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I am so sorry for your loss. I went through 2 miscarriages. 1st one was about 4 weeks. 2nd one was a Etopic pregnancy and I lossed my Fallopian tube. That one I landed in the hospital and I was lucky I didn't die. After that, we tried and I couldn't conceive. I hear your pain and I pray you heal and are at peace with what's happened. A coworker of ours, her daughter became pregnant at 16 a wanted the baby to have a better upbringing than she could give. We adopted her baby. It was a boy. On Dec. 14th hes turning 24 this year! He's been a blessing to us.

My heart goes out to you. You're beautiful and I just know this birth will be all good I think Leo will be watching over you and his family.❤️

Came here to check on your rainbow baby and so happy to see you’ve had Sienna!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤

I could feel your aching, the highs and lows. I wish you immense joy going forward. You are a wonderful mom. Thank you for sharing your Leo.

I’m so sorry Holly. This is heartwrenching. So very sorry for the loss of your precious baby Leo.

I had my first little baby yesterday that was stillborn. We see on the scan on July 26th that her heart stopped beating (today is Aug 2nd). I did have the gift of natural delivery for her so we were able to have our parents come to meet our sweet Rosie. She was so little and my heart is aching

I'm so sorry for your loss of Leo God bless you.❤

I’m so happy for you ❤❤❤

My angel returned to heaven a week after he was born. I’m a nurse too. Many many regrets. I feel I failed him as a mom, too. Having to plan out an autopsy, a burial, many major decisions have to be made when I haven’t accepted his death. It’s very hard on the dad- yes. I feel you 100%. Don’t be hard on yourself, is what you’d say to me, but ironic how we can’t offer ourselves the same empathy. Good luck to you ❤❤❤

I’m so sorry for this loss and also my question. I’m pregnant an super scared of anything happening to baby. I want a natural birth so much Do you think If you had a c section while he was still kicking would he be alive ? I’m sorry for this question I just want to learn as much as I can Do you wish they gave you a c section earlier Could you have know before if the cord was wrapped around so tight Could the professionals have recommended something to prevent this horror??

I’m so sorry for this loss and also my question. I’m pregnant an super scared of anything happening to baby. I want a natural birth so much Do you think If you had a c section while he was still kicking would he be alive ? I’m sorry for this question I just want to learn as much as I can

Moms need to stop going past due dates. Its a higher chance of stillbirth after 40 weeks because the placenta starts to struggle.

Please keep us updated on your third baby❤

Holly❤my heart goes out to you. Sending you love 💕 Feeling your pain, as I lost baby too. Hang in there ❤

So brave to tell your story and (unless I misunderstood) I am so sad that you were let down by your midwife - surely no one should get to 40+5 weeks without being in hospital with constant monitoring! Even at just over 40 weeks mums are often induced to get things happening. The shock and grief you describe is just awful and I really hope you get lots of help.

I am so sorry for your loss 🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻

I’m sorry for your loss and all of you who have lost a baby but…a C-section is no more dangerous than a vaginal delivery and actually I know a lot more horror stories from vaginal deliveries. Actually you just named one of the reasons that kill moms and that’s babies getting stuck. Live babies. My son got stuck and had bruises on both eyes from forceps. He was born healthy after the C-section that saved my life too! He weighed 9ibs 12 ounces. My cousin had a baby the month before that weighed 11lbs and it was a mess for her but her baby lived but they had to break his shoulder to get him out! I had three C-sections and the last two were very easy. Morphine is horrible I agree. The last C-section I spent maybe ten hours in hospital.

Holly tfs. As terrible as it is your story will help others get thru it. God please give you peace in your heart and never forget baby Leo your first born baby boy.

Dear Holly, I have to agree with you that the dressing up, pictures, etc. of the dead baby is confusing and I don't know if I agree with that. Many ears ago, I went to an exposition called Body World. What struck me the most was the private small room, on the side, closed by a curtain, with foetus of different ages. They were put on a little black fabric on the display and there was music, very low and calm. To me, it conveyed the reality of the beauty of life but also of the reality of death, as I fathomed that these mini babies had belonged to someone, who grieved the interruption on their little life.

Now you are gonna be on my mind until I know you are holding and nursing a healthy baby boy update please

God Bless ❤

Thank you for telling your story. It resonated with me so much. The emotions and events that you experienced are so similar to mine. Delighted to hear that you are now a happy family.

Halley, I appreciate you telling your story.. I think it's a sad, Horrific, But beautiful story it were you told it?. Please don't have any regrets of your time with your son.. You did what You could do at that time.. Who knows what Anyone would do given your circumstance.. I think you were remarkably strong. I can't imagine all the things that you're brain went through. And what you're thinking process was.. I think it also would help me if I talked about my son like that., You can't just forget him. He was human and he was born. I hope things sincerely get better for you and your husband, And I pray that this new baby will be healthy and Happy. Many prayers For you and your family. Teresa. Jackson, Michigan.

Thank you so much for your testimony. My husband and I lost our first baby girl on October 14th of this year. I’m 7 weeks post-partum today. She was my first ever pregnancy. I’ve never experienced any pregnancy before her. And what hurts more is that my pregnancy experience was just amazing. No nausea, no aversion to foods, no preeclampsia, no GDM… She was born asleep at 39.4. Just yesterday I learned she passed due to an umbilical embolism/thrombosis. Having that bit of knowledge helps me in some way, it gives me some form of closure. We definitely want to expand our family and your story gave me so much insight on what emotions might come up when we choose to have another. Your baby boy will always be there with y’all. 💞 I always try to comfort my husband and I by telling ourselves that our baby girl wouldn’t want to see her mommy and daddy sad. It’s been so tough. Thank you. ❤

My deepest heart condolences for the devastating loss of your precious baby boy Leo. God Bless You a d Your Family. ❤😢❤😢❤😢❤

I lost my daughter Nova to sids at 6 days old last December. I got pregnant 3 months after and am expecting another daughter in 28 days. Came to your video cuz im losing my mind with anxiety and needed to hear another mamas experience with this so thank you I totally understand wanting another boy. I wanted another girl too and I got her but my husband wanted a boy cuz the girl was too painful for him at first. We are so excited now though but again really anxious.

Thanks so much for sharing, my baby boy was born sleeping on Wednesday and we’re devastated. I’m going to contact Petals. Thanks for sharing your story openly and honestly❤

So very sorry Holly.

OBG. No midwives.

Such a beautiful honest story that is so important for people to understand that women can go through. Im anMidwife wands was very closer to my ladies and be there in the hood and hard times. Gods bless you. Much love 😘

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Best wishes for your upcoming delivery 😘🙏🏻🙏🏻

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Best wishes for your upcoming delivery 😘🙏🏻🙏🏻

Oh, Sweet girl. I wish I could reach through my computer and hug you!

What a beautiful, but yet devastating story. I’m completely sorry that you had to go through with that, but I’m so happy that you were able to receive your little bit of “sunshine” at the end. The way you took care of Leo for the little time you had with him, shows what a great mother you were with him and that you are going to be for your baby girl. I hope everything went well with your daughter ❤!

Thank you for sharing. I lost my Freya last week at 39 weeks. Your experience really does help me and I am sorry you had to go through this but I am glad to see you managed to get pregnant twice after that harrowing event. Good luck and sending lots of love and blessings ❤

Thank you for sharing. I lost my baby at 39 weeks, 5 days ago. I realised each successful birth is a true miracle. I miss my baby girl so much, I do wanna get pregnant again but I am scared. I agree it won't be a way to replace her, she is part of the family now even if she is not here anymore.

Congratulations! Hope I can have my baby again after losing my first boy at 35 weeks two weeks ago. It is so hard.

Congratulations on your rainbow baby! Came to watch this video after losing my son Hassan at 35 weeks. Your video gave me hope, I just want to a baby asap. Its so hard to wait to heal😢

Everything you say. The lack of purpose and wanting to be pregnant asap. It’s Henrik’s first birthday this august and we’ve still not been able to fall pregnant. The life or death feeling is how I feel everyday since we lost him. The fear of he was it, he was our miracle. It’s so not about replacing them. Sorry for commenting so much, I just feel everything you say and experience it all too.

We had 7 early losses and then we were blessed with our miracle boy, he died at 41 weeks weighing 9.3lbs he was so long and big, I had started early labour and was checked the night before and all was fine. So much of what you said I experienced myself too. I profusely apologised to my husband because I blamed myself. My little boy had so much meconium too we thought that was what caused it at first. I had a bad infection but it was prior to his death but also because of the meconium. My placenta had lesions and infected parts of it. He died from hypoxia officially. He was back to back so it was an agonising labour and I have large memory holes but I luckily had a wonderful birth and he somehow turned the right way on his way out, I was with it for that part, I loved feeling him come out. I’m so sorry all what you went through.

Your grief will get softer but never go away. Leo has a wonderful brave mummy..he lives through you❤️

Holly, my heart breaks for you and your husband. Leo will always be with you and watching over you both and your new baby girl. Bless you

Everyone wants a c section

I am so sorry for your loss. And I am thrilled you've been able to continue with your family. 🩷🙏🩷🌷

Beautiful videos. So glad everyone is doing well. 🩷

I lost my little baby girl Iris Joelene on March 12, 2023. She was born sleeping also. Love to you and your little baby Leo.

Sorry for your intense pain over the passing of your son.🙏

I CANNOT believe they didn't immediately perform a c section as you requested. Omg I can't imagine what you went through. I am horrified. Thank you for your story. Everything you said resonated. On a VERY separate note, I cured 30 years of migraines by cutting out seed oils. Apparently it's very likely seed oils are the cause (look for Dr Berry and migraines on RUclips). Just want to help because I know how it feels ❤

Thank you for the follow up. You are so delightful and strong. I am not sure if you have tried counseling, but if not I would definitely recommend talking to a professional. I cannot imagine what you have been through and I am so sorry for the loss of Leo. 🙏❤️

I think therapy is seriously what you need to enjoy the beautiful children you have been blessed with . Leo wants you to live & be happy with life & his siblings that no doubt he is there watching over you all...what I can say is that your fear is absolutely natural as a Mother & then put what you have been through in top of normal parenting anxiety but my advice because I did this type of behavior with my 1st born .. so blessed my baby born at 27 weeks survived but my fear crippled my child's childhood & she has such bad anxiety she is legally disabled due to hé debilitating Anxiety, panic attacks & severe depression. My over protective nature really caused significant damage. I don't blame you one bit & that's why I do believe therapy would be really beneficial to you and your family on a long-term basis does not have to be in tents or anyting just something to keep you focused on the good in the positive and not living in fear and anxiety you know life that's just not fair to you after all you've been through you deserve this joy and happiness and a little boy up there is rooting for you and and wants his family to be as happy as I can possibly so do it for Leo show him how strong mommy is and just learn to heal a little bit from that grief that is robbing you of your joy and peace❤ I hope that makes sense? Just a little advice that's all and I wish you the very best congrats on all three of you are beautiful children❤❤❤