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Savannah Marie
Добавлен 21 апр 2016
•Singer
•Song writer
•Pianist
•Blogger
•Taurus/23
• meditate • heal • manifest
INSTA: diamond_peethro
FACEBOOK: Savannah Marie
TWITTER: peethrodiamond
First EBook ready for purchase‼️‼️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️
www.amazon.com/Piece-Mind-Savannah-Coleman-ebook/dp/B086GFWJWL
•Song writer
•Pianist
•Blogger
•Taurus/23
• meditate • heal • manifest
INSTA: diamond_peethro
FACEBOOK: Savannah Marie
TWITTER: peethrodiamond
First EBook ready for purchase‼️‼️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️
www.amazon.com/Piece-Mind-Savannah-Coleman-ebook/dp/B086GFWJWL
Видео
DPDR ATTACK CAUGHT ON CAMERA (TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️)
Просмотров 6213 года назад
I decided to record my DPDR ( depersonalization/derealization) attack this morning so I can show you guys what it is like looking from the outside in. In the video I look pretty normal. But at the moment I felt 105 percent disconnected from myself and my environment. Hope you guys e joy this video. Let me know what you think!
Uncompromising State Of Detachment (anxiety, depression, depersonalization/derealization)
Просмотров 894 года назад
a poem I created describing my anxiety, depression, depersonalization/derealization. I hope you enjoy.
Depersonalization/Derealization
Просмотров 2784 года назад
This is something I have been struggling with severely for the last two months. I am not completely recovered but know that soon I will be. I hope to help others understand they are not alone...💙 WE ARE GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS. Twitter: @peethrodiamond Instagram: diamond_peethro Facebook: Savannah Marie
Anxiety and Depression Documentary
Просмотров 684 года назад
something i have been putting off for years was brought to my attention again. but this time, my goal is to actually finish it.. i have struggled with anxiety/depression my entire life including multiple suicide attempts.. this is a story i am willing to share. to hopefully open the eyes to people who don’t take these things seriously. and to help the ones who understand, realize they are never...
I went through this today I thought I was gonna die you are not alone
It’s amazing what our brains can do to us and how they’re able to work like this.. it’s so terrifying but fascinating at the same time.. it’s been almost 5 years now…
@@savannahmarie570for real. I felt what you were going through in the video. I hope you’re okay. For me it kind of feels like I’m dissociating but I don’t want to do it freaks me out. And my body starts buzzing or just feeling “wrong”. Hard to explain. It’s super scary but you are not alone. ❤️🩹I wish the best for you!!♥️ thanks for making this video and being vulnerable.
I really appreciate this video a whole lot I’m going through an episode myself…it’s such an uncomfortable weird feeling …sometimes I overthink so much I felt like I teleported to another reality for a second like a vision thought. This to shall pass and I hope you aren’t suffering anymore this is so hard to deal with it’s scary as heck.
I hope you are managing somehow i am In a weird way and sadly it still has not surpassed 😔 but i am pushing and trying to get this disorder to be more HEARD about and gain awareness so it can be studied more!! Sending love 🩷
That’s scary fascinating experience.. I think that’s what clusterP crowd feel sometimes
You are so amazing. I see so much of myself in you in this moment. You are so raw and I’m glad you filmed it because it’s nice to know in these moments that I feel the SAME way;I am not alone. 💕 thank you for posting this. I believe at one point or another, most humans have gone through this feeling, I honestly think it’s a part of being a human being. Some experience it more than others. I think most who do, experience it in hiding and rarely talk about it, but I think you posting this really helps elevate the “weirdness” or “taboo-ness” of it all. Especially those who are experiencing it in the moment, like there’s a guiltiness for feeling this way. Like AA, having someone to talk to about it is what helps. Makes me think it’s peace that prevails, not war. Take care, you rock. 💕
Thank you so so much for this I appreciate it so much. I am trying my best to bring forward as much awareness about this disorder and have a tik tok where I talk ALOT about it. Because it is something many people suffer from but are afraid to be called “crazy”…
How are you doing today? I’m so sorry for all that you go through. Also I’m with you on your DPDR struggle! 🌹
Hello! I’m doing okay. Trying to heal properly in the correct ways.. I just started college so I’m ready to put my focus on lock down. I hope you are well! DPDR is absolutely terrible..
Would you say that it feels like walking around only using a phone camera as a guidance while covered with a blanket, and being able to do stuff with your hands?
I would describe it as seeing things as if your watching a video from a go pro. If that makes sense.. and not feeling connected to by body. Like there is this thick glass in between me and my surroundings.. I feel claustrophobic and very suffocated.
@@savannahmarie570 The GoPro thing, I get that too. Finally someone understands.
Hi. I just wanted to say, it took an incredible amount of courage and strength to say everything you said. I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I'm so sorry for all of your loss, I'm so sorry you lost the love of your life. He sounds like he was a wonderful person. Please take care of yourself, and take all the time you need to heal. You sound like a wonderful person. I'm sending good vibes your way. ❤️
Thank you so very much. This means a lot to me. And I am really trying today. I really really am.
You meditate on zoom? Or FaceTime ? I’m tryin to find my position in the universe 🤦🏽♂️😂🤷🏽♂️
That ..Was Really Nice..Ma I KNOW THAT IF... WHAT YOU JUST SAID TO UR SONG IS ORIGINAL... & REAL.. IT WOULD BLOSSOM INTO SUMN. MUCH MORE YA DIGG.. I FEEL U KEPT IT 100.. NEVER CHANGE THAT.. DO IT AGAIN LUV... MORE PEOPLE SHOULD REALLY HERE IT.. I LOVED IT THANK YOU!!!
I just barely saw this right now! Thank you so so much. I have redone this rap and posted it on social media but not much recognition! But it’s okay 🤍 I make music like this solely to help others know they’re not alone!
We all go through it 😢just hang on its get better I promise
I sure hope so. It’s so emotionally mentally and physically EXHAUSTING
JESUS LOVES YOU & UNDERSTANDS
I've had DP/DR for 10 years and I have no anxiety. So, no, it's not just anxiety. It's just a failing circuit in the brain 🤷♂️
I have exact same symptoms like you, literally every single one + some others.. for 14 fucking months ughhhhhhhh
Definitely one of the worst things that’s happened to me , started about 7 months ago from weed. Pretty much tripped really bad and was stuck like that ever since, things got really bad anxiety was through the roof . Pretty much was like you I was always outgoing and it turned me into an introvert. But finally after 7 months I’ve pretty much gotten through it and it’s about 98% gone I can still feel it barely but I’ve learned how to control it and get my mind off of it instantly and pretty much tell my brain this is real lol. Had to pretty much force myself to go out , change up my eating habits only drink water now no caffeine (Bc that made it worse at the time) quit using nicotine, and started going to the gym and also pretty much ignored it and stopped watching these videos but I felt like I’m in a good enough state mental that now I can try to shed some light on this type of stuff and maybe help people by talking about how I went through it and that it’s not FOREVER (like I thought it was) things do get better I promise just keep pushing through it:) I’ve done it and I know you can too
IAMxAxBEAST I’m so glad you got through it! It’s truly a tough thing to overcome.. i never thought I would ever be so afraid to walk outside or ride in a car. I stopped driving completely and have cut out sugar and things like that as well.. it is a trip and some days are so bad I sit in my room all day and lay in bed doing absolutely nothing because I’m too terrified to look around or be out and about. It’s so hard to control my anxiety when I am in public or in a car on my way to somewhere I’m constantly shaking and freaking out inside of my head silently and no one even know 99% of the time that I’m completely outside of my body and my mind and feel like I’m just existing... it’s depressing but I’m praying for this to end quickly.😔
Savannah Marie it’s definitely a terrible thing I struggled for the longest time Bc I kept to myself and tried to deal with it on my own I’m just one of those people. But talking to different people about it definitely helped a lot to. I used to just stay in my room all day alone but forcing myself to just go out do stuff was definitely one of the things that helped a lot pretty much grounding your mind convincing yourself pretty much “you’re real” if you will. Anyways if you care to talk about it more or share experiences about it feel free to dm on insta @ austyn_nicolas_garcia
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That voice 😍😍
love this