usually i dont mind those kind of things but there were 2 sentances that were hitting (for some reason) too close, the first one was: "you took a little girl..." and the other one was: "if i try harder, if i cry harder, someone will listen"
I got lied by familly very hard at age 14 and worked very hard to escape my country and make friends in another country and future,my dad lost his job,full of loans ,he became abusive and i lost my minds for 10 years of insanity that i tried to control it. With this load of bagage on your mind no girl will stay with you,6 failed relationships and my curent girlfriend(21) is getting a divorve from a 37 years old abussive douchbag she was 17 when she met him and by the age of 18 she had a kid. FIRST BLOOD! THIS NIGHTMARE NEVER EEEEENDS NYAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAAAA!
maybe this is the last time i write something. maybe its not. how would you know? how would i know. its not fair truly.. nothing is. i don’t wanna feel anything anymore.. i don’t wanna, anymore. it doesn’t make sense. death, i want it so bad, but it sucks to deal with. you don’t let it sink in enough, until you do. until you realize you wont ever see the person. ever. again.. they are gone. wiped from the earth. i feel like life is just, pointless. its like squishing an ant. thats what my life feels like. what is outside life? nothing.. i can’t explain it. theres just a void after life, theres a void in life, its always there, you never see it. i never saw it until now, i just give up. give up with everything, people, trying.. only thing i waste my energy on is putting on an act on front of family.. i shouldn’t have to anymore.. its torture. i know i make their life worse, although if im gone, they would most likely be sad, maybe not. everyone has someone. im nobody’s someone. kathy is gone.. that was the person i had, and lost. life took it away.. they fucking took it away. its not fair. nothing is. i dont wanna live in this dam simulation where everyone wants to give hugs and act like they have their own way of distracting themselves from it. no one does, and its stupid. the lgbtq, attention seekers, everyone.. everyone is a big pile of shit. no one admits it. but i am. i am apart of that pile of shit, just wasting space on this dammed planet. i hate everyones dumb fucking face, everyones dumb act. everyone. i. hate. everyone. why did i write this 💀..
Although I don’t have trauma, I still remember when I was playing in the living room with some random toys, and I hear my mom and dad screaming at eachother. My dad eventually left and slammed the front door behind him. I was only 3, but it’s still so vivid, somehow :( I now have a stepdad who yells at my mom and me, calling me “fcking stupid” and such. I don’t usually tell anyone this because I don’t wanna seem dramatic. But on the internet, you can remain anonymous.
@rayaaaaaaa172 it definitely did not need a name such as "traumacore." nobody is getting nostalgia or feeling childhood memories from a name like that ☠️
For a some weird reason, this reminds of 2009s days. When the internet was new to me, when all your friends used to send memes through Windows messenger. When you were used to play music on youtube or wait for a long time to download a single thing. Well, i was just nine yrs old, I would feel bothered about my actions and how lifeline goes by.
Just so you know, this thing you're feeling when you're watching this is called regression and it's a coping mechanism during extremely stressful times where the person affected regresses into a more childish stage, like sucking your thumb or calling for your mother. Just thought it could help you understand emotions better. Hope you're doing well out there 🫶
Kup ....are u there?
……
I have traumas too.... I want to be myself... But I feel pressured by society and the government... Maybe my mum should've touched me..
Truman show is like trauma core tbh
Im sorry that I said smt bad in my mind
Im sorry that I said smt bad in my mind
usually i dont mind those kind of things but there were 2 sentances that were hitting (for some reason) too close, the first one was: "you took a little girl..." and the other one was: "if i try harder, if i cry harder, someone will listen"
🗿🗿🗿
0:07 trauma and ptsd hits here
I cant stop listening 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
i want to be pure again
I just want a normal childhood..... I lost track on knowing what should I do in the future....
i dont know whats real anymore
Come to be scared, left feeling even more depressed.
OMG LYCHEE DRAGON COOKIE PFP YOU ARE SO COOL OML
This hurts from a spiritual level,
I swear I was so close to cry. But my tears cant hide ....
I got lied by familly very hard at age 14 and worked very hard to escape my country and make friends in another country and future,my dad lost his job,full of loans ,he became abusive and i lost my minds for 10 years of insanity that i tried to control it. With this load of bagage on your mind no girl will stay with you,6 failed relationships and my curent girlfriend(21) is getting a divorve from a 37 years old abussive douchbag she was 17 when she met him and by the age of 18 she had a kid. FIRST BLOOD! THIS NIGHTMARE NEVER EEEEENDS NYAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAAAA!
Is this about r*pe?
any trauma
“we’ve been caught” made me so sad
I don't know what to do. It's not because I've gone through something. It's because I want so desperately to help those who have, and idk how.
Creepy yet oddly nostalgic
0:16 💔
Something is not right.
“where did the sun go?” “i think he left us alone...” “w- why?” “he was disappointed”
“what am i supposed to do please” “tell me”
“you hurt me but it's okay” ”i love you anyway”
“wrong dream”
“why was i not good enough?”
“they don't love me so nvm”
SOMETHING IS JUST NOT..... RIGHT.SOMETHING IS JUST NOT..... RIGHT. ....
Something is just not.... r.i.g.h.t ...
SOMETHING IS JUST NOT... R. I. G. H. T. . . . . .
SOMETHING IS JUST NOT ..... R. I. G. H. T. . . . .
Something is just not.... R.I.G.H.T....
Something is just not.... R.I.G.H.T.....
Something is just not.... R.I.G.H.T.....
What was i made for..?
27:00 to 30:00 reminds me of the hello kitty incident
maybe this is the last time i write something. maybe its not. how would you know? how would i know. its not fair truly.. nothing is. i don’t wanna feel anything anymore.. i don’t wanna, anymore. it doesn’t make sense. death, i want it so bad, but it sucks to deal with. you don’t let it sink in enough, until you do. until you realize you wont ever see the person. ever. again.. they are gone. wiped from the earth. i feel like life is just, pointless. its like squishing an ant. thats what my life feels like. what is outside life? nothing.. i can’t explain it. theres just a void after life, theres a void in life, its always there, you never see it. i never saw it until now, i just give up. give up with everything, people, trying.. only thing i waste my energy on is putting on an act on front of family.. i shouldn’t have to anymore.. its torture. i know i make their life worse, although if im gone, they would most likely be sad, maybe not. everyone has someone. im nobody’s someone. kathy is gone.. that was the person i had, and lost. life took it away.. they fucking took it away. its not fair. nothing is. i dont wanna live in this dam simulation where everyone wants to give hugs and act like they have their own way of distracting themselves from it. no one does, and its stupid. the lgbtq, attention seekers, everyone.. everyone is a big pile of shit. no one admits it. but i am. i am apart of that pile of shit, just wasting space on this dammed planet. i hate everyones dumb fucking face, everyones dumb act. everyone. i. hate. everyone. why did i write this 💀..
And now i’m depressed and full of traumatic memories
I have major trauma!😃😀😄😁🙂😐😶😥😢😭😭
Although I don’t have trauma, I still remember when I was playing in the living room with some random toys, and I hear my mom and dad screaming at eachother. My dad eventually left and slammed the front door behind him. I was only 3, but it’s still so vivid, somehow :( I now have a stepdad who yells at my mom and me, calling me “fcking stupid” and such. I don’t usually tell anyone this because I don’t wanna seem dramatic. But on the internet, you can remain anonymous.
"Oh my god, i get it"
Happiness before the internal depression
0:04 i feel… lost
wtf is "traumacore"
traumacore is a type of imagery that delves into dark topic (@buse self h@rm etc) and with a little bit of cute scenery
@@mochakof just the phrase "traumacore" feels extremely offensive to people who actually have trauma why the hell is it called that 😭😭😭
@rayaaaaaaa172 it definitely did not need a name such as "traumacore." nobody is getting nostalgia or feeling childhood memories from a name like that ☠️
i want to be happy and young again i hate being 14 yrs old
Why did this make me cry?
I need to run away,I want to run away as far as I want,I am hurt,stop hurting me please,then I will change my mind.
As I slowly close my eyes, I already know another pair in my room have not.
Rtyuop
People nowadays call people emo when they’re depressed. Emo is pretty much a synonym for goth it doesn’t mean depression
For a some weird reason, this reminds of 2009s days. When the internet was new to me, when all your friends used to send memes through Windows messenger. When you were used to play music on youtube or wait for a long time to download a single thing. Well, i was just nine yrs old, I would feel bothered about my actions and how lifeline goes by.
0:16 what i ask myself everyday
same
Just so you know, this thing you're feeling when you're watching this is called regression and it's a coping mechanism during extremely stressful times where the person affected regresses into a more childish stage, like sucking your thumb or calling for your mother. Just thought it could help you understand emotions better. Hope you're doing well out there 🫶