I was listening to this song as I was going through my old stuff and organizing my storage. I found a letter I wrote for dad when I was a kid. Based on my handwriting and spelling I think it’s from around 3rd or 4th grade. It was a list of reasons why his feelings mattered and why he should stick around and not die. I had overheard him saying something similar to suicidal ideation. In the list of reasons was “if you don’t wake up in the morning who will listen to my nonesense?” “If you don’t wake up in the morning who will make this dark and scary place less dark and scary?” “If you don’t wake up in the morning how will I?” I didn’t know this as a kid but my dad was severely depressed because of the abuse my mother put him through. But he didn’t walk away and leave because he didn’t want to leave us with her. My dad kept that letter his whole life. I’m 24 and I lost him in early 2019 from cancer. By 2019 he was fighting so hard to stay alive, even though his depression never left. I learned my dad was human at such a young age. And while I shouldn’t have had to been the only person there for my dad to keep him from making that choice, I’m so glad I did. Im so glad we were both there for each other. I miss him.
Who can just hear an an incredible death metal cover like not the full song I've just got an image of this song going through different alternative genres ❤❤❤❤ favorite song atm I love you both Negative 25!!
Wow, just found you guys. I'm really impressed! I wouldnt be surprised if you guys make it big some day. Added a lot of your songs on spotify and subscribed. I relate a lot to your songs. Thanks for sharing your music with us
Wandered over here to check out your music after cracking up at one of your "self help" videos that popped up while scrolling on FB, and you all did not disappoint. A sense of humor AND good music?! Jackpot! Keep doing what you're doing, cause it's amazing!
I think it’s a love song about realizing that your parents aren’t perfect and you want to have a relationship better than theirs but you don’t really know how else to be in a relationship since that’s what you were raised in. I kind of interpret it differently personally but I think that’s probably what it’s “supposed” to be.
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I was listening to this song as I was going through my old stuff and organizing my storage. I found a letter I wrote for dad when I was a kid. Based on my handwriting and spelling I think it’s from around 3rd or 4th grade. It was a list of reasons why his feelings mattered and why he should stick around and not die. I had overheard him saying something similar to suicidal ideation. In the list of reasons was “if you don’t wake up in the morning who will listen to my nonesense?” “If you don’t wake up in the morning who will make this dark and scary place less dark and scary?” “If you don’t wake up in the morning how will I?” I didn’t know this as a kid but my dad was severely depressed because of the abuse my mother put him through. But he didn’t walk away and leave because he didn’t want to leave us with her. My dad kept that letter his whole life. I’m 24 and I lost him in early 2019 from cancer. By 2019 he was fighting so hard to stay alive, even though his depression never left. I learned my dad was human at such a young age. And while I shouldn’t have had to been the only person there for my dad to keep him from making that choice, I’m so glad I did. Im so glad we were both there for each other. I miss him.
I'd give you a massive hug if I could (If you'd let me of course)
Sorry man, hope you can handle all of that well
You are still that awesome kid inside 💖💯💖😇👀
Dont stop guys u will be on charts some day
Rapidly becoming my favourite band
Same boat xD
Great song!! ❤
This is Genevieve by the way, it was so great meeting you today! 😃
Bro "now I feel guilty when I hold on to you" got me crying cuase I just went through a rly bad "break up" with my beat friend cuase she was fake
This song has changed my life.
All your ads worked too! Elder emo
Here because of your insta reels (so funny!), staying because🔥🔥 this song hit me in the feels. Prolly my favorite of the ones I’ve heard so far
In a random search I came across this song..and thank God I found you guys...❤
Big dot dot curve vibes. Or breathe caroline. I dig it
Late but loving this just as much ❤️🔥 just finished your playlist.. notifications are on 🙃💯 here from reels 👌
Who can just hear an an incredible death metal cover like not the full song I've just got an image of this song going through different alternative genres ❤❤❤❤ favorite song atm I love you both Negative 25!!
Hey, I've been wanting a metal version of this since I first heard it. Let's start a band real quick.
FIRE🔥🔥🔥Keep grindin
i came here because of instagram with low expectations but this is actually fire 🔥🔥🔥
great music guys i wanna hear more ❤️
Wow, just found you guys. I'm really impressed! I wouldnt be surprised if you guys make it big some day. Added a lot of your songs on spotify and subscribed. I relate a lot to your songs. Thanks for sharing your music with us
Hope you play this at the ATL show
I'm pumped cause... You're tips lead me to you!!! LOVE THE MUSIC!!!
Damn a year later and this song still goes hard
Keep up the good work! You’re already doing amazing things! I’m blessed you popped up on my TikTok for you page scrolling at 4am. 😅
this is my favorite song from you guys. Thank you for making this🥲❤️
Man I wish y'all had a CD! Id definitely buy one!!
Love it, keep making music! ❤
I found this on Spotify it's one of my favorite songs I love the cover of todoroki in one of the videos 😂❤❤
Wandered over here to check out your music after cracking up at one of your "self help" videos that popped up while scrolling on FB, and you all did not disappoint. A sense of humor AND good music?! Jackpot! Keep doing what you're doing, cause it's amazing!
Thats deep.
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Just came from tiktok to check out y'all music and I vibe with it. Y'all keep it up ❤🔥🔥🔥
same here
A friend showed me one and heard "Anxiety inspired music" and they had me
Found you on tiktok, I love you already!
adding this song to list of songs that make me cry good job 🤡👍
This is so damn fire 🔥. Keep up the good work 👏.
Bruh i was rethinking my whole life listening to this
This is literally so good!
Nicceee! This is great. Omg
Thank you. I needed to hear this
Top tier
I love this
Again a masterpice! I fucking love it❤️
Where are ya'll based out of?
I relate 2 dis so hardlyyyty
You guys are so fucking cool
❤️🔥
Two weeks. Ha. 💔
Can somebody please explain what this song is about? Is it about somebody's daughter or a love song?
I think it’s a love song about realizing that your parents aren’t perfect and you want to have a relationship better than theirs but you don’t really know how else to be in a relationship since that’s what you were raised in. I kind of interpret it differently personally but I think that’s probably what it’s “supposed” to be.
@@firstname4653 My wife showed it to me and it's such a great song. I'm more into metal and heavier bands, but this one is decent.