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  • Опубликовано: 10 дек 2024

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  • @kindacryptic
    @kindacryptic Год назад +13739

    Proud of you dude, cleaning up a depression room is difficult but it's a great first step

  • @BigAbski
    @BigAbski Год назад +1755

    Thank you for showing this. People rarely ever show the more ‘gross’ side of depression and tend to romanticise or fetishise it. I’m really happy for you and I hope you’re doing well

  • @sa7667
    @sa7667 Год назад +1954

    i’m one comment among THOUSANDS, but i’m proud of you. pulling yourself out of the pit isn’t easy, but you’ve done such a great job so far with cleaning and prioritizing yourself. healing isn’t linear, but every moment counts towards it. you got this!!!

    • @philosophy_bot4171
      @philosophy_bot4171 Год назад +8

      Beep bop... I'm the Philosophy Bot. Here, have a quote:
      "Never give a sword to a man who can't dance"
      ~ Confucius

  • @addie_wrestles
    @addie_wrestles Год назад +2067

    We’re proud of your bill, and we all understand why you had to leave. You’re so amazing.

  • @S1LLYEST
    @S1LLYEST Год назад +882

    We miss you boss man!! We hoped you've been okay. We love you so much. It's nice to see that your cleaning up, I'm glad you've found energy to do this. It's a hard thing to do. We all love you.

  • @DraculauraLives
    @DraculauraLives Год назад +913

    We’re all very proud of you. It takes a lot of courage to even just clean your room. Depression sucks, but you’re doing great.

  • @KaiIsConfused
    @KaiIsConfused Год назад +1654

    I’m not going to write a whole paragraph because then I’m going to cry but I’ve been checking every so often to see if you had returned but I am so proud of you Bill! We all missed you

  • @voyd945
    @voyd945 Год назад +1089

    I’m so proud of how far he’s come. Even cleaning a depression room just shows how far he’s come.

  • @abbylo0
    @abbylo0 Год назад +459

    Cleaning a depression room can be really hard to do, mentally and physically, and the fact you have started the process is really good, even if it's in little parts that's still good, I'm so proud of you man

  • @sydneysunsu
    @sydneysunsu Год назад +538

    you’re incredible bud, we’re so proud of you:)

  • @clay.lol4650
    @clay.lol4650 Год назад +699

    We're all so proud of you depression is so hard and it's a battle just to wake up in the morning and you are doing amazing

  • @marniekenderes
    @marniekenderes Год назад +312

    It doesn’t matter if it takes you 20 years to get fully into it, we’ll be here with you. Whatever you do will be amazing because you’re the one doing it. We love you and we’re so proud of you

  • @jocelynhaswiiings
    @jocelynhaswiiings Год назад +234

    Depression is weird because it feels so heavy, and when you finally decide to lift the weight off of yourself, you’re able to find yourself again. Wishing Bill the best and I hope you find the part of yourself that keeps you happy and young again.

  • @frudellylive_x
    @frudellylive_x Год назад +360

    remember 2 things bill, 1) we love you so much, and 2) always prioritize your mental health over everything!!

  • @Jamini_hostin5257
    @Jamini_hostin5257 Год назад +262

    Proud of you, king. As someone who has been diagnosed with a mental disorder I know how hard it is to get back up from the pit you've fallen deeper and deeper for so long - the fact that you've talked about this and posted this video is already one step closer to becoming the person you want to become, it's honest and I'm glad you've shown us, your community, this side of you. We are here for you, king :)

  • @seafish11
    @seafish11 Год назад +372

    great to know you’re doing better bill! always prioritize your mental health

  • @willissupercool9025
    @willissupercool9025 Год назад +578

    We’re so proud of you Bill. Cleaning up a depressed room is such a huge step. You got this man ❤

  • @drewarmstrong5118
    @drewarmstrong5118 Год назад +135

    As somebody who deals with depression, I can tell you that doing something as “simple” as cleaning can feel impossible; I’m so proud of you! I know it’s hard but you’re on the right track!! ❤️❤️

  • @br4v3.as.A.n0un
    @br4v3.as.A.n0un Год назад +608

    we’re all so proud of you for fighting your mental health , we’re all here

  • @PristineSerendipity
    @PristineSerendipity Год назад +444

    Everybody is so genuinely proud of you man. The energy and fight you’ve put in is just wonderful. Just know that we are all here for you, to support you and just to be here even if we can never really know you personally. You will always be considered brave and just an amazing person in all of our eyes. Just know you are never alone. Depression is the worst, and cleaning a depression room just shows your strength. I wish you the best man and I hope everything goes well for you!

  • @Ace_of_Storm
    @Ace_of_Storm Год назад +96

    Take as much time as you need, we will all be here waiting and giving support from the sidelines. Don't rush yourself to make content for us. Don't worry about making US happy, make sure your happy. Your doing great :D

  • @space.jvnkie
    @space.jvnkie Год назад +389

    We’re so proud of you for pushing through Bill, you’re so strong for pulling through the never ending cycle! Sharing that journey takes some guts too, we’re endlessly proud of you, we’ll always be here

  • @sunshinelkcs1630
    @sunshinelkcs1630 Год назад +264

    As a depressed person who has to jump form one side of my room to the other most of the time, i get how hard this can be, proud of you!

  • @LunarScarlet00
    @LunarScarlet00 Год назад +54

    So proud of you! No small feat cleaning a depression room, pulling yourself out of that dark place is one obstacle of the many, we'll all get through this together!

  • @lxxie1615
    @lxxie1615 Год назад +585

    well done bill! we’re all so proud of you thank you for trusting and opening up your so strong and we’re so happy for you WE LOVE YOU BILL!!!

  • @Icada_tv
    @Icada_tv Год назад +238

    We’re so proud of you bill, you have come so far and we will always be here and wait for you, till you’re ready :)

  • @YourIvyGroves
    @YourIvyGroves Год назад +46

    You've heard it a thousand times but that's only because it's true. We are all extremely proud of you. We all care about you. And as unbelievable as it may sound you have helped and influenced so many people just by being some silly character on our screens. We all only wish you the best and we all sincerely hope things are going well. Much love, your fanbase.

  • @StinkeeRaccoon
    @StinkeeRaccoon Год назад +390

    Hey bill! were all so incredibly proud of you, and we all understand you. you're and amazing person, were so thankful that you're pushing through this. were just strangers, but we appreciate you so much!

  • @planettmarzz
    @planettmarzz Год назад +184

    We are proud you're here. No matter what breaks you need, don't feel bad for getting help. The world itself is traumatic and just know that we are all here for you mate, just be the you that you can be.

  • @l_ynn1862
    @l_ynn1862 Год назад +38

    We are very proud of you Billzo. Thank you so much for trusting and opening up. We will always be here, and we are so happy to have you back ❤

  • @neo-ud2fm
    @neo-ud2fm Год назад +191

    we're all incredibly proud of you king. i remember how hard it was to start cleaning up the room and you are absolutely wonderfully strong for doing that. ❤

  • @alexisstarr6662
    @alexisstarr6662 Год назад +92

    We are so proud of you Bill, for taking time for yourself. It's difficult to do, especially when you have a large fan base and high worry about the fans. But in reality, true bravery comes from realising you may need assistance. All in all, we are so glad you're back, Billzo, and you can take all the time you need and we will be here and we will wait patiently. With much love and appreciation

  • @morganweaver7124
    @morganweaver7124 Год назад +31

    As someone with depression and constantly gets episodes of depression, I am incredibly proud of you. I may not exactly know every specific thing you’ve gone through but I know what it’s like to struggle. Im happy you took the time you need to heal. I hope in the future you continue to take time to heal because I can’t tell you how helpful it is to take time to do the things that make you happiest. Love you Bill and hope you are able to stay in a positive space. 💜

  • @silversky9091
    @silversky9091 Год назад +111

    We (as a community) are all very proud of you for taking the initiative to find time for yourself and your health. Stay strong king! The bozos and your friends will always be here!

  • @bodiewaddles
    @bodiewaddles Год назад +56

    as someone who's struggling with their mental health and is also a bozo, i am so proud of you for getting out of that unending cycle, my guy. We are proud of you. So proud of you and we missed you a lot. Thank you for sharing your journey with us and for the upcoming ones. Excited to see what lies ahead in the future. 💙💙💙

  • @lalaladybird
    @lalaladybird Год назад +7

    This unlocked something in me that I have been subconsciously shoving down, so I am now sobbing in a bubble bath realizing that I have been alone for nearly a year now. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for opening up and sharing this. I’m proud of you

  • @shclooplamoop3085
    @shclooplamoop3085 Год назад +94

    As someone who has struggled with severe depression I just want to say I’m so fucking proud of you Billzo. It is not an easy thing to be able to seek help and have the energy to pick yourself up, but I’m so happy you pushed yourself to take these steps. God and after picking up a depression room, that’s a huge step and I hope you realize how strong you are for taking the steps to doing what’s best for you even if it was hard. Also to take that time into realizing what you want, incredible. Remember to take care of yourself, so much love to you.

  • @max.r07
    @max.r07 Год назад +91

    We’re so proud of you Billzo, it’s tough to deal with depression and mental health can be a bitch. I’m so happy youre taking care of yourself and know we all have sm love for you ❤

  • @anna-dz3jr
    @anna-dz3jr Год назад +155

    youre so strong, and to anyone reading this, you can do it!! it may feel like nothing will get better but i promise it will

  • @zer0isaher0
    @zer0isaher0 Год назад +85

    I’m glad you got some help dude and made this video in general. As someone with depression and all that it’s hard. I only recently got a therapist. I have issues with knowing if I’m even real. I’m so so glad you got help and went and found help even if it didn’t go how you thought it would.
    I hope to see more from you! You’re awesome and you took some massive steps and yet here you are. Welcome back.
    I’m glad you’re back, Bill. We missed you ✨!!!

  • @bjunsen
    @bjunsen Год назад +14

    depression is totally one of the hardest things to wholeheartedly get over and pull yourself out of. i’m so happy that you’re getting your life together again. even if new uploads are scarce, i’d rather have them be genuine than forced and stressful. there’s only so much i can say amongst the thousands of people supporting you in this. i just want you to know that we’re all here with you, bill (:

  • @Yapperradio
    @Yapperradio Год назад +74

    I’m glad your doing well billzo and I’m very joyed that your taking care of yourself much love from the billzo community ❤️

  • @ashduck4566
    @ashduck4566 Год назад +45

    crying rn
    so incredibly happy to see the legend back and im glad he feels comfortable enough to share a bit of what he went through, it really is nice to see someone else who's sharing their struggles and know that you're not alone

  • @tressa_w
    @tressa_w Год назад +9

    I completely understand you viewpoint of going to the hospital. I felt so low and needed help, but it was not as I had imagined and it was quite scary. Asking for help is one of the hardest things you can do, and when it doesn’t live up to your expectations it may feel pointless at that moment in time. Keep striving to do great things and you may find yourself thankful that you reached out. So proud of you. ❤️

  • @lexirose561
    @lexirose561 Год назад +96

    We are very proud of you bill! We’re all here for you always! Keep your head up! We ❤ you

  • @ARTSYISMISSING
    @ARTSYISMISSING Год назад +105

    We are so incredibly proud of you, Bill. You’ve come so far, and I personally know how hard it is to struggle through depressive episodes like this, and I’m so glad you’ve been able to get help and to start feeling better. ❤️

  • @JJfriday-o9z
    @JJfriday-o9z Год назад +13

    making the best impression for kid's that have depression like me. you are helping kid come out of there troll hole and see people again. hope the best for you. we are all proud of you. we love you bill

  • @Eeby-onmy-Deeby
    @Eeby-onmy-Deeby Год назад +81

    We’re all so unbelievably proud of you man

  • @1llun1s
    @1llun1s Год назад +57

    we all missed you so much bill, we hope you feel so much better now and we can’t wait to see what you have planned. we love you

  • @Melodic_Amitola404
    @Melodic_Amitola404 Год назад +7

    i just finished cleaning my depression room, and honestly you helped me get the motivation to, so proud of you man!

  • @Vavavvs
    @Vavavvs Год назад +137

    We are all so proud of you how far you’ve gotten 💖

  • @omgits_paxton
    @omgits_paxton Год назад +63

    its incredible how much strength you have. Getting help, taking breaks, cleaning your room.. I didnt realise how much I missed you until I saw your face. The real Bill. Well done man, this is a big step forward. We are all so proud ❤

  • @bray_xd
    @bray_xd Год назад +4

    I might cry so I cant go into depth but the fact that toure feeing good enough to post this just brings me so much ease. Been following your internet journey for so long im just happy youre getting back to what makes you hopefully happy.

  • @gracietaylorsversion
    @gracietaylorsversion Год назад +67

    so proud of u bill!! we have all missed you so much! we’re all here for you!! we all love you so much

  • @C1CAD4DAY5
    @C1CAD4DAY5 Год назад +98

    we're so proud of you billzo, pulling yourself from depression, working on your mental state & stability, is amazing to see, you are amazing man.

  • @joeyzinx
    @joeyzinx 5 месяцев назад +3

    I’m really proud of you and really happy you are finding help and taking the first steps, it’s really admirable. I personally really appreciate your transparency and realness, it’s great that you took a break, we honestly all should sometimes. You have a lot of courage and bravery, whether it feels like it or not. We hope you are feeling better :) We love you lots Bill

  • @Armyofraccoons
    @Armyofraccoons Год назад +37

    As some one who has also struggled with depression and anxiety it’s definitely really hard to talk about. Im so proud that you felt comfortable to talk about with your community. I’m sure all of us are proud! It doesn’t matter how long you’re gone for your community will always be there waiting for you!

  • @lucietinervia4409
    @lucietinervia4409 Год назад +91

    Written in thousands of comments. But we are proud of you. Genuinely. Honestly, this was really strong. Idk how to put it. You put yourself in a vulnerable position and I’m so gosh dang proud. And this inspired a hope to get outta the loop for me. Thank you for being you.

  • @snoopssoups4115
    @snoopssoups4115 Год назад +3

    You are amazing. I suffered with depression too, and Its really inspiring to see someone who has come out of the other side too. Stay strong, I'll be staying strong with you

  • @probably_tired1
    @probably_tired1 Год назад +37

    So proud of you man, overcoming this stuff is so hard to do and I cannot express how proud we all are. You’re such an amazing man. We would wait for years if it meant you can be at your best. We love you so much, glad you’re back man

  • @BraveRiderCopycat
    @BraveRiderCopycat Год назад +39

    We're so proud of you for getting through this Billzo! Don't worry you can do it and you have our support ❤

  • @Izanotizi_
    @Izanotizi_ Год назад +3

    I had someone in my life who couldn't take care of themselves and even with trying to help them they had passed away. So the fact that you got threw this and you are just giving it your all to heal means so much man. So proud of you, we all are!

  • @mothspaghetti
    @mothspaghetti Год назад +39

    always proud of you! proud of how transparent you continue to choose to be with your audience, even though you don’t have to be. proud of how you seem to bounce back from hard times stronger and stronger. will always support you, dude! watching you grow, finding yourself, and what truly brings you joy, and sharing that with us, will forever be amazing and truly comforting. no matter how many breaks you may end up needing to take, however many content direction changes you may go through, anything, i assure you, we will stick around and appreciate it all. continue to do what you do, it’s very epic 😎 ♥︎

  • @L1lly57
    @L1lly57 Год назад +35

    this video honestly made me cry, I have been suffering depression for 2 years and not a lot has helped so to see one of my favourite creators go through that it's really hard, yet comforting, if that makes sense? I'm sorry for everything you've gone through Bill, but I'm proud that you've managed to get your life back on track :)

  • @Rin_Ling
    @Rin_Ling Год назад +51

    We love you, Bill :(
    We’re all so incredibly proud of you.

  • @trackerscrackers
    @trackerscrackers Год назад +13

    I'm so proud of you, Billzo. It's amazing that you got help, we missed you but your mental health is more important to us. I wish you the best of luck on your new up coming plans. We missed you so much, but we're glad that you're feeling better! If you ever need a break again, don't be afraid to step away from the computer and internet and help yourself. We love you

  • @prostheticsmile
    @prostheticsmile Год назад +14

    just remember there's no pressure in putting out content your fanbase will understand your needed breaks- mental health always needs to be prioritized. you're stronger than you know.

  • @Nickolassz_
    @Nickolassz_ Год назад +27

    I’m so proud of you billzo man, I’m happy to see you coming back and opening up, your doing amazing man can’t wait for any future projects

  • @lex_cat11
    @lex_cat11 Год назад +12

    So happy to see you again Bill

  • @IFillbrook
    @IFillbrook Год назад +6

    Bilzo, you are such a amazing person and breaking the cycle of depression and looking for help is a hard thing to do, and also talking about it to people, especially the internet. your a amazing person and i can't wait to see what you do in the future

  • @J_Ann66
    @J_Ann66 Год назад +30

    We’re all so proud of you bill, it’s great that you feel better enough to have recorded this video! We love ya king!

  • @KitCantfrost
    @KitCantfrost Год назад +78

    WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU, BILL. we will always be proud of you. make sure to take as many breaks as you need king !

  • @ArtiesStuckInTheMintContainer
    @ArtiesStuckInTheMintContainer Год назад +13

    WE ALL ARE SO PROUD OF YOU BILLZO NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IT'LL BE AMAZING BECAUSE YOUR THE ONE DOING IT. WE ALL LOVE YOU

  • @Coll_09
    @Coll_09 Год назад +19

    Bill, you have been so strong. Through the times, the depression, the isolation. You are stronger. You are the one. Glad to see ya back.

  • @maythegooper
    @maythegooper Год назад +28

    Bill you're absolutely incredible for taking those steps in life and actually even coming back to us!! I genuinely hope you feel better then ever. We love you!!

  • @its_megg
    @its_megg Год назад +4

    seeing one of my favourite content creators going through the same things I am makes me feel understood. it's hard to feel normal sometimes but this helps. this truly motivates me

  • @rreagann
    @rreagann Год назад +55

    We're happy you're back, dude. Even if you're not ready to start making content again, we're here for you!!!

  • @Polyphonic06
    @Polyphonic06 Год назад +17

    So proud of bill, as someone who has gone through depression and hospital visits it is very scary and hard to get through so I’m really proud :) we’ve missed you dude ❤

  • @Dreeraven
    @Dreeraven Год назад +2

    So proud of you Billzo. Myself, I’ve been going through something similar- depression room, self isolating, intentionally terrible eating/sleeping habits, the works. I’m also at a similar point to Bill in that I’ve been doing this for too long and I can feel myself getting ready to break through to the other side. Seeing someone whose content I’ve watched for years doing just that makes me feel really seen and inspired to get through the dark times. Keep fighting Bill, you’re DOING AMAZING THINGS and we’re so incredibly proud of you.

  • @SadieBeLoco
    @SadieBeLoco Год назад +9

    genuinely so many people go through this, i think you making this video is actually so amazing to show younger fans and just people in general that it’s ok to not be ok. thank you for doing this!

  • @heluvs_iw
    @heluvs_iw Год назад +54

    So fucking proud of you bill.
    I know how hard it is to clean a depression room and just know you are not alone ♥️

  • @RandomWeirdo_Le3
    @RandomWeirdo_Le3 Год назад +5

    I’m so proud of you Bill, I know how hard it is cleaning up a depression room but if really is one of the most difficult but most reward steps. I’m looking forward to see what’s next!

  • @lycomedes_9725
    @lycomedes_9725 Год назад +7

    so fucking proud of you man, that’s fucking huge and we’ve all missed you sm. take your time and know that we are all supporting you in every step and whatever direction you decide to take. hope you’re doing all right big man, it’s great to see you looking happier

  • @olliedayze
    @olliedayze Год назад +14

    I'll be honest I've been in a similar position. Where life throws everything at you and you're just trying to stand up and adapt but it is really just so fucking hard. We're all proud of you, Bill.

  • @Kysterslive
    @Kysterslive Год назад +6

    Proud of you, Billzo! Thank you for opening up to all of us. It takes real gut to do so. Weve missed you

  • @RenWardens
    @RenWardens Год назад +12

    You're doing great king ❤ Do what makes you happy! We'll be here for you 100%

  • @n3ptunne
    @n3ptunne Год назад +35

    I'm so proud of you and everything you've done to come this far. I don't know how long we've all waited, but I know that even if you weren't ready, we would've been able to wait longer. I've missed you forever and I can't wait for content, yet don't push yourself. All it really takes is the realization of where you are in your life and how you can step out of the hole. We all love you unconditionally and no pity is felt, all gratefulness and happiness for you. Thank you for being there for yourself and your audience, there are things I personally couldn't have done without you. love you man

  • @abthefabisback
    @abthefabisback Год назад +10

    So proud of you :,) as someone who also struggles with mental illness it’s awesome to see you so open about it ❤️

  • @tori_lynn9626
    @tori_lynn9626 Год назад +8

    Depression is so unbelievably hard to come out of. Beyond proud that you recognized they symptoms and seemed help the ways you needed. Excited to see what’s next!!

  • @SomudaiX
    @SomudaiX Год назад +32

    Omg it’s so nice to see you’re doing okay bill!

  • @karolinagazda8329
    @karolinagazda8329 Год назад +6

    Pround of you sm Bill. Thank you for trusting and opening up you're so strong. Cleaning up a depressed room is such a big step. We're so happy for you. WE LOVE YOU BILL❤

  • @Elenaluvsstars
    @Elenaluvsstars Год назад +19

    It's okay bill we understand that depression can be hard. I went through a 3 year depression and just got out so I can imagine how you felt. I hope your alright and I hope you feel beter! ❤️ I Hope you find your path in life. Things will get better! Love you!!
    Also yes mental hospitals kind of suck.

  • @pa7071
    @pa7071 Год назад +9

    I'm so happy for you bill, you don't even know how much you meant to me as a content creator, person and a visual representation of who i wanted to be. you made me come out of my comfort zone, step up for myself and I've been more social ever since, i hope you know how much you mean to the world itself and that we're glad you're back and steadier than ever on your feet. Glad your back man, proud of you

  • @madiismad
    @madiismad Год назад +3

    So proud of you dude, even just starting/trying to pull yourself out of pit isn't easy at all and then also trying to clean a depression adds a lot to you. Once again I'm so proud of you and your strength!

  • @Eden_wia
    @Eden_wia Год назад +65

    It's okay, theres no pressure at all on making videos soon. Mental health is way more important, and I'd love you to know that we all support you, and we all will love you (platonically) no matter what.

  • @XavierBerri
    @XavierBerri Год назад +4

    We are all very proud of you for breaking out of the psychological hell that is depression. If I’m honest, I’ve been going through something very similar to all this, and I understand how it feels. You deserve the best, and I hope you don’t have to go through this again

  • @Wigglywormchild
    @Wigglywormchild Год назад +12

    Hey pal, you are a really cool person on and off screen. Probably doesn't mean a whole lot coming from a random kid on the internet and I doubt you'll see this but just wanted to let you know that I'm really happy for you and your quest to be more genuine in front if the camera. Something like that is really tough to do when you feel like your on a stage like your activly needing to feel like your making someone laugh or be cool or something but this honesty is refreshing I'm sure not only for you but for us too. We all love you bill and we are looking forward to what ever you may have next. Don't rush it 👍

  • @haze.vlogs_
    @haze.vlogs_ Год назад +17

    bill i’m genuinely so proud of you, i hope you know we will still be here for you when you’re back when you’re ready, we love you

  • @Ketevanii
    @Ketevanii Год назад +36

    We're so proud of you bill! ❤

  • @H0n3y_p13
    @H0n3y_p13 Год назад +6

    This makes me so happy to hear him be so genuine. I have points in life when I just get into my own shell and don’t come out until a while, I’m glad he’s over coming it. I’m proud of you ❤️