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Thank you for showing this. People rarely ever show the more ‘gross’ side of depression and tend to romanticise or fetishise it. I’m really happy for you and I hope you’re doing well
i’m one comment among THOUSANDS, but i’m proud of you. pulling yourself out of the pit isn’t easy, but you’ve done such a great job so far with cleaning and prioritizing yourself. healing isn’t linear, but every moment counts towards it. you got this!!!
I don't think I've seen somebody come back from a break and be more genuine and honest with their audience. We're so proud of you Bill, and we're so happy to have you back ❤️
Cleaning a depression room can be really hard to do, mentally and physically, and the fact you have started the process is really good, even if it's in little parts that's still good, I'm so proud of you man
It doesn’t matter if it takes you 20 years to get fully into it, we’ll be here with you. Whatever you do will be amazing because you’re the one doing it. We love you and we’re so proud of you
We miss you boss man!! We hoped you've been okay. We love you so much. It's nice to see that your cleaning up, I'm glad you've found energy to do this. It's a hard thing to do. We all love you.
I’m not going to write a whole paragraph because then I’m going to cry but I’ve been checking every so often to see if you had returned but I am so proud of you Bill! We all missed you
Proud of you, king. As someone who has been diagnosed with a mental disorder I know how hard it is to get back up from the pit you've fallen deeper and deeper for so long - the fact that you've talked about this and posted this video is already one step closer to becoming the person you want to become, it's honest and I'm glad you've shown us, your community, this side of you. We are here for you, king :)
As somebody who deals with depression, I can tell you that doing something as “simple” as cleaning can feel impossible; I’m so proud of you! I know it’s hard but you’re on the right track!! ❤️❤️
Depression is weird because it feels so heavy, and when you finally decide to lift the weight off of yourself, you’re able to find yourself again. Wishing Bill the best and I hope you find the part of yourself that keeps you happy and young again.
I might cry so I cant go into depth but the fact that toure feeing good enough to post this just brings me so much ease. Been following your internet journey for so long im just happy youre getting back to what makes you hopefully happy.
You've heard it a thousand times but that's only because it's true. We are all extremely proud of you. We all care about you. And as unbelievable as it may sound you have helped and influenced so many people just by being some silly character on our screens. We all only wish you the best and we all sincerely hope things are going well. Much love, your fanbase.
we’re all so proud of you bill, you’re so brave to have sat down and spoken about how you are. being strong enough to do something like this shows how strong you are as a person, you can do this, we all love you ❤️
So proud of you! No small feat cleaning a depression room, pulling yourself out of that dark place is one obstacle of the many, we'll all get through this together!
brought me to tears, cause goddamn im going through similar shit. I just graduated high school and got diagnosed with ADHD anxiety and depression. Turns out the last 7 years of burning the rope from all ends wasn't healthy. Whoops. We'll make it through. We've got this king
Take as much time as you need, we will all be here waiting and giving support from the sidelines. Don't rush yourself to make content for us. Don't worry about making US happy, make sure your happy. Your doing great :D
depression is totally one of the hardest things to wholeheartedly get over and pull yourself out of. i’m so happy that you’re getting your life together again. even if new uploads are scarce, i’d rather have them be genuine than forced and stressful. there’s only so much i can say amongst the thousands of people supporting you in this. i just want you to know that we’re all here with you, bill (:
As someone with depression and constantly gets episodes of depression, I am incredibly proud of you. I may not exactly know every specific thing you’ve gone through but I know what it’s like to struggle. Im happy you took the time you need to heal. I hope in the future you continue to take time to heal because I can’t tell you how helpful it is to take time to do the things that make you happiest. Love you Bill and hope you are able to stay in a positive space. 💜
Though all of us are strangers, i feel like we can all agree that coming out of a state like this can be hard. And yet youre still doing it man. We're all so proud of you Bill, you deserve the world. Dont ever stop being you :)
This unlocked something in me that I have been subconsciously shoving down, so I am now sobbing in a bubble bath realizing that I have been alone for nearly a year now. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for opening up and sharing this. I’m proud of you
I completely understand you viewpoint of going to the hospital. I felt so low and needed help, but it was not as I had imagined and it was quite scary. Asking for help is one of the hardest things you can do, and when it doesn’t live up to your expectations it may feel pointless at that moment in time. Keep striving to do great things and you may find yourself thankful that you reached out. So proud of you. ❤️
We’re so proud of you for pushing through Bill, you’re so strong for pulling through the never ending cycle! Sharing that journey takes some guts too, we’re endlessly proud of you, we’ll always be here
Bill, I don’t care if you’re the same person you were before. I don’t care if you’re different. I’m just glad you’re OK and glad you’re back. We love you 🩷🩷
making the best impression for kid's that have depression like me. you are helping kid come out of there troll hole and see people again. hope the best for you. we are all proud of you. we love you bill
Everybody is so genuinely proud of you man. The energy and fight you’ve put in is just wonderful. Just know that we are all here for you, to support you and just to be here even if we can never really know you personally. You will always be considered brave and just an amazing person in all of our eyes. Just know you are never alone. Depression is the worst, and cleaning a depression room just shows your strength. I wish you the best man and I hope everything goes well for you!
just remember there's no pressure in putting out content your fanbase will understand your needed breaks- mental health always needs to be prioritized. you're stronger than you know.
as someone who's struggling with their mental health and is also a bozo, i am so proud of you for getting out of that unending cycle, my guy. We are proud of you. So proud of you and we missed you a lot. Thank you for sharing your journey with us and for the upcoming ones. Excited to see what lies ahead in the future. 💙💙💙
i missed you, man. we all did, but we understood that you needed a break. content creators are still people with their own needs and mental health. all of us are so glad you’re back and that you’re doing a bit better. i-no, *we* , are so proud of you. we love you so so much bill and we’ll be on this incredible journey alongside you.
we're all incredibly proud of you king. i remember how hard it was to start cleaning up the room and you are absolutely wonderfully strong for doing that. ❤
We are so proud of you Bill, for taking time for yourself. It's difficult to do, especially when you have a large fan base and high worry about the fans. But in reality, true bravery comes from realising you may need assistance. All in all, we are so glad you're back, Billzo, and you can take all the time you need and we will be here and we will wait patiently. With much love and appreciation
Hey pal, you are a really cool person on and off screen. Probably doesn't mean a whole lot coming from a random kid on the internet and I doubt you'll see this but just wanted to let you know that I'm really happy for you and your quest to be more genuine in front if the camera. Something like that is really tough to do when you feel like your on a stage like your activly needing to feel like your making someone laugh or be cool or something but this honesty is refreshing I'm sure not only for you but for us too. We all love you bill and we are looking forward to what ever you may have next. Don't rush it 👍
I’m so proud of you Bill, I know how hard it is cleaning up a depression room but if really is one of the most difficult but most reward steps. I’m looking forward to see what’s next!
Hey bill! were all so incredibly proud of you, and we all understand you. you're and amazing person, were so thankful that you're pushing through this. were just strangers, but we appreciate you so much!
We (as a community) are all very proud of you for taking the initiative to find time for yourself and your health. Stay strong king! The bozos and your friends will always be here!
You are amazing. I suffered with depression too, and Its really inspiring to see someone who has come out of the other side too. Stay strong, I'll be staying strong with you
We’re so proud of you Billzo, it’s tough to deal with depression and mental health can be a bitch. I’m so happy youre taking care of yourself and know we all have sm love for you ❤
As someone who has struggled with severe depression I just want to say I’m so fucking proud of you Billzo. It is not an easy thing to be able to seek help and have the energy to pick yourself up, but I’m so happy you pushed yourself to take these steps. God and after picking up a depression room, that’s a huge step and I hope you realize how strong you are for taking the steps to doing what’s best for you even if it was hard. Also to take that time into realizing what you want, incredible. Remember to take care of yourself, so much love to you.
Pround of you sm Bill. Thank you for trusting and opening up you're so strong. Cleaning up a depressed room is such a big step. We're so happy for you. WE LOVE YOU BILL❤
I only got into MCYT last year. I wasnt a part of your community until now. I never got to watch any of your old videos, and never knew about what was happening with you until now. Ive never been that deep in depression, but i have taken a short swim in the shallows. Going through that is hard, but whats harder, is getting back out, and being able ti stand in your own feet. Im proud of you, Bilzo, youve done and are doing something that would crush some people. Good luck with the future, and i hope your life is filled with love.
billzo. I’m so so proud of you! With your diabetes, depression. I have type 1 diabetes and I know it’s pretty hard and I have depression as well. I love you and wish you the best! ❤❤
I had someone in my life who couldn't take care of themselves and even with trying to help them they had passed away. So the fact that you got threw this and you are just giving it your all to heal means so much man. So proud of you, we all are!
crying rn so incredibly happy to see the legend back and im glad he feels comfortable enough to share a bit of what he went through, it really is nice to see someone else who's sharing their struggles and know that you're not alone
I’m glad you got some help dude and made this video in general. As someone with depression and all that it’s hard. I only recently got a therapist. I have issues with knowing if I’m even real. I’m so so glad you got help and went and found help even if it didn’t go how you thought it would. I hope to see more from you! You’re awesome and you took some massive steps and yet here you are. Welcome back. I’m glad you’re back, Bill. We missed you ✨!!!
seeing one of my favourite content creators going through the same things I am makes me feel understood. it's hard to feel normal sometimes but this helps. this truly motivates me
We are proud you're here. No matter what breaks you need, don't feel bad for getting help. The world itself is traumatic and just know that we are all here for you mate, just be the you that you can be.
So proud of you Billzo. Myself, I’ve been going through something similar- depression room, self isolating, intentionally terrible eating/sleeping habits, the works. I’m also at a similar point to Bill in that I’ve been doing this for too long and I can feel myself getting ready to break through to the other side. Seeing someone whose content I’ve watched for years doing just that makes me feel really seen and inspired to get through the dark times. Keep fighting Bill, you’re DOING AMAZING THINGS and we’re so incredibly proud of you.
We are so incredibly proud of you, Bill. You’ve come so far, and I personally know how hard it is to struggle through depressive episodes like this, and I’m so glad you’ve been able to get help and to start feeling better. ❤️
it's so incredibly difficult to get out of depression, and you're finding your own way of doing it. we're all so proud of you! thank you so much for being so transparent with all of us and sharing what you struggled with. it's not an easy thing to do.
its incredible how much strength you have. Getting help, taking breaks, cleaning your room.. I didnt realise how much I missed you until I saw your face. The real Bill. Well done man, this is a big step forward. We are all so proud ❤
This makes me so happy to hear him be so genuine. I have points in life when I just get into my own shell and don’t come out until a while, I’m glad he’s over coming it. I’m proud of you ❤️
As someone who isolates myself as soon as I struggle with anything that feels too big to ignore, it's horrible and so hard to get out of. It's also one of those things that becomes a core part of your personality and how you react to any sort of issue, so it can feel pretty hopeless sometimes. Its really nice to see somebody getting out of the pattern, struggling but doing it anyway, and finding a new way to live instead of trying the live the life you did before when it didn't make you happy. I'm glad you're getting results (even if it doesn't feel like a lot yet) and being open about it. Good luck!
Bilzo, you are such a amazing person and breaking the cycle of depression and looking for help is a hard thing to do, and also talking about it to people, especially the internet. your a amazing person and i can't wait to see what you do in the future
As some one who has also struggled with depression and anxiety it’s definitely really hard to talk about. Im so proud that you felt comfortable to talk about with your community. I’m sure all of us are proud! It doesn’t matter how long you’re gone for your community will always be there waiting for you!
We love you, Bill. Please know that. I’m so proud of you for everything you’ve overcome, and I know you can continue to overcome your feelings. Take care of yourself man.
i was scrolling on my recommended and said “hey i lowkey forgot abt this dude” clicked on the video and i am so proud of you and i know there’s is such a low chance of you reading this but good on you, you did what you had to and in that way i guess i can look up to you so thank you for giving me some motivation to get better and get help. you are awesome and just i hope you stay out of the pit.
I'm so proud of you, Billzo. It's amazing that you got help, we missed you but your mental health is more important to us. I wish you the best of luck on your new up coming plans. We missed you so much, but we're glad that you're feeling better! If you ever need a break again, don't be afraid to step away from the computer and internet and help yourself. We love you
im not gonna say im proud of you even though i am cause literally everyone else in this comment section has and it wouldn't seem genuine, but seeing you come out of literally rock bottom and being able to push through it is INCREDIBLE. im so happy for you and i aspire to be like you. someone that stands up to depression instead of letting it continue to ruin your life. depression doesnt go away, but standing up to it like how youve done is an amazing achievement and i admire that so much about you. we love you bill and i cant wait to see future projects.
The day you announced taking a break, I was so relieved. I could tell something was up and just wanted you to focus on yourself. So glad you seem to be doing better and so so excited to see what you've been working on!!!
Yo bill, this is a person who’s have and still has depression. It’s a lot to go through and please take as long as you need too as it is a very hard thing to control in life. Me and others are proud and happy that your in the process of getting better and take as long as you need to fully heal and recover. Much love and take care💜
when i saw that u posted i actually started crying. you have an impact on so many people and i’m so happy for u. cleaning is the first step to healing.
So proud of you man, overcoming this stuff is so hard to do and I cannot express how proud we all are. You’re such an amazing man. We would wait for years if it meant you can be at your best. We love you so much, glad you’re back man
So proud of you dude, even just starting/trying to pull yourself out of pit isn't easy at all and then also trying to clean a depression adds a lot to you. Once again I'm so proud of you and your strength!
Written in thousands of comments. But we are proud of you. Genuinely. Honestly, this was really strong. Idk how to put it. You put yourself in a vulnerable position and I’m so gosh dang proud. And this inspired a hope to get outta the loop for me. Thank you for being you.
this video honestly made me cry, I have been suffering depression for 2 years and not a lot has helped so to see one of my favourite creators go through that it's really hard, yet comforting, if that makes sense? I'm sorry for everything you've gone through Bill, but I'm proud that you've managed to get your life back on track :)
I am honestly so glad your back, I was scared that you wouldn't since I've had other creators take breaks and none of them have come back and it's been almost 2 years on one that I've been waiting for a long time on, and to share what you have is an amazing thing on its own, just don't over work yourself and have fun with making videos do it at your own pace and make sure your still getting better ❤
ive delayed watching this bc i knew it was gonna punch me in the feels (and it did) im so insanely proud of you dude, ive been in that type of rut many times and it's never easy to get out of it, especially when you're trying to pull yourself out without any help from anyone else. your mental health is a priority, but im excited to see what youll do next now that you're back. youre more than worth the work it takes to get better
always proud of you! proud of how transparent you continue to choose to be with your audience, even though you don’t have to be. proud of how you seem to bounce back from hard times stronger and stronger. will always support you, dude! watching you grow, finding yourself, and what truly brings you joy, and sharing that with us, will forever be amazing and truly comforting. no matter how many breaks you may end up needing to take, however many content direction changes you may go through, anything, i assure you, we will stick around and appreciate it all. continue to do what you do, it’s very epic 😎 ♥︎
Proud of you dude, cleaning up a depression room is difficult but it's a great first step
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I agree. Except when I start cleaning after being depressed it means I’m gonna have a breakdown lol
Thank you for showing this. People rarely ever show the more ‘gross’ side of depression and tend to romanticise or fetishise it. I’m really happy for you and I hope you’re doing well
i’m one comment among THOUSANDS, but i’m proud of you. pulling yourself out of the pit isn’t easy, but you’ve done such a great job so far with cleaning and prioritizing yourself. healing isn’t linear, but every moment counts towards it. you got this!!!
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We’re all very proud of you. It takes a lot of courage to even just clean your room. Depression sucks, but you’re doing great.
I don't think I've seen somebody come back from a break and be more genuine and honest with their audience. We're so proud of you Bill, and we're so happy to have you back ❤️
We’re proud of your bill, and we all understand why you had to leave. You’re so amazing.
Cleaning a depression room can be really hard to do, mentally and physically, and the fact you have started the process is really good, even if it's in little parts that's still good, I'm so proud of you man
It doesn’t matter if it takes you 20 years to get fully into it, we’ll be here with you. Whatever you do will be amazing because you’re the one doing it. We love you and we’re so proud of you
We miss you boss man!! We hoped you've been okay. We love you so much. It's nice to see that your cleaning up, I'm glad you've found energy to do this. It's a hard thing to do. We all love you.
I’m not going to write a whole paragraph because then I’m going to cry but I’ve been checking every so often to see if you had returned but I am so proud of you Bill! We all missed you
Proud of you, king. As someone who has been diagnosed with a mental disorder I know how hard it is to get back up from the pit you've fallen deeper and deeper for so long - the fact that you've talked about this and posted this video is already one step closer to becoming the person you want to become, it's honest and I'm glad you've shown us, your community, this side of you. We are here for you, king :)
As somebody who deals with depression, I can tell you that doing something as “simple” as cleaning can feel impossible; I’m so proud of you! I know it’s hard but you’re on the right track!! ❤️❤️
I’m so proud of how far he’s come. Even cleaning a depression room just shows how far he’s come.
Depression is weird because it feels so heavy, and when you finally decide to lift the weight off of yourself, you’re able to find yourself again. Wishing Bill the best and I hope you find the part of yourself that keeps you happy and young again.
I might cry so I cant go into depth but the fact that toure feeing good enough to post this just brings me so much ease. Been following your internet journey for so long im just happy youre getting back to what makes you hopefully happy.
Such a good comment and I agree
You've heard it a thousand times but that's only because it's true. We are all extremely proud of you. We all care about you. And as unbelievable as it may sound you have helped and influenced so many people just by being some silly character on our screens. We all only wish you the best and we all sincerely hope things are going well. Much love, your fanbase.
remember 2 things bill, 1) we love you so much, and 2) always prioritize your mental health over everything!!
we’re all so proud of you bill, you’re so brave to have sat down and spoken about how you are. being strong enough to do something like this shows how strong you are as a person, you can do this, we all love you ❤️
We are very proud of you Billzo. Thank you so much for trusting and opening up. We will always be here, and we are so happy to have you back ❤
So proud of you! No small feat cleaning a depression room, pulling yourself out of that dark place is one obstacle of the many, we'll all get through this together!
brought me to tears, cause goddamn im going through similar shit. I just graduated high school and got diagnosed with ADHD anxiety and depression. Turns out the last 7 years of burning the rope from all ends wasn't healthy. Whoops. We'll make it through. We've got this king
same.
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You’ve got this. And there’s no rush. One step at a time ❤
This is his vent not yours
you’re incredible bud, we’re so proud of you:)
Take as much time as you need, we will all be here waiting and giving support from the sidelines. Don't rush yourself to make content for us. Don't worry about making US happy, make sure your happy. Your doing great :D
depression is totally one of the hardest things to wholeheartedly get over and pull yourself out of. i’m so happy that you’re getting your life together again. even if new uploads are scarce, i’d rather have them be genuine than forced and stressful. there’s only so much i can say amongst the thousands of people supporting you in this. i just want you to know that we’re all here with you, bill (:
We're all so proud of you depression is so hard and it's a battle just to wake up in the morning and you are doing amazing
We’re so proud of you Bill. Cleaning up a depressed room is such a huge step. You got this man ❤
As someone with depression and constantly gets episodes of depression, I am incredibly proud of you. I may not exactly know every specific thing you’ve gone through but I know what it’s like to struggle. Im happy you took the time you need to heal. I hope in the future you continue to take time to heal because I can’t tell you how helpful it is to take time to do the things that make you happiest. Love you Bill and hope you are able to stay in a positive space. 💜
Though all of us are strangers, i feel like we can all agree that coming out of a state like this can be hard. And yet youre still doing it man. We're all so proud of you Bill, you deserve the world. Dont ever stop being you :)
we’re all so proud of you for fighting your mental health , we’re all here
great to know you’re doing better bill! always prioritize your mental health
This unlocked something in me that I have been subconsciously shoving down, so I am now sobbing in a bubble bath realizing that I have been alone for nearly a year now. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for opening up and sharing this. I’m proud of you
I completely understand you viewpoint of going to the hospital. I felt so low and needed help, but it was not as I had imagined and it was quite scary. Asking for help is one of the hardest things you can do, and when it doesn’t live up to your expectations it may feel pointless at that moment in time. Keep striving to do great things and you may find yourself thankful that you reached out. So proud of you. ❤️
As a depressed person who has to jump form one side of my room to the other most of the time, i get how hard this can be, proud of you!
Heyy I wish you the best of luck fighting depression
We’re so proud of you for pushing through Bill, you’re so strong for pulling through the never ending cycle! Sharing that journey takes some guts too, we’re endlessly proud of you, we’ll always be here
Bill, I don’t care if you’re the same person you were before. I don’t care if you’re different. I’m just glad you’re OK and glad you’re back. We love you 🩷🩷
making the best impression for kid's that have depression like me. you are helping kid come out of there troll hole and see people again. hope the best for you. we are all proud of you. we love you bill
Everybody is so genuinely proud of you man. The energy and fight you’ve put in is just wonderful. Just know that we are all here for you, to support you and just to be here even if we can never really know you personally. You will always be considered brave and just an amazing person in all of our eyes. Just know you are never alone. Depression is the worst, and cleaning a depression room just shows your strength. I wish you the best man and I hope everything goes well for you!
We’re so proud of you bill, you have come so far and we will always be here and wait for you, till you’re ready :)
just remember there's no pressure in putting out content your fanbase will understand your needed breaks- mental health always needs to be prioritized. you're stronger than you know.
well done bill! we’re all so proud of you thank you for trusting and opening up your so strong and we’re so happy for you WE LOVE YOU BILL!!!
as someone who's struggling with their mental health and is also a bozo, i am so proud of you for getting out of that unending cycle, my guy. We are proud of you. So proud of you and we missed you a lot. Thank you for sharing your journey with us and for the upcoming ones. Excited to see what lies ahead in the future. 💙💙💙
i just finished cleaning my depression room, and honestly you helped me get the motivation to, so proud of you man!
i missed you, man. we all did, but we understood that you needed a break. content creators are still people with their own needs and mental health. all of us are so glad you’re back and that you’re doing a bit better. i-no, *we* , are so proud of you. we love you so so much bill and we’ll be on this incredible journey alongside you.
we're all incredibly proud of you king. i remember how hard it was to start cleaning up the room and you are absolutely wonderfully strong for doing that. ❤
We are so proud of you Bill, for taking time for yourself. It's difficult to do, especially when you have a large fan base and high worry about the fans. But in reality, true bravery comes from realising you may need assistance. All in all, we are so glad you're back, Billzo, and you can take all the time you need and we will be here and we will wait patiently. With much love and appreciation
Hey pal, you are a really cool person on and off screen. Probably doesn't mean a whole lot coming from a random kid on the internet and I doubt you'll see this but just wanted to let you know that I'm really happy for you and your quest to be more genuine in front if the camera. Something like that is really tough to do when you feel like your on a stage like your activly needing to feel like your making someone laugh or be cool or something but this honesty is refreshing I'm sure not only for you but for us too. We all love you bill and we are looking forward to what ever you may have next. Don't rush it 👍
I’m so proud of you Bill, I know how hard it is cleaning up a depression room but if really is one of the most difficult but most reward steps. I’m looking forward to see what’s next!
Hey bill! were all so incredibly proud of you, and we all understand you. you're and amazing person, were so thankful that you're pushing through this. were just strangers, but we appreciate you so much!
We (as a community) are all very proud of you for taking the initiative to find time for yourself and your health. Stay strong king! The bozos and your friends will always be here!
You are amazing. I suffered with depression too, and Its really inspiring to see someone who has come out of the other side too. Stay strong, I'll be staying strong with you
WE ALL ARE SO PROUD OF YOU BILLZO NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IT'LL BE AMAZING BECAUSE YOUR THE ONE DOING IT. WE ALL LOVE YOU
We’re so proud of you Billzo, it’s tough to deal with depression and mental health can be a bitch. I’m so happy youre taking care of yourself and know we all have sm love for you ❤
As someone who has struggled with severe depression I just want to say I’m so fucking proud of you Billzo. It is not an easy thing to be able to seek help and have the energy to pick yourself up, but I’m so happy you pushed yourself to take these steps. God and after picking up a depression room, that’s a huge step and I hope you realize how strong you are for taking the steps to doing what’s best for you even if it was hard. Also to take that time into realizing what you want, incredible. Remember to take care of yourself, so much love to you.
Pround of you sm Bill. Thank you for trusting and opening up you're so strong. Cleaning up a depressed room is such a big step. We're so happy for you. WE LOVE YOU BILL❤
I only got into MCYT last year. I wasnt a part of your community until now. I never got to watch any of your old videos, and never knew about what was happening with you until now. Ive never been that deep in depression, but i have taken a short swim in the shallows. Going through that is hard, but whats harder, is getting back out, and being able ti stand in your own feet. Im proud of you, Bilzo, youve done and are doing something that would crush some people. Good luck with the future, and i hope your life is filled with love.
we all missed you so much bill, we hope you feel so much better now and we can’t wait to see what you have planned. we love you
I’m glad your doing well billzo and I’m very joyed that your taking care of yourself much love from the billzo community ❤️
billzo. I’m so so proud of you! With your diabetes, depression. I have type 1 diabetes and I know it’s pretty hard and I have depression as well. I love you and wish you the best! ❤❤
I had someone in my life who couldn't take care of themselves and even with trying to help them they had passed away. So the fact that you got threw this and you are just giving it your all to heal means so much man. So proud of you, we all are!
crying rn
so incredibly happy to see the legend back and im glad he feels comfortable enough to share a bit of what he went through, it really is nice to see someone else who's sharing their struggles and know that you're not alone
I’m glad you got some help dude and made this video in general. As someone with depression and all that it’s hard. I only recently got a therapist. I have issues with knowing if I’m even real. I’m so so glad you got help and went and found help even if it didn’t go how you thought it would.
I hope to see more from you! You’re awesome and you took some massive steps and yet here you are. Welcome back.
I’m glad you’re back, Bill. We missed you ✨!!!
seeing one of my favourite content creators going through the same things I am makes me feel understood. it's hard to feel normal sometimes but this helps. this truly motivates me
We all fucking love you bill. Your the best.
We are proud you're here. No matter what breaks you need, don't feel bad for getting help. The world itself is traumatic and just know that we are all here for you mate, just be the you that you can be.
We are very proud of you bill! We’re all here for you always! Keep your head up! We ❤ you
So proud of you Billzo. Myself, I’ve been going through something similar- depression room, self isolating, intentionally terrible eating/sleeping habits, the works. I’m also at a similar point to Bill in that I’ve been doing this for too long and I can feel myself getting ready to break through to the other side. Seeing someone whose content I’ve watched for years doing just that makes me feel really seen and inspired to get through the dark times. Keep fighting Bill, you’re DOING AMAZING THINGS and we’re so incredibly proud of you.
Proud of you, Billzo! Thank you for opening up to all of us. It takes real gut to do so. Weve missed you
so proud of u bill!! we have all missed you so much! we’re all here for you!! we all love you so much
We are so incredibly proud of you, Bill. You’ve come so far, and I personally know how hard it is to struggle through depressive episodes like this, and I’m so glad you’ve been able to get help and to start feeling better. ❤️
it's so incredibly difficult to get out of depression, and you're finding your own way of doing it. we're all so proud of you! thank you so much for being so transparent with all of us and sharing what you struggled with. it's not an easy thing to do.
So proud of you :,) as someone who also struggles with mental illness it’s awesome to see you so open about it ❤️
its incredible how much strength you have. Getting help, taking breaks, cleaning your room.. I didnt realise how much I missed you until I saw your face. The real Bill. Well done man, this is a big step forward. We are all so proud ❤
youre so strong, and to anyone reading this, you can do it!! it may feel like nothing will get better but i promise it will
So proud of you bil, I can't put it into word of how happy i am that your back and you are doing so well with everything. Don't give up ❤
This makes me so happy to hear him be so genuine. I have points in life when I just get into my own shell and don’t come out until a while, I’m glad he’s over coming it. I’m proud of you ❤️
We’re all so unbelievably proud of you man
We are all so proud of you how far you’ve gotten 💖
As someone who isolates myself as soon as I struggle with anything that feels too big to ignore, it's horrible and so hard to get out of. It's also one of those things that becomes a core part of your personality and how you react to any sort of issue, so it can feel pretty hopeless sometimes. Its really nice to see somebody getting out of the pattern, struggling but doing it anyway, and finding a new way to live instead of trying the live the life you did before when it didn't make you happy. I'm glad you're getting results (even if it doesn't feel like a lot yet) and being open about it. Good luck!
Bilzo, you are such a amazing person and breaking the cycle of depression and looking for help is a hard thing to do, and also talking about it to people, especially the internet. your a amazing person and i can't wait to see what you do in the future
As some one who has also struggled with depression and anxiety it’s definitely really hard to talk about. Im so proud that you felt comfortable to talk about with your community. I’m sure all of us are proud! It doesn’t matter how long you’re gone for your community will always be there waiting for you!
we're so proud of you billzo, pulling yourself from depression, working on your mental state & stability, is amazing to see, you are amazing man.
We love you, Bill. Please know that. I’m so proud of you for everything you’ve overcome, and I know you can continue to overcome your feelings. Take care of yourself man.
i was scrolling on my recommended and said “hey i lowkey forgot abt this dude” clicked on the video and i am so proud of you and i know there’s is such a low chance of you reading this but good on you, you did what you had to and in that way i guess i can look up to you so thank you for giving me some motivation to get better and get help. you are awesome and just i hope you stay out of the pit.
I'm so proud of you, Billzo. It's amazing that you got help, we missed you but your mental health is more important to us. I wish you the best of luck on your new up coming plans. We missed you so much, but we're glad that you're feeling better! If you ever need a break again, don't be afraid to step away from the computer and internet and help yourself. We love you
We love you, Bill :(
We’re all so incredibly proud of you.
im not gonna say im proud of you even though i am cause literally everyone else in this comment section has and it wouldn't seem genuine, but seeing you come out of literally rock bottom and being able to push through it is INCREDIBLE. im so happy for you and i aspire to be like you. someone that stands up to depression instead of letting it continue to ruin your life. depression doesnt go away, but standing up to it like how youve done is an amazing achievement and i admire that so much about you. we love you bill and i cant wait to see future projects.
The day you announced taking a break, I was so relieved. I could tell something was up and just wanted you to focus on yourself. So glad you seem to be doing better and so so excited to see what you've been working on!!!
So happy to see you again Bill
We're so proud of you for getting through this Billzo! Don't worry you can do it and you have our support ❤
Yo bill, this is a person who’s have and still has depression. It’s a lot to go through and please take as long as you need too as it is a very hard thing to control in life. Me and others are proud and happy that your in the process of getting better and take as long as you need to fully heal and recover. Much love and take care💜
when i saw that u posted i actually started crying. you have an impact on so many people and i’m so happy for u. cleaning is the first step to healing.
So proud of you man, overcoming this stuff is so hard to do and I cannot express how proud we all are. You’re such an amazing man. We would wait for years if it meant you can be at your best. We love you so much, glad you’re back man
So proud of you dude, even just starting/trying to pull yourself out of pit isn't easy at all and then also trying to clean a depression adds a lot to you. Once again I'm so proud of you and your strength!
We’re all very proud of you for even making the steps to getting better rather than just letting yourself be pulled back into it
Written in thousands of comments. But we are proud of you. Genuinely. Honestly, this was really strong. Idk how to put it. You put yourself in a vulnerable position and I’m so gosh dang proud. And this inspired a hope to get outta the loop for me. Thank you for being you.
this video honestly made me cry, I have been suffering depression for 2 years and not a lot has helped so to see one of my favourite creators go through that it's really hard, yet comforting, if that makes sense? I'm sorry for everything you've gone through Bill, but I'm proud that you've managed to get your life back on track :)
I am honestly so glad your back, I was scared that you wouldn't since I've had other creators take breaks and none of them have come back and it's been almost 2 years on one that I've been waiting for a long time on, and to share what you have is an amazing thing on its own, just don't over work yourself and have fun with making videos do it at your own pace and make sure your still getting better ❤
ive delayed watching this bc i knew it was gonna punch me in the feels (and it did)
im so insanely proud of you dude, ive been in that type of rut many times and it's never easy to get out of it, especially when you're trying to pull yourself out without any help from anyone else. your mental health is a priority, but im excited to see what youll do next now that you're back. youre more than worth the work it takes to get better
always proud of you! proud of how transparent you continue to choose to be with your audience, even though you don’t have to be. proud of how you seem to bounce back from hard times stronger and stronger. will always support you, dude! watching you grow, finding yourself, and what truly brings you joy, and sharing that with us, will forever be amazing and truly comforting. no matter how many breaks you may end up needing to take, however many content direction changes you may go through, anything, i assure you, we will stick around and appreciate it all. continue to do what you do, it’s very epic 😎 ♥︎
Bill, you have been so strong. Through the times, the depression, the isolation. You are stronger. You are the one. Glad to see ya back.