Boodahki - i'd rather be alone
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- Опубликовано: 18 фев 2021
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I'm not romanticising, but this channel feels like a shelter for lost souls.
Nothing wrong with romanticising
YES
@@picklejuice8210 enlighten me
@@picklejuice8210 couldn't have said it better myself 👍
@@picklejuice8210 bro but I for one think this constant melancholic/depressive has got me to improve myself as a person and has helped me grow. I wouldn’t wish it upon anybody or wouldn’t want anyone to be bragging about it as being cool. It’s a part of human nature to question things (hence nothing wrong with being a lost soul as long it keeps you searching for the right path). Also it’s human nature to find relatability, for it keeps a person sane in times of stress, and gives you hope that you are not the only one going through shit.
welcome to the "reading comments while listening to the song" squad.
Feelings pretty cozy here squad
hello there
period
Spot on!
أتاي بنعناع
There's a difference between being alone and feeling lonely. If you long for someone else you probably feel really lonely. But for me, I'm alone and I'm perfectly happy like this.
thats such a nice way to think about both words :)
Agree ❤
I see, i live with my parents, but i feel alone all day, but to me this is comfortable, maybe thats a problem to talk with people but i dont care at all
I'm happy for you
I get you, cus that’s how I’m as well
Remember, staying alone is better than being stuck in an unfulfilled relationship. Prioritize yourself first and start loving yourself for being you
🙏🏼
Yes indeed:,)
This is so important
needed this
Thank you so much 🙏
Yes, I’d rather be alone. But sometimes I’m craving affection
Mood
Felt this
felt
Felt
agreed
How was your day, evening, or night, Stranger?
You did a good job today. Remember to take baby steps, and take breaks when you need to, okay? Don't push yourself to the brink of breaking. Remember to eat, and remember to shower. Remember to take out the trash, and remember to breathe for a moment. You did a good job, today.
I don't know you, but I'm proud of you.
I’m proud of you too
i really needed this, thank you
Just done my exam today. It was terrible, the questions were much difficult and I feel like wanna cry to sleep. I know I can't just stop here, I have 17 more papers to take.
I am utterly exhausted from studying and often forget about my own health.
Reading this comment makes me feel a little better. Thank you.
I went to bed at 8pm but woke up at 1am, and now it is 6am. I feel like me and my best friend are drifting apart and that terrifies me. im doing really bad actually but i appreciate you
Thanks🥺
What you said to me
I hope you mean it too
Cause my heads a mess
I don’t know what to do
So I’d rather be alone
I wish you well
I’ll keep to myself
You played me for a fool
Mama said be careful with your heart
They’ll get the one that’ll leave you out to rot
So id rather be alone
I wish you well
I’ll keep to myself
Cause you played me for a fool
THANK YOOOU🥺
:(
What pretty lyrics
Aaa Thank you!
F :(
Hey I'm just going to take this moment to tell the creator that this channel means so much to me. I love the music that you post and I believe that this is truly the best taste.
I totally agree ❤
I couldn't have said it better myself. This channel has really shown me something beautiful.
yeah I'm confused why this channel is called the worst taste , the music they share sounds so good
How i can get the 🎶 tag in your account
Indeed.
This is a painting by Devin Leonardi(Two friends on the shore of long island), a young American painter. He died very young. Such a promising talent. Please give credit where it's due.
Is it true? That he's died?
thank you for this info really need it i just love the overall vibe of this painting
@@gas4265 sure man.
Was just about to leave the same comment
@@hennylaundry4912 right? Idk how these people make content by stealing other people's work.
i’m just so tired, i’m tired of finding a friend. becoming attached and they leave. i’m tired of being me, i just want to live a life where i can go on a car ride with a friend and just stargaze while i eat snacks with them, but i don’t even even have someone to call a best friend. i just wish i was someone else.
i feel you, i really do
its gonna be okay. its all gonna get better. it may not be great, but its gonna be better. ur gonna find a "best friend" whether its a family member, a significant other, or just a plain old best friend. its all gonna be okay. just stay hopeful :)
I never had that friend that i share everything to. I never shared my deepest desires and deepest fears to anyone. I keep it all by myself. I feel like everyone around me has that one best friend that they call and share thoughts to another. Im so glad i found this comment and realized someone felt me :). Cheer up you, I believe there is time for everything. *virtual hugs*
don’t know if your religious but God is truly the bestest friend i’ve ever had. while everyone else left he was always there and still is. it gets better i promise 🤍
I can relate bestie :( I don’t have friends and just broke up with my gf, what a life…
RUclips Recommendation always tryna play with my feelings.
I definitely recommend subscribing
true
Instead of playing with your feels how about you play with these NUTSSSSS
if i ever found someone who also listened to this channel, they’d be my soulmate.
I thought the exact same thing
I mean I found you
@@jelireyjohnramos1551 now wait just a minute
me too
True
This channel makes sad boi hours so much better.
And sad girl hours too
This is a true therapy
neeraj is that you?
True :(((
And for sad ghosts too 💀
Lets be honest that we all smiled when we saw this upload
Hell to the yeahhhh🙌
I’m smiling more now that I have a new favorite to listen to...
I smiled seeing your comment
It hurts when you still love someone so much you can’t leave them even though you know they aren’t good for you and it doesn’t feel like they love anything about you anymore.
it really does so painful
I feel you
that shit is happening for me for almost 1 year and i cant move on
It's the worst feeling when you love everything about your partner but he wants to change everything in you, not being enough, not being a good thing, is excruciating.
There are only a few songs that slowly drift through your soul like this one. How you feeling now? Sad? Depressed? Miserable? Alone? No, none of them. If you listen carefully, you feel lonely, but not alone. Its some kind of a deep, mild loneliness. This song feels like a perfect stranger, who sits by, while sharing your loneliness without saying a word.
I’m drunk right now and this is 10/10
i blacked out drunk 😵 last night listening to this music. i have to agree 10/10 fs
Am high af and this is the first song that came in my mind 💕💚
Wish I could handle being alone without the lonely feeling, y’know?
Do things you would do with other people with yourself.. and jornal, sing, dance, listen to songs you love and make yourself a priority.
You will enjoy your solitude I promise 🌻
me too
its okay to feel sad for choosing the right thing, i mean sometimes we need to be alone to actually listen to ourself.
Me too
same
thank you for introducing me to the music that has helped me craft my own perspective on life and ultimately, define my teenage years. i hope you know how many peoples lives you've changed for the better, both musicians and listeners, just by giving these gorgeous tunes a platform.
it just hit me that a lot of ppl are probably tired and drained rn. no motivation to do anything and just want to lay on their bed, doesn't know why they feeling like this and why they are being like this but the only thing we want is to be happy again-genuinely happy
I’d rather alone than surrounded by people who make me feel alone.
I really can't handle it anymore, depression takes over everyday. I'm scared to go out and talk to anyone even my family so all I do is just hiding under my blanket. Some people make it looks so easy 'connecting with another human being' it's like no one ever told them it's the hardest thing in the world. Also I'm terrified that I'm about to be 18 after 5 days. Too much is wrong with me.
You are not alone friend! I have hope for us. If you ever need a person to listen I would be more than happy to be that for you
everything will be okay. i pinky promise.
@@madelynmarie_ thank you, I hope I can wait till it be
@@AV-ss1jw I really appreciate your words, thanks so much and I'm always here for you too if you ever need anything or want to talk about something, I'll be the first person to help
@keezzy thank youu! I'm trying my best everyd6tk distract myself with something I enjoy just to keep my mind away from stress and overthinking. I hope when it changes it changes for the good and I really wish you all the best forever! :)
I should've listened to my friends. They all told me she had already moved on and that I was chasing a ghost that isn't there.
Unrequited Love is the worst kind of love.
Man, went through the same thing. He fucked up my life and I couldn’t see it until all the damage was done. I tried so hard to make him love me back. I’m so sorry you’re going through the same thing. Stay strong and wait for someone better to come along. (They will, just be patient and focus on yourself for a bit) Best wishes
He will never love me like his first love. No one will ever love me like their first love. And my first love will forever love me but I don’t love them anymore. I’ll give up.
bro, been there too. I'm sorry, I know how much it hurts.
The worst part is that we create best versions of people in our heads and it's harder to move on but eventually we have to because that's the only right and the only thing to do. U will look back at her one day and not feel a thing after u start to breathe fresh air.
You did the best you could, you didn't know. You just wanted her and that's okay. It gets better my friend🥺❤️
This song is so comforting. The melancholic sound and lyrics are perfect.
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
thank you.....
I wish i could meet you and give you a hug
Thank you so much it really help me
I just found this song randomly today and I think I’m in love.
I truly want to leave everything behind, leave my loved ones and go somewhere far away. Somewhere I'm alone and I don't need to be who I am now. I wonder if I should go..
Your loved ones would never be the same if you went. They would be hurt and feel like they were the cause. You have to stay. For them. For me. For yourself. You can watch yourself grow and grow into this beautiful person if you just stick around for it. Things get better. This pain is temporary. I love you :)
yes we love you!
@@maxbigboyb7260 they mean move away not commit...
No, don't! You're stronger than all of your situations....Love to you🌼
Not if you got kids
i’ve been alone for majority of my life and i’ve grown to love it but sometimes i can’t help but cry at the fact that i haven’t experienced friendships and love and i don’t know if i ever will. and yes i know i’ll find someone but you can’t help but feel this way when being alone is all you’ve ever known
Same..
now this made me feel lonely even more.
This song is so beautiful. Right from the beginning to the last note 🥺
Everyone in this comment section seem like people that i could relate to, I wish i got to somehow know all of u guys
been listening to this non-stop lately.
i miss being alone and not feeling lonely, i miss being alone for knowing myself and spending time with me, now i just be alone 'cause i'm scared of being annoying
_Lyrics_
What you said to me
I hope you mean it too
'Cause my head's a mess
And i dont know what to do
So i'd rather be alone
I wish you well
Ill keep to myself
You played me for a fool
Mama said be careful with your heart
(Sentence i didn't understand)
So i'd rather be alone
And i wish you well
Ill keep to myself
'Cause you played me for a fool
_End_
Help me understand that sentence please
They'll get the one
And leave you out to rot
I'm thankful for your existence. If not for you then I most likely would've never heard such songs that resonate with me far too well. Thank you, again.
Sometimes it's better to be alone so no one could hurt you
The timing of this is so eerie... I just got rejected by this boy I really, really liked. We'd been getting along so well and I thought everything was going to work out, until... We met up and he told me the exact opposite. I told him it's fine and said I'll think about it when he asked if we could just stay friends. I fought back emotions and went back home only to burst into tears, feeling my heart break so hard. It feels soothing, reassuring but also strange how youtube recommended this to me at this specific moment. But oh well, it is what it is. I'll move on and hopefully it'll hurt a little less someday.
Thank you nevertheless, I love your channel and always will.
:(
ouch, i’m so sorry. rejection stings a lot, especially when you know how good things used to be. i’m going through something very similar, so i totally get it. hope you know you’re not alone, we’ll get through it 💓
I know how you feel, I just recently experienced the same thing. It really does hurt, but I promise time will heal the wound. You might not forget these feelings, but someday you’ll be able to look back and it won’t hurt anymore. Wishing you and everything experiencing the same thing the best ❤️
I feel like everyone I love, is going to move forward from me one day and all I would do in that moment is to watch them leave. Its that fear of abandonment that creeps up on me everynight and some nights I feel like its better if I run away before they do but I could never, I could never leave. This song still comforted that part of me so thankyou I guess :)
In the last two months I started feeling a little bit happier, I got rid of some of my anger and started liking myself more but now I feel like I'm falling into the same hole of frustration, isolation, sadness, regret and low self esteem. I feel tired all the time even though I don't do anything and I feel like the worst human because I don't study enough and I have some really important examens in just a few months. I'm just so tired. I want a break from everything and everyone. I want the time to stop for 1 minute and just be able to breath.
When youve been in love with someone for a year but youre still to scared to do shit, id rather be alone than heartbroken
I miss her. I miss her so much it hurts. I hope that someday this universe that made things so difficult for us shows mercy and leads me back to my soulmate again. let me once again run back into the arms of the only person I can ever love.
:(
I remember when this channel didn’t have many viewers, now the videos have +200,000 views in a few days. Something very sad about losing something special like this, once the world finds it.
I wish no more people would discover these songs. I know they deserve recognition, but I wanna keep it to my self.. my own favorite secret songs. I don't need people with no depth to sing to these.
I feel as though for most of my life I have been crying for a comfort that doesn't exist. And I'm beginning to make peace with it.
Great song, nothing wrong with finding beauty in pain and sadness 2/19/21
Lobo 🐺🌙
*Being sad is not that bad thanks to this channel. Love the emotions the music brings out of me* ❤️😌
This feeling that you want to be alone after listening to this song.
This song has its own consciousness
id rather just burden my self with my own thoughts then have to share them with someone
This song came out Feb 19.
I comment this on March 10.
RUclips Recommend this to me🔥
This song helped me let some tears out. Beautiful.
That pictures makes me cry and idk why, but imagine you have someone in life to talk about life while 3:00 am in beach w/ medication song, watching the beach and stargazing. I badly wanna experience those things before i die.
I hope you're doing good, the person behind this channel, thanks for it all!
I missed you
perfect timing. life is a storm for me and this song landed. now I am at peace.
So simple yet so complex
This song just makes me contemplate the nothingness my life has become i feel so disconnected and lonely i don't want to be here anymore but I can't leave. So I'm just suffering.
Nothing compares to sad music...
aahhhh you got me man,
when we feel alone thats the time we discover our own heart's behaviour. We come to know how sensetive we are or can be. Our memories are all so lonely at the end where they left us uncared. But the reality gives us the strength somehow to understand these norms of life. So have faith in you coz you are the only one to make shine your life ahead.
My heart can’t take this anymore
You feel lonely only when you think about it. In every other moment loneliness doesn't exist.
I wish that was true
starting now im done talking 2 ppl about what im experiencing. theres no point. nobody truly cares/understands but I still try and tell them what it’s like. my life is insignificant, i have no actual accomplishments, horrible grades, no motivation, im just another fish in a sea of sharks. this is the last time I plan 2 vent, ever. I just lost both of my friend groups in the same month. nobody is telling me what I did wrong. nobody is here anymore. sure maybe emotionally I felt alone, but at least I had ppl around me. now I only have family that I don’t get along with. if I don’t start swimming imma get eaten by a shark bro ong. respect 2 whoever is reading this 4 how far uve come. ily, gn, ga, gm.
you matter bro, you’re life is significant. I care about you, idc if you’re just “another stranger” on the internet. Better days will come and so will better people.
out of all the people i miss, i miss myself the most.
i'm glad i found this channel, brings me comfort. feels like what home really is :)
Me: “Alone in real life”
RUclips: Don’t worry, here’s a song for you with people’s like you in the comment section ;).
hi mate. I hope you're doing okay and have a nice day :D
Needed this , thank you🌌
this channel truly is the epitome of my life. i love the music!
Recently i got sick, it's nothing too serious but I've just been at home, too tired to do any work, feeling tired and teary-eyed all the time. My throat hurts and this music almost soothes it all. Thank you
I hope you get well soon love. Remember to take care of yourself,and remember that your mental health should always come first. I'm so proud of you. Keep going!❤️
@@mariannapasari3867 bro thank you :,) ive been feeling a WHOLE lot better. Hope you're taking care as well
No sé, pero me tranquiliza y me da nostalgia escuchar esto
I’ll rather be alone then be with the wrong friends. ✨
Just found this recommended video and never thought that this is so soothing. your video background makes my dream of the sea so beautiful.
this is a rest point, sit & vibe before your next adventure for beautiful music 🙏🏽🖤
As beautiful as this song is, loneliness only brings destruction
Seriously this is the most destructive thing you can do to yourself if you're feeling down in the dumps. Stay far away.
this song just uploaded 4min ago 💀
Being alone when it's necessary. But humans need other humans. 🖤
@@yeenosaur2620 when you got someone who cares about you don't be too distant, it may be the last person who will care
Guess I bring destruction then.. :/
damn this hits hard asf
Exactly :(
Everyday i can't wait for you to post again, this channel brings much joy and a melancholic side to everyone❤❤
this song is how i feel
"He asked me what infatuation means...
And I instantly knew the hurtful thing he meant
With disbelief, I watched his sad joy as he unbuttoned my jeans
I let it slip because I was limp, I felt used and bent"
I found this song and it made me instantly think abt my future and what should i do so i can make it better; it moved me so much that what I'm about to say probably will sound stupid or funny but for me a big step that i did today, i deleted Instagram from my phone ! something that I've been wanting to do for a long time and I'm so proud of myself that I'm taking a good care of myself and doing my best in school.
noice !
i’m glad you took the initiative and followed through with yourself. doing something that isn’t what you’re use to can be scary, so i am proud of you too. keep up the good work :)
@@yeseniahernandez1068 omg thank you so much it means a lot to meeee🥺 it wasn’t easy and i felt like i was doing something new I was scared but the excitement was bigger. Thank you for your encouragement, bless you 🤍
No one cares if you deleted Instagram its not an accomplishment
@@coffintears5821 well all the ppl I know asked about the reason I did deleted it, so it prouves you wrong 😉 and it is a big accomplishment for me, i didn’t ask for your opinion soo... keep it for yourself ☺️
the music on your channel makes me very comfortable, as if I could see the world in other ways (more calmly), it is as if I could survive without too many worries. thank you so much for this. you are very necessary 🇧🇷
it feels really nice to explore this channel at night when everyone’s asleep except you💕
hey, just wanna say i really appreciate the person behind this channel for giving us good music and also helping the artists to gain audience. i love everyone who loves this channel :)
I left everything behind, and then I find you, him. A beautiful human being that made me the happiest. I love him. I loved him. We're currently dating but I find no joy when im with him. I can never be myself. I baked a huge cake for your birthday, never took one bite. Hung out with my sister more than you did with me, so tell me why I love you still. You hurt me alot so why. I can't forgive what you have done, but I'll hold onto this last hope, for someone you made yourself out to be. I'm sorry if we end up parting, because you were my happiness, now im falling apart once again, and this is why its better to be alone sometimes. I love you and I wish it was truly mutual
I cant tell anyone how I feel, so I'll just casual tell anyone, whomever reads this
I'm sorry, I hope it gets better, remember that you're worth a lot,and if nobody told you today, I'm so proud of you,thanks for staying:) give yourself some time to think about what's right for you and remember that you should always put you and your mental health first. Much love,take care!❤️
@@mariannapasari3867 thank you very much honestly, you're so lovely ❤
I'm truly, deeply sorry. You're an amazing writer btw
every time this channel posts i feel like a warm hug was just given to me. thank you so much for this channel.
Gave me goosebumps, what a powerful song
I just want to be alone the rest of my life.
🥰
....
Did you believe yourself when you said that?
To be honest, I'm scared of being alone...
Hey, whenever you’re free, let’s go to the park or anywhere you want. I’ll bring my paintbrushes and some chicken nuggets, you just have to show up. Maybe we can be alone together :)
Cried so hard
this makes me put both headphones in :)
Best music I've listened these last few days
Que vibe dessa música... ❤️
this song is summer nights drunk in a driveway
Houses like these, small towns in the middle of nowhere long walks in the middle of the night with a girl you'll never forget , those lonely birthdays where it's just you and a parent that loves you, if you're lucky. Most people will never really understand the dreamlike emptiness and sadness, yet sweet quiet and calmness, a life like this brings.
I haven't been to this side of RUclips in a while. But unlike other times, I'm in a happy loving relationship. This time here to just put everything introspect.
i love it
I feel I’m way better when being single but find myself crying of loneliness sometimes. It hurts to be alive you know
Wow, such a lovely song ~
Relief is what literally on my mind. Loved it
🖤
you win
!!
I just realised we're not alone, after reading comments
We’re not alone Jabir , We are not alone
yo these were the mort beautiful 2:24 mins ive spent the last year thank you
This type of music is the reason I still exist.