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hey!! 😂🎉

I thought he was gay. This is odd.

I needed this so much today! ❤️ Hoping you all are doing okay.

This breaks my heart in a million pieces. I hope you are doing well this day. You are so strong. and in this day and age you will be heard! We all believe your story and the people who did not believe you back then were fools. I will never understand these evil people. Sending love and prayers your way♥️

I am sorry, how are you doing today?.😔

How are you doing today?😔

Very sorry.😔

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What are your fear foods and why???

I’m pretty sure this is gonna be me in that many years. It drives me crazy that I count every little little calorie. I hate it I hate it I don’t know how to stop I hate my body though but I hate counting calories but i do it anyway

Don’t be sad my sister did the same to me she didn’t like me just because I am me. the way I live think and even joke she just hated it and hated me for that. Now i don’t speak to her . 😢 just remember that your life doesn’t stop at her steps you don’t need her you are better off without her don’t hate her but you don’t have to live any kind of a relationship with her. I am so sorry for your situation just be happy. 🥰

Is this woman still alive?

sounds like you should eat more?

Wishing you all the best in recovery 😘😘💖

Your not anorexic do don't look like it at all like I was anorexic and you don't even come close

Ive been recovering from anorexia for almost ten months and im at a lowwheight and got the first cold ive had in years,it sucks since im generally outside all day with breaks in warm places then go to my rentedroom to sleep a few hours,i dont have the time or money to eat all i need or stay inside all day,got to be up and out bt 650 am tomarro and get in twelve hours later!i hope im healtht enough for this to just go away,but im really super close to fourty so we will have to see

Im 26 and have had anorexia for 14 years already. The damage this disease has already done is terrifying. I already have severe osteoporosis. My bone density is the mean average of an 85 year old. And thats only the damage on the inside. I too was sexually abused as a child by my father.

The 10,000 clicks is only if your channel was made 1 month ago

I feel your pain

love u to 💜

great topic Tommy!!! I hope some day you will be able to eat your fear foods, Alex. I hope you can try to eat more and not let your Ed win Alex. do what you can. I don't want you to to end up back where you were. you have fought so hard. i believe in you!!!!

thanks for addressing my topic. I know everyone seems to have a scary moment. whether they have a heart attack or are in a coma, or whatever. i am so glad you were saved!! my personal scary moments is I would have seizures while driving. I would get all disoriented, my hands would shake uncontrollably, and I could not figure out where I was going or what i was doing, but I still kept driving. this happened a few times, and I don't know why it happened while driving, but it was definitely scary. once I came out of it, I was sweating and panicking and had no idea what happened.

I am so happy Alex that you are actually on a meal plan. I think having those Amy's vegan meals is an excellent way to both get in your nutrients and getting a healthy calorie intake that goes with your morals. it is also a good way to keep portions in check and not over indulge if you are prone to binging. ideally, when you are recovered, it would be great if you could just eat intuitively, eat when hungry/stop when full, without all the measuring and calorie counting and all that. it will come someday. you are doing so great!

I agree with you on your advice to those who are using it just to feed their eds. I love your morals girl!!

thank you for answering my questions. I had a disagreement with my therapist on this. she felt it was too rigid and too obsessive that it was feeding my eating disorder. however, I got her to agree that me choosing to eat vegan foods is a step in the right direction because it is a better alternative than starving or purging.

I will try to see you on you now when I can. I am always here for you honey and you can message me anytime. I am sorry to see the turn that RUclips is taking.

I'm here to support you always and be on younow with you Friday x

It's sickening and there really is no point for us small channels.The only option is going to another platform as this is dying

I am Derrick <3

Such brilliant info on meal planning and fear foods,as this is something we struggle with and especially for those without support x

scariest thing that ever happened as a result of your ed

Hi Alex we should do a younow on Wednesday at 7am again. My question for topics are how to properly meal plan for recovery,and how best to get back to eating fear foods,and your tips for ways to beat behaviours in times of our eating disorders xx

What is an eating disorder? Who am I? What is this channel about? How would I know if I have an eating disorder? Am I disabled? Who are we? Why are we here? Sub to my channel? Shout out plz? <3

Loved this and so agree about the forms of restriction and why it works for one yet not another x

Totally agree that treatment centres don't understand veganism due to some using it as a form of restriction.

what are your thoughts on some eating disorder treatment centers viewing veganism as a form of an eating disorder? how do you justify your ethics and reasons for being a vegan are not just a symptom of your eating disorder? what advice would you have to others who are using veganism just as a means to restrict and are not necessarily doing it for the right reasons?

Would love to hear about calorie requirements and proper meal planning in recovery,and how we can often hide behind things like digestive issues as way to not gain weight in recovery,which is really just the eating disorder trying to use excuses to keep us sick.Also would love to hear your thoughts on why people should never critique someone who is vegan in recovery as what works for one person won't for another.Hope you have a lovely weekend my friend x

I think on your last q&a Saturday Justin had a good topic for Tuesday. it already was Tuesday but I don't know that you made a video. so I guess my idea if you post one later would be what are your thoughts on how the eating disorder treatment teams sometimes view veganism as an eating disorder? often times I think they see it as too rigid and obsessive and that people who have eating disorders see it as an excuse to further restrict. how do you justify your ethics and verify that you are not using veganism as another version of an eating disorder? what advice would you have for those who do use veganism just as a means to restrict their diet?

great response to the question Alex! you are so knowledgeable on the topic!

I love Tommy's question. I have never gone inpatient. I just have done outpatient therapy, but being at the hospital with my therapist or dietician felt like my safest place.

I am sad you didn't get to go skiing. i love skiing. I would totally be your ski buddy. I wish we were closer!! but your horse therapy sounds amazing.

I am so glad you have Holly to help you out!!

sorry about the losses in your life.

I suck at being a good RUclips friend. i was so busy with work that I didn't submit any questions. I'm sorry honey!

great advice, as always, honey!

ed often just replaces a past abuser. my abuser was my dad, and Ed has replaced him as my abuser. he says the same things to me that my dad told me. one of my biggest motivators to fight my Ed, is to not let my dad win for once.

the best thing we can do is learn how to separate our thoughts from Ed's thoughts. we think that Ed's thoughts are our thoughts. once we can separate the 2, it is easier to see how unrealistic Ed is.

see this is the educational stuff that RUclips should not block from certain ages. great information. you keep doing what you do and I hope we can get RUclips to stop discriminating against mental health videos.

you will win Alex! I believe in you!!!

great advice. I hope this reaches those who need to see it!! I believe you can win this fight! you are working so hard and I am so proud of you Alex!