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Mary you literally could post a video of you painting your entire apartment eggshell white and I would still have fun watching it!! We all watch your videos because we enjoy them and we think you’re great. Kudos to you for posting it even though you felt insecure. It’s a good reminder that we all have those bad days / moments / thoughts sometimes 🫶🏼
yeah, same!!
I don’t deserve u guys I love u so much
Agree!
Agreed!!
No but this is the truest statement I’ve seen all day.
matt walking in while you're mid hair-panic is just such a mood
Matt is literally how my husband acts during a mental breakdown/anxiety episode. "Can you think about it for me for one more day?" Yes, but no. And then I cut off 10 inches of my hair hahahaha. We love supportive/logical husbands!!!
I think it looks amazing, too, but I get the disconnect between what you think you look like and what you look like in the mirror, regarding your hair...it can be hard...
why use logic when u can TAKE ACTION!!! u get me
THIS WAS MY FAVORITE VLOG - this felt genuine and real and so relatable. I am 100% here for more lowkey vlogs!
My happy vlogs are genuine too 🥺but I’m glad you enjoyed it!!!
@@MarySkinner think they were just responding to what you said at the beginning about not being sure whether to post because it wasn't a "crazy, exciting, aesthetic" weekend. As you said, this is "realistic and real-life" so I don't think saying this felt genuine was too far from the language you used. I also don't think they were accusing you of not being genuine in other vlogs, just some positive words based on the doubts you talked about! :)
Personally I love watching creators who have a mix of realistic and chill vlogs. It’s so much more relatable and I find those are the creators I watch every video. Love you ❤️
Honestly, I almost prefer these videos because it 's almost more relatable/makes me feel not so alone. Thank you for sharing the vlog even though you didn't feel proud of it!
i COMPLETELY understand the hair situation. i feel so uncomfortable in my skin when my hair is too short, even though logically, i know i look the same in every other way! its just something i cant get over, even when my friends tell me my hair is getting too long, i'm like yall do not want me to have short hair or you wont be seeing me bc i'll be too shy and uncomfy.
I feel seen, thank you 🥹🥹 I know it’s not logical but hair holds so many emotions!!
Mary ilysm but the way you are using that orange juicer is SENDING me!!! you have to flip it around so the flesh faces the holes at the bottom!!! so you'll squeeze the juice out of the bottom and it squeezes so much more out since it flips the peel inside out to fit it around the other side of the press!!!
u know what, it didn’t feel right as I was doing it 💀💀 you are completely correct
I really enjoy the “mundane”, everyday, simple vlogs. I love the travel vlogs and when you’re doing something fun of course but I just love simple vlogs so much. Especially working and cleaning ones, they just inspire me so much.
thank you for saying that you enjoy both 🥹🤍 aiming for many more in the future!
@@MarySkinner of course 🤍 I’ll be here for it all no matter what. I’m excited to see what you continue to come out with!
Loved hearing Matt come in and talk to you during the hair cutting. You can tell he knows you so well and how to talk to you ❤❤
I love the way you talk to your partner and include him when he's around. It's very clear that you care about each other's opinion and that's super sweet to see.
I cut my hair nearly two months ago to just below my ears and it's only just sitting on my shoulders. I feel you. Full of regret, I'm never going short again lmao.
You can squeeze your oranges however you want, but typically you get more juice if you put them in the other way! Cut side down.
Came here to say this. The tool is designed to be used cut side down. Thats why there are holes on the bottom.
Also you seriously look SO good. I know it’s not easy to believe that when you don’t feel it yourself but I absolutely love your hair this length!!
Matt is literally my bf when I start cutting my hair 💀
he has been down this road with me before 😭😭😭
Matt is the absolute sweetest and so supportive of just making sure you're wanting this, even if it was in a stressy episode. Love it! Also, I'd watch you juice a 10lb bag of oranges and just talk about nothing and I'd love it. I love the chatting with a friend on the phone vibe. It's comforting and I'm generally watching videos while I work. Don't you also own a juicer love, why are you hand squeezing them?! Keep that hand strength up! lol You ans matt should watch the movie Waiting and you'll learn what batwing is. 😁
I have hypothyroidism and my hair is SO incredibly thin. It’s been the biggest insecurity of mine as long as I can remember, so I totally understand! Your hair looks absolutely fantastic to me! However, I know it doesn’t help coming from others when you don’t believe it for yourself. ❤
thank you 🤍
I have hypothyroidism too:( and my hair has gotten progressively thinner over the years (I’m 25 now). Do you have any advice on how to prevent thinning? I feel so upset because I try to live as healthfully as possible but my hair doesn’t seem to care!
Mary your videos are so comforting for me, I love playing them while I cook/clean/ do whatever because it literally feels like I'm chatting to a friend! I would literally watch any content you put out!!!
Honestly, this vlog is one of my favourites because it is more along the lines of my energy levels 🥰🍄
I really liked your hair in a pony tail after you styled it! It had sm volume. Color looks amazing as well.
hearing matt be such a supportive partner brought me so much joy just knowing that’s possible 💓 as a butt length hair girly i definitely get the feeling of being bald but you look beautiful either way! i hope it grows out quickly & you grow to love it at the same time :)
I love these lowkey weekend vibes! personally these vlogs end up being my favorite to watch to relax and just enjoy :) big fan of this video mary!!
I enjoy your content immensely. It's so engaging, honest and authentic. I stack up videos so that I have things to watch when I have to clean. I will watch any video you post with the utmost engagement. Side note: I wish I knew how to cut my hair!! That's an incredible skill to have.
You saying “I just unplugged the straightener” is hilarious, I catch myself saying “the oven is off” to my dogs on a regular basis 😂
Another 10/10 vlog, I love the comfortable, relaxed, catch up feel!
Mary!! I love your content because of how real it is. Please keep posting whatever feels authentic to you!! Sending love.
That black top you wore the morning after the concert was literally made for you, beautiful girl!
you talking about how authenticity is a constant in your videos. just made me want to say, i’ve never felt like you showing when you’re up or when you’re down is more or less authentic than the other. i’ve just always felt that when you show when you’re down, you’re proving that it’s ok to be down. because i think despite the previous trend of acceptability of showing peoples “off” moments, there’s always been an underlying feeling of resentment and favourability towards certain versions of being low. and with your more raw videos i think the words authenticity and genuine, usually get used instead of that
and me saying “versions of being low” means the way people act when they’re struggling. i’ve noticed it in my own life, when i’ve mentioned different things my own problems have made me do/ or pushed me to do, there has always been a clear divide over what people think is “ok” side effect of being low or what is taboo/ unspoken about side effect
that was wordy, sorry 😂
I loved this vlog! I enjoy watching you and Matt doing life together. If you need ideas, sharing about your hair care products, summer outfit ideas, favorite recipes to make, workout routine are some ideas. Keep doing what you’re doing!
The hair panic is so real. I understand 😭😭
Matt was so precious about your hair oh my gosh 😂🥹
I absolutely love the bit where Matt finds you cutting your hair, the panic in your eyes when you're saying no I can't 😭🤣
probably my favorite vlog 💖 I feel like chill weekend vibes is something I can relate to a bit more! it’s so sweet how you two communicate! also, I’m going to the fringe fest too 😊
ABSOLUTELY loving the increase of matt’s interactions with the vlogs!! 😂
I’m still at the beginning but you remind me so much of my husband he struggles the same way. I always look forward to seeing anything you post. Thank you for being so honest it’s truly refreshing seeing another couple navigate mental health. Love you girly!!
Proud of you for posting even though you didn’t feel the best about it! I keep up with your content because of you, not so much what you post. You are genuine and I feel like I’m catching up with a friend when I watch your videos! Love the girly time vibes. Love your vibe. Big fan overall 🩵
Love this keep posting we will watch whatever you put out Mary xxx
I love you thank you!!
You’re too hard on yourself, Mary. Great vlog. Understand the hair panic. Definitely have cried about haircuts before.
Matt’s accent is too good 😂 Y’all are so cute! I love the conversations haha
Loved this vlog Mary, thank you for having the courage to post it! Loved seeing you and Matt back together and a chill weekend. I love the new hair, the half up half down with the bangs out is giving baddie bratz doll it’s so cute. But totally understandable that you’re uncomfortable with it so I hope it grows on you (or just grows quickly!) Thanks for always being honest about the ups and the downs. ❤
Mary, I loved this vlog so much! I really enjoy the simple real life vlogs of just you & Matt hanging out! 💜
I actually really like vlogs where nothing “fun” really happens. Like a normal day in the life is honestly the best! Anything you post though I’d watch haha
Can totally relate to feeling like you don't have enough exciting places or "aesthetics" in a video, especially as travel vloggers, but we have to push through that voice! We love all your videos and hopefully it's just in our own minds!
just wanted to say, really loved this vlog. Matt trying to stop you from cutting your hair was hilarious. don't doubt yourself, I know easier said than done, I love watching your videos!
for your bangs, try putting them in a Velcro roller while you're doing your skincare in the mornings. it'll keep them out of your face while you're doing your skin care and also style them with you barely lifting a finger. 🫶🏽
Mary I love your content and identify with a lot of it so much! Please keep creating and putting your content out for us to see😍 and if you flip your orange you’ll get more juice…. I haven’t seen the comments of anyone telling you this so hopefully I’m not the millionth person telling you this
Loved this vlog!
Also I am the absolute same as you when it comes to my hair so can definitely relate!
Please keep posting all the vlogs, nothing is too boring for us!
I love watching your vlogs regardless!!!❤
I personally like to watch low key vlogs! Reminds me that my life doesn't have to be constantly insane
Saving this vid for my cardio sesh tomorrow ❤can’t wait
As a long haired girly I can 1000% relate. So much of my identity is tied up in my hair. You are beautiful either way but know lots of people can relate to this struggle!!
I loved this vlog! And you look so happy and content with Matt home too 😊 I do have a question, when you were sitting down on your computer after the pool, I saw your matchstick holder and I have been looking for a nice one and that one is SPEAKING to me, but I couldn’t find it on your amazon, do you remember where you got it??? Anyway, love the video!!!
Mary you are amazing!!! Post everything, all your content is great!
the packing video is the first video of yours that i have ever watched and i liked it so much that i actually subscribed sooooo !! 🤍
I am the same exact way about my hair!!! Nobody has ever said it exactly how I feel. My hair is me lol I’ve always had it long and anytime I changed up too much I hated it or felt like a stranger!
Mary,
I’m sure a million people have said this but I would watch anything you post!! I’m not sure if this is what you’re experiencing but I imagine content creators compare themselves to other content creators and their vlogs in the same way I compare my life to your vlogs and might even get down about themselves in the same ways. I would post things you’re proud of yes but try not to let yourself get down about a video if it’s because you’re comparing to others or comparing to unrealistic expectations!! I prefer chilled vlogs and they are more relatable/realistic to my life personally. that’s just my opinion and can be completely ignored!!
second of all, i saw your half up half down hairstyle on insta the other day and it inspired me to cut and style my hair similar to yours!! i absolutely loved it!! you look stunning regardless of hair length. I also thought it was so sweet and cute that you left in Matt talking to you gently about your hair! we are always harder on ourselves and see flaws in ourselves that others don’t see!!
i appreciate your videos and you sm!! i’ll be tuning into prologues
Try flipping your oranges around! I use a lemon squeezer like your orange one and I found out if you flip the fruit the non-intuitive way, you’ll get more juice out more easily!
Please tell me someone told you what a batwing is!?!?! When the skin sticks to the thigh, creating said batwing 😂😂
I love this style of vlog, don’t be so hard on yourself! I assume most of us enjoy your presence in general and would watch anything you posted and enjoy it 😘😘😘
I have very similar hair to you and feelings toward my hair. My hair is my thing. A few years ago I had a hair appointment booked after a night out and I turned up maybe still tipsy and told my stylist to cut it super short. I HATED it, hated how it made me look and it made me really miserable. But it grows back so fast - give it 2-4 weeks and you will start to feel like yourself again. Also, I enjoy your vlogs so much, I would rather you post something you think is boring/no storyline (I would love it) than not post at all
PS I used to use the citrus juicer like you, but someone told me I was putting the orange/lemon halves in back to front! It seems counterintuitive, but it works a lot better if you flip the oranges the other way
Just Leo things: having your hair be a huge source of your self image (no shade because im also a leo and exactly the same lol)
I loved this vlog! Very genuine and relatable. ❤️❤️
Not that the other ones aren’t! But this one just felt particularly relatable.
Your hair looks AMAZING! I know it may not help, but I’ve always wanted hair like yours and I think it looks wonderful
Mary! I love you! 🫶🫶 I would literally watch a vlog of you doing your taxes, so no stress on our part!!!!
i just recently cut my hair too and i have been STRUGGLING. your feelings are so valid!!! 💗
I enjoyed this vlog so much, so fun to see a day in the life I like those. I enjoy all of your videos
I get so excited when I see your videos pop up on RUclips, I might have screamed a little when I saw this as I got off work 👀😂💗
Loved this vlog❤ also I went to Edinburgh for the first time in January. I only stayed there for like two days after a week in London, but I loved it and I want to go back as soon as possible.
Regarding the packing video, I really enjoyed it but I watched it a few days after you posted because I didn’t recognize that it was your video from the thumbnail. Even after adding it to my watch-later I searched for it again because I usually recognize you in the thumbnails but for this video I didn’t.
ooo that’s really helpful feedback thank you!! good to know!
Ahhhh I live in Edinburgh and just finished the NC500 and you’re gonna love it!!!
love your videos!
I know EXACTLY how you feel about the new haircut! (Which looks great btw) My hair was down past my hips and i wanted a trim. The lady spun me away from the mirror and cut over a foot off! Its now the same length as yours and i literally feel the same way. Its crazy how attached to long hair we get! It will grow back, but that in between period where we dont know how to style it, etc. is stressful 😂
I have no idea how to style short hair! I’ve already bought so many hair growth products 😵💫😵💫 I feel u completely
I’m the same exact way with my hair, it’s my security blanket. I keep hair thinning scissors at home for when I want to thin my ends out!
Honestly your hair looks great. Seems so healthy and strong. Hope you feel better about your hair now🥰
😊i get it tho I’ve had regrets about haircuts before too😅
I completely understand the hair situation! I recently got a trim that was way more of a trim then I was expecting but it grew out pretty fast and I just experimented with updos for a while😂. It sucks not feeling like yourself though and I am sorry!
So glad you posted this ❤
queen!! i will watch whatever you post xoxo
hi mary!! just a quick thought about click baitey titles, i do feel that the audience gained without click baitey titles is maybe a little less but more consistent and present! ill def watch a click bait video here and there but rarely follow up with the creator!
I cut my hair like this two year ago (i have the same color hair and just a bit curlier, same length) and got a blunt cut that was shorter than my hair had been since I was 10 year old and had an IDENTITY crisis, so feel you and you just reminded me not to do it again. You look amazing tho per usual
Honestly every couple of years you need that reminder that no you really do dislike short hair 💀 don’t know why I keep forgetting and needing that reminder again!!
I too am an overthinker babes
Such a great chill video, I loved it !! I’m so sorry to hear about your insecurities this weekend 💔 a “bad” haircut can ruin anyone’s confidence. Can’t wait for your Scotland content and seeing your reaction to my country 🏴
Ps was Matt’s tash Ted Lasso inspired 😂?
HAHA yes it was 😭🤣
I literally had a similar haircut and it’s just starting to grow out. I can relate to wanting to cry about it😭😭😭
I'm generally not a confident person, quite the opposite but when my hair is off in some way I don't even want to leave the house because I feel hideous
aw he said it looks lovely
I think your haircut is beautiful, but i totally understand it feeling alien - i have always had long hair as well. Great vlog!
My OCD is forcing me to share this with you; if you put the fruit in the opposite way in the handheld squeezer, you will get a lot more juice out of it 😊
I feel like we are online friends and this point so I will watch any video you make! Haha it’s like we are on FaceTime 😂❤
so excited for this, now we can have a mental breakdown together
I’m glad I’m not the only one who gets called out by their partner for not drinking enough water lol
Liked the chill vlog Mary 👌🏻
Thank you for gracing me on this 12 hour road trip. I absolutely adore Prologues and listening to every episode. The only thing keeping me sane right now! 🫶🏻
My parents own an Airbnb on the NC500 route and they have the most romantic and peaceful Shepards hut with a hot tub and it’s stunning! It’s in Alness so could be a perfect way to end your trip 💗🏴
PLS send us the link and I’ll see if it’s close to our itinerary!!!
I definitely have been busy lately and haven’t gotten to any content as much, but I loved the packing video! :)
Also you mentioned clickbait titles. For me, when something is too clickbait-y, it makes me less likely to click on it😅 But I love a good descriptive title to help maximize the SEO!!
New sub here. You are cool af!
Also love your hair shorter Mary!!xx
i went to a 3-day event last year at an arena and bought several of those $15 trulys. i almost threw up when i saw them in the grocery store at home for $2.99
highway robbery I swear
Hey Mary! I just wanted to offer some juice squeezing advice cause I saw you didn’t get much orange juice for all your work!
Instead of putting the fruit in the hand held juicer with the fleshy part up, put the fleshy part down and squeeze down on the skin. The holes in the bottom of the juicer will work well, no having to turn it sideways, and you’ll get sooo much more juice!!
And thank you for being so real in this video. It’s actually one of my favorites thus far! 🤎
always real no matter what!! thank you 🤍🤍
This was a great video
I think your hair looks gorgeous! But as a fellow long-haired girl, I totally understand how jarring it feels to cut off even a couple of inches. I also place a lot of my confidence in my appearance on my hair. It will grow out. But until then, hopefully you start to like it.
If it makes you feel any better I think you look stunning bae
Bat wing is when it’s hot and your nuts hang low 😅😂
Oh no r u okay
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@@morganfreeburg9258 huh morgan? I just saw the title and was worried
if u don’t count being dramatic then yes 😅😅🤍🤍
my husband said bat winging is when you’re sweaty and each side sticks to your legs and stretches them out 🤣
NO OMG STOP that’s even worse than what I could have imagined
This is hilarious oh my god
I would also feel bald I completely understand