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  • Опубликовано: 15 дек 2024

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  • @MelDrawings2380
    @MelDrawings2380 22 часа назад +386

    I feel like non-artists don’t understand that when you say you don’t think your art good enough that you’re not fishing for compliments, you’re genuinely crashing out. I think your art is fantastic. It’s so refreshing and creative! As a young artist, you’re really helping me feel a little more ready to do art education for my major. Keep up the amazing work

    • @Remy2121
      @Remy2121 4 часа назад +1

      Good luck on your journey!!!

    • @Shebacca6000
      @Shebacca6000 Час назад

      As someone who went to school to be an art teacher, my biggest advice is to make sure your advisor actually helps you. My advisor only helped me with what art classes to take and they never set me up with the education part of my degree(I was super behind by the time I asked about my education classes and took classes I didn’t need to). I ended up switching to only studio art for my bachelors and now I’m a para.

    • @frododododo
      @frododododo 55 минут назад

      crashing out???

    • @MelDrawings2380
      @MelDrawings2380 36 минут назад

      @Shebacca6000 Thank you for sharing your experience. I really appreciate the advice! I’m sorry that happened to you though. I’m planning on going to a school that is known for art education so I hope it works out!

    • @MelDrawings2380
      @MelDrawings2380 36 минут назад

      @ Basically a way of saying freaking out or having a crisis. :)

  • @dyz02
    @dyz02 День назад +462

    43 MINUTES OF CAMILA AAAAA

  • @himihimichan
    @himihimichan День назад +377

    dropping a lil fun psychology fact here. students actually oftentimes get sick during finals for stress!! so it was probably just because of all the things stressing you out that you got sick. also just to reassure you: YOU ARE SO GOOD AT PAINTING CAMILA! i have been watching you for literally over a year at this point and you've not only made a ton of progress, but you've also refined your style into something truly unique. sure hyperealism can be stiff sometimes like you say, but i seriously think that this painting feels alive. the details are stunning, especially for how *big* this piece is. another great watch, im glad to see that this big project all wrapped up, and wish you luck on your next one!

    • @meow_mjau
      @meow_mjau 19 часов назад +2

      This is so real, i was super sick all finals weeks

  • @hullahulla
    @hullahulla День назад +108

    As someone who is Mexican and live in the US w/my family, sitting around the table and eating tacos (or just food in general) is such an important part of spending time with them. Like, I know it looks like a very casual subject for such a big project, but to me, the scene is very personal and speaks to your homesickness. Idk, I really connected with this painting.
    Btw, I thought that your sister was you this whole time!

  • @missjackson8634
    @missjackson8634 День назад +96

    14:24
    Cam, no matter what major it is, that's a canonic event. I have majored in archival science and for the entirety of my college years, I feel the same as you are describing.
    And news: now I have a master's degree, and still feel that way lmao
    but the thing is: now I know a lot more than I knew when I was in my first college semester, but there will always be someone who knows more than me about my area, and that's life. The only thing we can do is try to learn with who knows more and focus on our self-evolution.
    And you are doing great. Don't let the impostor syndrome get over you!
    Love from Brazil ❤️

  • @lidek7273
    @lidek7273 День назад +71

    Omg at 10:57 “whered I go” 💀 😭 😆 I actually laughed out loud at the pause after that lmao

  • @SnailorMoonn
    @SnailorMoonn День назад +39

    I’m OBSESSED with the way you did this and I love the idea of having more surreal caricature people and elements sticking out in a mainly realism painting. I hope you do more of this it’s one of my favorite pieces you’ve done.its so interesting to look at and def would make me want to see more of your work.

  • @caracalluna
    @caracalluna День назад +60

    This probably sounds so dumb but around 28:37 I just started tearing up. I'm a highschool senior who wants to major in the arts but im super stressed about feeling uneducated and not good enough of an artist to do art school. but its super nice to hear that you've learned a bunch in art school which is what ive been looking forward to. im sitting here painting stressed about my stupid ap art portfolio so thanks for giving me hope :)

    • @Piddypng
      @Piddypng День назад +2

      That damn ap portfolio 😩 I sympathize with you. Honestly I thought ap 3d and 2d was a waste of time, but they actually get me 6 college credits. I graduated HS class of 2021 and I'm starting design school next year :'D

  • @HeadsorTailors
    @HeadsorTailors День назад +43

    I really love this painting. I think it is a lot deeper than you may imagine because you are giving us a glimpse into your mind. How you see your family and what you long for!! It shows so much and has a lot to interpret 💜💜💜 also as someone who goes out of their way to get authentic tacos at least once a week, tacos are a worthy concept 😂😂

  • @breakfastclosed
    @breakfastclosed 22 часа назад +27

    "I had fun doing it, I also did not have fun doing it" is literally me at the end of every project, I'm a junior in painting and print. ur progress on this painting was crazy , I cant believe how much energy u spent on some areas I was really sick during my final, and it forced me to work differently, in a good way but was still really challenging. but mine was only 18x18 inches. major cudos to u !!! I can see this in a museum, its a painting where many people deserve to step up to it and observe your hard work

  • @eemma.000
    @eemma.000 День назад +77

    your humor is what brings all your videos together. by far most entertaining youtuber I’ve ever watched 😭 love you girl

  • @padileeart22
    @padileeart22 22 часа назад +16

    camila! this is a reminder that the reason why you have so many followers is BECAUSE people love your work. it's been so fun to watch your journey in art school and i think you have a fantastic career ahead of you.. actually right now!! (the painting is outstanding)

  • @SeshaBlox
    @SeshaBlox День назад +35

    You're so good at painting. I really enjoy watching the process.

  • @gyabbi
    @gyabbi День назад +17

    I love how you play stardew valley music in the background of your videos. Thats one of my comfort games 🌞

  • @cxsmic.st4rs
    @cxsmic.st4rs День назад +17

    watching this painting’s progression has got to be one of the most fulfilling things i’ve seen on youtube. congrats on finishing it, it looks so good 😭💕

  • @imminentshoebill
    @imminentshoebill 10 часов назад +2

    (This got a littly rant-y, I apologize...)
    I enjoy all of your content, but I especially like these kind of painting vlogs that focus on one piece from start to finish, and this one spoke to me a lot.
    I would consider myself an artist, and while I'm on a much lower skill level than you, a lot of the struggles that come with it (or with being passionate about doing any kind of thing, really) I can relate to. Hearing you speak openly about your worries and your struggles with your painting, and seeing you overcome them with a finished painting to prove it really motivates me to do the same. I love being able to see your progress through the years, and I really enjoy the mix of hyperrealism with the looser and more playful elements of your more recent work. I feel like it's so hard to realize you're making progress because it all happens gradually and slowly, but then you look back on your work from a year ago and suddenly you realize how much you've learned, and to me that's so rewarding.
    I'm definitely way less qualified to judge your art than yourself or your professors or anyone who actually knows what they're talking about, but in my eyes, you've absolutely improved over the last years and I hope you are able to see that and be proud of yourself for it, because you absolutely should.
    Thank you for making these videos, and please get some rest after that colossus of a painting!!

  • @SugaKookie14
    @SugaKookie14 День назад +18

    Girl, you are such a warrior for pushing through all of the stress and sickness; even with the overwhelming situation, you still smiled and made a superb video for us, not to mention the gorgeous painting!! 😢 I know you may doubt yourself a lot, but trust me when I tell you how talented you are!! Keep it going, girl, we believe in you ❤ Your passion and artistic abilities are going to take you so far!

  • @Flxffy._Cat
    @Flxffy._Cat День назад +40

    im suprised you didnt go insane while making this painting tbh

  • @scabillis
    @scabillis 6 часов назад +1

    Hearing you talk about how your struggle to love your art, and style, and process is so real and comforting to hear. I'm currently in ap drawing and its highkey brutal and I feel like a fraud all the time. I appreciate how honest you are in your videos about your personal challenges as an art student, and just an artist in general. It's not easy to be kind to yourself and recognize the things you're good at, but you are truly so inspiring and every piece I have seen you create as left me in awe.

  • @lzh6662
    @lzh6662 12 часов назад +4

    you have so much intention behind your art and care for the craft and that's already enough to make people respect you as an artist, no matter if you use fancy, meandering words or not. i can relate so hard studying architecture at uni and i think keeping hold of those intentions which are true to yourself is so important and it becomes the best thing about your work so stay strong!! well done camila!

  • @aaaanate
    @aaaanate День назад +12

    43:10 minutes of a journey of highs and lows omg

  • @ChantelleArts
    @ChantelleArts День назад +12

    Camila’s surprise video drops really do make my day 🥹

    • @fatimamendoza8496
      @fatimamendoza8496 День назад +2

      I’ve had a rough week but she made it better with this 😭😭

  • @mei8837
    @mei8837 День назад +5

    Youre my comfort person ilysm😭😭😭 Thankyu for being such a safe place i love when u upload

  • @fitzy7419
    @fitzy7419 День назад +2

    I always thought your face rendering was so realistic and perfect, but I feel like it has still managed to get even better!! your family's faces are so full of warmth and life

  • @struwuberry
    @struwuberry День назад +8

    I LOOOOOVE YOUR PASSION FOR ART AND I ALSO LOVE THAT LITTLE HIGH YOU GET WHEN YOU GET IDEAS, seeing it with you really motivates me to draw 😋

  • @Tzippi
    @Tzippi День назад +5

    Thank you for sharing the process of your finial. I think it is very beautiful! I love the concept, and your details are crazy good! I’m learning a lot for you! Thank you for the long AF video! I am so happy! Try not to be so hard on yourself. You are a very talented young lady!

  • @alexamarie1234
    @alexamarie1234 23 часа назад +3

    You are just so comforting. I’m so happy you posted a long video! They bring me a lot of peace

  • @valentinaortiz2645
    @valentinaortiz2645 День назад +4

    I love your art so much it’s so unique and I’ve never seen anything like it! When someone asks who my favorite artist is I say Camila. Don’t ever feel bad about yourself and keep being you

  • @BoKeen-c7r
    @BoKeen-c7r День назад +4

    I love your content!!! Everything you say resenates with me so hard. Just knowing im not the only struggle with their art college journey makes me feel a little more confident knowing im not alone. Thank you for being real and not afraid of showing your art process.

  • @waterbtlinaspritecan
    @waterbtlinaspritecan День назад +6

    AGHH I'm like 20 minutes through and I've already seen the finished product but I just love how it's coming along! Also I'm a junior in high school so it's really cool to see what art school is like for you

  • @RobotEatsPopcornDesign
    @RobotEatsPopcornDesign 3 часа назад

    Grass is always greener and that’s why it’s better to only compare yourself to yesterday. If you improve each day (on average, nothing is linear) then they stack up like bricks building a house.
    Always liked this quote:
    “Good, better, best. Never let it rest. Until your good is better and your better best."
    Love your work btw, the vulnerability is refreshing in a world of people hiding themselves. 😊

  • @vecmendes
    @vecmendes День назад +4

    it looks amazing camila, you really challenged yourself with this one and it paid off nicely!

  • @Yuly-j2q
    @Yuly-j2q День назад +11

    The painting looks amazing, silly! Just makes me feel so lucky to live right by some amazing Mexican food; I’m gonna have to learn how to make it on my own once I head off for college. I don’t know how you can survive out there without some delicious tortas and chilaquiles, with everything RAAAH!
    Congrats on how it all turned out! I love seeing pieces that aren’t too deep, and just simple and comedic. Much love ❤️

  • @juni7745
    @juni7745 21 час назад +2

    i love howw likeee personal & relatable this painting is w/ being mexican! love ur work and this video

  • @PVNKSHEEP
    @PVNKSHEEP День назад +6

    this is the mkst relatable thing ever
    finals are almost over yall stay strong 💪💪

  • @LuccaAce
    @LuccaAce День назад +7

    Hey Camilla, I don't know about you, but when my eyes (or one of my eyes) start twitching a lot, I know I need a new glasses/contacts prescription. Might want to get your vision checked.
    Love the video! Long content from you is always appreciated. Also, I love that we get to see you paint people who aren't you! You did great!

    • @caamileon
      @caamileon  День назад +3

      thanks!! hehehe I get my prescription changed every 6 months my eyes are ass 😭💔

  • @_gwaah
    @_gwaah День назад +8

    RISE UP CAMILEON NATION

  • @WyrmpantstheClown
    @WyrmpantstheClown День назад +4

    I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS MOVIE OF A VIDEO. GONNA WATCH IT 34X

  • @priscilaberrios5251
    @priscilaberrios5251 День назад +5

    I relate so much to youuu! As an artist, and with the struggles that comes with it (I'm studying illustration in Chile, I know isn't the same as studying art itself... but yeah, I know how it feels to be running and not knowing what to do and having "crisis existenciales" jsjs) and I really enjoy watching your videos, and I love your art too, hope you enjoy this chritsmas.✨

  • @freedomwhisperssusurrosdel604
    @freedomwhisperssusurrosdel604 4 часа назад

    Camila, I like watching your videos BECAUSE you speak from the heart and because you paint self-portraits. Your work is deeply personal. Even when you say it doesn't have much meaning, the fact that you paint yourself and your life is meaningful in itself especially in this wild world. I love seeing you enjoy work! Keep loving it!! Lo que te hace feliz ❤

  • @fr4ily0uth
    @fr4ily0uth День назад +5

    i love the stardew music, amazing job again my favorite gooner

  • @lilybilly8148
    @lilybilly8148 23 часа назад +2

    Also, youre a huge inspiration to me. Please know that you have so many rooting for you. You got this!!!!

  •  День назад +3

    Well done, it’s a great piece! 🎉🎉🎉

  • @vicvicvic456
    @vicvicvic456 День назад +3

    you have lots of energyyyy❤❤❤

  • @ivera3095
    @ivera3095 День назад +4

    this video helped me calibrate my drawing tablet monitor

  • @BurnOintment
    @BurnOintment День назад +5

    You’re one of the only people I have notifications on for new videos

  • @Hamsterita-dh3yc
    @Hamsterita-dh3yc День назад +3

    Ur so amazing! Keep up with ur work!!!

  • @angelknives
    @angelknives День назад +5

    congratulations you’re all done !! it looks so beautiful aaaaaa !!!! also omg the sound effects you have always have me laughing so bad 😭

  • @hoshimi-vs2lu
    @hoshimi-vs2lu День назад +3

    congrats on finishing the painting, it looks wonderful!! I’m also sick during finals season but we’ll get through it :/

  • @AestheticCatherine
    @AestheticCatherine День назад +4

    U slayedd this

  • @3rdSarah
    @3rdSarah 15 часов назад +1

    Camila
    I just wanna say
    You're so amazing I love your videos so much please never stop posting I love you sm❤

  • @Ralph-vh8re
    @Ralph-vh8re День назад +3

    Love it! It's been so fun to see it develop

  • @guts3131
    @guts3131 День назад +4

    You are really good at this🦧🤍🩶🩶🩶🤍

  • @missjackson8634
    @missjackson8634 День назад +3

    OMG ALMOST AN HOUR, AM I DREAMING??

  • @dappled_blue1608
    @dappled_blue1608 День назад +4

    love this after seeing all the little updates on instagram ❤ turned out amazing!!

  • @big_bilyxoxo8314
    @big_bilyxoxo8314 День назад +3

    Any day will be a good day when camila posts

  • @Butterfly_3.1415pi
    @Butterfly_3.1415pi День назад +5

    I LOVE UR ART !!!THE PAINTING HAS BEEN LOOKING SO GOOD!!!! IM SO EXCITED TO WATCH THIS VIDEO

  • @yepppppppp-i7e
    @yepppppppp-i7e День назад +3

    you did it! I love how it turned out!!!!!!!!!

  • @random_chichu
    @random_chichu День назад +4

    Well done, youre so talented ❤❤❤

  • @PupperPrincess
    @PupperPrincess 19 часов назад

    I hope you know that all creatives struggle with self doubt. Even the successful ones. (Including the ones you admire!) We all envy someone else’s talent or fresh perspective. We wish we could achieve their results or think like them. But try to remember you ARE that fresh perspective to others! You’re still growing as an artist and as a person. You have so much to discover with your creative voice! So don’t stress too much about where you’re at or where you want to be. I think the more you allow your creativity to be a form of play, the more you’ll achieve narrative depth and “life” in your work. And I can confidently say this painting had lots and lots of your life in it! That’s what makes it interesting! Always remember that your work is not your worth. Your work has worth because it illuminates your humanity and the worth you already had. ❤

  • @Zx6z02
    @Zx6z02 12 часов назад

    Just wanted to say I've been watching Ur videos for years. Before u started art school, wanted to say Ur an inspiration to me and I find your videos very motivational, I've actually just been accepted into art school and start next year. Wanted to thankyou for always keeping it real in your videos

  • @thatgirlwiththecrazyhair2067
    @thatgirlwiththecrazyhair2067 12 часов назад

    Art is 80% process and 20% final piece. Personally, realism is not my favourite style BUT by watching your process, hearing your stories and your thoughts led me to appreciate and connect with your art.
    I dont know if youre a good painter, i dont paint lol. But you are a brilliant storyteller and i think thats what makes the art so good

  • @moe7500
    @moe7500 День назад +3

    I was literally just rewatching your first video of the semester HELPPP

  • @stormymybeloved
    @stormymybeloved День назад +7

    LEZ GO SHE’S BACK

  • @elske6196
    @elske6196 День назад +3

    you're really my inspiration!

  • @CamiloNavajas
    @CamiloNavajas День назад +3

    I feel this video can be useful for back to take serious My art career.

  • @elske6196
    @elske6196 День назад +3

    girlll it looks so good!!

  • @suzuuato
    @suzuuato 13 часов назад +1

    Honestly I kinda feel the same in artschool as in people just not liking my work... I'm an illustration major and everyone just loves the loos styles but like I just render stuff and do more like a traditional approach ig (and anime sometimes lol but also quite rendered ). I feel like there is always a current style that is seen as good and some people will just disregard everything diffrent reagrdless of the quality of it, which is insane in art?? But I do feel you on that sadly. (btw I adore your work !!)

  • @sayleonara1829
    @sayleonara1829 День назад +3

    the queen has dropped 🙏

  • @psychxmania
    @psychxmania 10 часов назад

    camila, i am so proud of you for persevering through your painting. it looks absolutely SPECTACULAR. i am also glad you are feeling better!! you deserve to get some rest

  • @janieceholmes
    @janieceholmes День назад +4

    40 MINUTES??? LETS GOOOO

  • @iambrittanyspierce
    @iambrittanyspierce День назад +3

    IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THISSSS

  • @Artwith._ryaaa
    @Artwith._ryaaa День назад +4

    MY FAVVVV IS BACKKKK

  • @favourkalu4742
    @favourkalu4742 День назад +4

    Yesss the queen is back🎉🎉

  • @moda78z
    @moda78z 18 часов назад

    I absolutely LOVE when you add a goofy you in the painting! Is just so much fun when you add that to a realistic painting. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @tessac775
    @tessac775 19 часов назад

    Hell yeah. I love this painting - I find the caricature version of you rlly bittersweet somehow! Like funny and absurd, yeah, but also it totally conveys that impulse to make a joke about our own sadness. As a chronically-homesick person I really connected with it. You can tell how much you love your family through the painting. It like… radiates warmth / longing.
    Also: love this video & your honesty in it. It makes me miss design school sm! Which is crazy because it can be such a brutal ride.

  • @KirstonKnox
    @KirstonKnox День назад +3

    HAPPY BIRTH !

  • @amar-mk2nx
    @amar-mk2nx День назад +3

    YESS YESS IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS ILY

  • @duuuumb
    @duuuumb День назад +3

    mama a distorted caricature behind YOU 💜

  • @anaisisabella2608
    @anaisisabella2608 5 часов назад

    Cam! Please give us your family’s reaction to the final piece! ❤ I’m sure they are beyond proud of you!

  • @VioletsVision-r7l
    @VioletsVision-r7l 10 часов назад

    Your painting are literally beautiful they are beyond “really good” seriously!

  • @YonoSe.0
    @YonoSe.0 11 часов назад +1

    I loved the painting your my inspo for when i go to college (well hs first) but i would like to go to a art college because of you knowing that A.I cant take physical drawing away TYSM for theese rundowns on your college experience it motivates me too draw!!!!

  • @Maxipookie
    @Maxipookie 4 часа назад

    I love you queen you inspire me so much to keep painting 🫶🫶🫶

  • @raptoria1705
    @raptoria1705 5 часов назад

    IT CAME OUT AMAZING!! And even though you probably have a lot of people already telling you this- you’re GOOD at painting! I love the mix of hyper realism and the simpler background + how personal it feels, it reminds me of my own family dinners haha

  • @tailsyevergreen
    @tailsyevergreen 23 часа назад

    Happy Early Birthday Camila!!! We're happy that you are safe back at home. REST UP 🎉🎉🎉

  • @bibimbap_art
    @bibimbap_art 22 часа назад

    Omg the faces look so good when you filmed them up close. Also I love your caricature. We need strange and funny things in the art world.

  • @Thatsme.KMarie
    @Thatsme.KMarie День назад

    You are the most beautiful combination of your parents ❤ I adore your art…. Period
    Tacos are life
    I had tacos with my family on December 11th because it was my birthday 🥳 and I remembered your deadline and maybe hypothetically this isn’t telling what my wish was BUT you may have been added to my birthday candle blow. 😊
    Bravo gifted soul. I love it. Big hug 🤗

  • @Moon_sturry
    @Moon_sturry 23 часа назад

    So happy to get another video !! You did so well on this painting and the video !! 😋😋

  • @Artsy-be6vf
    @Artsy-be6vf 22 часа назад

    I really like your art a lot! :D I know it might sound kind of meaningless, but seriously, your art and personality are amazing and genuine.

  • @mahassinebrok
    @mahassinebrok 14 часов назад

    Hey Camilla so nice to see you again. I love the video.. love the artwork ❤ appreciate your efforts !
    Love love your nails and happy early birthday I wish you all the good stuff in your life 🎂

  • @malenaariass
    @malenaariass День назад +1

    Que bendición!!! 43 minutos, amo

  • @amym.mp3
    @amym.mp3 6 часов назад

    43 MINUTES??? ITS A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE 😿🎁🎄❤️‼️thank you camila

  • @hanna.h.
    @hanna.h. 23 часа назад

    happy BIRTHDAY (in advance)!!😮😮😮😮 congratulations!!!! the painting turned out amazing and seeing your whole process of painting, the progression of it and the final piece is just so amazing to see. i literally LOVE the silly creature in the back so much

  • @MsButtalove
    @MsButtalove 22 часа назад

    This is amazing and inspiring and fabulous. Its really cool to watch your process in art school, as someone who randomly started painting in my late thirties. Anywho, you're amazing 💚

  • @user-lk6xn2lg8o
    @user-lk6xn2lg8o День назад

    You did a great job! Don't be too hard on urself sometimes we are our own worst critics! Some areas were very detailed and realistic, like your Grandmother's hand. Maybe when some time has passed u can go back and finish the other areas u weren't happy with. Wishing u a Happy 20th Birthday🎉 🎂🥳 Hope u have a great day!

  • @MarshallLeviathan
    @MarshallLeviathan 10 часов назад

    I LOVE YOUR PAINTING!!!! That’s coming from someone who had an assigned choice project and had a month to fill up a 40x30 inch canvas and surprisingly got good reception

  • @moubonkurukumbi
    @moubonkurukumbi 4 часа назад

    Ur such a good artist!! I just wanted to let you know happy birthday by the way ! U r really talented and I related to a lot of what you said as an artist :))

  • @1719Elliott
    @1719Elliott 22 часа назад

    It’s absolutely beautiful love!

  • @Thatsme.KMarie
    @Thatsme.KMarie День назад

    I do psychic art. Basically I just do whatever I’m guided to do with no plan or purpose and it may take time to discern the meaning. I believe you distorting yourself and placing yourself outside looking in…. May mean something deeper.
    Your work is yours, it’s flavored by your spirit and you are gifted.

  • @Stormy-14-
    @Stormy-14- 16 часов назад

    That was an incredible painting, I really love it👍👍❤️❤️