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get some fitness going on, wights in particular, youl be super saiyan soon

You may get anxious doing fast pace high workload jobs but at least you can do them. I have always wanted to have and keep a job. Your lucky.

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With looks like that I'd have nothing to worry about

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Hi :)

Well, I'm takin' my time, I'm just movin' along. You'll forget about me after I've been gone. And I take what I find, I don't want no more. It's just outside of your front door. ~ Boston (1976)

If you are complaining about me indirectly, I had several problems that led me to stay away from some people.

Are you sharing a flat then?

Be well. I hope you're able to find peace and enjoyment.

Hi i just want to say that I like your ginger hair and also what do you like to sing? Lol

You really deserve to be happy. I'm on the same boat. No friends I can just turn to and talk about ny interests. No internet community. It sucks, but I really wanna start having a better relationship with myself. I'm still quite demontivated tho, a lot of hurt emotional wounds can do.

Yes.

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Congrats on figuring out your plot twist! I bet you felt amazing after having that eureka moment! Also, I watched an earlier video when you raised the issue of folds under your eyes(not something I have noticed). Re: general face skincare, you ever considereusing differin gel or an omnilux led light mask? They're not cheap, but you can prob invest in these things without having to sell an organ, and get some peace of mind. I'm probably telling you something you already know, but just thought I'd mention it just in case. 😀

Dear Diary, Anna just talked about herself for the whole 11 minutes.

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Hi how are you? Keep on writing and keep playing piano! 😀

mid way through I remembered why I subscribed. And that I "owe" U a cmnt from that earlier video. Today comes my advice I learned: "All the answers are inside. It just takes help from another to reveal them." U R not alone. That means your situation is not unique AND friends or professionals are a good support mechanism.

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ABSO BEAUTIFUL.

Hi again! the best thing you can do for yourself to be more secure is making yourself happy and not others. Don't depend on others to to gain happiness. Seek peace yourself and God. As a man I know exactly how you feel..

One thing you have get use to is friends come and go... the right ones stay...

Hi again. If you want to deal with society anxiety is avoid places that output stresses. You can also try to mentally block it out. But that's hard. Lol

Yes, but it's an illusion. The issue isn't with everyone else. The issue is with you. Deleting everything is the right direction, but it's for the wrong reason. Everyone else isn't the reason you need to be "alone/start over" it's you. There is something you're not dealing with that needs your full attention. You subconscious is telling you to focus. So you think deleting your "distractions" and starting again will fix the problem. But the problem isn't the distractions, the problem is within you. Start with your soul. Start being ruthlessly honest with yourself. This will take a lot of time. Ask Jesus for help Matthew 6 25-27 25 “For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is life not more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the sky, that they do not sow, nor reap, nor gather crops into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more important than they? 27 And which of you by worrying can add a single day to his life’s span?

If i saw irl ngl I'm approaching u with a slick pick up line and taking u out on a date , u need a man

The Western world is completely and utterly finished imo. Thats why a lot of people are feeling unsatisfied and depressed, i am beyond miserable and not even 32

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Are you Australian? Or british?

Why does this video look like it's from 2002?

Big same except I did it. Pros: it works. Cons: "pics or it didn't happen" is real. Sometimes you need to burn it all down, take what's good of what's left, and start again. Shedding skin is a healthy process. Even the cleaning and reorganizing. There were three separate times I didn't eat or drink anything for a week (don't recommend that part). Everything you said was relatable. Not all of it was healthy but the bad has passed and the good was worth it. I have no regrets. However, it is an unfortunate reality that we need evidence of our lives. Almost like a resume. There is distinct value in having a trail of where you've been in your life that you will lose if you get rid of everything so evaluate wisely.

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Because the pressures of life and traumas you don't have time to address you want to escape. Totally normal!!! Rethink your time schedule and be creative <3

Ive been going through the same feelings lately and its difficult to know if what you are doing is right or not. I went through all my stuff just like you said and wanted to get rid of it all but found I still have a connection to all these things that I also feel I want to erase. I really want to reinvent myself but im lacking in realistic direction. Depression got the better part of me and I quit my job about a month. Definitely not the smartest move because I am now struggling to find a job that I feel like ill actually want to stay at, but it does feel somewhat like a fresh starting point even though I feel like ive pretty much hit rock bottom. Im 31 and it feels like every attempt to better my life or find a career that fits me up until now has been a complete flop. Id be lying if I said I didnt want to give up, but I know life doesn't work like that and something has to give eventually. I deleted my instagram about a week ago and I will say that I do feel slightly less distracted and more focused on myself and not comparing my life to others. Ive been thinking of letting go of Facebook as well but it is my only contact to a lot of people. I still might get off of it for awhile though because my gut just keeps telling me to do it and try to experience life again like I did before it really started to become a slight obsession.

Delete everything? Join the club

dump/archive with a friend (or hide in a weird safe place)... put old self in a box ... a time capsule mentality ... all our "crimes" that inspired our old self/art were worthy ...

It's funny, I used to identify so heavily with the "perfectionist" label ... now, it's probably been close to 10 years since I've thought that way and I'm only 26. I know the "delete everything" feeling very well, too. I think I last had that feeling a couple years ago, so you could say my life has been on a good trend since. I would say, use that feeling to hone in on the real issues, or the real change that needs to happen immediately. Use it as a "guiding light," for lack of a better term. The #1 person you should listen to - is yourself, after all. I used it to confront some longstanding issues I had with relationships in my life, unprocessed emotion, etc. It led to one of the most turbulent years in my professional life as well, but now I'm back at a job that I always knew was the right fit for me and most days .... I'm doing just fine.

you have a very calming voice u should make asmr

I've struggled with periods of creative burnout for years. What helps me having a break as soon as I started to notice the burnout or creative block. I won't try to fight it or get too stressed about it. I just accept that it's happening and that it's a sign for a break, and remind myself that it always passes. After about a week or two, I will then immerse myself in art, mostly music (as I'm a musician) and it will give me a burst of inspiration, and suddenly I'll be back into creative mode again. I just accept that this cycle is part of the process for me. Also I'd highly recommend reading 'The War of Art' it's all about creative struggles

social media can overwhelm me at times. if got to the point where i just removed all of my Instagram followers and followings and deleted the app,, but eventually came back a few days later or something because all of my art is on it

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I tried. Interesting, your view count equals your subscribers. I am impressed. THE answer is 42. If that does not make sense, there are more things to learn and experience. Keep life interesting.

Here's what I'd suggest. First of all try to get a better full-time job so that you have more stability in your life. Invest part of your salary into index funds. The earlier in life you start, the more it will grow. Then find out how much you'd need as a deposit for a house and how much the monthly mortgage would cost. Your bank can help with this or you can use an online mortgage calculator. I have no idea how much a house costs in NZ. I'd do all of these first and do yiur writing in your spare time. If you work less so that you can write more, you risk becoming a starving artist type. I don't think that's what you want. You should also set some clear goals for yourself. Get teh book Goals by Bryan Tracy. Then just work your way towards each goal. I'd pay the minimum off you student loan. As it's interest free, it makes no sense to pay more than you need to. I didn't buy my first apartment until age 31. You're not really behind the majority of people. It's important to set solid goals and plans. If you don't, it's too easy to drift along and get nowhere. Hope that helps.

YES! I feel that way all the time lol

I do this from time to time. It's great to have a fresh start. I helps to unclutter your mind.

i do it quite often

Comparison is the thief of happiness. I can see you are doing some shadow work. You are fighting the persona, the ego and your shadow at the same time. It's a conflict you will always win because in the end; we all realise we're perfectly imperfect. We are all forever growing and looking back on our scar tissue, it builds our character and our composition is both granted by our code, resilience, willpower and strength. This is why the phoenix represents the most primal of elements: the fire within. Fire can both destroy or it can provide warmth.