Sheryn Jamelle Brown
Sheryn Jamelle Brown
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Lot and his daughters, I hate to break it to you but…Lot and his daughters, I hate to break it to you but…
Lot and his daughters, I hate to break it to you but…
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It’s time to stop the shootings happening in My country.It’s time to stop the shootings happening in My country.
It’s time to stop the shootings happening in My country.
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Finding the Will to live after quadriplegiaFinding the Will to live after quadriplegia
Finding the Will to live after quadriplegia
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Here I talk about the next part of My Quadriplegic Journey- how I found the will to live following that first year of deep depression, terrible anxiety, and suicidal ideation. For anyone going through something similar, please keep hope and let God handle things. Have faith and be well. Love you! 💞 #Quadriplegia #Quadriplegic #DisabilityAwareness #Disability #Paralysis #SpinalCordInjury #SCI #N...
The hardest part of my quadriplegic journey- the time I wanted to dieThe hardest part of my quadriplegic journey- the time I wanted to die
The hardest part of my quadriplegic journey- the time I wanted to die
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Hello sweet angel! I covered the first five months of my spinal cord injury in my previous video, which included my time in rehab. This video is from the time I got out of rehab and was living in an apartment with my soon to be -ex husband until the time in which I travel to Florida to visit with with my family and found the will to live.
My experience with DignitasMy experience with Dignitas
My experience with Dignitas
Просмотров 3,3 тыс.6 месяцев назад
Dignitas is a Swiss nonprofit organization providing physician-assisted suicide to members with terminal illness or severe physical or mental illness, supported by independent Swiss doctors. The entire first year of quadriplegia I planned to go to Dignitas to end my life. But; my story didn’t end there… #dignitas
My first 5 months as a quadriplegicMy first 5 months as a quadriplegic
My first 5 months as a quadriplegic
Просмотров 4,3 тыс.8 месяцев назад
Hi angels! 🧡🩵🩷 This is the next part of my story, following my “How I OD’d on LSD…” video. Here I recall my time in the ICU in India through rehab in Dubai. Thank you for watching, liking, subscribing, and commenting. I read all your comments and they mean a lot to me, so thank you again! 💞
How I OD’d on LSD and broke my neck (quadriplegia)How I OD’d on LSD and broke my neck (quadriplegia)
How I OD’d on LSD and broke my neck (quadriplegia)
Просмотров 17 тыс.10 месяцев назад
This is my testimony for what happened the night (13-14 February 2016) I dumped myself off a set of stairs while blacked out on LSD and MDMA. #quadriplegic #tetraplegic #drugoverdose #goa #india #buddha #sheryniswildfire
Murmuration towards World Peace ✌🏼Murmuration towards World Peace ✌🏼
Murmuration towards World Peace ✌🏼
Просмотров 1 тыс.10 месяцев назад
In this video, I explain that my lady wish is for every person who comes across this video to post one video/sentence/picture with text/repost, etc. and apologize on behalf of humanity to someone or a group of people, or even some thing in nature. For example, I apologize to all the children that are without drinking clean water while we here in my part, have computers in our refrigerators. I a...
Get ready with me before I broke My neck 🫀Get ready with me before I broke My neck 🫀
Get ready with me before I broke My neck 🫀
Просмотров 3,8 тыс.11 месяцев назад
This is a little video I made for my sisters before I was injured…
My Understanding of LifeMy Understanding of Life
My Understanding of Life
Просмотров 2,2 тыс.11 месяцев назад
I am using voice to text, so please forgive any misspellings or errors…. This video was filmed about 5 to 6 months after my spinal cord injury that left me quadriplegic. It’s interesting to me now to see that back then I believed in the same things, but to feel them grow, and having had grown much much stronger Than they were before. I hope this video can bring hope and faith to those who are s...

Комментарии

  • @abigailbarber1977
    @abigailbarber1977 2 часа назад

    You're on to something. We sure do have to think for ourselves. i believed the Bible for years but the more you read, the more you question. There's a lot of wise teachings in there but there's also some crazy violence. The Noah's ark story in Genesis 8 is a good one to look into.... the ark was really was not very large in size and would have had to have fit thousands of animals on board. I'm more interested in Buddhism now and am quite convinced that reincarnation is true after watching people share their stories, especially the near death experiences.

  • @TheInnerCastle
    @TheInnerCastle 4 часа назад

  • @thegrandinquisitor7917
    @thegrandinquisitor7917 8 часов назад

    Absolute beautiful intelligence, emerald eyes WOW

  • @DaveG-qd6ug
    @DaveG-qd6ug 9 часов назад

    Nice to see you again, I am going to look at Joni's work. She sounds very inspirational!🥰

  • @rodger603
    @rodger603 16 часов назад

    This could have happened to me. Friends from high school and I went to Mohican State Park on lsd. Anyone who knows about the fire tower there, we climbed it on the outside frame. We didn't use the steps. As I said, this could have easily been me.

  • @GregDavidson-si8kt
    @GregDavidson-si8kt 17 часов назад

    What the heck were you doing in India in the first place?

  • @donttreadonme306
    @donttreadonme306 6 дней назад

    This whole video you blamed everyone but yourself for taking the drugs you will feel way better when you take accountability for that night im sure sorry for what happened i definitely done a ton of drugs and 20 years later im still in counseling ive overdosed several times i done that to myself i pray you are well God bless you

  • @lindastrauss7364
    @lindastrauss7364 6 дней назад

    Oh damn it stop with your acting already. All to get views. There's nothing wrong with you other then your a thief.

  • @NicholasShade-eq1ts
    @NicholasShade-eq1ts 6 дней назад

    H E A L 🩷

  • @hoychoy8228
    @hoychoy8228 6 дней назад

    Not sure why you use the word intoxicated. Sure, you were intoxicated, but really you were tripping your fucking head off. Say tripping, it's much more accurate. Wouldn't want to be you, sorry that happened.

  • @autumnanne54
    @autumnanne54 8 дней назад

    Please please please keep posting… love you so much!!

  • @autumnanne54
    @autumnanne54 8 дней назад

    You are an excellent speaker, the way you articulate your story is completely absorbing and you give so much genuine hope and inspiration.. I was looking forward to hearing more from you I could listen for hours… sending love !!!❤️

  • @autumnanne54
    @autumnanne54 8 дней назад

    My heart goes out to you… It makes me think of a guy I know who abused drugs and over dosed and ended up with locked in syndrome… tetraplegic and he talks by using his eyes… he has a computer that he can use with his eyes also..

  • @texasgoddess323
    @texasgoddess323 8 дней назад

    Hi, Sheryn! Good to see you posting. Look forward to more videos!🌻

  • @LeMotMista
    @LeMotMista 8 дней назад

    Through the first 6mins of this video, this is a brilliant, impregnable, unassailable viewpoint. I am listening on to it's end… I became a born-again Christian at age 14, and pursued this faith passionately for the next 35yrs. Thereafter, I have relinquished it, slowly, painfully, beginning in my late 40s. Now in my mid-60s, I've finally found peace. A brief, cogent summation of my understanding of life now is that the materialists are right, and this life here on Earth is all we get. For each of us there was an unfathomable void prior to conception, and we return to that void upon our last heartbeat. Is there a God? I do not know; I choose to believe there is one, but "He" is nothing like any of the images we concoct in our likeness. He, if existent, is as unfathomable to any human mind as is the void we leapt from upon birth and subside into upon death. And He certainly is not jealous of any other divinity, nor threatened one whit by any doubts I or any other sentient being may hold towards Him, Her, or It. The Christian narrative along with all the thousands or tens of thousands of religions that that we have formulated over millennia, all, all are mere mythologies, comforting stories we tell ourselves in answer to our intuitions of our ultimate, inescapable annihilation. We want so desperately to live and never die… So poignant is it, this life-force! But this flicker of light is all we get, miraculous and transient. Out, out, brief candle. 🔥

  • @dalroache
    @dalroache 8 дней назад

    I'm very sorry this happened to you. God bless you.

  • @DingbatGoldfarb
    @DingbatGoldfarb 8 дней назад

    man, it would have been better for everyone had you just gone ahead with it instead of making this horrendous video.

    • @Youngone78
      @Youngone78 4 дня назад

      What a disgusting comment. You obviously have never truly suffered a day in your life. Why would you watch this video, if that’s all you had to contribute??

  • @user-yj3ot3lf2r
    @user-yj3ot3lf2r 13 дней назад

    Don’t be ashamed but for the grace of god go all of us

  • @user-yj3ot3lf2r
    @user-yj3ot3lf2r 13 дней назад

  • @ScottishT.Warriorman
    @ScottishT.Warriorman 13 дней назад

    Hallucinogenics are dangerous, especially that PCP crap. I saw someone running down the street and screaming their lungs out while ripping off their clothes. It was said that the individual had ingested Angel Dust.

  • @juliaskagfjord6207
    @juliaskagfjord6207 15 дней назад

    Some deep thoughts expressed here. I feel a lightedness of being through your words. I sense your soul's nature and appreciate the wisdom you have always had that you were able to articulate in this vlog. You knew you were not separate, you knew and felt in tune with your divine oneness. You knew that life was meant to be a shared journey, a tribal journey...because we are not as separate as we think we are. I love some of the conclusions you arrived at. Keep being you.

  • @juliaskagfjord6207
    @juliaskagfjord6207 15 дней назад

    I had anger in this life, and I wanted to take control and power and to be able to make the choice to exit this life. But my therapist brought up the fact that, what if you commit suicide and then you have to come right back in a new life and still learn the same lesson you failed to learn by cutting the previous life short?? It is sort of a profound thought. Some of the books I have read in part or in full recently that addressed the soul are Gary Zukav's "Seat of the Soul". "Care of the Soul" by Thomas Moore. "Sacred Contracts" by Caroline Myss. Pema Chodron "Living Beautifully" and "Start where you are". Also found Jon Kabat Zinn "Mindfulness Meditation for pain relief". One thing that made sense to me even though its hard to understand the author's verified sources when it comes to these abstract spiritual concepts, was that our personality's or ego's desires for this lifetime, are many times not in alignment for what the soul came here to know. So that to me means to trust the higher guidance of the soul- to know that God has a plan and this journey through life is necessary. "No matter how far afield this journey should take you, know that it is necessary."

  • @juliaskagfjord6207
    @juliaskagfjord6207 15 дней назад

    Hey there, I just found your channel randomly this morning. I also had a bad experience in India now 6 + years ago, and one of the impacting results has been wanting to end my life at times. Very much have thought of assisted suicide at times. I've also been in great self pitying states for months to years on end, that are consuming whereby one is unable to put things into context and perspective properly. Your lovely self, personality, intelligence and story telling ability has given me a lot of hope. And I realize through watching your clip here that I would probably 100% not be accepted for assisted suicide. I've said at times it feels like I am living a half a life as a result of the troubles this very life has given to me. You are a huge inspiration. You took the absolute worst that could happen and you found the light, you found God and you are helping to empower and strengthen others with your sharing and openness. I am so glad that somewhere along the way you had adequate support, a sense of safety, protection and the love you needed to be able to make this journey. Thank you for being a beautiful light amongst people and for being an inspiring human being. Sending love from me and my dog - from sunny west coast, Canada.

  • @juliaskagfjord6207
    @juliaskagfjord6207 15 дней назад

    Hey I randomly ran into your content just today and want to listen to all your videos. Had to go back and look at your before injury vid. Super touched by your story! You seem like such a sweet and cool woman

  • @volcommerce
    @volcommerce 15 дней назад

    powerful story, thank you for sharing

  • @sherrilynnnelson703
    @sherrilynnnelson703 15 дней назад

    I enjoy your company ❤ thank you 😽

  • @shermac246
    @shermac246 16 дней назад

    I’m so sorry this happened to you Sheryn. I’m sorry you shamed yourself for the fault of experimenting with drugs at a very common age to do just that, essentially for being human.

  • @kswhiteyak
    @kswhiteyak 17 дней назад

    I’m hearing a lot of excuses and zero accountability. No one can make you eat drugs out of the palm of their hand. You need to admit you abused drugs and this awful thing happened.

    • @shermac246
      @shermac246 16 дней назад

      That’s what you got after hearing her share that story? More shame? Do you not think she shamed herself enough? Or does she need to do more shaming?

    • @kswhiteyak
      @kswhiteyak 9 дней назад

      @@shermac246 I didn’t hear shame, only excuses. I’m not judging I’m in recovery for 11 years now. I will tell you no one ever made me use drugs. That was my point.

    • @shermac246
      @shermac246 9 дней назад

      @@kswhiteyak congratulations on 11 years, that’s awesome! First of all, how she copes with the anger and resentment around her accident is between her and her support system. Experiment with psychedelics in your early 30’s is very common experience and describing what she did that led to her accident as “abusing drugs” is a bit of a stretch. Abusing LSD is not really “a thing.” Yes, she made some bad decisions while under the influence of psychedelics but that experience, by itself, does not make one a candidate for a recovery program. She has high pain levels which does make you a candidate for higher doses of pain meds and we certainly can’t judge that which is about her metabolism and her prescriber and none of our business. I don’t know much about her life other than that but I just wanted to address two things. Oh and as far as her pain meds, for some reason random people think they get to judge a chronic pain patient’s dose of pain meds that works for their metabolism, and that is none of their business. Imagine going to sleep and waking up with your worst pain every single day for the rest of your life, those people deserve compassion, not contempt. I don’t know what’s going on with her personal life and what kind of person she is, but that’s all I have to say.

  • @pattyadamcak7521
    @pattyadamcak7521 18 дней назад

    Wondering if you didn’t have a bowel program?

  • @PatrickA474
    @PatrickA474 18 дней назад

    Thanks for sharing your story. I've always been terrified of LSD. Never tried it. I never could tolerate weed either. However I drink a ton of booze. Recently I had my very first blackout drunk and I know that I should quit drinking now. Your story gives me the courage to try to stay sober. ❤

  • @SayMyNameAgain
    @SayMyNameAgain 18 дней назад

    You are beautifully & wonderfully made. You are purposed here. The world would not be the same without you in it. How DARE your ex-husband not only encouraged you to end your life, but the audacity to plan a business with the money for your demise. I hope he thinks about his actions & makes some serious soul chsnges. Turns out Trump was a wonderful president. I'm really glad you're here.

  • @SayMyNameAgain
    @SayMyNameAgain 18 дней назад

    I'm so glad you are here. God has good plans for you.

  • @SayMyNameAgain
    @SayMyNameAgain 18 дней назад

    First, i have so much respect for your transparency. You are really brave. I'm so sorry you were treated as you were for the entire trip. It's only by the grace of God that I'm not paralyzed. I broke my neck at 18 & did not seek medical attention for months. A lot of bad things happened as a result of my choices. I think you're an amazing woman. I came from TT. I pray for you often. ❤

  • @carolford8633
    @carolford8633 22 дня назад

  • @christineknippelberg3975
    @christineknippelberg3975 23 дня назад

    you are amazing, I hope you make more videos soon!

  • @anntunaley9974
    @anntunaley9974 23 дня назад

    I’m so sorry this happened to you. People of any age should realize that you should never move someone suspected to have a neck or head injury. You can make it so much worse than it already is.

  • @amberflurry9571
    @amberflurry9571 26 дней назад

    Wow.

  • @mistiquefire3462
    @mistiquefire3462 Месяц назад

    YOU TOOK ACID WHICH IS SO DANGEROUS N TERRIFYING LITERAL TERROR. YOU WERE ALREADY WALKING SO FAR FROM THE LORDS WILL BY DATING WOMEN. BY FOLLOWING FALSE GODS AND TRAVELING OUT OF THE COUNTRY IN DANGEROUS PLACES. EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE WAS DANGEROUS LEADING UP TO THE ACCIDENT. THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH. HAVE YOU THOUGHT OUT SEEKING THE TRUTH. JESUS. YOU WERE ALL KIDS YOU WERE ALL DUMB. SUBSTANCES ARE FROM THE WICKED ONE.

    • @mistiquefire3462
      @mistiquefire3462 Месяц назад

      THEY WERE HIGH TOO. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO MOVE ANYONE WHEN INJURED. PLEASE READ YOUR BIBLE JESUS CAN REDEEM YOUR SOUL. I AM SORRY FOR THE TRAGEDY

    • @sampedro9316
      @sampedro9316 17 часов назад

      Stop yelling.

  • @Harryhighpants1
    @Harryhighpants1 Месяц назад

    I can relate to this tragedy many years ago my good friend tried to do the same thing you did. We were on 2 tabs of lsd and my friend wanted to jump i stopped him physically and had a word to him to try snap him back to reality. Was a scary moment.

  • @sued1116
    @sued1116 Месяц назад

    Well I wached the one where you explained your accident and continued to wach them all. You are incredibly strong. Keep pushing forward, God Bless you.💕🙏

  • @sued1116
    @sued1116 Месяц назад

    So sorry for what you went through. I hope you have found some peace. Sending love and prayers. 🌸💕🙏

  • @Spicoli-Cary
    @Spicoli-Cary Месяц назад

    SHE a fool like most

  • @Spicoli-Cary
    @Spicoli-Cary Месяц назад

    Amateurs

  • @stephanielake8169
    @stephanielake8169 Месяц назад

    Hope you are well, look forward to hearing the next part if your story

  • @stephanielake8169
    @stephanielake8169 Месяц назад

    Thanks for sharing your story, I couldn’t even imagine ❤❤❤❤

  • @stephanielake8169
    @stephanielake8169 Месяц назад

    Thanks for sharing your story, I couldn’t even imagine ❤❤❤❤

  • @uamiable
    @uamiable Месяц назад

    I cannot imagine how hard it must be for a father to see his beloved daughter in so much pain and suffering, begging to die.

  • @uamiable
    @uamiable Месяц назад

    Humbling story, open eyed and honest account of a really shitty situation.

  • @uamiable
    @uamiable Месяц назад

    I love you sister 🌍 thank you for your prayers, your wish, this sacred desire ✨

  • @uamiable
    @uamiable Месяц назад

    I enjoy your insight 🙏

    • @uamiable
      @uamiable Месяц назад

      I would love to know what you love about yourself if you were a different person 😊 and how you would have chosen to live your carbon based life ❤ did you ever make that video? 🕊️