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You know what made me feel better while w/d'ing off of subs? getting back on fuckin heroin and then tapering down by smoking foils instead of loading sharps. That suboxone shit is awful, worse than methadone.

Someone once told me that there are no free rides. Pills, alcohol, Kratom etc. I’m sorry that you now have to deal with that. I’m ten months in and once thought of Kratom but passed. I’m done with the crutches. I have to believe that one day with complete abstinence will pay off. I hope. Thanks for the videos.

Thank you 4 the video somebody gave me some told me that it will help me for my restless legs that I suffer from and now I’m withdrawing. How do I get through this? It’s really hard and if anybody read this, please give me some advice some good advice and for you making the video I appreciate it.🙏 god bless you 💯💯💯 stay strong

I always only take subs about a hour after I wake up I started cutting my strips in half I said half after 4days then 4days later down to quarter one week later cut in half three days later done for over 3yearsnow tee fuckin haw

This channel is best because i hate the videos where people just complaining how shitty they feel. I been thinking how people get so ill because i am now at the day 21. Three weeks is now done. And i used bubrenorphine 10 years straight 8milligram tablet per day intranasal. I crushed the pill and snorted 4times a day 2mg per line from the table. I wanted to get that straight because it feels like everyone takes suboxone films/strips. My subutex pills did not have naloxone in them so i was able to snort them tabs. But i just jumped straight off from 8 milligrams. Didnt wean off anything. Just quitted. And i have survived three weeks now. And i am not dead. Im not perfect condition yet. But this all has been bearable for me because i just felt im done. I am holllow of my old self. And i want me back. I got one life. I am 37 years old and have job, family etc... but this substabce ruined me. And all of you can survibe from this. But man... i love your videos because you dont demonize the process. There are too many channels where there is no positivity in peoples videos. And those videos makes other fellas feel so desperate because the think evwrything is shit after two or three weeks. And that is bullshit. I snorted 8mg 10 years straight and im more fullfilled by life now than ever before. If i can make it this far. You all can too. Much love❤ stay strong everybody ❤

I lost my insurnace and im about to run out. Ive been on suboxone for 12 years. Im terrified to go through this.

Im on day 208. Its possible! Sucks but worth it. Anxiety is the worst!!!!!!!

I’m starting day one from 9 years now I’m scared of the pain but seeing you overcome it helps me to push on thank you and wish me luck

I need a friend that has been through or going through this please someone reach out. My boyfriend has never used opiates or anything and he doesn’t get me. I feel all alone and like a gross loser. Anyone reach out please.

Dude you are a rock star! Good job

Cold turkey, that takes balls. I get it and it sucks but I highly recommend you slowly cut down. At least cut your dose in half every week. Anyway good luck man.

Day 36 here in 2024, was improving but I'm suddenly an emotional wreck, crying at rhe drop of a hat, like sobbing, hyper as hell during the day, yes, my sweat is off, dripping sweat at mt job, still yawning repeatedly and here and there throughout the day the violent sneezing hit me. I must say, my severe liver pain, no appetite, brain fog and overwhelming look of " man, she must be dying appearance", is improving day by day! Im using weights, climbing trees and praying big time! Thank God! These doctors myst be stopped! I'm 46, full dentures. Could it have caused it? I'm sitting straight up , no alarm, not me, and up , energetic and ready to climb my trees in the yard, and stretch, be barefoot, enjoy nature, which has such healing frequencies!!! U was on sub since 2018, and niw 36 days off! But wow, this is no joke! Doctors trued to convince me i couldn't live without ut. Fu$$ubg criminals!!

You have 2 of the best videos on RUclips..... your first and last. Good mf'ing job

I have been clean from opiates since Dec 30, 2020, all bc of Suboxone… i too never ever puked from opiate withdrawal… i had diarrhea, restless legs, sneezing, yawning, cold/hot sweats etc… but I always felt lucky that i never puked. I have had it easy as well bc i always had access to money so i never had to resort to H, i just always bought more pills…. But suboxone has saved my life… I remember watching this video still highly dependent on pain meds and im, so glad to ve watching this on subs now… proud of you.

Lol buddy said not a horror story no shit your on day 4 your probably feeling great n confident😂😂😂😂 unnnntilllllll…..

Day 3 and struggling 🤦‍♀️

Day 3 sub withdrawal. H for about 8 years. Used sub to get off H 41 days ago. I’ve only used subs about 30 days total but I’m getting off it before it gets harder. Thanks for making me smile. I really needed that.

No it's a horror story

Showers are legit for withdrawal people talk about tapers I just don’t think I’m the type who can do a taper I’m a all or nothing kinda guy idk

I laid in shower for 1 hour a few hours ago … day 5 now

The government wants people hooked on this stuff. My Dr has never even seen me and I get 30 8 mg strips a month. I put half in my safe and use kratom. I hate Suboxone. Does nothing.

Have alot of Red kratom available. Alcohol, for night klonopin for day. I have a ton of Diphenoxylate or lomotil for IbS. It’s a mu against but very mild. Within a week I was feeling better. Also had adderall too. Not Imodium. Lomotil. Zofran too for nausea.

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Thank you for your story.

Going through it now again 13 years on Suboxone after trying it to get off painkillers. Dumb doctors don't know crap about mgs and tapering most of them

I went a week and that was all I could make it. When does it curb?

I hate suboxone. I fukin hate it. Hate my doctor. It ruined my life. Ruined my entire life. Im almost crippled from it. Ongoing allergic reaction. Dependent on 24mg before I realized I was dependent! Love and Respect. Never take this drug. Kick pills or whatever any other way! Puh lease ❤

Im doing this now i tappered down to 2x 0.4mg tabs so 0.8, its a long week im on day 4 it takes a day or 2 to get going with subutex and last longer but half as bad withdrawl from 1mg watery mouth runny eyes and guts like a washing machine but nothing like a full cluck so im already right in my head im not leaving the house watch tv and nap for 7 days then back to work . Im 50 years old and been doing this shit half my life cleen up relapse hope this is the last time getting cleens hard enough staying cleans the next bit after the shines worn off

Kratom definitely helps with Suboxone withdrawal physically and mentally but it wrecks your stomach.

15 year for me im 39 but September ill be 40 and fokin free i pray

Yeah feel that too . Just weeping and begging god to help me . Then start laughing like a lunatic because wtf would they make something that does us like this WHYYYYY

Got that color back..thats great.. i just watched your day 2 video and u were pale..looks like black and white to color tv

Ive withdrew from h many times. I have never thrown up or had diarrhea.

Today is Day 1 taking Suboxone from getting off of kratom as a user of 6 years. My withdrawals are very severe. So I enjoyed watching these videos. I relate to them on a real level.. it’s very very difficult from what I’ve gathered also, if I can get off Suboxone as quick as possible once my brain has adjusted, the sooner the better. I don’t want to be on Suboxone long term as I see a lot of other people’s videos having a hard time getting off. I certainly don’t want to trade one addiction for the other. it’s been some time since you’ve updated and were taking kratom here so I’m very curious. I really hope you’re doing well!

I am so glad your video is here now it gives me hope I’m only 24 hours in 14 years on Suboxone and I have to be off of it by the end of the month if I wanna stay on my other medication that I need. I’ve only been able to get today five in the past. I’m happy for you and thank you and I needed that laugh.🙏🏻

Thank you so much, I’m coming of 14 years of subs🙏🏻👏🏻 congratulations to you and God bless you

Did you have anxiety coming off it?

Of course now the shot comes out and people are getting off without withdrawal. When back then we couldn't get that luxury smh

It’s the lingering effects that take 6-12 months to finally shake loose. The sleeping and bubbly stomach lasted for 6-8 months for me. Energy took over 2 months to get back to near normal.

I’m on day 36 clean I’m so happy

You did it bro congratulations, now never take another opioid for longer than 5 days. Or never ever again

Day 27

I have opiate use disorder for a little over twenty years. I have used I’v many of those years. I was on methadone for a little over seven years successfully tappered off after a long difficult tapper but I didn’t suffer any severe withdrawals during my tapper just some slight body achs starting a few hours before my next dose as I got down in my dose. I stayed clean wile on methadone didn’t use or want any opiates however I relapsed a few weeks after I came off methadone as cravings suddenly came back and I slipped one day used and couldn’t stop using. After a few months of using everyday and trying to stop cold turkey with no success I went on suboxone. I didn’t like the suboxone After a few weeks on it I stopped cold turkey and continued to use opiates. Since then the last about 8 months I been using opiates and taking suboxone days I never had any opiates just to not get sick. I tried a few times by just taking subs for 4 to 6 days and stopping but I just keep on relapsing. Unfortunately I think my body is used to the subs now and my withdrawal will include subs and opiates. I just went a 5 days on subs stopped everything and after four days started hurting with full blown withdrawals it’s a different kind of withdrawal similar to opiates but different the stuff is not meant for people to get off it messes with brain chemistry to much and the long half life makes withdrawals last much longer than regular opiates. It will push people to there limits and drag on far to long. I want to be clean off everything I really do but it’s so hard. Suboxone lowest dose is 2 mgs so the medical community expects people to stop at 2mgs but at 2 mg 80% of opiate receptors are saturated that’s a huge dose to quit at and will cause severe long term withdrawals. There should be like a 0.25 mg tablets or film. Many people use the strips and at home simply cut it up in a bunch of lower doses and tapper like that. I have done tons of research read thousands of comments on suboxone forms RUclips etc.. many people are as low as like 0.25- 0.5 mg a day and keep on taking that dose because they can’t handle how they feel the withdrawals after they stop. Big pharma age all about money they don’t want people getting off suboxone. I used to think suboxone was easy to come off much easier than methadone but now beleave it’s harder. A good friend cold turkey methadone and suboxone at fairly high doses. He said the suboxone was actually worse in ways. Mainly subs wd lasted longer than methadone and it also caused severe depression, anxiety more so tham M. However the methadone WD caused more intense pain, body achs, the level of WD from both are insane, severe dopamine dump, anxiety, insomnia, diarrhea, depression, restless legs, etc.. a slow propper tapper is the best route it’s long and you will experience some slight wd as you go but nothing compared to cold turkey night and day difference. Subs having a lowest dose of 2 mg makes it difficult, pills can’t be evenly cut up to equal doses, film is needed and for witness doses which many pharmacies do you can’t break out sizzers and cut up the dose so that day you have to take a full dose. That reason makes me uneasy and shows a level of crookedness by big pharma. I’m considering Kadian for for my opiate matience now but having trouble finding a doctor we’re I live, it’s slow release morphine sulfate last a full 24 hours and I hear it’s much easier to tapper off. I have personally taken morphine sulfate in the past and found withdrawals not as bad as other opiates like oxy, diliuid, heroin, fentanyl etc.. morphine wd pain mainly is less severe and that’s the biggest one for me I can’t handle hurting bad for long periods of time. Goodluck to anyone struggling getting clean can be done and it feels so good to be clean. My comment is to long but if anyone has any questions on tips ect. I have lots of tips how to detox and things to take etc.. to make it easier. I have successfully quit many times got over the worst part my problem was staying clean. Twenty plus years doing this I learned a thing or two. God Bless

Day 20 here, why the hell am I not okay? I’ve used Suboxone for 5 years. The acute withdrawal symptoms are gone but the restlessness and aches are still there.

I bet u relapsed haven't heard from u in 4 years

You brought up a good point. What is 100%. I'm almost 55 now and been on opioids for 15 years and subs for 5. I'm day 58-59 now and I'm questioning what is 100% with me. I've always had lower back issues but now my left shoulder hurts like I got a tear and wrists are hurting like I've got arthritis. I feel these drugs have been making pain issues I'm having now. Most will say go to a dr then and I would agree but I lost my insurance and that's why I'm almost 60 days off subs. I'm still holding out and hoping the longer I'm clean that these issues will fade in time. With that said I can still work a labor intensive job I just need to be more careful with how I work smarter not harder!!! Things do get better after sub use!! I have a 30 year old son that the other day gave me a big hug and said to me there you are that's the father I know and love!! That was the icing on the cake for me!!

You look much better as the videos go on bro. I'm ready to jump off, I don't want anything more. I'm at 4-8mg a day. I need go get off Subs to get my license back, and I'm tempted to just jump, but I have to work. Tempted to try anyways, and push through it. I have worked through fentanyl withdrawals, so, this cant be much worse, right? Although, I am worried to meet my clean self again. I havent known him since he was a teenager. Im 32 now.

I started taking subs because I was taking opiates for a couple years and some sold me a fake 30 that was straight fent luckily I only took a half and it almost killed me. I’ve been off subs for 8 days now feeling ok just can’t sleep and dreading going back to work Monday. I work in a freezer for 10 hours a day it’s going to be rough

Your great 👍

Dude I know all about that Suboxone withdrawal it took me 3 months to get over the physical part it's by far the worst withdrawal I've ever had and I've detoxed off almost everything