i felt a lot of this. kinda been setting in lately how i havent had like, close friends in a long time. i have "friends" in the sense that like, i have people i know and get along with but we dont really *know* eachother beyond a surface level, we dont do anything, so are we *really* friends? sometimes i think about trying to reconnect with high school friends but its been several years since i talked to any of them, and ive changed so much as a person since then, and im sure they have too, and i find it kinda difficult to be friends with men these days (which most of them are). i have a bad habit of letting myself drift away from people, and a tendency to keep to myself. it makes making friends hard and keeping them harder. at least i have some friends i know through the internet but it isnt really the same when you cant like, exist in the same room as them, you know?
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i felt a lot of this. kinda been setting in lately how i havent had like, close friends in a long time. i have "friends" in the sense that like, i have people i know and get along with but we dont really *know* eachother beyond a surface level, we dont do anything, so are we *really* friends? sometimes i think about trying to reconnect with high school friends but its been several years since i talked to any of them, and ive changed so much as a person since then, and im sure they have too, and i find it kinda difficult to be friends with men these days (which most of them are). i have a bad habit of letting myself drift away from people, and a tendency to keep to myself. it makes making friends hard and keeping them harder. at least i have some friends i know through the internet but it isnt really the same when you cant like, exist in the same room as them, you know?
ugh I relate to this so much 🫤