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I. Love. This..

The Hospital Bracelet song is fucking exceptional

What life feels from my eyesight. Highschool sucks, a lot of people can tell you that but what they dont tell you about is why, i think it sucks cause adults and other people around you are always telling you what to do and not to do, there is always something they wanna say to redirect you to do something else and that just makes the want to do the opposite stronger, like smoking, drinking and all that jazz, telling me to not do it only makes me think of it and makes me wanna try now. And the accessibility of getting alcohol cigarettes weed and other substances is really easy and i did not expect it at all, i know at least 5 people who can give me any of those listed if i just asked nicely and gave them like 10 bucks. Parents don't know how to handle this tho, witch is fine like i know they dont have a manual about it, but blowing up about it and hitting and yelling mean words at me wont help me at all, it just makes me want to smoke till my lungs are black and drink till im blacked out under a bridge just to forget it all. Parents play a huge roll in everything i realise, i see them smoke and drink and i realise that i dont find it a big deal when someone does that Infront of me, but if any of the other kids at school saw what i see i think they'd try to stop the person thats doing it or snitch or something, theyd prolly think they can change them or some shit. But oh well as i was saying, my view of love is very different too, normal love is boring, and by normal i mean tye typical where you text the other i love you and leave it at that, or getting mad at them and resolving the issue or being independent without them is kinda what i mean, my parents fight a lot but after they will make up, but you can feek the tension that its not made up, in a lot of relationships i always sated someone a couple years older, like im 14 and my longest relationship was with a 18 year old, that lasted for 3 months before he started pressuring me for sex but i wasn't interested in his fat ass, i had this huge crush on a boy in my class, he was held back 2 years in school and he had that rebellious vibe with him and i loved that, he always smoked with me at break and once brought a 6 pac of beer and gave me two cans, i was super grateful and i really loved him all my thoughts were centered around him, he ended up pushing me away and never spoke with me, it hurt but that is fine, maybe ill find someone i can feel that way for again. The stress of school is wierd tho, school itself is pretty hard and stressful in itself but my mom just adds so much more stress for me, all she does is tell me to learn more and that i need to be able to get good grades to get a job and be able to take care of myself cause she wont do it forever, and i can understand that y'know, i wouldnt wanna be stuck with a child forever too. Im really scared for what my younger sister is gonna go through and what she is going through, i hope shell be fine cause i dont want her feeling like this, like me. But luckily I've got my best friend to help me with all my shit, all though I feel scared about telling her things she's never judgemental or rude about it, she just emphasizes and talks about how she feels aswell, sometimes I feel the need to protect her from everything and everyone but I can't, cause obviously she's her own person, but sadly she's moving away and I won't be with her next year, witch is honestly super scary, I've had her in my life since gr.6 and now she's just gonna go, it's wierd but I have no clue what I'm gonna do next year, maybe I'll just stay away from everything and everyone or maybe try making new friends, idk but I don't think I'll be able to make new friends, only she understood my wierd and freaky. Back on adults tho, a lot of them in my life have made the wrong choice and I feel like they're trying to live a life that they couldn't achieve through me, witch I am in no way interested, i just wanna live how I wanna live and make my mistakes so that I can understand and not make the same mistakes in college or something, if I ever life pats 16 or something, plus when a bunch of adults fight each other about how you should live your life it just makes things confusing, cause I don't know if I should be angry or accepting or feel bad or apologize or do nothing, I've got no clue honestly but I'm guessing that's kinda just how life is so oh well. I wonder why youve read all of this, you must be super bored or you gave up reading halfway because of my spelling and still wanted to feel good about yourself cause either you feel like your doing something by reading about others problems or you wanted to make yourself proud by finishing something in your life, but whatever i hope you have a good day or something i guess, im gonna go try to study again but i dont have the motivation cause i don't know what im gonna do in life except maybe die, anyways bye bye [:<

It's been 2 years and I'm trying to move on. I need to get out and meet people. I need friends.

this is what originally got me into midwestern emo

All I can do is stare at my window while the leaves on a tree flail at 5 in the afternoon.

Im still in love with my ex but i want to hate her. Its been 2 years since she left and everyday shes the first thought on my mind and i still cry about losing her. No amount of words will ever change my mind but she was my soulmate and if its not her its no one. And i will never be okay again but i try everyday...... Things will get better someday... I hope

Fun Fact: The first ship you see come out of Slipspace is the one that Thel 'Vadamee (The Arbiter) is on.

i dont really want to buy a clarinet though

this mix made me think about her

6 years later and it still hurts like it was yesterday.

When you speed "two beers in" to 1.5x speed, it sounds like a sea shanty... I didn't know I needed this until now.

I've actually started to teach myself the genre because everything else is similar to each other.

Crazy nostalgic. Back in early to mid 2010s when I was in high school. This was the kinda stuff I listened to. Also crazy. This picture looks damn near exactly the same as the neighborhood I grew up in.

This playlist found me at the right time. Thank you.

trans guy here it still hurts 2 years later. i loved them with every ounce of my being. we dating for a year. they were my everything, my reason for living, for waking up, for not falling deeper into my self harm addiction, for not taking my own life. we were in love in the most u healthy way. we hurt eachother more then we healed. it still hurts hearing their name. still hurts when people ask about them. when i my friends said they saw them today. i cried non stop for days after the breakup. not only was it right before our one year, but also during finals. i was numb during school and a sobbing mess at home. but 2 years later and it still stings. the scars are still there. the fear of commuting is ever present. i'm terrified of being that same guy. of being the guy that was ok with not getting affection. ok with not getting complimented. ok with the mental abuse i had to face anytime i brought up my own feelings. we were just dumb kids who thought they were soulmates. but sometimes i still think about texting them. still think about how i could've been better. how maybe we could've worked out.

I think about it All the time but it's not the answer people love you people love me we just have to learn that it ok to be fucked up you're still valid you're loved and people value the love show them you're not alone we hurt too i hurt i even if I don't know you i wanna say you're valid i don't wanna live anymore either but I'm holding on because i wanna see what the people I love see and I don't want to break there heart's

Let's not let it eat us alive anymore!!!!

Y’all need more than one heart break to think that one girl was the one. Go through enough and they won’t mean anything

Found this and it’s literally just my playlist chat am I cooked

MARIETTA MARRIETTA MARRIETTAA

its been a year but I still miss her and think of her man I fucking hate it , ive had flings with so many other girls but none of them is the same as her

It's 250 AM right now and one of my neighbors is getting married. I know it sounds jaded and ignorant, but I'm sitting in my room listening to this mixtape to tune out any happiness seeping from their house party into my window. Happy screams. Throw the bouquet. Club music. I always loathed the idea of marriage until I met her. We danced under the fireworks in California for three days and three nights, but heaven cannot exist on earth, can it? I think I'll always loathe the plane that took me back to Texas as much as i loathe the idea of marriage. (I'll let you in on a little secret: I'd happily put on a scratchy suit with a suffocating collar if you'd put on your white angel wings to fly me down that aisle... I never wanted to marry someone before you, and now that you're gone, i dont think I'll ever consider it again. So I'll stay angry at my neighbors, and I'll stay loving the fireworks even though they burned as short as we did.)

I just remember her as a funny psychotic bitch I spent some time with. No hard feelings heh

I miss my best friend still, she killed herself in 2021. Sometimes i wish i could forget and sometimes i never want to let the memories go.

This comment section is gay

Hey, I feel empty again. These comments kinda help me think it will get better.

I decided to come back to this exact Playlist, last time i listened to this was when i wasn't sober and honestly just a terrible human being, yet now i may not be fully healed i do yet feel better, schools still a mess and i still crave for love so badly, but i know i need patience and cant let what happened to me last time with the last girl. I'm very stuck on what i want to do but I'm also not stuck at all, everything confusing yet not confusing if that makes any sense

This is a stellar mix. Thank you so much. Just what I needed, "Sober" is especially heart wrenching.

This came back up.... years and years have pasted. I can say that I am finally past every feeling I had before. The comfort in finding similar songs to how I was feeling and seeing the comments on mixtapes just like these helped me. I hope someone will see this and it will help them too. Just get through another day my friend. And do the same thing the next day. If I can make it through the dark, you can too. You are worth it, you are stronger than I, and I cannot wait to see what you become :)

I dont know how i can still be so madly in love with someone who has shown me so many times she only sees me as a friend. It feels like a lie every time i have a conversation with her like I only see her as a friend but even if i cant be with her i love her too much to let go of her completely. Maybe im just a lovesick moron. Now shes gonna be playing my wife in a play which will be be very fun and wont make me wanna dive headfirst off a skyscraper at all. In all seriousness I've survived much worse and I know I'm made of strong enough stuff to get through this, but I just wish this wasnt the situation i was in. I almost wish i just never met her or at least never got to know her so well. For me knowing her was all it took to love her, for her knowing me was all it took to trust me.

🌲🌃🐺MINNESOTA🌠2024🥶☃️❄️

Whoever is reading this Jesus loves you so much God bless you

oh being a teenager is so tough, i went through 10 break ups this year😭😭😓😞i think im gonna end it soon😭😢😥

it gets better, it may not look like it but it does

Surprised there isn't more modern baseball with this playlist ngl

I've never commented on a RUclips video before, I want to learn how to be happy.

I’ve always loved Midwest emo but I’ve never did a deep dive into the genre, can anyone recommend a few albums to listen to?

If it is not meant too be then I'll just let it be ... ..or there is another... Just wait it's worth it

the title is so real

Missing him, we were never together, maybe that's why I can't get over it. What could've been if he wanted it enough.

it's almost been a week now since i broke up with my ex since things just weren't working out. i helped her when she was going through shit, but never the same for me. she couldn't deal with my problems or handle me and that made me feel like such a burden. my needs weren't being met and things ended up one-sided. that's why i ended things for the better but it still hurt me. i loved her so much, i loved her more than anything and it just hurts. i cherished every moment we had together and now she's gone. i lost her. she has already moved on and somebody already likes her back, it hurts. it hurts so much. she's already moved on while i'm here trying to get over her, to get over this heartbreak and ache in my chest. without her, i just feel so empty. i feel so numb. i haven't been like myself at all.

Tried this method, well I still miss her.

Midwest emo mix-tape comment sections are always one of the most kind and raw things ever. I personally am not going through what most of the people listening to this playlist are (I have a boyfriend of one year) but I do have crippling depression and struggle to sleep through the whole night because of it. These are one of those nights where I can't sleep and my thoughts are too loud, this Mix is probably a favorite of mine for drowning out my thoughts and I'm proud to say its another night I didn't turn to addiction. One step at a time, we will all get better, don't give up.

nice mix

My friend died

i dont want to think about him anymore :( *proceeds to play his favorite genre of music* edit: 7:24 his favorite song 😔

AHHH HOSPITAL BRACELET MENTIONED I LOVE YOU

i fw this heavy. i clicked on this thinking it’s going to be one of those tiktok ass playlists (im so tired of those) and was pleasantly surprised

Funny like a year ago I found this video, it introduced me to the genre, and truly ignited this deep love for midwest emo within me. I was incredibly depressed, really lost in the idea of being a nobody. One year later, and I've experienced so much, true friendship, and love, I broke up with that person since, lost those friends, and I feel lost in the idea of being a nobody again. I've come full circle, today I wake up to see this at the top of my reccomended, maybe this is a sign for me to get back up and rebuild. Love you guys. wish me luck on my journey