Ashley Liu
Ashley Liu
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living with depression - finding meaning
Feeling lost in 2024, sorry the video sucks ;-;
Music Credit :
Music by Lohfi - Pillow - thmatc.co/?l=E9D8D05F
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Видео

living with depression - starting 2024 bad hah
Просмотров 1647 месяцев назад
Struggled with back pain for 2 months.... all well Music Credit: Music by Kim Chi Sun, QQQ - don't say you love me - thmatc.co/?l=EA558D26 Music by Grace Chiang - staying in on Sunday (it is well) - thmatc.co/?l=07ADA650 Music by Mark Generous - Two Of Them - thmatc.co/?l=E7BA022C
Thanks 2023
Просмотров 1319 месяцев назад
Long time no upload! Music Credit: Music by Blue Sirens - Bread Box - thmatc.co/?l=D3C05789 Music by Ric Beats - Mysterious - thmatc.co/?l=93F65A18
GRWM : "Sweet"/Pink Makeup look
Просмотров 95Год назад
henlo! love recording grwms! Music Credit : Music by Mathew Rodriguez - Only Friend - thmatc.co/?l=33FCEDCC
GRWM - daily makeup
Просмотров 84Год назад
My first makeup video Been wanting to do this for like 10 years!!
living with depression - a bad day vs a good day vlog
Просмотров 694Год назад
What a good day and bad day can look like Music credits : Music by Grisp - By your side - thmatc.co/?l=BF05F9A3 Music by Blue Sirens - Crowds - thmatc.co/?l=EF990615
living with depression - why I started having negative self talk
Просмотров 191Год назад
just a series on my mental health declining and rising lol Sorry for the bad audio color grading hot mess :O
disliking yourself
Просмотров 102Год назад
what goes on in my head daily Music : Music by Blue Sirens - Crowds - thmatc.co/?l=EF990615
homebody diaries vlog - I literally never leave the house..
Просмотров 132Год назад
new series :) Music: Music by Val Fritz - I Would - thmatc.co/?l=2436ABEB
Living with Depression vlog - my makeup routine!!
Просмотров 78Год назад
Playing with color grading on Slog.... sorry if my videos look crazy haha!! Music by .irg - how i feel - chopped screwed - thmatc.co/?l=1701E168 Music by Mr. Jello - Sunrays - thmatc.co/?l=7AB2EA2A
Living with Depression vlog - life these days..
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Just a few days combined Music by Mr. Jello - Sunrays - thmatc.co/?l=7AB2EA2A Music by Public Library Commute - Run It Back - thmatc.co/?l=EDCE9E9C
Living with Depression vlog - grwm and doing chores
Просмотров 119Год назад
A day at a time...no long term goals yet! Music by Mr. Jello - Sunrays - thmatc.co/?l=7AB2EA2A
Living with Depression | Being married + What I've been up to
Просмотров 112Год назад
Living with Depression | Being married What I've been up to
Our Wedding Day | The Liu's
Просмотров 184Год назад
Our Wedding Day | The Liu's
Living with Depression Diaries - how I'm doing lately..
Просмотров 272Год назад
Living with Depression Diaries - how I'm doing lately..
grwm : talking about being bullied in high school and low self esteem issues
Просмотров 149Год назад
grwm : talking about being bullied in high school and low self esteem issues
My Story - depression, bipolar disorder, and medication
Просмотров 9082 года назад
My Story - depression, bipolar disorder, and medication
Living with Depression Diaries - mundane life and being bored :(
Просмотров 1842 года назад
Living with Depression Diaries - mundane life and being bored :(
My Blackpink Concert Experience - Born Pink World Tour
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.2 года назад
My Blackpink Concert Experience - Born Pink World Tour
Performing Blackpink hits to convince my Fiancee to get me Concert tickets
Просмотров 1052 года назад
Performing Blackpink hits to convince my Fiancee to get me Concert tickets
Living with Depression - intentional dates and NEW CAMERA :D
Просмотров 1412 года назад
Living with Depression - intentional dates and NEW CAMERA :D
Living with Depression - taking life slowly and focusing on positives
Просмотров 1352 года назад
Living with Depression - taking life slowly and focusing on positives
Living with Depression Diaries - cooking more and playing with my pup
Просмотров 1492 года назад
Living with Depression Diaries - cooking more and playing with my pup
Living with Depression Diaries - pranking my fiancee, talking about why I started taking medication
Просмотров 4122 года назад
Living with Depression Diaries - pranking my fiancee, talking about why I started taking medication
Living with Depression Diaries - enjoying slower days with my golden doodle
Просмотров 2212 года назад
Living with Depression Diaries - enjoying slower days with my golden doodle
Living with Depression Diaries - vlog
Просмотров 2922 года назад
Living with Depression Diaries - vlog
Living with Depression Diaries - working from home, new work laptop, and cooking again vlog
Просмотров 3112 года назад
Living with Depression Diaries - working from home, new work laptop, and cooking again vlog
Living with Depression Diaries - mundane life and advice for working in tech vlog
Просмотров 4742 года назад
Living with Depression Diaries - mundane life and advice for working in tech vlog
story time grwm : what happens when you go to er for suicide attempt / ideations
Просмотров 3,5 тыс.2 года назад
story time grwm : what happens when you go to er for suicide attempt / ideations
3 Side effects of Seroquel
Просмотров 1672 года назад
3 Side effects of Seroquel

Комментарии

  • @QuadForce-qe6ig
    @QuadForce-qe6ig 2 дня назад

    As I’m studying python and trying to switch career at age of 40, this video is so helpful and encouraging❤ thank you. Also curious are you senior software engineer now?

  • @Profesah_411
    @Profesah_411 20 дней назад

    Your smile is an antidepressant 😍. I recently found your page and wish there was a way I can share my story with you.

  • @Profesah_411
    @Profesah_411 20 дней назад

    You are a special person Ashley!

  • @Profesah_411
    @Profesah_411 20 дней назад

    You are beautiful! Hope you are feeling better!

  • @San-Vittore-nerazzurra
    @San-Vittore-nerazzurra 22 дня назад

    These drugs cause PSSD

  • @clairerae6258
    @clairerae6258 28 дней назад

    You are inspirational. Thank you. God alone knows how badly i needed to see this.

  • @manuelsanchezdeinigo3959
    @manuelsanchezdeinigo3959 Месяц назад

    Made my head explode jaw cramps dehydration super hot and sweating headaches etc

  • @coryferguson8234
    @coryferguson8234 Месяц назад

    Sexy Buppa boo boo in leather pants 😍

  • @muddassirbari
    @muddassirbari 2 месяца назад

    we have the same soul. Only I am Muslim an you Christian.

  • @Mike-mh5rl
    @Mike-mh5rl 3 месяца назад

    They say the body affects the mind tremendously. I really believe that. I was in your shoes at one point. The game changers for me was closed system colon hydrotherapy. It helps a ton to have a good colon hydrotherapist. I know a good one in Los Angeles if you Lee in the area. Also do you have any root canals? You should remove them. I’d also look into things like Orin therapy. I know it sounds gross but it works. “The water of life” by John Armstrong is a good book on the subject . Hope you get well!

    • @Mike-mh5rl
      @Mike-mh5rl 3 месяца назад

      Btw doctors used to prescribe Orin therapy to patients for all kinds of ailments including depression back in the 1800s before the pharmaceutical industry was around. 30min of pranayama box breathing is another thing you can look into

  • @junenam145
    @junenam145 3 месяца назад

    I am also 29 years old. I have found that focusing on what is next, what am I supposed to do next, what comes next? These all take away from the present moment, and the present moment is the only time you will find joy. Try to appreciate the little things in life, the small moments, the wonderful delicious inhale you are taking right now, and then the relaxing complementary exhale you get to take right after. Isn't it wonderful to be alive and to see and hear and feel all that we see and hear and feel? Please don't think that you have to redo any part of your life. You are who you are because of what you have lived through. And who you are is enough, and who you are is who your husband and dog loves, and who you are is who shows up for you every day. Peace. Peace. Peace.

  • @Joshua-mt1pv
    @Joshua-mt1pv 3 месяца назад

    As someone who has suffered with mental health you have to start now. The more you consider yourself broken the less you can change.

  • @Fluffyllamaa
    @Fluffyllamaa 3 месяца назад

    The video doesn´t suck, hope you find meaning in your life 😊

  • @andrewliu7883
    @andrewliu7883 3 месяца назад

    Amazing video, and it absolutely does not suck 😍

  • @navigatingbipolarrecovery
    @navigatingbipolarrecovery 3 месяца назад

    You do NOT want to go involuntarily to a state hospital. They are horrible!

  • @DoterCoder
    @DoterCoder 3 месяца назад

    Thanks for your honesty, Ashley. We wish you well in your journey and stay positive. Never give up because there is always someone experiencing the same journey as you!

  • @nomorenews
    @nomorenews 4 месяца назад

    What dose you use?

  • @Rache28
    @Rache28 4 месяца назад

    I’ve had horrendous headaches, nausea, stomach cramps, weight loss and constipation since being on it. I’m now off it but still got awful constipation. I came off it on 19th June having been taking it since 31st May. Awful stuff! I do not recommend it. Every part of my body ached as well!

    • @LindsayHelm-ec2li
      @LindsayHelm-ec2li Месяц назад

      I'm glad I came across this comment. Lately I've experienced alot of anxiety due to some personal issues I'm going through. Doctor prescribed this and I haven't taken it yet I wanted to do some research first. I'm deciding not to take it and rather go for counselling sessions. Thank you for this information

  • @bobsaget513
    @bobsaget513 4 месяца назад

    You can swallow food

  • @ruqayafareed96
    @ruqayafareed96 4 месяца назад

    Thank you❤️❤️

  • @johndemetrii809
    @johndemetrii809 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you!

  • @wasimhakam4160
    @wasimhakam4160 6 месяцев назад

    This simple video has made my day a bit better.. Thanks!

  • @HarleyHilder
    @HarleyHilder 6 месяцев назад

    Thank you for this video! I’m currently an elementary teacher, and know that it’s not good for my long-term mental health. Started freecodecamp this weekend to just….well, start something! Haha Appreciate it!

  • @hrbob8349
    @hrbob8349 7 месяцев назад

    Cute playful doggo

  • @yogeshsahu6895
    @yogeshsahu6895 8 месяцев назад

    Are you still on prozac ? I started 5 days ago my whole body is in pain and brain zaps are also there

    • @LozzyEats
      @LozzyEats 5 месяцев назад

      How do you feel now?

    • @nomorenews
      @nomorenews 4 месяца назад

      What is your dosage and why you taking it?

    • @yogeshsahu6895
      @yogeshsahu6895 2 месяца назад

      @@LozzyEats I left currently I am not taking it made me too much letargic

  • @TenzinKyizom-s5g
    @TenzinKyizom-s5g 8 месяцев назад

    link for effortless trouser , please :). are you wearing a regular length or petite ?

  • @zaad5273
    @zaad5273 8 месяцев назад

    New sub. I absolutely loved this video. I loved the aesthetic, the messaging, the perseverance. Im struggling with pretty chronic depression now and this has really boosted me. I know Im months late but thank you for making this.

    • @ashleyhayjin
      @ashleyhayjin 8 месяцев назад

      This really made my month! Thank you for saying this :) Sending you love and strength!!

  • @Jarsh-b4j
    @Jarsh-b4j 8 месяцев назад

    Is there a specific reason why you decided to change careers?

  • @BEACHDUDE71
    @BEACHDUDE71 9 месяцев назад

    They push too many pills, they should use cognitive therapy instead, I have a BA psychology

  • @brittanyg341
    @brittanyg341 9 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing

  • @jamielauro2623
    @jamielauro2623 9 месяцев назад

    Thanks for sharing I have bipolar 1 and I am manic right now I love feeling manic but I really can’t sleep I have been up since 2 … I am restless but I mean it’s better than being depressed. I usually get manic moods not depressed ones

  • @dani23dani85
    @dani23dani85 10 месяцев назад

    Where are your pants from?

  • @CaliburPANDAs
    @CaliburPANDAs 10 месяцев назад

    tech stack?

  • @Psidawg
    @Psidawg 10 месяцев назад

    atntion ho

    • @Spiritual.Warrior.777
      @Spiritual.Warrior.777 10 месяцев назад

      What an awful thing to say about someone struggling with depression. Some people share their experiences because they believe it might help others know they are not alone. Hopefully you never have to deal with this illness.

    • @BEACHDUDE71
      @BEACHDUDE71 9 месяцев назад

      You have a lot hurt feelings, stop transferring it to other

  • @sophiewordsworth2806
    @sophiewordsworth2806 11 месяцев назад

    The thing is although you have a right to question. You would of been sent there anyway if they thought you was at risk to yourself or others. They’d already made there mind up. Just don’t do what I do & kick off lol. Much love 💖

  • @purplenova459
    @purplenova459 11 месяцев назад

    What size did you get?

  • @carolbaez8315
    @carolbaez8315 11 месяцев назад

    Thank you for making this video. I'm currently a 2nd grade teacher working on this new career change and it was really encouraging to hear your experience. It was an eye opener to see how much time you dedicated studying and that motivates me to amp up my current Speed. I will be ordering those books soon :)

  • @swetha4420
    @swetha4420 Год назад

    I don't know if you'll read this but your vlogs mean a lot and has helped me in ways you cannot imagine...... I'm also battling severe depression and anxiety and I just constantly feel unsafe about everything, with myself, with people, with friends.... everything makes me cry and pains me like the world is crumbling. But when I see your videos, I can relate so much and I don't feel alone anymore. It's so relieving to see another person living through it and facing hard times and the good times...... putting effort to just exist. Its just so relieving that I'm not alone and I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for that ♥️ I'm just happy to watch you and I hope that you know that you are genuinely helping someone by being just you and making these videos

  • @griswoold6196
    @griswoold6196 Год назад

    From the outside it's hard to understand why you are not happy 24/7. You are pretty , married , smart (i mean software engineer , hello). That's so typical depression though. Being bullied in the childhood can be so negatively impact your adult life , i'm sorry you had to experience it. I hope you truly love yourself one day. You should :).

  • @tannergrinzel1835
    @tannergrinzel1835 Год назад

    I know how this goes watching this video

  • @andrewliu7883
    @andrewliu7883 Год назад

    Nothing sweeter than you!! Loving the makeup tutorials and GRWM 😍😍😊😊

  • @mattw-cx50
    @mattw-cx50 Год назад

    The world is SO much better off with the miracle that is you.

  • @elenarobertson3321
    @elenarobertson3321 Год назад

  • @andrewliu7883
    @andrewliu7883 Год назад

    Love to hear you talking about your makeup routine!! Please make more grwm videos 🥹

  • @lisashello7550
    @lisashello7550 Год назад

    So cute ❤

  • @bensnooks4830
    @bensnooks4830 Год назад

    Thanks for the video. I learnt some new things.

  • @rubenhayk5514
    @rubenhayk5514 Год назад

    depression is her dog name

  • @andrewliu7883
    @andrewliu7883 Год назад

    Im so blessed to be able to share everyday with you ❤️

  • @mawkeechin5447
    @mawkeechin5447 Год назад

    How you deal with your sleep?

  • @panditvinaysamrat
    @panditvinaysamrat Год назад

    Hii Ashley I am from India you and your vlogs are superr don't be Demotivated now I am your subscribers