When Your Heart is Angry at God
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- Опубликовано: 3 окт 2024
- We need to talk about shame and the way it fuels an anger towards God. Being angry at God is a subject Christians are not always comfortable talking about, but it is an issue. It is something that any overcome has to face in their journey. I want to talk about it honestly and provide some insight that can encourage you.
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I honestly feel left out by God. I get jealous when people have these strong Jesus encounters. Sometimes I wonder if I'm saved because I never heard his audible voice. But I believed the gospel when I first heard it and God has been doing a change in me but it has been a long process.
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Christian, I wonder the same. I've been praying for answers and I've been so tormented . God knows my suffering and He is silent. It's heartbreaking. I know how you feel
@@ravenraven966 Sorry to hear that u feel the same. Salvation is very simple tho if truly repent and believe in your heart that Jesus died for our sins and rose on the third day u saved. If u have that burning desire to serve him that is him calling u. I realized over time that God speaks alot through his word. That's why everything has to go through his word. It also important to get into a church where u can fellowship with other born again believers.
Those people are probably lying. There's a lot of truth that christianity is based on but it's been so distorted throughout the years. In reality God doesn't really care what we go through, they are all experiences and equally valid in his eyes. My life has been a living hell for over 4 years and there's no end in sight. I'm homeless as I write this.
@@ecwilliams777 I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope it's gotten better for you. Feel free to dm me if you want to talk about this. I'm not going to pull you out of your situation. But maybe, just maybe, I can offer a little bit of help.
I am so angry with God...Lord, please heal this and return unto me the joy of thy salvation.
Me too!!
@@Juliana65 remember Jesus and His excruciating pain and his suffering on the cross. it melts ur heart.
He loves and He already knows. Just talk to Him believe me, it will make you feel better....
How are you doing?
@@sadededier9385 , Hi Sadie. Thank you for asking...I have a lot of doubts and fears BUT GOD has been prophesying into my life through others mightily lately.
This is what I needed. I was tired of the cookie cutter answers that just didn’t resonate. I came here for understanding so that I could work through the anger.
Amen. I get so tired of the pre-programmed responses “oh, just repent and you’ll be fine.” (obviously we need to repent to God but it’s as if our legitimate emotions mean nothing and we just need to turn from feeling angry and not even look at the reason for it. “Oh, don’t say you’re mad or bitter with God, you shouldn’t say that.” Ok, but that’s how I’m feeling. I’m feeling angry and bitter with my lot in life and I don’t know why God has allowed me to come to this place. I just want to enjoy my life and his salvation again, I feel so stuck and I don’t know where to turn. Prayer feels hollow for me at this point and it scares me. Where is God?!
@@stevenl1706 I totally understand. I feel the same way lately. Praying something shifts for you soon.
@@aaronjames7266 Thank you, brother. I’ll keep you in my prayers as well. I’m doing a bit better than when I wrote my comment, but things are still tough. Don’t have a church or fellowship right now either so it gets lonely at times. But…. The Lord Jesus Christ literally dwells within his people so I can take courage with that, and I hope you can too. Even our precious Jesus cried out why God had forsaken him, and truly the Son was forsaken as he was made sin for us; but as for us, God will never forsake us.
There is no righteousness in our hands we can bring him. If while we were yet dead in sins and Christ died for us then, what does that mean for us now, beloved? Let’s remember what and WHO we are in Christ and be strong in the LORD in these last days! God bless you.
Romans 5:8 But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
Romans 5:9 Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.
Romans 5:10 For if, when we were enemies, we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, being reconciled, we shall be saved by his life.
Romans 5:11 And not only so, but we also joy in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom we have now received the atonement.
Me too 😢😢😢😢😢 , sometimes the anger so big etc and they want u to suppress it or get over it
@@stevenl1706 I am scared bro. I didn’t know I had this in me. I am so mad at him because he showed me something and didn’t do it or his doing it in his own time and I am being put to shame in front of family and friends.
I am so angry because I stood strong on his word. I HATE that I feel this way because I know too much and I can’t be angry at God. He his my make and I am just putty basically dust. Yet I am feeling this way. God please forgive me.
I hope your life is getting better bro.
I begged God over and over, to help me with my life. But he hasn’t helped. In fact, it’s getting worse😔 I worked so hard, repented, prayed, fasted, fellowshipped, begged over and over and yet, he let me down. That’s so painful 😭So painful…😔😔
But I still have Faith the LORD will see me through this🙏🏾🙌🏾
Isn't that the qualities of an abusive relationship?
@@stormchaser419 I mean at this point!
Do u read the bible?
Perhaps God is answering your prayer in that way, friend. More suffering can be an answer for your prayer. My question for you is this: does God have to answer your prayers your way or His way? He meets our daily needs but He may provide those in His own ways that we would grow in faith and not look to our own selves and go into fleshliness.
One example is that when people ask to be more patient from God, well.. guess what Bible says about patience? Hardship and tribulations grow our patience. Then those same people moan and groan how miserable their life is in tribulation when the fact is God just answered his prayer lol
@@veronicasanchez6998 yes I do
I'm mad at you God, yet I will always love you. I'm here to work on my relationship with Him. Grateful for an honest video. No fluff.
@@k.g.m.254 what do you want here
@@matthewcremers6888 did you comment to just start arguments? Argue with yourself satan.
@@weaverdreams reincarnation is a lie. Don't get sucked into the fraudulent new age movement because you're experience frustration with God. Sin is the issue, not how God set the world up. We are all guilty of sin, but you can thank the father of lies Satan for the way the world is set up, not God. That's why Jesus came, to save you from this wicked world of sin, and the consequences of your own sin.
Reincarnation is just another one of Satan's lies. If it's true, where have all these extra lives come from? It doesn't work when compared with the growing world population. You'll also need to buy into the idea of karma if you accept reincarnation. So when a little child suffers horribly, you would be forced to blame that child for something they must have done in a former life, victim blaming. Where did the first evil deed come from? Who metes out this divine karmic retribution? Why did Jesus even need to come if you can pay for your own deeds through suffering in another life? The universe isn't eternal (2nd law of thermodynamics) so this supposed reincarnation cycle cannot continue forever. What happens to all the souls at the end of all things? It's all a lie.
If you've gotten sucked into the new age, turn back before it's too late. There is no truth there, only lies. I know from making the same mistake myself once.
I'm not attacking you honey but there's no such thing reincarnation the only one who ever came back to life was Jesus himself. The Bible says that when we are dead that we are asleep in the Lord and that will be called up at the rapture. We don't come back as anything or anyone else and Jesus didn't even come back as anything or anyone else he came back as himself on the day of Pentecost because he did not have to deceive Us by being someone else he had done the work that he had to do in hell to deliver us so he came back to us for us not that so he could try at life again. You're being deceived about reincarnation dear please seek the word of God then the King James word of God get some translation help with a concordance as well as an NIV there is no such thing as reincarnation it is a Lie from the pit of Hell I'm not trying to attack you sweetheart really I'm not I just need to tell you the absolute truth as it stated in the Bible because that's what he told us to do to defend his word I love you with the love of Christ
@@weaverdreamsWhy do you hate?
I am so glad I had the courage to admit , I am angry at God. That led me here! Thank you!
Why does the Trinity not appear in the Bible?peace,,
Same!
I didn’t realize that I was angry with God until today I was feeling annoyed. Holy Spirit asked me why I was annoyed or angry with God. I said I felt like he has forgotten about me. Even though I am upset, I can still feel the presence and the love that he has for me. I know if you’re angry with someone you’re not listening to them so even when God is trying to speak, you can’t hear him because your angry with him.
I just came to this understanding of anger towards God. So glad HE directed me to this godly teaching.
Be encouraged and sincere with the emotion. Humble b4 HIM and in due time HE WILL LIFT YOU UP. (1 Pet. 5:6)
Thank you for sharing your helpful perspective!!! ❤
Thank you for this video it really helped with my anger and disappointment with God and I’m just tired of the cliches. I need honest and direct answers/help to really fix it
Me too, sis....
Right! It's to the point it's useless to talk to other believers. I'm glad someone is being real. Hope things are better for you now.
Youre right beautiful !! Direct answers rock !!
Thank you for talking about this. My dad died of cancer and I saw God as someone that takes things from me. Thank you so much
Same😭
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Lord help me through this. Lord ease the pain. Lord ease my anger and frustration. Help me to stop feeling sorry for myself. Give me strength to go through these tough times. Give me courage to face the good and the bad. Help me to come out of it a victor. Let me not forget that you are God and not man. That you created the world and everything in it. That you remain God whether good or bad happens and that you sent your son to save us that at the end of all this we find rest from all this pain and suffering. Thank you Everlasting God.
I don’t get why the bad is usually much over the good. Why doesn’t he turn down the torture by live 50% or something? I’m living in torture so much the last 10 years, it’s frustrating to be left in this state. I can’t even do anything for the church barely as a result and barely keeping my house. For now. My kids are being brainwashed by my ex and are getting annoyed by my terrible health, my son stopped talking to me at just 13/14… yep God lets the innocent children get brainwashed and won’t step in to give a revelation…
I don’t get it
I pray others around me give me the space and understanding to walk through this....it’s so so painful, thank you.
That is one of the best talk I've ever heard.
Me too
I walked out of a revival tonight because it was no realness. This is real here and touched deeply within me. It boggles my mind how you could be in the worst portion of your life and ppl just say identify with Christ, get in the Word. If your faith is shaken you need understanding. Jesus did not have one remedy for everybody. But Church tries to.
Right before I watched this video I had spent about half an hour fussing at God over why he's not leading and guiding me in the midst of a very difficult situation I'm in. I felt angry and frustrated that he wasn't speaking to me at all. Then I came back in the house and watched this video and I felt like you were talking directly to me. Thank you! I need to hear what you had to say.
This WAS.. so timely it’s frightening.. God BLESSED BE HIS NAME and Him and you ..
I need recovery from my broken mindset and shame and despair and depression and overcoming suicide-
And no counseling doesn’t do anything for me-
i hope your okay and overcome in Jesus name, hang in there Jesus loves you
Hi make sure you see your doctor about that. I have to take medication or I feel suicidal. I have bi polar. I'm believing for healing but there's no shame in taking pills truly. Any Christian nurse or doctor would say that. We're stuck in bodies that do get sick at times. Just make sure it's not a medical issue first before getting spiritual assistance. God bless.
Grace I’m so sorry things are tough right now. Talk to God about it. He can handle it. It took me several counselors before I found someone who I connected with and could learn from. Don’t give up. I’m praying for you
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@@bernicerogers2383 I myself become insecure and I feel God left me at the edge.i feel nobody loves me and felt deprived of many things.i am badly hurt and broke deep inside.yes!!I got anger to God that I don't want to church nor pray.
This is my story! I obeyed God, stepped out on faith and went through a desert experience for years, I was devastated!!!
It can be frustrating and at times the body of Christ can come across patronizing when one expresses deep pain.We all have a journey when we walk with Christ and people try to dismiss how one feels .
What he says about shame is real!!!!
@@daughterofzion8305 So true !! A lot of people dont seem to give a crap about you and your situation !!!!!
To me all of humanity is mostly narcissistic. That’s why. Unless someone is suffering tremendously, no one will truly understand.
And then people will say it’s Satan blessing them. Well God allows it and still does nothing. Is God just Satan and God all as the same narcissistic person?!
How are you today?
Did you ever get out? I am the same 39 and nothing to show for it. No friends, toxic family…I’m really trying because I know too much about him but I am at the end
This was incredibly helpful. I've had a 4 year battle with bitterness towards God. My children struggle with some kind of disfunction of the mind (possibly autism) and until recently my husband was similar to the friends of Job. Thankfully not blaming of sin but more along the lines of "lack of faith" "they don't have anything wrong with them" etc. I felt crazy and isolated and alone. Forbidden from receiving counseling, forbidden from a doctor's diagnosis, or reassurance of health. He is a pastor so looking back that may have produced a source of shame for him the thought of his wife going to seek help that my husband felt he should have been able to give. Long story short the turmoil of bitterness towards God quickly turned to bitterness towards my husband and even more quickly turned to bitterness towards my own children and others. This is a DISEASE and should be treated as such because it spreads like wildfire. I thank you for your channel.
being forbidden from going to counselling or a doc diagnosis etc fuels grounds for divorce; what does he think youre supposed to do? sit and steam with fury or despair? go get the help you need, if he wants to b mad at you then ask him if he wants to b married to you at all...good grief...uou need HELP!!
Wow, tour husband is more if a problem than a partner. That’s just wrong. And he’s a pastor? 😔🧐😘
This is the first video I’ve heard that had made me feel comfortable & hopeful about my anger with god. I’ve been struggling to with depression and deep rooted anger with god and everyone say pray more, be patient etc & I do more but my heart doesn’t change. I want to address my anger with god but honestly didn’t know how other than just telling him I feel angry at him but that didn’t change anything. No one has ever connected it to shame for me which I do feel. I look forward to your series.
I want help too. I feel like I've been on a cycle of lashing out, to the point of losing my voice at times, coming back to God, trying to stay in the place of faith, getting mad at God's silence and seeming lack of involvement, lash out again, etc. Wash, rinse, repeat.
I feel like I need deeper help with this. Doesn't help that I've been through so much truama too.
Not from God Depression
I feel absolutely crushed with life. My trials are now unbearable and I am sincerely worried about how I can go on. My life resembles Job. I have tried to wait for guidance from Jesus and I am completely alone. How can I spread the gospel when my life is a living tribulation. This week the circumstances have been the straw that broke the camel's back. I have had 4 years of hell, now my worst fear will be coming to pass.
Wow. These shame lessons are SO POWERFUL!!!! So liberating! So refreshing!!! Shame has reigned for too long in many of our lives. Time to boot it out! Thank God for this wonderful man of God for teaching this!
Anger. Lots of anger. I lost my faith in God when I lost my mother to cancer. I remember how hard I prayed every day and all i ever heard in return was silence. I remember deciding that there must not be a God, and if there was a God who would take my mother away he had no concern for me.
Hey I just want to know how are you doing today?
I care about you. Going through defamation online through the world and false accusations from my own family members. Lost my family members and friends, everyone, reputation all because of gossip. I’m extremely mad at God that He let my enemies rejoice over me while I suffer in despair and depression. That’s my story.
This guy is able to put words to how I feel to a T. I'm thankful I've found him.
Glad to know that!
I’ve never felt this way before ..I need to feel my fathers love
Wow this was so helpful. I finally feel like i can be real and not hide myself under a smile. I am mad at God. I do feel shame and i finally feel like i can feel that way.
Shame isn’t the root. When I was angry with God, it had nothing to do with shame. It had everything to do with lies and word curses that worked in my life and I tried everything possible to prevent it. There was no shame in my case. However, I was in rebellion because I didn’t care. My mindset was “God, you allowed the worse betrayal and witches to “win” in a “game” I never knew I was even playing. Anger with God steams from unanswered questions and unresolved traumas, that were brushed under the rug. And I’m my case, the very people who hurt me were protected.
I didn't make the connection with shame either. My anger comes from traumas too and the impression that God isn't supportive enough of me. How did you begin to sort through your anger/rage?
@@Godlywoman88 I’m still working through it to be honest. There are days I don’t believe God loves me because nothing has been resolved. Then, there are days that God shows me he does care.
I’m a stickler for TRUTH and the truth is, you just have to be honest with God. Tell him everything how you feel, how it wasn’t fair and why you are angry. You just have to let it out
@@DigMinistries2911 I feel you. I do tend to be very honest with God, even to the point of shouting and losing my voice and dealing with the subsequent shame when others notice I can't speak the next day, feeling foolish when God does something to show me He's listening, or feeling embarrassed at the idea my neighbors hear me yelling out to God.
Why does the Trinity not appear in the Bible?peace,,
In the business space that i am in ,there are people who got up in arms seeking to destroy my business.They did all sorts of bullying and harassment tactics, they used deceiving tounges, corruption and force,they were acting out of jealousy,being threatened and envy.
They eventually managed to take me out of business.These are people who don't serve the God that I have been serving for all these years,it's the people who're into cults and witch doctors.After they took me out of business, then more misfortunes came as my money making assets started breaking down because accidents.
As a follower of Jesus Christ, I have fervently prayed,continually fasted etc but my enemies continued to win over me and the thing is themselves they are really prospering, God didn't answer me.Right now I am angry at God, I can't even pray.I get to wonder,so darkness can win over light?why is God not answering me? In the end i experienced stress, rage and anger that i even cursed(wishing death on them) and spoke insults about my attackers ,because I was like "what's the use of "be angry but do not sin".
I am out of business right now and the having finances problems,at some point someone told be that we must consult other people who use other sources and I nearly went there
I have over the years become angry with god with not turning my circumstances around. I don’t feel so much shame in myself, just more abandoned by God. Now I have been going to counseling and praying.. I have some ways to go, but I’m trying. Thank you for actually getting real about this subject.
You say the things I really need to hear. Thank you for sharing!!!
The argument is, "You have ALL THE POWER, and I don't! You are just like the narcissist parents I had." This is so frustrating. There are several HUGE things that have not been resolved. I know he's good, but he feels like the ultimate Narc. I yell at Him and tell him that HE needs to fix the issue!!! I never believe that HE can't. Abandoning is HUGE....
I feel the same.
I know what you mean. I accused Him of being no better than the men that have mistreated me and only caring about Himself or His praise. . I have yelled too and then always repent later.
I understand your feelings. I went through something very painful last year. I had a crash with God. Actually it was the result of many years of pain, God not answering my prayers, and allowing the pain year after year. I prayed and begged God that if He still wasn’t going to change things that He should at least speak to me about what I was going through. I wanted Him to acknowledge it! Nothing but silence. I told the Lord that even my earthly father would AT LEAST speak to me when I’m hurting. It definitely has done something to my faith. I want to blame God for that but I know I shouldn’t. Only time will tell how this plays out for me..
@@db2888 I understand that but a while back I could always hear God in prayer. It may be that youre not listening or taking the time to be still and ask Him..
@@db2888 I identify with you. I've cried out to God for years about certain things, which causes me to be triggered and more angry, while it seems my prayers are to no avail and as if He's avoidant of me.
you hit the nail on the head, I thank God for leading me to this video because I have been angry, and mad at God for 2 weeks now, not prayed or sat in his presence, he allowed my husband to walk and abandon me just 4years marriage, am 32 now, I've known and served God since i was 15, yet am in pain, shame. am being mocked by some Christians. why does he allow us so much pain? i know am wrong for being mad at God, but am just so heartbroken, what's the need of serving a God like that. I also know being mad at God only affects us negatively and God is not moved, he's sitting on his throne. I just don't have the heart to speak to him now. but I love him and still want to please him, am just pained.
Wow, I watch you regularly and, this morning, I just felt compelled to get on RUclips again to watch something this morning. This video was the first one recommended for me to see, and I just knew I needed to watch this. I didn't quite understand why because I've gotten better with my anger towards God but when you started talking about shame, stepping out with your wife into something completely new, THAT IS EXACTLY WHERE I'M AT. EVERYTHING YOU SAID HIT HOME. WOW THE REVELATION THAT FLOWS OUT OF THIS TO ME. GOD IS SO GOOOD. BLESS YOU MARK.
Im angry because I felt God has left me
why
@@Lauren-vd4qe my husband has narcissistic personality disorder problem, he left I had. Tons of financial problems but I'm not mad at God now
@@msprettykawaii950 oh im glad he left then! time to go forward and live a happier life; get a divorce then ask God for a good husband; thats what i did, got a much better one 2nd time!
ASK GOD to bring u the right one, and DONT go looking in bars or nightclubs etc...go to church instead...@@ABiscuitandTea
@@ABiscuitandTea ,lol.Why does the Trinity not appear in the Bible?peace,,
As a child growing into adult hood, I was put through and exposed to many things. My unwavering faith in Jesus Christ and his character are the only reason I survived. I’ve recently gone through several trials that were outside of anyone’s control, because of that I no longer find peace in his presence. Which grew to anger then apathy. I miss him so much but life seems to have no meaning. I can’t blame the monsters from my past and I can’t blame God in his perfection. All I have is pain.
This was a profound comment. No judgement .
I’m here for the same reason. Not sure I ever had completely unwavering faith, but I did believe in some ways that God at least cared when I was a child. That changed after the abuse I was subjected to. It’s hard to understand how God sits back and watches that happen. Or how some children are abused and others aren’t. My life from that point on has been one difficult thing after another. I have no family, financially I struggle. It’s lonely. And I wish God would offer me the slightest comfort.
Thank You! I’ve had the toughest year and everything you said in here was so true ! Thank You!
This video taught me that it’s ok to be angry at God. He can handle it. I need to trust instead of try to figure things out. Thank you for this insightful content.
After 25 years of ongoing disappointments and temporary reliefs I am not sure how to ‘trust’ god anymore. It takes all of my being to just think straight about religion. Although there is probably some major ‘reason’ behind it, it just doesn’t seem right.
I feel supported to read that I am not alone. I hope whoever is going through the same will really find their salvation, because this just sucks.
Jesus helps us
God be like you will be saved I need to torture you first😱
I am so mad at God. I have healed so many things.. i am so self-aware .. i am always trying to be better for myself and for others.. i have walked away from others when i feel called and still I feel like i am on an uphill battle with finding love.
where are u looking? at the bar?
I needed this !! I been so angry 😡 with God I need help and this video express how I feel I’m tired of people who Always know what to say sometimes I just need people to listen 👂 not give me advice etc
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God help
THIS IS SO GOOD!!! I came into this angry and wanting to be angry with you but wow your compassion for this subject is unmatched and God is so dang patient. I love this so much thank you
Why does the Trinity not appear in the Bible?peace,,
I was mad at God but after reading some of these comments I feel bad for being angry at God. Forgive me God for not being thankful for the good things in my life. Yes I have had some negative things happen in my life back to back even though I try to be good and pay my tithes. Still you are good all the time! I respect you God and I’m sorry I was angry. ❤️
Most of my life, I have blamed myself for everything that has gone wrong. Believing it was truly my fault
The root of anger at God is shame. I heard that & said "Nah..." Then I looked up the definition of shame & I said "Yep..." 🤣 Thank u. There should be way more vids/sermons on this. 🙌🏾
Absolutely. I feel God has put me to shame…made me stand on a promise then disappeared…. I’m also scared of being anger and I HATE this but this feelings are there
Am angry at God over and over again for all the answered prayers am really mad I need help to free my anger my madness am tired of all this
All 3 books are what I need on this journey.
I am angry at God for letting my neighbour continue to harrass me for more than a year. I am fighting to not react and keep my peace (which is definitely the work of the Holy Spirit).
However, I know God still loves me. No human being would do that. I know He is testing me. It's just painful and frustrating.
Had my first experience with inconsiderate neighbors! I feel for you.!!❤
We recently lost our family cat Peko to cruel actions of humans. I would be lying if I wasnt hurt, angry, frustrated trying to understand..why? Prayers seemily went unanswered, unnoticed.
I avoided God for a couple days while I was wallowing in pain of loss for myself and my family.
I remember begging God for just one more day, one more hour with our beloved compainion.
But it dawned on me I was asking the wrong questions.... If I was crying out to God for a single day with Peko how blessed we were for having him in our life for years! How we were blessed with a lifetime of happy memories I will never forget! So I stopped demanding answers.
I said to Him, "God, I dont always understand your ways, but thank you for blessing us with so much joy, please help provide comfort from the pain." And almost immediately the vail of despair lifted.
Im still sad at times, but that sadness almost always turns into joy as our family talk about and share memories of Peko.
I have asked God to bless us with another amazing compainion as He sees fit. It hasnt happened yet but I believe He will provide when the time is right.
Sorry for the loss of your cat...
Thank you for being REAL! Only experience gave you the wisdom to share. God Bless!
I googled “how to handle being angry with God” and this is the first video that came up. This helped me tremendously.
Mark, in searching for real answers on how to see myself as God sees me and to understand His love for me so that I can love myself, I came across your videos. I am a super analytical person and I research everything! Your straightforward content is helping me deal with some real issues thereby bringing me closer to an honest relationship with our Heavenly Father. Thank you.
Thank you Mark for this video this helped me look at the root of where my shame came from. I know now I can give it over to God so HE can set me free.
Thanks OMG. Feel better already. I'm going straight to psalm 51 for forgiveness
This was so helpful. I recently became aware of some anger at Father God. I’m working through a very painful time right now with work and finances and a divorce and a difficult 11 year old son and my own father wound . So thank you for your work.
I now know about my shame so right on the money thank you sir look forward to hearing more God bless
Shame? I dont think its shame
I justt love listening to mark! He is SO real, raw and relatable. FULL of widsom! I only wish more Christians were like this.
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Awesome teaching. May the Lord continue to use you to bring balance in the Body of Christ, as it is needed when dealing with tough topics.
15:00 you hit nail.. the prophecies that I never asked for was the turning point or feeling lead to do something right and getting persecuted for it
I can totally relate!
This is sooo helpful to me right now.
I got mad at GOD tonight and yelled at Him, asking Him where are you? I'm hurting, and I'm tired of this. Can't you see how it hurts. I don't like getting mad at GOD. The church tells you not to get mad at GOD. I always thought that GOD would get mad at me if I was mad at him. I was scared to get mad at Him.
Seriously I feel like God doesn’t want me to have anything but a sign that says the end is near and be without my kids family brothers mother father everything cause its all gone. I was an orphan he took my foster family too!
Everything i touch he takes. Everything i build he breaks.
Everything!
Just take me already.
Thank you really going through a hard time right now. I'm part of a church and a weekly Bible study and for the most part surround myself with loving supportive Christians but l just couldn't anymore l got so tired of the scriptures given to me Ephesians 3:20, James 4:2, Matthew 17:20 and the list goes on and on. Man has free will and God could not change my husband's heart 16 years of praying and even now in the last 3 years as the world outside falls apart and my world inside falls apart still God is silent. I told my pastors wife what happens when those verses do not sustain you. What happens when you see those verses and other people's prayers get answered but not yours. What happens now when your praying for God's strength to get you through but he didn't answer the other prayers so you pretty much feel alone and on you own navigating it yourself. Stop telling me he is there and he cares because it doesn't feel that way. I told her those scriptures people gave me for the last yers to lift me.... All the time l spent in my Bible praying daily and seeking God's guidance when it doesn't go the way you prayed with your more than mustard seed of hope those very scriptures can cause you to want to walk away.
I feel you..I am in the same place, but have no advice..I pray for my marriage for years but nothing happens, it is still the same, feel so stuck like wanting me to bang my head against the wall..cried out to God thousands times, so many tears, anger venting, deep sadness, tries to fix him, fix it, talk, discuss, no progress at all..it shakens my faith..why why why is it like that? What am I doing wrong? I see no progress in me, in him, in both, nothing, no advice what am I doing wrong, no healing..if I could at least feel numb, feel nothing and do not care, but it still beats me down heavily..so stuck..i want to surrender but do not know how at all..
I'm in the same place but reverse cant even have a decent relationship much less marriage...been about 16yrs of praying only gotten heartache....scripture not helping me...God isnt a person to eat dinner with neither....i can imagine waiting for a spouse to change would be hard....I'm not married but I saw a video with good advice instead of praying for the other to change...what do we need to change. Again I'm not married but I thought that aspect of taking a step back and looking at self was good too....but reading your comment my heart sunk for you 🙏🏽
Yes, I know what you mean.
@@zavinovacka get a separation and live apart for a while; that usually seems to shake things into place; either he wants to b married or he doesnt. iffy ground does not make a marriage.
@@Lauren-vd4qe stop giving people your wicked advice. I don’t like your energy at all. God can fix ANYTHING in a persons life. No one should take your advice. I seen you on the other comment now here you are again spewing your nonsense.
Ya I have plenty of shame and I blame myself for all of it… but I’ve realized that my life will always be this way, the men in my family are strong Christians and all lived extremely unfortunate, unsuccessful, broken hearted lives… it’s just the way it will be for me too and trying to change that narrative myself just makes God laugh and he puts me back in my place… if I do it his way nothing good ever happens and I spend years going no where… I just have to accept a miserable life 👍🏽
I felt like this recently- as if there is no use in praying anymore b/c God does what He wants when He wants...IF He wants.
This video is just what I needed. It helped change my perspective. Now I can focus on healing.
Yes so true Mark, the reason why we are angry towards God is because we want the REAL no BS relationship with Him, instead of “shovel everything under the rug never discussing the elephant in the room” type of relationship. I truly wanted to know whether He can be trusted with my life. Thank you for validating my feeling through what you said in the beginning.
Thanks for your honesty
Omgoodness you are describing me.Only thing I do believe in him.But I am so hurt and angry I don't know how to deal with it.I need a breather. I hope God listens.I hope he cares enough to help me
This really has blessed me, thank you and God bless you. So thankful that you didn’t give up when you hit wilderness. Healing is obviously a part of your journey and gift!
I’m impressed. This is the best video on anger at God I have seen on RUclips
Me too....its practical...
Lord, please help me and other to process all anger, be it towards you or others, in a healthy way. Forgive us for our sins Lord and heal oyr land, because you are a good God, while I bind to hell every desire to be angry at God while desiring to heal from all pain and shame in my life, the lives of my family, friends, colleagues, neighbours, acquitances, opponents, the children I teach and the body of Christ, binding to hell every unequal yoke and common share with anyone lacking desire to heal from all pain and shame while desiring to be angry at God, in accordance with this word and james 1:20, 2 corinthians 6:14-18 in the name and blood of Jesus Christ, amen and hallelujah, glory to God ❤!
Your insight about shame is very helpful, a revelation for me. Thank you Pastor
Thank you for keeping it real. You didn’t sprinkle flowers and rainbow about this topic.
I 100% got mad at God today. No doubt about it. I find myself wanting to know the “why” to having to struggle. It’s tough for me because I (myself) and willing to be homeless, or to struggle to financially for the rest of my days for the kingdom of God… but my kids don’t deserve it. My kids don’t deserve to guess if we will have power next month. That’s where I struggle
Just let go your anxiety. Be free. Its none of your bussiness to take care things you are not able to handle. It is Gods.
Dont ask how , when, where.
Like i said its none of your bussuness.
God will make away. Accept it and just be free.
We are mad bcoz God dont work according to what we want the way we want and when.
Let go tottaly and tell God :
God, its not my bussiness, it Yours! Thank you Father.
This is the most relateable, fruitful and idk just great video on this topic. I had an awful day yesterday, i lost my temper due to a stressful job i was doing, started cussing then i felt such shame about it and then about me as a person coz I've done this before (not for a while tho) but when i did this type of work i would do it regularly (maybe once a month), then i had shame about me as a person in relation to working (im weak, a coward how will i ever be strong or committed to a job when God sees that this is how i get often in workplaces after a while) then it was I'm never going to amount to nothing, anything worthwhile will be challenging and here i am buckling under the smallest bit of pressure.. then i felt like i just couldn't come to God, i had all these thoughts about leaving God coz im useless and i said no I'm not going down tbat thought process (as i used to often early in my journey then I'd repent and feel so guilty), so that went away quickly and it wasnt as bad as old times, but in old times i used to get super angry at God. Then again feel terrible.
So i said Lord i dont think im angry at you but i think deep down i was, coz the shame like u said.. and all these thoughts of being hopeful and having fairh angered me more.. coz i felt like God knows how i am and how i struggle with these deep emotions of uselessness, sadness, unworthyness and its his fault I've been designed like this, and i used to pray early days for this to go away and to be healed etc. I even thought it was just a physiological issue and i needed medication, so i did 6 weeks of anti depressants.. that was great for a break from my emotions, but it took my happy ones away. I was fine watching t.v all the time nd had peace about just living for myself constantly. Didn't feel i needed to read the bible etc so one day i realised, i could either let God heal me or i could try n heal me with the world once again like meds (ive had them a few times but never been onnthem long) and yeah i felt i got better. But dayum yesterday happened, my circumstances look uselsss for a 25yr old stil not knowing where i fit in (especially with how i feel about myself). I'd love to receive some counselling from you, coz I feel you're speaking my language.. im in australia though and i am broke, but i could save to afford it once a month or every 2wks maybe..
Thank you, God bless you!
@F.B.I..135 😂😂 nah, I realised there was enough free content out there on RUclips etc also I have like a few different versions of the bible and Jesus is called WONDERFUL COUNSELLOR. Your pic is literally a troll.
So trollollololol on mate 🤟
I’m struggling being angry with God. A loved one is going through such a struggle with cancer, rapidly declining. This person has been so good to everyone, has been faithful to the Lord and believes in him strongly to this day. But I find myself asking God “why are you allowing this to happen?” “Why aren’t you helping your faithful believer?” “Is this a test, and if so, who are you testing? Them? Me? Both?” “What do I do? What can I do? What should I do?” “Why won’t you answer me?” I feel like he’s abandoned us. I try to tell myself that isn’t the case. That I just simply don’t understand and may never understand. But that hurts too. I’ve pleaded for his help, I’ve asked him to take my health instead and restore theirs. But I feel like I’m alone. It hurts so much. I’ve always been told and thought that God will always be there for us, that he has a plan and that we will be taken care of. It’s just so hard to keep telling myself that when we’re going through this incredibly difficult time. I wish, so desperately, that he would speak to me. Comfort me. Let me know that things will be okay and that he hears me. Sometimes I fear that this is leading me down a path where I lose my faith. I don’t want that! But I would like comfort and answers. I just don’t want my loved one, and myself to be in pain anymore. I hope he answers our prayers.
@Allucar…. It’s so great that you offered to take his suffering on you. Job experienced the same thing. Me too. I probably brought this suffering on myself so I an angry at myself but anger at myself, disguises anger at God for how he made us. It’s just that we wish we had been dealt a better hand sometimes. I am trying to look at things more longterm like how God sees life as fleeting and the long term goal is that by perseverance we achieve heaven. That’s still hard for me to accept who I am and what I am enduring. But I am trying. I don’t want to lose my Faith either so let’s keep fighting
i got so many prophesies for over 20 years and now im depressed because i dedicated my life to wat god called me to do and ive watched people, even unsaved people start on their journey and it happen over night for them while im still in the wilderness. i nvr thought my life would be like this and im so broken rn
I know that feeling....I could have written this same comment at certain stages in my journey.
I’m at your spot sh.
I've been waiting for years too amd rage at God often b/c I feel let down and disappointed to His responses, or seeming lack thereof, in my life. I've questioned God and walking with Him alot, though I know deep down I won't walk away.
@shoo
ITS a mystery isn’t it. I can’t understand either.
This truly is one of the best talks I’ve heard regarding this subject in such a long time. I have searched and searched trying to find the root of my anger and this definitely is where it’s coming from. Shame is so hard to detect as the cause because it never feels powerful enough to cause such a disheartening experience in life. You always feel like everything is because of outer circumstance but it’s really because of how you view yourself deeply within you without even realizing. I can tell this will be a tough area to deal with and find all the root issues of but I know God will bring me restoration and healing. God bless and thank you so much for this talk.
Thank you for this video, right now i feel angry at myself but This blessed me.
I'm watching this in 2024. I'm feeling angry at God. You mentioned shame. I think for me, I lost my job because I ran out of time during my foot surgery. I guess I feel like I shouldn't have waited so long. Maybe I could have done something better, but I really didn't think I was ready. I'd had three surgeries on the same foot at this point and I'd been facing a hard time at work on my own, but now, I'm lost because that job was my life, as low as it was. I was a janitor at a gas station, so it wasn't worth much, but I was starting to grow and learn until I was asked to expand my horizon without efficient training and later, I had that third surgery. Because of my father's screw-ups, we also don't have a safe home and it's hard not to get upset at God for seemingly not giving us a home and job full of safety and security.
So well put! I appreciate the loving grace that comes forth! ❤
Why does the Trinity not appear in the Bible?peace,,
You are very very right, I NEED deeper. I need all the promises of God to come to pass. I NEED it all, Im so tired of suffering...yes Im angry at God because He is God..He can takeethis away
I am not be ashamed. I AM MADDDDDDDDD AT GOD bc he doesnt see me and He doesnt love me.
I pray, praise, read His Word, and Give. He still ignores me. Ive begged Him to let me see what i did that so incredibly bad that he doesn't even acknowledge me and he won't look at me and no matter how much I pray and beg he just won't help me. That's why I'm mad at God. He does not love me
Update: God showed himself to me it was not hallucination I was not taking anything I don't do drugs LOL but I heard from him he came to me! He told me that he knew I was angry with him and he wanted to hear about it. Why I was angry with him. So I detailed everything that I can remember from the time I was 2 years old. I cursed him out I told him he was a liar I was not polite at all the things I said I would have never even said to my own mother. The next morning I woke up I was so light I was so free I did not feel the heaviness and anger I have felt just hours before. I repented before God and told him I was sorry for her I spoke to him and that he is wholly and there is none other than him and he's not a liar I shouldn't have spoken to him that way. I did that out of fear because I did not want him to be angry with me and leave me behind at the rapture. And I heard him say to me: " I understand that's what babies do when they're angry and they don't understand that their parents really loves them" . I cannot leave this comment up here without telling the truth God to deliver me God isn't ever present help in a time of need he loves me and I found that out I discovered how much he loves me. I will praise him all the days of my life it doesn't matter what happens to me I'm praising him simply because he's good for who he is not because of what he does. I hope everybody here finds out how good he is for themselves because I know what it's like to be where you are feeling alone and unloved. But that is just not true he does love you you're not alone he's with you. The little memories that you're getting in the back of your head when you felt special or loved by your natural parent that's him reminding you how much he loves you
I feel the same way
So that’s easy for you since you saw God. And right away too.
I’m struggling with defamation and false accusations my own family members and friends who decided to gossip to the whole world. Now everyone hates me for stupid false reasons and Gpd is silent more than ever.
I have dealing with this for 3 months and still no answer no vindication. I can’t find the posts either! What is God doing? I can’t even defend or prove myself. Where is God? I’m so mad at him. It’s easy when you physically see him. But how about the people who don’t get visions of him and just left for dead? That’s discouraging!
God Loves you,,, immensely so... God is His Word,,!! If you have a bible, and read it... That's God talking to you, it would seem like you want to "Feel" God created you and has given you dominion, God doesn't see you as a loser, or the way you see yourself,,, He sees you exactly how he created you, the language of begging is not for you... God will never let you get used to something that's not biblical, in His eyes you're not a beggar but a son/daughter... He honours, He loves you and he wants you to learn to confidently talk to him.
Yes if only I could see God beginning to work out these things He said He would
I relate to feeling embarrassed. I moved to a new city, thinking I was about to be blessed and it was total opposite. God wouldn't let me get a job for a season and he made me survive as a rideshare driver. I would go to all these interviews and get rejected after experiencing so much already. I felt so ashamed. It didn't help that the Lord told me many people were watching. I resented God alot for this and I felt (sometimes still feel) like the Lord likes to make a fool of me.
I am honest about this with Him and sometimes I withdraw due to my perception that He could care less about my life anyway.
I have lashed out, wanting to trash my Bible, but found that I wasn't upset anymore awhile after.
Edit: I did trash my bible- both of them. God still doesn't have a presence in my life, and I've stopped calling myself Christian a long time ago.
Thank you 🙏🏾 brother I really needed to watch this right now I pray God helps EVERYONE endure whatever they are needing to endure in Jesus precious and mighty name I pray His Blood 🩸 saves and forgives and cleanses
I’m gonna be honest, I see a few comments comparing each other’s struggles, who has it worse, who has it better. Stop. We each have struggles that are difficult for each of us. You don’t need to invalidate the pain you feel or invalidate the pain someone else feels. Pain isn’t a scoreboard, it is different for each person
My boyfriend broke up with me, I don’t have a job right now, and I am frustrated and heartbroken. No I am not homeless or starving, which I am thankful for, but that doesn’t make my heart hurt less. It still hurts
Thank you for not spouting out the Christian cliches and actually giving some genuine advice for feelings of anger and frustration.
Well said!
I feel so much shame and anger I don’t want to even speak. I want to give up. I don’t even want to eat I just want to sleep. Lord help me get pass this point in my life.?Lord help me I feel like I’m the only one suffering
Everyone suffers
Reading through the comments made me realize that I am not justified to be mad at God. Others are going through worse than me. If only I can learn to surrender completely to him whether good or bad happens. I guess this is not heaven but a painful life courtesy of Adam and Eve's sin. It will hurt. I ask only that God allow me to feel his presence through it all. Thanks for the message. God sent you to speak to me. I really appreciate it.
Yes so true as well about the wildnerness. I now realize because of what you said, that I was and maybe am still angry at God because I stepped into the wilderness by faith and according to His instruction but it seems He left me alone to die in the desert.
All of Job's friends are in my head 😄
Thankyou for this wonderful message. What hit home was i don't need to figure it out! Also that you can't hear someone you're angry with so i need to calm down first.
@malab😁 Yes you’re right. And a few in real life as well. They are rotating roles it seems and we sometimes play Job’s friends too.
I pray that God blesses you for this. I have been looking for honesty like this. Thank you!
No, its a sense of injustice.
Ive never been mad at God all the years in my life, but yesterday I started to feel angry because of a thought process as you mention in your video, just came to a conclusion in my thought process that i will never truly measure up, like there will always be something at the end of the day when all has passed to where i dont measure up or will miss it or missed it, so no matter how much I try, Ive missed it. I kind of wish I knew less.
I will admit to myself and most of all to God that i am angry and bitter towards him. I dont want to be like this. I am tired and wore out!
I will do the best I can and leave everything else to God. He will deal with the consequences. I choose to keep my faith in Him come good or bad.
This helped me so much!! Thank you brother!! God bless you.
People that know me, see me smile & probably think I've got it all together. I am a freaking disaster internally & honestly despair of ever getting to the other side of this.
Reading the comments. I see I'm not alone. Sad, but true! God has let down many. Many prayers still no answers. 😒 I'm going through some things as well. I just stopped praying. It hasn't changed anything. 😔
On the money once again, Mark🎯Thank you😇
So glad Joi. Keep it up!
@@marktdejesus for sure!
Great video. There are multiple root causes of why someone may be experiencing anger with God. Shame is not always the root. It may be injustice. Live and experience more.
I’m angry because God has taken so many loved ones from my life or allowed them to be taken OR (if it’s not on him) than He hasn’t been there for me like He promises. I have gotten no peace from Him, no joy, no contentment... just being entirely alone. Everything the bible says and other christians say, it isn’t true for everyone. I’ve never felt God near, even as a child. I didn’t ask to be born, if He keeps letting all this happen and not bring with me to face these trials together... what’s the point...
I don’t get what shame has to do with anything? Is it my fault all these ppl died? My dog died? Next one had cancer?? God isn’t there for me period. If He didn’t cause these things to happen- fine. But no one can tell me he’s always there for me, or God will help carry the burden. No He doesn’t!!! It’s just me, I’m doing it all by myself. I get no relief. I pray, ask for guidance and nothing. I don’t even feel Him near.
If it helps someone once said to me, just ask God what he wants you to learn through this process. Read Mathew 8:26-27; Mathew 14: 22-27.
Sometimes, God sends us ahead in the storm but he's keeping watch over us. He is the God who controls all things, so we trust in him and his strength and his might. We lean not to our own understanding but trust and understand bad things will happen. God does not reject us he may not always feel close but the question is are we actually letting him in? He stands and the door knocking and whomsoever let's him in, he will sup with. GOD will not abandon you nor turn you away. Just pray and ask for understanding 🙏
@@memes.1114 I just hope he answers me one day....got lots of problems
I understand how you feel. You're not alone. I hope that you and I can find peace, healing, and freedom in our pain, anger, and despair.
@@feliciamariemueller Thanx Felicia !!
Excellent teaching. Thank you.