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Voice of Soul
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Добавлен 22 авг 2017
Welcome to “Voice of Soul,” a unique musical journey where emotions find their voice. I am a passionate person living with bipolar disorder, and through my music, I channel my emotions, vulnerabilities, and experiences into powerful and heartfelt creations.
Each piece is a reflection of my inner world, capturing the highs and lows, the struggles and triumphs. My goal is to connect with others who may be going through similar experiences and to offer a sense of understanding and hope through the universal language of music.
While some songs and arrangements are created with the help of AI and various software, many lyrics are purely my own. The emotions I convey are genuine, and the background of each piece, shared in the descriptions, is a true story from my life.
Join me on this journey as we explore the depths of the human soul together.
Each piece is a reflection of my inner world, capturing the highs and lows, the struggles and triumphs. My goal is to connect with others who may be going through similar experiences and to offer a sense of understanding and hope through the universal language of music.
While some songs and arrangements are created with the help of AI and various software, many lyrics are purely my own. The emotions I convey are genuine, and the background of each piece, shared in the descriptions, is a true story from my life.
Join me on this journey as we explore the depths of the human soul together.
Whispers in Darkness: Heartfelt Violin Solos | Emotional & Depressed Instrumental Music
As someone living with bipolar disorder, finding friends who accept and care for you unconditionally is rare, and can be counted on one hand. I personally have only two such friends, and recently, one of them disappeared without a trace. This left me feeling deeply sad, broken, and alone, though I strive to accept it. It’s not the first time people have distanced themselves after learning about my condition.I channel my pain into a collection of instrumental tracks, "Whispers in Darkness," with the violin as the main instrument. These compositions convey my sorrow and the emotional struggle I endure. I understand that people may tire of my constant state of depression, but let me embrace ...
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The Dance of Demon and Angel - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 1 тыс.21 день назад
"The Dance of Demon & Angel" is a Gothic Rock song that dives deep into the tumultuous relationship between two souls battling their inner demons. Written from the perspective of someone with bipolar disorder, this track explores the intense highs and lows of loving someone with the same condition. The hauntingly beautiful lyrics, combined with powerful vocals and evocative piano and guitar mel...
Self Love Symphony: I Love You - Piano & Lyric
Просмотров 17721 день назад
This song was written by my sister after a heartfelt conversation we had to strengthen and support each other in our battles with mental illness. Accompanied by piano, the vocals narrate her journey of enduring endless challenges, rising from every fall, and standing strong on her own. It's a tribute to the resilience and the undying spirit within. Turn on or click CC for lyric Lyrics: I love y...
Tunes of Turmoil: A Bipolar Father's Love - Lyrics, Violin & Piano - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 2,6 тыс.21 день назад
This album captures my deepest anxieties as a father living with bipolar disorder. For years, my daughter has been my anchor and the reason I continue to fight. These songs, accompanied by piano and violin melodies, reflect my journey and the bittersweet thought of what happens to my role once she finds her own path and builds a life of her own. Turn on or click CC for lyric List of songs: 00:0...
Unleashed Fury - Epic Orchestra Music with Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.21 день назад
Unleashed Fury is a compilation of epic orchestral instrumental tracks, culminating in a heart-wrenching violin solo. This album captures my profound sense of exhaustion-"too tired to be tired"-manifesting into a storm of anger and concluding in a state of surrender. Enjoy this journey through the tumultuous emotions of a bipolar mixed episode. List of songs: 00:00 Echoes of Defiance 02:51 Rage...
The Darkest Bloom - Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 488Месяц назад
"The Darkest Bloom" is a heartfelt instrumental compilation that reflects my personal journey through the darkness of Bipolar Disorder Type 2 depression. Each note and melody embodies emotions, solitude, and the quest for serenity. This music is my expression of resilience, sharing my experience with you. The music was created by AI, directed by me. #BipolarDisorderAwareness #MentalHealthMatter...
Songs of the Silent - Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 1,5 тыс.2 месяца назад
Dive into the depths of emotion with “Songs of the Silent,” a collection of instrumental violin pieces that capture the raw essence of living with bipolar disorder type 2. Each track is a heartfelt expression of the struggles, pain, and moments of hope that define this journey. Let the music speak to your soul and offer a sense of understanding and connection. #BipolarDisorder #MentalHealth #Vi...
Dilemma - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 3783 месяца назад
And yes... I am a survivor of three suicide attempts. I tried to kill that demon... “Dilemma” is a heartfelt song that delves into the intense and ongoing battle with inner demons. Through powerful lyrics and a compelling guitar melody, it captures the highs and lows of this struggle, from moments of triumph to deep despair. The song ultimately speaks to the journey of acceptance and the realiz...
A Journey Through Despair - Piano and Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 5723 месяца назад
This compilation of instrumental pieces, blending the melancholic tones of piano and violin, is a heartfelt expression of my personal journey through the depths of depression as a person living with bipolar disorder. Each track encapsulates a different facet of the emotional turmoil and profound sadness that often accompany depressive episodes. From the overwhelming sense of hopelessness in “Wa...
King of My Room - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 1433 месяца назад
Welcome to my kingdom, where solitude reigns and creativity thrives. “King of My Room” is a gothic rock anthem born from the depths of isolation and the heights of manic energy. This song captures the raw emotion and fierce independence of living with bipolar disorder, particularly the rapid cycling between highs and lows. Join me on this journey through the shadows and light of my personal rea...
Tides of Sorrow - Piano and Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 7 тыс.3 месяца назад
Tides of Sorrow is a deeply emotional instrumental album that captures the essence of my journey through bipolar disorder type 2 with rapid cycling. Each track is a reflection of the intense emotions and experiences that come with this condition, from the depths of despair to moments of fleeting hope. I apologize for my absence over the past few days; I was experiencing a depressive episode. Th...
Waves of Silence - with lyric - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 9053 месяца назад
I’m excited to share my latest gothic rock track, “Waves of Silence”. This song is a deeply personal reflection on my journey with bipolar disorder, specifically the rapid cycling between manic and depressive episodes. After feeling powerless for several days, I channeled my emotions into creating this piece. It captures the intense highs and lows, the struggle, and the search for light in the ...
Graveyard of Dreams - with lyric - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 1854 месяца назад
“Graveyard of Dreams” is a gothic rock song that delves deep into the emotional turmoil of living with Bipolar Disorder 2, specifically the rapid cycling variant. This song was born out of the intense highs and lows experienced within a short span of 48 hours. The lyrics reflect the exhaustion and frustration of navigating these rapid mood swings, despite having reached a level of acceptance ab...
Dark Shadows - with lyric - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 3544 месяца назад
This is my original song, “Dark Shadows,” arranged in a gothic rock style with the help of AI. This song is a reflection of my personal experiences living with bipolar disorder. It captures the intense emotions of loneliness, insecurity, and the constant battle within my mind. Bipolar disorder is a mental health condition characterized by extreme mood swings, including emotional highs (mania or...
Shadows of My Past - with lyric - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 3,1 тыс.4 месяца назад
“Shadows of My Past” is a deeply emotional gothic rock song that delves into the struggles of living with bipolar disorder. Inspired by personal experiences, this song captures the turmoil of feeling left behind while those around you succeed. It reflects the pain of battling inner demons, the weight of financial burdens, and the relentless search for hope and purpose. Living with bipolar disor...
Angel by My Side - with lyric - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 6334 месяца назад
Angel by My Side - with lyric - Voice of Soul
Silent Scream - with lyric - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 1784 месяца назад
Silent Scream - with lyric - Voice of Soul
Melodies of Solitude: A Journey Through Bipolar Disorder - Piano - Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 5844 месяца назад
Melodies of Solitude: A Journey Through Bipolar Disorder - Piano - Violin - Voice of Soul
The Promise - with lyric - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 2854 месяца назад
The Promise - with lyric - Voice of Soul
The Beginning - with lyric - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 2724 месяца назад
The Beginning - with lyric - Voice of Soul
Battle Symphony II - Guardian of the Angel - EPIC Music Orchestra - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 1,3 тыс.4 месяца назад
Battle Symphony II - Guardian of the Angel - EPIC Music Orchestra - Voice of Soul
Whispers of Solitude - with lyric - Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 7314 месяца назад
Whispers of Solitude - with lyric - Violin - Voice of Soul
Unwanted Advice - with lyric - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 3364 месяца назад
Unwanted Advice - with lyric - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Misunderstood - with lyric - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 3874 месяца назад
Misunderstood - with lyric - Gothic Rock - Voice of Soul
From Sorrow to Hope - Violin - Instrumental - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 2944 месяца назад
From Sorrow to Hope - Violin - Instrumental - Voice of Soul
The Depths of My Pain - Violin - Instrumental - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 6664 месяца назад
The Depths of My Pain - Violin - Instrumental - Voice of Soul
Hollow Night - with lyric - Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 3834 месяца назад
Hollow Night - with lyric - Violin - Voice of Soul
In the Chaos, I Find My Strength - with lyric - Violin Orchestra - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 2964 месяца назад
In the Chaos, I Find My Strength - with lyric - Violin Orchestra - Voice of Soul
Silent Struggle - with lyric - Violin - Voice of Soul
Просмотров 6934 месяца назад
Silent Struggle - with lyric - Violin - Voice of Soul
An Endless Journey - Violin - Piano with Epic Music Collection - Voice of Soul | 30+ Minutes
Просмотров 3094 месяца назад
An Endless Journey - Violin - Piano with Epic Music Collection - Voice of Soul | 30 Minutes
subscribed... I feel the same way...
풀청완료합니다~ 감사합니다~ 늘 좋은영상^^ 즐청합니다~ 좋아요꾸욱! 좋은저녁되세여~
풀청완료합니다~ 감사합니다~ 늘 좋은영상^^ 즐청합니다~ 좋ㅎ아아요꾸욱! 좋은저녁되세여~
Thank you :)
be strong.. just acceptance that its part of us...
sigh... so relate
😥 like this track, can feel it....
Another fantastic album, I don't have words strong enough to describe how I feel. The third song at 5:00 took me into a voluptuous whirlwind where I wanted to dance with a lover 😍💃 12:14 Lost in the Shadows (*_*) Infinite softness, I love it so much ! Much sadness felt afterwards. The last piece is wonderful. Thank you for sharing this 🤗
Always happy to see you dear my friend. Thank you for your words, mean the world for me 🤗
@@voiceofsoulv2 Good morning, I leave a few words to let you know that I came to spend a little time with you and express my gratitude for the wonderful music that you offer us. 🤗
love it!
Thank you :)
mixed feeling... part of me beautiful, happiness, but feeling sad...
We all need love that supports us, comforts us and never abandons us. 💞💞
You do know exactly what this video about! Thank you!
@@voiceofsoulv2 💐🤗
The love between brother and sister is wonderful. Long life to you both and courage in the face of trials.
Thank you so much for your kind words. The bond between my sister and me is indeed precious and unbreakable. Your wishes mean the world to us. We will continue to face life's challenges with courage and strength, knowing we have each other. Long life and happiness to you as well. 🌟❤️
@@voiceofsoulv2 We don't choose our family but when we have the chance to love each other, life is worth living. 🤩😍
Can I ask how old your daughter is ? 🤔 I have 2 daughters and a son who are already adults.
A teenage daughter and a son who is already an adult. 😊
@@voiceofsoulv2 Thank you 🙏
Very moving album 🤗 Thank you for the subtitles and the translation of course, so I am sure I understand everything perfectly. 👍👏 Friendly thoughts from France
its my pleasure, I always happy to see you here. 🤗
@@voiceofsoulv2 I'm happy to see you again in music 🤗 🎵🎵🎶🎶
Love you to the moon and back Brother!!! 😘😘😘😘😘
love you too sis, take care out there. *big hugs from afar
58:01 Farewell (Special Violin) _This ending gives me goosebumps_ Thank You 🤩🤗
49:42 Legend's Rebirth 😍 👏👏👏 💖
Hello Dear Friend, I am happy to listen to you and this hour of violin is a pure marvel ! 🎻 🤩 I loved every piece but I'm also sad to know in what state of mind and physically you composed it. 😢 My thoughts are with you, this is the only support I can give you. 🤗
Hello Dear Friend, Thank you so much for your kind words. I have been receiving treatment for the past 10 years, and my doctors have told me that acceptance is key-that my dark side is a part of who I am. But still, when "it" happens, as a mere human, I feel exhausted and frustrated. Your comment means the world to me... you have no idea how valuable your presence is, even as a friend I've never met. Thank you for being there.
@@voiceofsoulv2 Sometimes we need long-term treatment. Just as we cannot change the person with whom we would like to share our life, we must accept and love ourselves as we are with our qualities, our faults, our strengths and our weaknesses. Be kind and patient with yourself as you would be with a little child, your inner child needs all your love. I understand that phases of depression are exhausting. Rest, stock up on vitamins, eat lots of fruit. RUclips allows virtual friendship across borders and language barriers. Continue to create for the happiness of all those who listen to you because you have immense talent. ☺☺👍
Hello dear friend, It's been a long time since your last video. I sincerely hope that you are well. 🤗 Your music is magnificent, I am alone and I listen to you while making little cardboard houses to decorate my windows.
Hello dear friend, Thank you so much for your heartfelt message. I must admit, I’ve been through a tough period where I almost gave up. I lost the motivation to create music and even to communicate with others. But as always, I found my way back. Your continuous support and comments on every song I upload mean the world to me. Knowing that my music keeps you company while you create those little cardboard houses brings me immense joy. Thank you for being there and for listening.
@@voiceofsoulv2 Happy to read you.☺ I understand you because when I'm feeling bad, I stay at home, don't leave my house and don't talk to anyone. I enjoy your music and be sure that in the depths of darkness, the light will return to warm your heart and restore motivation. Thank you for your videos 🙏🎶🎵🥰
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I feel it... for long time.... everyone around me has everything while im stuck with this fucked up situation...
so relate.. sigh... love this channel so much, just found it, new subscriber here :)
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I dunno what you are talking about but thank you :)
guardians angel
Thank you a thousand times for this wonderful moment of pure happiness 😍 When I listen to the violin, my heart melts💖 I think of my dear Dad who is no longer here💔 and of my brother, two talented violinists. I turned the sound up to feel each vibration of the notes deep within my being. 11:00 I hope you meet your soul mate who will understand you 🤗 Drive away bad thoughts and be confident in the future. 25:58 Each of us is unique and you are an important and precious person ! 😘
Thank you so much for your beautiful and touching comment. It means the world to me. I’m deeply moved to hear that the music brought you such happiness and reminded you of your dear Dad and brother. I’m honored that you turned up the sound to feel each vibration of the notes. Your words about meeting a soul mate and driving away bad thoughts are truly inspiring. Each of us is indeed unique, and your kind words remind me of the importance of connection and understanding. Thank you again for your support and for sharing your heartfelt thoughts. Wishing you all the best and sending you lots of positive energy! 💖
@@voiceofsoulv2 Thank you very much for your response and for your musical compositions. I wish you a little happiness every day until the explosion of infinite happiness 🤗💥💝
Everyone must face their demons to fight them. Life is an eternal struggle, we are not all equal and for some, it is much more difficult. I wish you courage and determination to overcome the evil (illness) within you. 🤗
Thank you so much for your kind words, you have no idea how important your message to me. 😭🤗
@@voiceofsoulv2 I don't know you, but I'm thinking of you, happy if my few words are "useful" to you 😘
Helo 🖐🙏♥️🎉
BEAUTIFUL! The section around 21:48 SILENT TEARS is perhaps my favorite. Is it possible to have that one section separately? Don't get me wrong I love everything.
thank you so much! Its possible, since im the one who made it. But apologize, I don't have time yet to remake and reupload it. Maybe one day. Once again, thank you.
Once again, a masterpiece! Trully the art can help heal wounds of time.
Thank you so much :)
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Thank you dear 🤗
@@voiceofsoulv2 💖
Oh ! The beginning with the violin is magnificent and gave me chills. Then the piano is very soft. Violin and piano become melancholy. 17:35 🤩🤗 I hope you feel a little better after composing your lovely music 😘
I'm so glad that you are here, your words mean a lot for me. Thank you and yes i am better now. But with BP2 + rare rapid cycling, i know I will face that demon again later. once again, thank you 🤗
@@voiceofsoulv2 I'm glad to know you're doing better. You have to live day by day and take every little pleasure as a gift. If things don't go well, tomorrow will be a better day. I'm sending you lots of positive vibes from my little village in France. Kind regards 🤗💐🌞
@@lise736 I can't thank you enough.... 🤗
@@voiceofsoulv2 The magic of the Internet, sharing your joys, your sorrows and bringing a little comfort or receiving it. I wish you a very beautiful autumn day 🍁🍂😘
@@lise736 well, we only have two seasons here, I think you have a clue where i am now lol I wish you all the best and beautiful autumn day too 😘🤗
"I was experiencing a depressive episode" as a depressed person thats the reason why i loved your work, such passion and beauty comes from pain, hope you get well!
Thank you so much for your kind words. You have no idea how important your comment is to me...
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Respect!🌷
Thank you so much :)
Гипнотичная, с грустью и волшебная, но очень красивая музыка! Спасибо Вам! Трогает за душу меня, такая музыка!🤗
Beautiful ❤
thank you 🤗
Impresionante!! Simplemente excelente!! Gracias x compartir!!
Thank you so much :)
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The lyrics of this song are very hard and sad 😢
imagine 4 years old child watching blood, hate and anger everywhere he looks :)
@@voiceofsoulv2 I feel so sorry for you and my heart is breaking. 😘
@@lise736 Actually, I want to create a series about my life’s journey. This is the beginning of a difficult part of my journey when I saw family members turning against each other, with blood everywhere. I hope no one reads this comment. There is a second part to this song, which I wrote a day after that incident: ruclips.net/video/qWd3U2o7q9U/видео.html I tried to disguise the events in the lyrics. I want to continue sharing my life story, but I’m worried that people might recognize me. What do you think?
Be strong, one day you will break the chain to live free and happy
At the end of the tunnel, there is always light. Courage to you. Thanks for the French subtitles
My brother is a violinist in an orchestra and is a teacher, I have a preference for this instrument 🎻 My sister plays the piano🎹 Thank you for this video
Magnificent music full of sweetness. The piece with the violin is wonderful. I hope you find serenity in your darkest moments. Friendly thoughts from France 🤗 Magnifiques musiques pleine de douceur. Le morceau avec le violon est merveilleux. Je vous souhaite de trouver la sérénité dans vos moments les plus sombres. Amicales pensées de France 🤗
Thank you so much for your kind words. Your comment means a lot to me, especially as someone living with bipolar disorder. Your support and friendly thoughts bring me comfort and encouragement.🤗
@@voiceofsoulv2 I understand you perfectly. For years, my mood was variable, happy and without warning in a few seconds, sad to tears without being able to explain it. Since then, I have been divorced, live in a small, quiet village and my heart is at peace. I subscribed to follow your music filled with passion and emotion 🤗💐
@@lise736I don’t know, it’s ironic but I feel grateful that we are not alone. I have been divorced twice too, but I have kids, so I reconciled for their sake. I’ve been receiving treatment for the past 10 years and, well, the highs and lows are always there.
This is beautiful❤️I suscribe,cheers from Argentina.🇦🇷
Thank you so much and welcome to my journey :)
Magnifique 🙏💕
Thank you so much!
This is Beautiful!! I wish you the best. Thank you🙏
I'm the one who thank you, your kind words mean a lot for me.
@@voiceofsoulv2 💟
I've just found your music right now. I don't really know what to say right now.Being bipolar myself it resonates with me in a big way. Your music and your voice is AMAZING.
Thank you so much for your kind words. I truly appreciate it. I understand the struggle of dealing with bipolar disorder and the challenge of channeling those unpredictable emotions. I’ve tried writing books, being active in communities, creating art, and painting, but none of them seemed to work for me. Fortunately, with the help of AI, I’ve finally found a way to express myself through music. Thank you for your comment and for sharing your story through my songs. It means a lot to know that we are not alone in this journey. Let’s continue to support each other and find solace in the music we create and share.
my future may be fucked up more than my past
I don’t know why I feel the same way, and I laugh about it. Maybe I’m crazy, just like everyone else says
@@voiceofsoulv2 the razor's edge between genius and insanity? your not crazy the rest of them are
Love this 🤘
Loneliness sorrow dispair fear pain depression empty darkness 💔 😢 between how I feel and what I know faith and hope are none existent. All is lost that ever mattered past forever 💔 😢
Yeah, I understand. We can only take it one day at a time, trying to find a reason to keep going, right? :)