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Better z-z-z till the very next day.

during my college years I had to go to a city far from home. Though i had family there, i had to be away from my friends. However, i manage to make new friends in campus, and in the debating community, which within it consists of debating clubs from different campuses, kinda like a union of sorts. I came to know one person from this community. This person was very important. He was the beacon of the community, the one organizing joint practices and occasional hangouts. I became close to him, to the point of considering him a best friend. We would hang out in his apartment almost everyday, go to arcades, and many other stuff. The pandemic hit in 2019, but somehow we still comunicated through our group discord. Fast forward a year later, i was doing my final project from home, we rarely contacted each other at that point, but when there were debating competitions we had to manage, we would always meet online. We got to talk within the group discord. One time he promised to organize a bbq gathering once the social restrictions were lifted. Well, just like the other stories in this comment thread, it never happened. 2021 the community was devastated to hear the news of that persons passing. I sometimes like to imagine what would it be like, had he not go so soon. I even cursed the world saying that if someone had to go, it should've been me. He was more significant, more shining, more important than me. But alas, the world isn't kind. It makes me and everyone sad to always remember the smiles and laughs he brought to our community and friendships. If there is an afterlife, or reincarnation, perhaps we could fullfill the promise of that bbq gathering with everyone else. The main point is, cerish those closest to you. You never know when they'll suddenly dissapear without warning with no chance of seeing them ever again.

There needs to be a discord for this wholesome community

My bra is still noisy

i feel like this guy is depressed because "she" left him

I lost someone very important today. My highest rank soldier in the current xcom 2 wotc campaign. A combination of bad luck and a stray overwatch shot hitting an explosive tank. I couldn't get him out without putting the rest of the squad at huge risk so... I had to leave him behind as he bled out. All I can think about is how I failed him, failed everyone. I know it's supposed to just be part of the experience and we all go through it, but he was with me for like 20 or 30 missions. The temptation to give in to despair and load the save is always there, but I'm trying to make positive changes in my life. Trying to commit more, to the iron-man. It's just hard. I miss him a lot.

Huh! I wish i would be able to control my mind.... but my is controlling me .... :(

Uh w-why do you said h-help?😓

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completely fucked up 🙂.

How did I miss this 😭 wish I was there to chat with you all! Hopefully I’ll be in stream next time

I was searching for the chicken nugget meme.wth.WHAT?! HELP ME!

Nice

Something keeps trying to get it my room

I love you.

i wish everyone who is reading this, healthyness and success in life, and even in the hard times keep your head up, because only like that you can see the stars!

Привет из России (Калининград)😊😊😊

Привет из России)))

Nuh uh im still eating dinner 🥶🙏🏿

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As a diver, this gives me a strange déjà vu

good music

The summer always gives me a severe case of the blues. The snow is just so therapeutic for me and the cool air makes me feel so alive. Love this video, thank you!

Kira if you see this, I just wanted to say thanks for using me as a tool for nothing but moral support. I hope you got far with it asshole...

Great music!

I file my taxes to this

2:00:00

fck I went to bed a little too early and now im awake at 3 am and crying while reading comments

Pulled an all nighter cant tell if this helps or if its making things worse

Me at 5 am

....My body feels numb...empty...but I feel like that i had something to do someone to...love to protect but i feel numb,empty as i doze off i feel myself fading within the nightmare I have again and again but there's this light that waits for me that i cant reach will I ever make it out or will i always be stuck in a dark cold nightmare but as i feel myself fading i feel a hand grasp my face and I see her my body trembles as i feel this emotion but i don't know what it is as i see her smile i tear up not of sadness but of joy of love and familiarity a nostalgic feeling drowning me in a calm ocean with a breeze of light but as I smile i feel the world darken as i go numb giving up hope as i see her fade away just as fast as she appeared now drowning in numbness I feel myself fade away completely as i close my eyes i see my life and her flash before me and I smile knowing its the end......as I give up i know that i lived a good life and had many good people with me but its my time and i smile as death hugs me with its calm embrace and my eye's go dark lifeless as a single tear rolls down my eye i give in and hug death back fading away fully.....my final words to those who see me are don't give up you have something to live for unlike myself to love, and protect someone you care for and love so don't give up live on knowing your the one who can change your own world.....

It's 2:40 AM and I didn't expect RUclips to just one that I'm awake

Creepy I like it

....My body feels numb...empty...but I feel like that i had something to do someone to...love to protect but i feel numb,empty as i doze off i feel myself fading within the nightmare I have again and again but there's this light that waits for me that i cant reach will I ever make it out or will i always be stuck in a dark cold nightmare but as i feel myself fading i feel a hand grasp my face and I see her my body trembles as i feel this emotion but i don't know what it is as i see her smile i tear up not of sadness but of joy of love and familiarity a nostalgic feeling drowning me in a calm ocean with a breeze of light but as I smile i feel the world darken as i go numb giving up hope as i see her fade away just as fast as she appeared now drowning in numbness I feel myself fade away completely as i close my eyes i see my life and her flash before me and I smile knowing its the end......as I give up i know that i lived a good life and had many good people with me but its my time and i smile as death hugs me with its calm embrace and my eye's go dark lifeless as a single tear rolls down my eye i give in and hug death back fading away fully.....

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man, this BGM is nice for those baths in the middle of the night when you can't sleep, think about life or just for sleep. I won't get tired of listen this <33 (i feel weirdly warm and safe with this soundtrack lmao)

Y’all it is 4:25 AM is it wraps for me?

Haha its 2 am rn crazy yt feed reccomendation

aint no way bruh, it's 2:08 am and this is the first thing that popped up

It's 3:00 am right now, and I need to be up early tomorrow morning. I'm tired, and I'll be tired tomorrow. Sometimes I think I'll never be not tired, and it's my own fault. Sometimes, I take a nap and ignore the world for a bit. Sometimes, I can't fall asleep, and stay up wondering. People grow up, and they change. It's nice to have places like this where people can come and leave a snapshot of where they are in life, so they can come back and see how far they've come. Some people won't come back, and this will be one more thing they leave behind. (I get far too introspective when I'm tired. If you're reading this, thank you.)

2:49 AM So this just got recommended to me... huh

red was always a nice color on you

Being awake at 03 am is so normal to me that I often forget that the worst thoughts come after 21:00.

Wow I got called out youtube video. Hah. Kind of funny actually. But not shocked. My sleep schedule is messed up. Insomnia is a nightmare but we ball jk. The comment section is oddly wholesome, but maybe that's a nice thing. I'm probably gonna boot up the sims, throw some headphones on and just vibe while listening to this. And, maybe it's cheesy, but I wanna kind of use this like a time capsule/letter to myself, so if I lose it in my likes or gen forget about it, im reminded of it through likes or replies. To future me: -Our dog, Lucy, is asleep on our bed. By the time I'm finished with this, I've unpaused the video on the TV so Lucy stays calm. Funny to discover Lucy likes Risshella videos, but then again, we used to fall asleep to her vids -There's bottles on our desk we need to take out, need to do it in the morning lol. -Our DMs our open to one of friends, REMEMBER TO MESSAGE HER YOUR SILLY ROBLOX STORIES! -You still to answer that one ask on our Rainhunter ask blog. And update the "Asks open" thing lol -Also remember to make a TTCC blog. We decide on that. You forgot to make it when we did lol. -You are doing okay. Maybe just for now while writing or maybe forever, but for now? You are alright, you have friends who love, a dog who loves you, and the whole future ahead of you. I'm nearly in tears writing this, but hey, that's sometimes happens in our self reflections, right? Just remember, you're loved. Please stay hopeful. -Sincerely, past you P.S please stop bottling up our emotions, we have sketchpads. It's alright to draw vent art or write vent stories. We're human, it's okay to feel pain and wanting to express it in healthy ways than bottle it up <3.

I don’t know how to say it other than “I needed this”

I am fortunate. I will start with that. My name, I'll be honest bc it doesn't matter, is Daniel. I'm the fifth with my name so whenever I do official documents I have to put the fifth and sometimes digital ones don't have that option. Just a minor inconvenience but I find it funny. My grandparents have taken care of me for years now. They are the best people I know. But like anyone else, they have flaws. So do I. I have so many. My parents too. Our family of flawed people makes for a sad story but when you look past the flaws, accept them. You see a heartwarming flame that burns in it's core. My grandparents bless me with opportunities almost no one else gets. Our modern education has opened so many doors for me. I can be whatever I want and it's all at the tip of my fingers. They are talented verbal abusers as they don't believe in physical punishment. They interrupt and yell a lot when angry. I realize now that whenever they yell I start to cry. It's not that I can control it. When I am yelled at I start crying whether I want to or not. I fear it's from trauma but I feel inside that I refuse to believe I have any. I admit that once I was coerced by a girl at school to do something sexual. It was nothing overly serious like the r word but it was basically sa. I didn't want to do it but I did it. I stayed a virgin thankfully. I have an amazing girlfriend who I hope to marry one day even. But yet I am still alone. My grandparents as much as they try, I don't feel a connection to them like I do with my gf. Renee is what everyone calls her, it's her middle name. She completes me. With her the world feels whole. Without her I feel empty inside. Most of the time I am without her. My mom left me and my grandparents a few years ago at this point. She chose drugs over me. She could have stayed. Now she is back and visits me once a week. I visit my dad on the weekends but he's stuck poor and abusive. An alcoholic who was given an unfair life and takes it out on others while drunk. I do feel bad for him but I don't forgive his actions. He was abandoned by his family but that's no excuse. Everyone has their struggle. Their own problems to deal with. I am not scared of him, I tell him when he is being too much or being extra. If not for his sake then for his girlfriends sake. He shocked me when he actually went physical on her. It's the only time it ever happened but who's to say it doesn't happen when I'm not there. I want to call the police but he's my dad. I don't have to betray him, the only one who he feels is loyal to him. Only person he truly cares about. I don't want to lose my dad. But have I already lost him? I don't know what to do. I always feel so empty and lost. Renee is the only one who keeps my heart and soul intact. Thank you so much if you read all of this. I have spent the past hour and a half just reading these comments and I have cried twice hard, hard for me at least. I never cry but here I did. You people are amazing and I am so thankful to be reminded of the safety that can be found in places like this. Away from the worlds problems.

NUH UH IM ASLEEP

Can someone please tell me why this reminds me of the pale city

Seeing this video title after binge watching thomas mulligan and aperture freaked me the fuck out ngl