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Woman Ends Severe Addiction Of 20+ Years After An Overdose Near Death Experience | NDE
💥 Woman Ends Severe Addiction Of 20+ Years After An Overdose Near Death Experience | NDE
In this episode of Elevation Recovery, Betty Guadagno had a spiritually transformative experience in March of 2019. She went from a drug addicted, sex worker, and self-described radical atheist to a devout believer in long-term recovery, working as a recovery coach, and manifesting a life beyond her wildest dreams. She will take you through her awakening journey where she was shown her pre-birth planning, her divine mission, and the interconnectedness of all things.
💥 Chapters:
[00:00] Part 1 - Boot Camp: Growing Up with Trauma After Trauma
[07:01] Part 2 - Near Death-Like Experience: Overdose and Kundali...
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Видео

Amber Heard Says Johnny Depp Assaulted Her After Taking MDMA (The "LOVE" Drug)
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Amber Heard stated in court under oath that after taking MDMA, Johnny Depp assaulted her. MDMA, also known as the "Love Drug." MDMA commonly leads users to feel euphoric and very loving. What are your thoughts on this? #JohnnyDepp #AmberHeard #Trial
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 9 - Getting Your Mind Right
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - This is the eighth upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like pain relief,...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 8 - Knowing Is Half The Battle
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - This is the eighth upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like pain relief,...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 7 - The Hierarchy of Opioid Recovery
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - This is the eighth upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like pain relief,...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 6 - The Dark Ages of Addiction Treatment
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - This is the seventh upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like pain relief...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 5 - Opioid Addiction is an "Exhausted Resource"
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - This is the sixth upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like pain relief, ...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 4 - Opioids Are The "Ultimate Resource" For Certain Individuals
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - This is the fifth upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like pain relief, ...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 3 - The Faces of Opioid Dependence
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - This is the fourth upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like pain relief,...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 2 - Opioids Are Not Bad, Only Your Relationship To Them is
Просмотров 5982 года назад
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - This is the third upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like pain relief, ...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Chapter 1 - How Did We Get Here?
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom: Introduction - This is the second upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits lik...
Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom - Introduction
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Opioid Detox Step-by-Step: Quit Opioids, Get Healthy & Reclaim Your Freedom: Introduction - This is the first upload of Matt Finch's new book on Opioids, opiates, opioid use disorder (OUD), the opioid epidemic, opioid dependence/addiction, opioid detox, and how to get off any opioid or combination of opioids, feel good without opioid class drugs, find replacement habits for opioid benefits like...
An Antidote to Addiction (Faith-Based or Spiritual-Based Recovery)
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Rates of drug addiction and alcohol addiction are spiking more and more. Recovery, abstinence, or harm reduction can be difficult to enact these days with the state of affairs as they are. Faith-based recovery, spiritual-based recovery, meditation, prayer, and other higher power-oriented recovery solutions might be helpful for people that have not been able to achieve their goals without this c...
I QUIT! Why I'll NEVER Go Back to Drug & Alcohol Counseling at Corporate Rehabs Again
Просмотров 6923 года назад
Substance abuse treatment and counseling at a mainstream outpatient treatment program are how I got started in the field of addiction. I went to school for addiction counseling and after finishing, became a Certified Alcohol and Drug Counselor. I did an internship at a substance abuse treatment program that was really a 3-in-1 facility. It was a methadone clinic from 5:30 am to 3 pm and from 3 ...
NLP Quit Smoking Techniques Used By Tony Robbins Once Upon a Time
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Quit smoking techniques are abundant. Many people quit smoking for a while, only to start smoking again. This was my life for many years, too. People often try quit smoking methods like nicotine replacement therapy (nicotine patches, nicotine gum, nicotine lozenges, etc.), hypnosis, NLP, medications, cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT), and much more. In this video, I share a story I heard Tony ...
I Was Addicted To Overeating & Fat-Shamed By Friends | Eating Disorder Recovery
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I Was Addicted To Overeating & Fat-Shamed By Friends | Eating Disorder Recovery
Opiates vs Opioids - The 4 Classes of Opioids & Where Does Kratom Fit in?
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Opiates vs Opioids - The 4 Classes of Opioids & Where Does Kratom Fit in?
Suboxone Detox With Chronic Stress In Life // Getting Off Suboxone 009
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Suboxone Detox With Chronic Stress In Life // Getting Off Suboxone 009
Suboxone Detox For Highly Sensitive People (HSPs) & Empaths // Getting Off Suboxone 008
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Suboxone Detox For Highly Sensitive People (HSPs) & Empaths // Getting Off Suboxone 008
When Suboxone Becomes An 'Exhausted Resource' // Getting Off Suboxone 007
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When Suboxone Becomes An 'Exhausted Resource' // Getting Off Suboxone 007
The 3 Fears That Prevent Total Suboxone Detox From Being Achieved // Getting Off Suboxone 006
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The 3 Fears That Prevent Total Suboxone Detox From Being Achieved // Getting Off Suboxone 006
Suboxone Detox Close To Impossible Without Epic Support & Accountability // Getting Off Suboxone 005
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Suboxone Detox Close To Impossible Without Epic Support & Accountability // Getting Off Suboxone 005
Detoxing Off Suboxone With Underlying Anxiety, Pain, and/or Fatigue etc. // Getting Off Suboxone 004
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Detoxing Off Suboxone With Underlying Anxiety, Pain, and/or Fatigue etc. // Getting Off Suboxone 004
Suboxone Detox Symptoms (Physical, Mental + SYNERGY) Make Quitting HARD // Getting Off Suboxone 003
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Suboxone Detox Symptoms (Physical, Mental SYNERGY) Make Quitting HARD // Getting Off Suboxone 003
20 Opioid Detox Remedies That Treat Opioid Withdrawal Symptoms A-Z
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20 Opioid Detox Remedies That Treat Opioid Withdrawal Symptoms A-Z
How Suboxone Works, What it's Made of, and Why it's Often Hard To Quit // Getting Off Suboxone 002
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How Suboxone Works, What it's Made of, and Why it's Often Hard To Quit // Getting Off Suboxone 002
Chamomile For Addiction & Mental Health Recovery | Natural Anxiolytic, Sleep-Aid, & Antidepressant
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Chamomile For Addiction & Mental Health Recovery | Natural Anxiolytic, Sleep-Aid, & Antidepressant
How To Use Herbs For Addiction Recovery with Master Herbalists John Finch & Jane Richmond
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How To Use Herbs For Addiction Recovery with Master Herbalists John Finch & Jane Richmond
How To Get Off Suboxone Maintenance Treatment // Getting Off Suboxone 001
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How To Get Off Suboxone Maintenance Treatment // Getting Off Suboxone 001
Purdue Pharma, Pfizer, Johnson & Johnson Among Top 5 Most Corrupt Pharmaceutical Cartels OF ALL TIME
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Purdue Pharma, Pfizer, Johnson & Johnson Among Top 5 Most Corrupt Pharmaceutical Cartels OF ALL TIME

Комментарии

  • @sknails2723
    @sknails2723 3 часа назад

    Terry is a real JERKOFFER!!!

  • @cpodgorelec
    @cpodgorelec 6 часов назад

    Bravo. Standing ovation . Take a bow.

  • @RoyBatty-g9e
    @RoyBatty-g9e День назад

    feiling dissy drunk blury eyesight is is chocolate comperd to opioid withdrawl

  • @RoyBatty-g9e
    @RoyBatty-g9e День назад

    nice a vid i was looking for. pregabs and valium im planing on yousing not replaceing on habit with anuther

  • @tomp3146
    @tomp3146 2 дня назад

    Awesome summary Matt! And I appreciate all the comments as well. My neck was damaged while repelling from a BlackHawk helicopter at the Ranger Department, Fort Benning, GA. 20 years ago. I'm retired now -58- and neck was driving me crazy. So been on bupropion patch for three years for chronic pain. Got off meds two weeks ago. YES... The first 5 days MISERABLE. To make matters worse - I suffer from Migraines which are now triggered under all the stress... Week two and ZERO motivation, little sleep, diarrhea, sneezing and low energy. Your presentation put everything into perspective long haul wise. THANK YOU!

  • @bunkerhoneymoon2208
    @bunkerhoneymoon2208 3 дня назад

    that's almost exactly what I'm going through right now with my partner. I'm hoping she also chooses to stay because aint nothing's more important than her and id give up anything for that and currently i completely stripped my life off of this evil. It's so reassuring to see people like Terry to not only talk about this but hearing that he went through the exact same story im going through and i really appreciate him for that. Wish me luck ❤ for anybody reading this, keep the mind clean and healthy out there ❤

  • @GérardKounga
    @GérardKounga 4 дня назад

    I'm going to talk about it 😢😢

  • @FeminineRose
    @FeminineRose 5 дней назад

    🎉🎉🎉

  • @kenseymour5152
    @kenseymour5152 6 дней назад

    Gabapentin withdrawal is just like benzodiazepines withdrawal it hits the same receptors in your receptors. But anything that can help with the anxiety of withdrawal is worth having clonadine is good for stopping the sweating one minute freezing the next. Kratom works well too but only for a couple weeks because it will make you withdrawal the same as opioids do.

  • @kaneloc8491
    @kaneloc8491 13 дней назад

    Why would you post this video and get people's hopes up and not say where to get it????? Wtf!!!! Guess its a huge secret because nobody wants to reveal where to purchase it!

  • @Draposo1970
    @Draposo1970 14 дней назад

    I just got off of Suboxone, and the withdrawals last longer and are worse than Heroine. Don’t get prescribed this. It’s BS

  • @Mohit-zt3jk
    @Mohit-zt3jk 15 дней назад

    There are no benifits of porn, Period.

  • @TitanFarmsGaming569
    @TitanFarmsGaming569 16 дней назад

    The withdrawals off methadone are awful

  • @Jireh-b6l
    @Jireh-b6l 16 дней назад

    Thank you so much I have Pregabalin same thing I'm 36 hours out from my last sub dose

  • @bryontharp5790
    @bryontharp5790 16 дней назад

    100 mg a day dam i thought my 20 mg was enough after surgery

  • @aprilegunn6818
    @aprilegunn6818 17 дней назад

    Going through it now but wow your very informative here congrats on your sobriety

  • @big_lukey
    @big_lukey 24 дня назад

    Great video, love what your doing, just wanted to say its Not true about injecting the suboxone strips with the 8mg bup and 2mg nal, you can shoot them up all day long with no withdrawal from the naloxone, its only if you have other opiates in your system that you have withdrawals from it. In other words if the only thing in your system is bup/sub your fine. I know this first hand as i did it for years whilst incarcerated.

  • @originalbabyjae4550
    @originalbabyjae4550 25 дней назад

    In the Bible it tells you to confess your sins. I don’t know who I can tell that I know in my day to day life but I feel comfortable enough to say it on here.. I’ve been addicted on and off porn since I was 9yrs old or maybe even younger. I don’t watch it everyday or maybe not even every week anymore but I always end up relapsing no matter how long I go without it and the kind of porn I watch have gotten worse and worse throughout the years pls pray God provides me someone to confess this too and please pray in spirit for me that Jesus delivers me from this. I release this addiction from my life. Amen

  • @IreneMoraa-rp5kk
    @IreneMoraa-rp5kk 26 дней назад

    I've been an addict of porn for long I pray I stop ✋️

  • @Squatch34
    @Squatch34 Месяц назад

    Great vid but fuck pharmaceutical companies and FDA, they’re intent is only about money they don’t give a damn about us esp addicts

  • @yehlay
    @yehlay Месяц назад

    i feel sad, like i lost my aura and confidence after doing the act, i found this video and i'm starting my journey against this addiction today pray for me if you see this, and wish me luck🙏

  • @larryfrayne52
    @larryfrayne52 Месяц назад

    I am about to begin treatment for medical opioid dependence . This is the best video i have seen on using pregabalin. very clear and concise information which i find reassures me about my doctors decisions. many thanks.

  • @Scorcher-ii1ty
    @Scorcher-ii1ty Месяц назад

    Don’t trust Drs at all. You say you’re addicted to opiates and need some relief. Ok no more benzodiazepines but hears your script. Benzodiazepines have helped millions of people.

  • @lovinLaVonna
    @lovinLaVonna Месяц назад

    I've had a pain pump put in to try to help me with back pain (after multiple surgeries) & it would give me morphine once an hour for the last ten months. But it really wasn't helping with the pain, & my memory was getting really bad so I had them cut off 60% on Monday & cut the other 40% off on Thursday, so I'm on day three. This definitely is the hardest thing that I've ever had to go through in my life by far. It's great to find this channel so I know that other people understand, so that you for sharing this. They only thing that you didn't cover that happened alongside everything else is the hallucinations & the thoughts of everything bad, sad, hurtful or harmful that I've done throughout my life! Not on good thought, happy memory or joyful moment. Is that normal or not? Day three is just starting so wish me luck & with God's help I'll get through this.

  • @jaimestl3609
    @jaimestl3609 Месяц назад

    How about you just say about all of your suggestionsthat "this can be habit forming...etc etc " at the beginning of the video instead of after every one 😂

  • @perpetualmotion357
    @perpetualmotion357 Месяц назад

    What happened to me is I made an extremely potent marijuana edible. I had basically a full pack of Marlboro reds on my desk. I ate the edible and it scared the crap out of me. I started thinking about my lungs and all the damage I have done over the years. It was surreal and the edible really made me see it clearly. I started to notice my breathing wasn't quite right etc.. after the edible the next day I didn't touch my cigarette. I had that pack of Reds on my desk for 6 months until I gave it to someone who needed some. I quit smoking then and there for two years. Only picked it back up after my Fentanyl addiction when my mom died. I asked for a cigarette and off to the races I went. Now I smoke menthol which I always hated before lol. I might try the edible thing again. I don't smoke marijuana anymore so it would be super intense I know it. I'm scared I might start thinking terrible things and go into a psychosis of sorts. But the edible did work so I can see how things like shrooms could make a person quit nicotine and opioids if done correctly

  • @perpetualmotion357
    @perpetualmotion357 Месяц назад

    I'm on 105mg of methadone and 400mg gabapentin 3x a day for chronic pain and withdrawal from Fent. Subs and Kratom didn't touch my Fent withdrawal, it actually made it worse. I'm probably going to use a 357 magnum to come off methadone and grab. I'm at the end of my rope with family issues. Ain't dealing with a withdrawal on top of it. I don't have kids. Only thing keeping me from doing it is my pets.

  • @StefanW2004
    @StefanW2004 Месяц назад

    I have been addicted to porn since 2019. So a little over 5 years. I am going to give it another chance to change my life forever. Hope this time it will be over, but it will take a lot of time and discipline. I am not gonna wait till 1 November for NNN. I will start earlier and quit forever.

  • @braudhadoch3432
    @braudhadoch3432 Месяц назад

    How could you not know?? Come on dude. You want us to believe you had no idea.!! Do you wear a helmet?

  • @braudhadoch3432
    @braudhadoch3432 Месяц назад

    What's with the 70s porn beat there. Just gotta grow the stash out...

  • @jguitar29
    @jguitar29 Месяц назад

    I’m coming off oxygen 15mg 3 times a day for years from back injury…took suboxone 2mg 4x in 24hrs ….then 2mg 1 day.. then 1mg once for 2 days…4days all together…. It’s been 24hrs since I took that last SUB 1mg…. Can I take my first 300mg Gabapentin….

  • @abcdefg7046
    @abcdefg7046 Месяц назад

    Pregabalin is eaven more effective, its insane how much it helps with opioid withdrawal symptoms. Because people that know the symptoms and how nothing seems to help with the symptoms, gaba and pregabalin are life savers

  • @ShyTapi
    @ShyTapi Месяц назад

    Sitting up in my bed going back & forth without being able to sleep due to withdrawal miss who I was before I started taking percs I look back at my old self and shed tears… day one without taking them & feel like my body is numb insomnia is kicking my ass bones hurt , my eyes hurt I just wanna sleep a full night.. I’d never thought I’d go through this why.. why god 😖

  • @ljre3397
    @ljre3397 Месяц назад

    I took opioids for back pain for 25 years and eventually developed a horrible craving during the last 9 years. I screwed up was told I’d need Suboxone for the rest of my life. That was 13 months ago. For the first 3 months I could barely get out of bed. I have never been in such physical and mental pain in my life. Before I’d go through this again I’d jump off a bridge.

  • @infinitebeings4040
    @infinitebeings4040 Месяц назад

    I am doing alcohol and heroin both and really need to stop i need both to feel normal inreally want to het of the heroin but i cwnt handle the withdrawals and with the alcohol i need it as soon as i wake up to stop me feeling anxious and depressed i cannot even eat much and i cant function i am going thru hell ane need advise on how to they treat a person who is addicted to both can anyone pls help me or give me advise i am waiting for my assessment but its a long way away and i need help asap its like i am forced to drink and do heroin all day around the clock i have no interest to do anything anymore cant even feel happy

  • @rentmyback
    @rentmyback Месяц назад

    Gabor mate is a charlatan

  • @fayedietrich7313
    @fayedietrich7313 Месяц назад

    How come no advice to relieve symptoms..I.e. Ibuprofen, Vitamins like C or the B's. Gatorade. What?

  • @davidfurino2987
    @davidfurino2987 Месяц назад

    Even though Fentanyl is short acting, it gets into your fatty cells just like methadone,takes longer then H.

  • @ChannelGarrett
    @ChannelGarrett Месяц назад

    Porn is a tool of the devil. I pray for everyone here to be healed from the trauma of this addiction, including myself. If you read the bible you know that good wins in the end.

  • @anygivensunday4198
    @anygivensunday4198 Месяц назад

    Weed works wonders

  • @andygjata
    @andygjata 2 месяца назад

    I never even knew i was addicted to pornography since it was too late. Started at 11. Just imagine, you grow up never having had a healthy image of what sex is supposed to be like. And then, like any other drug, you just need something different to keep things exciting. And in this day and age it was completely easy to randomly be lured to watching illegal material. I was arrested and awaiting trial. I am so ashamed of myself, but at the same time, I realised the only way forward now is to support and love myself. Started rehabilitating by a recognised therapy organisation specialising in addiction. My loved ones support me through it all. I didn’t believe this would ever happen, that’s why I didn’t talk to anyone before. I wish I had! No matter what, for the first time in my life, I feel as if I’ve got a future again. That’s how bad and real this addiction is.

  • @robertwalker9911
    @robertwalker9911 2 месяца назад

    Love the information. Been on hydrocodone for years for hip pain. Doctor put me on suboxone about 3 months ago. Had a hip replacement in July. I've tapered from 4mg, to .25mg over the past 2 months, and now stepping down to .125mg this week. Next week I'm planning .125mg every other day and then step off. Anticipating the longest 2 weeks of my life. Blessings

  • @golbahardadyan1454
    @golbahardadyan1454 2 месяца назад

    What is a high does of vitamin C?

  • @TravisScruggs-n4i
    @TravisScruggs-n4i 2 месяца назад

    Im on day 7 off subs and taking gabba and only have diarrhea and sneezing o started on day 5 after the restless shakes started and i sleep and feel awesome gonna continue for about 4 more day's... miracle drug for withdrawals

  • @MarkSmith-tp6zc
    @MarkSmith-tp6zc 2 месяца назад

    More a Lyrica man personally. For thru the roof anxiety and epilepsy. Gabapentin for some reason didn’t cut it. The specialist knew the more powerful one was Pregabalin. Excellent upload sir.

  • @FaithChironda
    @FaithChironda 2 месяца назад

    Thank you for the inspiration❤.l struggle with this thing .l just pray it ends cause its emotionally draining

  • @Kormac80
    @Kormac80 2 месяца назад

    Many Lives Many Masters is a useful book to connect to some of the ideas presented here. Her story was really powerful and moving for me to witness. I just want to give her a big hug and tell her she is now and has always been worthy of all the love in the universe. We all need to know this about ourselves - that we are worthy of love.

  • @ayepweakly3564
    @ayepweakly3564 2 месяца назад

    At least for me going on Methadone to get off Oxy was leaving a witch to move in with the Devil

  • @Eberry517
    @Eberry517 2 месяца назад

    Wtf all these drugs and can’t even mention good ol’ cannabis? Way safer than anything mentioned here. Helps withdrawals tremendously. Rick Simpson oil my go to

  • @brassmanjeh4335
    @brassmanjeh4335 2 месяца назад

    I did a straight 32 days and relapse again. leave a like so that yall reminding me everytime i came online how God still loves me