Stained with sick emotions Now stuck in a trance, caged in the motions By feelings I never thought I’d give devotion Nah I’m lying, cause my pain is the motive Scared of love because I never learned what it is One reason I feel I don’t deserve none of it Act like I’m real while livin’ a lie Prisoner and guard in this prison of mine Anyone there to watch me drown? Anyone there to hear me out? Anyone there? Anyone there? I don’t think so On the brink though I love it even though it's bad for me I’m the creator of my own agony Like I said I’m an addict for the pain Wonder how I’d live without this havoc for a change Instead of fixin’ things I use rappin’ for escape I got passion for the game but that ain’t lastin’, more of late I torch the faith I had when I was a boy The good times, when life was a joy I should find better ways to cope Not medicate with dope But I can’t escape it’s ghost Anyone there to watch me drown? Anyone there to hear me out? Anyone there? Anyone there? I don’t think so On the brink though I love it even though it's bad for me I’m the creator of my own agony I wish I could change myself But I don’t know how to escape this hell I put all my faith in wealth Instead of faith itself So I’ve been taken Ls In a shaken shell Behind a broken mask Painted over with a dark and hopeless past Layin’ in an open casket All I’m askin’s Anyone there to watch me drown? Anyone there to hear me out? Anyone there? Anyone there? I don’t think so On the brink though I love it even though it's bad for me I’m the creator of my own agony
i know i must sound insane but if you take another look in my face you might just see the disdain hidden within my irises gray we all die anyway what’s the point in trying to make a change fuckin throw my life away little did they know it was never just a phase my emotions are sick i think i lost my grip lock me up in plastic chains, i’m too edgy to stay in my lane it doesn’t change the fact that i’m pissed every well-off day is torture nothing’s wrong, your life is normal burn what i love, rinse it with flames never missed a chance i had to break you can try and cleanse me i promise i’m not your enemy the privileged kids are getting edgy this reject is gonna be the end of me my emotions are sick i think i lost my grip lock me up in plastic chains, i’m too edgy to stay in my lane it doesn’t change the fact that i’m pissed hmm-hmm-hmm hmm-hmm-hmm hmm-hmm-hmm hmm-hmm-hmm skater boys hate the noise changes poised i hate your voice my emotions are sick i think i lost my grip lock me up in plastic chains, i’m too edgy to stay in my lane it doesn’t change the fact that i’m pissed my emotions are sick i’m neck deep in shit
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Stained with sick emotions
Now stuck in a trance, caged in the motions
By feelings I never thought I’d give devotion
Nah I’m lying, cause my pain is the motive
Scared of love because I never learned what it is
One reason I feel I don’t deserve none of it
Act like I’m real while livin’ a lie
Prisoner and guard in this prison of mine
Anyone there to watch me drown?
Anyone there to hear me out?
Anyone there? Anyone there?
I don’t think so
On the brink though
I love it even though it's bad for me
I’m the creator of my own agony
Like I said I’m an addict for the pain
Wonder how I’d live without this havoc for a change
Instead of fixin’ things I use rappin’ for escape
I got passion for the game but that ain’t lastin’, more of late
I torch the faith I had when I was a boy
The good times, when life was a joy
I should find better ways to cope
Not medicate with dope
But I can’t escape it’s ghost
Anyone there to watch me drown?
Anyone there to hear me out?
Anyone there? Anyone there?
I don’t think so
On the brink though
I love it even though it's bad for me
I’m the creator of my own agony
I wish I could change myself
But I don’t know how to escape this hell
I put all my faith in wealth
Instead of faith itself
So I’ve been taken Ls
In a shaken shell
Behind a broken mask
Painted over with a dark and hopeless past
Layin’ in an open casket
All I’m askin’s
Anyone there to watch me drown?
Anyone there to hear me out?
Anyone there? Anyone there?
I don’t think so
On the brink though
I love it even though it's bad for me
I’m the creator of my own agony
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i know i must sound insane
but if you take another look in my face
you might just see the disdain
hidden within my irises gray
we all die anyway
what’s the point in trying to make a change
fuckin throw my life away
little did they know it was never just a phase
my emotions are sick
i think i lost my grip
lock me up in plastic chains, i’m too edgy to stay in my lane
it doesn’t change the fact that i’m pissed
every well-off day is torture
nothing’s wrong, your life is normal
burn what i love, rinse it with flames
never missed a chance i had to break
you can try and cleanse me
i promise i’m not your enemy
the privileged kids are getting edgy
this reject is gonna be the end of me
my emotions are sick
i think i lost my grip
lock me up in plastic chains, i’m too edgy to stay in my lane
it doesn’t change the fact that i’m pissed
hmm-hmm-hmm
hmm-hmm-hmm
hmm-hmm-hmm
hmm-hmm-hmm
skater boys
hate the noise
changes poised
i hate your voice
my emotions are sick
i think i lost my grip
lock me up in plastic chains, i’m too edgy to stay in my lane
it doesn’t change the fact that i’m pissed
my emotions are sick
i’m neck deep in shit