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  • Опубликовано: 6 сен 2024

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  • @fallenangelcrimson
    @fallenangelcrimson  Месяц назад +3

    ambient, an lonely girl-
    do you think there’s existence only to the people you know…? while all the other people you haven’t met don’t exist…?
    noise computer-
    are we all to die when our over-dependence on technology turns its back on us…? or are the lives we live slowly killing our sense of independence…?
    rainfalls / colorless days-
    are raindrops the tears of the clouds in the sky? what if the clouds didn’t want to rain? what if they just wanted to be colorless?
    black static-
    is our whole existence not as we see it or is the entire idea and fate of our being send us happen by a computer like system…?
    eyes disconnect-
    is one’s know ability to comprehend the being of existence enough to smother them into an endless spiral into self-destruction or does it push you into an state of alienation…?
    wired roots-
    is the air all the trees give us give us life or is it slowly killing us all…?
    analog swallowed-
    is there a machine that controls when we die from sickness or are we always dying from sickness but our bodies kill it…?
    in sound-
    are our names just the sound that we desire to have get our attention or is it the sound of one’s name just a collection of white noise we can use to dub things…?
    cold shower-
    is it that we are slowly losing ourselves within the everlastingness of existence or are we becoming one with it and being living zombies…?
    rainy sadness-
    are the tears of the fallen the falling droplets from above which turn to snow when cold or does existence itself cry because of it having to existence endlessly forever and never being able to escape its own existence…?
    computer screen-
    are those little moments where reality just doesn’t seem right and gives a hint about the digital existence or is it something you aren’t supposed to see…?
    outside world-
    is there anyone else suffering in this existence of ours or are we really all alone out here…?
    nighttime videotape-
    are the little moments within the night the closest to us being able to revisit moments of baby-minded like pureness or are they the cracks in the walls of reality that bleed the true hidden machined existence…?
    the connection-
    is everything in all of existence all connected in a transmission of wires or does everything just disconnect from itself and reality…?
    transmission control-
    do we truly have a freewill and control of ourselves or are we slaves to our minds who use us as puppets…?
    machines exist / lost child-
    do babies cry when given life because they know the true agony and pain of existence and they’re going to have to be put within such or is gaining an physical form too much for them…?
    everything is connected-
    every notice how sometimes events just happen to happen and give a slight moment of seeing everything connect as one, is this an calamity like effect or is it the very idea of existence that listens and desires order by any means necessary using the wires to pull it as one…?
    shut down-
    is our existence actually important in the everlastingness of the universe, the heart, the idea of being… do we truly matter within this world…? is it up to us to continue what we’ve done…? where do we go…? e v e r y t h i n g i s c o n n e c t e d are we really in control of ourselves…? is there a chance to escape this hell on earth and t h e r e i s n o e s c a p e can we save ourselves from this fate of endless pain / slavery to society…? the machines that uses us all for their pleasure… w e a r e s l a v e s do you know if we are truly lost / won’t be saved on judgment day…? t h e w i r e s a r e h o l d i n g e v e r y t h i n g i n t o p l a c e please… please… pleaSE!’01010101010101 slow down slow down… (help) t h e y d o n ‘ t w a n t y o u t o s e e t h i s t h e y d o n ‘ t w a n t y o u t o s e e t h i s t h e y d o n ‘ t w a n t y o u t o s e e t h i s t h e y d o n ‘ t w a n t y o u t o s e e t h i s …………………………………………..
    who am i…?
    who’s the real me…?
    throughout life we play as different characters…?
    which one is the real me…?
    am i real…?
    am i alive…?
    am i dead…?
    why am i here…?
    please… get me out of here…
    hey, don’t leave…
    don’t leave me here…
    all alone…
    in the…
    ambient, an lonely girl

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  Месяц назад

      lyricsheet:
      h e a l t h i e r b e t t e r
      healthier better
      with the dream life
      only drinking 1 soda every few days
      takes afternoon walks everyday for 20 minutes
      drives a nicer safer car with good seatbelts
      once in a while will go to the atm to deposit cash
      wakes up on time for work
      never misses a day
      no more paranoia
      no more overthinking
      not always letting people get to me
      works a 9 to 5 job 5 days a week
      is a friendlier more productive person
      votes each election
      never leaves any waste behind
      there is no escape
      questioning yet won’t ever be answered
      scared but powerless
      an upper class member of society
      it’ll never be idealism
      yet told there’s optimism
      within something of nihilistic agony
      takes the kids on a road trip every summer break
      goes to the doctor once every month to get the subscriptions
      crying but says the tears are from laughing hard
      just keep quiet and wear your smile
      like a mouse
      stuck in a mousetrap
      that was molested in a pool of its piss
      come
      healthier sadder
      with the dream life
      a rat
      in a box
      overdosing
      on bipolar medication

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  Месяц назад

      a g a i n
      i am in the new age to save you
      in from a toyota solar crash
      i’ve been reborn again
      in the thickening closed doors
      it’s crashing at the speed of sound
      i’ve been reborn again
      in a technological blast-off!
      i am back again to save the whole world
      i am under bleeding daydreams
      interstate overdriving
      i’ve been reborn again
      in from the burst of an airbag
      i somehow got out alive!?
      it was an seatbelt that saved my life
      in a technological blast-off!
      i am back again to save the whole world
      in a technological blast-off!
      i am back again to save the whole world

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  Месяц назад

      a m b i e n t , a n l o n e l y g i r l
      she waits to understand your fall
      over the seas of all the towns
      philosophy of the godless martyrs
      what if the sun didn’t rise?
      what if the moon never bloomed?
      what if we all disintegrated?
      lonely, lonely girl
      what are you going to do?
      within a computer of enlightenment
      in her room, sleeps never
      in the darkness of her room
      she waits to believe again
      when there won’t be blue alarms
      philosophy of the godless martyrs
      what if the sun didn’t rise?
      what if the moon never bloomed?
      what if we all disintegrated?
      what if the stars didn’t shine?
      what if we’re all on our deathbeds?
      lonely, lonely girl
      what are you going to do?
      within a computer of enlightenment
      lonely, lonely girl
      what are you going to do?
      within a computer of enlightenment
      in a black shirt, in bed she lays alone
      cold porcelain lifeless face of hers
      she becomes one with ambients
      of the early, early morning
      around 5 it’s lonely
      before the world wakes up
      and she sees her television static
      is it too late for her and us all?
      and she walks around the city
      walking into the ambient, an lonely girl

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  Месяц назад

      l o w
      and you don’t need to fall so low
      and as you adrift into blue snow
      and you don’t even seem to know
      and do you know how to let go?
      you know that i wouldn’t hurt you
      but you always descend so far
      and as you fall with the birds
      i’ve been hurting
      i’ve been downhearted
      i’ve bled out wires
      and disconnection
      i’ve been drifting
      i’ve been longing
      i’ve bled out wires
      hold me please…
      and you don’t seem to even try to rise
      and endlessly fall beyond below
      and you could see why it hurts you
      and you walk alone in the neighborhoods
      you know that what they’re doing hurts me
      you know i that to adore you always
      and as you fall with the birds
      i’ve been hurting
      i’ve been downhearted
      i’ve bled out wires
      and disconnection
      i’ve been drifting
      i’ve been longing
      i’ve bled out wires
      hold me please…
      i’ve been hurting
      i’ve been downhearted
      i’ve bled out wires
      and disconnection
      i’ve been drifting
      i’ve been longing
      i’ve bled out wires
      hold me please…
      i’ve been hurting
      i’ve been downhearted
      i’ve bled out wires
      and disconnection
      i’ve been drifting
      i’ve been longing
      i’ve bled out wires
      hold me please…

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  Месяц назад

      subliminal overdrive transmission
      (you didn’t make it but at least you tried)
      a adoring transcending descend
      saying something that was never meant
      watching all your time be misspent
      swallowing that saddening rem
      why must it have a quiet end
      she’s always sentimental
      while he’s listening to black metal
      and descending to a lower level
      you need to know when its time to let go…
      a melancholic eye in the sky
      wondering when the wires will die
      does these digitalized lives make you cry?
      is their touch as real as mine?
      can money even buy the time that has died?
      she’s always sentimental
      while he’s listening to black metal
      and descending to a lower level
      you need to know when its time to let go…
      she’s always sentimental
      while he’s listening to black metal
      and descending to a lower level
      you need to know when its time to let go…
      (you didn’t make it but at least you tried)

  • @pinkfridge6111
    @pinkfridge6111 2 месяца назад +2

    This gives me the same feeling as watching Serial Experiments: Lain,
    a mix of enlightenment and deafening.
    You made something absolutely amazing.

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  2 месяца назад

      t h a n k y o u < 3

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  2 месяца назад

      what tracks do you like?

    • @pinkfridge6111
      @pinkfridge6111 2 месяца назад +1

      @@fallenangelcrimsonAll of them, but my favourite has to be subliminal overdrive transmission

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  2 месяца назад

      @@pinkfridge6111
      she’s always sentimental
      while he’s listening to black metal
      and descending to a lower level
      you need to know when its time to let go…

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  Месяц назад

      (you didn’t make it but at least you tried)

  • @wheelandaxle
    @wheelandaxle 2 месяца назад +1

    Man, I am infactuated with this album. From the eerie music all around. To the dark and demonic voice, to the end. I have not many words to describe this masterpiece, I love it.

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  2 месяца назад

      t h a n k y o u < 3

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  2 месяца назад

      what each one’s did you like the most?

    • @wheelandaxle
      @wheelandaxle 2 месяца назад +1

      ​@@fallenangelcrimson Tbh, I didn't get track of which song was which. I watched all of it as a continueous song, and I don't really have a favorite, but if I had to say. I'll probably say the first three since I find it like a very good start, and the last three because the tension inside of the mysterious songs was so good. Again I don't have a favorite, I like all of them for their uniqueness and all. Anyways, good job

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  2 месяца назад

      @@wheelandaxle
      (^ω^)

    • @fallenangelcrimson
      @fallenangelcrimson  Месяц назад

      : 3

  • @pinkfridge6111
    @pinkfridge6111 2 месяца назад +1

    Does the title "the modren life" represent how this album is rooted in the absurdity of modern life, while changing "modern" to "modren" to show how "modernity" has started shifting and distorting ?
    Edit: Nvm, modren is just another way of saying "post-modern"