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I need a hug.. Anyone..? I have been really stressed.. School is hard and I am always forced to put on a fake smile so that I never make anyone sad...! I'm basically spilling my guts to strangers because no one will want to listen to my problems.. And even though I am having a hard time with life, my mom fails to notice that and always tells me to clean my room.. And my dad yells at me too much.. My crush friendzoned me.. My bestie is drifting away.. Im trying to be happier and take care of myself.. But I cant.. At this point Im just crying every night. I have no purpose of living... No one likes me.. I have lost my girlfriend because she was being inapropriate.. No one accepts me as a therian.. No one accepts me as a lesbian... Except for my bestie.. I am very introverted and have a hard time communicating with people.. I am having a hard time breathing lately.. Im on the verge of crying.. Its almost midnight... I am so tired but I cant sleep.. Its therian day but I cant tell my parents that I am one because they think that therians do inapropriate stuff.. These songs are my life.. Please..? A hug?❤

Yes you, I though i'd tell you something..... I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your accomplishments I love your failures I love your eyes I love your beauty I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your happy days I love you on your sad days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the days you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stresses I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel ok I love you when you're healthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in movies I love your taste in tv shows I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you're kind I love you when you're mean I love you when you're alone I love you when you can't feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you can't take life anymore I love you when you feel like it's too much I love you when you're asleep I love you when you have nightmares I love you when you have dreams I love how you believe I love you when you believe in yourself I love you when you don't believe in yourself I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love the way you think I love you problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love you when you're in pain I love you when you're hurt I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love you sass I love your creativity I love your voice (or lack thereof) I love you hand gestures I love your stories I love your wounds I love your scars I love your face I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when you're tired I love you when you're energetic I love how you look I love how you cook I love you when you're adventurous I love you when you're scared I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love you when you worry I love you when you talk (or communicate) I love your opinions I love you when you have a headache I love you when you have a stomach ache I love you when you help others I love you when you need help I love you when you're mature I love you when you're immature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you're responsible I love you when you're irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at 3 am I love you at all times I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love all of you I love you when you're you I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (THIS ISNT MINE BUT PLEASE PASS IT AROUND :DD) <3

random vent . .. .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. idk whats wrong with me whenever i feel almost happy i get a feeling of unworthiness like i don't deserve it and distance myself from the people that make me feel this way even when i don't want to actually i don't even know why i'm like this i feel ungrateful i have so much yet i can't even appreciate it when there's people who barely have enough and they can be happy and i'm scared to tell anyone because i feel fake what if it's just a season thing and i bother everyone plus all my parents will tell me to do is pray honestly i don't know how to even pray for myself anymore i don't see the results it's been over 2 years and i'm not feeling better i don't know what's wrong with me. i couldn't even tell thhe difference between fake and real friends till i met a group of friends that treated me so well and didn't hurt me everyday calling me fake and a lier then i started liking my bsf which i don't even know if it's like or the fact that ive never actually had a friend that treated me right until i met them and right when i was getting comfortable w them i had to move to a whole new place where everything is different almost everyone is fake and the people who i see as friends so far we have no classes togethher i only talk to them after school and my bsf from before isn't good w online communication and it's not the same i miss them so bad idk whats wrong with me it's not that deep i keep comparing everyone to them and all ive been doing is staying in my room listening to songs and drawing i just want to sleep cause i feel better but then it's barely anything people go through worse and i'm sad over moving and not being able to accept the things around me idk what to do thx if anyone read this it wasn't important but it was bugging me🥲

Watching this after my mom made me have a mental breakdown 🩷..

listening this after my parents fought

loved are you know to you want just I ...calming so is playlist This

i gotta move out. i really need to and i wantt to and im excited but i think hearing im moving out made my mum cry

This did comfort me💜 thank you 🩶

I really want a hug because I cried at my school camp and 2 woman teacher hugged me and I really want a hug again

The last time i relapsed i havent felt the same i feel numb but i try my best to be happy i cant anymore id had adream to go live in france once i grow up life is get just really hard for me its hard for me to understand things to I'd tried 13:31 i'd also listen to sad songs because htey are comfortable but then again make me feel sad ig

He didn't SA me, but he made me so uncomfortable I can't hug people without fear now, he's a pedo, and a horrible man

I've been having terrible mental health lately. It seems as the only thing that helps is being outdoors. I'm very young, not even in high school yet, but everyone seems to underestimate me. "Oh, no, you couldn't do this! It's much too advanced for you, young child." I've accomplished many things in life already. My parents genuinely think I'm a failure-all because I'm pansexual/aromantic/ and a demigirl. They also think that because I'm a therian. I can't help but not believe it. I'm sorry for this long vent.

This is my all time fav playlist!! <3

TW SA/R@pe When I was eight I got R@ped at a playplace for kids by a 21 year old I don't remember much but I do remember feeling so confused and crying on the floor for an hour straight and never telling my parents I just said I hit my face

No ones here so.. now its my turn. *Rises the moon* Liana Flores 0:00 Days seem sometimes as if they’ll never end Sun digs its heels to taunt you But after sunlit days, one yhing stays the same Rises the moon Days fade into a watercolour blur Memories swim and haunt you But look into the lake, shimmering like smoke Rises the moon Oh oh, close your weary eyes I promise you that soon the autumn comes To darken fading summer skies Breathe, breathe Breathe Days pull you down pull you down just like a sinking ship Floating is getting harder But tread the water, child, and know that meanwhile Rises the moon Days pull you up just like a daffodil Uprooted from its garden They’ll tell you what you owe, but know even so Rises the moon You’ll be visited by sleep I promise you that soon the autumn comes To steal away each dream you keep Breathe, breathe Breathe *Evergreen* Ritchy Mitch & The Coal Miners 2:40 Locked in a stalemate With a man who bars no hold Rock and a hard place He’s battering control What am i waiting for? Feet planted beneath My compass, my transport *This is Home* Cavetown 4:05 Often i am upset that i cannot fall in love but i guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you tired of me yet? Im a little sick right now but i swear When im ready i will fly us out of here I’ll cut my hair (Oooh,) To make you stare (Oooh,)I’ll hide my chest And i’ll figure out a way to get us out of here Oooh Turn of your porcelain face I can’t really think right now in this place There’s too many colours enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? Sometimes i think im dead Cause i can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But i dont wanna fall asleep just yet My eyes went dark (Oooh,) I dont know where (Oooh,)My pupils are But i’ll figure out a way to get us out of here Get a load of this monster He doesn’t know how to communicate His mind is in a different place Will everybody please give him a little bit of space Get a load of this train-wreck His hair’s a mess and he doesn’t know who he is yet But little do we know, the stars Welcome him with open arms Oh Time is (Oooh,)Slowly (Oooh,)Tracing his face But strangely he feels at home in this place Oooh *Coffee Breath* Sofia Mills 7:51 Ba ba dum Ba ba dum badumba Da ba bum Ba ba dum Woke up in your new apartment In your twin sized bed Coffee starting Don’t remember much All i know is that you talk to much Time to go Ba ba dum Ba ba dum budumba Da ba bum Ba ba dum You’ve got thos big blue eyes Drive me crazy Make me fantasize Bout you baby And you smell so sweet Like fresh picked daisies Call me Dahmer cause your heart’s so tasty Ba ba dum Ba ba dum badumba Da ba bum Ba bs dum And i watched you break Like glass, you shatter Said its my mistake, i make things harder So i tried my best To shut my mouth But all the thoughts i hod, dug their way put Ba ba dum Ba ba dum badumba Da ba bum Ba ba dum Said you can’t trust me I said it’s fine Because im not happy til i tell a lie Now my bedsheets mell Like your cologne And in our seperate worlds, we sleep alone Ba ba dum Ba ba dum badumba Da ba bum Da da dum Bada ba dum Ba ba dumba badumba Da ba bum Ba ba dum *Two birds on a wire* Regina Spektor 10:35 Two birds on a wire One tries to fly away And the other him close from that wire He says he wants to aswell But he is a liar I’ll believe it all There’s nothing i wont understand I’ll believe it all I wont let go of your hand Two birds on a wire (oh oh oh) One says, “C’mon” and the other says, “I’m tired” The sky is overcast and im sorry (oh oh oh) One more or one less Nobody’s worried I’ll believe it all There’s nothing i wont understand I’ll believe it all I wont let go of your hand Two birds of a feather Say that they’re always gonna stay together But one’s never going to let go of that wire (oh oh oh) He says that he will But he’s just a liar Two birds on a wire One tries to fly away and the other Watches him close form that wire He says he wants to as well, but he is a liar Two birds on a wire One tries to fly away and the other *Roslyn* Bon Iver 13:51 Up with your turret Aren’t we just terrified? Shale, screen your worry From what you wont ever find Don’t let it fool you Don’t let it fool you Down Dancing around Folds in her gown Sea and the rock below Cocked to the undertow Bones, blood, and teeth erode With every crashing node Wings wouldn’t help you Wings wouldn’t help you Dwon Down fills the ground Gravity’s proud You barely are blinking Wagging your face around When’d this just become a mortal home Now Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t let you talk me Won’t let you talk me Down Will pull it taut Nothing let out MY KEYBOARD GOT REALLY LAGGY AND SLOW BY THE END SO IM SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING MISTAKED I COULDNT CORRECT THEM 😭 Yess i typed this by hand and it was suffering 😂 Edit: i corrected most of the errors, lemme know if i missed any

Fantastic My friend

What is the name of the artist that made that second song? 2:55

Well I've learned my lesson and I hope you understand my advice. Never and I mean never allow your young siblings to make friends with older people. Even if they did , try not to get them too close. At least don't leave them alone together. I beg you. (Talking from personal experience as the younger sibling. You can save their lives.) Also I'm so sorry for everyone who's faced something similar. You're absolutely not disgusting I know how you feel. Please don't try to rip your skin even if you feel the need to.

oh i leave quite an impression~

I still remember a few months ago, when I was leaving a job, I gotta hug from my coworker whom I became pretty good friends with, it felt nice to have been valued not just for my work, but for my company… It’s at a point where I’ve been hurt by former or potential friends, and I felt I had no one around me, so i really remember that…

want to vent to someone. don't know where to start. i don't even understand my own brain.

You know, I never thought me being raped would have such a toll on my mindset, I've been sexually assault/raped basically since I was in diapers by my grandfather, I'm turning 15 on January and just a few months ago have I been speaking up more often to him, avoiding him more Now he lives beside me, but we barely see each other now. I want to tell someone so bad, to get justice, watch his life fall apart. But the other half is telling me to wait until he dies, stay quiet, because I'm so afraid of what will happen if I don't win at this battle and he tries to do something worse to me if he finds out I told someone.

I had a breakdown a few days ago, and I mean, it was really bad, especially since someone was there with me. They told me to think of something good, something that made me happy and when I tried, there was nothing, not a person, not a place or even a thing, and it wound up making the breakdown worse, to the point that I actually mentally broke. I have so much material wise, but none of it actually has a positive impact on it. Most of my stuff has meaning, but it's not enough. I feel really bad because they tried so hard and I scared them

Интересное видео, очень, но почему-то просмотров мало. Что-то с алгоритмами ютуб не то, а пробовали штуки типа ютифай?

For everyone who is sad . . . I give infinite hugs!! and there FREE! 😊🫂

My story When I was five my mom hung out at her friends house a lot. They had two kids, a daughter and a son. I was the youngest of my siblings, we were all three years apart. My brother hung out with the friends son. I was young. Nieve. So when my brother said it was a game, i gladly said yes, because i loved games. And he SA. It went on until right before my seventh birthday. Im still a virgin and i havent seen him in 5+ years. Im saying that to protect my age. I dont know what to feel. Hes my brother so i want to forgive him and talk to him.. but then again, he raped me. And i just dont know.

Lyrics?

Ive kind of veen SA'd it wasnt that big of a deal or anyhrhing basically what happened was i was a 9 year old girl and jaut emt this 14 year old boy and he tried using coercion and would not take no for an answer most of the time it wasnt anything that bad just kissing and ditting in eachothers hands but he did ask to do worse like ' pantsing' and " do you know what... Actually, nevermind,

I’m listening to this playlist. I don’t know how to put what I feel into words. I have a friend who I worry is drifting away from me. I have never been able to remain friends with the same person for more than a year no matter how close we were. I moved to a new school this year and I’m constantly scared that everyone there will just forget me. I’m worried that they’re all happier without me. I feel like I always try to give so much love to everyone but I never get any in return. But this want to be loved makes me feel selfish. I just want to be wanted, I just want to be told that people care about me, but to me that’s selfish. I feel like I will always be selfish until I give everything I have away and not want anything in return. I don’t want them to be sad, I want them to be happy. I prioritize other’s happiness before my own. But it makes me sad to see them happy when I’m not there. It makes me sad to think about how much happier they seem without me. I should be glad. I should be happy that they’re happy. But I’m not. I feel like an alien. I feel foreign. Not only in that friend group, but in that school. The place where I grew up. I feel like every time I’ve tried to salvage the friendship I’ve just made everything worse. I want them to be happy, and I just wish I could be happy seeing them happy. Even if I’m not allowed to be there anymore, even if it seems like my presence is unwanted. Sometimes, I just wish that someone would show me they care about me.

Tw: SA, Su!c!de by my best friend who would always say ‘‘it’s okay we’re both girls” and stuff like that even though I would tell her to stop. She would m@sturb@te to some books that she would show me and tell me that we should reenact the scenes. Later when I was at a sleepover with her and some other friends she crawled into my sleeping bag and y’know. I felt disgusting about it but I never told anyone because she was a pathological liar and I didn’t want her to spread other bad rumors about me. She would also tell me about her fantasies about me during lunch break. This all started when I was 11 and lasted for 3 years before I finally told her that I couldn’t be her friend anymore and she said she would k!ll herself if I left her. But I left anyways as I had heard the same excuse from someone else in my life and I just decided to block her anyways. But we were in the same class and it’s a really small school so I still see her a lot but thankfully we don’t talk anymore.

I miss my boy best friend :)

I sometimes listen to this to sleep, or when I need to calm down, so thanks for putting together this playlist ❤️🫶🏽

I can’t tell if i was SA’d but i got groomed and was sexualized on roblox

heh... I wish I didn't cvt to this...

I feel like I’m never going to get that hug…

I'm happy for you

Im a bad person and i know that, im lazy unfocused ugly fat and stupid. I hate myself and always feel guilty for everything ive done, ive hurt people and i can never forgive myself for that.

I hate being the oldest. I'm always the one comforting my sisters and letting them talk to me but I can't talk to them. They don't understand enough about what I go through to be able to listen. I give them hugs but they don't want to give me hugs or comfort me. I can't even talk to my parents about anything, I'm scared to. I'm afraid they won't understand. So I just silently struggle. I'm good at masking, so it's fine. I can just put on an act, seem like I'm happy and then burst into tears when I get home. But even now, it's so hard to cry. I haven't cried in a while, I don't remember what it feels like to let it all out. I want somebody that understands me. Somebody that will give me big hugs and hold my hand and reassure me that everything will turn out fine in the end, even if I don't believe it most of the time. Even if I have to force myself to believe that everything will be fine. I may feel like I've fallen and I may feel alone, but I have to force myself to think positive. Sometimes I need others to lift me up. If I verbalized myself, I'd get more help. If I verbalized that I needed a hug, maybe I could get one. If I verbalized I needed someone to vent to, maybe I could vent more often. But I feel like I'm just going to burden someone. One time I vented to someone and they said they felt bad for me and that they hated seeing me this hurt. Now I feel extremely horrible. I shouldn't have vented, or let anything out. I just keep talking and I overshare and then I am the idiot with the painted face, the trainwreck, the person falling apart. I can hold onto the strings. I can play around with people's minds, make them believe I'm fine, even if I'm falling apart on the inside. Even if I desperately want to embrace someone or vent to someone for hours. I just annoy people when I overshare. I speak too much and then they feel bad, and they want to help me but don't know how. Then they spiral. I make everyone around me spiral when I vent. I am contagious. My spiraling and overthinking is contagious. I just spread it to everyone around me, apparently. So maybe, I should shut up. That would be way better, right? Nobody would spiral, nobody would feel bad for me. Nobody would even notice if I stopped talking, probably. It would just be like nothing happened. It doesn't even matter what I say or don't say, nobody will notice. They'll just be happier. Happier without my input on things, happier without me annoying them or being clingy. They'll be more at peace.

I love this song its the first time ive heard someone say that grey eyes are an eye colour and that just made my day brighter thank you