You missed the critical lyric on the first letter to God. "Please God, I wanna be sick". She actually asks God to be sick because she saw a kid with leukemia get showered with love and attention by his parents when he recovered. In the second letter, she talks about how she wouldn't have prayed to get sick if she knew it would come later in life. "Because I never would have said it if I knew I'd have to wait". The third letter, she questions whether or not there is a God and how unfair it is that she is sick when she finally has someone to truly love (her son).
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You missed the critical lyric on the first letter to God. "Please God, I wanna be sick". She actually asks God to be sick because she saw a kid with leukemia get showered with love and attention by his parents when he recovered. In the second letter, she talks about how she wouldn't have prayed to get sick if she knew it would come later in life. "Because I never would have said it if I knew I'd have to wait". The third letter, she questions whether or not there is a God and how unfair it is that she is sick when she finally has someone to truly love (her son).
rip my heart open why don't you