For those of us that fight this horrible disease called MENTAL ILLNESS, this song says it all, even for those that are just having a bad day or week, what ever it is that causes us this kind pain, this says it all, and it hit me even harder when she said "Wakin' up, knowin' I'm somebody's daughter, but I don't know a lot about my father Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in Got me thinkin', questionin', lyin' in this bed I'm in" because I have bipolar 1 disorder, borderline personality disorder, with suicidal tendencies and idk much about my father because he was murdered and the part she says "Got me thinkin', questionin', lyin' in this bed I'm in".. cuz every time I get outta control and fck with my meds, I'm in some dudes bed or chicks that I shouldn't be in and don't wanna be... but i am regardless...but that's just the way sh#t goes down man!! It really fckn sucks and there's still very little understanding about mental health and black out rages, feeling so blissfully high and sexual, or not even being able to get outta bed to shower... or just wanting to be alone by yourself.. the voices that never shut up, but only quiet down or total psychotic breaks.. people just don't understand P.S SORRY THAT IT'S SO LONG
Too true!! Been on my own since I was 14 and now that I’ve made something of myself I’ve been stomped back down and this song has been the only thing keeping me going recently with life🙏 feel it in every piece of my soul
It cuts so deep. Been there! Survived a narcissist and most days i would wake up dieing inside. Found my soulmate after. From that trauma I wake up reaching for my husband to be sure he is real. 21 years after the fact.
I love her raspy, strong voice. It's very beautiful and she's rapidly become one of my favorite artists. I can feel the emotion without physically seeing her and to me those are the best songs
To my little sister: if you see this, know you are loved. I hear this song and it feels like it’s you belting it out. Addiction takes over people, we just want you home.
Same here. My big brother and I were raised in an abusive household. Taken away when I was 10, but my brother was scarred by it. He took his life last year, I was the only person he texted before he did, and this song feels like he's speaking to me through it. I hope he knows how much his baby sister misses him.
@@madisonst.claire6968 my dad left our family but he decided to abondon me and my little brother when we were growing up but he was there for the rest of my siblings...my mum got depressed and developed trumour and anger issues and often beats me up when things don't go her way she vents on my innocent body and now I got unexplained scars on my body..but I still love her because she didn't leave me🤥💯
To anyone who feels low in life or even if you feel great, Jesus loves you. This life is full of Lows and highs because of sin. However, Jesus remains the same forever and Jesus can provide you with true peace in the midst of the worse storms.
Music has always been my way of coping… Lost my dad Aug. 11th. I haven’t felt like doing shit (even living) since I lost him. But… This song is calling me. I feel the need to express my feelings about it over this. I’m gonna remix this. Love you Dad. We’ll see each other again soon.
I am so sorry for your loss I pray that his soul rests in peace. I feel you music has always helped me express myself when everything else seemed overwhelming. I lost my dad on May 26th 2022. Hang in there and please know that you're not alone. Thoughts and prayers 🤞
Sorry for your loss, I get this completely, I lost my mum 12 July 2019 14hrs after finding out she had cancer, buried 12th April 2019.... she was the one that held things together.... be strong, try pushing forward but di t push yourself too hard
When I listen to this song, I imagine going back in time and seeing my younger self. When she says "Waking up but wishing that you don't is something I pray you never know." It's true, maybe things would of been better if my younger self had died then but somehow I feel as if I should protect her from the truth of what we feel right now in this moment. I pray she never knows,
I get it and reading ur comment almost made me wanna cry. I wish my younger self never woke up because I know I haven't been the same since. I wish I could have went back and protected her and kept her straight, woulda saved me a lot now from the bs I've had to feel and go through. I try saying she's still there just stronger now but really I just feel broken and way less strong then that person ever was💔
Going through a toxic relationship🥺 currently,Feels so great to know someone understands what am going through, thnx so much Jesie ❤️ I was scrolling through TikTok and landed on this master piece
I'm only waking up for my children......its like hanging in the air and waiting year by year till they gonna be old enough for me to let it go........me.......person who smiles the most
@@madmags3292 I’m so happy to hear that! 💕 I hope things get easier for you! Your life is worth way more than you can see, but I promise, even if they don’t show it, so many others see your worthiness. (Even this random stranger on the internet lol)
@madmags3292 I feel this in my soul. I have 5 kids. My youngest is 9. It seems to get harder and harder to hang on. I can't tell you how many times this has played on repeat this morning and still going. While 4 of them are at school and my oldest I just dropped off at the airport to go to Hawaii.
This came on Spotify and I didn’t know it was this song until the part. I genuinely wish I would have recorded my reaction from the beginning I got the last bit of it. Thank you so much for finally putting out the full song I have waited for so long.
The sad part is, for me.. When she says waking up and wishing that you don't. I interperet that as the BPD person I was married to for almost 20 years, that I wished many times wouldn't wake up. That's also something I pray someone will never know.
"waking up but wishing you don't. It's something that I pray you'll never know." Cuts deep. I am bipolar and even though I'll never try to take my life again after my already 3 close calls to death, I'll still always be chronically suicidal. Like I can be so happy and then suddenly, my brain is like a light switch causing me to be suddenly be depressed n not wanting to live anymore. For NO reason. I'm STILL learning triggers though. It's a very tough battle but I pray that one day, the stigma will end. I have hope ❤️
I feel calm and collective.. but I also feel destructive. I'm damaged but I'm in love. It's all so confusing. "Waking up, but wishing that you don't." Hits the hardest. 🥺
Im 13 and i have felt this that shows you how sad this place is.we live in a world were fathers leave and they're kids are left half broken which is broken enough to where society will hate you for it.
I made 4 failed suicide attempts, I started mutilating my arms and I can't stop. It helps me cope with the mental pain I'm experiencing... and to all the people who suffer we will come out one day ❤
I feel the same way. If it wasn’t for my kids and family I would have done something stupid a long while ago. I still of doing it but when my baby hugs me I postpone it. Worst year of my life….. 😢😢😢
Hopelessly and desperately in love with a man who will never ever love me the right way. The things he says to me are beyond cruel and hateful, but then says he doesn't mean them the next morning when he's sober. Many nights I've cried myself to sleep beside my son, praying I didn't wake up in the morning. My little boy is the only reason I'm still here. He saves my life daily ❤️
❤️❤️ I hope things are looking up for you.. I know the struggle. Every thing will get better❤️🩹 I’m glad you have your boy in mind ❤ he will always be by your side❤❤
The first 5 verses took me 😢 this world is so full of hurt people but hurt people hurt people TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE HOLD ONNNNN ❤❤❤❤❤❤ LET GOOOOO❤❤❤❤❤ MOVE FORWARDDDDD ❤️❤️❤️❤️
You did soo good with this song, voice and lyrics! Please drop more songs! We all can relate to atlest something you have to sing about! Wish you the best and everyone replaying this song! 💜
A song hits differently, when it sounds like they have recorded ur thoughts. So many bad days, who can remember the good ones. Feel like i dont belong here anymore.
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Love your channel!!💖
Sorry,I m late
My cuts are probably deeper tho
I love this I can feel it in my spins and the pain I…oof😣
to all the people that are seeing this, you’re enough you’re strong! remember that loves.
Thanks 🥺
@@GINAHW of course ml
Bless you ☺
Bless you dude 🙏
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The entire song hits so hard, especially the part " Waking up but wishing that you don't". She's so amazing!
It def does
For those of us that fight this horrible disease called MENTAL ILLNESS, this song says it all, even for those that are just having a bad day or week, what ever it is that causes us this kind pain, this says it all, and it hit me even harder when she said
"Wakin' up, knowin' I'm somebody's daughter, but
I don't know a lot about my father
Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no
I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in
Got me thinkin', questionin', lyin' in this bed I'm in" because I have bipolar 1 disorder, borderline personality disorder, with suicidal tendencies and idk much about my father because he was murdered and the part she says "Got me thinkin', questionin', lyin' in this bed I'm in".. cuz every time I get outta control and fck with my meds, I'm in some dudes bed or chicks that I shouldn't be in and don't wanna be... but i am regardless...but that's just the way sh#t goes down man!! It really fckn sucks and there's still very little understanding about mental health and black out rages, feeling so blissfully high and sexual, or not even being able to get outta bed to shower... or just wanting to be alone by yourself.. the voices that never shut up, but only quiet down or total psychotic breaks.. people just don't understand
P.S SORRY THAT IT'S SO LONG
I feel you
RIGHTY THAT SAME PART I SAID 🤯🤯🤯 OHHH SHE GOT ME!
Same as u
When u feel the lyrics, this song hits different.❤
It really does
Sooo true
Too true!! Been on my own since I was 14 and now that I’ve made something of myself I’ve been stomped back down and this song has been the only thing keeping me going recently with life🙏 feel it in every piece of my soul
@@zacharyowens4897 I am sorry about you being on your own, but have had the same experiences where it just makes me look back
Fr tho it feels so good to scream out but it hurts so much “I don’t know a lot about my father maybe that’s why I don’t do shit like I otta 😩
this song cuts deep
It cuts so deep. Been there! Survived a narcissist and most days i would wake up dieing inside. Found my soulmate after. From that trauma I wake up reaching for my husband to be sure he is real. 21 years after the fact.
It really does
I love her raspy, strong voice. It's very beautiful and she's rapidly become one of my favorite artists. I can feel the emotion without physically seeing her and to me those are the best songs
I agree wholeheartedly!! I don’t think anyone understands how much her music really touches people!❤
💙agree💙 one of the reasons reason I like kid laroi too.
To my little sister: if you see this, know you are loved. I hear this song and it feels like it’s you belting it out. Addiction takes over people, we just want you home.
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🥺sorry
I hope she comes home, I want mine to come home too.
All you can do is be there for her when she is ready. Much love to you both & I hope she is ready to come home soon too❤Hang in there!
🖤🥺
It's crazy how hard I relate to this song. Coming from a broken and toxic household, with multiple heartbreaks, I feel at home with this song.
Same here. My big brother and I were raised in an abusive household. Taken away when I was 10, but my brother was scarred by it. He took his life last year, I was the only person he texted before he did, and this song feels like he's speaking to me through it. I hope he knows how much his baby sister misses him.
@@madisonst.claire6968 oh noo… i hope u feel okay rn i’m sorry for ur loss
@@madisonst.claire6968 my dad left our family but he decided to abondon me and my little brother when we were growing up but he was there for the rest of my siblings...my mum got depressed and developed trumour and anger issues and often beats me up when things don't go her way she vents on my innocent body and now I got unexplained scars on my body..but I still love her because she didn't leave me🤥💯
Same
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Jessie Murph is amazing ⭐
I have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image...
Yes she is
Of course she is!
She sure is 💯
I can finally scream this song in my car ❤
Lol I agree 😭 💔 💯
Same I love this song so much ❤️
I feel this , all this years of pain and showing that I’m strong I’m have right to scream and cry to this song
Same
Same😭
This song is so genuine and effortlessly deep. Her vocals slay the strong lyrics omg. Waiting for the day this girl will be big in the music industry❤
I'm 34 years old and have always felt so misunderstood..this young lady is 18 years old and hits on all my emotions! I absolutely love her!
To all the people who are going through something , Brother / Sister we trust you , We believe in you ❤
Thank you
To anyone who need this Please don’t give up u’re strong 🥹🫂🤍
I am trying to not give up i am hurting😔
@@serenonaturelover3910 am here hurting, can't even sleep 😌
Someone tell me why it's so hard to move on😭
🤍🤍🤍🤍
Thank you God bless you 🙏🏼❤️
I cried so much because this is the worse feeling waking up and wishing that you don't. So many mornings but i am still here.
To relate to a song this deeply is true medicine.. this chorus gives me chills to my core ❤
The fact that she’s so young & has this powerful of a voice… dude.
she is so mature. literally love her so much 🥺🥺
To anyone who feels low in life or even if you feel great, Jesus loves you. This life is full of Lows and highs because of sin. However, Jesus remains the same forever and Jesus can provide you with true peace in the midst of the worse storms.
if u feel this pain just wanna say your worth so much to somebody you can make the difference in somebody's life
who listen this on 2024 , comment bellow
Brutal confusion
Meeee
Still listening 💗 this still hits
@@enhypen_sunoo-wi6ty me
Me,I've been having problems with my mental health,I really need someone to help me. I'm gonna end it guys!. 2009-2024,forever 15.
Music has always been my way of coping… Lost my dad Aug. 11th. I haven’t felt like doing shit (even living) since I lost him. But… This song is calling me. I feel the need to express my feelings about it over this. I’m gonna remix this. Love you Dad. We’ll see each other again soon.
I am so sorry for your loss I pray that his soul rests in peace. I feel you music has always helped me express myself when everything else seemed overwhelming. I lost my dad on May 26th 2022. Hang in there and please know that you're not alone. Thoughts and prayers 🤞
Sorry for your loss, I get this completely, I lost my mum 12 July 2019 14hrs after finding out she had cancer, buried 12th April 2019.... she was the one that held things together.... be strong, try pushing forward but di t push yourself too hard
Same
When your in that point of your life, where every sentence of this song hits home ❤️
Yeah,it really does. 😔
This really speaks to me.. to the point of bringing me to tears.. wow.
Same. 😞
When I listen to this song, I imagine going back in time and seeing my younger self. When she says "Waking up but wishing that you don't is something I pray you never know." It's true, maybe things would of been better if my younger self had died then but somehow I feel as if I should protect her from the truth of what we feel right now in this moment.
I pray she never knows,
I get it and reading ur comment almost made me wanna cry. I wish my younger self never woke up because I know I haven't been the same since. I wish I could have went back and protected her and kept her straight, woulda saved me a lot now from the bs I've had to feel and go through. I try saying she's still there just stronger now but really I just feel broken and way less strong then that person ever was💔
Crying because I felt the comment to my soul.
For anyone reading your worth it! Never give up. ❤️ your strong! Remember people love you!
Going through a toxic relationship🥺 currently,Feels so great to know someone understands what am going through, thnx so much Jesie ❤️ I was scrolling through TikTok and landed on this master piece
Ik its not easy while I'm in the same phase RN, more power and love to you
I’m in the same phase 😩 i sometimes I feel I sleep but I don’t and my chest is heavy
Same
ugh the times I've felt this over and over again...
This song makes me cry 😭😭
I'm only waking up for my children......its like hanging in the air and waiting year by year till they gonna be old enough for me to let it go........me.......person who smiles the most
And your children love you even more for holding on for them. I hope that one day you’re able to find enough peace to live for yourself too 💕
@@Actinglvr2 thank you beautiful. I keep coming back to your comment and it does keep me alive ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👍👍
@@madmags3292 I’m so happy to hear that! 💕 I hope things get easier for you! Your life is worth way more than you can see, but I promise, even if they don’t show it, so many others see your worthiness. (Even this random stranger on the internet lol)
@madmags3292 I feel this in my soul. I have 5 kids. My youngest is 9. It seems to get harder and harder to hang on. I can't tell you how many times this has played on repeat this morning and still going. While 4 of them are at school and my oldest I just dropped off at the airport to go to Hawaii.
I’m in the same boat. 4 kids 8 and under. Never send to get easier😢💔
Such a beautiful song, makes me kinda sad listening to it 😢❤️
I can feel this body, mind and soul... it speaks volumes...
This song speaks to your soul. I think all of us can relate!! Very well done.
when sais waking u but wishing that you dont........is something i pray youll never know im like omg wanna break down and cry
Nothing's hit this close to home in a long time.
I don't know why I love this song so much I keep repeating it in the song over and over
I feel a sense of calm listening to this song ♥️
This came on Spotify and I didn’t know it was this song until the part. I genuinely wish I would have recorded my reaction from the beginning I got the last bit of it. Thank you so much for finally putting out the full song I have waited for so long.
I remember these days. Gosh, I don't miss those days but am very grateful for them. Nice song
The sad part is, for me..
When she says waking up and wishing that you don't.
I interperet that as the BPD person I was married to for almost 20 years, that I wished many times wouldn't wake up.
That's also something I pray someone will never know.
"waking up but wishing you don't. It's something that I pray you'll never know." Cuts deep. I am bipolar and even though I'll never try to take my life again after my already 3 close calls to death, I'll still always be chronically suicidal. Like I can be so happy and then suddenly, my brain is like a light switch causing me to be suddenly be depressed n not wanting to live anymore. For NO reason. I'm STILL learning triggers though. It's a very tough battle but I pray that one day, the stigma will end. I have hope ❤️
I feel calm and collective.. but I also feel destructive. I'm damaged but I'm in love. It's all so confusing. "Waking up, but wishing that you don't." Hits the hardest. 🥺
This song gave me chills 😱💕
This was literally my life four years ago. Thank you God for saving my life.
This lyrics different when you're struggling with mental health and just wanna scream out its speaks to the soul
This song makes me think of how I'm doing mentally and how I don't want my little sister to go through it too. I pray you never know.
Im 13 and i have felt this that shows you how sad this place is.we live in a world were fathers leave and they're kids are left half broken which is broken enough to where society will hate you for it.
This song is definitely relatable to how I feel every day
I've listened to this on repeat all day
this song is awesome and so is Jessie Murph
I made 4 failed suicide attempts, I started mutilating my arms and I can't stop. It helps me cope with the mental pain I'm experiencing... and to all the people who suffer we will come out one day ❤
I Listen to this on repeat all day every day since it dropped love love love ❤️
Hey random person , wishing you wealth health and happiness 🙏. Have a nice day 🙂.
I’m so obsessed with this beautiful song
I can relate to this. Only reason I wake up is for my kids and family. I pray they never know what I know!
aww babes remember we all love u🌸🤗
I feel the same way. If it wasn’t for my kids and family I would have done something stupid a long while ago. I still of doing it but when my baby hugs me I postpone it. Worst year of my life….. 😢😢😢
I think every parent listens to this just praying it's something that you pray your kid never knows all the struggles we deal with
As a mom, this song hits really hard.
This song is just so beautiful... words can’t even express it
I have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image...
It’s the 10th time now I’ve been replaying this song!😭😭❤️ The lyrics of this song hits differently! Ugh 🥺❤️
Fr! 🥺
UGHH I could listen to this song over & over again. 💯♥️🙏
This song makes me cry for some reasons i think it's a reminder of how my life is atm
❤️Song... I always listen to it when I'm having a hard time in life ❤️💯😊
I’ve felt like this since 12 I’m 32 and still going strong with these feeling. Why, why does my brain work like this
😢I'm crying how good it is thank you Jessie Murphy
This song just HITS, different…
Christmas Eve 2023 currently in tears ❤😢 songs. Amazing
I hope she knows how many people she’s helping with her lyrics. Especially when it really hits different 😞❤️
PRAY TO GOD, if you are seeking peace. PRAY to GOD, if you feel lost. GOD LOVES YOU...... GOD is waiting, he wants to help you!!!!!
Agree
I agree Amen 🙏🩷
2025 and this song still hits the same way it did the day I found it❤
"Waking up but wishing that you don't"
"Up all night drinking liquor like it's water"
That's me right now😭😭😭💔
Waking but wishing that u dont❤🥺🥺
Pray its not to late🙏🏻praise our LORD 🛐 thank you Jesus Christ for being our savior 📘
So true
Hopelessly and desperately in love with a man who will never ever love me the right way. The things he says to me are beyond cruel and hateful, but then says he doesn't mean them the next morning when he's sober. Many nights I've cried myself to sleep beside my son, praying I didn't wake up in the morning. My little boy is the only reason I'm still here. He saves my life daily ❤️
❤️❤️ I hope things are looking up for you.. I know the struggle. Every thing will get better❤️🩹 I’m glad you have your boy in mind ❤ he will always be by your side❤❤
I literally have been listening to this song for 2 hours straight
Aku kamu 2023 + lagu pray ❤❤
Was so clost to ending it today been listening this all evening
Keep your head up! You are here for a reason!! I pray you find the love and warmth and comfort in our Heavenly Father!
Keep fighting!
People that don't go through it don't understand it big hearts hurt the worse..damn this shit truly hurts this battle is daily
This song hits home hard after everything i went through i feeel at ease when i listen to this
The first 5 verses took me 😢 this world is so full of hurt people but hurt people hurt people TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE HOLD ONNNNN ❤❤❤❤❤❤ LET GOOOOO❤❤❤❤❤ MOVE FORWARDDDDD ❤️❤️❤️❤️
"it's something that I pray you'll never know" );
Coba deh dengerin nya pake earphone terus malam hari sambil natep lanjut malam😥🤗
Pov: the song hits hard when you’re happy but when your sad u feel the lyrics❤️❤️
I pray everyday my son never feels like this as a parent growing up feeling like this it hits deep😞
You did soo good with this song, voice and lyrics! Please drop more songs! We all can relate to atlest something you have to sing about! Wish you the best and everyone replaying this song! 💜
Its time to heal our broken hearts..🥺🙏❤..
Brought tears to my eyes
Sitting here crying becauze i feel everyword in this and its been heavy lately
I LOVE THIS, IT'S S SONG I CAN REALLY RELATE TO...I LISTEN TO IT A 100 TIMES A DAY🖤🖤
UR VOICE IS MORE BEAUTIFUL AND HARMONIOUS THAN SIA ❤❤❤❤❤
A song hits differently, when it sounds like they have recorded ur thoughts. So many bad days, who can remember the good ones. Feel like i dont belong here anymore.
Felt this on another level ☹️
Jessie murph has Good music 🎶 ❤
When the lyrics and tone of her delivery, match what your going through!!
This song makes me so emotional. I never want my daughter to feel the way I have.
Keingat😢 bulan ramadhan kemaren
Her music is saving my life right now
What a voice
Such a powerful song
These lyrics still hit home 🖤 but it gets better and you can heal 🤍
I’m crying right now bc I am scared to lose the one person I love the most