Видео

😂 I wanted to shake her and say SPIT IT OUT ALREADY

nor much

Are you still there, I would love to connect and ask some questions.

My account got nuked. My new account is @gingerbread4_11

My home is in the north. My heart is wherever I need to be, in order to have my son living with me. This apartment is just that.. an apartment. Not my home. I will be being as positive about it as I can be but I will also be, being real. This situation sucks. But I have my family and ultimately, that's all I care about.

@@gingercowgirl5358 Not to beleaguer the point, but if you're court ordered to be there for the foreseeable future, then that apartment, and wherever you move to next, will be a home for you and your son, because that is where your heart is, with him and your mother. The saying "home is where the heart is" isn't so much a saying that you will always love your surroundings if your heart is in the right place for it, but rather that as you live in a place and create memories of the shared experiences you have there, that that will inevitably convert even the most unfortunate living arrangements into a home. I grew up in some downright hovels because my parents had no money management skills, and though they were far from ideal, I still have some good memories associated with those places, not because we had to live there because of our circumstances, but because we lived there, together. I get that you're hurting right now because of your unfortunate circumstances surrounding your most recent move, but as you pointed out, you still have your family and that's what is most important. Things will get better, take heart.

@@femsplainer Nobody needs to tell me what is important. I don't give an ounce of care, ultimately about material things. But nobody can deny that the physical environment you are in, affects much of your mental well being. Not to mention the ease of breathability up north for me, with my disability. We cannot afford this place whatsoever. My son will grow up worse than poor. I will be applying for a mobility motion and might potentially be getting into Regional Housing so no, this place is not where we will hopefully be for the long term. But I don't know how long we actually will be here for. Yes, we will obviously make it as "homey" as we can - I grew up the exact same way.. from a toxic and abusive father to a mother who couldn't afford anything. My childhood sucked beyond words. But as I've found a solid path in life into my adult years, I've slowly been able to make good memories. Every good parent just wants to give their child more/better than what they had. And my son deserves better. As crass as it might sound, parents are not their children. Yes, I would die for my child. 100% without doubt. But I am still my own self. My soul is in the northern areas of Canada and Europe/Asia. My heart will always be with my son and so long as he is a child, I will never leave him. But that does not mean that a piece of me is not missing.

@@gingercowgirl5358 I wasn't trying to tell you what is important to you...just trying to offer some solace and commiseration. They might have been platitudes, but there's not much more that I can do than that from a comments section. It appears that instead of providing comfort, I have instead caused additional distress which was not my intention. I'm sorry.

@@femsplainer I knew you were coming from a good place. I'm sorry to have come off harder than I intended. I'm quite frustrated with people (as a general population) trying to tell me what is important - and I know you were not attempting to do that. I wasn't directing that part of my response, at you. It was a general frustration. I know ultimately as long as I have my family with me, I will be okay. But failing to be able to provide my child the life he deserves is an extremely heavy weight. The whole thing is bittersweet. I do appreciate your kindness.

Hello! I'm not doing good, unfortunately. My son's father has court ordered me back to the city in which we cannot afford. On another note, if we don't end up using the rest of our lease in Smooth Rock, we would be happy to sublet it to you. Our lease is done in September. Regardless, Smooth Rock is a very nice area. The towns people, not so much. But the town itself is extremely cute and beautiful! I prefer Cochrane but Smooth Rock is definitely comparable. Bitter cold in the winters (which I love... -25 / -35 without windchill) and the environment is amazing!

@@gingercowgirl5358 hey m sorry to hear that you going through rough situation. 🙏🏼 praying.. things will get better for you soon. Thanks for replying.. I really appreciate it. I have not finalized where exactly I would move… but it would definitely be out of a busy city environment. I have only been in Canada for about 10 years… grew up in country so now i am tired of city life and i want to go back to country and open spacious place with nice neighbourhood. Smooth rock came across while i was searching for places… so I thought I should ask someone who lives there as I know its a newly developed area. I guess I have to keep looking until i find something that will make me feel like settling ☺️😁. thanks again.. sending good wishes for you and your son ❤️🌸

@@sanamgrewal874 Absolutely, and thank you! You're kind. Smooth Rock only has a population of 1,400 people which makes it the smallest functioning town in Ontario, and with lots of open land! Trees too! I wish you very well on your search 😊❤

@@sanamgrewal874 hey welcome to smooth rock falls. I am from India and I live in smooth rock falls.

I would definitely spend your time, effort, and passion in a company or organization that actually cares about their people and the community.

Indeed. I'm sorry they did that to your mother. The pattern seems to be, that they screw over quite a few people. They put in new sod for our house as well, but they put it directly under the neughbour's eavestrough - needless to say, it killed the sod.

Yeah there so dumb they are stupid idiots. They put in a new kitchen for me and I was expected to prepare my own meals. It’s absolutely ridiculous for them too add a kitchen without hiring a private chef for me .

@@bobufo5729 bruh thats completely different, how are you supposed to water it if there is no water lol

@@gaigem3403 you said the water was off lmao just turn it on …. Check out the book “if you give a mouse a cookie” might be insightful .

“And the water is still not on what idiots” who’s the idiot here who can’t figure out how to turn on the water? Is it you?

Canada is a corporation. Elizabeth does not care about us. She doesn't even care about her own country. Therefore, nothing will ever REALLY change. That said, minimum wage jobs have never been intended for adults to stay at permanently. They are a foot in the door to employment and gaining workforce experience. That's it. Our economy is based off the premise that adults are working well paying, skilled jobs - of whichever skill is needed or wanted. Cost of living is only the result of employers and service providers competing with foreign invasion. Get skilled at a job that people will pay for and that not everyone can do, and you'll be good.

Absolutely! They always give the run around and don't actually help anyone. All they care about is money. They cut corners to save and use thrifted items when they promised they only use new materials. I empathize with you and your mother! ❤ My mum is essentially my caregiver because I'm physically disabled and she also works full time as well. Its definitely a tough life although it has its opportunity for bonding ❤

Yeah, they won't even answer the phone, they put u on hold the moment your call goes through and make you leave your name & number, intending to never call you back, I just wanted to know if they had some lawn care equipment in their store, they are keeping Ppl out of jobs and of course, homes, they should give a job to a Person to answer the phone, it's just much quicker to go to the place to speak to someone in person, the telephone system is totally worthless!!!!! Boycott them untill they clean up their act!!!

Lol when did I say they didn't build their homes? "they" have always built their homes - whether it be actual Habitat people or someone who "donates" themselves to build it FOR Habitat. Our house was physically built by the Menonite community. Did you have any other comments or questions?

They built mine from ground up. Crack in foundation wall from time of foam block concrete pour. Forgot to seal it under the dirt, didn't backfill with proper material so has water leaking through wall since build. Improperly installed furnace, faulty grinder pump, bathroom vents vent into attic instead of outside, bathroom waterproof materials never used, will cost more to get this house up to code by excavation and rebuilding than it will to pay the mortgage off. Not remotely affordable to have to fix the brand new house so it's livable, breathing in toxic mold from constant water flooding indoors every time it rains....don't touch habitat for humanity with a 10000 foot pole for the sake of your life please. Ours still isn't finished 17 years later and they've raised payments and changed banks so many times and don't get me started on what they did during the shutdowns of the pandemic

@@Americanmamaistireddon’t they come and inspect the home yearly?

I wish they have ever inspected the house. No they do not, they never finished my home, never inspect or even installed appliances or electrical wiring or bathroom vents correctly, but they do raise payments yearly.

Well I'm Canadian so its definitely a nation wide problem then. But yeah, their store is bullshit and so is their home building side of the company. They legit take old, crappy furniture and appliances and resell them for more than their worth. Then there's the obvious scam they do of their builds.

@@gingercowgirl5358 More people who have been ripped off by them with the building problems should definitely try to get the word out there for the public to see and hear . But ANYBODY having a situation with the stores should also try to at least do what I'm doing ... maybe they should be called : HABITAT or PROFANITY Maybe they should be called Bad Habit Crap toward Humanity Maybe they should be called : Tit for Tat or Profanity . Maybe they should be called : Tit-for-Tat to Humanity .

@@gardensofthegods I agree, 100%!! I took to Facebook about it but everyone called me a liar and ungrateful. I requested to have a spot in the local papers but nobody wanted the story. My last outlet was RUclips and I'm so much of a "nobody" that my videos don't get much attention. But I am definitely trying! I typically called them "Habiscam" but nobody would know what that means lmao 😂

Funny that, that comment stuck lmao! Yeah, my father is into some fuuucked up shit and my grandfather followed suit (not the same family, different sides). Pretty sure my grandfather was into stuff beforehand though. The hard part was whether a part of it was mental illness (doubt it because he deep down, knew it was wrong) or if he was just a "sick" person.

@@gingercowgirl5358 so sad ☹ .. fortunately didn't take away your smile

@@canadacitypreppers Absolutely not! 😁🤗 I refuse to let abusers take away my happiness.

@@gingercowgirl5358 what kinda "stuff" . Like weird mormon shit or something? Very disturbing. Sorry your family went through this.

@@evanbalgordantihatedotca1339 P*do stuff and inc*st stuff.

Thank you so much for watching the whole thing!! Haha I don't think many people will sit through that lmao. A lot of cringe. I've got to get better at being in front of the camera 🙃. Indeed though, the world is turning a direction I never thought imaginable 3 years ago. But here we are... how are things over there? How are you doing? I enjoyed your old videos 🤗

@@gingercowgirl5358 ruclips.net/channel/UCh8LSa9lxFo6XATk07ls9tQ

@@gingercowgirl5358 I typed out a long reply, but RUclips deleted it :(

@@gingercowgirl5358 here is my other channel

@@gingercowgirl5358 where I work on vehicles instead of trees

Hey! I just subbed 😁. I miss being in the wilderness! I try to go for a road trip somewhere naturey every week. Unfortunately scammy "covid" restrictions and mandates are still in place here so things are pretty rough. Communist country, ya know 😂. Seriously though, it's bad. Been thinking about another video just for updating on how things have been here. How have you been?

Thank you so much! More videos will be coming! 😂🤗

Yeah, that's what I've found as well, a lot of people don't truly care... and so they don't talk about it. I wanted my channel to be random stuff but also be able to get deep as well. Thank you so much for the support! ❤

Oh wow, I just quickly did a Google search on Osteophytes. That's crazy! How has your condition affected you? Do you have any information on Brookers' Scoliosis? If any treatments have worked for her, pain wise? How the disability has affected her later in life? Thank you for the info you already gave too!

@@gingercowgirl5358 When I needed an MRI for a hernia operation, they found a large watery type of cyst on my spleen and some osteophytes on my spine. I had the hernia fixed and spleen removed in the same operation at the VA in Manhattan. Mostly a laproscopic operation. Well after some problems with hernia stuff, two more operations. I guess the osteophytes are not a huge problem yet other than maybe an achy back of some sort. I try to not lift things too long. As for Brookers, I just seen a new channel, so I guess all the old videos have been deleted and maybe its possible to contact her, but there is also many others just the same. ruclips.net/video/2v0YNZka94U/видео.html

Thank you for the direction to her channel. I'm really curious to know more and see how other people might be surviving this awful disability. So it sounds like you've gone through quite the medical adventure but haven't had a lot of difficulty? Or did I totally misunderstand?

@@gingercowgirl5358 The osteophytes or pain isn't signifigant yet, I dont take any cure or pain medicine, but its still a bone disease to worry about. Hernia operations are very common I found out in the hospital. After the first operation, I had lesions causing digestive issues, then I got the hernia mesh in. Then there was a twisting or blockage issue next. I'm ok, I try not to lift heavy things. I need do loose some weight, 20lbs at least, but being too thin can mean weak stomach muscles and then hernia.

Haha yeah, I need to lose weight too.. tone up as well. Probably the same as you by now, 10-20lbs. I'm glad your situation isn't severe yet but it is still definitely a situation to be aware of for sure. Your health is number one.

Haha yeah, I really don't want to talk about my back hurting 24/7. I generally don't even complain about it because, what's the point? The purpose of this series was to educate people on different disabilities, being more compassionate, and our protected rights under the Human Rights Code. I don't have any issues though explaining or talking to people about my disability and what my specific situation is like 😄

Indeed, I was referring to the butterfly effect relating to free will and a causality. I do also agree with everything you said. I mean, its weird because the little or big choices that we make, typically we think of them as our own choices.... but as you said (and I agree with), those choices really weren't ours if you went far enough down the line. I just think it's a pretty interesting and fascinating topic and concept.

For someone with no free will, you seem to guess alot. 🤣 🤣 🤣

@@Everyday_Richard Who? 😅😂 I am seriously just very curious and understand some of each side.

@@gingercowgirl5358 was making an observation of original comment lol

@@Everyday_Richard Ah, I see.

Thank you! Unfortunately I don't see things getting much better for me. I am doing one thing in the far future that will help one aspect of things but as far as the others... I doubt it. Your comment was so kind! 😊

Their birthdays, their anniversaries, and literally every other day that they have together. And very rarely do you ever see the girl getting anything for the guy. It just feels more fake to me how its traditionally done rather than having a special day, spontaneously themselves.

100% this was an attempt to open the conversation. I am far from done talking about it but unfortunately because I have been in a deep depression for about a week now, that was all I could muster. There are many, many things I will be talking about in future and some things that I honestly don't think I can share because certain people might see it... believe me, depression and mental illness is a HUGE thing for me. I really appreciate and value your feedback and hope to continue to receive it. ❤ I am open to all criticisms (constructively) and feedback, as well as just hearing about how people feel.

Lol well, I try to be at least. Always improving though 😄

Honestly, thank you so much! That meant a lot. I'm definitely excited to be able to edit - that won't be easy either as even now, I can't watch my own videos 😂. But I am proud of myself for pushing myself this far. I HATE when popular RUclipsrs use jump cuts and crap to hide their awkwardness - that's what I want to keep! I just wanted people to know that I'm not naturally a rigid dumbass lmao 😂😅

I've actually heard that! I'm definitely going to be moving somewhere more "wintery" eventually.

I definitely agree that generalizing any group of people is a problem. You could be right about Candians just sounding nicer when they are angry or being rude. I think we still sound like plain ole assholes but then, it's kind of bias for me to say that lmao. And yes, I too, worry about the kids being kept inside and away from real interaction. It's quite bothersome actually. I live in an apartment building that has quite a bit of children in it and I'll be lucky to see 5 kids on any given day, playing outside. It snowed here today, the first decent snowfall we've had all year. Not a single child aside from mine was playing in it or at least getting fresh air. Wall-E was an incredibly depressing movie... I definitely see the comparison. Which is sad.

Thank you so much! ❤ I will be watching the video you linked later today as well - thank you for sharing that with me! Habitat has and will continue to only get worse which is a slap in the face and frustrating but there isn't much left to do. We have since sold our Habitat house so thankfully, no longer have to put up with all of that crap (for lack of better word lol). The buyers are converting it into apartments so it'll be an investment property.