No joke I definitely feel like I've met a lot of my past life enemies this lifetime. I do feel like I need guidance omg, I feel stuck now at an older age because I need someone to tell me what to do and where to go. So true about the isolation, ive spent so much time alone for most of my life. And the delays are so real! Im turning 26 in two months and im low-key ready for my Saturn return, I hope its good to me because life so far hasn't been that monumental. Whew when you said we hate the earth plane! yes ma'am! LOL I know this comment was messy but it resonated so well thank you!
Your descriptions are very accurate, this placement is absolutely the "hardest" life mode:👍 - Hidden enemies everywhere, and I did nothing wrong to them....😅 - My father disappeared in my whole childhood....😅 - Too much blockages, things (not my fault) always turn into what I haven't expected and need my fixes......😅 - I really hate this realm and selfish people around me. I enjoy silent and isolation. I hope not to return to this sick realm again.....😬
Very true for me! My dad passed away when I was 6, I had sooo much responsibility as the oldest child. I feel my adulthood has been more of a childhood, than my childhood was! From 27-29 I went through a divorce, then had an abusive relationship afterwards. To this day, I still have not entered another relationship. I’ve spend a lot of time healing and learning about my karmic lessons. I am studying psychiatry in school now too, because I do feel like a talented healer naturally.
Oh you’re good. 40 is when the cloud lifted for me. I think when u look at this placement you can tell a lot about their upbringing. Maybe the black sheep of the family (karma). some sort of trauma in early childhood, thus it makes a person go into escapism. But if healed, can be a great placement for discipline of the mind.
I'm pushing 40 and the saturn delays are never ending. Saturn matures older though so 44-45 is when things start getting better and staying better for saturn doms and bc this is a saturn joy placement, it'll make whoever has it a saturn dom.
Why have I been looking at Saturn in the 12th house videos all day and finally you read me from beginning to present time. It looked like you were channeling it was so unscripted. Excellent content ❤️🔥
I used to be the same way. I loved going out with friends all the time. But I never really shared parts of myself with them. Now I love my quiet time. It seems like the older I get the more I love it.
I have Aqua Saturn conjunct Lilith in the 12th🥲- My father is a 12th house Pisces moon..and rising. (I’m also Pisces asc.) So yeah the escapism part rly hit spot on lol. He was in the coastguard and always gone on a boat and then “the punisher” when he was home. Now that I’m 30, and we’ve both been through so much karmic learning/events, he is lowkey my rock. Which is pretty profound to me considering how he/our relationship used to be before. We both did our silent karmic dues apart and I can’t be more thankful or in awe of the father I have now and that I was lucky enough to see HIS transformation. I’ve never been impressed by “perfect” people but I’m impressed by people like my dad who can become their own near perfect through true self sacrifice/discipline. ❤
Wow you got hit this one, Saturn is my chart ruler. I’m the oldest, a lot of self parenting. My dad overdosed when i was 11 and my first husband during my Saturn return. Now I’m getting my masters to be a therapist. As a Libra I do feel like I’m back in forth between alone and socializing.
Saturn in Taurus, along with Mercury (Chart ruler) in the 12th. Oh home is so comfy but one needs to venture out of the comfort zone.....Saturn squares both Nodes and MC/IC. Aquarian Node in 10th.
I have 12th house Saturn Gemini and I lovee love singing and writing also but I have a fear of actually trying to start or I don’t know where to 😅 I also have mercury here not sure if that could be tied into it . But I’ve been spending my life so far worried more about my family and others opinions or well being than myself
Wow!You summed up my entire existence on this very difficult planet…which I love because of my cluster of moon ,mars snd mercury in earthy Capricorn ♑️ but hate this miserable existence at the same time because of my Saturn retrograde in 12 th house,Venus in Pisces (more escapism) and Sun in Aquarius ♒️
My son has Saturn in Scorpio in 12h, he’s a Sagittarius rising. His dad passed away in 2021 in a violently mysterious way. He has a stepfather at the moment I just hope they get along when he gets older.
I have really been going through it but I’m hoping it’s coming to an end but I just learned I have this 0.30 degrees and I want to know what that means? Does it stay there all your life or does it get better? I’m trying to learn this.
I have a south node in saggitarius 6th house. And i have 5 gemini placements(mercury, mars, venus, saturn, north node) in 12th house. Can you tell me what my present life karma is? It's kinda contradicting. Thanks for this ❤
Yes, this resonates. I definitely feel like I'm clearing up a lot in this lifetime. Dysfunctional family relationships, patterns, dysfunctionel loverelashionships and so on. Have been putting up a lot of boundaries which got me even more lonely but it feels nescessary. One theme for this reincarnation is definitely beeing seperated. I feel like this is an important reincarnation, ending dysfunctions once and for all. I've decided that the next life time experience will be the opposite of this! Hoping not to engage with the same souls again. Cleaning up a lot of garbage for a shining better healthier happier new next experience! 🙏
I am going through the same thing. My sign that it is in is Leo. I am going to be 47 in a week from Sunday. My dad abandoned me emotionally due to my mom. She is a narcissist and it caused a dysfunctional family relationships. I left my family at the age of 26 and my mom was mad that I left. I have learned a lot from my Saturn return journey with this. Good luck on your journey.
I have Saturn 12th House and Neptune 1st house. My dad went abroad when i was 6 and only returned for 2 months every 2-3 years and later divorced my mom. But i felt i never got affected by this, I just studying, dating, working, getting married. I thought my life was great, until saturn return. my then 17yo brother started showing symptoms of mental (health) problems and caused chaos in my mom's house. His condition isnt schizo and mental hospitals wont accept him as he appears healthy and normal, but he doesnt understand society and cant work. My mom doesnt accept this fact and bugs me to "help" him. I guess this is karma for life, i'll have to support him financially . I dont feel much emotional connection to dad, mom, bro, though im still tryin to fulfil my obligation. my escapism was work (My chiron in 6th house as well), 10 yrs have passed, i've been more resigned. But I really just wanna be on my own, especially after any family holiday. Im so drained after work, kids, brother, and mom. I wonder if there's any purpose in life other than clearing karma?
I’m 23 but I realize these things I am a nurse ( the feeling of wanting to serve and nurture in a lucrative way) so I’m in the career I want but when it comes to all the business ideas I have I definitely feel the cloudiness and can’t get started energy & im ALWAYS in my head . I write music to channel my “romantic feelings” and I definitely spend so much time in my thoughts I always assumed it was just underlying air sign placements in my chart but damn girl you’re amazing at this
Sun, Saturn, and Pluto in the 12th house. …I’m an actor and singer-songwriter 😢❤ I didn’t know that I was one until I felt forced to finally admit to myself when I was a teenager that I was an artist at heart. It scared the hell out of me, but it was God calling me toward it. It was such a strange feeling. And now I’m in my late 20s, and have made some progress, but I greatly struggle to make progress because I’m constantly in my spiritual cycle of knowledge and seeking something …I’ve never heard it explained like this: you are distracted by all of the energy that you feel, it distracts you from yourself. WOW. That’s exactly what it is. I’m constantly engrossed with spirituality, feeling the burden of my families generational trauma. I don’t know anything about past lives, but I’m assuming it might have something to do with that? I am definitely bearing the cross of my family, my father and his families deep-rooted history of emotional trauma. From their dad, from his dad, etc. I’m always the one trying to bring these topics to light for them, educate them. It’s very heavy and lonely. It frustrates me that nobody else seems to care or want to change. Or want to talk about it. My mind is constantly swirling with all of these thoughts and energies that it distracts me from actually putting myself out there to move forward in my mission and purpose in my life here. All of these topics and issues, all of the things I want to educate myself on, it’s all a distraction. But it’s a necessary distraction. I can’t wait to be able to show myself fully and be confident and everything I have to say and everything I have learned. My Saturn return is happening now I believe. I have never been this awake to my own purpose and personality and personal issues. I’ve always always felt like I was so behind, everyone else had goals that they were actively able to work on and accomplish, but my goals and dreams for myself and what I know to be true for my future is so lofty and, deep and large that it feels unattainable at times because I’m constantly going through the cycle of wanting more and more knowledge, more and more guidance before I actually take action. I’m so glad to realize this now, but I know it’s going to be really tough for me to, get myself organized enough to the point where I feel ready. I feel like I always have so many things going on, tons of jobs different work related things to make money that it takes me away from my ultimate vision. I know that things will move forward whether I’m ready or not so I’m ready for the next chapter to begin.❤ I needed this video. THANK YOU this was definitely validation for me, that guidance I constantly seek, this filled that part of me. I know that my purpose is an action. I just have to take action.
oh myyy I am resonating with this so much. Idk how many videos I have watched about saturn in the 12th house, looking for someone to guide me, and probably seeking somebody who can help me towards clearing all this mental karma XD lol. I did not enjoi this video, but I did watch it two times bc I found it very helpful and guiding. Thank you Barbara ^-^
Yup this is bang on. I was born with muscular dystrophy, to a mum with BPD, and born into a very toxic divorce. I haven’t been able to leave my room In years, everyone basically abandoned me, but I’m vibing. I have my connection to god, and I spend my days escaping on my phone, but also I help people in need. This year I saved a family of 5 in the Philippines. I also become best friends with a person who also has muscular dystrophy and lost his entire family. I don’t say this to show off, it’s just 12th house energy
My S.R. was rough af. For younger folks who are more aware, it may be less painful. Learn how to be independent. Emotionally. Intellectually. Spirituality. And in all ways.
So when you mention the karma...is this karma because we were maybe oppressive to others in a previous life? I feel like when u hear the 12th house saturn videos they talk about "burning off karma" but it doesn't cover the entirety of why? I hope I'm making sense. Because how can we have so many talents and yet feel so stunted?? It's a trip
100/100. Saturn in 12th, in Aquarius-Pisces asc. Lot of Karmic cleanings, now Saturn again 12th. More cleaning being done...not sure how the next round will be.
Try having it in the 1st house. Atleast you can hide your pain (12th house is hidden), 1st house is your physical body and how others see you. Saturn in the 1st is there for everybody to see.
No joke I definitely feel like I've met a lot of my past life enemies this lifetime. I do feel like I need guidance omg, I feel stuck now at an older age because I need someone to tell me what to do and where to go. So true about the isolation, ive spent so much time alone for most of my life. And the delays are so real! Im turning 26 in two months and im low-key ready for my Saturn return, I hope its good to me because life so far hasn't been that monumental. Whew when you said we hate the earth plane! yes ma'am! LOL I know this comment was messy but it resonated so well thank you!
Good luck, mine was difficult but on the other side of it, I’m in a much better place I never would have imagined for myself.
My Saturn return is in 2 years time, I'm not sure what to expect from it..
Me too! Especially lover's oan my mom and step-dad as well 😢
To a saturn 12th this comment is NOT messy it is NECESSARY and real!♡ you're not crazy! We all FELT crazy! ♡♡
My eyes got so big at the first sentence.
Your descriptions are very accurate, this placement is absolutely the "hardest" life mode:👍
- Hidden enemies everywhere, and I did nothing wrong to them....😅
- My father disappeared in my whole childhood....😅
- Too much blockages, things (not my fault) always turn into what I haven't expected and need my fixes......😅
- I really hate this realm and selfish people around me. I enjoy silent and isolation. I hope not to return to this sick realm again.....😬
Yeah I noticed I isolate myself a lot from the world now I’m 30. I want to get out more. Focus on yourself
Very true for me! My dad passed away when I was 6, I had sooo much responsibility as the oldest child. I feel my adulthood has been more of a childhood, than my childhood was! From 27-29 I went through a divorce, then had an abusive relationship afterwards. To this day, I still have not entered another relationship. I’ve spend a lot of time healing and learning about my karmic lessons. I am studying psychiatry in school now too, because I do feel like a talented healer naturally.
Same here, mine when I was 2 yo
Oh you’re good. 40 is when the cloud lifted for me.
I think when u look at this placement you can tell a lot about their upbringing. Maybe the black sheep of the family (karma). some sort of trauma in early childhood, thus it makes a person go into escapism. But if healed, can be a great placement for discipline of the mind.
I'm pushing 40 and the saturn delays are never ending. Saturn matures older though so 44-45 is when things start getting better and staying better for saturn doms and bc this is a saturn joy placement, it'll make whoever has it a saturn dom.
Why have I been looking at Saturn in the 12th house videos all day and finally you read me from beginning to present time. It looked like you were channeling it was so unscripted. Excellent content ❤️🔥
Thank you !! Glad you enjoyed 😊♥️
I am 12th house Saturn, and I love being with people and dislike being in isolation too long.
But you will find yourself when you are alone. Have you noticed that you hide a part of yourself when you are with ppl?
Maybe you have other placements which contribute to this?@@palepinkbunni
Maybe you will be forced into some kind of isolation later... hopefully won't be too much suffering. Good luck!
I used to be the same way. I loved going out with friends all the time. But I never really shared parts of myself with them. Now I love my quiet time. It seems like the older I get the more I love it.
I have Aqua Saturn conjunct Lilith in the 12th🥲- My father is a 12th house Pisces moon..and rising. (I’m also Pisces asc.) So yeah the escapism part rly hit spot on lol. He was in the coastguard and always gone on a boat and then “the punisher” when he was home.
Now that I’m 30, and we’ve both been through so much karmic learning/events, he is lowkey my rock. Which is pretty profound to me considering how he/our relationship used to be before. We both did our silent karmic dues apart and I can’t be more thankful or in awe of the father I have now and that I was lucky enough to see HIS transformation.
I’ve never been impressed by “perfect” people but I’m impressed by people like my dad who can become their own near perfect through true self sacrifice/discipline. ❤
So far it’s best description to Saturn in the 12. I haben been practicing astrology for 10 years
You did this!! One of the best Saturn 12th house analysis yet. Thank you:) ❤😊
Thank you !! ♥️🌟🌟
Wow you got hit this one, Saturn is my chart ruler. I’m the oldest, a lot of self parenting. My dad overdosed when i was 11 and my first husband during my Saturn return. Now I’m getting my masters to be a therapist. As a Libra I do feel like I’m back in forth between alone and socializing.
I really enjoy listening to you 😊
Saturn in Taurus, along with Mercury (Chart ruler) in the 12th. Oh home is so comfy but one needs to venture out of the comfort zone.....Saturn squares both Nodes and MC/IC. Aquarian Node in 10th.
Hi Barbara, I appreciate the work you are doing and I love your videos 📹. Waiting for the Saturn in ♏️ in the 11th house 🏠. 😇🙏
Thank you, Youness !! I will be posting 11H tomorrow and 8H/Scorpio on Thursday you can check that vid out too and see if it resonates 😊🌟🌟
I have 12th house Saturn Gemini and I lovee love singing and writing also but I have a fear of actually trying to start or I don’t know where to 😅 I also have mercury here not sure if that could be tied into it . But I’ve been spending my life so far worried more about my family and others opinions or well being than myself
Experienced/experiencing my first Saturn return this is HITTING.
Thank you ❤
Love the way you interpret the meaning 🪐
Wow that was spot on with me. Thank you for such an informative and good video
Hi Barbara, you are totally on point. I have Saturn retrograde in the 12th House of Capricorn ascendant .
Hello Ozair, glad it resonated !! 😊🌟🌟
Wow!You summed up my entire existence on this very difficult planet…which I love because of my cluster of moon ,mars snd mercury in earthy Capricorn ♑️ but hate this miserable existence at the same time because of my Saturn retrograde in 12 th house,Venus in Pisces (more escapism) and Sun in Aquarius ♒️
My son has Saturn in Scorpio in 12h, he’s a Sagittarius rising. His dad passed away in 2021 in a violently mysterious way. He has a stepfather at the moment I just hope they get along when he gets older.
His father might've had pluto in the 8th house in the sign of scorpio.
Scarily accurate
Thank you for this! I related a lot to the things you were mentioning😁
Excellent interpretation!❤❤❤
Thank you !!
Wonderful video!!!
Saturn and Uranus in Sagittarius 12th House with a 7th House Cancer Sun and 8th House Virgo Moon and Neptune in Capricorn 12th House as well woah 😮 😳
Saturn blocks your thinking in 12th house and you will become clueless
My brother has this in Libra in the 12th house.... went to jail yesterday.... smh
Off topic but can you do an eyeliner tutorial? 😭💕
Omg YES!!! I practiced so hard 😭 tyy for noticing ♥️
Thank you dear for your excellent analysis!!❤😊from Sri Lanka 🇱🇰
Thank you! And welcome 😊
You know a lot of astrologers can't seem to get this placement, but you got it with such ease. Do you also have saturn in the 12th?
i relate so much with the isolation:p i also have mars in my 12th house. I think that has to do with money or not?
Great vid
You are amazing
Thank you !! 🥰
I have both Saturn and Jupiter in my 12th house, but the Time passage app placed them in my 1st house because of the 9° 😳 very confusing
So true for me
WOWzaaaaa Thank you
What happens if your dad was a really good guy that was rhe better parent out of the 2?
You can look at dominant masculine role in your life or any people in positions of authority like teachers, managers, etc.
I have really been going through it but I’m hoping it’s coming to an end but I just learned I have this 0.30 degrees and I want to know what that means? Does it stay there all your life or does it get better? I’m trying to learn this.
How do I get rid of the karmic energy
How to Clear Karma
ruclips.net/video/o4_W_ilkHzY/видео.html
Enjoy 😊
@@barbarajscThank You.
Yes! And it’s in Sagittarius smh
How does one clear this Karma of Saturn in the 12th? Please don't say "Serve or Suffer."
I have a video on How to Clear Karma:
ruclips.net/video/o4_W_ilkHzY/видео.html
It is a general video, details will depend from person to person. 😊
@@barbarajsc Okay thanks, will check it out.
I have a south node in saggitarius 6th house. And i have 5 gemini placements(mercury, mars, venus, saturn, north node) in 12th house. Can you tell me what my present life karma is? It's kinda contradicting.
Thanks for this ❤
What about wealth ?
Saturn in the 12th can actually do okay with wealth.
Capricorn in 12th means...
similar to this
Would that work with Capricorn 12th?
Yes !!
Yes, this resonates. I definitely feel like I'm clearing up a lot in this lifetime. Dysfunctional family relationships, patterns, dysfunctionel loverelashionships and so on. Have been putting up a lot of boundaries which got me even more lonely but it feels nescessary. One theme for this reincarnation is definitely beeing seperated.
I feel like this is an important reincarnation, ending dysfunctions once and for all. I've decided that the next life time experience will be the opposite of this! Hoping not to engage with the same souls again. Cleaning up a lot of garbage for a shining better healthier happier new next experience! 🙏
I am going through the same thing. My sign that it is in is Leo. I am going to be 47 in a week from Sunday. My dad abandoned me emotionally due to my mom. She is a narcissist and it caused a dysfunctional family relationships. I left my family at the age of 26 and my mom was mad that I left. I have learned a lot from my Saturn return journey with this. Good luck on your journey.
same feeling
I have Saturn 12th House and Neptune 1st house. My dad went abroad when i was 6 and only returned for 2 months every 2-3 years and later divorced my mom. But i felt i never got affected by this, I just studying, dating, working, getting married. I thought my life was great, until saturn return. my then 17yo brother started showing symptoms of mental (health) problems and caused chaos in my mom's house. His condition isnt schizo and mental hospitals wont accept him as he appears healthy and normal, but he doesnt understand society and cant work. My mom doesnt accept this fact and bugs me to "help" him. I guess this is karma for life, i'll have to support him financially . I dont feel much emotional connection to dad, mom, bro, though im still tryin to fulfil my obligation. my escapism was work (My chiron in 6th house as well), 10 yrs have passed, i've been more resigned. But I really just wanna be on my own, especially after any family holiday. Im so drained after work, kids, brother, and mom. I wonder if there's any purpose in life other than clearing karma?
This basically explains how I feel and sometimes life is truly confusing. Thank you for this though 🥺
I’m 23 but I realize these things I am a nurse ( the feeling of wanting to serve and nurture in a lucrative way) so I’m in the career I want but when it comes to all the business ideas I have I definitely feel the cloudiness and can’t get started energy & im ALWAYS in my head . I write music to channel my “romantic feelings” and I definitely spend so much time in my thoughts I always assumed it was just underlying air sign placements in my chart but damn girl you’re amazing at this
Sun, Saturn, and Pluto in the 12th house. …I’m an actor and singer-songwriter 😢❤ I didn’t know that I was one until I felt forced to finally admit to myself when I was a teenager that I was an artist at heart. It scared the hell out of me, but it was God calling me toward it. It was such a strange feeling. And now I’m in my late 20s, and have made some progress, but I greatly struggle to make progress because I’m constantly in my spiritual cycle of knowledge and seeking something …I’ve never heard it explained like this: you are distracted by all of the energy that you feel, it distracts you from yourself. WOW. That’s exactly what it is. I’m constantly engrossed with spirituality, feeling the burden of my families generational trauma. I don’t know anything about past lives, but I’m assuming it might have something to do with that? I am definitely bearing the cross of my family, my father and his families deep-rooted history of emotional trauma. From their dad, from his dad, etc. I’m always the one trying to bring these topics to light for them, educate them. It’s very heavy and lonely. It frustrates me that nobody else seems to care or want to change. Or want to talk about it. My mind is constantly swirling with all of these thoughts and energies that it distracts me from actually putting myself out there to move forward in my mission and purpose in my life here. All of these topics and issues, all of the things I want to educate myself on, it’s all a distraction. But it’s a necessary distraction. I can’t wait to be able to show myself fully and be confident and everything I have to say and everything I have learned. My Saturn return is happening now I believe. I have never been this awake to my own purpose and personality and personal issues. I’ve always always felt like I was so behind, everyone else had goals that they were actively able to work on and accomplish, but my goals and dreams for myself and what I know to be true for my future is so lofty and, deep and large that it feels unattainable at times because I’m constantly going through the cycle of wanting more and more knowledge, more and more guidance before I actually take action. I’m so glad to realize this now, but I know it’s going to be really tough for me to, get myself organized enough to the point where I feel ready. I feel like I always have so many things going on, tons of jobs different work related things to make money that it takes me away from my ultimate vision. I know that things will move forward whether I’m ready or not so I’m ready for the next chapter to begin.❤ I needed this video. THANK YOU this was definitely validation for me, that guidance I constantly seek, this filled that part of me. I know that my purpose is an action. I just have to take action.
oh myyy I am resonating with this so much. Idk how many videos I have watched about saturn in the 12th house, looking for someone to guide me, and probably seeking somebody who can help me towards clearing all this mental karma XD lol. I did not enjoi this video, but I did watch it two times bc I found it very helpful and guiding. Thank you Barbara ^-^
Try not to kill someone in this lifetime
- GOT IT!
I actually have a mental death note
Haha haha yeah
Yup this is bang on. I was born with muscular dystrophy, to a mum with BPD, and born into a very toxic divorce. I haven’t been able to leave my room In years, everyone basically abandoned me, but I’m vibing. I have my connection to god, and I spend my days escaping on my phone, but also I help people in need. This year I saved a family of 5 in the Philippines. I also become best friends with a person who also has muscular dystrophy and lost his entire family. I don’t say this to show off, it’s just 12th house energy
My S.R. was rough af. For younger folks who are more aware, it may be less painful. Learn how to be independent. Emotionally. Intellectually. Spirituality. And in all ways.
Thank you for this video. Wow.
So when you mention the karma...is this karma because we were maybe oppressive to others in a previous life? I feel like when u hear the 12th house saturn videos they talk about "burning off karma" but it doesn't cover the entirety of why? I hope I'm making sense.
Because how can we have so many talents and yet feel so stunted?? It's a trip
Can you please do something like this but in the 12th house but like Saturn returns and the effects during one? That would help loads!!!
Great idea! Will add to my list 😊
@@barbarajsc ps thank you for being so informative on your video :) it really helped xxx
I actually hate being in isolation. I feel stuck in it .
How can start dealing with my karmic debt? I mean, is there a starting point?
It’s always happening !! It starts from birth 😊 you can check out:
How to Clear Karma
ruclips.net/video/o4_W_ilkHzY/видео.html
100/100. Saturn in 12th, in Aquarius-Pisces asc. Lot of Karmic cleanings, now Saturn again 12th. More cleaning being done...not sure how the next round will be.
hello can u pls share u experiences for saturn in 12th(aquarius) pls? my chart also has saturn with same config
How can we get in touch with you? You could be a great coach
Thank you !! ♥️ You can find everything on my website: www.iambarbarajosic.com 😊
thank you i have this placement in my chart.
You are a great teacher, Ty! ❤
A cruel unlucky placement. I have saturn conjunct venus too. What an awful life it is
Try having it in the 1st house. Atleast you can hide your pain (12th house is hidden), 1st house is your physical body and how others see you. Saturn in the 1st is there for everybody to see.
💯💯💯
You nailed it! Brilliant!