During this period Chamberlin struggled with substance abuse. During the recording of 1993's Siamese Dream in Marietta, Georgia, Chamberlin often disappeared for days at a time into the drug underworld of Atlanta, while the rest of the band feared for his life. He later said of his drug addiction that "It's pretty textbook [...] Guy makes it in rock band, gets very full of himself, starts thinking he's indestructible, and all of a sudden he destroys himself." In the midst of the lengthy world tour supporting 1995's multi-platinum Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness, Chamberlin's father died, and his substance abuse hit a fever pitch. Of this period, Chamberlin later said, "I learned that escapism was better than emotion, and that's where I hid... It got to the point that I really didn't care. Life was scary for me." Prior to shows scheduled July '96 at Madison Square Garden in New York City, Chamberlin and touring keyboardist Jonathan Melvoin overdosed on heroin; Melvoin subsequently died, and Chamberlin was kicked out of the band, ostensibly to protect his health.
I can't even think of words to say. It's so beautiful and perfect. His voice. The guitar. Just him. My favorite pumpkins song but this version is epic. I will love Billy Corgan forever. Forever you ❤️
its Chamberlin... and what a stupid thing to say about the heroin overdose, this show has nothing to do with it, clearly anyone who knows what youre saying already knows this fact, flippin dumb ass.
To think Billy wrote almost all of this album living in a parking garage says something and to hell with Rolling Stone critics who downed his lyrics. It is hrd not to be cynical when u are pressured to play all instruments for recorded and hated for it at the same time and to write the lyrics he did only mirrored his situations. billy is a sad soul, he just never got around to blowing his head off like others where now he would be praised as a genius, which he is. cheers.
Im in complete agreement Kezner32... The whole story and the kind of compositions are out of serie... For me is one of the 5th better albums of all times!! I love TSP!!
perfect ❤
Thanks 4 uploading
This crowd is why I don't go to shows. They really need to shut the F up.
Beautiful ❤
Que belleza, voy a llorar
beautiful
low quality vids, low quality sounds... but i still watch it till the end cause its THAT good.
He's the best
Wow!
<3
it's like a Shakespearean sonnet (*one of SP's best)..Corgan high AF, btw :p
you were there?
During this period Chamberlin struggled with substance abuse. During the recording of 1993's Siamese Dream in Marietta, Georgia, Chamberlin often disappeared for days at a time into the drug underworld of Atlanta, while the rest of the band feared for his life. He later said of his drug addiction that "It's pretty textbook [...] Guy makes it in rock band, gets very full of himself, starts thinking he's indestructible, and all of a sudden he destroys himself." In the midst of the lengthy world tour supporting 1995's multi-platinum Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness, Chamberlin's father died, and his substance abuse hit a fever pitch. Of this period, Chamberlin later said, "I learned that escapism was better than emotion, and that's where I hid... It got to the point that I really didn't care. Life was scary for me." Prior to shows scheduled July '96 at Madison Square Garden in New York City, Chamberlin and touring keyboardist Jonathan Melvoin overdosed on heroin; Melvoin subsequently died, and Chamberlin was kicked out of the band, ostensibly to protect his health.
I’m very scared of life too
I can't even think of words to say. It's so beautiful and perfect. His voice. The guitar. Just him. My favorite pumpkins song but this version is epic. I will love Billy Corgan forever. Forever you ❤️
Se ve que tenía poco de haberse rapado la cabeza
The Smashing Pumpkins have gained the entire universe.
He's all warm and cozy in his pejams
"Pejam Billy" is his ultimate form
Lovely
lovely and he's in his jammies!
Billy, I know I'm Billy
Beautiful
its Chamberlin... and what a stupid thing to say about the heroin overdose, this show has nothing to do with it, clearly anyone who knows what youre saying already knows this fact, flippin dumb ass.
Did someone get him out of bed for this?
wonderful Tune ......
lovely
gets me every time.
lol, "stucked" makes the comment so much better
no note all ye lovers in love with the sound, yur world be shattered with nary a note.
Why did the recorder like drop the camera..?
me too!!!
LOL Listen to the lyrics, genius.
HAHAHA!
trust me, she needs him as badly as he needs her...
To think Billy wrote almost all of this album living in a parking garage says something and to hell with Rolling Stone critics who downed his lyrics. It is hrd not to be cynical when u are pressured to play all instruments for recorded and hated for it at the same time and to write the lyrics he did only mirrored his situations. billy is a sad soul, he just never got around to blowing his head off like others where now he would be praised as a genius, which he is. cheers.
I think you're thinking of Gish and SD. After SD, he had his own home and wife
Agree with all except... no one ever pressured him to play every single instrument on the album. I mean he had a band for that.
@@MarMoifActually Butch Vig pressured him. Drums were still Chamberlain
If I could kiss her I wouldn't mind the time it took to find.
soon to be CLJ! ;)
i love you babe, youre my one and only! ALWAYS.. heres to our last 6 years and many many more to come! love you CLB
Elijah Strange. Y'all still dating?
Any update?
Columbus Day ain’t going nowhere, now cry 😢
can you email them please!!!=DDD
my daughter is called Lily. And she is my one and only.
What are the chords???
Your filming skills are quite.... uhmm... psychedelic!
Billy, you are my one and only !!! <3
He never says the word "dead". not even on the album version. i always wondered why..
What do you mean?
Because their hopes are not dead
@kaynek00l it's just you...
@magsthemagnificent Can I please use that word... Corgasm.
Silly!
The lyrics for this song, are why I'm drawn to it
This is one of the most melodic, articulate, and dreamiest songs of all time! Smashing Pumpkins are one of the best bands!
Five big starrrrsss !!!!
Im in complete agreement Kezner32... The whole story and the kind of compositions are out of serie... For me is one of the 5th better albums of all times!! I love TSP!!