Became apparent that life was set to be a traumatic experience, Haunted by the echoes of a child marred by incoherence- Delirious illusions carved paths for invaders, Obliterating my fortress of solitude, my only haven. Deserted, alone-diverted at home, Inverted and prone-I may never be grown. Give me a prayer-I’m up in the air, This prayer is worded all wrong, To my dismay, this may be all that I share. Why must I feud with the demons That occupy my cranium? I’m afraid of them, yet somehow they’ve persuaded me- Their whispers become ink, And I write to fight temptations That seeped into the cracks of my shattered essence. Let it be a lesson- God was never meant to be my best friend. All that I am is sin; all that I touch crumbles. I’m sick of playing his games, Of broken promises and empty claims. My prayers hang unanswered, My cries dissolve into silence. Dark, miserable memories bombard my conscience- A cacophony of unsustainable pain. Each note plays the song of failure, Each echo reverberates regret. Deserted, alone-I’m warring with myself. Diverted from peace, my soul dwells in hell. Inverted in shame, I choke on the blame, Each thought a dagger, each breath the same. Give me a prayer-I’m up in the air, But this prayer is a joke; the words lead nowhere. To my dismay, this despair is all that I’ll share. The invaders laid siege to my sanity. Why couldn’t I defend the last shards of clarity? Now their presence lingers like ghosts, Reminding me of everything I’ve lost. I’m full of sin, and no light shines within- Only shadows that claw and dig into my skin. This war with myself has no victor, Just endless battles fought in whispers. Deserted, alone-I’m losing control, Diverted at home, where the walls swallow me whole. Inverted, prone-this war takes its toll. The echoes of chaos drown my soul. A cacophony of unsustainable pain, And I know-I’ll never be the same.
Running circles in these streets Got me dizzy catchin cases Putting verbals on these beats Tween melodies and bass hits Fussing circles w my peeps Gettin no where, goin crazy Inserted herbals in these sweets Inhale it when the flame hit You can change your playlist But ya can't escape the pain Love life, or Thug Life The song remains the same Keep it real w the real Staying loyal to the game Watch out what ya play with Thangs aint always what they sayin Same lames that claim they shooters same ines that can't aim. No clue who's truly guilty But in a haste they place the blame Eyes on bigger prizes Getting deeper in the Game Lil bigger breaks in the heart Deeper cuts the Pain...
Running from the Demons that be creeping in my dreams at night Still can't flee these demons even if I don't sleep at night.... Always the wrong direction Either way I choose to go Always the wrong direction and they quic to let you know Run from em w my pistol Like from tiggers runs an addict No safety on the pistol Squeeze the trigger at my habits Tragically attracted A magnet for the sadness An agent trained in chaos And I'ma thrive after the madness 0:24
War With myself " tell the next months went by had to 🤔 pen all most outta ink Thaught it twice line up the next yes impress a lot Freek still here telling u this"
It’s me vs me daily come and save me left alone blown don’t faze me isn’t that crazy? It’s an everyday commitment to fight these demons inside if I don’t talk just know it’s not you it’s me in my mind dude. 24/7 on a ledge not sure where I’m headed take a step back but then I’m on the ledge again and I have no control over my actions. Going with the flow story untold turn the pages full of dust first edition fight that’s my only mission
Wenn Bettler zu bettler Bettler sagen und dann Trotzdem noch Respekt Erwarten dann sind sie es wohl nicht gewohnt in dreck zu Baden dein größter Fehler war es dich an craiik zu waagen und mich endlich mal Ernst nehmen waren deine beste taten
Banger after banger the days. Man is on a mission 😤 and his winning
Haha thanks Jaden. Certainly on a mission 🙏🏼
Nice beat brother 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Are you kidding me?? Love this
If I wasn’t broke I would use this beat
😂
Same
Just Use It Anyways Who Cares Because You Can Just Remove All The Tags Yourself!
@ buy it stop stealing his work
if you arent making money off of your music.. you dont owe em a cut
Like my ancestors
lifes brutal
trying to escape
my inner pain
My pillow soaked
from my tears
Can you hear me
Calling your name
perfection Freek
🙏🏼🙏🏼 thanks Polo
Yes!!!
Became apparent that life was set to be a traumatic experience,
Haunted by the echoes of a child marred by incoherence-
Delirious illusions carved paths for invaders,
Obliterating my fortress of solitude, my only haven.
Deserted, alone-diverted at home,
Inverted and prone-I may never be grown.
Give me a prayer-I’m up in the air,
This prayer is worded all wrong,
To my dismay, this may be all that I share.
Why must I feud with the demons
That occupy my cranium?
I’m afraid of them, yet somehow they’ve persuaded me-
Their whispers become ink,
And I write to fight temptations
That seeped into the cracks of my shattered essence.
Let it be a lesson-
God was never meant to be my best friend.
All that I am is sin; all that I touch crumbles.
I’m sick of playing his games,
Of broken promises and empty claims.
My prayers hang unanswered,
My cries dissolve into silence.
Dark, miserable memories bombard my conscience-
A cacophony of unsustainable pain.
Each note plays the song of failure,
Each echo reverberates regret.
Deserted, alone-I’m warring with myself.
Diverted from peace, my soul dwells in hell.
Inverted in shame, I choke on the blame,
Each thought a dagger, each breath the same.
Give me a prayer-I’m up in the air,
But this prayer is a joke; the words lead nowhere.
To my dismay, this despair is all that I’ll share.
The invaders laid siege to my sanity.
Why couldn’t I defend the last shards of clarity?
Now their presence lingers like ghosts,
Reminding me of everything I’ve lost.
I’m full of sin, and no light shines within-
Only shadows that claw and dig into my skin.
This war with myself has no victor,
Just endless battles fought in whispers.
Deserted, alone-I’m losing control,
Diverted at home, where the walls swallow me whole.
Inverted, prone-this war takes its toll.
The echoes of chaos drown my soul.
A cacophony of unsustainable pain,
And I know-I’ll never be the same.
man, fuck...
Sorry I was in the shower and I was going to get a hold for a little while but it will probably take longer than expected ❤
Running circles in these streets
Got me dizzy catchin cases
Putting verbals on these beats
Tween melodies and bass hits
Fussing circles w my peeps
Gettin no where, goin crazy
Inserted herbals in these sweets
Inhale it when the flame hit
You can change your playlist
But ya can't escape the pain
Love life, or Thug Life
The song remains the same
Keep it real w the real
Staying loyal to the game
Watch out what ya play with
Thangs aint always what they sayin
Same lames that claim they shooters
same ines that can't aim.
No clue who's truly guilty
But in a haste they place the blame
Eyes on bigger prizes
Getting deeper in the Game
Lil bigger breaks in the heart
Deeper cuts the Pain...
💣🔥
🙏🏼🙏🏼
0:10
💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
Im burning 🔥 up
Then im cold 🥶
Feeling like im coverd in flames 🔥
Cant disregard
What ive been through
Help me live
With the shame
Im at war with myself
Battleing my inner demons
Scared to look into the mirror
I also see them when im dreaming
Running from the Demons that be creeping in my dreams at night
Still can't flee these demons even if
I don't sleep at night....
Always the wrong direction
Either way I choose to go
Always the wrong direction
and they quic to let you know
Run from em w my pistol
Like from tiggers runs an addict
No safety on the pistol
Squeeze the trigger at my habits
Tragically attracted
A magnet for the sadness
An agent trained in chaos
And I'ma thrive after the madness 0:24
Post up in the clouds all day and let it fly by like yesterday's
don't know whys
#Look 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
🔥
🙏🏼
Yes Sir ...
Ryder!
Dude soon as I heard this shit I grabbed the mic and started spitting
Love to hear it, thank you!
My chest hurts
my body heated
Feels like i got a fever
Got me out once before
Do it again
Make em all a real believer
War With myself " tell the next months went by had to 🤔 pen all most outta ink Thaught it twice line up the next yes impress a lot Freek still here telling u this"
It’s me vs me daily come and save me left alone blown don’t faze me isn’t that crazy? It’s an everyday commitment to fight these demons inside if I don’t talk just know it’s not you it’s me in my mind dude. 24/7 on a ledge not sure where I’m headed take a step back but then I’m on the ledge again and I have no control over my actions. Going with the flow story untold turn the pages full of dust first edition fight that’s my only mission
Wenn Bettler zu bettler Bettler sagen und dann Trotzdem noch Respekt Erwarten dann sind sie es wohl nicht gewohnt in dreck zu Baden dein größter Fehler war es dich an craiik zu waagen und mich endlich mal Ernst nehmen waren deine beste taten
Wow stole my words thief
Lmbo