@redrocket8395 he let who ever going to listen know how he truly feels all the while knowing people look at him with a negative condition all the time but honestly looking for the support and positive energy back from just being yourself is commendable
That background is beautiful! I miss the desert. Try to take time to sit back, look at those mountains, and count your blessings. We all fuck up. That used to help me
Aye yella I’m from Baton Rouge ,25 years old I’m tapped in and I knew it was some about ya that make a nigga gravitate towards you my g you too g code 💯 the fact that you kept it real the way you did in this video it’s crazy this popped up cause I mentally lost myself two days ago and I was embarrassed as hell about it .To hear that you damn near have the same heart and mindset as me is crazy it’s just hard in this world cause it’s like we too genuine at heart to be getting dealt the cards we getting dealt but god got a plan for all of us 🙌🏾 thank you for this vid and fasho praying for you big homie
I lost my sister and multiple friends to this. One bad thought can lead to a lifetime of pain, felt by those left behind. I am thankful you found the experiences to live for amongst your darkest moments. Every storm runs out of rain. Stay blessed! You're a great father to your kids, husband to your wife, and growing role model to our youth. You have no idea the positive impact you've already had on this world, as you aren't all over the world screen by screen as your content is consumed by both your supporters and your haters. I can assure you that you've had an impact on me as a fan of your music and your story, and I live a life far from what that is of the hoods in Chicago or likewise. You have a story to live out. You've only got to the middle of the book, continue to write your story, and live out its parts. You're deserving of the greatness you create. Thank you for all you've done and continue to do. I have a feeling that the next chapters will become easier than those you've already endured. Cheers from 🇨🇦
I get it bro, im feeling these emotions right now...just got out of a 8 year relationship and not gonna lie she was my life, my schedule and everything revolved around her...on top of that everything else around me falling apart...with my situation im taking it day by day and making god my best friend
Yella I was in this same slump last month and like you said I never felt like that in my life and it hit me out of nowhere fam real strong feeling of just ending it all!! I called my mom she called my brother and in less than 24 hours my brother came 3 states away to be with me and that pulled me out the slump keep your mind up and love your family 💯
Im 39 & i wrestle with it everyday. Mental health aint not joke.. looking into my 4 kids eyes keep me sane in the brain 🧠. Stay Strong & keep fighting my brother💪🏾🙏🏾
Being a man from the streets willing to take the role on showing you wanna live life the “right way” can take a toll on you while battling stuff from the past . You don’t even know me I been feelin the same way but YOU showing this publicly motivated me to keep goin God got us🤲🏽💯
Yeah, I've been wanted to end my life plenty of times a lot of stuff was going on I didn't wanna be selfish that's all imma say about it hope understand
Everyone who been in the streets got moments like this fuck these internet 🤡's in the comments who never been thru or done no street shit in their life, never done no years in jail never lost no 10-20 homeboys. Never sold a bag just a bunch of squares who live thru the net ignore these clowns, we kno the real You gotta b strong g, keep your head up 💯
@@hitmantv1454 not once have i thought about doing no 🤡 stuff like this lol i done been through almost everything he been through besides the dry snitching and posting zesty pics
This is real bruh 💯💯💯 a lot of people don’t know what we go through as men, especially black men. It’s just real you never know what a person going through
I feel you .I think everyone from the trenches should seek counseling do to trauma. I realized that being strong through traumatic situations only leave you broken inside.. I just sign myself up for counseling 💯❤
Out of all of the many men that have come out of Chicago and do interviews, it’s evident you are one of the few who are smart, articulate and are actually trying to do and be better than the person you were in the past. The demons you speak about have a stronghold over you and don’t necessarily want that for you. Your fight is spiritual and you are probably destined for greatness. May you find someone to help you process the thoughts, feelings and emotions that you experience, so that you may slay the demons that no longer serve you and come to control ones that do. ✨
Count your blessings bro !! I went to jail for protecting myself and did a year and beat my charge and everyone turned they back on me , the mother of my kids took everything. I lost all the money I saved up . Had my name ran in the mud people demonized me . I came home not going back to hustling , struggling living check to check . But I stay on the righteous path and blessing will came through. Just count your blessings !!
Damn brotha telling real life situations and youtube make u confirm to watch smh like he posting about violence or sum but let him talk about drill u wont have to confirm shit smh this world craxy frfr keep pushing King I know the feeling people need to hear this I told u that on ig 🫡
*The Realest convō I've heard in 2024!!! We could all make it look good for the mirror ( RUclips )-May God Bless You For Real For Sure In Your Faith Brother,Amen!!! Please Stay REAL🙏🏾💪🏾💯❗❗❗*
I been there big man. I’m a bipolar recovering drug addict felon who takes care of my kids wife mother cousins. I’m the one everyone goes to when they got problems but nobody is there when I need someone. Shit is hard sometimes bro. I truly understand where u at. I’ve had my finger on the trigger before big man. It doesn’t make you weak. It makes you realer and stronger than most 💯 you ain’t alone Yella 😎
Keep ya chin up chest out Yella. Skinny was right, you are definitely one of the realest out. I feel you on how u felt the other night tho.. I’m goin thru my own shit dealing with my demons too. I’m rockin wit you tho bruh. Love G
Ur officially starting on ur spiritual journey yella that’s beautiful to share w ya people embrace it n b thankful for the good n the bad. Embrace it n have gratitude. Sounds like dark knight of the soul and working on your shadow side. U have the knowledge not ur gaining the understanding. Know you’re supported n don’t give up u came far already🤞
you to much of a real one brother, the world need more brothers like you , you help a lot of people.. don’t think it ain’t appreciated, i never met you a day in my life but just seeing your growth as a man and honesty motivates me. the strongest of the strong get weak from time to time , that’s ok , your to important.. and at the end of the day Jesus love you and won’t stop loving you because he know how special you are.. so stay strong brother,it’s never easy for God’s people ✊🏽🫡😤
U not alone yella mental health is at an all time high like never before as u can see how the world is now.. it’s just not talked about a lot respect for sharing with your people a lot of us can relate. 💯💯 we in this together fam gotta keep going even when it seems like the end 💯 love
Nah yella we’re here n the real listens I promise. Weight of the world is heavy n this spiritual warfare is very real. I struggle with the same reach out if u get to feeling it’s too much I just really got my dogs n I mean literally my pit bulls so I know how alone life can feel. U b surprised what I can relate to n even if not I’ll def listen. Keep ya head up king u not solo in this fight🖤🤍
Man yella, I feel for you my guy. We all have a past, you especially are an example of making a positive change for your future as well as your family’s future. You doing what you need to do big homie. Keep hustlin gang💯
Praying for you young brother…continue to stay strong and encouraged!! You’re an amazing person!! Block out all the NAYSAYERS & HATERS!! God has been faithful to you and your family so continue to SHINE & ENJOY the new life God provided for you🙏🏽🙏🏽
I feel ya Yella. Keep your head up King. Been thru the same thing all year long that shit real G. Stay strong for your kids & family. Fuck what the talking about. Get sum help brodie, we need you YELLA!!. You a REAL ONE!!.
We gotta keep spreading that positive energy and uplift those people who are going through so much. Somebody out there needed to here that. God knows what you're going through that's why you should always bring it to him when you're on the edge like that. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Just know that there's hope for us. You and all my brothers out there will be in my prayers. It's all Love 💯
Appreciate ya honesty bro I’m pretty sure shit hard being a celeb with high expectations at end of day we all go thru shit in this life it’s a test just gotta stay strong and be thankful it could allways be worse!!
Blessings to you G, keep your head up. I know how you feel and all we can do as a human being is take it one day at a time. It’s spiritual warfare going on outside every single day & walking with GOD is the best thing to do. 🙏🏾💪🏾💪🏾
Keep your head up king. If poverty,violence and everything else you were surrounded by as a youth didn't drive to end it you could stay strong through it all now!
Authentic as it gets n this is inspirational seriously cause so many people hide the mental issues n ashamed of it man god bless n get urself the proper help for u n your family realtalk stay on top of your mental health god bless u
Imma tell u like this gang i heard somebody say the Devil is in the comment section the most evil sh*t u can hear is in the comments....i saw a dude say off yourself so mama ling can move him in.....so accept the love bro but u gotta block out the hate keep grinding put god first and when u hit rock bottom think about them kids man u aint make it all the way from a chiraq war to blank yourself remember that gang 💪🏾💯
Stay with us man, Life is worth living, Really is trust me things get rough and sometimes just feels downright cruel but there after every dark night theres a bright day after that one , like Pac Said , Its true! Gotta keep it going man in two years i lost my parents(deceased) became homeless with my wife for almost 7 months got carjacked , Came back up got another car, Another spot, And back on comeup but there for two year period , The last two to ve exact i thought only thing left was for me to die, Didnt see ANy WAY OUT! But Praying and having faith and wouldnt you know? Got another car got another spot to live no longer homeless me my wife still holding strong and bought have another child next few months, God Comes through! Maybe not right when we ask or want but he comes through! Couldnt done any what i got on my own definetely been the Good Lord looking out for me lately! Glad you still here man keep it grinding and pushing forward bro! Have faith! Much love bro! God Bless!
Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Hold the line gang The most high is going to be taking us home soon 🙏🏽
Praying for you and your family. Big up's to you for speaking up on something a lot of ppl deal with but don't talk about. I've been there myself but keep pushing your voice of honesty is needed KEEP PUSHING 💯💪🏾❤️
I wanted to end my life last year after my daughter was born in May. It was so much shit happening in my life at once and I started to break mentally and I already had a history of mental Illness being diagnosed with Manic Depression and Panic Disorder. I was going on 3 years sober at the time and was close to relapsing in December. I wasn’t going to drink cuz I wanted to get drunk, I was gone use it as courage to be able to pull the trigger. But I thought about how my daughter and wife needed me and I had to fight. I still struggle today but those moments only made me stronger and most importantly I maintained my sobriety through it. We need more platforms of black men being transparent and vulnerable. Everybody wanna be gangsta but deep down most of the hood just depressed, drug addicted/alchohlics, and lacking true meaning and fulfillment in life and a true felt connection to God/ A Higher Power.
Yella you a good dude, keep pursuing happiness. Do not go back on the wrong path, you’re an intelligent individual I’m sure you will get through your hardship.
You better not bro you got a lot of love you need to be here, and as a fan I got love for you as well as many others bro not only that your kids need you more than your fans
NEVER GIVE UP! Just always think of things getting better and it's gone get better we all go threw the roughest and toughest situations I go threw it too folks!
A Yella God is a loving and forgiving God, he will protect you and deliver from anything. U got a buitiful family that needs you , your a great dad and person . Keep on pushing my dude. U gone be all right.
I’m frm Philly gang much love and respect 🫡 keep your head up we all go through it just remember stay sucks free and remember where you came frm don’t let nobody trick you out your spot Rs and take one day at a time every thing else will fall in place
U one of them ones folks we can’t lose u too i was geeked when u started RUclips i ready fa Yall side to start going crazy n gettin rec💯🔥💪🏽 head up gang u doing better then most
I felt that way a few weeks ago. It gave me the opportunity to self reflect and make changes in my life to up my frequency. Keep going bless you mama ling and those beautiful babies ❤
You got kids man you can’t go out sad like that and that’s going to make your kids think it’s ok to give up when it’s gets hard and that’s not the example you wanna set for them and all them dark days go away eventually plus you got everything you ever wanted why would you give all that up?
I LOVE ALL MY PEOPLE BUT THIS NOT A JOKE 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 BUT THIS THE ISH PEOPLE SCARED TO TALK ABOUT BUT IMA LET YALL FEEL IT 💯
I hope you see my other comment brotha 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
We care about you, Yella!
🙏🏾🖤
Stay strong bro listen to at my dad always told me…”this life is not tht long anyway hang on”
@@ShadeOps45love y’all
Bro you gotta remember people only laugh at others and put others down to cover up their own pain
Big facts❤
Keep ya head up Yella we love you
Appreciate it
We love skinny and yella
Rat love… 😂
@@Kingyella1300 keep your head up, and keep pushing
@@redrocket8395yo mommas love
It just shows your human🫶🏼
I used to despise this dude but bro is so real you can't help but respect him
💯💛🏆
Damnn Thats dope of you to admit. Would you say you were in a bad place in life when you hated Yella?
Respect bro. We all human
@@davonp4652 what’s “so real” about him?
@redrocket8395 he let who ever going to listen know how he truly feels all the while knowing people look at him with a negative condition all the time but honestly looking for the support and positive energy back from just being yourself is commendable
Real niggas feel you bro. Never give up
Don’t beat ya self down yella there’s reason why god kept you alive this long and how far you’ve made it in life 💪🏾🖤
That background is beautiful! I miss the desert. Try to take time to sit back, look at those mountains, and count your blessings. We all fuck up. That used to help me
Aye yella I’m from Baton Rouge ,25 years old I’m tapped in and I knew it was some about ya that make a nigga gravitate towards you my g you too g code 💯 the fact that you kept it real the way you did in this video it’s crazy this popped up cause I mentally lost myself two days ago and I was embarrassed as hell about it .To hear that you damn near have the same heart and mindset as me is crazy it’s just hard in this world cause it’s like we too genuine at heart to be getting dealt the cards we getting dealt but god got a plan for all of us 🙌🏾 thank you for this vid and fasho praying for you big homie
Love you broski ✊🏽💙 remain faithful in the most high he got you always 🙏🏽
Love bro
@@Kingyella1300just get it over with so mommaling can move me in and her and I don’t have to sneak around anymore…
@@Kingyella1300 just do it so mommaling and I don’t have to sneak around anymore… I know you’ve noticed your toothbrush having a funny smell lately…
@@redrocket8395You are a real goofy. Buford.
@@HowardPryor thanks HOWARD
I feel your pain g I been going through it myself.but quitting can never be in the plan.i respect your honesty and keep soldiering on
💯
He needs to just get it over with so mommaling and I can do our thing without having to hide it anymore…
@@redrocket8395tella ahh just coming off then pills
FROM A RETIRED MARINE..
CONTINUE TO MOVE FORWARD.
YOUR KIDS NEED THERE FATHER.
SEMPER FI
Thank you for your service Sir!!🫡 🇺🇸
@CHICAGORILLATV ABSOLUTELY brother
SEMPER FI BROTHER ! 🙏🏾💯
I lost my sister and multiple friends to this. One bad thought can lead to a lifetime of pain, felt by those left behind. I am thankful you found the experiences to live for amongst your darkest moments. Every storm runs out of rain. Stay blessed! You're a great father to your kids, husband to your wife, and growing role model to our youth. You have no idea the positive impact you've already had on this world, as you aren't all over the world screen by screen as your content is consumed by both your supporters and your haters. I can assure you that you've had an impact on me as a fan of your music and your story, and I live a life far from what that is of the hoods in Chicago or likewise. You have a story to live out. You've only got to the middle of the book, continue to write your story, and live out its parts. You're deserving of the greatness you create. Thank you for all you've done and continue to do. I have a feeling that the next chapters will become easier than those you've already endured. Cheers from 🇨🇦
I feel you bro. Sometimes it feels like there’s nowhere you could go and just be at peace but it is what it is. Keep your head up.
I get it bro, im feeling these emotions right now...just got out of a 8 year relationship and not gonna lie she was my life, my schedule and everything revolved around her...on top of that everything else around me falling apart...with my situation im taking it day by day and making god my best friend
Keep Your Head Up 💪💪💪💪
Yella I was in this same slump last month and like you said I never felt like that in my life and it hit me out of nowhere fam real strong feeling of just ending it all!! I called my mom she called my brother and in less than 24 hours my brother came 3 states away to be with me and that pulled me out the slump keep your mind up and love your family 💯
Im 39 & i wrestle with it everyday. Mental health aint not joke.. looking into my 4 kids eyes keep me sane in the brain 🧠. Stay Strong & keep fighting my brother💪🏾🙏🏾
Dont let the demons win
Well said
facts✊🏽
Feeling like Atlas carrying the 🌎 on your shoulders that's a lot of pressure.
God had to send this message thru u cause I swear I needed to hear this at this moment
That part !!
Keep your head up folks you a good person/father g I salute you g for the change you trying to make folks keep striving g🔯
Being a man from the streets willing to take the role on showing you wanna live life the “right way” can take a toll on you while battling stuff from the past . You don’t even know me I been feelin the same way but YOU showing this publicly motivated me to keep goin God got us🤲🏽💯
❤💯💪🏾 Solid you a great man i pray God Continue to bless you sir
I'm glad yella you didn't kill yourself we love you bro keep grinding
Love y’all 2
Yeah, I've been wanted to end my life plenty of times a lot of stuff was going on I didn't wanna be selfish that's all imma say about it hope understand
@@Kingyella1300just end it so mommaling can move me in… I tap that every time I’m in Vegas…
Keep ya head up king. You've played a big part in the good change thats Taking place in Chicago. Even tho you might not see it your truly blessed.
Everyone who been in the streets got moments like this fuck these internet 🤡's in the comments who never been thru or done no street shit in their life, never done no years in jail never lost no 10-20 homeboys. Never sold a bag just a bunch of squares who live thru the net ignore these clowns, we kno the real You gotta b strong g, keep your head up 💯
@@hitmantv1454 not once have i thought about doing no 🤡 stuff like this lol i done been through almost everything he been through besides the dry snitching and posting zesty pics
Keep Ya Head High Broski Hard Times Never Last💯
You got this pimpin! You ain't alone brotha
Love you for being so open about this king❤
Going thru something similar my brother ! Stay strong G !!!!! You’re not alone bro !!!! From the Hispanic community all love gangsta !
Love wish u the best 💛🏆
I think everyone has thought about it at one time or another....just chose the stay alive option.
Happiness is subjective....
This is real bruh 💯💯💯 a lot of people don’t know what we go through as men, especially black men. It’s just real you never know what a person going through
I feel you .I think everyone from the trenches should seek counseling do to trauma. I realized that being strong through traumatic situations only leave you broken inside.. I just sign myself up for counseling 💯❤
Real talk.. appreciate ya speaking your truth to these youngsters who need to hear it
Out of all of the many men that have come out of Chicago and do interviews, it’s evident you are one of the few who are smart, articulate and are actually trying to do and be better than the person you were in the past. The demons you speak about have a stronghold over you and don’t necessarily want that for you. Your fight is spiritual and you are probably destined for greatness. May you find someone to help you process the thoughts, feelings and emotions that you experience, so that you may slay the demons that no longer serve you and come to control ones that do. ✨
Count your blessings bro !! I went to jail for protecting myself and did a year and beat my charge and everyone turned they back on me , the mother of my kids took everything. I lost all the money I saved up . Had my name ran in the mud people demonized me . I came home not going back to hustling , struggling living check to check . But I stay on the righteous path and blessing will came through. Just count your blessings !!
Bro been there before idk yo situation but tap in with god bro that’s the only true form of peace in this life blessings gang
All this shit come with being a KING stall tall G you got it 💯💯💯💯
Damn brotha telling real life situations and youtube make u confirm to watch smh like he posting about violence or sum but let him talk about drill u wont have to confirm shit smh this world craxy frfr keep pushing King I know the feeling people need to hear this I told u that on ig 🫡
Allah got you bro imma pray for you sending peace and blessings. Keep your head up take a trip and unwind
*The Realest convō I've heard in 2024!!! We could all make it look good for the mirror ( RUclips )-May God Bless You For Real For Sure In Your Faith Brother,Amen!!! Please Stay REAL🙏🏾💪🏾💯❗❗❗*
You gotta stay strong gang keep your head up for your kids and family g you help me watch your videos fk them haters you popn when you got haters
I appreciate that
Stay strong 💪 G!! You ain't doing nothing but maturing and it gets better 💯
@@Kingyella1300crash out bro nobody will care…
I been there big man. I’m a bipolar recovering drug addict felon who takes care of my kids wife mother cousins. I’m the one everyone goes to when they got problems but nobody is there when I need someone. Shit is hard sometimes bro. I truly understand where u at. I’ve had my finger on the trigger before big man. It doesn’t make you weak. It makes you realer and stronger than most 💯 you ain’t alone Yella 😎
Keep ya head up my boi god gone see it thru
Keep ya chin up chest out Yella. Skinny was right, you are definitely one of the realest out. I feel you on how u felt the other night tho.. I’m goin thru my own shit dealing with my demons too. I’m rockin wit you tho bruh. Love G
Ur officially starting on ur spiritual journey yella that’s beautiful to share w ya people embrace it n b thankful for the good n the bad. Embrace it n have gratitude. Sounds like dark knight of the soul and working on your shadow side. U have the knowledge not ur gaining the understanding. Know you’re supported n don’t give up u came far already🤞
you to much of a real one brother, the world need more brothers like you , you help a lot of people.. don’t think it ain’t appreciated, i never met you a day in my life but just seeing your growth as a man and honesty motivates me. the strongest of the strong get weak from time to time , that’s ok , your to important.. and at the end of the day Jesus love you and won’t stop loving you because he know how special you are.. so stay strong brother,it’s never easy for God’s people ✊🏽🫡😤
U not alone yella mental health is at an all time high like never before as u can see how the world is now.. it’s just not talked about a lot respect for sharing with your people a lot of us can relate. 💯💯 we in this together fam gotta keep going even when it seems like the end 💯 love
Nah yella we’re here n the real listens I promise. Weight of the world is heavy n this spiritual warfare is very real. I struggle with the same reach out if u get to feeling it’s too much I just really got my dogs n I mean literally my pit bulls so I know how alone life can feel. U b surprised what I can relate to n even if not I’ll def listen. Keep ya head up king u not solo in this fight🖤🤍
Man yella, I feel for you my guy. We all have a past, you especially are an example of making a positive change for your future as well as your family’s future. You doing what you need to do big homie. Keep hustlin gang💯
Praying for you young brother…continue to stay strong and encouraged!! You’re an amazing person!! Block out all the NAYSAYERS & HATERS!! God has been faithful to you and your family so continue to SHINE & ENJOY the new life God provided for you🙏🏽🙏🏽
I feel ya Yella. Keep your head up King. Been thru the same thing all year long that shit real G. Stay strong for your kids & family. Fuck what the talking about. Get sum help brodie, we need you YELLA!!. You a REAL ONE!!.
Keep ya head up bruh we all go thru this once in a while stay strong ur important to too many ppl folks stay prayed up 🙏🏽
We gotta keep spreading that positive energy and uplift those people who are going through so much. Somebody out there needed to here that. God knows what you're going through that's why you should always bring it to him when you're on the edge like that. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Just know that there's hope for us. You and all my brothers out there will be in my prayers. It's all Love 💯
Life is beautiful don’t let the devil take over your mind . Pray God will see u thru give u strength pray & believe it💯🙂
Keep your head up yella! I swear you got this!
Appreciate ya honesty bro I’m pretty sure shit hard being a celeb with high expectations at end of day we all go thru shit in this life it’s a test just gotta stay strong and be thankful it could allways be worse!!
Wit that being said it can only get better keep positive thoughts!! Stay up my g respect!!’
Yella spoke some real shit didn’t hold back on this one…… Stay strong brother crashing out would just hurt your fam
You are not alone this is crazy man we all live the same life, same struggles. I don’t crash out, but I wouldn’t be mad if someone did it for me
Blessings to you G, keep your head up. I know how you feel and all we can do as a human being is take it one day at a time. It’s spiritual warfare going on outside every single day & walking with GOD is the best thing to do. 🙏🏾💪🏾💪🏾
Keep your head up king. If poverty,violence and everything else you were surrounded by as a youth didn't drive to end it you could stay strong through it all now!
@@AT-fw8zy I think what it is now is the extreme poverty he’s living in and the hard time he’s having coming out of the closet…
Authentic as it gets n this is inspirational seriously cause so many people hide the mental issues n ashamed of it man god bless n get urself the proper help for u n your family realtalk stay on top of your mental health god bless u
Imma tell u like this gang i heard somebody say the Devil is in the comment section the most evil sh*t u can hear is in the comments....i saw a dude say off yourself so mama ling can move him in.....so accept the love bro but u gotta block out the hate keep grinding put god first and when u hit rock bottom think about them kids man u aint make it all the way from a chiraq war to blank yourself remember that gang 💪🏾💯
Chin up chest out soldier 💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾❤️ sending love and 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 that you heal yo family need you
Stay with us man, Life is worth living, Really is trust me things get rough and sometimes just feels downright cruel but there after every dark night theres a bright day after that one , like Pac Said , Its true! Gotta keep it going man in two years i lost my parents(deceased) became homeless with my wife for almost 7 months got carjacked , Came back up got another car, Another spot, And back on comeup but there for two year period , The last two to ve exact i thought only thing left was for me to die, Didnt see ANy WAY OUT! But Praying and having faith and wouldnt you know? Got another car got another spot to live no longer homeless me my wife still holding strong and bought have another child next few months, God Comes through! Maybe not right when we ask or want but he comes through! Couldnt done any what i got on my own definetely been the Good Lord looking out for me lately! Glad you still here man keep it grinding and pushing forward bro! Have faith! Much love bro! God Bless!
Ephesians 6:12
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Hold the line gang The most high is going to be taking us home soon 🙏🏽
Praying for you and your family. Big up's to you for speaking up on something a lot of ppl deal with but don't talk about. I've been there myself but keep pushing your voice of honesty is needed KEEP PUSHING 💯💪🏾❤️
I wanted to end my life last year after my daughter was born in May. It was so much shit happening in my life at once and I started to break mentally and I already had a history of mental
Illness being diagnosed with Manic Depression and Panic Disorder. I was going on 3 years sober at the time and was close to relapsing in December. I wasn’t going to drink cuz I wanted to get drunk, I was gone use it as courage to be able to pull the trigger. But I thought about how my daughter and wife needed me and I had to fight. I still struggle today but those moments only made me stronger and most importantly I maintained my sobriety through it. We need more platforms of black men being transparent and vulnerable. Everybody wanna be gangsta but deep down most of the hood just depressed, drug addicted/alchohlics, and lacking true meaning and fulfillment in life and a true felt connection to God/ A Higher Power.
Yella you a good dude, keep pursuing happiness. Do not go back on the wrong path, you’re an intelligent individual I’m sure you will get through your hardship.
We love you them kids need you keep strong 💪🏽 ❤❤❤❤
You better not bro you got a lot of love you need to be here, and as a fan I got love for you as well as many others bro not only that your kids need you more than your fans
NEVER GIVE UP! Just always think of things getting better and it's gone get better we all go threw the roughest and toughest situations I go threw it too folks!
King yella we all going thru it man
Dam get well Mentally I'm glad u snap out that shit but get well and stay strong real shit 💪
Keep ya head up Yella been rocking with since way back...nigga totally understand life be lifen
It takes a strong person regardless to speak up about there mental health .. i salute 🫡 u
Keep going, you been thru a lot and here for a bigger purpose, grown men stuff by bringing awareness to this. Prayers bro I been there
I be clowing you sometimes but you got alot to live for bro you made it against all odds
A Yella God is a loving and forgiving God, he will protect you and deliver from anything. U got a buitiful family that needs you , your a great dad and person . Keep on pushing my dude. U gone be all right.
Sometimes I have them days where it's like I can't do it💔.. But I think about my kids and I gotta fight ! It's hard I swear.
I’m frm Philly gang much love and respect 🫡 keep your head up we all go through it just remember stay sucks free and remember where you came frm don’t let nobody trick you out your spot Rs and take one day at a time every thing else will fall in place
Keep your head up my man, we all been there and we with you man
Thank you for speaking up man 💯 speaking nothing but the truth ‼️ salute 🫡
Mental health is real hope you heal up king
Pray for you and your family god bless 🙏
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Bro we love you keep fighting
Do not give up❤ You got this you’ve come so far ❤
U one of them ones folks we can’t lose u too i was geeked when u started RUclips i ready fa Yall side to start going crazy n gettin rec💯🔥💪🏽 head up gang u doing better then most
I felt that way a few weeks ago. It gave me the opportunity to self reflect and make changes in my life to up my frequency. Keep going bless you mama ling and those beautiful babies ❤
I love you yella. Im here for you. My pops just passed this morning.
I feel u bro i got no one to count on or talk to or family god got u
Let him who has not sin cast the first stone,walk by faith& not by sight!
No man we need you around King yella happy 4th of July 🇺🇲🇺🇲🔥🔥
Respect for putting it out there! It's real out here mayne
Keep ya head up my G it’s a fight everyday for all of us as grown men with responsibilities. Take the good days with the bad 💪🏾
Totally feel you my G a swear 💯✔️🙏
Damn well i was bout to say why u put this on internet but look like u got solid community keep up positivity man
Bruh I’m praying for you. I myself had suicidal thoughts. Life is hard asl, but I found the almighty and I never looked back. Seek Him 🙏🏾
You got kids man you can’t go out sad like that and that’s going to make your kids think it’s ok to give up when it’s gets hard and that’s not the example you wanna set for them and all them dark days go away eventually plus you got everything you ever wanted why would you give all that up?
You have kids bro… it’s not even about us anymore ! Much love dude I hope you get better look at god call on him !