Addicted To Pain
Addicted To Pain
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Talking Maintenance Medication and Addiction with Brian from My Path to Freedom.
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Talking Maintenance Medication and Addiction with Brian from My Path to Freedom.
Lesson’s learned! Pushing forward! Never give up, Never Quit!
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Lesson’s learned! Pushing forward! Never give up, Never Quit!
Some of my military keepsakes.
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Some of my military keepsakes.
Not the video I wanted to be making tonight. I’m sorry guys. I failed. Not giving up though!
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Not the video I wanted to be making tonight. I’m sorry guys. I failed. Not giving up though!
Suboxone Recovery/Withdrawal Day 5/FEAR
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Suboxone Recovery/Withdrawal Day 5/FEAR
Suboxone withdrawal Day 4 / Night / How to get through the nights of early acute withdrawal.
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Suboxone withdrawal Day 4 / Night / How to get through the nights of early acute withdrawal.
Suboxone RECOVERY Day 4 / Afternoon / Actually Wrote Stuff Down!
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Suboxone RECOVERY Day 4 / Afternoon / Actually Wrote Stuff Down!
Suboxone withdrawal Day 4. Being honest with the people who care.
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Suboxone withdrawal Day 4. Being honest with the people who care.
Suboxone Withdrawal Day 4! Turning the corner!!!
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Suboxone Withdrawal Day 4! Turning the corner!!!
Suboxone Withdrawal Day 3 Night
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Suboxone Withdrawal Day 3 Night
Suboxone Withdrawal Day 3 / Part 2
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Suboxone Withdrawal Day 3 / Part 2
Suboxone withdrawal day 3.
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Suboxone withdrawal day 3.
Quitting Suboxone Day 2.
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Quitting Suboxone Day 2.
Quitting Suboxone! Taking my life back…Again!
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Quitting Suboxone! Taking my life back…Again!

Комментарии

  • @skipper6567
    @skipper6567 17 дней назад

    I feel ya. 15 yrs on 8mgs. You need more exercises pushups every hr while awake am/pm. Remember 50 hrs half life im down to .06 every other day and you need weeks at that tiny dose. It took years to get here, dont rush. You need 14 days to stabilize. Then down. Imodium is great.just start taper again no big deal, plus dude you have emotions again. You can get off with zero effects, TAPER and your never sick, physically. PS Im self employed so i get it, no excuses,put on big boypants, Time will never be right or min it will b another 10yrs cuz im afraid. No. U survive on subs, alive off.

  • @FabioSilva_14
    @FabioSilva_14 18 дней назад

    I wish I could sleep. Going through day 5 and I haven't slept more than 2 hours within 5 days. If I could sleep just a couple of hours it would give me strength for the next 3/4 days

  • @nopastorpresent
    @nopastorpresent 2 месяца назад

    Shane, really hope you are ok! Please let us know when you get a chance. we care about you!!

  • @Rob-h7i1z
    @Rob-h7i1z 2 месяца назад

    Day 3 from the last dose of suboxone isn't really withdrawals. I'd say day 5-7 they begin becoming significant. By day 7 it's bad. Suboxone and methadone are a long haul In terms of feeling better after quitting.

  • @journeygang149
    @journeygang149 2 месяца назад

    Day 27 no suboxone..... came off 1mg cold turkey took it every day for 7 years.

  • @cecilialopez1001
    @cecilialopez1001 2 месяца назад

    Hey I have a question do you think suboxone withdrawals are worse than opioid withdrawals ?

  • @automaticflow975
    @automaticflow975 3 месяца назад

    You only quit because you was broke. You get them off the street probably as well

  • @automaticflow975
    @automaticflow975 3 месяца назад

    If i make it 3 days. I aint going back

  • @braudhadoch3432
    @braudhadoch3432 4 месяца назад

    We will always talk ourselves into a reason to use. Making deals, excuses and reasons

  • @01bmw325xi
    @01bmw325xi 4 месяца назад

    Addicted since 14 yrs old, at 68 now and I punished myself trying to quit. So much time struggling but...now I remember those days feeling close to death and that thought keeps me sober along with a low dose of methadone. You too will succeed just stay the course no matter how many times you stumble of this I'm sure.

  • @YourlashTherapist
    @YourlashTherapist 4 месяца назад

    I didn’t know about rockin Roberta, it’s so sad to hear. Her videos helped me out back in 2015 when getting off sub, and here I am again, 9 years later and just jumped off sub at .325mg on day 4.5 looking for hope, again

  • @y_aim_at_uaim4415
    @y_aim_at_uaim4415 4 месяца назад

    Love you brotha ❤

  • @y_aim_at_uaim4415
    @y_aim_at_uaim4415 4 месяца назад

    Please I hope this does get to you but man I’m so sorry I’m going through this now this is the second video I watched I truly understand you I feel alone in this just reaching out

  • @y_aim_at_uaim4415
    @y_aim_at_uaim4415 4 месяца назад

    Thank you I felt like you was talking to me as a bud seriously I just want to give you a bear hug I’m going through it right now you made me tear up and even made me talk to my phone like I’m talking to you love you brother I don’t know you but I feel what you went through and I’m going through it now 😢

  • @adecentname2886
    @adecentname2886 4 месяца назад

    You haven’t posted in a while, hope you’re doing well brother🤘🏼

  • @mahapralayaavatara6447
    @mahapralayaavatara6447 4 месяца назад

    If you were to go to the HR department and or EAP ( employee assistance program ) and notify them that you have a substance abuse problem and that you wish to seek treatment they cannot fire you by law.

  • @Imtardeddurrrrrrr
    @Imtardeddurrrrrrr 4 месяца назад

    Hope you come back around brother , i hate being on sub so much , i think about going back to hard stuff cause i feel i can come off that crap easier haha , dumb right ? Yea i know lol. But i could definitly use some friends to help me on my detox journey, i know i have to do it for myself but i know enough about it to not jump into it too soon without planning. Shoutout from knoxville tn. My names corey i used for 15 years, been on subs for 2 , most would say ive done a 180 but i dont feel even close , but im not giving up , and anyone readin this just know your not alone and that you are worth the effort . Atleast thats what im trying to tell myself . God bless

  • @Imtardeddurrrrrrr
    @Imtardeddurrrrrrr 4 месяца назад

    How are you doing brother

  • @justusbryant7366
    @justusbryant7366 5 месяцев назад

    Thats crazy that the withdrawls are still bad from .25. Wow! Thats some powerful stuff.

  • @justusbryant7366
    @justusbryant7366 5 месяцев назад

    Did you quit?

  • @Shonschannel
    @Shonschannel 5 месяцев назад

    My withdrawals lasted 6 months, not letting up at all. I fought as hard as I could but I gave in as well. Its hard to do. If your still on them look into Suplicade shot. I’ve finally been off Subs since June after getting my first shot and I have no withdrawals. It is a life saver. Its very expensive if you don’t have insurance, like $2500 shot.

  • @Shonschannel
    @Shonschannel 5 месяцев назад

    I went through 6 months of withdrawals after 15 years on Subs. I gave up and went back on them till this past June. I got the Suplicade shot and haven’t touched Subs since.

    • @pigeonsil240sx
      @pigeonsil240sx 5 месяцев назад

      ive been struggling 9 months off methadone does the suplicade make you feel better?my paws are gnarley still, also how hard is it to come off sublicade?

  • @fenderstrat7547
    @fenderstrat7547 5 месяцев назад

    going thru the same thing now bro was on subs roughly 12 yrs total misery I imagine you are clean now a year later you are a inspiration and I thank you for your service my friend

  • @rickp3753
    @rickp3753 5 месяцев назад

    When I tapered off in 2022, the symptoms BEGAN at day 4. I tapered slow and low so it was only insomnia and akathisia. I was never dopesick. Now I'm free!😁

  • @Davids-kt8sh
    @Davids-kt8sh 5 месяцев назад

    Avoid smoking 🚬 and coffee they make my legs and withdrawal worse

  • @TexasASF
    @TexasASF 5 месяцев назад

    You can take FMLA to rehab you get paid and u can go to detox or rehab. Idk just trying help

  • @justusbryant7366
    @justusbryant7366 6 месяцев назад

    Did you ever get off this stuff?

  • @lynncook7981
    @lynncook7981 6 месяцев назад

    It feels like ptsd to me. Once you go through so many times it just takes the life out of you to fight through it like I use too.

    • @CrashOutTiming718
      @CrashOutTiming718 Месяц назад

      I can relate to this so much! I swear i mustve detoxed frm subs a dozen times. I even went close to a year

    • @lynncook7981
      @lynncook7981 Месяц назад

      @CrashOutTiming718 I just got off methadone again and going on 3 months. This time was the hardest thing ive ever come off of. Felt like a dark cloud was all around me. If you on subs? Try sublocade. 1000s of people say one shot all you need. They never withdrawal but you still might have mental stuff for little while.

  • @murkstalinskitm5334
    @murkstalinskitm5334 6 месяцев назад

    My friend how are you doing now? Haven’t seen any videos for a long time and just wanted to check in.

  • @taylorburtis
    @taylorburtis 7 месяцев назад

    I keep coming back to these videos to help soothe my nerves. Currently just over 6 full days since my last dose, and I’m surviving. I’ve missed a couple days of work, but I am hoping that it will be easier to manage come Sunday. I refuse to go back now, I’ve never made it an entire week!

    • @ronniekuklinski
      @ronniekuklinski 6 месяцев назад

      Hey man check out sublocade, seriously I used 16 milligrams of suboxen daily for 8 years, one shot a month and now I am 8 months no suboxen or W/D symptoms and also now no shot at all! Either way, you got this 🫡💪

  • @jessicabishop8892
    @jessicabishop8892 7 месяцев назад

    Love this video, giving me hope ! Trying to get off suboxone to have a baby not born on subs ❤

  • @benshotyou
    @benshotyou 7 месяцев назад

    yo what mg were you on? and for how long??? how the fuck are you feeling this good on day 4???????

  • @whocares4464
    @whocares4464 7 месяцев назад

    Man this lady is a freaking angel man! Seems so genuine

  • @whocares4464
    @whocares4464 7 месяцев назад

    Man recovery is a Rocky road full of pot holes!

  • @whocares4464
    @whocares4464 7 месяцев назад

    Sub less is more! For me after being on it for a while and 2-4 mgs is plenty for me where I'm at. Getting lower than that is where things get tricky so I'm taking it slow

  • @whocares4464
    @whocares4464 7 месяцев назад

    Yes i did a slow tapper on methadone from 110 mg a day down to 0.25mg a day and that took me about six months of tapering and towards the end i was taking it everu other day at 0.25 for a month and then every third day for about a month and i started missing doses going four or five days and the third time that happened i flushed the last of my methadone! Life happens, got back on opiates and I'm on subs now. Down to 2-4 mgs a day and lowering slowly. Fixing to drop it down to 1-2 mgs a day and staying on that for a while. I've left myself wiggle room on my dose because some days i may need more so i allow that little wiggle room. Usually tey to keep two days low and one day higher. I'm tapering down to 0.25mg a day and then start stretching that to 36 hrs between doses, then 48 hrs between doses and then three days between doses before i jump. This method worked so good on methadone so I'm doing it with sub. Ive jumped off a few times and made it up to 7-10 days and went back on sub to avoid opiates lol taking it slow

  • @МузыкаЛеса
    @МузыкаЛеса 7 месяцев назад

    Мне тебя не жаль , ты имеешь то,что заслужил!!!

  • @hibaali3797
    @hibaali3797 8 месяцев назад

    YES SLEEP IS HARD RESTLESS LEGS STOMACH CRAMPS BUT ITS PART OF THE PACKAGE. I JUST TELL MYSELF IM RECOVERING FROM A OPERATION RATHER THAN RECOVERY.... TRUST ME IT DOES GET BETTER, IF YOU NEED TO SLEEP, SLEEP. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING DONT. TAKE EACH DAY AT A TIME EVERYONE...MAY GOD GIVE YOU ALL STRENGTH AND DONT LOOK BACK.

  • @hibaali3797
    @hibaali3797 8 месяцев назад

    HELLO EVERYONE FROM THE UK ,,, IV TAPERED TO 1.4mil FROM 8mil. YOU HAVE TO WANT TO DO IT AND REMOVE ANYONE WHO ANNOYS YOU. ITS BEST YOU STAY ALONE AND FOCUS ON YOURSELF. IF I CAN DO IT ANYONE CAN, ASK GOD FOR STRENGTH AND INNER PEACE. SHANE IS DOING IT AND HELPING US ALL, PLEASE STAY STRONG FOCUSED AND STICK TO THE PLAN.

    • @HappyHermitt
      @HappyHermitt 7 месяцев назад

      I'm tapering as well but have to jump off soon. I've dealt with insomnia, restless legs,and minor gut problems legs, from just the taper. I quit my job in order to get off. I have to do it before my money is all gone. I'm too old for this.

  • @NICKATEEN916
    @NICKATEEN916 8 месяцев назад

    The lack of energy is the worst

  • @Галина-л4ф9ч
    @Галина-л4ф9ч 8 месяцев назад

    Желаю вам справиться! 🙏 Надеюсь у вас всё наладилось. Мира, добра, здоровья. Берегите себя!

  • @МузыкаЛеса
    @МузыкаЛеса 8 месяцев назад

    Был Шейн и нет Шейна ... Как тебе спиться, дружок ? С совестью всё в порядке? Всё, что с тобой сейчас происходит , это бумеранг . Привет тебе из России !

  • @JaneTorres-u2j
    @JaneTorres-u2j 9 месяцев назад

    Thanks brother for sharing your story i im on this year’s trying to get out still trying all the best!!!

  • @LoveyDoviee
    @LoveyDoviee 9 месяцев назад

    What most people don't know is when a woman is going through opiate withdrawal one of the symptoms is serious vaginal discomfort. Imagine the feeling you are having in your legs but in the vagina. To Any of my females watching this no one tells you about that and it's seriously horrible

    • @aleksandergjengst782
      @aleksandergjengst782 5 месяцев назад

      Holy moly😮

    • @NateStone-o4g
      @NateStone-o4g 17 дней назад

      same with the penis it feels pike it needs to pee 24/7 but it doesnt and it hurts

  • @sunkissed4261
    @sunkissed4261 9 месяцев назад

    Came across your video. Thanks for your update. I'm currently going through this pain. I keep telling myself everyday gets better. I take cbd to help calm my nerves and restless at night. The vision thing is crazy. I had to take my contacts out and wear my glasses to give my eyes a break. I also want to add, tou have a calming voice too. Your calmness helps. I'm smoke cigs and when I wake up at night I smoke cigs. I know its not the best but it helps me relax and go to sleep again. I'm a mom and I have to take my kids to school, cook, clean, laundry etc. So when the kids are in school I rest. Your right I have to tell myself not to fear my body is healing. I started watching this video and heard your voice and said to myself "get up and do the dishes." Gotta get it done within 22 mins the length of your video. Even finished before the video had ended. To anyone out there, you are not alone❤

    • @biankabay5546
      @biankabay5546 29 дней назад

      Yes, not to fear, our bodies are healing. This has helped me. On day 4 of no subs

  • @courtneymonroe1210
    @courtneymonroe1210 9 месяцев назад

    Im watching these a year later. But had to comment. God is with you and wants you to live a drugfree abundant life! Please pray for me. I want to get off subs in the very near future. It saved my life but it has robbed me of my life also.

    • @fenderstrat7547
      @fenderstrat7547 5 месяцев назад

      I'm on my 10th day now with no suboxone it's been total misery but im finally starting to see progress and feeling a little normal again and I can tell you it feels so amazing to be off that garbage I had to write bcuz you said it saved your life but also robbed you of your life and that touched my heart bcuz I know exactly what you're saying and I feel your pain I want you to have your life back and i pray for you to someday be free from the hell of suboxone it's not easy to quit but i know if I can do it you sure can as well...I truly wish you all the best my friend

  • @JayWhite-dv9tb
    @JayWhite-dv9tb 9 месяцев назад

    I'm on 1 sub a day and it's got me,I'm trying to cut in half but it's hard

  • @JayWhite-dv9tb
    @JayWhite-dv9tb 9 месяцев назад

    Yo it's the lonelyest at night cuz everyone normal,is asleep and your wide awake I know how lost and lonely it is,Sucks waiting for daylight

    • @SarahRichardson-x2g
      @SarahRichardson-x2g 7 месяцев назад

      True jay minutes go like hours when in withdrawal and everyone asleep like u get sleep after using late at night 😅

  • @GettoCowboy
    @GettoCowboy 9 месяцев назад

    Thank you brother… I’m on day 5 now from 2 to 1&1/2 to 1 now nothing bro this 💩 is painful for me after 25 years of taking something everyday of my life then 16 years of subs. I don’t drink at all I can’t sleep tho and my legs and feet hurt bed asf. I have 3 young beautiful girls who need me and I NEED TO DO THIS PLEASE 🙏🏼 HELP FOR ME THANKS FOR YOUR STORY MAN… God blessed you brother 🙏🏼💯🇺🇸👏🏻

    • @whocares4464
      @whocares4464 7 месяцев назад

      Congratulations brother! Man I think you are the longest I have ever heard about using subs this long. I think it was 12 years ago when I first heard about it

  • @dannyj7618
    @dannyj7618 10 месяцев назад

    how much subs are you jumping of from, and how long were u on it?