I also struggle with a severe eating disorder. I was admitted to a mental hospital for around a week. I can’t tell you how disappointed and angry my parents were. I felt like I was crazy and going through this all alone. thank you for making this video. (:
This is amazing!! I've personally been struggling with a calorie deficit eating disorder since age 12-13, and channels like this have fully replaced all of the toxic "1200 calories what I eat in a day" and "TW: ed restriction what I eat in a week". I'm praying that I get better and my weight restores. its been physically tolling, and yes I agree its painful and can even make me feel sick at times, but its so worth it. My happiness is worth it!!
ive followed you since i started ‘recovery’ in january, and ive recently relapsed and had my first appointment since today and got given a massive ultimatum and i’m going to try so so hard to commit to recovery this time and trusting my family and myself and not my ed, this made me so emotional, thank you so much im so proud of you
I know you’re thanking us but thank YOU for being such an inspiring and brave person and putting your beautiful soul out on social media so you can help others - you make recovery feel possible and exciting! Stay proud of what you have achieved and all you continue to achieve. I hope one day that you (and me, lol) can look back at our eating disorder experiences and feel glad that they happened because they made us the happy people we are meant to be ❤️
So glad you chose recovery and all in...... Such a change in mindset. Making the decision to do it for yourself is so important and as you say, learning to really love yourself and find your true values. I know you can do this, such a beautiful soul and such a compassionate person..... Thank you so much for sharing your recovery and trying to also help others. Hope you are getting over your trauma and learning to process your emotions instead of using the Ed as a distraction or a way to supresses them. Self acceptance is key and you are so brave to realise and talk about this on social media..... Nothing that happened to you was your fault so stop punishing yourself for someone else's mistakes /behaviour..... You are AMAZING 💕
Thank you, just thank you. Im in tears and you have no idea how much everything you said touched me, it was exactly what I needed right now. I am so proud of you and you've made me so excited for what is to come if I keep on going all in. Lots and lots of love
I'm still not diagnosed yet however I'm hoping to get diagnosed soon and start to recover even though it seems impossible. thank you for the video, such an inspiration and I love your vibes
I have my last chance to recover on my own otherwise i am going to hospital but i am so scared and i feel so guilty after eating and i have no friends and just feel so overwhelmed with all of this and just do not know what to do 🥺🥺 i am so happy for you and your recovery ❤❤ it makes me feel kinda better when i see that its possible love you girl ❤
@@veronika519 You can do it love! I recovered from an ED about a year and a half ago and trust me it gets easier. You deserve to live and be happy. Food helps you to live out all the moments and treasure all of the good memories. I believe in you!
This is a beautiful video and really meant a lot to me (especially the part about accepting yourself as you are). I'm so proud of you for how much you've grown from what you've been through.
I really appreciate your videos and your honesty. I think its so nice that so many people turn away from diet culture.. Gosh these videos help me so much. I am not fully recovered from my ed, but i think i am on a really good way. Your Videos give me so much power, thank you so much!❤️
Just discovered your channel. You've got another subscriber! Thank you so much for uploading these videos. I feel like they're giving me strength to recover. :)
Ao one reading this imagine how much happier your life would be if u didn’t care what you looked like. Imagine being 80 and regretting wasting your life worrying about food or your body
I definitely agree with other people/places trying to weight restore you but it's you/us that truly have to get better and not just physically both mentally and emotionally as well. I understand. I'm sry it has been a struggle in the past and with covid/lockdown occuring but I think either way you would have struggled hard. I'm proud of you though for opening up to your Mum and pushing through, you are still doing it, your doing Incredible, it's inspiring, it's moving...no matter the length/period /how much you struggled, it's still terrible to go through. And yes, I definitely agree that most times it's painful to weight restore. I have done this many many freaking times...oh gosh...but very happy to see where you are now. 🥊🕊️🖤🤸 Thank you for this, so helpful. Your sooo Beautiful and Wonderful.
You’re beautiful person outside and in and I really like your nose piercing. I really want my septum done, I think that I’ll use it as an anorexia recovery motivation because piercings can’t heal without fuel!
you are the person I’m really trying to be right now if that’s makes sense lol. I think you’re so amazing. I’m also 15 and recovering and I nevertheless write cringe shiz like this but u really help me. 💛💛
you’re so strong! i’m entering a php program for anorexia to weight restore next month and i am terrified but i do want to get better. your videos are so inspiring! do you have any weight restoration or php tips?💗💗
I also struggle with a severe eating disorder.
I was admitted to a mental hospital for around a week. I can’t tell you how disappointed and angry my parents were. I felt like I was crazy and going through this all alone.
thank you for making this video. (:
I hope you’re doing better now! I’m really proud of you for having the strength to get through this, you deserve a healthy and happy life!
This is amazing!! I've personally been struggling with a calorie deficit eating disorder since age 12-13, and channels like this have fully replaced all of the toxic "1200 calories what I eat in a day" and "TW: ed restriction what I eat in a week". I'm praying that I get better and my weight restores. its been physically tolling, and yes I agree its painful and can even make me feel sick at times, but its so worth it. My happiness is worth it!!
ive followed you since i started ‘recovery’ in january, and ive recently relapsed and had my first appointment since today and got given a massive ultimatum and i’m going to try so so hard to commit to recovery this time and trusting my family and myself and not my ed, this made me so emotional, thank you so much im so proud of you
I know you’re thanking us but thank YOU for being such an inspiring and brave person and putting your beautiful soul out on social media so you can help others - you make recovery feel possible and exciting! Stay proud of what you have achieved and all you continue to achieve. I hope one day that you (and me, lol) can look back at our eating disorder experiences and feel glad that they happened because they made us the happy people we are meant to be ❤️
aww thankyou so so much for this!xx
So glad you chose recovery and all in...... Such a change in mindset. Making the decision to do it for yourself is so important and as you say, learning to really love yourself and find your true values. I know you can do this, such a beautiful soul and such a compassionate person..... Thank you so much for sharing your recovery and trying to also help others. Hope you are getting over your trauma and learning to process your emotions instead of using the Ed as a distraction or a way to supresses them. Self acceptance is key and you are so brave to realise and talk about this on social media..... Nothing that happened to you was your fault so stop punishing yourself for someone else's mistakes /behaviour..... You are AMAZING 💕
you inspired me i had 3 slices of pizza tonight!!!
You go girl!
cheers m8. I hope you enjoyed the 3 slices guilt free :D. you are worthy of delicious foods
Fair play. Soon you’ll be having 3 whole pizzas a night;)😂
I'm so proud of you for opening up and for how far you've come
thankyou so much xxx
This is fucking beautiful and I'm so proud of you
I really wish we were friends
I'm smiling for you
lets be friends then!! thankyou so much, youre so sweet xxx
Thank you, just thank you. Im in tears and you have no idea how much everything you said touched me, it was exactly what I needed right now. I am so proud of you and you've made me so excited for what is to come if I keep on going all in. Lots and lots of love
I'm still not diagnosed yet however I'm hoping to get diagnosed soon and start to recover even though it seems impossible. thank you for the video, such an inspiration and I love your vibes
you dont need a diagnosis to begin recovery, your ed is already valid, and you already deserve to get better. sending lots of love xxxx
I have my last chance to recover on my own otherwise i am going to hospital but i am so scared and i feel so guilty after eating and i have no friends and just feel so overwhelmed with all of this and just do not know what to do 🥺🥺 i am so happy for you and your recovery ❤❤ it makes me feel kinda better when i see that its possible love you girl ❤
I love you too. I hope you can chose recovery. I am your friend, and if there is anything I can do to support you, please just say
I’m in the same situation;-; let’s support each other? I want to recover too:,)
@@applebeezez5142 omg yees pls!!
@@veronika519 You can do it love! I recovered from an ED about a year and a half ago and trust me it gets easier. You deserve to live and be happy. Food helps you to live out all the moments and treasure all of the good memories. I believe in you!
@@sabrinabaker5339 omg girl thank you for that support i rly appreciate it love uu ❤❤❤
I'm so happy for you! I hope you can keep going, you have such great strength
thankyou so much xx
This is a beautiful video and really meant a lot to me (especially the part about accepting yourself as you are). I'm so proud of you for how much you've grown from what you've been through.
thankyou so much, this means a lot xxx
I feel so ready to go all in, and people like you inspire me to keep going
so proud of you girlie!!!
thankyou!!
I really appreciate your videos and your honesty.
I think its so nice that so many people turn away from diet culture..
Gosh these videos help me so much.
I am not fully recovered from my ed, but i think i am on a really good way.
Your Videos give me so much power, thank you so much!❤️
Also i think short hair would look soo nice on you! But i also love your long hair, so pretty!
So happy you decided recovery, all the support xx
thankyou so much xxx
happy to follow you since the beggining of your journey! You're inspiring me to go on this journey too thanks :)
thankyou so much xxx
im on day 3 of recovery from bulimia and anorexia
I am so proud of you!xxx
you are such a kind person
Your insight is incredible, you have an amazing life ahead of you x
I really hope so! thankyou xxx
No doubt. You have got this. Keep shining x
this video was so pretty (especially the last part) i relate a lot! so proud of u💖
aww thankyou so so much!xxx
I'm so proud of u and everyone else who are trying their best to get better :)
yay! thank you for being such an amazing inspiration! ☺️
awww thankyou so much omg xxx
I just love you!! Well done for your progress, you’ve come so so far and your videos are excellent💕💕
aww I love you too! thankyou so much xxx
You’re doing so great girl ❤️❤️❤️ I’m so proud of you. I’m still struggling with my ed but you are helping me so much with your videos 😘
awww thankyou
I am literally crying. Thank you. I wish you all the best 🧡
this is beautiful ! you’re such an amazing person omg I’d love to be your friend!!
aww we can definitely be friends! thankyou so much xxx
you have so much positive energy and watching your videos makes me happy and helps so much :) also you are gorgeous!!!!
Your smile is so pure!
You radiate genuine joy 🌻🌈🌞
your such a beautiful soul and so inspiring, im sooo proud of you ;) x
thankyou so so much xxx
i wish we were friends lol, you seem like such a cool person
we can definitely be friends! and thankyou xxx
I was thinking the same thing! :)
Thanks for share!! You are really awesome and brave 💪🏾
thank you so much xxx
You're absolutely beautiful inside and out!
thankyou xxx
Just discovered your channel. You've got another subscriber! Thank you so much for uploading these videos. I feel like they're giving me strength to recover. :)
You are so inspirational Millie and so mature. Your amazing and should be so proud of yourself you are beating anorexia’s ass xx
Ao one reading this imagine how much happier your life would be if u didn’t care what you looked like. Imagine being 80 and regretting wasting your life worrying about food or your body
I definitely agree with other people/places trying to weight restore you but it's you/us that truly have to get better and not just physically both mentally and emotionally as well. I understand. I'm sry it has been a struggle in the past and with covid/lockdown occuring but I think either way you would have struggled hard. I'm proud of you though for opening up to your Mum and pushing through, you are still doing it, your doing Incredible, it's inspiring, it's moving...no matter the length/period /how much you struggled, it's still terrible to go through. And yes, I definitely agree that most times it's painful to weight restore. I have done this many many freaking times...oh gosh...but very happy to see where you are now. 🥊🕊️🖤🤸 Thank you for this, so helpful. Your sooo Beautiful and Wonderful.
wow thank you for this video and thank you for being you
We started recovery at the same time ✨
you are amazing keep going!!!
thankyou so much!xxx
i was really struggling to recover and then my gf broke up with me :/// i'm having a hard time feeling motivated this helped
You’re beautiful person outside and in and I really like your nose piercing. I really want my septum done, I think that I’ll use it as an anorexia recovery motivation because piercings can’t heal without fuel!
YES THATS A BRILLIANT IDEA! my mum won't let me get my septum done so ill tell her its my recovery motivation hehehe
you are the person I’m really trying to be right now if that’s makes sense lol. I think you’re so amazing. I’m also 15 and recovering and I nevertheless write cringe shiz like this but u really help me. 💛💛
you’re so strong! i’m entering a php program for anorexia to weight restore next month and i am terrified but i do want to get better. your videos are so inspiring! do you have any weight restoration or php tips?💗💗
I’m just worried to eat because of my metabolism.. I don’t know how much my body is burning or anything so I’m scared:/
Haha, I went all in yesterday and ate 7000+ calories yesterday. 😂
she reminds me of billie eilish
am i the only one?
ahh omg thankyou! people actually say that a lot lol
thank you
Way to go 👍
Thank u for that!!!
im in anorexia recovery now. do i have to exercise?
what year are you in at school? xx
11 :)xx
i rarely comment but you are so cute and so touching, i want to send you a lot of love and good vibe. From Paris with love
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I love you
I love you too!
@@__therealrapunzel OH MY GOODNESS 🥺💕💕
yay go u
It’s hard to hear you🥺
I LOVE YOU XXX
I LOVE YOU TOO! I hope youre okay my love, I am always here xxx
You are so sweet😻🔥