"Braver" by Lauren Fairweather, inspired by Eliot from The Magicians

This song is from the perspective of Eliot from The Magicians and contains spoilers from season 3 episode 5 and season 4 episode 5.
Here's the other Magicians song I wrote! It's called "Escape" and it's from Quentin's perspective: • "Escape" by Lauren Fai...
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capo 1
C Em Am F
I am trapped in my memories
Reliving my deepest regrets
C Em Am F
Then it finally hit me
The one that I’d tried to forget
C Em Am F
When someone good and true loved me
And he went out on a limb
C Em Am F
I pretended it didn’t matter
Snuffed it right out
F G
and watched it break him
Prechorus:
Am C E7 F G
The truth is I was afraid
And when I am afraid I run away
So I ran away
Chorus:
C Em Am Fm G
Cause you are more
Than I felt like I deserved
Wish I had been braver
Why couldn’t I be braver
C Em Am Fm G C
And if I get one more chance
to tell you how I feel
Next time I’ll be braver
You taught me to be braver.
C Em Am F
Did you know that I loved you
That day we first laid out the tiles
C E7 Am F
All the peaches and plums we could eat
No signs of danger for miles
C Em Am F
In a whole other lifetime
We grew old, had a family at that
C E7 Am F
You and me, we worked for 50 years
F G
Who gets proof of concept like that?
Prechorus:
Am C E7 F G
I hate that I was afraid
But now I finally have the guts to say
I’d choose you any day
Chorus 2:
C Em Am Fm G
Cause you are all
I could ever want and more
Wish I had been braver
Why couldn’t I be braver?
C Em Am Fm G C
And if I get one more chance
to tell you how I feel
Next time I’ll be braver
You taught me to be braver.
Bridge:
F C G
If I ever get out of here, Q
F Am G
Know that when I’m braver, it’s cause I learned it from you
x4
Chorus 1 and 2