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AnxiouslyLiving
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Hi! Welcome to Anxiously Living! I’m just another human trying to show the world what it’s like to live with mental illness #AnxietyGirl. I hope you can find some comfort & connection from my videos and hope you stick around. Make sure to hit that 🔴SUBSCRIBE button before leaving and hit the bell to be notified when a new video is posted. 🙂
She Doesn't Look Sick. #AnxiouslyLiving
Yo! Today is just an example of what a hard day looks like for me. Anxiety and mental health is super hard to deal with but you aren't alone in this struggle!
Welcome to my channel.
Welcome to my channel!
My hope for this space is to bring awareness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I myself have struggled with social anxiety for over 15 years now and is why I felt such an urge to start this channel. I know first hand what its like to deal with anxiety and I hope this channel can be a safe space for those who also are struggling. I do my best to talk honestly about what I deal with day to day and to upload often. I hope you stick around and hit tha...
Welcome to my channel.
Welcome to my channel!
My hope for this space is to bring awareness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I myself have struggled with social anxiety for over 15 years now and is why I felt such an urge to start this channel. I know first hand what its like to deal with anxiety and I hope this channel can be a safe space for those who also are struggling. I do my best to talk honestly about what I deal with day to day and to upload often. I hope you stick around and hit tha...
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Big Changes In 2024🤕
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Oh lord it has been a year. I'm thankful to be leaving a lot of crap behind me in 2023 and having this new year the best yet. Starting the year off with therapy 💊😅Welcome to my channel. R&B Kitchen Dartmouth NS rnbkitchen902/ MUSIC CREDITS www.epidemicsound.com/?_us=microsoftads_brand&_usx=494191750_epidemic sound&msclkid=90c68a0b75d81f9c14e5eff3b3e5b63f&SEM|XXX|en|xx|Brand-exact&E...
How Social Anxiety Can Interfere With Daily Tasks
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Daily tasks like getting groceries can be a daunting task for those with social anxiety. Here are a few tips and my experience with how to deal with the symptoms that can come from social anxiety. #Anxiouslyliving #socialanxietydisorder #highbloodpressure #anxietyinwoman #anxietyisreal
Shooting My Dream Buck | 12 Point Whitetail
Просмотров 478 месяцев назад
sorry for the delay in posting. I currently have what I believe to be a sinus infection of some sort. Cant.stop.coughing. The worst!! This experience was truly one I won't forget and I'm so happy I got to document it! Hope you enjoy the vlog ;) Don't forget to subscribe! 👉🏻MUSIC CREDITS🎵- www.epidemicsound.com/?_us=microsoftads_brand&_usx=494135558_epidemic sound&msclkid=c6326ec59f92172a4cbc0b4...
Another MRI | Did I Hit Him???🤕
Просмотров 879 месяцев назад
well shoot. no pun intended. I went in for another MRI. This time on my neck and brain. Really hoping to have some answers this time! fingers crossed. Have you ever shot at a big buck and missed? Or made a bad shot and couldn't find your deer? Let me know in the comments below! 👉🏻MUSIC🎵www.epidemicsound.com/?_us=microsoftads_brand&_usx=494191750_epidemic sound&msclkid=5343177950ec11afc8297217d6...
Hunting Begins | Chasing Big Bucks
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Hunting season has begun here in Nova Scotia and heres a look at the first couple of days! Welcome to my channel. Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awarness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I myself have struggled with social anxiety for over 15 years now and is why I felt such an urge to start this channel. I know first hand wha...
Life Lately | Kip Moore Concert | Prepping For Hunting 2023
Просмотров 9210 месяцев назад
It's been a minute sense I last uploaded! Heres a recap of whats been happening the last couple of weeks in my life. I got to take my best friend to her first Kip concert. We had a blast! 👉🏻JIM SHOCKEY GUN TRIPOD 👉🏻www.sportsmans.com/shooting-gear-gun-supplies/shooting-equipment/shooting-benches-rests-bags/primos-trigger-stick-gen-3-series-jim-shockey-tall-tripod/p/1478351 👉🏻MUSIC CREDITS👉🏻 www...
The Realities Of Anxiety | Having A Panic Attack In Public
Просмотров 8311 месяцев назад
This has never been an easy thing to share publicly but I think it's important to know that you aren't alone. Ever. If you or someone you kn ow is struggling please reach out. 💊MAGNESIUM I TAKE FOR ANXIETY💊-www.amazon.ca/NFH-Magnesium-SAP-90-Capsules/dp/B00N4LYTXQ 🎵MUSIC CREDITS🎵www.epidemicsound.com Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awarness to the realities of mental i...
Cottage Weekend | Fishing For Mackerel In Queensport
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Gosh I suck at filming a vlog! Whoops. Oh well, here's so footage from last week, Hope you enjoy! FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM- kaylaa_md MUSIC CREDITS- www.epidemicsound.com VLOGGING CAMERA - shop.canon.ca/en_ca/p/powershot-g7-x-mark-iii Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awarness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I mysel...
Seeing A Neurologist | Severe Migraines & Pain🤕
Просмотров 79Год назад
Welcome to my channel. Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awarness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I myself have struggled with social anxiety for over 15 years now and is why I felt such an urge to start this channel. I know first hand what its like to deal with anxiety and I hope this channel can be a safe space for those who a...
First Solo Trip | Flying To British Columbia✈️
Просмотров 68Год назад
What a magical two weeks!! I can't believe I got myself on a plane. If you have anxiety then you know exactly what I'm talking about. If you ever get the opportunity to travel alone, do it!!! 👉🏻FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM📸 k_lmd 👉🏻MUSIC CREDITS🎵 www.epidemicsound.com/ Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awareness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas ...
Going To A Naturopath For The First Time | Severe Bloating
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Going To A Naturopath For The First Time | Severe Bloating
I Don't Want It To Be Over 😭| Closing Day
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I Don't Want It To Be Over 😭| Closing Day
Once In A Life Time Canadian WhiteTail!!
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Once In A Life Time Canadian WhiteTail!!
Why Can't I Find Answers? | More tests..
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Why Can't I Find Answers? | More tests..
We're Back!! 🦌 First Day Of Hunting Season
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We're Back!! 🦌 First Day Of Hunting Season
Our Basement Flooded😣 | Hurricane Damage
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Our Basement Flooded😣 | Hurricane Damage
i gained 10 kg with this pos med, just great how the doctor didnt even gave me a warning about the possible side effects. btw i used to be able to eat whatever and any amount i wanted without gaining weight, tbh i always ate like an animal. wasnt age either since i was 34 when i started and roped it after 6 months. it completely removed any single trace of anxiety from my being though, actually insane how effective it was for that cause BUT i was prescribed for social phobia, not anxiety, and it didnt improved at all in that regard, not even doing therapy. when i tried to put a pair of jeans and saw they didnt fit me anymore i never felt so bad in my life, im kind of underweight for my height since im a guy but i dont think its fine to gain so much weight with belly fat.
I gained 12kg with lexapro in 2 years. I stopped taking it 2 years ago and I still havent been able to lose a single pound. People and my doctor telll me to go to a dietitian but I never needed one. Ive always had a beautiful body and I have a decent knowledge of nutrition. It's frustrating and depressing. If your doctor wants to prescribe you this, ask them if theres another option. Im currently on luvox, which doesnt affect my appetite anymore so even though I didnt lose any weight at least I have stopped gained new pounds.
Gained 30 lbs
i gain 20 kg with seroquel and cant lose them...i go to gym sweating all along and previously i go swimming...i m very athletic in the day and also walking about 1hour a day and still my kilos cant be losed...i was always at 80-85kg and now im 100-105kg doing all this gym and cant help lose them...im devastaded and helpless
Try Sitt . Sprint training of 2 orr 30 seconds as fast as you can. Rest and repeat around 4 times. Do this 2 or 3 times a week. It changes metabolism profoundly and browns fat so you can lose it.
I gained 40lbs in 4 months on mirtazipine. None of my clothes fit, my feet hurt, I stay out of breath and getting depressed from it.
Same, I’m on both lexapro and mirtazapine, and I gained 35 in 6 months.
Just started lexapro, and I feel good off the bat, it’s dose 3 today of 10mg and I hope weight gain is my side effect.
Your still sexy
Me too!!! I was really thin before, like 47kgs and now i’m 75kgs in less than 12 months
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Getting a haircut is the worst one for me. The awkward silence, and occasional small talk 😮💨 I keep telling them I like growing my hair long but then I have enough and need to cut it. It is partly true but also that way I expose myself to that situation lesser
Hey K! Any results back from the blood work yet?
I gained 10 pounds right away after taking amatryptaline for IBS pain stopped that last week and started very low dose lexapro and it decreased my appetite in half and lost 3 pounds in 4 days . I told my dr if I gain one pound from this that I will stop it or change to something else so I’m very cautious. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Hi! Did you get the results of the test in the end? The one for your heart rythm?
Doc said it was all clear!
Well done girl! I struggle with stupid little bags too. I saw something where you pick an apple or whatever take the sticker off and use it to open the bag, it actually works.
Ive been doing therapy for about 10 years and it definitely helps once you find a really great therapist! Keep with it because it helps
I don't know if I have anxiety or not, but I despise crowds with a passion. I plan my grocery trips for when Costco has the least number of people, early Sunday morning. I do know that when I get out of the store, it's with a sigh of relief though. Good coping mechanism to use the headphones though!
Definitely could be mild anxiety for sure!! I hate crowds
I was 170 in March now it’s January and I’m 259. I stopped taking it without consulting my psychiatrist.
hows it working out for you?
It’s about time my god
Hopefully this MRI tells you something. There's something going on that's beyond my Google medical experience for sure. So glad you found your deer the next morning. So, so proud of you!
Never pee where u hunt
Your weight gain is too hardcore...that fat never goes away, maybe shrinks a bit. Meds gained fat is different than normal fat
i gained 12lbs in about 2 months of starting to take it. completely stopped because it wasn't even doing spectacular things for my depression. I moved onto a different medication.
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I wish you the best of luck coming out of this struggle. I suffered with some of the exact same symptoms - the heat, the anxiety of people thinking "what's wrong with her" - I was able to access therapy and eventually got better. Life is a lot easier now. You are smart and self aware, I believe you will overcome this someday. Please hold hope.
This honestly sounds like a hormonal issue that the Lexapro exasperated
Where the vid when your dad got a hook in him?
Beenbon lithium for 1 year and gained 30 kg.Took me 10 years to lose weight and still nothing with my mental health.I guess once you're on meds you never get out
This shoulder pain along with the migraines has been going on way too long. I hope you get some resolution soon. HUGS!
I gained almost 40 lbs on Lexapro and I tried everything known to man, even quit taking it sometimes to lose the weight... the only thing I found that worked was going low carb/keto. Staying low carb has actually been working really well
Try sleeping next to the bauckin every night 🙃
I gaid 20kg on Lexapro. It made me feel like a zombie and I never had energy!! I'm now on fluoxetine and back to my normal weight
Thanks so much for posting this! Could you maybe explain more about what it was like to get put to sleep? This is the part that freaks me out!! Like, what does it feel like? How do they do it? What does it feel like when they put the stuff in, like do you get sleepy or is more like wide awake to instantly out? Could you have stayed awake if you would have tried or is it impossible? Haha. Basically whatever you remember about that part would be helpful. Thanks so much!
Sure! Well I will start off by saying that everyone reacts differently. Some people can be awake through the entire process, I can remember seeing the screen for about 10 seconds in the room and then I was out. They gave me an IV and something to help relax me, which I totally could’ve gone without. And then said they were giving me the medication to put me to “sleep”. All I felt was the medication going in and it felt like a rush of hot water. My eyes got super heavy and I was asleep. I never felt a thing. It felt like I was only in there for 10 mins max but it was actually closer to 45 mins. So so simple!! And zero pain afterwards. I wouldn’t of even realized I had anything done.
That was not a great experience, but at least it's done. Did you get your results back yet or are hey still with your doc?
For what do you need a colonoscopy..?
I had a variety of different chronic symptoms for almost two years.
It's no fun having to go away for work, I've been away from home now for 22 years working contracts. Such is life if we want to make ends meet, cause there's no work at home right now. Good for you for driving in teh crappy weather. It's no fun, but we live in Canada, so have to face it at some time. Keep teh vids coming Kayla, i love em!
It's been 3 years for me and I gained 30 pounds. I eat better now then I used to but I'm more hungry and tired. My doctor suggested switching to welbutrin to help lose weight. Never go cold turkey off a psych med. I hope to wean off SSRIs very very slowly over months or years. It's in God's hands.
great finds enjoyed the video
hi i just found your channel and i also just started Lexapro. Thanks for sharing your experience. What CBD do you take and how much? I'd be willing to try it out instead of Lexapro.
Physiatrists have NO IDEA what they’re doing. They all cause weight gain. It’s WATER WEIGHT because of the way SSRIs fuck with your sodium levels
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I gained so much weight on lexapro and it took me forever to lose it but it ruined my body.
You aren’t alone I’m in the process of stopping Lexapro now I used to weigh 160 which I still wanted to loose a little weight at that time (3 years ago) Now, 3 years later I weigh 190 and am struggling to get it off. I hate the way I look I feel SO uncomfortable in my body. I’m now counting calories myself to try to lose weight. If it weren’t for my old job messing with my mental health and making it worse I wouldn’t never gone on Lexapro. I hope one day we both meet our goal!
Nuttin wrong wit dat 😂😂
Did you send pictures of the big buck you saw on the camera? Would love to see him. Thanks for the shout-out! HUGS
Hey, I'm sorry that you are experiencing this. Please know that you are not alone. I also gained weight from Lexapro. About 10kgs. It's been two months since I stopped. I also couldn't lose weight while on Lex despite counting calories and exercising. I'm hoping to see some difference no that I've stopped. Hope you can find your answers and eventually lose that weight.
I gain 20 pound in about 3 month with Zoloft
Is so sad and upset about
I can't comment. The last day Sarah and I went out this year I forgot my wallet with my wildlife card and RPAL. It would not have been good to get stoopped by the forest nazis with no IDs. I passed between puckering my ass and kicking it for being so stupid.
Simple reality of SSRIs and weight gain: Serotonin and dopamine are on a seesaw. If either is low you will be driven to over eat. Dopamine sweets like candy. Serotonin starches like potatoes bread pasta. If either serotonin or dopamine is too high, it drives the other down and you will overeat. They must be in relatively moderate in their levels. But people don’t live moderate lifestyles nor moderate goals nor have a moderate modern culture. So you end up on a lifestyle and philosophic roller coaster and blocking the reuptake of one and that will drive up the other and lower the target. The pills also ensure you stay on a rollercoaster. The rest of the extrapolations doctors and academics use is to distract from the negative results people are paying them for that we wouldn’t if we knew the truth.
Also dopamine raises metabolism to a degree. So if you take a drug that as a secondary effect lowers dopamine you will not have as fast of a metabolism. But the BIGGEST effect by far is how these chemicals change your appetite. The amount and the choice of foods. People lose interest in plain healthy food and want richer more calorie dense food even when not eating a lot in quantity.
One day at a time.
I gained 60 lbs in 6 years on it even tho nothing changed diet wise. My diet got better actually. Im tapering now - it’s been a year of tapering and I’ve gone down from 10 mg to 3.5. Tapering is excruciating and not a joke. I wish i never took the drug but going through this had taught me so much and I hope I can help others one day. x
Good luck guys. So you're going to be like the bears. Yes they do crap in the woods, LOL