It’s 12:26 am and I’m getting married today… I never thought that would happen to someone like me. I’m remembering how alone n lost I was before him. I’m glad I found my person. One day you won’t feel alone anymore maybe you’ll find happiness or someone to spend the rest of your life with. Just know you are not alone 🫶🏽 Edit-Thank you guys for the comments🫶🏽 It makes my day❤️ Update- My Husband is actually working in another state atm. I am visiting him and spending time. Honeymoon is happening next year! Anyways thank you ❤️
Congrats to you and your newly wed! I hope the wedding was everything you hoped it would be and the marriage continues strong and for a long time. Enjoy the honeymoon!
I'm happy i found this video. I'm fighting a disease and don't know if i will have a future because there is no cure. I appreciate all the happy moments i had so far and somehow this video reminds me of them. And to all the other lost souls reading this: i'm glad you are here ❤
Hey you too, we don't know each other but I'm glad ure still hanging around here. I'm not religious but I hope you experience some miracle that'll cure u from whatever it is you're dealing with. It def hard, but I hope you keep finding small wins in ur day to day life, so you can stay positive. If you'd like someone to talk to, do let me know, i'll hand out my number and i'll be all ears 🫡
Hey, even though you may feel as if you're all alone, you are not. I pray a miracle comes your way and you find peace in your heart knowing that you are not alone. See you in a couple of years when you are all healed up.
This playlist found its way to me at 1:59 am. This message is for all of the lost people out there. I want to let you know, you aren’t alone. I know you’re struggling but keep your head up. It may feel like you’re drowning but just keep swimming forward. People will always be there in your corner even if you don’t know it. You may feel alone but you aren’t, you just haven’t met the right people. Keep fighting because every moment counts. Every sunrise and sunset glows brighter with you here. The sun isn’t complete without its moon. The world is not complete without you. Do not give up. I love y’all and keep going 💗
2:20 am, I thought I had my life together and figured out but now I’m 24, suddenly single after four years and raising my 9 year old sister by myself. Unemployed, struggling to find work and childcare so I can work, suddenly have all of the bills and more on my shoulders alone. Everyone says I’m so strong and resilient but I can’t be resilient forever, I’m tired of being strong.
You're not alone 😭 also 24, struggling with my mental health, suddenly single after 8 years, idk what to do with my life. Remember you're not alone in this and it's okay not to be okay. Just try to keep going, one day at the time❤️
I’m very young and struggling with mental health and eating disorders as a messed up and traumatized and very depressed teen :( I’m here with you and I know life sucks and it’s hard but try to imagine how your 9 ye old sis would feel if you were gone :( I know it’s hard to keep going but you just gotta push past, I’m so proud of you ❤
The military can take care of you both trust, i know it seems hard now you can add her as a dependent and she will be covered for all healthcare and dental care, they can give you help and extra pay so you can provide for her, its just and option but i pray for you!
Don’t drive yourself insane, it’s not worth it, don’t isolate for too long, or your judgement becomes crowded, stay around people you love or appreciate, it will keep you grounded . That’s what I wish I knew earlier on.
i know its true but being around people feels so exhausting. i like feeling safe in my shell, but im staying in one spot because of it. im too afraid of how painful the journey might be when i start moving again. right now getting over that fear is my greatest challenge. i hope i can leave and really see where im going again one day, soon.
@hammiarts I get it. I'm going through the same feelings at the moment. I think the solution is to find the deep unconditional love for ourself, so we can be authentic anywhere we go ❤ if you need time to find yourself, take it, and if you need help and support, take it too ❤ and one day you'll feel ready and excited again ❤ patience and love
here after playing quarters with my father for 6 hours straight. it's currently 4:08am and i'm not tired. we only stopped because he's gonna have one hell of a hangover and has stuff to do in the morning. we were blasting music so loud the bass vibrated everything. i was watching as the moon slowly went across the sky as we played. i'll forever cherish this night, as i know he won't be here as long as i'd want him to. he's in his mid 50s and i'm only a teen. just starting highschool. i didn't mean for this comment to go sad. i just dread the day these moments would only be memories i'd have to remember just to hear his voice. to remember his face. i hate thinking about that stuff, but that's how it's gonna be with my grandmother in a couple years. she has cancer, and is only expected to live only 3-5 more years. why can't time just stop where it is? to just give me a little more time?
Make sure u make the most of it while it lasts, cuz ur whole life you'd wanna go back to this moment, and it won't happen. Lost my father when i was 10, and I'd give anything to go back to those days when it was winter n my family snuggled near the fire while mom made tea n breakfast
Hey man Ik what it feels like to have older parents. I’m 20 and both my mom and dad are 60, every once in a while I think about future and the only fear I have is that they might not get to see my children….
Goodness! Your dad is getting hammered with a teenager? Unreal. Please be better than that when you have children Im no prude young man, I was a Marine grunt, i could out drink anyone i knew- but WTF- when i had my son that stopped.
I’m just starting high school too and with my parents I feel the same way, I’m scared I’ll start to forget their faces and my memories will become foggier and foggier and I won’t be able to refresh them. It’s so scary, I don’t know how life will ever be complete or worth anything without them.. I’m honestly really scared.
Dear Future Me, If this video is still up and your comment is still up and you somehow found your way back here again feeling lost, just know that things *do* get better. You *will* see better days You *will* meet better people, People who will choose to stay in your life. Life won't feel like this all the time and you know it too. You've had good days and bad days. You've had days where you genuinely enjoyed yourself and life. The bad days do not define your life. You will get over this hard part in your life, like you've done in the past. Just keep going. The better days are ahead of you And know that I'm proud of how far you've come And how far you will continue to go
"When you're driving at night and only see 200ft ahead, that's enough to get you to your destination. So even if you cannot see the whole road ahead of you right now, remember to focus on that little bit you can see and sooner or later you will make it."
In a blink of the eyes time flies like too fast then u can't catch up. My heart is still at 17 , my mind is 20 and so u can imagine how reality life hit me hard for being not catching up . Then suddenly i catch up by burried my heart and soul alive.
Thinking about my life is also thinking about different kind of versions of myself like they’re different people and I can’t really connect with past me, so meeting my past me would be almost like meeting a stranger
here's the timestamp (feel free to tell me if I made a mistake) 00:01 - the wisp sings - winter aid 05:33 - the night we met - lord huron 09:41 - mystery of love - sufjan stevens 13:59 - broken parts - clide 17:57 - jealous - labyrinth 20:10 - heather - conan gray 24:18 - all I want - kodaline 29:04 - hold me while you wait - lewis capaldi 33:32 - ? (idk sorry) 38:06 - turning page - sleeping at last 39:31 - traitor - olivia rodrigo 43:56 - i found - amber run 48:16 - let me down slowly - alec benjamin (then it repeats)
For the person reading this, you are a marvel-beautiful inside and out. Your positive energy envelops me in warmth, and I want to express my gratitude for your existence. May your day be absolutely wonderful!
Close, it's 2:27am. Life isnt the best. Unemployed after graduating college after being the straight A kid. Still feel the hope in the people around me but I feel so alone. How can I live up to their expectations. Every month I hope it will be the last of this limbo of suffering. When will I feel that happiness. Of having an offer letter to show. The worst part is that I will lose if I accept help. Deemed incompetent for being firm in my beliefs. A journey I have to endure myself. Have endured myself. I feel like I can do it but I felt so for the past 6 months. I'm starting to doubt but I have to hold onto that sliver of hope and power through. Hope someone can see my passion soon. Hope I can convince someone of this soon and I can sleep without overwhelming my brain to suppress my emotions.
It's clear that you're going through a challenging time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and alone, especially when faced with uncertainty and setbacks. Transitioning from college to the professional world can be tough, and feeling like you're not meeting expectations can add to that stress. Remember that your worth is not solely defined by your job or academic achievements. It's okay to feel uncertain about the future, and it's okay to ask for help and support during this time. You don't have to navigate this journey alone. Consider reaching out to your support network, whether it's friends, family, or career advisors, for guidance and encouragement. They may offer valuable insights and assistance in navigating your job search and coping with the challenges you're facing. Additionally, try to focus on small victories and accomplishments, even if they may seem insignificant at the moment. Celebrate your resilience and determination in persevering through these difficult times, and remember that setbacks are a natural part of life. Hold onto that sliver of hope and keep pushing forward, one step at a time. Your passion and dedication will shine through, and eventually, you'll find the opportunities you're seeking. Keep believing in yourself, and don't hesitate to reach out for support when you need it. You're not alone, and there are people who believe in you and want to see you succeed.
Sometimes you best friend and closest lover is your own self. Ask for what you need and don't suppress your emotions, navigate them. The more you embrace who you are the happier you'll be. You don't owe anyone anything and those that think you owe them something are empty themselves and don't know who they are, just following expectations and traditions that have been imposed upon them. It's a vicious cycle, but if the self is loved and embraced, the cycle can be broken and peace can flourish. Here's hoping you feel loved 🫂
whoever is feeling stuck and lonely , this time will paas and happiness will come our way ! wish everyone a great , happy and bright life filled with love .
Smh, it helps reading all these comments and relating to them. All of a sudden, u feel heard n not alone. Or perhaps, alone with a bunch of others. I sincerely hope things work out eventually for all of us
It's exactly 02:44 . and I'm thinking about him right now . Of course he doesn't know about it . The person reading this I'm sure there are people who think of you at these times. Even though there was no one else, I thought of you even as I wrote this . I'm so glad to have you
I'm not the kind of man who usually feels depression or any negative feelings. But tonight, I find myself remembering my mom, whom I lost almost six years ago. Sometimes, vivid memories of her still come to me. I can't say I'm fully relieved, but I'm trying my best at 19 years old. I'm learning and working on projects with a particular programming language, and I'm also learning German so that I can move to Germany in two years. Life is getting better day by day, step by step. I hope to go to Germany and have a bright future, keeping my family in abundance. Maybe I'll find the love of my life, keep doing a great job, and live as a good human being. I don't know, I just wanted to say this. To whoever reads this, I hope you're doing well, and if you're going through a tough time, don't worry. Everything is going to be fine. God bless you, my friend. Amen
Thank you so much I needed that. I am so sorry about your mom that is heartbreaking. I know there might not be much I can say to comfort you but I just want you to know that she will always be looking after you from above. I hope you live a great life, good luck out there man.
it’s currently 2:35 for me and I want to change my life. i know I have greater potential but I am not taking action on my life and changing my habits. i will break these bad habits and make a better change for myself.
im so proud of you! youve got this! let me know how youve been doing! keep up those good habits! i know it can be hard at first, but once you get used to the habit, itll feel like second nature! i believe in you!
Thank you all for sharing. Some sad and heartbreaking. Others, joyful and uplifting. Take care of yourselves, know that you’re not alone and tomorrow will bring you peace. Keep on going! I’ve certainly had a rough bout recently in many aspects of life. Letting go of family that are disrespectful, losing someone I thought I loved, burnt out at a job, was sick, and more. I will pull through and y’all will too.
I'm not here because I feel alone and lost, I'm here because I just love the feeling that these songs give me. They're so beautiful. I hope everyone out there is doing alright and I want to remind everyone that they are loved.
i’m a teen, about to start high school. i’m supposed to be too young for love, for a serious relationship, but that’s all i want. i want someone to care. someone to love me and someone to love back. i want everything. i want to fall head over heels and feel the pain that results. i want to stay up all night thinking about someone. i want to be around someone that makes me really, truly happy, even if it’s only for a short while. life isn’t a fairytale, i’m oh so aware of that. but i so desperately want it to be. i’m tired of stumbling around aimlessly without purpose or motivation. i at least want something to push towards. for just a little while. i know it’ll never happen, but i can’t stop myself from wanting. that’s all i do. want, want, want. it’s bleeding me dry, but what else am i to do?
Be patient with yourself. You're in the right way, cause the first step is to questioning yourself, and that's already happening. But trust us. This moment is necessary to become you in the person you will be in the future: stronger, experimented, brave. Keep watching, questioning, feeling, embrace all your emotions and dont surrender. You're are in the right way.
I was in a similar situation as u , i found Jesus, he changed my life 4 the better , i feel whole now and so loved and blessed , He loves u and i pray u come 2 Him
it’s actually currently 2:44am, im about to move across the country for college and leave behind my best friend, twin flame, literally the only person to make me feel less alone. i’ve never felt more afraid.
almost 1am, need to get up 6:30 for work. everyday feels like a blur, my interests are slipping away, dont have the motivation to learn or try anything new, anti-social and feels like im stuck in a rut like how i was a few years ago. im afraid ill go back to my old ways. i thought adulthood would be different but im a child in an adults body. not knowing how to navigate my life like the clueless baby i am ;-;
2:47 am. Thinking about the world, hope, despair, and if I wanted to continue on with the path I seem to be on. This playlist helped me take a step back and just exist. Thank you.
turning 25 yesterday but still feels like 17. Living abroad far from home, my family, my friend. Kinda miss home, just feels like need someone to hug right now
Keep your head up high ml. There is always someone out there for you and there’s always people on your side even when you don’t think they are. ❤❤ don’t give up. Your doing so great and I’m so proud of you for coming this far. I know you probably feel alone right now but I promise things will get better. The light will shine in the tunnel and lead you home. Sending prayers and love 🫶🏼🫶🏼
The road to salvation is full of pain and self doubt. Continue to step forward. Continue even when it feels pointless. Do what you need to do to see what's on the other side of something you haven't accomplished before.
Its 12:09 just finished a 14 hour shift. I am 20 studying cs and working in a supermarket. I have court in the next couple of months and i might be in jail for 7 years. Trying to live the moment and not thinking of tomorrows but it's getting harder. They say the line between sanity and insanity is really thin and i think I'll pass it soon. God help all of you out there and remember guys nothing is permanent even our lives
Its ok to be depressed, but don't let this new world make you think that being depressed is something to be proud of so use it as fuel to light up that inner fire and come back stronger
It’s 4:17 and I’ve been crying all night silently. I realized that I only have one real friend, that actually gets me. That’s all I have and all that I ever have had. My girlfriend never actually cared about me, she never loved me. But she won’t say it to my face. I’m so tired of living like this, but I won’t change anything. It’s like I’m not even living my life anymore. I’m spectating my life, and it’s only my life when something goes wrong. But it’s on loop.
Hi stranger, We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok. You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok. People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness-even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school. Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know? With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, get some sleep please🤍🥰 A stranger on the internet
While I am only just at the end of Highschool, I felt that I have grown and learnt so much. People do come and go, friends and partners are usually temporary and pain is consistent. Throughout these years I have struggled so much with my mental health and loneliness, I was bullied and excluded repeatedly. I was so lost and I would usually stay up late listening to beautiful videos like this, hoping one day I would be saved. But honestly, I haven’t been saved at all, I feel hopeless about my future and present. But you shouldn’t wait to get saved, because to be able to heal you must want to first. I am trying, I am strong and I will keep trying. I just want people to know you’re doing your best and that’s all that matters. Keep going.
I turned 25 this year and took a big leap and got my dream job. I knew this going in, but the work days are very long, and I don't know what my schedule is going to be, so I won't be going to my home country this summer. My gran is well in her 80s now and I miss her. My family is so proud of me, but sometimes I wonder if my career is worth it.
It’s 1:28. It’s dark and it’s quiet. Although staying up this late makes me very tired during the day, I love this hour too much. There’s been days where I didn’t see why I was alive, or days where all I needed was the comfort of my own bed. There were days where I did not want to even see a mirror, and days where I became the most beautiful person I could see. This past school year was a roller coaster. And now I feel rewarded: I’m in my bed with nothing but worrying about doing a bit too much of nothing. For those who are tired and are carrying weights over their hearts: The day will come when your hard work has paid off, and all that you remember is that was hard and burdensome, but you got through it. Like my favorite teacher once said; “we do things because they are difficult, not because it’s easy”. You got this. Do not fear, for the last thing humans have is hope and hope defeats all fears. Have hope that it will work out. Have hope that at the end of the road, there is peace.
Found this at midnight but no big deal, it’s late enough anyways.. Me and my family are going through tough times but i’m praying life will get better one day and we can escape this dark looming cloud we feel trapped inside
2:03am. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired of fighting my trauma. I'm tired of feeling like I'm just existing. I'll still be here tomorrow..just don't know how many tomorrow's I'll be able to handle
Hey, I usually never comment but I really wanna thank you for making videos like these. Coz honestly they make life so much better... So just thank you, I really needed this ❤
Incoming senior student here who just transferred into a whole new city, entering a new school without anyone, went to enroll not too long ago and can’t help but to see everyone enrolling as well with their buddies and here i am waiting to be assisted alone, im not used on being alone but this time i can’t help but to feel like nobody’s gonna find interest in me once i enter and will have to go through this with no one but i still hope for a table turn.
But the deepest nightmare can help you discover who you really are. The only person in this world you need to trust the most is yourself. I struggle to trust too, but.. I trust you will eventually find that right person. I hope the best for you ❤❤
Keep your head up high ml. There is always someone out there for you and there’s always people on your side even when you don’t think they are. ❤❤ don’t give up. Your doing so great and I’m so proud of you for coming this far. I know you probably feel alone right now but I promise things will get better. The light will shine in the tunnel and lead you home. Sending prayers and love 🫶🏼🫶🏼
5:31 am, i haven’t gone to sleep yet. this voice in the back of my head never ever turns off. i can’t do it anymore. might say my goodbyes in a couple days, maybe LLC
Not long ago, I saw a question. It asked "If you could relive it all, would you choose to meet them or ignore them?", and I think it's such a beautiful, yet painful scenario to think about.
I experienced this question recently, I always ask it to myself over and over again. Thinking about what would have happened and what wouldn't of happened if I didn't meet those people in my life. The further I go the more I realized that all of the negative people in my life have helped me become who I am. Even though all of the struggles. I would do the same stupid thing every time. But that is because I love myself as who I am. And I hope you love yourself too. Because that is all you need in life if no one is by your side. ♥️
To those who've healed and realized the bruises this person left behind, they might choose either. But to someone who's still raw from the cut and bleeding red, I chose to ignore. I hope with all I have to be given the chance to go back and never have met that person
I lost one of my best friends 4 years ago. It's times like this where I look back at all the good times. I know hes in a better place now, somewhere that he belongs. Somewhere he was meant to be. Love you brother hope to see you again one day. Psalms 23:4 ❤
The first person to ever approach me and confess to me in my 26 years, she made it feel so possible to feel affection and intimacy, and then...she just found someone else and left. Its like i never existed...im tired of being alone.
To all the homies/ homegirls we have lost to the streets🙏 there in a better place, there safe with god now. Sometime I wish there were no gangs, no drugs, no violence. I wish the homies/ homies girls were here one last time to say goodbye🤝it sucks we have to continue now without you guys🥺rest eazy now guys, forever in our hearts💯
It's 1:56AM and I am recovering from a cold that's kept me inside my apartment the last four days. This is immediately following a very eye-opening day at the job I once thought was the best I'd ever had. It's given me a lot of time to think about where I'm at in my career, my life, my community and if I'm truly happy with all of it. I can say there are areas of it that I genuinely am, and a lot of others where I feel like I've shrunken parts of myself so as not to rock proverbial boats. There are goals I've always had for myself that I just gave up, and that bob back up to the surface every few months to remind me that they're disappointed in me for abandoning them. I don't know if I want to stay in the line of work I'm in, or if I just needed this break to feel better about it, but here I am, at 1:56AM, writing out a stream of consciousness in a RUclips comment section...so isn't that my answer right there?
Just realized I am a survivor of domestic violence. Got out of a 7 yrs toxic relationship and now raising my son alone. It's a harsh reality. Not to top it off with still having family issues and living with childhood trauma. When does the pain end. Where is the hope.
It’s 1:30 am. My great aunt has dementia. She’s hid it for years but now it’s getting bad. She’s my kindred spirit. I’ve known her my whole life, but we didn’t become close until 2013. I lost my grandpa two years back and now I’m losing her. She was supposed to see me perform on Broadway, we were supposed to go see shows together, I don’t know what to do. She forgets my name and it rips me to shreds. I love her so much. This is what hell must feel like.
11시 19분 자기 전 온갖 생각들이 나를 잠식한다 나의 22살의 삶은 어떻게 흘러가고 있지..? 내가 너무 무의미하게 삶을 흘려보내고 있지는 않은지 생각하게 된다. 하고있는 공부도 잘 안되고 알바도 아직 어려운 것 투성이 걱정 투성이다. 앞으로의 일들이 나를 너무 많이 상처입히지 않았으면 좋겠다.
I put in my time for my job and starting my ceo journey full time . I’m excited but also nervous. But I know my freedom is top priority , and this is my passion. 💖
whoever is reading this, i could only imagine what your going through, we all have our moments when we just want to end it all. but understand that whatever it is, we will get through it together , this is only a small part of your life. Think about the amount of people who love you for who you are. stay strong ❤
I'm six months off heroin. Iv got a lot of trauma to move through from my past. I'm free today though and there's no reason I should ever have to go back to that modern slavery. I am my creator now and I'm looking after my inner self. Thanks.
im ngl, no matter what Alone & Lost is the only person that makes these playlists as good as anyone else. idk if its just me or what but i like these more. quiet and not in your ear
These comments are making so sad, i just watched barbie and i am trying to not cry bc i wish life was just like that, happy and nothing to worry about. I hope you who’s reading this will be able to sleep tonight, take a deep breath and let it out, relax ur shoulders, cry if need to. Goodnight 🫂🫂 It will be okay
39 yrs old and single. I'll probably not get that chance to be loved by that special woman. Probably be single till I die and the thought hurts the heart.
Its literally 02:43am right now, and I'm feeling down to the depth of the deepest ocean, much overwhelmed, gloomy and feeling worthless, seeing no way. Looking into all my past life and finding the trophies and victories of my younger bright self to be a curse for my present self cz they raised bars so high for even my ownself that not coming upto that makes me feel like some pins being pricked in my heart all the time and all I see ahead feels like darkness and pain. All was doing was self reflection and then out of nowhere the universe made this video appear on the screeen of this tiny rectangular box emitting little light in my dark room on my face may be trying to make me feel better or something. Idk. Thankyou Mr maker for this:)
Things are getting better. Just to think 2-3 years ago I was crying myself to sleep wishing to be dead and now I have a partner I love more than life itself, I have a job, I’m almost done school and I started college. Life isn’t 100% better yet but I’m a month clean and things are beginning to look up. I’m planning life for when I move out and I’m planning on transitioning finally tho it’s terrifying being different and facing everything that will come with being myself but I’ll push through it, I will always push through it. I’m scared though. I know no one in my family likes transgender people yet here I am, I’m scared of them, I’m scared of losing them but at the end of the day if they truly loved me then they would accept me no matter what. It gets better, some days it may feel as if it’s getting worse but when the sun rises in the morning it’s a new day with new opportunities and a new life worth living. Just hold out for tomorrow.
00:43 here, just wanted to remember the old days when I used to be a kid in my hometown playing these kind of playlists in my dark quite room. I just felt the urge to tell everyone reading the comments that having a strong faith and knowing that God is in charge and he is carefully planning your future will give you a lot of relief. That's my case as a Muslim, and I sincerely hope that you can feel this one day. Peace
Keep your head up high ml. There is always someone out there for you and there’s always people on your side even when you don’t think they are. ❤❤ don’t give up. Your doing so great and I’m so proud of you for coming this far. I know you probably feel alone right now but I promise things will get better. The light will shine in the tunnel and lead you home. Sending prayers and love 🫶🏼🫶🏼
I’m not in love right now. But I like listening to this and reading the comments to be reminded that there is someone out there, waiting for me, just like I’m waiting for them. They might even be listening to this same playlist💗
Its 1:01 , it wasnt even a stressed day , but somehow still i got to this moment listening to this playlist, i wasnt even alone today, i was surrounded by many people, by my whole family, we all had a grill party, but still im here. I still feel alone n lost, i dont know if anyones gonna read this under all these comments, but i just want to say that its okay to feel alone and its okay to feel things and you dont have to think that you dont have it as hard as someone else, because everyone has his own problems and everyone deals with them another way, so its okay to cry, and feel alone n lost.
Its actually 1:50 am. Im a single parent. My 3 kids live with me. Im here in bed listening to this and crying. Asking myself, will things get better, will i ever be loved, will a woman ever choose us, will i ever find a good mother figure for my children, will i ever be married, am i not good enough.
You’re a brilliant father, doing what you do and pushing through everyday. Thank you for being open and honest. You’ll be guided to the right place for you and your children, and the right mother. I’m praying for you brother.
Its currently 1:54 AM, Sunday, June 23, 2024 and I saved this playlist to listen to later at 2:44. I’ll update then :) edit: ok I’m 2 minutes late it’s 2:46 AM but still anyway earlier I was literally crying so hard because my girlfriend is suicidal and depressed and I feel like it’s my fault and I can do something better but the thought of losing her or her being gone just completely shatters me. I actually started crying again just now while I was writing this because I genuinely can’t stand the thought of losing her. If she ever sees this, I want her to know I love her with my whole heart. Please don’t leave me, Hannah, I don’t want to get that call and I don’t want to live without you... I can’t.
I found somebody who is amazing. Im waiting for him to come back from his work. When he comes back, i will open the door, hug him hard and tell him how happy i am that he's in my life now ❤
its exactly 2:47 am as im typing this. everything have been a downhill and loads with school work. this playlist made me feel calm and it wont hurt if i take just one day off, right?
This is the first thing that popped up into my RUclips right now at 5:08 am Im telling my cousin how angry I was at him it wasn’t him even I was mad about. long story short I told him no matter what no matter how hard I try I’m never enough, and he asked me why do you think that. I couldn’t tell him why at that moment but as I listen to these songs it’s helping me realize what happened. All started in seventh grade I was a short chubby preteen experiencing heavy heavy puberty. So one morning and breakfast in the cafeteria the so-called friend kept going up to all the pretty girls and kept saying hey Jason likes you all ignored him except one. Mind you this was in a very busy cafeteria so he goes up to her and tells her the same thing. I’m watching them across the room and I hear say loudly as the entire cafeteria What who him his UGLY! My heart sank immediately, I put my head down and started crying, I’m 31 even know I feel like I’m not good enough, that no one women will every want me no matter how hard I try. I try I just want to be loved man
Its 1:25 in the morning for me. I listen to music now to calm my running mind. Yesterday I had a moment of thinking about my life and a realization. A realization that I will never be the old me that I was. I was so appreciative of COVID, it helped my mental health significantly. But.. it only prepared me for the worst events of my life to happen. I just think it's crazy, I just wish it ended out differently. In the process I felt replaced, hurt, and sad. I realized that as of recently that I started to feel anger. I searched up last night the definition of abuse. Only to figure out my grandma is abusive towards me. I knew something was wrong when I started to feel angry. To others who are also dealing with a similar situation relating to any of this.. it's okay to feel angry. It's okay to feel sad and betrayed. Because no one deserves to be betrayed. It is the most bitter feeling one could face. Just know that your feelings are valid. And you are valid as a person too. Everyone deserves love in their life. Even if it isn't from the people you expect. ♥️ Stay safe everyone, and.. Thank you for reading. It means a lot to me even if I don't know who you are.
My life has come to a point Where I have been faking sick for a week so I don’t have to go to school Where I find more comfort in music then my own parents/friends Where I slit my wrist just so I don’t just feel numb inside Please Parents, Grandparents, Older siblings, Older cousins, Aunts, Uncles, Teachers or caregivers Comfort the young ones in your life… Or they’ll find someone who can…. And you’ll lose them … Don’t make the same mistakes the adults in my life did They almost lost me…
Even if sometimes it seems like you are alone or that he has abandoned you, Jesus is still in the same place and still listens to you, know that God's silence is also an answer❤
i just lost my best friend this week and his funeral is tomorrow i found this video the other day and been listening to it every night on repeat just wishing i could hear his voice again. I love you Joe i know you’re in a better place and you’re my new guardian angel but fuck man i miss you ❤️
Im so sorry for your loss. I promise things are going to get better you just need to keep your head up and keep moving strong. You have come so far and I’m so proud of you. Please know they there is a light in the darkness and it will lead you home. Sending prayers and love. 🫶🏼❤️
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
1:15 AM Why me? i just want to be loved. ?wrong Love Languaje? 13 years later.. you dont love anymore? what about our dreams? our home? our family? i get it know, .. you dont love me anymore, The way you look at me, the way you talk to me,... you barely talk to me, you treat me like I'm invisible, a nuisance , it wasn't my fault you were sick, we had no idea. its no fair. I don't forgive the way you treat me. Nor do our children see your contempt, free me, let me be free, I don't want the house, nor the goods. Why do I want things? to remember the good times with family? What together we build shoulder to shoulder? the tears, sweat and blood that we leave at home to build our dreams? i know.. you never asked for a helper.
10:53 pm.. im only a teenager living in her isolated room every day rotting away as time goes by, i could be out with people but i dont have friends at school and since i was 11 ive been addicted to gaming. my depression had been getting worse and worse over the years, i wish i just had done it all different.. maybe i could just be a little bit happier. maybe if time just stopped and i could reverse it all and go back to when i was a little girl. expecting myself to be perfect, to fit in at school and be like all the pretty popular girls.. I wish i could just live a moment where i was truly happy and not crumbling from the inside. everybody says its going to be okay, but it hasnt for 5 years.. i dont know how much longer ill have left to hang on and keep trying to stay on this dreadful world. i got online friends, i got a boyfriend but even with all that im truly just depression and empty inside. my parents dont understand and my friends cant really do anything because im too scared to really open up. i just wish it could be over so i dont have to hurt anymore, im tired and its just getting worse.. i dont have the energy anymore to be able to make myself happier, i guess the end is just around the corner.
You run through my mind all the time like there's no finish line Yet Im the one thats out of breath You took my heart And everything I have left Just isnt enough I seek peace with these drugs My mind never sleeps Whether im high or sober I wish life was over So many thoughts None of them make sense Ive counted all my sins I remember each one had a reason Deep within But I'd be lying if I said I didnt forget Lately ive been so cold Doing what im told Like my soul was sold The trauma untold Reveals a path that unfolds I try to do whats right I think thats a luxury I cant uphold
Saw this at 2:44pm. Have a screenshot ha ha.. This playlist is really sad so far. I want to share. With all this growing-up stuff and all these years of frustrations, I saw the beauty and meaning I have never experienced before. I still figure out who am I but, simultaneously, don't want to define myself strictly. I mean I am is who I am. The fields are blurred and that's ok. Whoever reads this hope will understand it or not. Maybe this perspective is only mine. That's ok too. Thanks to the author of the playlist and comments of others! I, personally, think that this moment and this playlist is a fragment of time when we are stooping by to recognize our life. It is important to step back, look at the whole picture, stop for a second, make yourself feel the way you feel, and "be here" with intention. There are goods and bads. Stepping back, everything is going some way or another
It was raining. It was raining heavily. One year ago, i was a nineteen year old girl, walking back home in the middle of a pitch black rainy night. I was so lonely. I was alone. No one showed up. To this day, no one has showed up. I am not supposed to be in this city, i dont feel like home anymore. Every day i have nightmares about this place, I am chained by my own mind, by my own decisions, and they wont let me go. I don't like this life that I forced myself to live. But still, this is all i have. The truth is that i am dying every day that i remain here. But how could I break from...from me? Im scared. I want a hug. I want to feel safe. I want someone to rely on. Every day for a year i falled apart on the floor of my room, crying, screaming, suffering. I have never told this to someone. So, now you, the one reading this, thank you for this few minutes. May your life be blessed, may your decisions lead you the right way. May you be happy, may your wounds heal. I wish you the best. For every breath, there is hope.
Keep your head up high ml. There is always someone out there for you and there’s always people on your side even when you don’t think they are. ❤❤ don’t give up. Your doing so great and I’m so proud of you for coming this far. I know you probably feel alone right now but I promise things will get better. The light will shine in the tunnel and lead you home. Sending prayers and love 🫶🏼🫶🏼
it’s 2:47 for me and life isn’t going so well for me. i’ve been losing more and more friends. i’ve lost 7 friends already this year. i recently lost two friendships with a girl and guy best best friend. i was friends with my ex girl best friend for almost three years. and only 10 months with the guy best friend. our friendship was all normal until i fucked up really bad. i don’t want to talk about what i did, because reasons. i used to be in a gc with them and my cousin that i had known for 6 years now. i had a crush on my ex guy best friend. and i told my girl bsf and my cousin. after what i did, they told him that i liked him. then two days ago, he had told me that they told him i liked him. and he told me that he had someone so i would stop liking him. i stopped liking him two months ago. and he said i always pull the victim card because i sent a paragraph about how i said that it would hurt me when they would call me annoying , weak, short, and when they would say i look like a boy. i still haven’t moved on from them since i loved them too much to just move on. and when i sent that paragraph, i talked about how i wanted to commit. and my guy bsf said “literally why do you want to commit though you lost a few friends”, and i said , “there’s more reasons than just that”, and he said “womp womp” like i had said nothing. also when i was still friends with them , they would take embarrassing pics and vids of me and send them to the gc. i told to stop but they wouldn’t. sometimes i would even cry because some of them where so embarrassing. i feel like they probably hate me. i mean i don’t blame them, i hate myself. i also told my guy bsf i was bisexual and he told three people without my permission. so i’m kinda pissed at him for that. i have a crush on this girl in my math class. i told her i liked her on the last day of school. but one problem, she’s like in love with this boy in our school. so i highly doubted she would like me. like a week ago it was her birthday party, but i had forgotten because i was at a sleepover with another friend. i found out my crush was officially dating the boy she was in love with. and when i found out, it broke my heart. even though i know she was like in love with him, dating him just really hurt me. because i honestly love her. but she’s in love with her bf. so that sucks for me. when i was younger, my dad would barely yell at me, but now if i talk to him, he yells at me before i can even finish a sentence. and if i cry, he yells at me asks why i’m crying and doesn’t even care. he’s been drinking more and more recently. and if you’re wondering about my mother, she passed when i was 2. a couple months ago, i had found out that my mom had cheated on her bf with my dad. and after i was born, my dad was always busy with work so i was always with my mom, and her bf. we would always at his house. i remember being really young and seeing my mom’s bf abuse my mom. she would always be bleeding and bruised. and i couldn’t do anything, but cry since i was just a baby. after my mom’s passing, my dad and step father fought for my custody. and that went on for 5 years. in that time, i would always have to switch houses. i had two step siblings, one step brother and one step sister. my step father got my dad into jail for 6 months. but my dad won the fight between my custody. i haven’t seen my step father or his family since 2020 when the fight ended. i am planning to commit soon, because i hate life and myself. also good job if you had made it this far. i spent 50 mins making this, so i hope you enjoyed reading this.
Hey there,hope u are still there..I can't even imagine what you have gone through..It must be really tough.Life sucks,I understand.And it's ok to feel like killing ourselves because I too feel the same...But we should keep going because what if there's a light at the end of the tunnel!!.. You should be there to live the brighter portions of your life..Cry as much as u want,can scream at the top of ur lungs in your room...But should hold on. You can do it cause from what you've written,I understand that you are a mentally strong person.. So you deserve this world,all the good parts of this world,all the good experiences one can have in life..🫂Keep going buddy
I pray that anyone who reads it feels loved, safe and secure. I pray for physical, mental, affection and spiritual healing for all. Peaceful dreams!
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Needed this. ❤
thank you Lisa and I wish you the same 🫂
Amen you too!
Amen,thank you🤍
It’s 12:26 am and I’m getting married today… I never thought that would happen to someone like me. I’m remembering how alone n lost I was before him. I’m glad I found my person. One day you won’t feel alone anymore maybe you’ll find happiness or someone to spend the rest of your life with. Just know you are not alone 🫶🏽
Edit-Thank you guys for the comments🫶🏽 It makes my day❤️
Update- My Husband is actually working in another state atm. I am visiting him and spending time. Honeymoon is happening next year! Anyways thank you ❤️
Congrats to you and your newly wed! I hope the wedding was everything you hoped it would be and the marriage continues strong and for a long time. Enjoy the honeymoon!
congratulations ❤
Thank you guys ♥️
Thank you for that encouragement ❤️
Congratulations
I'm happy i found this video. I'm fighting a disease and don't know if i will have a future because there is no cure. I appreciate all the happy moments i had so far and somehow this video reminds me of them. And to all the other lost souls reading this: i'm glad you are here ❤
I hope you're fine, what disease do you have? If you don't mind me asking
Hey you too, we don't know each other but I'm glad ure still hanging around here. I'm not religious but I hope you experience some miracle that'll cure u from whatever it is you're dealing with. It def hard, but I hope you keep finding small wins in ur day to day life, so you can stay positive. If you'd like someone to talk to, do let me know, i'll hand out my number and i'll be all ears 🫡
What is the disease?
Hey, even though you may feel as if you're all alone, you are not. I pray a miracle comes your way and you find peace in your heart knowing that you are not alone. See you in a couple of years when you are all healed up.
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This playlist found its way to me at 1:59 am.
This message is for all of the lost people out there. I want to let you know, you aren’t alone. I know you’re struggling but keep your head up. It may feel like you’re drowning but just keep swimming forward. People will always be there in your corner even if you don’t know it. You may feel alone but you aren’t, you just haven’t met the right people. Keep fighting because every moment counts. Every sunrise and sunset glows brighter with you here. The sun isn’t complete without its moon. The world is not complete without you. Do not give up. I love y’all and keep going 💗
Found me at 1:49 am. Coincidence? I think not.
1:07 AM for me. How you are doing well!
1:27 am for me
Thank you friend, I needed this so much.
@@christine46616 Always happy to lend a helping hand 😊
2:20 am, I thought I had my life together and figured out but now I’m 24, suddenly single after four years and raising my 9 year old sister by myself. Unemployed, struggling to find work and childcare so I can work, suddenly have all of the bills and more on my shoulders alone. Everyone says I’m so strong and resilient but I can’t be resilient forever, I’m tired of being strong.
You're not alone 😭 also 24, struggling with my mental health, suddenly single after 8 years, idk what to do with my life. Remember you're not alone in this and it's okay not to be okay. Just try to keep going, one day at the time❤️
I’m very young and struggling with mental health and eating disorders as a messed up and traumatized and very depressed teen :( I’m here with you and I know life sucks and it’s hard but try to imagine how your 9 ye old sis would feel if you were gone :( I know it’s hard to keep going but you just gotta push past, I’m so proud of you ❤
I’m so sorry..
You will be fine, pls don’t give up. Everything will be alright soon 🙏
The military can take care of you both trust, i know it seems hard now you can add her as a dependent and she will be covered for all healthcare and dental care, they can give you help and extra pay so you can provide for her, its just and option but i pray for you!
Don’t drive yourself insane, it’s not worth it, don’t isolate for too long, or your judgement becomes crowded, stay around people you love or appreciate, it will keep you grounded
. That’s what I wish I knew earlier on.
i know its true but being around people feels so exhausting. i like feeling safe in my shell, but im staying in one spot because of it. im too afraid of how painful the journey might be when i start moving again. right now getting over that fear is my greatest challenge. i hope i can leave and really see where im going again one day, soon.
@@hammiarts if it feels safe sure making the effort to find balance and get out of the shell will make your life so much better
@hammiarts I get it. I'm going through the same feelings at the moment. I think the solution is to find the deep unconditional love for ourself, so we can be authentic anywhere we go ❤ if you need time to find yourself, take it, and if you need help and support, take it too ❤ and one day you'll feel ready and excited again ❤ patience and love
@@hammiartsgoing through that too, slowly but surely I’m getting there
You know what hurt me the most ?
My own expectations..
Damn that hit hard.
@@johnm6295fr fr……💔
For me my mom's and my adopted familys
What hurts me is myself because the day she cheated a loving caring kind person died
@@treebob2048 I am sorry, stranger. About 4 days ago I was hurt too. No matter what we are dealing with, we will heal.
here after playing quarters with my father for 6 hours straight. it's currently 4:08am and i'm not tired. we only stopped because he's gonna have one hell of a hangover and has stuff to do in the morning. we were blasting music so loud the bass vibrated everything. i was watching as the moon slowly went across the sky as we played. i'll forever cherish this night, as i know he won't be here as long as i'd want him to. he's in his mid 50s and i'm only a teen. just starting highschool.
i didn't mean for this comment to go sad. i just dread the day these moments would only be memories i'd have to remember just to hear his voice. to remember his face. i hate thinking about that stuff, but that's how it's gonna be with my grandmother in a couple years. she has cancer, and is only expected to live only 3-5 more years.
why can't time just stop where it is? to just give me a little more time?
Make sure u make the most of it while it lasts, cuz ur whole life you'd wanna go back to this moment, and it won't happen. Lost my father when i was 10, and I'd give anything to go back to those days when it was winter n my family snuggled near the fire while mom made tea n breakfast
Hey man Ik what it feels like to have older parents. I’m 20 and both my mom and dad are 60, every once in a while I think about future and the only fear I have is that they might not get to see my children….
Goodness! Your dad is getting hammered with a teenager?
Unreal.
Please be better than that when you have children
Im no prude young man, I was a Marine grunt, i could out drink anyone i knew- but WTF- when i had my son that stopped.
I’m just starting high school too and with my parents I feel the same way, I’m scared I’ll start to forget their faces and my memories will become foggier and foggier and I won’t be able to refresh them. It’s so scary, I don’t know how life will ever be complete or worth anything without them.. I’m honestly really scared.
this is not depressing . I feel alone but not lonely and this music is straight up healing my soul
Real
Dear Future Me,
If this video is still up and your comment is still up
and you somehow found your way back here again feeling lost,
just know that things *do* get better.
You *will* see better days
You *will* meet better people,
People who will choose to stay in your life.
Life won't feel like this all the time
and you know it too.
You've had good days and bad days.
You've had days where you genuinely enjoyed yourself and life.
The bad days do not define your life.
You will get over this hard part in your life,
like you've done in the past.
Just keep going.
The better days are ahead of you
And know that I'm proud of how far you've come
And how far you will continue to go
….🥺…☺️..😞
"When you're driving at night and only see 200ft ahead, that's enough to get you to your destination. So even if you cannot see the whole road ahead of you right now, remember to focus on that little bit you can see and sooner or later you will make it."
thanks man/maam
I really appreciate it :’)
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Thank you for saying this. I really need this kind of encouragements right now. I really hope that you always doing well in the future.
COME BACK PLS
LISTEN AGAIN
where did all the time go? Yesterday I was 20 and now I’m 31… and where did all the people go?
Wait till you turn 40. It’s a ghost town.
Life is a blessing
I’m so sorry must feel awful.. shame i know how it feels
In a blink of the eyes time flies like too fast then u can't catch up. My heart is still at 17 , my mind is 20 and so u can imagine how reality life hit me hard for being not catching up . Then suddenly i catch up by burried my heart and soul alive.
Thinking about my life is also thinking about different kind of versions of myself like they’re different people and I can’t really connect with past me, so meeting my past me would be almost like meeting a stranger
here's the timestamp (feel free to tell me if I made a mistake)
00:01 - the wisp sings - winter aid
05:33 - the night we met - lord huron
09:41 - mystery of love - sufjan stevens
13:59 - broken parts - clide
17:57 - jealous - labyrinth
20:10 - heather - conan gray
24:18 - all I want - kodaline
29:04 - hold me while you wait - lewis capaldi
33:32 - ? (idk sorry)
38:06 - turning page - sleeping at last
39:31 - traitor - olivia rodrigo
43:56 - i found - amber run
48:16 - let me down slowly - alec benjamin
(then it repeats)
Thank you for this❤️🥲
the 33:32 song is Ylang Ylang - FKJ :D
33:32 is '' ylang ylang'' by FKJ (correct me if I'm wrong!)
@@iamlostanyways Yup. You got it right!
Thank you for all of this 😊
If you're here then your working on doing better, thinking about things. Keep being strong.
For the person reading this, you are a marvel-beautiful inside and out. Your positive energy envelops me in warmth, and I want to express my gratitude for your existence. May your day be absolutely wonderful!
Close, it's 2:27am. Life isnt the best. Unemployed after graduating college after being the straight A kid. Still feel the hope in the people around me but I feel so alone. How can I live up to their expectations. Every month I hope it will be the last of this limbo of suffering. When will I feel that happiness. Of having an offer letter to show. The worst part is that I will lose if I accept help. Deemed incompetent for being firm in my beliefs. A journey I have to endure myself. Have endured myself. I feel like I can do it but I felt so for the past 6 months. I'm starting to doubt but I have to hold onto that sliver of hope and power through. Hope someone can see my passion soon. Hope I can convince someone of this soon and I can sleep without overwhelming my brain to suppress my emotions.
It's clear that you're going through a challenging time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and alone, especially when faced with uncertainty and setbacks. Transitioning from college to the professional world can be tough, and feeling like you're not meeting expectations can add to that stress.
Remember that your worth is not solely defined by your job or academic achievements. It's okay to feel uncertain about the future, and it's okay to ask for help and support during this time. You don't have to navigate this journey alone.
Consider reaching out to your support network, whether it's friends, family, or career advisors, for guidance and encouragement. They may offer valuable insights and assistance in navigating your job search and coping with the challenges you're facing.
Additionally, try to focus on small victories and accomplishments, even if they may seem insignificant at the moment. Celebrate your resilience and determination in persevering through these difficult times, and remember that setbacks are a natural part of life.
Hold onto that sliver of hope and keep pushing forward, one step at a time. Your passion and dedication will shine through, and eventually, you'll find the opportunities you're seeking. Keep believing in yourself, and don't hesitate to reach out for support when you need it. You're not alone, and there are people who believe in you and want to see you succeed.
I can guide you in the insurance industry. It’s not glamorous but it eventually pays well and you will get a 401k to start contributing to. Lmk.
there’s nothing wrong with accepting help. you’re gonna be okay and you’ll back and thank yourself for being so strong.
Sometimes you best friend and closest lover is your own self. Ask for what you need and don't suppress your emotions, navigate them. The more you embrace who you are the happier you'll be. You don't owe anyone anything and those that think you owe them something are empty themselves and don't know who they are, just following expectations and traditions that have been imposed upon them. It's a vicious cycle, but if the self is loved and embraced, the cycle can be broken and peace can flourish. Here's hoping you feel loved 🫂
@@dpq_ Thank you mahn😢
whoever is feeling stuck and lonely , this time will paas and happiness will come our way ! wish everyone a great , happy and bright life filled with love .
Smh, it helps reading all these comments and relating to them. All of a sudden, u feel heard n not alone. Or perhaps, alone with a bunch of others. I sincerely hope things work out eventually for all of us
It's exactly 02:44 . and I'm thinking about him right now . Of course he doesn't know about it . The person reading this I'm sure there are people who think of you at these times. Even though there was no one else, I thought of you even as I wrote this . I'm so glad to have you
I'm not the kind of man who usually feels depression or any negative feelings. But tonight, I find myself remembering my mom, whom I lost almost six years ago. Sometimes, vivid memories of her still come to me. I can't say I'm fully relieved, but I'm trying my best at 19 years old. I'm learning and working on projects with a particular programming language, and I'm also learning German so that I can move to Germany in two years. Life is getting better day by day, step by step. I hope to go to Germany and have a bright future, keeping my family in abundance. Maybe I'll find the love of my life, keep doing a great job, and live as a good human being. I don't know, I just wanted to say this. To whoever reads this, I hope you're doing well, and if you're going through a tough time, don't worry. Everything is going to be fine. God bless you, my friend. Amen
Thank you so much I needed that. I am so sorry about your mom that is heartbreaking. I know there might not be much I can say to comfort you but I just want you to know that she will always be looking after you from above. I hope you live a great life, good luck out there man.
it’s currently 2:35 for me and I want to change my life. i know I have greater potential but I am not taking action on my life and changing my habits. i will break these bad habits and make a better change for myself.
im so proud of you! youve got this! let me know how youve been doing! keep up those good habits! i know it can be hard at first, but once you get used to the habit, itll feel like second nature! i believe in you!
Thank you all for sharing. Some sad and heartbreaking. Others, joyful and uplifting. Take care of yourselves, know that you’re not alone and tomorrow will bring you peace. Keep on going!
I’ve certainly had a rough bout recently in many aspects of life. Letting go of family that are disrespectful, losing someone I thought I loved, burnt out at a job, was sick, and more. I will pull through and y’all will too.
You got this bro... I believe in you.
the amazing sleep you get after crying your eyes out>>>
I swear it’s 2:44 am and I’ve found this unintentionally.
Same
For me it's 2:48 am 😭
RUclips algorithm keeps getting better eh
2.47am
Same
I'm not here because I feel alone and lost, I'm here because I just love the feeling that these songs give me. They're so beautiful. I hope everyone out there is doing alright and I want to remind everyone that they are loved.
i’m a teen, about to start high school. i’m supposed to be too young for love, for a serious relationship, but that’s all i want. i want someone to care. someone to love me and someone to love back. i want everything. i want to fall head over heels and feel the pain that results. i want to stay up all night thinking about someone. i want to be around someone that makes me really, truly happy, even if it’s only for a short while. life isn’t a fairytale, i’m oh so aware of that. but i so desperately want it to be. i’m tired of stumbling around aimlessly without purpose or motivation. i at least want something to push towards. for just a little while. i know it’ll never happen, but i can’t stop myself from wanting. that’s all i do. want, want, want. it’s bleeding me dry, but what else am i to do?
Be patient with yourself. You're in the right way, cause the first step is to questioning yourself, and that's already happening.
But trust us. This moment is necessary to become you in the person you will be in the future: stronger, experimented, brave.
Keep watching, questioning, feeling, embrace all your emotions and dont surrender. You're are in the right way.
I was in a similar situation as u , i found Jesus, he changed my life 4 the better , i feel whole now and so loved and blessed , He loves u and i pray u come 2 Him
You’re not Lost. You’re HERE
❤
it’s actually currently 2:44am, im about to move across the country for college and leave behind my best friend, twin flame, literally the only person to make me feel less alone. i’ve never felt more afraid.
almost 1am, need to get up 6:30 for work. everyday feels like a blur, my interests are slipping away, dont have the motivation to learn or try anything new, anti-social and feels like im stuck in a rut like how i was a few years ago. im afraid ill go back to my old ways. i thought adulthood would be different but im a child in an adults body. not knowing how to navigate my life like the clueless baby i am ;-;
I understand the stuck feeling, I'm feeling pretty stuck myself. I hope you're able to get out of it.
Bro you got out of it once before. This time won't be any different. Hold on to the faith you have in yourselves. Better days are coming. Cheers!!❤️
Thank you for helping me move on from her. I know she’s probably found happiness and it’s time for me to, I deserve that as much as her.
The dreams holding in ur mind that is possible.just keep do it and learn as hard as u can.pushing urself more.
To the one who's reading this. Hold on. If it's not good, then it's not done yet. God is good. Jesus loves you.
aw man this is really comforting. Thank you and God Bless you Stranger on the internet
Wait and wait! You are preparing for the best!! Really
2:47 am. Thinking about the world, hope, despair, and if I wanted to continue on with the path I seem to be on. This playlist helped me take a step back and just exist. Thank you.
turning 25 yesterday but still feels like 17. Living abroad far from home, my family, my friend. Kinda miss home, just feels like need someone to hug right now
hug
I could use one of those long hugs.
Keep your head up high ml. There is always someone out there for you and there’s always people on your side even when you don’t think they are. ❤❤ don’t give up. Your doing so great and I’m so proud of you for coming this far. I know you probably feel alone right now but I promise things will get better. The light will shine in the tunnel and lead you home. Sending prayers and love 🫶🏼🫶🏼
It's 2:54 am. I hope that everyone who reads will be happy and reach their big life goals.❤
The road to salvation is full of pain and self doubt. Continue to step forward. Continue even when it feels pointless. Do what you need to do to see what's on the other side of something you haven't accomplished before.
Its 12:09 just finished a 14 hour shift.
I am 20 studying cs and working in a supermarket. I have court in the next couple of months and i might be in jail for 7 years. Trying to live the moment and not thinking of tomorrows but it's getting harder. They say the line between sanity and insanity is really thin and i think I'll pass it soon.
God help all of you out there and remember guys nothing is permanent even our lives
I am so sorry, i hope that it gets better for you and yes u are right
Nothing is permanent. This isnt your life forever
@@rairai-bts thanks that's the sweetest thing i've ever heard
@@0xhaze of course 🫶🏽🌷
I only want to ask if is not a problem.. ¿Why are you going to Court so young?
You're my age btw
It’s actually 2:43 a.m. when I scrolled onto this. That’s some insane fate.
Same ❤
Eyy yow same
same
Its ok to be depressed, but don't let this new world make you think that being depressed is something to be proud of so use it as fuel to light up that inner fire and come back stronger
It’s 4:17 and I’ve been crying all night silently. I realized that I only have one real friend, that actually gets me. That’s all I have and all that I ever have had. My girlfriend never actually cared about me, she never loved me. But she won’t say it to my face. I’m so tired of living like this, but I won’t change anything. It’s like I’m not even living my life anymore. I’m spectating my life, and it’s only my life when something goes wrong. But it’s on loop.
Hi stranger,
We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments.
Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok.
You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room.
Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok.
People love you- whether you believe it or not.
You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness-even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school.
Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know?
With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, get some sleep please🤍🥰
A stranger on the internet
😢maaaan im crying
🤍
thank you for this i hope you are doing well and that life treats you kindly
@@CuteCrazyCrafter i am thank you 🫶🏼 and i hope u r too!
i actually love you. everything u mentioned i hope u feel the same❤️
While I am only just at the end of Highschool, I felt that I have grown and learnt so much. People do come and go, friends and partners are usually temporary and pain is consistent. Throughout these years I have struggled so much with my mental health and loneliness, I was bullied and excluded repeatedly. I was so lost and I would usually stay up late listening to beautiful videos like this, hoping one day I would be saved. But honestly, I haven’t been saved at all, I feel hopeless about my future and present. But you shouldn’t wait to get saved, because to be able to heal you must want to first. I am trying, I am strong and I will keep trying. I just want people to know you’re doing your best and that’s all that matters. Keep going.
I turned 25 this year and took a big leap and got my dream job. I knew this going in, but the work days are very long, and I don't know what my schedule is going to be, so I won't be going to my home country this summer. My gran is well in her 80s now and I miss her. My family is so proud of me, but sometimes I wonder if my career is worth it.
It’s 1:28. It’s dark and it’s quiet. Although staying up this late makes me very tired during the day, I love this hour too much.
There’s been days where I didn’t see why I was alive, or days where all I needed was the comfort of my own bed. There were days where I did not want to even see a mirror, and days where I became the most beautiful person I could see. This past school year was a roller coaster. And now I feel rewarded: I’m in my bed with nothing but worrying about doing a bit too much of nothing.
For those who are tired and are carrying weights over their hearts:
The day will come when your hard work has paid off, and all that you remember is that was hard and burdensome, but you got through it.
Like my favorite teacher once said; “we do things because they are difficult, not because it’s easy”.
You got this. Do not fear, for the last thing humans have is hope and hope defeats all fears.
Have hope that it will work out.
Have hope that at the end of the road, there is peace.
Found this at midnight but no big deal, it’s late enough anyways.. Me and my family are going through tough times but i’m praying life will get better one day and we can escape this dark looming cloud we feel trapped inside
2:03am. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired of fighting my trauma. I'm tired of feeling like I'm just existing. I'll still be here tomorrow..just don't know how many tomorrow's I'll be able to handle
Hey, I usually never comment but I really wanna thank you for making videos like these. Coz honestly they make life so much better... So just thank you, I really needed this ❤
Incoming senior student here who just transferred into a whole new city, entering a new school without anyone, went to enroll not too long ago and can’t help but to see everyone enrolling as well with their buddies and here i am waiting to be assisted alone, im not used on being alone but this time i can’t help but to feel like nobody’s gonna find interest in me once i enter and will have to go through this with no one but i still hope for a table turn.
U will make friends , people will be drawn to ur personality and ur intrest , u will make great memories and even better friends
The first person I trusted in years and she left me broken in pieces, the sweetest dream is just the start of the deepest nightmare
Relatable
Jesus will never betray you and his love will never end ❤
But the deepest nightmare can help you discover who you really are.
The only person in this world you need to trust the most is yourself.
I struggle to trust too, but.. I trust you will eventually find that right person.
I hope the best for you ❤❤
Same
Keep your head up high ml. There is always someone out there for you and there’s always people on your side even when you don’t think they are. ❤❤ don’t give up. Your doing so great and I’m so proud of you for coming this far. I know you probably feel alone right now but I promise things will get better. The light will shine in the tunnel and lead you home. Sending prayers and love 🫶🏼🫶🏼
5:31 am, i haven’t gone to sleep yet. this voice in the back of my head never ever turns off. i can’t do it anymore. might say my goodbyes in a couple days, maybe LLC
Man I'm here if u want someone to talk to
Not long ago, I saw a question. It asked "If you could relive it all, would you choose to meet them or ignore them?", and I think it's such a beautiful, yet painful scenario to think about.
I experienced this question recently, I always ask it to myself over and over again. Thinking about what would have happened and what wouldn't of happened if I didn't meet those people in my life. The further I go the more I realized that all of the negative people in my life have helped me become who I am. Even though all of the struggles. I would do the same stupid thing every time.
But that is because I love myself as who I am. And I hope you love yourself too. Because that is all you need in life if no one is by your side. ♥️
To those who've healed and realized the bruises this person left behind, they might choose either. But to someone who's still raw from the cut and bleeding red, I chose to ignore. I hope with all I have to be given the chance to go back and never have met that person
I lost one of my best friends 4 years ago. It's times like this where I look back at all the good times. I know hes in a better place now, somewhere that he belongs. Somewhere he was meant to be. Love you brother hope to see you again one day. Psalms 23:4 ❤
The first person to ever approach me and confess to me in my 26 years, she made it feel so possible to feel affection and intimacy, and then...she just found someone else and left. Its like i never existed...im tired of being alone.
The same thing happened to me. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born into this generation.
@@jonathangordoni6529modern women...
If you’re reading this, this is not permanent, life goes on and your beautiful chapters will come
To all the homies/ homegirls we have lost to the streets🙏 there in a better place, there safe with god now. Sometime I wish there were no gangs, no drugs, no violence. I wish the homies/ homies girls were here one last time to say goodbye🤝it sucks we have to continue now without you guys🥺rest eazy now guys, forever in our hearts💯
It's 1:56AM and I am recovering from a cold that's kept me inside my apartment the last four days. This is immediately following a very eye-opening day at the job I once thought was the best I'd ever had. It's given me a lot of time to think about where I'm at in my career, my life, my community and if I'm truly happy with all of it. I can say there are areas of it that I genuinely am, and a lot of others where I feel like I've shrunken parts of myself so as not to rock proverbial boats. There are goals I've always had for myself that I just gave up, and that bob back up to the surface every few months to remind me that they're disappointed in me for abandoning them. I don't know if I want to stay in the line of work I'm in, or if I just needed this break to feel better about it, but here I am, at 1:56AM, writing out a stream of consciousness in a RUclips comment section...so isn't that my answer right there?
Just realized I am a survivor of domestic violence. Got out of a 7 yrs toxic relationship and now raising my son alone. It's a harsh reality. Not to top it off with still having family issues and living with childhood trauma. When does the pain end. Where is the hope.
Pain rarely ends in this life, hope is everywhere. It is in the joy of little things, but mostly it is in god. I hope you can be okay one day.
My mom is a DV survivor. She wants you to know life gets better. We’re rooting for you and your son!
It’s 1:30 am.
My great aunt has dementia. She’s hid it for years but now it’s getting bad. She’s my kindred spirit. I’ve known her my whole life, but we didn’t become close until 2013. I lost my grandpa two years back and now I’m losing her. She was supposed to see me perform on Broadway, we were supposed to go see shows together, I don’t know what to do. She forgets my name and it rips me to shreds. I love her so much. This is what hell must feel like.
11시 19분 자기 전 온갖 생각들이 나를 잠식한다 나의 22살의 삶은 어떻게 흘러가고 있지..? 내가 너무 무의미하게 삶을 흘려보내고 있지는 않은지 생각하게 된다. 하고있는 공부도 잘 안되고 알바도 아직 어려운 것 투성이 걱정 투성이다. 앞으로의 일들이 나를 너무 많이 상처입히지 않았으면 좋겠다.
2:44 am when I saw this and was surprised that it was the exact timing. The playlist helped me chill out so maybe it was something I needed 🤷🏾♀️
The fact I found this at 2:44 AM is wild.😅
I put in my time for my job and starting my ceo journey full time . I’m excited but also nervous. But I know my freedom is top priority , and this is my passion. 💖
whoever is reading this, i could only imagine what your going through, we all have our moments when we just want to end it all. but understand that whatever it is, we will get through it together , this is only a small part of your life. Think about the amount of people who love you for who you are. stay strong ❤
I'm six months off heroin. Iv got a lot of trauma to move through from my past. I'm free today though and there's no reason I should ever have to go back to that modern slavery. I am my creator now and I'm looking after my inner self. Thanks.
@@arthurrowe1246 ❤️❤️
there is no one who likes my way
im ngl, no matter what Alone & Lost is the only person that makes these playlists as good as anyone else. idk if its just me or what but i like these more. quiet and not in your ear
alone but not lonely. lost but still on a path. a quiet yet steady thought resides in me - “i will make it someday. watch me”
These comments are making so sad, i just watched barbie and i am trying to not cry bc i wish life was just like that, happy and nothing to worry about.
I hope you who’s reading this will be able to sleep tonight, take a deep breath and let it out, relax ur shoulders, cry if need to. Goodnight 🫂🫂
It will be okay
I’m 35 and I’m single. Today I feel alone. But I know is not forever ✨🤞🏽
39 yrs old and single. I'll probably not get that chance to be loved by that special woman. Probably be single till I die and the thought hurts the heart.
Its literally 02:43am right now, and I'm feeling down to the depth of the deepest ocean, much overwhelmed, gloomy and feeling worthless, seeing no way. Looking into all my past life and finding the trophies and victories of my younger bright self to be a curse for my present self cz they raised bars so high for even my ownself that not coming upto that makes me feel like some pins being pricked in my heart all the time and all I see ahead feels like darkness and pain. All was doing was self reflection and then out of nowhere the universe made this video appear on the screeen of this tiny rectangular box emitting little light in my dark room on my face may be trying to make me feel better or something. Idk. Thankyou Mr maker for this:)
Things are getting better. Just to think 2-3 years ago I was crying myself to sleep wishing to be dead and now I have a partner I love more than life itself, I have a job, I’m almost done school and I started college. Life isn’t 100% better yet but I’m a month clean and things are beginning to look up.
I’m planning life for when I move out and I’m planning on transitioning finally tho it’s terrifying being different and facing everything that will come with being myself but I’ll push through it, I will always push through it. I’m scared though. I know no one in my family likes transgender people yet here I am, I’m scared of them, I’m scared of losing them but at the end of the day if they truly loved me then they would accept me no matter what.
It gets better, some days it may feel as if it’s getting worse but when the sun rises in the morning it’s a new day with new opportunities and a new life worth living. Just hold out for tomorrow.
00:43 here,
just wanted to remember the old days when I used to be a kid in my hometown playing these kind of playlists in my dark quite room.
I just felt the urge to tell everyone reading the comments that having a strong faith and knowing that God is in charge and he is carefully planning your future will give you a lot of relief. That's my case as a Muslim, and I sincerely hope that you can feel this one day.
Peace
i never felt so alone
U are never alone❤
Keep your head up high ml. There is always someone out there for you and there’s always people on your side even when you don’t think they are. ❤❤ don’t give up. Your doing so great and I’m so proud of you for coming this far. I know you probably feel alone right now but I promise things will get better. The light will shine in the tunnel and lead you home. Sending prayers and love 🫶🏼🫶🏼
I’m not in love right now. But I like listening to this and reading the comments to be reminded that there is someone out there, waiting for me, just like I’m waiting for them. They might even be listening to this same playlist💗
Its my Birthday today. I made it another year. Hey girl, you're doing great. You're a great person and people like you.
Its 1:01 , it wasnt even a stressed day , but somehow still i got to this moment listening to this playlist, i wasnt even alone today, i was surrounded by many people, by my whole family, we all had a grill party, but still im here. I still feel alone n lost, i dont know if anyones gonna read this under all these comments, but i just want to say that its okay to feel alone and its okay to feel things and you dont have to think that you dont have it as hard as someone else, because everyone has his own problems and everyone deals with them another way, so its okay to cry, and feel alone n lost.
Its actually 1:50 am. Im a single parent. My 3 kids live with me. Im here in bed listening to this and crying. Asking myself, will things get better, will i ever be loved, will a woman ever choose us, will i ever find a good mother figure for my children, will i ever be married, am i not good enough.
You’re a brilliant father, doing what you do and pushing through everyday. Thank you for being open and honest. You’ll be guided to the right place for you and your children, and the right mother. I’m praying for you brother.
I thank god for every light soul that resides in all of these types of videos' comments...
it's 2:10am. everyone keeps saying it'll get better but they have been saying that since i was 14. i'm running out of hope
Its currently 1:54 AM, Sunday, June 23, 2024 and I saved this playlist to listen to later at 2:44. I’ll update then :)
edit: ok I’m 2 minutes late it’s 2:46 AM but still
anyway earlier I was literally crying so hard because my girlfriend is suicidal and depressed and I feel like it’s my fault and I can do something better but the thought of losing her or her being gone just completely shatters me. I actually started crying again just now while I was writing this because I genuinely can’t stand the thought of losing her. If she ever sees this, I want her to know I love her with my whole heart. Please don’t leave me, Hannah, I don’t want to get that call and I don’t want to live without you... I can’t.
You are not alone! Especially not on this planet. Alone, you are only in your head...
Hope one day I will find peace in your arms again. I love you for always.
I found somebody who is amazing. Im waiting for him to come back from his work. When he comes back, i will open the door, hug him hard and tell him how happy i am that he's in my life now ❤
Good night people ❤
Way oddly accurate title when I saw the title pop up. Had to watch. So lovely
if you reading this, please be happy❤
How?
@@psychowithmigrainereal
its exactly 2:47 am as im typing this. everything have been a downhill and loads with school work. this playlist made me feel calm and it wont hurt if i take just one day off, right?
This is the first thing that popped up into my RUclips right now at 5:08 am
Im telling my cousin how angry I was at him it wasn’t him even
I was mad about.
long story short I told him no matter what no matter how hard I try I’m never enough, and he asked me why do you think that. I couldn’t tell him why at that moment but as I listen to these songs it’s helping me realize what happened. All started in seventh grade I was a short chubby preteen experiencing heavy heavy puberty. So one morning and breakfast in the cafeteria the so-called friend kept going up to all the pretty girls and kept saying hey Jason likes you all ignored him except one. Mind you this was in a very busy cafeteria so he goes up to her and tells her the same thing. I’m watching them across the room and I hear say loudly as the entire cafeteria What who him his UGLY! My heart sank immediately, I put my head down and started crying, I’m 31 even know I feel like I’m not good enough, that no one women will every want me no matter how hard I try. I try I just want to be loved man
Its 1:25 in the morning for me. I listen to music now to calm my running mind. Yesterday I had a moment of thinking about my life and a realization. A realization that I will never be the old me that I was.
I was so appreciative of COVID, it helped my mental health significantly. But.. it only prepared me for the worst events of my life to happen. I just think it's crazy, I just wish it ended out differently. In the process I felt replaced, hurt, and sad. I realized that as of recently that I started to feel anger. I searched up last night the definition of abuse. Only to figure out my grandma is abusive towards me. I knew something was wrong when I started to feel angry.
To others who are also dealing with a similar situation relating to any of this.. it's okay to feel angry. It's okay to feel sad and betrayed. Because no one deserves to be betrayed. It is the most bitter feeling one could face.
Just know that your feelings are valid. And you are valid as a person too. Everyone deserves love in their life. Even if it isn't from the people you expect. ♥️
Stay safe everyone, and.. Thank you for reading. It means a lot to me even if I don't know who you are.
My life has come to a point
Where I have been faking sick for a week so I don’t have to go to school
Where I find more comfort in music then my own parents/friends
Where I slit my wrist just so I don’t just feel numb inside
Please Parents, Grandparents, Older siblings, Older cousins, Aunts, Uncles, Teachers or caregivers
Comfort the young ones in your life…
Or they’ll find someone who can….
And you’ll lose them
…
Don’t make the same mistakes the adults in my life did
They almost lost me…
I hope you're alive. This world needs you, don't give up, please :(
I understand your feelings..
1st August 2024
2:23am
It's my birthday. Waiting for love and wishes. Celebrating it by myself 😢😊
Jesus loves you, he will never abandon you, he will never Leave you alone, sad and fallen, because he loves you❤And his love will never end
Even if sometimes it seems like you are alone or that he has abandoned you, Jesus is still in the same place and still listens to you, know that God's silence is also an answer❤
Amém.
Jesus was a beautiful servant of God. He gave us the perfect example how to serve and worship the o e God like he did.
i just lost my best friend this week and his funeral is tomorrow i found this video the other day and been listening to it every night on repeat just wishing i could hear his voice again. I love you Joe i know you’re in a better place and you’re my new guardian angel but fuck man i miss you ❤️
Im so sorry for your loss. I promise things are going to get better you just need to keep your head up and keep moving strong. You have come so far and I’m so proud of you. Please know they there is a light in the darkness and it will lead you home. Sending prayers and love. 🫶🏼❤️
It's 4:00 am and I couldn't sleep.
Life is beautiful and painful.
Tolerance and just let it be matters a lot
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
1:15 AM Why me? i just want to be loved. ?wrong Love Languaje? 13 years later.. you dont love anymore? what about our dreams? our home? our family? i get it know, .. you dont love me anymore, The way you look at me, the way you talk to me,... you barely talk to me, you treat me like I'm invisible, a nuisance , it wasn't my fault you were sick, we had no idea. its no fair. I don't forgive the way you treat me. Nor do our children see your contempt, free me, let me be free, I don't want the house, nor the goods. Why do I want things? to remember the good times with family? What together we build shoulder to shoulder? the tears, sweat and blood that we leave at home to build our dreams? i know.. you never asked for a helper.
10:53 pm.. im only a teenager living in her isolated room every day rotting away as time goes by, i could be out with people but i dont have friends at school and since i was 11 ive been addicted to gaming. my depression had been getting worse and worse over the years, i wish i just had done it all different.. maybe i could just be a little bit happier. maybe if time just stopped and i could reverse it all and go back to when i was a little girl. expecting myself to be perfect, to fit in at school and be like all the pretty popular girls.. I wish i could just live a moment where i was truly happy and not crumbling from the inside. everybody says its going to be okay, but it hasnt for 5 years.. i dont know how much longer ill have left to hang on and keep trying to stay on this dreadful world. i got online friends, i got a boyfriend but even with all that im truly just depression and empty inside. my parents dont understand and my friends cant really do anything because im too scared to really open up. i just wish it could be over so i dont have to hurt anymore, im tired and its just getting worse.. i dont have the energy anymore to be able to make myself happier, i guess the end is just around the corner.
You run through my mind all the time like there's no finish line
Yet Im the one thats out of breath
You took my heart
And everything I have left
Just isnt enough
I seek peace with these drugs
My mind never sleeps
Whether im high or sober
I wish life was over
So many thoughts
None of them make sense
Ive counted all my sins
I remember each one had a reason
Deep within
But I'd be lying if I said I didnt forget
Lately ive been so cold
Doing what im told
Like my soul was sold
The trauma untold
Reveals a path that unfolds
I try to do whats right
I think thats a luxury I cant uphold
Can I use this in a song?plz
@@psychowithmigraine go ahead, bro. 👍🤘
@@MutedConcert 😄😄❤
Saw this at 2:44pm. Have a screenshot ha ha.. This playlist is really sad so far.
I want to share. With all this growing-up stuff and all these years of frustrations, I saw the beauty and meaning I have never experienced before. I still figure out who am I but, simultaneously, don't want to define myself strictly. I mean I am is who I am. The fields are blurred and that's ok. Whoever reads this hope will understand it or not. Maybe this perspective is only mine. That's ok too.
Thanks to the author of the playlist and comments of others! I, personally, think that this moment and this playlist is a fragment of time when we are stooping by to recognize our life. It is important to step back, look at the whole picture, stop for a second, make yourself feel the way you feel, and "be here" with intention. There are goods and bads. Stepping back, everything is going some way or another
It was raining.
It was raining heavily. One year ago, i was a nineteen year old girl, walking back home in the middle of a pitch black rainy night. I was so lonely. I was alone. No one showed up. To this day, no one has showed up. I am not supposed to be in this city, i dont feel like home anymore. Every day i have nightmares about this place, I am chained by my own mind, by my own decisions, and they wont let me go. I don't like this life that I forced myself to live. But still, this is all i have. The truth is that i am dying every day that i remain here. But how could I break from...from me? Im scared. I want a hug. I want to feel safe. I want someone to rely on.
Every day for a year i falled apart on the floor of my room, crying, screaming, suffering. I have never told this to someone. So, now you, the one reading this, thank you for this few minutes. May your life be blessed, may your decisions lead you the right way. May you be happy, may your wounds heal. I wish you the best.
For every breath, there is hope.
Keep your head up high ml. There is always someone out there for you and there’s always people on your side even when you don’t think they are. ❤❤ don’t give up. Your doing so great and I’m so proud of you for coming this far. I know you probably feel alone right now but I promise things will get better. The light will shine in the tunnel and lead you home. Sending prayers and love 🫶🏼🫶🏼
Bruh.. I started feeling tears coming out...
it’s 2:47 for me and life isn’t going so well for me. i’ve been losing more and more friends. i’ve lost 7 friends already this year. i recently lost two friendships with a girl and guy best best friend. i was friends with my ex girl best friend for almost three years. and only 10 months with the guy best friend. our friendship was all normal until i fucked up really bad. i don’t want to talk about what i did, because reasons. i used to be in a gc with them and my cousin that i had known for 6 years now. i had a crush on my ex guy best friend. and i told my girl bsf and my cousin. after what i did, they told him that i liked him. then two days ago, he had told me that they told him i liked him. and he told me that he had someone so i would stop liking him. i stopped liking him two months ago. and he said i always pull the victim card because i sent a paragraph about how i said that it would hurt me when they would call me annoying , weak, short, and when they would say i look like a boy. i still haven’t moved on from them since i loved them too much to just move on. and when i sent that paragraph, i talked about how i wanted to commit. and my guy bsf said “literally why do you want to commit though you lost a few friends”, and i said , “there’s more reasons than just that”, and he said “womp womp” like i had said nothing. also when i was still friends with them , they would take embarrassing pics and vids of me and send them to the gc. i told to stop but they wouldn’t. sometimes i would even cry because some of them where so embarrassing. i feel like they probably hate me. i mean i don’t blame them, i hate myself. i also told my guy bsf i was bisexual and he told three people without my permission. so i’m kinda pissed at him for that. i have a crush on this girl in my math class. i told her i liked her on the last day of school. but one problem, she’s like in love with this boy in our school. so i highly doubted she would like me. like a week ago it was her birthday party, but i had forgotten because i was at a sleepover with another friend. i found out my crush was officially dating the boy she was in love with. and when i found out, it broke my heart. even though i know she was like in love with him, dating him just really hurt me. because i honestly love her. but she’s in love with her bf. so that sucks for me. when i was younger, my dad would barely yell at me, but now if i talk to him, he yells at me before i can even finish a sentence. and if i cry, he yells at me asks why i’m crying and doesn’t even care. he’s been drinking more and more recently. and if you’re wondering about my mother, she passed when i was 2. a couple months ago, i had found out that my mom had cheated on her bf with my dad. and after i was born, my dad was always busy with work so i was always with my mom, and her bf. we would always at his house. i remember being really young and seeing my mom’s bf abuse my mom. she would always be bleeding and bruised. and i couldn’t do anything, but cry since i was just a baby. after my mom’s passing, my dad and step father fought for my custody. and that went on for 5 years. in that time, i would always have to switch houses. i had two step siblings, one step brother and one step sister. my step father got my dad into jail for 6 months. but my dad won the fight between my custody. i haven’t seen my step father or his family since 2020 when the fight ended. i am planning to commit soon, because i hate life and myself. also good job if you had made it this far. i spent 50 mins making this, so i hope you enjoyed reading this.
Hey there,hope u are still there..I can't even imagine what you have gone through..It must be really tough.Life sucks,I understand.And it's ok to feel like killing ourselves because I too feel the same...But we should keep going because what if there's a light at the end of the tunnel!!..
You should be there to live the brighter portions of your life..Cry as much as u want,can scream at the top of ur lungs in your room...But should hold on.
You can do it cause from what you've written,I understand that you are a mentally strong person..
So you deserve this world,all the good parts of this world,all the good experiences one can have in life..🫂Keep going buddy
I'm going through a similar thing