Nightcore - Pretending (Lyrics)
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- Опубликовано: 10 фев 2025
- Nightcore: Pretending by Alec Benjamin
"Pretending" It’s a story that Alec Benjamin wrote about someone in a relationship that can’t admit it's over.
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📝 Pretending Lyrics:
In this masquerade, she can't feel the pain
Cover up her heart, with a little paint
While he's pulling out a flask, to hide it all away
There's nothing left to say
He knows that they're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending, things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete... (she'd be fine)
Step into the light, to look him in the eye
Feeling so exposed, she tries to stay composed
But every little fight and every little lie is impossible to hide
He knows that they're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending, things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete... (she'd be fine)
I hate to watch her hurt, I know it isn't right
But she can find the courage to leave it all behind
I wish I had the words to help her realize
That there is just no way to bring this back to life
He knows that, they're drowning
But she'd be fine pretending, things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending, so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete... She'd be fine
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#nightcore #pretending #spedup #eidenxii #alecbenjamin
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Some say it’s painful to wait for someone.
Some say it’s painful to forget someone.
But the worst pain comes when you don’t know whether to wait or forget....
I know how it feels........😧
beautiful words👏👏
I fake myself 24/7
You are the #BestRUclipsrEver
But she be fine pretending
I imagine
She walks into the ballroom. Her dress is an elegant symphony of colors, her delicate face hidden by a mask of similar attire.
Her silent footsteps set echoes through the hearts of those whose eyes fall upon her. Her grace is that of an angel and her beauty like no other.
Her hidden eyes are downcast as she makes her way across the floor, towards the center.
There, she dances alone, spinning like that of an elegant flower, her dress standing out among the simple. Eyes are on her, but she is oblivious,
she just keeps dancing,
Still dancing,
Always dancing.
*Forever dancing.*
🖤🖤🖤🤞
👏👏👏bravo👏👏👏
@@jincos--stories7501 😊thank you
@Spectre 425 I'm glad you think so 😊
I'm in love with this! You have an amazing imagination ❤️❤️✨👏🏼
Even when our hearts are being tore apart we still smile
That is known as human heart
That's me
And nobody notice it
That's true
Thats really me im not kidding
The smile is on my face everyday. Laughing with friends, surviving high school. But when I’m alone, listening to sad songs, the emotions spill.
I agree
Yeah I get that!
Relatable
Some people: "Their"
Some other people: "There"
Smart people: "They're"
Nightcore Eiden: "THERE'RE"
(1:24)
True XD u have nice vision.
Wow didn't even notice😂😂
u sound like melanie Martinez ( no offence)
no, it's grammar.
Lol🤣😂😂
Dude this just threw me back a couple of years
Lyrics: [Verse 1]
In this masquerade, she can't feel the pain
Cover up her heart, with a little paint
While he's pulling out a flask, to hide it all away
There's nothing left to say
He knows that they're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending
Things were alright, even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10 (she'd be fine)
Step into the light, to look him in the eye
Feeling so exposed, she tries to stay composed
But every little fight and every little lie is impossible to hide
He knows that they're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes, all her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10 (she'd be fine)
I hate to watch her hurt, I know it isn't right
But she can find the courage to leave it all behind
I wish I had I the words to help her realize
That there is just no way to bring this back to life
He knows that, they're drowning
But she'd be fine pretending things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending, so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All the words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending all their love is pending so what is
She defending
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10
She'd be fine
:3 ill keep it in my heart
But, but it’s a lyric video........?🤔
Thanks
First of all it's a music video and second if all it's *"THEY'RE" NOT "THERE'RE"!! THAT'S THE REAL THING THAT GETS ME TRIGGERED!!!!*
Eiden = Nedie = Never Die:)) That's what I just realized
She is pretending like she doesn't miss you, and you are pretending like you don't care.
Tbh... Yesterday I pretended I didn't miss my old friend when I asked when she'll come back.. I don't think she misses me as I do..
I didn't really cared when she left...
You don't realise how you need someone before you lose that person. . .
@@idk0709 true😔
@@idk0709 My old best friend was kinda abusive because every time we hung out she’d end up making me cry and recently she called me and said we weren’t friends anymore
@@eviegacha5615 I know the feeling
Ouch that make my cry... edit : it hurts but thank you
Pretending, huh?.... Yes, that's the right word.. *Pretending* to be happy, *Pretending* that everything's alright and *Pretending* that you're not in pain and you're not suffering, even though you are.... If someone is depressed or feels alone and is *Pretending* to be happy, please talk to me, I know how it feels and I hope I can make you better ❤
Thanks...
Thales :(((
Thanks *
I'm missing someone right now...I don't know whom.. my heart is breaking down so badly and I can feel it hurts while breaking... I'm pretending to be fine.. But I want to cry hard and throw the pain from my heart... But it's like..the tears of eyes are dried out. I don't know what to do.... It seems like..someone is missing me and I'm missing them...
@@cyberus8525 Same here friend! I'm missing someone whom I never seen.... I've just read her diary, and now I'm feeling all alone.... I was always alone and depressed... Now physical pain is nothing to me... I want to cry.... But.... It's been 7 years.... I'm a lonely girl....
Imagine ~
A girl who is in a world, where it is cruel, but she keeps *pretending* like it's safe. A boy, wishes he found the right words to tell her about the world.
One day, the world was so cruel, that the girl died, as if she could still be *pretending as if things were alright*
The boy was devasted, but saw a video of her explaining on how she could feel herself *bending* as if the she could break any moment. She even said that she'll open her *eyes* for the truth. But, she couldn't handle it yet further. *She pretended her knife was a light to a better life, she kept pretending, to the fact that she broke in that very moment*
He told the world about this, but the world was always cruel, *no matter what, the girl kept pretending* he thought. Just so she couldn't see the truth.
I don't even know why I wrote this... But this song is about at least a handful of people who have been in the same situation. *They're pretending it's all alright*
Someone help me, my fingers hurt, and so do my sweaty eye balls. I keep trying to keep my tears in as I imagine someone trying to live a perfect life but they're still pretending. I am so depressed at this point lol 😂
♥
banana joe GOOD JOB for putting this story in the comment section
Well, this is happening while I'm writing.
In a country called Syria
That's where I'm headed if I don't take action. I'm heading towards death...
@banana joe we all depressed my friend :)
Ok finally the notifications are back! Thanks for the advice! This is adorable and amazing!
I appreciate it ❤️
Alexis YT
Alexis YT Oh thx to your notifications , 'cause because of them only your here to comment too
I’m always pretending to be happy! And I always have to bc the pain never goes away...and I don’t have anything
Vicky the bunny, same💔
i really know how you feel
thats alawys happen to me :(
Vicky bunny same
It's only when you are alone in bed that you can finally be yourself and put away that mask you put on.
Mood. I’m sorry 😔👊💕
This songs although are sad ones make my day cuz eiden makes them beautiful in his own way^^
All of you ppl need to accept this XD
Great job eiden! Keep up the good work^^
haha you words means a lot to me :)
@@EidenXII Aye^^
αѕυиα уυυкι your so cute , your words are adorable
Friend: Who are you dressing for this halloween?
Me: I think of myself
Friend: Why?
Me: Because ... I'm already wrapped in a disguise of lies ...
r/deeptalk
*cough *
*same*
@@Inxs2k R/i'm14andthisdeep
@@Kitthecatgod most of comments are like that 😂
same...
Relatable
@eidenxll thx for making this song, i listened to it when I was depressed and this made me feel better, to a song I can kinda relate to, it helped and I still love this song till today, I have listened to this for 3 years! thank you so much for making this, and pls ppl don't cut urself, trust me, I have and it doesn't feel good! don't end ur life, what about the ppl who love and still care for u, I love u, pls don't do it, and pls just no self hrm in general! for how much likes this comment gets is how much ppl care for u, stay safe and if ur depressed, talk to someone and get help asap before its to late! i love u all, and have a good rest of ur day, or night, or wherever u r in this world. bye for now. . . . . . .
I pretend to be happy
I pretend everything is alright
I pretend to be okay
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There's no way I can bring back my friend back to life....😢😭
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I'm okay now tho...how I'm okay now....it because
I listen to this amazing song of urs thank u for uploading this...😄😁
Edit: Thank u very much, I never get this many likes before, u guys are nice,...Hey , I'm not pretending...u guys are nice, what cha mean....u are not mean, u are nice...u are just who u are
Wait ur channel name is Dakarma ugh...why u copy me...I bet I did the name first then u copy mine...ugh I don't like u...😑😒
*Time doesn't heal at all.. It teaches us how to live with the pain*
Remember that
@@akarmagacha196 She isn't copying you. This name exists and she uses it too. What's your problem? There are people called Darian because this name exists!
@@SkylerDemness will u forgive me after I say this
@@akarmagacha196 it is my other channel and I put mean things to myself....idk why but yeah...I was tryna trick people...I'm sorry
What a beautiful song 🖤
I'm pretending to be okay....
I'm pretending to be happy...
I appreciate your words ❤️
Lil luxury Oof I'm not pretending anything , so I want to say that this song made me cry
I always do fake smile when I am sad cuz don't want someone to worry about me....
Ayano Chan yeahhh but it's hard to pretend to be happy
Dont worry me to
Omg, I was waiting for your version❤️
i hope you like it ❤
Nightcore Eiden Why wouldn’t I?💕
Nightcore Eiden can you make a video of panic room
@@jazmineelkins1466 DNA as well , yeah if they have not done that -
This is beautiful, I adore all your nightcores.
They make me feel good when I want to try to forget the shit that has been happening in my life lately.
Keep it up!
(Sorry for my english of traductor Google..)
I appreciate your words ❤️
No one has broken me, I just broke myself.... i just always have these really negative thoughts about myself how I'm not good enough to anyone that i love... i feel like I dont deserve anyone.... I think everyone judges me... I think everyone hates me... I think everyone wants me gone... is that true? Would everyone be happy if I didnt exist? I have a good family.... but I feel like they are keeping something from me, are they? I can never sleep...every little thing keeps me awake.... I always fake my emotions, I always fake being happy...
I'm sorry you had to read this, I just really wanted to let my true feelings out..
Edit: got my heart broken now :)
I have the same feelings, Mia. You're not alone!! I'm always here if you want to talk. Random stranger on the internet, you're loved more than you know and you're worth so much! I know how you feel, because I struggle with anxiety, depression, body dysmorphia, PTSD, and other things I don't wanna get into. I know things are tough but you have to keep on going! You're strong, you're brave, you're a warrior, you're amazing!!
I'm not saying this to be mean, but that is the literal definition of depression. It's not always caused by external sources, sometimes, people just aren't happy. It's the hardest kind to deal with.
Don't ever be sorry for expressing yourself. I am so sorry you felt/feel this way. It hurts and I'm so sorry. But I love you and hope you're doing okay.
This is a sad but beautiful song. This song has a very sad meaning. No one needs to pretend. Sometimes it's hard to and we have to pretend, but soon enough everything will be fine. I love this song. The picture and clips are perfect. Keep it up.
:) didn't took to much time but we try best to make it perfect
we glad you like it
I love this one. It doesn't matter how long it takes it's still amazing.💖
This song is,beautiful Keep up this beautiful work
Edit: thank u for noticing me and thanks for more then 10
I appreciate your words ❤️
I'm back in my old account after 2 years and I'm listening to the old music on my playlist and am now realizing these songs really made my mental health peak I see why I went to a mental hospital
😂
I love this song. Thank you for your hard work.❤️🩹🙃💔
Those lyrics...
Those words touched my heart ;3
Great job Eiden.. this Nightcore is.. *beautiful*.. also this edit.. *breathtaking
Alec's voice is so beautiful
Nice work nightcore eiden always doing a great job 💗💗💗💗🐰
I appreciate your words ❤️
Man this song is giving me chills
💖 i'm glad you like it
Came back after 1 year and this song still hits hard
What the... My heart is ah, lyrics, the voice ah man my heart is melting
Stay strong
*He knows that they're drowning,*
*She hopes that there's still something left,*
*I hope she stops cowering,*
*I hope he makes up for her heart theft* ❤
I found you today and I am totally in Love with your videos❤️
i'm glad you like them :)
This song reminds me of everything at school! I love this song, stay awesome, Nightcore Eiden!!!
I appreciate your words ❤️
Very nice it's hard for someone to speak the truth when no one will understand
ALEC BENJIMAN!!!
i ❤️ U too
I love this song. Thank you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
and Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️
Damn this put me in my bag
They just get better and better 😍 keep up the good work
Thanks ❤️🤗
You skin isn't paper
Don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask
Don't hide it
The roof is not a diving board
Don't jump off it
You wrists are not knife shapeners
Dont cut them
Your life is not a movie
Don't end it
Your size is not a book
Don't judge it
There are people who love you every step of the way . You are beautiful . Even if not on the outside , be that on the inside . There are always others like that , treated like they are trash . Be gratefull for what you have , others have less . Even the nastiest person could have a terrible life inside. It does not matter what others think of you . It matters what you think of your self . Love yourself , please .
'Yeah . She's smiling. But don't let that fool you. Look into her eyes. She's breaking inside. ' Me / depression wallpapers .
'She do not know who would leave or stay , so she pushed them all away ' Me and depression wallpapers.
Love yourself . You are one of a good kind .
Be yourself, because everybpdy else is already taken.
Yo , was this copy and paste ?
i found this song randomly while i was finding nightcore versions of some songs and now i know alec benjamin made it
and im glad you made it into this awesome nightcore
I love everything that your going :3
Love it
I appreciate your words ❤️
I love this song! ♥️
Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️
LYRICS:
In this masquerade, she can't feel the pain
Cover up her heart, with a little paint
While he's pulling out a flask, to hide it all away
There's nothing left to say
He knows that they're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
[Chorus]
But she'd be fine pretending
Things were alright, even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10 (she'd be fine)
[Verse 2]
Step into the light, to look him in the eye
Feeling so exposed, she tries to stay composed
But every little fight and every little lie is impossible to hide
[Bridge]
He knows that there're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes, all her words are empty when she denies
[Chorus]
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10 (she'd be fine)
I hate to watch her hurt, I know it isn't right
But she can find the courage to leave it all behind
I wish I had I the words to help her realize
That there is just no way to bring this back to life
[Bridge]
He knows that, they're drowning
But she'd be fine pretending things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending, so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All the words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending all their love is pending so what is
She defending
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10
She'd be fine
LoliChan why do u need to put the lyrics in the comments when this video has the lyrics (I’m not trying to be rude I’m just saying so don’t take this the wrong way)
@@keralandry4576 well what if you want to sing the song wothout repeating it all over again or maybe its because y'know what if no one wull put some lyrisc for everyone in the comments read than i have to do it myself
I feel like I can relate. I used to be best friends with this guy in year 3-6 but when we started highschool in year 7 we just started drifting away. We still used to talk and stuff but we didn't hangout a lot. Slowly he started bullying me, not exactly bullying but just always putting me down saying things like "idiot" "stupid" "thick" "don't know why i was ever friends with you" "ugly b**ch"
But every once in a while he'll come up too me and act all friendly and sometimes sit with me at lunch. We don't really talk anymore but the name calling has stopped...but for some reason i can't let him go. In primary school i didn't have many friends and he was my best friend now i just feel empty without him.. 💔
I love Alec Benjamin and your channel! I'm going to cry goooooood ♥️♥️😭♥️♥️
I love it:) Takes away my pain that I hide
:(
The lyrics may be spelling only words when you see and hear with you eyes and brain but when you listen and feel with you heart the lyrics spell pain and sorrow this song is beautiful and the feelings in it just shows up perfectly you have a good heart and you know how to make songs that speak to others hearts you're making masterpieces and I think everyone who listen to your songs know it and feel their hearts flowing with emotion
And as always keep up the great work you songs make light in the dark
I…actually bottle up my emotions too sometimes
But always remember none of us are alone, and if you feel
alone,sad,angry talk to someone you trust don't bottle up your emotions too..
but there is no one and if i talk to my mom she will laugh at me
This is amazing your really good at making nightcores as always and I love your work so good
I appreciate your words ❤️
This game of pretending like you have or don't have particular feelings is just so painful anyways
Your voice is beautiful 😍❤️😍
not my voice
alec benjamin voice
I love this song/nightcore and on top of that its Alec Benjamin
💖 glad you do
:)
I’m late but I love this song
Edit: I GOT A HEART FROM GOD
even when i act happy i just find pain and loneliness fun for me......
i like the song
I love this Song, beautiful work! ♡
Mazing song 🎤💖
thanks ^-^
This song is extremely relatable for me, and the odd/sweet/weird thing is that, the girl with the short hair and the glasses looked very similar to me
I like Song 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
🌹😍
Amina💗😎 hi
rakhi halder
Hi☺
@@aminaismail7776 u r so sweet n beautiful where do u live jourgious friend😍😊
I'm from in lrap
GOAT, miss this song for years..
My heart was breaking through-out the video, i've been crying secretly now.
For some lines, it describes how I am right now.
Volume: be's loud
Me: plays
Song: IN THIS MASQUERADE SHE CAN'T FEEL THE PAIN
Me: YES I CAN! MY EARS
I busted a lung omg 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@@coldhcqrt2665 yeah... That hurt my ears... Oof. I'm Ok though.... 😂 yeah WHY VOLUME?! WHY!??!?!?!
Xdddd
😂😂
I cant feel the pain...but I'll be fine pretenting 💓💔
This song represent me
It hurts worse when your to scared to tell them whats wrong because you dont want him to raise his voice....
What we're all doing without knowing? Pretending.
Beautiful music!
I love your nightcores c:
I appreciate your words ❤️
Pas mal. J'aime bien 😘😘😘💜💜
merci :=) 💚
Moi aussi car c'est mon genre préféré de musique
OMG habla frances 😂 que genial
Super Nightcore 👍
thanks ^^
When I was little I was terrible at lying...
Now I have to lie everyday saying I'm fine...
Holding back my tears when someone walks past...
Pretending I'm fine...
Trying to hide the pain...
i dont normally cry over videos but i cant take it anymore.its awesome song
How do you freaking do it 😍😍
So glad that you share your talent 💖
XD i already said i just post what i can relate too
....
I lv it! ♥ good music! 😍
I'm glad you like it 😊
I'm legit crying now.. T-T
Idfc tbh..I love this
The Anime 0:15 is Kyoukai no Kanata
TY
Thank you
Beyond the boundary
Thanks
Thank you so much♡
Thanks I can download this and listen:>
Amazing song really effective
Huh I always wondered what makes me sad is it either because of my life and struggles, is it because my friends have a difficult life than mine and they are depressed,is it because any time I try to help I mostly end up FUCKING IT
...
.....
......
*sigh* sadness is the most strongest feeling I have ever felt,love is the 2nd,
Yes I have faked a smile
Because I don't want them to worrie about me
Yes I have faked a laugh
Because I don't understand or simply to not disappoint them
Yes I have smiled
Yes I have laughed
But it's no use once you stop a smile, or a laugh,pain comes back because it knows when to hurt you it knows you like if it was cloned from your hearts blood
I try to make my friends smile at their worst time but it takes my happiness away for them
...
My friends are a reason to live
And that...th........😥
Forget it why should I talk no one will read it cause they don't care
Or because this is TOO long
*sigh*
My 2nd best friend
Bridgy wrap a rope around your neck and bungee jump from the bridge
From:lordtoast666
To:a friend of mine
:-)
Omg the feels...
Nice job btw
thanks
So nice song
Awesome love it . Now it's my new favorite
We sometimes think we want to disappear but all we really want is to be found
People thinks depression looks like:😢😭😭😓
What actually depression look like:😅😂😁😀🙂🙃
It’s easy to fake a smile when you’ve been doing it for a long time.
It's easy to fake a smile~, if you've been doing it for a while~.
actually ive been hiding a smile
Yep
i’ve been faking a smile!
yes
ive been here since 10k
This notified me because i love ALEC BENJAMIN AND HIS SONGS SO MUCHHH! 😻💙
same ❤️
teacher:what do you want to be when you grow up
me: an actor
teacher: why can you explain please
me: because I act like I am fine and everyone believes it~start to breaking down
The worst part about pain is when you hide it all behind a smile because you don't want anyone to see you behind all the walls.
2:15 That's me. I have the words, but I don't want to say them and lose friends.
very nice
tnx ❤
I love this.....I always have no one to talk to and I usually just use comment sections like this.....it's hard talking about stuff like this to people
i love that song
I loved it is very sad and dubious, ❣💖I loved you very good friend I mean better than I doing Nightcore my👍 congratulations I love you friend, I am your fan in Nightcore ❣❤
I appreciate your words ❤️
@@EidenXII Thanks ❣ Cute💖 Can you see a Nightcore that I did please okay ruclips.net/video/JQj_jbavmRM/видео.html
I know how it feels to have no one around and you have to fake a smile everyday and the people that are really close to you dont notice that your faking a smile but now i am over it
We cant bring dead back to life just like the dead happiness
Some of people are pretending to do some things that they don't want to do, they just pretending happy to do it.
Even after 4 years the songs feels the same for me 💗✨
Beautiful song. The best I've ever heard💗
Pending not to be sad but I love this song so much💍💍💗💗
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U gave me the curgeg to do music like thos
You know guys, when you hold a rope you get rope burn, so sometimes it's better to let go than to hold on or you get hurt.
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Brilliant job, Eiden!
deep words
Still one of my favorite nightcores, I don't know why I connect with this so well
One can only hope the pain ends.
Even though it never does.
The lies will always continue.
even when you are truthful.
I guess we would be fine pretending....
Perhaps....... But what would I know. Im just a dumass 18 year old who can't even keep thier friends