Act as if God has already healed you by being grateful. Thank you God for the complete healing. If you pray in a grateful manner, you remove the doubt (MUSTARD SEED, indeed!), and your faith will become strong. You can manifest it. You must first believe that you've received it, and it shall be done for you!
grief cripples me debilitates me paralyzes me I want to die grief rapes me my soul is tortured I am breathless in my pain I am bereaved in despair hopeless helpless anguished and tormented and begging and waiting just to die all I do is suffer I'm in hell with no escape
is there something actually physically wrong with my brain? because the PTSD flashbacks are nonstop!!! and they are horrific and severe. and then there's the rumination and the obsession... the rage and the grief. is this just trauma? a nutritional deficiency? parasites? heavy metals? repression? I'm going crazy in despair. I can no longer bear this pain. the darkness and terror and panic engulf me.
I can't imagine what you're going through. I'd confront those demons with courage, stay with that pain, feel it. Like facing a big lion, face it. Talk to yourself and find what you need. Don't use your brain,but your heart. Good luck in your journey.
Also, use your body. Our problems are not just mental - we have a mind-body. Walk regularly and exercise vigorously if you can. Is a great way to unpeel layers of trauma.
There could be actual changes in your brain due to PTSD. If you can afford it, do EMDR. It truly works. Look at the work of the man who wrote the book The Body Keeps the Score.
I am filled with, and consumed with, rage and grief. I desperately want to die, I can no longer bear the darkness... 44 years of hell and trauma, that's been my entire life, so far...
Act as if God has already healed you by being grateful.
Thank you God for the complete healing.
If you pray in a grateful manner, you remove the doubt (MUSTARD SEED, indeed!),
and your faith will become strong. You can manifest it.
You must first believe that you've received it, and it shall be done for you!
Where all the small videos have gone?
grief cripples me
debilitates me
paralyzes me
I want to die
grief rapes me
my soul is tortured
I am breathless in my pain
I am bereaved in despair
hopeless
helpless
anguished and tormented
and begging and waiting just to die
all I do is suffer
I'm in hell with no escape
Garcia Thomas Jackson Linda Miller William
is there something actually physically wrong with my brain?
because the PTSD flashbacks are nonstop!!!
and they are horrific and severe.
and then there's the rumination and the obsession...
the rage and the grief.
is this just trauma?
a nutritional deficiency?
parasites?
heavy metals?
repression?
I'm going crazy in despair.
I can no longer bear this pain.
the darkness and terror and panic
engulf me.
I can't imagine what you're going through. I'd confront those demons with courage, stay with that pain, feel it. Like facing a big lion, face it. Talk to yourself and find what you need. Don't use your brain,but your heart. Good luck in your journey.
Also, use your body. Our problems are not just mental - we have a mind-body. Walk regularly and exercise vigorously if you can. Is a great way to unpeel layers of trauma.
Just Trust God and get over yourself.
There could be actual changes in your brain due to PTSD. If you can afford it, do EMDR. It truly works. Look at the work of the man who wrote the book The Body Keeps the Score.
I am filled with, and consumed with, rage and grief.
I desperately want to die, I can no longer bear the darkness...
44 years of hell and trauma, that's been my entire life, so far...
May you forgive and find peace
Please look into doing EMDR an maybe even psychedelics for health and healing.