Healing my relationship with myself & the start of my healing journey
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- Опубликовано: 26 июл 2024
- I filmed this footage a while ago but I feel like it's very timely with where I am now. I’ve been actively working on repairing the relationship I have with myself after experiencing heartbreak, betrayal and disappointment in a short period of time. This video is a snapshot of that process to rebuild my confidence and love for self and I hope it helps someone out there along their own journey.
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0:00 - 1:29 intro
1:30 - 3:29 self confidence & self acceptance
3:30 - 5:01 taking inventory of my feelings & inner child work
5:02 - 6:08 healing my relationship to other people
6:09- 9:19 my effort to heal & self care practices
9:20 - 9:57 outro
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Hello! My name is Sydney. I'm a writer and content creator based out of Atlanta. This channel is focused on lifestyle, personal development and creative content. My goal is to uplift and inspire through my own personal journey and creating meaning filled content. 
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Not us almost being at 10K!! I'm so grateful for you guys. ✨ What has helped you on your healing journey?
10K is coming sooner than you expect 🌻. What has really helped me on my healing journey is mostly your videos 🖤🙏
i like to listen to music and go on walks :)
one healthy thing a day goes a long way :D
Currently, I’m working on my patience. I’m working on being more patient with myself and others. I’m working on speaking my honest feelings without my inner child feeling it needs to cower from confrontation. I’m helping myself be more assertive with my boundaries. My inner child gets so frustrated with me and everyone over the smallest things and I am having an issue controlling my mood swings because of that one tiny thing. I’m hurting and just want to heal. I really feel everything.
Mmm... patience is a big one. I resonate so deeply. Being able to be patient with yourself is such a strong form of self love. You've done an amazing job simply becoming aware of how not being patient with yourself manifests and acknowledging the needs of your inner child and current being. Thank you so much for your sharing this. 🙏🏾
This is currently my exact situation and the things I want to improve on as well! I really hope your journey was successful ❣️
i am currently on my healing journey and i am working on trusting myself and giving myself grace
i’m 17, and the transition from high school to the rest of the world is tough. i’ve lost touch with myself and my emotions, but this video helped me in ways you can’t imagine. thank you.
I relate so much, I realize that there’s no one who has my personality, everyone has the personality of a grown adult at such a young age
The part where you mentioned giving grace to ourselves for not showing up or having the capacity to really struck home for me. Since 2022 started (and truthfully even before this year) I’ve been having such a difficult time with that. In 2019 I got diagnosed with a chronic illness that has really rattled my life in a painful way and has caused me so much heartache for not being able to achieve some of my goals when I wanted to. I’m 21 and I beat myself up so much because there are so many things I want to do when sometimes I can’t even get up in the mornings without severe pain. It’s made me so depressed honestly and last week I literally cried every single day, but I’m trying to remind myself that it’s not my fault and I still have time. So grace is very much needed right now and I need to stop comparing myself to my peers and feeling like I need to be where they are right now because I simply can’t, and that’s okay.
Hey Tia, I send you a big hug. Your last line is the absolute truth. I believe in you!
Take care ,lots of love from India
So refreshing someone shared their vunerablity bold leadership and self-love journey you are a God send rn. Thank you and your very beautiful ❤️❤️❤️🙏🌹🌹👏👏👏👏👏
I’m restarting my healing/self love journey while In a relationship and I love your video And you are SO beautiful 🙏🏽
I’m 29 and this is my first time ever feeling so broken like this. I can say I’m definitely not that confident woman I was before. So many things happened. But I’m on my healing journey! Instant follow
Wow same sis
Hi! First time commenter but I've been watching for a while. I'm in my early 30's and dealing with this right now. I have low self-confidence/self-worth and apparently am so fragile that a conversation with my dad sent me into an existential crisis so when you said you wanted to be “A strong person. More structure when it comes to my own being so that when things happen outside of me, externally, I don’t feel so shaken up internally. If I can create that stillness within myself I will be able to maintain and keep that stillness." That really hit me to my core. That is my goal and right now I am in therapy working on that goal.
Its one I just started working towards so at the moment the plan is to try to challenge my negative thoughts with realistic truths and positive rebuttals.
omg hi! Thank you for commenting and sharing this message. You are definitely not alone in seeking out that stillness. But it comes. Maybe only momentarily for a while but it becomes more frequent with time. At least thats been my experience. Im wishing you the best on your journey✨
I’m going thru the exact same thing. Your journey has really resonates with me and my journey with Christ.
mine also
Thank you for this. I haven’t been using YT for super personal healing research and it was on my heart to get some advice and discussions from a stranger and you popped up. Thank you. Your tone and aesthetic also helps. 🌷
Right now I’m healing my chakras starting to do yoga meditation and getting the trauma out of my body and going in dates with myself I have focused on all the rest and I still do daily things to focus on all the rest of work I’ve done and made happen ❤️🩹
love the transparency
Thank you!
This resonated DEEP I cant fully describe. But thank you
Side note: you are stunning!
This was sooo needed. You are seen by your tribe.
Awww thank you for watching love. It makes me really happy to see us all healing together. 🥺
I think this might be the first YT video I have commented on but wow this was so relatable and vulnerable. Thank you so much for sharing your reflections. I am dealing with a similar journey to healing my relationship with self after realizing that now I have alot of the things always wanted but still feel like there is something missing, I'm having to digger deeper and now focus on my inner child because I have been so focused on my higher self and keeping that projection up that I haven't had enough compassion for my younger self, it's alot, but necessary. Thank you girl!
Yes to this whole message! I FELT that. I thought after I moved out, got a job and started living how I wanted to I would be happy. It makes sense on the surface but not when you haven't tended to who you are at your core. Thank you for sharing and please don't be afraid to comment more I wanna see you! 🥺🙏🏾
i love you so much thank you so so much for uploading this. i needed it🤍
Thank you, I am truly grateful and graceful. Salute to you Queen!
This really hit home for me. I’m fighting back tears watching this 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤
i’m going through this too and relate to your journey. Hope you’re continuing to heal and doing well.
You’re beautiful inside & out. I resonated with this so hard & heavy. I really loved your intro! I’m gonna look back at this video whenever I’m feeling low. ❤️‼️
You are so pretty girl! Queen energy
This is such a beautiful video. Thank you so much for being vulnerable and transparent about your healing journey. It has helped more than you know ❤ subbed
Thank you so much because this video was very informative and helpful to me because I want to start healing in every aspect of my life but it is not easy but I know it will take time, but thank you for sharing this video and I hope everything works out with your healing journey. ❤
I’m doing the same shi and I’m having a hard time but hard time don’t last forever your skin is glowing and beautiful keep going 🫶🏼
Here. 👑
It fell off your head.
Thanks for arriving to me in this moment, stranger.
this made me so emotional, your vulnerability and grace..is inspirational to me. The breakdowns, the softness, the ups and downs..man. I feel it. Its a process for sure, Thank you for sharing this
Thank you for this
Thank you for watching ☺️❤️
Grace and giving to me.❤..tysm
Lovvvve this
I love that you're starting your healing journey so young. It's a great way to start.
Awakening the master feminine and Kendra Davis book reclaiming the black feminine. Both books are perfect.
Thing with therapy in the western world. Is that they tend to keep you were you're at. Try to put you on medication. I would read the body keeps the score it talks more about methods of healing yourself. Rather than relying on a therapist
I wish you all your best on this thing called life 🌼☺️
This resonated with me ... I'm kinda in the same place in life as you are. But just know since you're doing the necessary work things will get better before thy get worse. Your best years are definitely ahead of you and not behind you. Keep shining boo
awww wow thank you so much for watching! Im anticipating better moments ahead ✨ Thank you again!
I'm so proud of you ...that you're doing the work at a young age.. I'm in my late 30s and I'm trying now to start more self-care. I'll stop and start but Im working on being more consistent with myself.
Yohr voice is so therapeutic. Girl- i loved your channel and i instantly subscribed.❤
Smart ❤
I was beautiful and happy i met a man he ask me relationship i eccepted after 3 years i got depression 100kg crying unhappy while we had relationship he was seeking other women i got enough we breakup when ever he come back i get sick now im trying to find my happiness back 🥰
i’m going through a break up i’m not practicing self healing bc i’ve endured so many bad relationships i’m 34 i love hard and always got less
Im proud of you for choosing you and doing the work. Get to the root of pain points that you want to heal so you can walk in your higher self
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Love this video! Could you link the video about catering to your inner child that you mentioned?
Hey! Thank you for taking the time to share and let me know I’m not alone. Also who’s video did you say you watched about listening to your inner child?
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Why am I crying the first minute into this video😢😢😢😢
Same!
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pray to God that He will change you and show you who He's made you to be. Renew your mind with God's Word, He is the Creator
Whoa I needed to hear this😭😭😭😭
I’ll be joining you in this journey, building a relationship with myself as well❤️🩹
I’m working on healing from past traumas, it’s a difficult journey but I’m not alone because I’m seeing a therapist and everything said in therapy I’m able to try and put it to work in my life
I'm rooting for you! Therapy has been a huge saving grace for me too. Thank you for being here and thank you for watching :)