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Not sure why this appeared on my feed. But I went through this in 2014. You will be fine. Your mind is much stronger than you think. Keep working out and stay busy. It will be a thing of the past. Trust me & God bless.
It crazy how God works. Ive been feeling this way. But i already know why. Jesus knows too. Ive been smoking for 4 years. I think that really messed my brain up
I was smoking for even longer and my brain was messed up until I began allowing the Holy Spirit to dwell in me. In only a couple weeks, God restored my mind and my entire. I feel whole again. My bad habits fell away after years of tryin to get rid of them Just ask God to dwell in you. Allow your body to a Home for the Holy Spirit and He'll you. Try it and watch what He does.
It used to happen when I was younger but ever since having an "Awakening " I never have this feeling any more and it makes sense as to why. Depersonalization is you( the Watcher) becoming very aware of the Soul / body connection. Or duality if that makes any sense . It's realizing that you are NOT your Body. And if/when you do have an awakening, that's one of the first processes you go through. Goodluck with your healing and journey
man i feel for you, i grew up with no guidance or love from my parents and i turned to drugs and wanting to fit in in highschool, weed ended up giving me panic attacks and i had no one go to, threw me into chronic dpdr that i had for nearly a decade. l also came to christ about 3 months ago after being agnostic my whole life, and i truly dont have a shadow of a doubt that my dpdr was demonic, i had it all the time and something just felt wrong i had anxious intrusive thoughts nearly all the time. im doing so much better now. i feel so much better but i still struggle with it from time to time but i don't exist in that state 24 7. now its just seems like i gotta rewire my brain to feeling normal again because dpdr was normal for me for so long. hey god bless though we're both on the same healing journey. we got this
Thas not an easy way to grow up. I'm glad you found a way to start healing from it. I also get panic attacks from weed, I never knew that's what it was. Good catch
I experienced this for a period of time after constant anxiety attacks/ panic attacks. Which caused the derealization feeling. But the feeling caused more fear and anxiety which caused the feeling to stick around. They key to having the feelings go away is to just accept it. And stop thinking about and just know that the feeling is temporary. If you can do that you will be feeling normal before you even realize it. Much love ❤
@@rubenmorante2757 idk if you're asking me but i got it from panic attacks caused by health anxiety. I explained how i got rid of it in my original comment.
I’m currently struggling with this. Vision issues, brain fog/dissociation, sometimes panic attacks and feeling detached emotionally and from reality. I left God a while ago because I’ve became angry as to why. I desperately need help, idk what to do. I lost my goals , motivation, dreams. Nothing but on autopilot.
I've definitely experienced the autopilot you're referring to. Accepting the Holy Spirit into my body is what cured it for me. I'll make a video about autopilot mode here soon
@@AntwunTalks I know God is the answer , but for some reason the anger and hatred is just too much. It sucks. I can’t feel no emotion towards anything. I can’t call a girl “beautiful” anymore , I cant recognize myself or family and it seems it has robbed me of life. glad I’m not alone, this autopilot robotic feeling sucks . I’m glad God is healing you my g.
I’ve been feeling like for several months. I had to go on FMLA leave from work due to the stress it left me debilitated and mentally capacitated. I’m back to work but I feel it coming back. I relate 100%
@@glowupjess I'm sorry that you've been experiencing this and that you feel it's coming back. It's not a fun place to be mentally. I pray that you experience a complete healing in the name of Jesus Christ. Put your trust in Him and He will do it. God bless
hey man, thank you so much for your video honestly it's so good to hear. I literally recognize myself in your story, I'm 20 years old and I've been suffering from derealization disorder for 3 years because of a breakup. God help us. I love you brother
@@ademhamzaoui5605 I'm glad that something in this video helped you, brother. Mine came from a breakup too. I'll be praying for your healing brother 🙏🏽 God bless you
Man this hits hard. It's so very true. I quit drinking 5 months ago. It helped....for awhile. Yet here i am 5 months later and i'm getting DP symptoms again. I was so disconnected today, that I went outside shirtless and stood in the snow, and I felt warm. I was so detached that I didnt get cold. Weird.
4 years ago realizing I'm kind of pretty damn alone and always have been triggered DP. I do think Jesus is the truth but I don't know how to get closer to him at all. Prayers , conversations, it's all empty
For me, I just chose (as an experiment) to blindly believe in God for 30 days. For 30 days, I committed to asking for signs. Talking to Him even if I didn't get a response and jist building a personal relationship with Him. In less than 2 weeks He revealed hisself to me. The key 🔑 is to commit BEFORE He reveals hisself. The faith is what God. This + Studying Christianity FROM SCRATCH is the answer. Meditate on Jeremiah 29:13. I believe in you, I love you, you got this.
I understand how you feel. I dissociate a lot and I realized it on Christmas week last year when I watched the video back of me recording myself eating at church fellowship and I couldn’t remember what happened that day. People kept telling me that life (with me) felt like a dream since 2017, when I was crushed to walk away from my dream career. Thank you for posting this ❤
My experience is so similar. It started after one big life-altering moment, like yours. I was off track for 7 years and never knew it. God was the only thing that put me back on track to feel "real" again. Thank you for sharing your experience
I was waiting to hear a Christian video about this topic. Never really dealt with it on a chronic level, but I deal with anxiety and I've randomly had moments where I'm just like I exist and there is no way any of this is real, but then I kind of go back into reality. I honestly found it interesting, but it was also terrifying the more I thought about it, and I can't imagine dealing with it chronically I'm glad God healed you amen God bless.
Weed really made this even worse for me. The last 9 years of weed have just felt like a drift. Especially these last 4 years after covid. I’m now 3 months clean and it’s slowly starting to get better. I don’t plan on ever smoking again. This new weed they have out now ain’t the same like the old school stuff. Getting closer to god and starting to feel more like my natural self. I feel this big time
Beautiful, I love to hear this. I never knew why weed made me trip out. God has me clean off it now and feelin more human than ever. Thank you for sharing
Iam 15 years old it all startes in February and it all syaryed with these kind of thoughts and i was creepy iam still in recover i still have some of these thoughts but now i try to understand them and i know that they cant hurt me i will get out of this completely i got this!!!
@@LifeMindProgress you don't have to wait to go to God. Go to Him with your deepest concerns. Cry out to Him and He'll listen. If you feel distant from Him or He's distant from you, then repent from your sins, ask to be forgiven, and your relationship will be restored. Do this and God will heal you
going through this myself it’s a different level of hell for me , i know it’s part of my dissociation due to not wanting to be here because i’m in so much suffering and pain , a lot of memory issues also feeling like i’m loosing myself more and more
Draw close to God and He draws closer to you. The hardest thing for me was to let go of the past. God told me when I do, I free myself from suffering. That's what's helping me and knowing that God is close to me keeps me okay. Everyday I affirm: - im alive - im safe - im loved by God This changed everything very quickly
This is wonderful for you. I have derealization very severe and I am waiting for God to heal me. I am quite happy for another person being healed from this by God. Your story reminds me of myself because i also was in new age and used psychedelics to understand reality. Very crazy stuff. Glad Jesus stepped in! Gratitude also changed my life.
I'm glad you were freed from the New Age Deception. I know things will get better for you Emma. Keep praying to God for healing. I can't wait to hear your transformation story. God bless
Dear friends, in this issue and in other similar issues, a cleanup and normalization needs to be done. At first, an outside threat is calculated and a protection to that outside threat (stomach is included in outside area) opened, and after that the person took that protection to inside and thought and calculated about the inside issue, and tried to deal with that inside things and symptoms and protections. From that point, some time passed, this can be any time scale, and for that time, the person tried to deal with the inside thing. now at some point, the person needs to clean the inside thing and make it a protection to the outside again and remove it too. That means, "something happened" and "will something happen" category of thoughts both needs to be completely removed. The real outside threat is gone from your outside 1 year ago lets say. so currently there is no outside threat. So you can make it imaginary or nonexistant. But you will continue from now on with removing all that, you have no hurry. Also if there is a past thinking issue, like trying to think yesterday, that needs to be removed too. That removal also be valid from now on. Like from today, you will not think about any past time again. You will just continue from today to the forward. Because in a normal person software and in brain, they only think about future and today and tomorrow.
Good for you Antwan. You found the right path - the path you were supposed to be on to begin with. That may have been BECAUSE you weren't "really" dealing with the actual reality of what this unreal thing we call "life" really is. Don't be too hard on yourself. You discovered the purpose of living decades before I did. In my 60's now and my only regret was that I didn't have any regrets when I was your age. You've graduated from the school of hard knocks and have a degree from the College of Knowledge. Be real. Stay real. WE ARE what's " real" (Souls in the flesh here in 3D) it's the multidimensional holographic fishbowl we call Earth that provides us with a "place" where we can learn about what reality is and isn't. BTW - Is that the park in Vallejo? We would be neighbors. 😊👍
Same here. I shattered into a thousand pieces by about 20. Nothing seemed real, couldn't feel emotion, world seemed made out of cardboard. That was years ago now. Try and get out of it if you can
I smoked way too much and had a major panic attack, thought I was going to die. Now since then, (it’s been almost 2 weeks) I’ve been suffering with DP/DR. I understand it’s an anxiety based condition that gets worse when you think about it. Problem is, I can’t stop thinking about it! I’d always have small episodes here and there in my younger life, but that panic attack had really triggered it. I hope soon I can go back to feeling normal again. It’s very uncomfortable and even makes my vision feels distorted. Like I can’t focus on anything.
@@anti-gamer185 fuck man it’s hard. I already had anxiety pre the panic attack, now, I don’t feel the derealization as bad as before, but now I’m having trouble falling and staying asleep. I’ll wake up out of sleep with my heart pounding. It’s very uncomfortable. I hope it can go away soon.
Do a trick bro. Anxiety works like this. What if I never be real again? What if I've never been real... Sound familiar? 1st thought 2nd thought 3rd thought boom panic attack. You are stuck in loop Trick is to on 1st thought STOP!! When you get that first thought just start doing something else and change what you think in moment. This was my example: What I've never been real and instead of thinking about that thought, I force myself to think about something else, or I just take phone or do whatever just to not go deep with that. Be patient as well, you won't fix it overnight - I'm still recovering and I can feel little bit but it's not bothering me that much now because I had 3 months period where I was perfect. Just distraction man + lifestyle changes, your body and brain telling you something is not right. Maybe you sleep like shit, maybe you eat like shit, no walking no traing - start changing that And no this is not some random guy on youtube, I bought book called DP Manual which helped me more then 10 therapies that I had. You have that guy on youtube he has bunch of good advise, however if you want his book you can find it I think on reddit, people are sharing it, I got from guy on reddit
@@differ3nt_225 keep praying and KNOW that He is a God who CAN. We serve a God who walks on water. He can heal you, His beloved child, no problem. All it takes is the tiniest amount of faith in Him
Psychedelics, weed, medication combined with an intense inquiry of reality it may lead to DP, DR. Somtimes it can be triggered by trauma and be a coping mechanism for escape. It could also be the start of an il awakening. Either way it's important to ground yourself get back to basics, get into activities that involve your body, meditation more time outdoor, less youtube, social media etc. Get plenty of rest. Do what works for you.
No it's not. I've felt this way since I was a little girl and I didn't have any trauma. That's just normal life because people don't care about anything. They are bizzare. They have unprotected sex with everyone, its weird. But my son feels this way too. But like I said, people like to give titles and names to normal valid feelings.
It’s actually crazy like I currently went homeless just to get a relationship with Jesus and the people I come in contact with I still feel dis -realization and just completely lost of void I hate it so much
I'm sorry to hear this. I recommend listening to Eclesiastes (Good News Translation) on RUclips. It really helped me out of a dark place and just start working for God. Also, ask God for a purpose and for some wisdom. Ask Him for direction every single day, multiple times per day. He's happy help us when we come to Him humbly. God bless you brother. Keep your faith strong and your hope strong
Are you me? I went down the same rabbit hole too when my 1st gf cheated on me. I bet my whole life on her. And now I’m suffering after 10 years trying to recover.
Super similar to my situation, brother. But you gotta get up and take back charge of your mind. God does not want you dwelling in the past. Allow God to renew your mind and start looking forward for what's to come. God bless, brother. Stick around and let's get through it.
I've had it for almost 11 years, it's terrible being numb to everyone and everything. From what you're saying, I assume you just stopped trying to fix anything, since the "giving it up to God" can be in a religious sense or not. I stopped trying to change it and so I don't really suffer anymore, but it's still there. I think trying to fix it just keeps your focus on it, so it makes it worse.
This is facts. Me giving it up to God stopped the resistance. But I think carrying the Holy Spirit in me now, stopped it altogether. I never expected this to happen. God really is miraculous
You will make it. I've experienced the same thing. Some days, I still feel this way. Even when I get help from professionals, I have days where I struggle but knowing I'm not the only one is what makes me hopeful that I can keep going until I go back home to The Father in Heaven. You got this brother
find peace in it bro thats the only way to get out of it is to enjoy it while it lasts. i feel like depersonalization is somewhat of a masculine energy
@@melvinmckee6845 there isnt an exact way to snap out of it. dont try to force it ur body will automatically get thru it. it could take weeks or years. try changing ur atmosphere change ur house or city or even country change ur friends start a new life. find peace with ur depersonalization bro vibe with it. its ur body tryna numb you to something thats hurting you. ur bodys tryna sedate itself
I feel like my Brain and my thoughts are not mine. I get Panik attack if i ask myself what is the World what is m Brain who i am? And much more existenial thoughts. How can i live if u get anxiety of thinking. Is that normal ?
@@Rrrmmmmm this is common and something I dealt with for a long time. It's exhausting and a scary place to be. Mine came from seeking existential knowledge. It went away when I realized I couldn't handle it anymore so I put my Trust in God by telling Him, if you can save me from this, I'll put my faith in you and do what you tell me. And He did. He's been healing my mind ever since
This condition is literally caused by demons/principalities. You need deliverance if you have this. Every deliverance minister is not the same, nor called by God. I am a seer and prophet called to deliverance by the Lord. The most important thing about deliverance is having a deliverance minister who can hear the Lord. First question I always ask is “LORD, SHOULD THIS PERSON HAVE DELIVERANCE”. He doesn’t always say yes. Sometimes it’s a NO because the person isn’t truly saved usually because they are dependent on their works for salvation. Sometimes it’s a NO because the person isn’t truly saved but won’t maintain their deliverance because they are too much in the world, and they end up worse off. Sometimes it’s a no because the person isn’t truly saved a witch/warlock/satanist and is trying to get more demons.
I love that you’re talking to people being with nature like a simple kid again now that you’re as you say not making money on line what you doing for money?
@@Mxxjzz it kinda felt like a lucid dream; doing stuff in a dream but being aware that it's a dream. It's months later now and I feel more real than ever before
Sounds like you're having a spiritual awakening. Only the Holy Spirit can make a person born again of the Spirit of God. Most people you meet aren't outside of the Matrix. They're living in the Sin Matrix. Repentance means turning from Sin back to God. Its the only way to inherit the Kingdom of Heaven. This temporary world will pass away. Focus on Eternity with God the Father. Jesus is King of Kings. Give your life to Him.
@@insightfullintuition2884 I'm sorry you've been experiencing this for so long. It's a hard thing to deal with and scary not knowing if you'll ever get back to normal. What I'll say is New Age and New Thought beliefs, and beliefs about manifestation and things like that, kept me stuck in the cycle. After God healed me, a big thing I did was let go of those beliefs and they brought me back down to Earth. I hope that helps. If that's not what you're dealing with, let me know and I'll just listen
I let the Holy Spirit dwell in me; in my mind, in my body, in my heart. Then God healed me automatically It felt sounded weird at first, but it's exactly what healed me after 7 years of suffering
@@shaheershahul3277 God somewhere alone and quiet and just start speaking to God like he's a friend. Just say out loud or in your head what you're thinking and feeling. He's listening. Be 100% honest and vulnerable. He already knows you and exactly what you're going through. He knows the amount of hairs on your head so be real with Him like you've never been real with anyone before. When you talk to Him and ask Him for what you want and when you're waiting for answer, get 100% silent. Stop thinking, stop following your thoughts, stop fidgeting, be 100% still. Thoughts will keep coming, but don't focus on them and don't follow them. Keep going back to a place of stillness. This is God encountering you. Allow Him to encounter you over and He will begin to heal you automatically. Give it a try. If you want me to help you with any area 1-on-1, you can book a 1-on-1 session with me. Just reply your email but really anyone can do this. It just takes a desire to really wanna know the Lord and what He can do for you.
@@shaheershahul3277One thing that helped me, of course it’s important to stay in Gods presence, doing prayers, Bible reading and stuff. But what helped me is to "catch the vibe" You are trying to enjoy little moments, so you need to be more thankful to see the little moments. Talking with God and saying wow thank you for this food, it’s really really good. Or wow I like this tree. And not focusing to much on the phone but what it’s going on the outside world. Also talking walks alone in places where not much people are and really just relax and look the nature. There was a time in my life when I was a teen, I found so much Things aesthetic, and I had like this feeling of "wow this is a vibe" and I began to enjoy it.
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Not sure why this appeared on my feed. But I went through this in 2014. You will be fine. Your mind is much stronger than you think. Keep working out and stay busy. It will be a thing of the past. Trust me & God bless.
God's got it. Thank you brother
That's the same year I went through it
How long did it take to get over ?
@@dillonmangrum1083 For me, God healed it in about a week or two. I struggled with it for about 7 years without God
I lost my self at 21 and now I'm 25 still dont know how to get outtt
It crazy how God works. Ive been feeling this way. But i already know why. Jesus knows too. Ive been smoking for 4 years. I think that really messed my brain up
I was smoking for even longer and my brain was messed up until I began allowing the Holy Spirit to dwell in me. In only a couple weeks, God restored my mind and my entire. I feel whole again. My bad habits fell away after years of tryin to get rid of them
Just ask God to dwell in you. Allow your body to a Home for the Holy Spirit and He'll you. Try it and watch what He does.
@@AntwunTalks bet
@@KutthroatZzi am on the smae journey brother we can do anything through God who strengthenen us
@@mmartista3803amen brotherbible
God is also healing me from that. That’s so crazy.
I love this. God is so good
It used to happen when I was younger but ever since having an "Awakening " I never have this feeling any more and it makes sense as to why. Depersonalization is you( the Watcher) becoming very aware of the Soul / body connection. Or duality if that makes any sense . It's realizing that you are NOT your Body. And if/when you do have an awakening, that's one of the first processes you go through. Goodluck with your healing and journey
man i feel for you, i grew up with no guidance or love from my parents and i turned to drugs and wanting to fit in in highschool, weed ended up giving me panic attacks and i had no one go to, threw me into chronic dpdr that i had for nearly a decade. l also came to christ about 3 months ago after being agnostic my whole life, and i truly dont have a shadow of a doubt that my dpdr was demonic, i had it all the time and something just felt wrong i had anxious intrusive thoughts nearly all the time. im doing so much better now. i feel so much better but i still struggle with it from time to time but i don't exist in that state 24 7. now its just seems like i gotta rewire my brain to feeling normal again because dpdr was normal for me for so long. hey god bless though we're both on the same healing journey. we got this
Thas not an easy way to grow up. I'm glad you found a way to start healing from it. I also get panic attacks from weed, I never knew that's what it was. Good catch
I've been struggling with this for so long .It feels so exhausting and discouraging.Thank you so much for this video!
So to hear that. You got this. Keep goin
Same bradda. Been having dpdr since 2021 and waiting being patient for it to heal. Getting closer to god has definitely been helping
Call out to the Lord and tell Him what you need. Ask Him to take away the DPDR and have faith that the Most High God can heal you and He will
I experienced this for a period of time after constant anxiety attacks/ panic attacks. Which caused the derealization feeling. But the feeling caused more fear and anxiety which caused the feeling to stick around. They key to having the feelings go away is to just accept it. And stop thinking about and just know that the feeling is temporary. If you can do that you will be feeling normal before you even realize it. Much love ❤
Love to you and I'm glad you found a way to regulate yourself ❤️
Getting out in nature helps you.
How long did you have it for ? Can you explain how you got it and rid of it ?
@@rubenmorante2757 idk if you're asking me but i got it from panic attacks caused by health anxiety. I explained how i got rid of it in my original comment.
I’ve been going through this for over 20 years and I now just started getting closer to myself
@@omarmartinez4123 I'm glad you're finally getting closer to yourself. Keep goin!
I’m currently struggling with this. Vision issues, brain fog/dissociation, sometimes panic attacks and feeling detached emotionally and from reality. I left God a while ago because I’ve became angry as to why. I desperately need help, idk what to do. I lost my goals , motivation, dreams. Nothing but on autopilot.
I've definitely experienced the autopilot you're referring to. Accepting the Holy Spirit into my body is what cured it for me. I'll make a video about autopilot mode here soon
@@AntwunTalks I know God is the answer , but for some reason the anger and hatred is just too much. It sucks. I can’t feel no emotion towards anything. I can’t call a girl “beautiful” anymore , I cant recognize myself or family and it seems it has robbed me of life. glad I’m not alone, this autopilot robotic feeling sucks . I’m glad God is healing you my g.
@@ruanoefren8828 He's gonna heal you too, you're here for a reason.
@@AntwunTalks I need to completely surrender to Jesus. I’m struggling. Looking forward to the video bro🙏
I’ve been feeling like for several months. I had to go on FMLA leave from work due to the stress it left me debilitated and mentally capacitated. I’m back to work but I feel it coming back. I relate 100%
@@glowupjess I'm sorry that you've been experiencing this and that you feel it's coming back. It's not a fun place to be mentally. I pray that you experience a complete healing in the name of Jesus Christ. Put your trust in Him and He will do it. God bless
hey man, thank you so much for your video honestly it's so good to hear. I literally recognize myself in your story, I'm 20 years old and I've been suffering from derealization disorder for 3 years because of a breakup. God help us. I love you brother
@@ademhamzaoui5605 I'm glad that something in this video helped you, brother. Mine came from a breakup too. I'll be praying for your healing brother 🙏🏽 God bless you
Man this hits hard. It's so very true. I quit drinking 5 months ago. It helped....for awhile. Yet here i am 5 months later and i'm getting DP symptoms again. I was so disconnected today, that I went outside shirtless and stood in the snow, and I felt warm. I was so detached that I didnt get cold. Weird.
4 years ago realizing I'm kind of pretty damn alone and always have been triggered DP. I do think Jesus is the truth but I don't know how to get closer to him at all. Prayers , conversations, it's all empty
For me, I just chose (as an experiment) to blindly believe in God for 30 days. For 30 days, I committed to asking for signs. Talking to Him even if I didn't get a response and jist building a personal relationship with Him. In less than 2 weeks He revealed hisself to me.
The key 🔑 is to commit BEFORE He reveals hisself. The faith is what God. This + Studying Christianity FROM SCRATCH is the answer.
Meditate on Jeremiah 29:13. I believe in you, I love you, you got this.
Same here nowadays
@@SukhwinderKaur-of8wg 🥲🙏🏻
i’ve had similar experiences! and for awhile i tried to narrow God into the box that religion has made and it broke !! Love you !
@@soozah love you. Thank you for sharing
I understand how you feel. I dissociate a lot and I realized it on Christmas week last year when I watched the video back of me recording myself eating at church fellowship and I couldn’t remember what happened that day. People kept telling me that life (with me) felt like a dream since 2017, when I was crushed to walk away from my dream career. Thank you for posting this ❤
My experience is so similar. It started after one big life-altering moment, like yours. I was off track for 7 years and never knew it. God was the only thing that put me back on track to feel "real" again. Thank you for sharing your experience
I was waiting to hear a Christian video about this topic. Never really dealt with it on a chronic level, but I deal with anxiety and I've randomly had moments where I'm just like I exist and there is no way any of this is real, but then I kind of go back into reality. I honestly found it interesting, but it was also terrifying the more I thought about it, and I can't imagine dealing with it chronically I'm glad God healed you amen God bless.
I'm glad you didn't have it chronically. It's definitely a scary place to be but God restored me. Thank you for sharing
Yo bro. I just wanted to personally thank you for creating this video.
I appreciate that. Thank you for bein here, brother. God bless
Dude what. Ive never met anyone like me like that, like everything is scripted amazing.
Me neither. I figured I'd share and maybe someone could relate
It is a protection mechanism sir.
Can’t get much wronger.
Only makes stronger.
@@Ssadgfdlgssdg it is definitely a protection mechanism, that no longer serves me. God bless brother
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I am so happy I finally realized that I was dealing with this. God definitely helped me with this ❤ thanks for sharing
Glad He helped you too
Thanks for the video. I experienced all the same things you had over years and it's cool to know I'm not the only one who's been through that stuff.
I felt alone in it for years but you're not alone and it gets better
Weed really made this even worse for me. The last 9 years of weed have just felt like a drift. Especially these last 4 years after covid. I’m now 3 months clean and it’s slowly starting to get better. I don’t plan on ever smoking again. This new weed they have out now ain’t the same like the old school stuff. Getting closer to god and starting to feel more like my natural self. I feel this big time
Beautiful, I love to hear this. I never knew why weed made me trip out. God has me clean off it now and feelin more human than ever. Thank you for sharing
Iam 15 years old it all startes in February and it all syaryed with these kind of thoughts and i was creepy iam still in recover i still have some of these thoughts but now i try to understand them and i know that they cant hurt me i will get out of this completely i got this!!!
@@topfireplayer_yt2131 i'll pray for you brither. God wants to deliver you and He will if you let Him. Like He did for me
You was so lucky... I struggle with this for up to 3+
I cant be stupid i hear god saying "will come your time" but i dont have patience anymore
@@LifeMindProgress you don't have to wait to go to God. Go to Him with your deepest concerns. Cry out to Him and He'll listen. If you feel distant from Him or He's distant from you, then repent from your sins, ask to be forgiven, and your relationship will be restored. Do this and God will heal you
Feels like looking out at the world through a goldfish bowl
Great analogy
going through this myself it’s a different level of hell for me , i know it’s part of my dissociation due to not wanting to be here because i’m in so much suffering and pain , a lot of memory issues also feeling like i’m loosing myself more and more
Draw close to God and He draws closer to you.
The hardest thing for me was to let go of the past. God told me when I do, I free myself from suffering. That's what's helping me and knowing that God is close to me keeps me okay.
Everyday I affirm:
- im alive
- im safe
- im loved by God
This changed everything very quickly
Really beautiful testimony bro. Thanks for that!
This is wonderful for you. I have derealization very severe and I am waiting for God to heal me. I am quite happy for another person being healed from this by God. Your story reminds me of myself because i also was in new age and used psychedelics to understand reality. Very crazy stuff. Glad Jesus stepped in! Gratitude also changed my life.
I'm glad you were freed from the New Age Deception. I know things will get better for you Emma. Keep praying to God for healing. I can't wait to hear your transformation story. God bless
God bless you so much what a relief to hear. Yes i'm having similar symptoms.
After 7 years, my symptoms are finally healing. Thank God
Dear friends, in this issue and in other similar issues, a cleanup and normalization needs to be done. At first, an outside threat is calculated and a protection to that outside threat (stomach is included in outside area) opened, and after that the person took that protection to inside and thought and calculated about the inside issue, and tried to deal with that inside things and symptoms and protections. From that point, some time passed, this can be any time scale, and for that time, the person tried to deal with the inside thing. now at some point, the person needs to clean the inside thing and make it a protection to the outside again and remove it too. That means, "something happened" and "will something happen" category of thoughts both needs to be completely removed. The real outside threat is gone from your outside 1 year ago lets say. so currently there is no outside threat. So you can make it imaginary or nonexistant. But you will continue from now on with removing all that, you have no hurry. Also if there is a past thinking issue, like trying to think yesterday, that needs to be removed too. That removal also be valid from now on. Like from today, you will not think about any past time again. You will just continue from today to the forward. Because in a normal person software and in brain, they only think about future and today and tomorrow.
Good for you Antwan. You found the right path - the path you were supposed to be on to begin with. That may have been BECAUSE you weren't "really" dealing with the actual reality of what this unreal thing we call "life" really is. Don't be too hard on yourself. You discovered the purpose of living decades before I did. In my 60's now and my only regret was that I didn't have any regrets when I was your age. You've graduated from the school of hard knocks and have a degree from the College of Knowledge. Be real. Stay real. WE ARE what's " real" (Souls in the flesh here in 3D) it's the multidimensional holographic fishbowl we call Earth that provides us with a "place" where we can learn about what reality is and isn't.
BTW - Is that the park in Vallejo? We would be neighbors. 😊👍
Thank you for the message my guy
Same here. I shattered into a thousand pieces by about 20. Nothing seemed real, couldn't feel emotion, world seemed made out of cardboard. That was years ago now. Try and get out of it if you can
God has miraculously healed it mostly. I appreciate you sharing, brother. God bless
Amen 🙏🏾 thank you
@@cRungoo God bless you
I know he can heal my disassociation, I’m still having faith
He can 100%. Love God with all your mind, soul, and body and watch what happens
Me too, always have faith
GOD IS HEALING MINE TOO
God is good!
Same😄
@@WaronaShale amen! 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing what’s on your mind brother. God bless you in Jesus name
Thank you for the support brother. God bless you ✝️💯
I smoked way too much and had a major panic attack, thought I was going to die. Now since then, (it’s been almost 2 weeks) I’ve been suffering with DP/DR. I understand it’s an anxiety based condition that gets worse when you think about it. Problem is, I can’t stop thinking about it! I’d always have small episodes here and there in my younger life, but that panic attack had really triggered it. I hope soon I can go back to feeling normal again. It’s very uncomfortable and even makes my vision feels distorted. Like I can’t focus on anything.
same bro, i smoked way too much and i thought i was gon die too u gettin any better?
pls lmk
also thing u said abt vision and concentration i am having that problem too pls lmk if ur gettin better
@@anti-gamer185 fuck man it’s hard. I already had anxiety pre the panic attack, now, I don’t feel the derealization as bad as before, but now I’m having trouble falling and staying asleep. I’ll wake up out of sleep with my heart pounding. It’s very uncomfortable. I hope it can go away soon.
Do a trick bro. Anxiety works like this. What if I never be real again? What if I've never been real... Sound familiar? 1st thought 2nd thought 3rd thought boom panic attack. You are stuck in loop
Trick is to on 1st thought STOP!! When you get that first thought just start doing something else and change what you think in moment. This was my example: What I've never been real and instead of thinking about that thought, I force myself to think about something else, or I just take phone or do whatever just to not go deep with that. Be patient as well, you won't fix it overnight - I'm still recovering and I can feel little bit but it's not bothering me that much now because I had 3 months period where I was perfect. Just distraction man + lifestyle changes, your body and brain telling you something is not right. Maybe you sleep like shit, maybe you eat like shit, no walking no traing - start changing that
And no this is not some random guy on youtube, I bought book called DP Manual which helped me more then 10 therapies that I had. You have that guy on youtube he has bunch of good advise, however if you want his book you can find it I think on reddit, people are sharing it, I got from guy on reddit
Mine started in 2021 then left and came back in December 2022 and still present of now I'm praying it go away 🙏
@@differ3nt_225 keep praying and KNOW that He is a God who CAN. We serve a God who walks on water. He can heal you, His beloved child, no problem. All it takes is the tiniest amount of faith in Him
Psychedelics, weed, medication combined with an intense inquiry of reality it may lead to DP, DR.
Somtimes it can be triggered by trauma and be a coping mechanism for escape.
It could also be the start of an il awakening.
Either way it's important to ground yourself get back to basics, get into activities that involve your body, meditation more time outdoor, less youtube, social media etc.
Get plenty of rest.
Do what works for you.
@@injoyinmyself2018 thanks for the insights
Was lost, now found. Blind, but now I see.
Bars ✝️
Trauma CAN and DO bring on these personality unbalances
Absolutely. I've been gettin therapy since making this video and I'm more and grounded everyday
No it's not. I've felt this way since I was a little girl and I didn't have any trauma. That's just normal life because people don't care about anything. They are bizzare. They have unprotected sex with everyone, its weird. But my son feels this way too. But like I said, people like to give titles and names to normal valid feelings.
It’s actually crazy like I currently went homeless just to get a relationship with Jesus and the people I come in contact with I still feel dis -realization and just completely lost of void I hate it so much
I'm sorry to hear this. I recommend listening to Eclesiastes (Good News Translation) on RUclips. It really helped me out of a dark place and just start working for God.
Also, ask God for a purpose and for some wisdom. Ask Him for direction every single day, multiple times per day. He's happy help us when we come to Him humbly.
God bless you brother. Keep your faith strong and your hope strong
@@AntwunTalks thank you for the advice brother ‼️I will do so ,and I know I won’t give in at all.
thanks so much for sharing your expeeience..❤
Of course, brother. When God dwells within us, he heals all of our broken parts.
Are you me? I went down the same rabbit hole too when my 1st gf cheated on me. I bet my whole life on her. And now I’m suffering after 10 years trying to recover.
Super similar to my situation, brother. But you gotta get up and take back charge of your mind. God does not want you dwelling in the past. Allow God to renew your mind and start looking forward for what's to come.
God bless, brother. Stick around and let's get through it.
Great video
@@nasworldwide thank you my guy
I've had it for almost 11 years, it's terrible being numb to everyone and everything. From what you're saying, I assume you just stopped trying to fix anything, since the "giving it up to God" can be in a religious sense or not. I stopped trying to change it and so I don't really suffer anymore, but it's still there. I think trying to fix it just keeps your focus on it, so it makes it worse.
This is facts. Me giving it up to God stopped the resistance. But I think carrying the Holy Spirit in me now, stopped it altogether. I never expected this to happen. God really is miraculous
So true
I've had this and I felt like I wasn't real. Like I was made of wood. Very change feeling for sure
It's strange what our mind can do
I feel invisible and i can't see myself its sacry 😖😖 i don't know if im going make it
You will make it. I've experienced the same thing. Some days, I still feel this way. Even when I get help from professionals, I have days where I struggle but knowing I'm not the only one is what makes me hopeful that I can keep going until I go back home to The Father in Heaven. You got this brother
find peace in it bro thats the only way to get out of it is to enjoy it while it lasts. i feel like depersonalization is somewhat of a masculine energy
@moodtbh o ok ok are you sure that's the way out of it ?
@@melvinmckee6845 there isnt an exact way to snap out of it. dont try to force it ur body will automatically get thru it. it could take weeks or years. try changing ur atmosphere change ur house or city or even country change ur friends start a new life. find peace with ur depersonalization bro vibe with it. its ur body tryna numb you to something thats hurting you. ur bodys tryna sedate itself
@@melvinmckee6845 i said something to this but i think the creator deleted my comment
It’s breaking from the programming.
I feel like my Brain and my thoughts are not mine. I get Panik attack if i ask myself what is the World what is m Brain who i am? And much more existenial thoughts. How can i live if u get anxiety of thinking. Is that normal ?
@@Rrrmmmmm this is common and something I dealt with for a long time. It's exhausting and a scary place to be. Mine came from seeking existential knowledge. It went away when I realized I couldn't handle it anymore so I put my Trust in God by telling Him, if you can save me from this, I'll put my faith in you and do what you tell me. And He did. He's been healing my mind ever since
This condition is literally caused by demons/principalities. You need deliverance if you have this. Every deliverance minister is not the same, nor called by God. I am a seer and prophet called to deliverance by the Lord. The most important thing about deliverance is having a deliverance minister who can hear the Lord. First question I always ask is “LORD, SHOULD THIS PERSON HAVE DELIVERANCE”. He doesn’t always say yes. Sometimes it’s a NO because the person isn’t truly saved usually because they are dependent on their works for salvation. Sometimes it’s a NO because the person isn’t truly saved but won’t maintain their deliverance because they are too much in the world, and they end up worse off. Sometimes it’s a no because the person isn’t truly saved a witch/warlock/satanist and is trying to get more demons.
I love that you’re talking to people being with nature like a simple kid again
now that you’re as you say not making money on line what you doing for money?
It's nice man and I'm working as a cook
Are you at the DC National Park?
Nah I'm in the midwest
You know you have it when your voice sounds very much robotic
THISSS, I thought I was the only one
How are you able to make this video then? Do you feel like you’re not really making this video?
@@Mxxjzz it kinda felt like a lucid dream; doing stuff in a dream but being aware that it's a dream.
It's months later now and I feel more real than ever before
@ so interesting
❤️❤️❤️
How’d you know it was dpdr? Also how’d you recover?
Need that mic.
Not gonna lie, it's kinda crap. It's already breakin on me after 2 weeks
Sounds like you're having a spiritual awakening. Only the Holy Spirit can make a person born again of the Spirit of God. Most people you meet aren't outside of the Matrix.
They're living in the Sin Matrix. Repentance means turning from Sin back to God. Its the only way to inherit the Kingdom of Heaven. This temporary world will pass away. Focus on Eternity with God the Father. Jesus is King of Kings. Give your life to Him.
This is very well worded. Amen ✝️
I feel it's 8 years of my life and it still there,from india
@@insightfullintuition2884 I'm sorry you've been experiencing this for so long. It's a hard thing to deal with and scary not knowing if you'll ever get back to normal. What I'll say is
New Age and New Thought beliefs, and beliefs about manifestation and things like that, kept me stuck in the cycle. After God healed me, a big thing I did was let go of those beliefs and they brought me back down to Earth. I hope that helps.
If that's not what you're dealing with, let me know and I'll just listen
man im only 13 i really need ur help
i didnt hvae truama it just happened randomly
Hey you still suffer from dpdr 10:14
@SpiceIce77 use this link to chat w me bro bro tidycal.com/antwuntalks/60-minute-spiritual-guidance-0
@@AntwunTalks alr ima try as hard as i can this week to face dpdr and if it still stays as bad as it is i will
Maybe thats the reverse message angel's and God exist
How to recover?
I let the Holy Spirit dwell in me; in my mind, in my body, in my heart. Then God healed me automatically
It felt sounded weird at first, but it's exactly what healed me after 7 years of suffering
How bro
@@shaheershahul3277 God somewhere alone and quiet and just start speaking to God like he's a friend. Just say out loud or in your head what you're thinking and feeling. He's listening. Be 100% honest and vulnerable. He already knows you and exactly what you're going through. He knows the amount of hairs on your head so be real with Him like you've never been real with anyone before.
When you talk to Him and ask Him for what you want and when you're waiting for answer, get 100% silent. Stop thinking, stop following your thoughts, stop fidgeting, be 100% still. Thoughts will keep coming, but don't focus on them and don't follow them. Keep going back to a place of stillness. This is God encountering you. Allow Him to encounter you over and He will begin to heal you automatically. Give it a try.
If you want me to help you with any area 1-on-1, you can book a 1-on-1 session with me. Just reply your email but really anyone can do this. It just takes a desire to really wanna know the Lord and what He can do for you.
@@shaheershahul3277One thing that helped me, of course it’s important to stay in Gods presence, doing prayers, Bible reading and stuff. But what helped me is to "catch the vibe" You are trying to enjoy little moments, so you need to be more thankful to see the little moments. Talking with God and saying wow thank you for this food, it’s really really good. Or wow I like this tree. And not focusing to much on the phone but what it’s going on the outside world. Also talking walks alone in places where not much people are and really just relax and look the nature. There was a time in my life when I was a teen, I found so much Things aesthetic, and I had like this feeling of "wow this is a vibe" and I began to enjoy it.
What god are you talking about
The Most High God of The Holy Bible
This is caused from trauma
Facts and God is healing it rapidly
Why you have on black gloves when it’s clearly hot outside is weirding me out. Stay up though
I do much weirder things than that. Thank you for stoppin by brother ❤️
One would assume the gloves are for bike riding.
@@RahYisrael99 smart guy 😎
You make me happy 🥹❤️✝️
God bless you
11:11 when this video popped on my feed.. if it matters lol😅😊