my friends, family and God. You may not believe in Christ, But I do. I believe that he will keep me safe and make sure nothing bad happens. Personally, I would die for my family, any one of them. Especially my Parents. The people who pay for my things, and feed me while always having a roof above my head. I am very grateful for my life and I look forward to keep seeing it and praying to God that he has my back. I am fearful. If anyone has read this message out there, I have one more thing to say. Thank you for reading. It means a lot to me. No matter what you look like, where you are, remember that, I love you and God does also ❤ Remember stay safe, and God bless 😔
This song makes me reflect on my life and how I feel that I was never important or worthy. I wish and hope one day this feeling of unhappiness goes away.
A little poem about my heartbreak, I’m probably gonna look back at this and laugh at myself but here goes.
Ahem.
Beautiful as a Rose,
As dangerous as its Thorn.
I miss the Times,
When we ran through the Corn.
When our faces were glowing,
And love was in our Hearts.
When we didn’t think about the time,
When we would Part.
Before the Tides were Turned,
And the World turned us Bitter.
Now I reminisce on the Memories,
And the nights we danced in Glitter.
So I’ll sit on the beach,
And remember the time we Spent.
I’ll look at the Sunset,
And wonder where you Went.
Thank you for listening. If you can tell, I miss her.
You touched my Soul with this one...
Man I’m right there with you!!
This poem is so beautiful... It made me cry... This hit me right in the feels. ❤️🩹🫂
This poem is so beautiful. It hit me right in the feels. Because of how much I can relate to it. Thank you for sharing. ❤️🩹🫂
This honestly reminds me of a girl I dated named jewelry and unfortunately lost her day before prom to suicide but I still went in her honor and she was actually crowded prom queen and a picture of her on a chair was there and a crown was on her with a sign that said "we will miss you jewel has a great and peaceful rest" honestly this poem makes it feel like yesterday 💔🩹❤️🩹
I feel utterly broken down. remembering all the better times in my life with people who I no longer speak to. happier times, full of light and joy. my heart is broken. I have been severely depressed for two years. I've forgotten what happiness feels like. I don't speak to most of my old friends anymore because I can't get out of bed. and my grandma's are getting older year by year and I can't imagine a world where they are not there.
ive ran out of memories to be sad that theyre gone, i cant cry anymore, just remember
My familiar passed last November, and I heard this and saved it for when I was strong enough to play it. He was an all black cat named Salem🖤
I miss you, Dad.
listening to some sad, yet calm music like this helps me with my panic attacks and I definitely need an hour of this
You Are Loved
Love alek olsen!! Thank u❤
I abandoned someone more than a year ago today and it's the hardest thing ever and that's the thing I regret the most I blame myself a lot because this person was the most beautiful person that life has made me meet and I hope from the bottom of my heart that we will meet again when the sunny days return until then I hope he is doing well love you
Or maybe in another life… ❤️
@@Teya_Ling ❤️❤️
Same but she was my best friend. She moved on but I haven’t and it’s been more than a year
I missed my cousin's funeral last week. I feel fucking horrible about it, and now I think of her every night! Just went to her brother's (my cousin) that I was very close to 7 months ago. I loved these people so much. So many memories!
when u lose someone its the most unbearable pain but you cant griev forever because that person would want you to suceed and they will be with you for your whole journey (i am very sorry for anyones loss i can realate to the pain of losing someone) have the best day and live life to fullest
"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard." -Winnie The Pooh
To everyone in these comments I’ve heard some of the most tear inducing stories and the worst imaginable things but I’m here to let you all know god loves you and wants to help you through your grief, through your sorrow, through the depression and the death, through the horrible things you are going through and have gone through in Jesus name I bless all of you
ardi, you're up in the sky now- you're happier, freer, can rest better. i love you so much. thank you. i'm so happy, lucky, thankful, and honored to be your little sister. you did well, ardi. you did so well- amazing, great, fantastic. you really make me, all of me, all of us, proud. you're loved. you're so full of love, kindhearted, hardworking, beautiful, well mannered, talented, smart, creative, calm, and responsible. you're the real form of calm, kind, sweet, pure love. you're THE man. i love you, ardi. i love you so much. i miss you. i'll be seeing you.
your dead inside little sister, tari.
(edit) ardi, now i'm on my 7th semester in uni. i'm currently writing for my final thesis so i can get my bachelor's degree. i hope you see. i hope you're proud of me. i love you.
🫂❤️
Getting wet in rain hearing this heavenly rhythm sung by angel 💗😇 infinite love, infinite peace, infinite light
miss my little dog who always made my day and never made me sad. lost her on my birthday now making me think about her everyday i just cant get over her death. i miss u my little dog i hope ur happy with your new life.
My sweet pup.Cami. My puppy. I miss you and ❤️ you always. Thank you for showing me so much love and teaching me I have so much more to learn. You are a wonderful dog. I hope the family that snatched you from me appreciates you. I tried everything to get you back but some people have no hearts and are soulless. They forced you to stay. Know that I think of you every day and will always love you.
I miss my parents, my cat that passed away in Oct.. my ex relationship... And the 2 cats she is keeping from me. Honestly, life hurts. It just hurts
I hope it gets better hun ❤️🤞🏼
Hey how are you doing rn
There is something so comforting when you listen to sad music after a loss. My girlfriend of 3 years decided to end things a few days ago because she fell out of love. I want nothing more than to jump off a bridge, but this song makes me feel better, as it tells me that someone else felt what I'm feeling now. Music is a wonderful thing, it can be there for you when you need the most and say words you don't have the heart to say
i feel alone.
I know it hurts, I feel it too. Dont give up bro
Same I feel nothing anymore wish I was younger again
You are never alone just remember that
Same,42yrs now. Tired.
real talk
I lost my best friend and my grandma 2 days apart last year in June its now my grandmas 74th birthday on the 11th and I’m just depressed I feel happy throughout the days when I’m not alone but I’ve realised I’m only happy when distracted how can I be happy without being distracted. Too everyone else on this video comments good luck be strong and be safe there is someone there, I know it’s tough but you can do it I’m sure
this is my message for you all. Last year was the worst of my life. I quit drugs and lost two of the people I loved most in this world in a span of 4 months. my dog and my grandfather. To this day I think I still haven't fully assimilated that they are gone. I see them in my dreams, making coffee, in class, at the gym, at work. The best moments of my life that I am able to remember are with them. A breakup can be very painful. But I assure you that the pain of losing someone who didn't have to leave at that moment is one of the most fucked up things anyone can experience. If you are lucky enough to have a family that loves you or at least someone close to you, love them. love them even when you don't feel like it. Life is too short and ephemeral.
I love this song, I lost my great grandmother and grandmother in the time spand of one month, and I have a uncle in the army, I love this song because I relate to it
i was the right person at the wrong time, and im putting myself through hell because after everything i still want her as bad. I gave her all of my love but i wish i was better for her.
real man
a good timing for things in life doesnt really exist, im in the same position. people are never ready for whats coming next, because you cant plan the future.
like getting a child or the death of people u love. so people "just" need to think about : "is it worth the risk" and i can tell u it is... if u really love someone.
i also love her out of the deepest of my heart. but not everyone is ready to risk it all. find the person that risk it and then keep it no matter what.
thats life brother...
much love for u.
I miss my younger self. He was so full of potential. It’s devastating what a couple bad decisions can do to a once bright soul. I’ll do my best to get you back
I lost my papa like 2 years ago but I still feel like I have a hole in my heart. My heart broke when I found out the news. My mom broke down in the car and yelled “CAN YOU BE QUIET! PLEASE MY DAD JUST DIED!” I felt like jumping out the car at that moment. He was so excited to see me graduate from elementary…but he never got to. I break down sometimes and cry myself to sleep because I always feel like I failed him as a granddaughter. I’m depressed and I just wish that he was here to comfort me. The sad thing is…is that I still have his contact in my phone. I text him in hopes to get a reply which I know won’t ever happen. My 13th birthday is coming up and it breaks my heart because he never got to see the day where I’m finally a teenager. I miss you. I can’t wait to join you in the sky.
My father killed himself 1 year ago today I would do anything to get him back and I really miss him. I love you dad.
All night and day is a job, I get chest pain from the amount of stress I out in myself for 19. I expect myself to have it made like everyone else. I succeed a little to get pushed back a lot. Every other day is a day filled with anger that I can’t pin point. Family doesn’t exist and if they do it’s two face and fake. No one cares anymore, your supposed to do you until you feel more like you? I don’t get it or haven’t figured it out, either one. I’m tired, I want to leave just go. What’s funny is I don’t even know how I got here, I was so happy, filled with laughter and loved making other people laugh. Now I hate, I don’t want anything to do with people, if someone looks at me I mean mug back and assume their an enemy. I never feel safe from anyone, even family, I’m never comfortable. To just wake up and walk I feel unsteady, like I don’t belong. I’m a loving person who just wants to care for others but how do I still care for others when I have no more hope left? Keep playing music? Go on a midnight ride? Smoke a blizzy? What will it solve? What has it solved? Left with nothing.
I’m a provider not just for mine but friends as well need me so can’t be too weak in front of them or they lose hope. I feel stupid for typin this out on here and I’ll prolly never tell the world out loud how I truly feel about myself and honestly I get a sort of peace from it knowing that its safe and no one can ever take that from me.
i know how you feel because ive felt the same way...four years ago i was drowning in anxiety and stress. perfectionism sucks. i felt so lonely but i didnt want to be around anyone because of the performance anxiety that came with seeing people. if i wasnt perfect, i wasnt worth anything. i wasted so much time and energy on wanting to be perfect. i think i was so anxious and confused and angry because i was trying to hard to find my worth in other people's view of me, in other people's opinions of me. but if i look to other's for my worth, i find i am always disappointed. people always change, and in the end, they cant be trusted with something a precious as you. i found that putting my identity in Jesus Christ gave me the peace and the change that i desperately needed. God never changes, and in Him i found my worth: that i am loved in His eyes. believe me, i still struggle with it. i still find myself falling back into bad habits, i still find that i have a short temper and become clouded with anxiety. but Jesus gave me the strength to keep going, even when i fail. i will be praying for you. above all else, i want you to know that you are important, even if you dont feel like it. you are loved, even if you dont know it. God loves you more than anyone can ever love anything or anyone. i hope this helps :)
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
Thank you
THIS LITERALLY SOUNDS LIKE MY LIFE 😭😭😭
We used to listen to this with my bird, those were beautiful days. Its unique chirping would add color to my day, but now it's black and white and cold. I miss it a lot, to be honest
Reminds me of my old dog made me cry instantly
Some people in life never appreciate the person they have, someone who loves them for them.being alone almost all your life is terrible.just knowing your always alone.love who you have and cherish it
I miss you Chloe baby so much...almost 3 months without you and my heart still aches and I miss your sweet little face... I hope you're having chihuahua parties up in heaven. Please promise me that when mommy's time comes, you will wait for me and run in for a huge hug and a ton of kisses. Thats the only thing that keeps me going baby, until we meet again baby girl. Mommy loves you forever 💔 🌈 🐶🐾
My grandma passed around 2 years ago, he was my best friend. He lived his life giving to others before himself and I want to live my life the same. The aloha he had for people around him was a beacon big influence on me and shaped me to who I am now. As I’m sitting here listening to this I see his urn box and I started to tear up. He was the first very close person to me to pass. His passing made me realize how so little time I have left with the ones closest. I took my time with him for granted and I should’ve listened more, asked more, observed more. But it’s too late for me now. Even though it’s been some time since his passing I think of him all the time and I can’t forget it. I thought this would’ve went over faster but Igs 2 years isn’t enough. I miss his laugh when we called, I miss his pranks he played on me, I miss his smile, I miss the coffee and tea he made for me in the morning, I miss seeing him playing his ukulele, I miss his voice, I miss working on the ranch with him, I miss him so much. He told me that he would be there for my graduation and to me that would be everything. I would do anything for him to be there but it’s too late. I’m having trouble finding what religion I believe but for the time I’m Christian and hope heaven is there so I can see him again. I miss him